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Welcome to my corner of the web, designed for those who have “a foot in both doors.” If you’re somebody who’s detaching from the herd and going in a different direction, someone who considers themselves to be an abductee, or someone with psychic abilities and unusual happenings, then it can often feel like you’re living “in two worlds” as you simultaneously navigate your way through the every day “real” world. That’s how I feel myself, and that’s the inspiration behind this site.

This isn’t a website that claims to have it all figured out, where people go to get definitive, authoritarian answers. When you’re dealing with phenomenon such as number sightings, deja vus, synchs, the nature of reality, abductions/anomalous markings, and so on, there is no one set answer for what these things mean. These things can mean different things for different people. This is a website offering up theories, ideally intended as a starting point to get you thinking, to inspire you to look a little closer at your own reality and question things more….and draw your own conclusions based on what your own experiences are telling you. If nothing else, at least it’s a place that confirms that there are others out there experiencing something similar. And, if people like the site, cool, if not, cool. If they like me, shrug, if not, oh well. :D I just felt compelled to put my experiences out there along with the insights and tactical advise I’ve gleaned from them in order to help people. And do it for free. So, take from it what you will.

I’ve heard from several people who’ve described this site as being about “spirituality” stuff, but that’s not how I view it. First and foremost the focus has always been on what the nature of reality is – what’s going on here. Of which paranormal happenings, synchronicities, ear tones, numbers, timelines, abductions, etc. all directly tie in, as you’ll see when you read those write ups. The “spiritual” label has always made me cringe, because it implies somebody who considers themselves to be all advanced and holier-than-thou, which is not the case. I’m just reporting on the various experiences I’ve had, with whatever insights go along with them.

And lastly, many of these write ups were written several years ago. At this point I’m already a different person in many ways. You’ll notice that many of the write ups have “add-ons” as I learn more, or new ideas/theories come in, so I keep things up to date in terms of where I am knowledge-wise. But many times the tone is vastly different from who I am now. At this point in life I feel a lot more subdued, slightly reticent even. So that’s something to keep in mind when reading, that the tone of many of the write ups is who I was then, and things are always changing and evolving….

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(And just a note that Conti is not my real legal last name. I’ve only just realized that some readers are under the mistaken assumption that I’m writing under my real legal name, and have commended me for “putting myself out there” the way I have, which is not the case. Conti is a name from within my ancestry though, and actually would have been my real last name had my great-grandfather from Italy married my great-grandmother from Hungary, so I didn’t just pull it out of a hat. I thought it went well with my first name when searching for an alternate last name source, and so here we are. My real (Hungarian) last name also begins with “C,” but I don’t write under it for several obvious reasons, including that I don’t want employers pulling up my personal life should they decide to do an internet search for starters. I do admire the abduction/mind control authors who are actually writing under their real legal last names while simultaneously holding down jobs in the so-called real world where their personal lives can become known by their bosses and coworkers. That’s brave, right there. Another reason is because I discuss the life and times of my biological relatives who are the perfect illustration for various things I discuss on this site, including MILABS/mind control/abductions, whatever it is that’s gone on, but the only way I can mention them is by writing under a pseudonym. (which also means that any “carissa conti’s” that you see on the ‘net writing in other places, or on Facebook, MySpace, Twitter, etc., are not me. I’m not currently writing for any place other than this site, and I don’t do that sort of social networking/“I’m so cool I have 14,983 friends!” silliness. ;) )

A note to people emailing me: As the years have gone on I’ve noticed a trend towards people (usually always young guys, based on the way they sound) firing off one paragraph emails that have no greeting, and where they don’t sign off. They just launch into whatever question or statement they want to make, the email just abruptly ends, they hit send, and they expect an answer. Well, that doesn’t go over very well with me. Who is this person expecting an instant gratification response anyway?? (which, as I’ve learned, they’ll most likely not even acknowledge, not so much as a “thanks for responding.” nada.) I think it’s mainly because of the explosion of superficial social networking sites, along with the way in which people now send texts and emails through their phone. So depersonalization has become the new norm, while knowledge of basic communication etiquette has become a thing of the past. But regardless of the reason, it’s rude and impersonal, and I don’t respond to them. If somebody can’t bother to put a “hi” greeting and/or mention me by name, and sign off with their own name, even an alias, then I can’t be bothered to respond. !!

 

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