Gab Posts Archive by @carissa_conti

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My first ever Gab post. Will start out with some generalized musings. Namely, that we all have front row seats to the craziest political and societal show down ever seen in our lifetime, and in recent history. Everything's coming to a head. Many in the mainstream world (as opposed to those who've long considered themselves "truthers"/"awake"/"unabashed conspiracy theorists" and all around aware researchers into the underbelly of our reality before it was fashionable) are finally waking up to many things - the true nature of politics, elections and world affairs, who really owns and controls the media, the true purpose of most social media platforms, which are operating as giant extensions of the co-opted media, what really goes on behind the scenes in Hollywood and the music industry and the things they get up to, as well as whose interests they actually serve, etc. Meanwhile many others are falling further asleep, buying into the mainstream world's narrative. But things are polarizing as a result.

No matter which side takes root in the coming weeks just remember that so much of it is planned and manipulated, don't take what the media says and the things they show us at face value, and nothing is what it seems to be. Just keep in mind the whole "front row seats" thing, but more importantly, "Divide and Conquer."
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Part 1:

Back on 11/5/20 had my hair salon appointment scheduled to get my blonde touched up. Due to COVID, being laid off, and life no longer resembling what it used to I was already teetering on the fence of no longer being blonde anymore. It literally costs thousands a year to get it done and maintained with the right products, since I go to a high end salon, getting a top of the line color/highlights job done by my favorite hairdresser of all time, a female Japanese master colorist. (will keep her name anonymous here.) While the cost wasn't even an issue back when I had my full time, fancy pants high paying job, it was now, since I'd been laid off and have a different, lower paying, part time work-from-home gig.

In my deliberation process for how to proceed I resorted to my usual coin flipping and "intuiting" the situation in general. Just kept getting back heads, heads, heads, heads, and the intuitive impression that I needed to go. Interesting, I thought. Would have thought I'd get the definitive "HELL no! Tails! Tails! Tails! Save your money!" In true INFJ fashion I decided in the end to trust intuition/feeling and wackadoodle oracle methods :D versus pure "rational" intellect, then compromise financially by just getting the roots touched up, no highlights, which would save me well over 100 bucks right there.

So flash forward to me later on sitting in the salon chair with the base color soaking in on my roots. It was only about 10:30 a.m. and the place was dead that day, so the stylist had time for once to actually have a casual chat while waiting for the color to set, versus rushing around to and fro. And I don't remember now the full details of how the conversation got ignited but I do see the moment in my mind where I was turned towards my right in my chair to the stylist standing diagonally next to me, and me looking up at her as she said something relating to Trump.......and to which I nodded and agreed, adding something to what she said. Which normally I wouldn't do. My normal inclination out in the world is to just stay quiet about anything I believe or think, because I've learned that almost nobody else seems to either respond, let alone agree. Plus, being submerged in "corporate job culture" for years on end trains you to just stay quiet about your real self. So revealing who I really am, what I believe, or what I write about on my website?? Hard no.

But I decided to pipe up in this instance and agree, adding my own two cents......then proceeded to watch her eyes bug out in happy surprise behind the requisite mandated face mask.....and her immediate "YES!!!!!!" response.

(to be continued.)
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Part 2:

From there the spark ignited into a full fledged freaking forest fire, and months and months of pent up ideas, opinions and frustrations about the current U.S. political shit show began pouring out of her, realizing she finally found an ally in the world that she could truly speak freely and safely to. Why would this be an issue some may be wondering, since the mainstream left leaning media propaganda would have us believe Trump is universally hated? It's because my stylist is an ardent Trump supporter - and was not only completely upset at the prospect of a rigged election and what the end result of that could mean for America, with a Kamala/Biden cabinet, but upset that nobody else around her seemed to see any of what she was seeing. Everybody around her was asleep/apathetic, or completely programmed by the left leaning media, content to just accept what they say and not research anything for themselves. She literally had nobody to truly talk to.

Finding somebody else who also supported Trump politically opened the floodgates, and one subject led to another, and another, and another as I sat in my chair talking to her next to me, and next thing you know I'm learning that the stylist I've been going to since Aug. 2017 knew literally every single "conspiracy" subject you can possibly think of. Anything. You name it. Anything Tom writes about on his site, montalk . net ......she knew. Most anything I talk about on my site? She knew. Aliens. Reptilians. Reptilian and Demon controlled planet Earth, influencing people individually and all the world's elite. Political/government and Hollywood Satanic pedophiles and all their "Illuminati" mind control and satanic symbolisms they cover and surround themselves with in their photo shoots and music videos. Name checked several celebrities/singers as examples, showing she knew her stuff. Then.....all the very detailed, drilled down, tedious behind the scenes political machinations that Tom has been explaining in detail about back on his Twitter and now his Gab, regarding the declassification of documents, and all the political chess game maneuvers that Trump's done/is currently doing / will do, things that Q has been talking about for four years. And all the tedious details about what the election rigging process would involve. There just literally was nothing she didn't know, in full detail, and it absolutely blew-my-freaking-MIND.

(to be continued)
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Part 3:

And what needs to be clarified is that I wasn't even asking or prompting her.....she was telling me. Again...floodgates opening, and everything just pouring out.

I shouldn't have been surprised though I guess, based on everything else I've seen and experienced about her. Super intelligent, rejected the life that was expected of a female back in Japan decades ago to immigrate to America and pursue what she really wanted to be doing. And not only succeeded, but went on to open her own successful business. Having experienced a lack of quality female examples in my life it always stands out for me when I can find any female that embodies what I admire - smart, strong, brave, fearless and independent, but simultaneously feminine behaving and looking, kind, good vibes, wise, mature, polite/good manners....and aware. It's very rare to find any female with all of those traits, a rare balance to be able to strike, but especially in American culture. Figures that the only way to find it in another was with a woman from Japan. !! And in her free time she likes to do some of the same types of things I do - be out in nature, taking photos, walking / biking / snorkeling. And apparently researching conspiracy. !! She'd also mentioned during one of my previous appointments experiencing paranormal sensitivity since childhood - sensing, and sometimes hearing, ghost/spirit presences. And I've always enjoyed being around her, and she in turn said I was one of her favorite clients, because she likes my energy as compared to some of her other clients that downright scare/intimidate her. So there was an alikeness there, despite the differences in outward energy and personality projection. But still....I never expected her to know this stuff. Let alone to such a deep, drilled down level.

It was sad though the way she sometimes looked around her own salon and felt the need to lower her voice in her excitement in case anybody was overhearing that might get offended....by truth. As it was she once experienced a powerful local Jewish attorney woman pull her out of her own salon and reprimand her outside for "allowing" a male customer to say pro-Trump political things to his stylist while getting his hair cut, and which the attorney woman overheard....then demanded she apologize on his behalf and never allow for such a thing again. Or else as she threatened, she would make sure that the 20+ female employees at her law firm who currently utilize the salon would boycott her, and not only that, but will make sure to completely ruin her on social media. O.o Very blunt. No shame. And something we've never seen or experienced before with another president.

(to be continued)
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Part 4/Final:

Because of COVID already decimating her once thriving business she was forced to comply with this outrageous blackmail/threats. As she relayed to me, she profusely apologized (though didn't actually mean it) and "played stupid" as she said, pretending she didn't "get it" or "understand" the whole "Trump thing," in order to pacify her. :/ And it worked, the attorney woman calmed down and let it go. Just so ridiculous, there are no words.

So during that appointment we just talked and talked and talked about an endless array of political and conspiracy/truther subjects like nothing I've experienced in the regular world. I realize now why I kept getting the Heads, Heads, Heads, Heads during the coin toss, and general intuitive feeling that I needed to keep this appointment and go anyway, despite the intellect thinking it made no sense due to financial reasons. I did have the thought while doing the coin tosses that maybe there was something I was supposed to get out of it, something was going to happen that I needed to connect with - had no idea it would be this though. wow!!! I think this is an anecdote that only hardcore truther and "conspiracy" researchers may appreciate, because they understand how rare it is to find somebody like this out in the "real" world. This is one in a million, basically. I just wish I'd known these past three years that we were completely on the same page with all of our knowledge. Maybe it was too early though back then. Maybe now's the time. Everything seems to be converging, and veils are being pulled back, things are polarizing.

But as mentioned, due to the COVID-related job situation I've recently decided for sure that I'm most likely going to need to forego the blonde salon thing. Went in to the salon in person to let her know what was going on and apologize for canceling my 1/14 appointment, but it was her day off. So I reached out via text to explain. After going there for three years, and especially after that amazing last visit in November, an explanation and apology was in order, imo. !!

Her response was just more wow!! but in a good way. I want to post it here (anonymously, of course) for that reason, because again....just more "from out in left field truth bombs" being dropped when I least expected it, but which I absolutely love, and am still surprised about admittedly, despite that huge conversation we had in November.

As far as her comment about not letting Reptilians take over the U.S (or demons.....or aliens........insert your bad guy name of choice) unfortunately that's a done deal, imo. This is now their world, and has been for ages. Maybe since forever. But we can at least be armed with awareness about what's really going on, and what/who really control politics, the media and Hollywood so we can make better, more informed life choices. And maybe there really is still something that can be done, I don't know. As always, we'll see.....................
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In keeping with my previous posts from today.........Just learned that a female reader of my site, whom I've been in intermittent contact with for at least three years now, comes from a staunch Liberal background, family is totally Lib/Dem, and every last one of her real life friends are all liberal.....but she went against lifelong programming and voted for Trump. She noticed the wrong direction the Dem party has taken (intelligent people can no longer NOT see it), and said she listened to her gut which has never steered her wrong. (BTW....another INFJ, like me. woohoo!) And me and Tom are the only people she's admitted this to.

First off....hugely flattering that she felt comfortable and safe enough to confide that to me. But damn..........it shouldn't be like this. Again, we've never seen anything like the witch hunts, threats / bullying / intimidation going on now against anybody who dares support Trump.

I'm always super impressed by anybody I encounter who goes against any kind of lifelong programming they've been subjected to, be it political, religious or whatnot, including bad behavior that may have been modeled to them by the people they were surrounded by growing up, and yet despite it all......manage to think for themselves, recognize if something is wrong, and go in a completely different direction, be their own person. It truly is impressive and shows that it's more than just something brain based. It's higher spirit.
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"Oracle Scrabble - Or in other words, how we knew Joe Biden was actually going to be inaugurated, unfortunately." O.o

So....back on 1/5/21 Tom (montalk...) and I were playing our usual wackadoodle version of Scrabble - we don't abide by the "you only get 7 letters" thing, we're now up to 9. And on top of it we kind of look at it like a giant oracle tool - are there any themes to be discerned? Certain clusters of words that seem to kind of go together? Anything the universe wants to tell us??? Lately there have been, and that's a whole side story. But during our 1/5 game I had my 9 letters, and it was my turn. I was arranging my tiles all around, and rearranging and rearranging some more, and after a minute or two I realized....."Oh my god!! Holy shit!! Wait'll you see this!!!" and Tom's like "What?" puzzled. Then turned my tile holder around. My 9 letters? I, JOE BIDEN. Swear to God, Tom watched it happen, he was there. (He was like, "What?!?" :D ) Paused the game and got a picture. But yes, "I Joe Biden," like taking an oath. :/ Was insanely obvious. boooo! Well, prior to starting the game we'd been wondering if it would actually happen on 1/20......and we got our answer.

We've had some other revelatory oracle moments with this in January, and depending on how things go I'll post the pics. There was one game to end all games, VERY disconcerting. It was next level. Basically Ouija Scrabble. :D And where D.C. was pinpointed as the location. BUT...we'll see how it ends up going. Just cuz the Scrabble oracle says it doesn't mean it'll be. O.o (click pic to fully expand)
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Storytime:

So Tom was talking to his mom in Iowa on the phone last night. She mentioned a conversation she'd recently had with Tom's 11 year old nephew/her grandson. The subject of Biden had come up. 11 year old nephew frowned and said "I don't like Biden." Tom's mom wondered why. "Because he molests children and eats babies." O.o Tom's mom remained calm and said "Where did you hear that?" He responded, "At school, all the kids are talking about it."

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Okay............just..............wow......... :D You know "conspiracy" is officially mainstream when 11 year old 5th graders are casually dropping bombs like this this.

(permission from Tom to post this.)
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Time for something more positive.....

Since I like taking photos and live in a very photogenic region, thought it would be fun to periodically post some of my favorite personal photos. Maybe an "image of the week" or an "image of the every few days." I don't know. Just something cheerful or humorous here and there to remind us about the nice aspects of life as we enter into these seriously weird times, where as previously noted, even little 5th graders are casually talking about "Biden eating babies." O.o

Flowers and Honeybee in Motion - Pondhawk Natural Area, Boca Raton, Florida, 11/22/20 (Taken with Panasonic DMC-FZ1000 )
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In keeping with my plan to upload some of my favorite personal photography every few days, here's another.....

White Ibis - Flamingo Gardens, Davie, Florida - 12/7/19 (Taken with Panasonic DMC-FZ1000)
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The same female reader of my site mentioned in a previous post also asked whether I planned to take the COVID vaccine, and what my thoughts were on that. In a nutshell:

1. Have no intention to taking it. Ever. I was vaccinated as a kid in the 70s and early 80s against all the standard things, but as an adult have never taken a single vaccine. I relayed to her how, in 2014, I'd gotten hired for a ~3 month temp gig (back when I used to do the temping thing) working for Boca Raton Regional Hospital, but in a separate building outside the actual hospital itself doing non-medical related work in a small office. And on the first day they sprung the whole "Oh, and by the way, you'll need to come with us to get the flu vaccine before you can start" thing. Was never mentioned in my interview, nor mentioned to me by the agency. Did try to see if there was any way to get around this, since I wouldn't be working in the actual hospital. But after double checking, the woman I would be reporting to said the answer came back as a hard no. They were nice about it all, even profusely apologizing for this mix up/miscommunication, so no complaints there, but it was either get vaccinated or you can't work here. So I shrugged, took my lunch back out of the fridge and politely wished them well, walking back out the door, back to unemployment. I wasn't putting that in my body, with whatever lifelong toxic effects, for some transient temp gig. There's a world full of jobs out there, I can get another. (and I did.)

2. The reports are now trickling in of multiple people dying after getting the COVID jab. So..........there's that. Cheap, shoddy vaccine that was rolled out with limited testing and containing who knows what, and people are just lining up begging to get it.

3. If society gets to a point where it's "either take the vaccine....or else become relegated to living on the outside and denied access to the world" then guess I'll be on the outside. The decision has already been made. This includes any potential future jobs that may make this requirement. in2worlds.net/co-vid-19

In the meantime we're keeping a close eye on how things go with regards to laws/mandates imposing restrictions and stipulations on any aspect of life. Florida as a whole is a red state, and Governor DeSantis has opened things up, vowing never to do lockdowns again, thankfully. So at most the only thing we've got going on in Boca/Palm Beach County is an indoor mask mandate for all public buildings, along with the standard social distancing requirements. Which means for me...no outside jobs until that's no longer in effect, because I can't/won't wear a mask for 8 hours a day. But now that "Biden" is officially in office it'll be interesting to see what mandates the Federal level tries to impose on states....and which states comply....or don't. And within each states, which counties and cities comply....or don't.
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Trump was the only president I've ever actively paid attention to in my life, since he was a situation that we'd never seen before. The others before him were all cookie cutter, no matter which side they aligned themselves with. Also a lifetime of hardcore "woo" experiences showing me behind a curtain we're not supposed to know exists, on top of heavy duty research also ensured that prior to Trump there was literally no way I could take any of the front stage political arena seriously. And as anybody who's read David Icke knows - "Presidents are se-lected, not e-lected." So that was another reason to pay close attention to this situation for the last four years; all the rallies, any speeches and WH briefings, every State of the Union address, any policies and executive orders he was signing, as well as learning about Q, and seeking out political commentary channels on YT, none of which I would have ever done with another prez - basically, "WTF is going on here?!?" Sure, we'd all like to believe the Savior story, but....how can you when you know how things really are?

Factoring in everything that aware researchers know about how this world really works/who's really running it/illusion of "two sides" and "separate governments" when there really aren't, etc., along with photos of Trump over the decades posed by himself or with others (his father, Ivanka, etc.) where everybody in the photos are doing very obvious Masonic hand poses, and considering Trump's background, etc. means....don't take things at face value. Things are not what they seem to be. Was he really fighting for America? Or was it really just a far reaching plan to create division, inspire a movement with extreme polarized sides (Patriots vs. Commies) and funnel everybody towards Civil War? Which then leads to.........?

Unfortunately we're now in a situation where this "keeping a close eye" thing has to continue with Biden whether I like it or not, only because the old reality we existed in prior to 2016 is gone. Everything happening now is one giant extension of the last four years, and where everything has taken a very rapid turn out into new territory. It's tough because I have an intensely negative visceral reaction to Biden's face, thanks to all those "little girl touchy-touchy/hair sniffing" videos. The other important reason though to have to tune in is because we all know.....Biden isn't even the one calling the shots here. Dude doesn't even know what planet he's on. Made multiple references on the campaign trail to "running for Senate," along with constant verbal gaffe after gaffe, is operating with an ear piece just to speak half the time and always looks lost and dazed. He's the Trojan Horse being propped up and shuffled around like Bernie Lomax in "Weekend at Bernie's" for Kamala and the radical far left forces working behind him.

So, this isn't the same United States anymore. Can't even begin to predict where it's all going to go....
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Curious Fish gathering at side of tank - Gumbo Limbo Nature Center, Boca Raton, FL - 8.4.18

Fish are more intelligent than people realize. They definitely have curiosity. Any time I've gone to Gumbo Limbo and stood at the tanks long enough watching the fish, sure enough, a few will gather around and stick close by where I am, peering at me for prolonged periods of time. Swim away briefly, but then return again, checking me out some more. It's really cool to witness. Lots of vid clips throughout my Gumbo Limbo compilation video that show this (linked below...) as well as multiple pics in my Flickr album. There was one incident in particular featured in the below linked vid (at the 25:46 mark) that I nickname the "peekaboo fish," which kept darting behind the wall....then emerge and peer at me....dart back behind the wall...then emerge and peer at me.....this went on at least six times in the video, it was so funny.

youtube.com/watch?v=H2LORqDTB7s (non monetized channel....not posting this for $$ agendas $$.)

flickr.com/photos/carissaconti/albums/7215770
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In Part II of my interview with James Bartley, thecosmicswitchboard.com/2020/07/17/carissa-c I mentioned the "Illuminati Law Firm" that I temped at in Fort Lauderdale, FL in early 2004 which has offices in multiple cities. (There was also an "Illuminati Hotel" incident in 2005, not to be confused. O.o) I also discuss this "Illuminati law firm" story in my "Conspiracies in the Workplace" article; in2worlds.net/conspiracies-in-the-workplace-a But in summary I described how the paralegals were desperately campaigning to get me to work there full time, as a legal assistant, and how they'd train me, all the while going for the "$$ carrot" lure, etc. (never mind the 10 hour a day, 6 day a week schedule, doing work I had no interest in.) Every day multiple paralegals were pestering me with the same script, no matter how many times I said NO to them. Which in itself is bizarre. The place did not have good vibes, and the lawyers were assholes, so I had no intention of making that my new permanent work home.

I also talked about how they all even resorted to the same script of "What are you going to DO with your life?!?" when I kept saying no, being weird programmed automatons. Like this was the only thing I could or should be doing with my life. And if I wasn't there.....then what?! Your life has no meaning! In the middle of all this campaigning the office was also in the process of moving next door......to the Bank of America building, with the giant illuminated 13 tiered pyramid on top, complete with the BofA flag logo that has three 11's/Masonic 33. Anybody who's been to Fort Lauderdale knows it, it's a landmark building. flickr.com/photos/carissaconti/34033121782/in This anecdote was mentioned in my interview w/ relation to the subject of MILABs and potentially manipulated job situations. (Same sort of situation happened with the "Illuminati hotel" in 2005....but times 10. WAY worse situation with full on "woo" being part of the equation, and also described in Part II of that interview.)

But bottom line.....one of the main partners of the "Illuminati law firm," whose last name is part of the name of the company, is on this list of Epstein defendants. O.o (linked below.) I never met the dude myself, since I think he was based out of NYC, but when scrolling through the list that name jumped out at me more than say, Beyonce or Kanye, only because I did work there. So I'm just thinking, Damn dude.....WTF did he DO??? I mean, how bad is it that out of all the people who could have been name checked he made it onto the short list?? Seriously creepy to see that, and knowing that I temped there for several months...and could easily have been there perm, no effort required. All I had to do was say yes to the repeated desperate begging that became downright bizarre and irrational. O.o
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This is where it starts. Universities are a great testing grounds since vulnerable students had to fight to be accepted in the first place, and are paying exorbitant amounts of $$ to be there, for a degree that society has conditioned everybody to believe that they need. The attitude of the universities being "You need us, not the other way around. We can boot you out and there are hundreds/thousands of other kids who'd gladly take your place."

Key points of concern from the articles:
- Multiple universities are guilty, this isn't just a one-off deal.
- Testing regularly, and negative, for COVID is becoming the stipulation to access internet and other, sometimes necessary, university services; comply with specimen collection/lab tests or else be denied internet, access to activities and even be locked out of your dorm.
- Students not allowed to leave designated "COVID bubbles"; students must agree to be tracked by phone apps to prove they are staying within the bubble;
- Can only use pre-approved businesses within the "bubble"; to leave the bubble for medical appointments, etc. at non approved businesses requires filling out paperwork 5 days in advance;
- Violating the bubble boundary can mean suspension, lock outs, etc.
- School administrators and professors don't need to comply with any of it. Of course. :/

Be sure to also check out the related article within the main article:
summit.news/2020/08/19/university-threatens-t

This is what I was worrying about in my previous post, and something I discussed in my own COVID article, in2worlds.net/co-vid-19 In my write up I mentioned the "vision" thing I glimpsed about 10 years ago, where I saw that me and others were now living in a society that required "going along with something" that was never made clear, but because we refused to comply means....we were now locked out, relegated to the outer margins. The world was no longer for us, including shopping at stores. We had to wait outside and find sympathetic people who were allowed in because they'd chosen to cooperate, and who we could give our money to/make some sort of post-transactional reimbursement arrangement with later. So that's what I was seeing - me and others hanging around outside of a store, not allowed in anymore.

Time to start thinking ahead - what other life necessities/bureaucratic systems can/will COVID testing / vaccines be linked to? What can we do to start preparing now in the event of a worst case scenario? Where will the safe/sanctuary zones be? Networking with like-minded others who would also refuse to comply is the start.
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"Oracle Ouija Scrabble Tiles Strikes Again"

After posting last night's Gab about COVID testing and vaccines becoming mandatory to access things throughout society, I decided to mess around with the Scrabble tiles once again. But not within an actual game, instead, just pulling tiles. Put my hand in the pouch while mixing the tiles and formulating my question - in what various ways could COVID testing and vaccine mandates continue be put into effect throughout society in the future, but more importantly and specifically, how might it affect me personally? So far COVID vaccines/test results for airline travel and university doesn't apply to me, since I don't fly anywhere and don't go to college. But will it ever get to the point where it *will* actually directly impact me?? Started pulling tiles out of the pouch one by one. Pulled 12 total. This is what I came up with when rearranging them. (the two leftovers were an M and a B, which didn't go with anything that I could see.)

So basically if I'm interpreting this correctly, it could be saying that either A) to return to my previous job where I'm currently laid off (but still in intermittent contact with my former bosses) or B) to go back to work someplace else, either way, I'm now going to be required to do the COVID swab test. "[will need to] swab [to] go work." greeeaaaat. :/ Being that I won't do the COVID swab (been reading too many horror stories about that, including....people getting infected *after* using one of those swab test kits, as well as sustaining damage to the nose/sinuses in general) means....need to start accepting the possibility of not being able to return to an outside job. And seriously start planning for that.

Well...can't complain just because it gives me answers I don't want to hear. !! And as weird as it seems, keeping in mind that I did once pull "I Joe Biden" when wondering about inauguration day means....this can be a viable divination source, for me at least. And what are the odds of pulling "swab" with regards to a very specific COVID question? O.o
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( xeromag.com/fun/personality.html )
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Catamaran at sunset - Spanish River Beach, Boca Raton, FL - 5.4.13

I was busy rescuing a damselfly from drowning, and which temporarily became my pet hanging out on my finger while it dried off and recovered :D (pic of that here: flickr.com/photos/carissaconti/8709398608/in/ ) and in the meantime Tom noticed this catamaran sailing by offshore, grabbed my camera and took the shot.....
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Some of the best people I've ever known in life or worked with/for - and we're talking "outside of work" level friends - were flaming liberal.

Some of the best people I've ever known in life or worked with/for - were unabashedly gay/lesbian. Openly living with or married to other same sex partners. Just....living life, and getting on with it.

Best friend back in high school was a Hebrew speaking Israeli Jew who singlehandedly turned it around for me in life when I was at my absolute worst in terms of psychological issues from all the abuse going on at home. She insisted on trying to be my friend, and stuck by me and pulled me out of it. So by 12th grade I was back on track.

So many fond memories of these people. They made my jobs better, or my every day life in general better, and I'm glad that our paths crossed in this life, however brief.

It's so vitally important to take people as individuals. Vs. divisive "identity politics" labels. For me, as long as somebody is cool to me, and does their job and does it well, then I don't give a shit who they vote for or who they're sleeping with. They'll become my new favorite coworker. Same deal has gone for friends, neighbors, roommates, classmates, and certain ex boyfriends. "You do you...just as long as you're cool to me and don't infringe on me in any way."

I don't fully fit in anywhere (INFJ thing) and am somebody that can see all sides of something, to the point of straight up "telepathic, getting inside your head" level of understanding in some instances. I'm way too hippie dippie, "higher spiritual wisdom," metaphysical "woo woo" new age whatever you want to call it for the hardcore "Guns, Bible and Flag" crowd, and way too logical, grounded and no-nonsense "get your shit together and take some personal responsibility!" conservative for many liberals. I've been seeing Gab posts that have raised my eyebrows, posted by unoriginal, one dimensional, cookie cutter "echo chamber" templates aligning themselves with the far right, and advocating full on murder of gays, using shocking slurs. Have also seen disparaging comments against Jews and other non Christians, and of course, liberals. Lumping everybody together, "ALL OF THEM ARE BAD."

Yes.......we get that this country is under attack, by Communism, and the far radical left, and who are often comprised of.......certain demographs. We get it. Trust me. **But you have to take people as individuals.** I'm not going to avoid associating with people based on skin color, religious affiliation or lack thereof, political party or sexual orientation. If I'd lived my life like that I literally would not be here right now. A few absolutely critical people to my existence who I haven't even touched on here, do NOT fit the far right's checklist by any means. But they were some of the most awesome people I've ever known. And I'm here now because of them.
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Something for everybody to keep in mind whenever they feel the need to say "You voted for him, people!" in these upcoming months (or worst case scenario, years, if something isn't done to reverse this). But see.....the people *didn't* vote for him. Or Kamala. Only the last remaining Dem strongholds voted for him, and it was very few. I knew when I was watching that vid on YouTube of a pro Trump March in L.A., of which the liberal media blacked out, that if election fraud didn't happen, California was most likely gonna go red. I said it to Tom as we stood there watching the vid. I expected to see a few hundred people maybe, and instead it was thousands. Men, women, young, old, every color, every background. Sign after sign, "Filipinos for Trump!" "Women for Trump!" "Gays for Trump!" Flags and banners and floats. And they just kept coming...in the heart of what is typically very blue/lib Los Angeles.

If only the truth had been allowed..........
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And also something for the rest of the world to keep in mind, in the event they believe the majority of Americans actually voted for a senile pedophile who thought he was running for Senate. Biden does not represent what America wanted.
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Sunrise - Spanish River Beach, Boca Raton, FL - 2.25.17

Not too many places where you can watch the sun breach the neverending horizon during sunrise. Living on the eastward facing coast allows for that......
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I know people were "joking" that watch.....the second Biden takes office COVID's gonna start to mysteriously "decline" or "disappear"........but seriously?? "The Powers That Be" could have at least waited a few more months to make it a *little* more believable. 🤣 Would we be seeing this same headline on another timeline where Trump took office? Or would it be yet more nonstop attacks that the whole world is dying, the numbers just keep increasing and it's entirely his fault? dailymail.co.uk/health/article-9219379/Why-co

Next up on the agenda - they find a reason to have to remove Biden from office ("medical"/"illness", etc.) and Kamala the Trojan Horse takes over, right on schedule.....
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Snorkeling at John Pennekamp Coral Reef State Park - Key Largo, FL - 7.10.16

The first underwater state park, located about 10 miles/16 kilometers offshore of Key Largo. Taken with GoPro Hero4 Silver (click to enlarge.)

And for fun tossing in something I bought once while down in Key Largo at one of the many "shells and gift" places throughout the Keys. As a kid my name was never represented on anything because it was too uncommon. Futilely spinning racks of key chains and whatnot knowing my name wouldn't be there, but always looking anyway. But by the 20-teens......times had changed! Tom's actually the one that spotted it and brought it over to me, like, Check it out....! I didn't care that I was now in my 40s! I had to buy it! ;D And it was awesome that it was on a "Florida" item of all things.

(Also have a photo that Tom took of me standing underneath the "Carissa Road" sign in Delray Beach, which was part of a major synchronicity relating to our decision in 2012 to move back to Florida. So once we landed back on south Florida soil that was one of those to-do things.....find that sign, and get a snap! in2worlds.net/florida-synchronicities The details of that synch are in the "March 13, 2012" bullet point.)
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Book recommendation time....

(Part I of 2)

"Remarkable Healings - A Psychiatrist Discovers Unexpected Roots of Mental and Physical Illness" - Shakuntala Modi, M.D.

I've recommended this book several places around my website, and consider it one of the most important books anybody with an interest in what's really going on in this reality could read. amzn.to/3cRtGws

Dr. Modi is a Psychiatrist who has taken on cases where conventional means of treatment aren't working to cure people of their various physical and mental disorders. Using hypnotherapy to try to find the roots of their issues she stumbled onto a repeating phenomenon throughout almost all of her clients, no matter their age, gender, ethnicity or religious beliefs (or lack thereof) - both demonic and human spirit attachments/influencing, as well as one's own soul fragmentation, causing an endless litany of psychological/behavioral, addiction and physical issues. When she worked with the clients to release, cleanse/heal them of these attachments (as well as to retrieve their missing soul parts in many instances) in almost all of the cases their issues cleared up - sometimes overnight.

Dr. Modi says several times in the book that she doesn't know if this is really real - all she knows is that it works, and often when nothing else does. And for her that's the most important thing: getting results.

It's pretty obvious though as one reads along that um....yeah.....this is definitely real. Especially for those reading who have their own firsthand experiences with these beings/entities. I myself do (Part 2 of this entry), so I was already a believer before reading. I was just curious to learn more, and see how bad it actually is. And yeah....it's apparently way worse than most could possibly imagine. 😲 But in a nutshell it's safe to say that this entire realm has been overrun with these parasites. To be fair though there are higher positive beings/forces at work, absolutely. But unlike the Negs they're operating within the bounds of respecting freewill.

The book drills down as far as the subjects covered can possibly go, and is meticulously organized (almost obsessively so....one look at the table of contents alone clues you in). So to say that it's tackling the subject intelligently is putting it mildly.

IMO - it's so important for people to really start understanding that not only are these dark forces real, but how pervasive they are in our world. This isn't just something that Catholics believe (especially when you have people of other religions, and Atheists, reporting this under hypnosis) or something that Hollywood invented. Realizing their existence facilitates greater understanding about nearly *everything* that's happening around us, for starters. Including all the....."troubled" people, to put it mildly. But most importantly, once you know you can then start taking measures to remove them from your reality and prevent further infestation. (PART 2 IN ATTACHED COMMENT 👇👇👇)
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Part 2 of 2

(expanding further on the subject of Neg/Demonic entities)

As mentioned in Part 1, I have personal experiences with neg entities. Not just with 1) Witnessing people do "the turn," displaying obvious signs of "Something Else" suddenly taking them over and speaking through them, piloting their wheel. (Telltale indicators often being the glinty eyed smirk, the sudden voice shift, and saying creepy, threatening or just very pointed things to the target, including things that the Neg piloted pawn should have no way of knowing. But it can also be a very intense demonic outburst of inexplicable rage, hate, verbal abuse/insults and maybe violence.) And not just with 2) Tangling with them in the "fully asleep/half asleep/lower astral" state. Or even 3) Having a couple of experiences of these things coming through as voices (creepy, but also petulant/immature and taunting - it's super distinct) the worst experience being when I was drinking alcohol and in a weakened state. (Textbook.) But also because 4) I've been full on attacked by one, once, back in 2000. #1, 2 and 3 are technically not fully "tangible." But #4? That definitely was. 😲

It's not normal for these things to be able to "cross over" from wherever they normally reside to this realm, let alone be able to come into physical contact with us/grabbing us/tossing us around, sucking our life force energy and in general kicking the shit out of us. So when this happened it was RARE. I wrote about this incident in depth in my write up called "The Vortex" on my website, and it was *the* game changer. Not only with regards to what was happening in my personal reality during that time period, which up until that moment I wasn't taking seriously, but also carrying forward for the rest of my life. It's how I knew for certain that these things are truly real, and why I speak with conviction about this subject.

I know what it sounds like when it's in the process of "breaking through" the two realms (like loud crinkling electrified cellophane) I know what they look like (all black, shapeless overall); What they feel like (not solid, yet can still grab onto a human and toss us around through some other means; it's a tingly energy that feels absolutely repulsive) and what they sound like (loud squealing "feedback noise" type of hideous screech). And the after effects: Total life force energy drain so you can barely stay awake, stand/walk/move around, and feeling like you had the shit kicked out of you. Skin/muscles extremely painful to the touch, yet, no actual visible bruising.

I managed to get this thing to drop me, but entirely by accident - went limp/gave up, dropped all fear, tuned into my core self - complete frequency shift. Calm, at peace. In doing so it became injured and broke up into "pieces," looking like black patchy dust. But the moral of the story is - Negs are very real. And they can occur in a multitude of ways. So it's good to get educated.
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Part 2 of 2
(expanding further on the subject of Neg/Demonic entities)

As mentioned in Part 1, I have personal experiences with neg entities. Not just with 1) Witnessing people do "the turn," displaying obvious signs of "Something Else" suddenly taking them over and speaking through them, piloting their wheel. (Telltale indicators often being the glinty eyed smirk, the sudden voice shift, and saying creepy, threatening or just very pointed things to the target, including things that the Neg piloted pawn should have no way of knowing. But it can also be a very intense demonic outburst of inexplicable rage, hate, verbal abuse/insults and maybe violence.) And not just with 2) Tangling with them in the "fully asleep/half asleep/lower astral" state. Or even 3) Having a couple of experiences of these things coming through as voices (creepy, but also petulant/immature and taunting - it's super distinct) the worst experience being when I was drinking alcohol and in a weakened state. (Textbook.) But also because 4) I've been full on attacked by one, once, back in 2000. #1, 2 and 3 are technically not fully "tangible." But #4? That definitely was. 😲

It's not normal for these things to be able to "cross over" from wherever they normally reside to this realm, let alone be able to come into physical contact with us/grabbing us/tossing us around, sucking our life force energy and in general kicking the shit out of us. So when this happened it was RARE. I wrote about this incident in depth in my write up called "The Vortex" on my website, and it was *the* game changer. Not only with regards to what was happening in my personal reality during that time period, which up until that moment I wasn't taking seriously, but also carrying forward for the rest of my life. It's how I knew for certain that these things are truly real, and why I speak with conviction about this subject.

I know what it sounds like when it's in the process of "breaking through" the two realms (like loud crinkling electrified cellophane) I know what they look like (all black, shapeless overall); What they feel like (not solid, yet can still grab onto a human and toss us around through some other means; it's a tingly energy that feels absolutely repulsive) and what they sound like (loud squealing "feedback noise" type of hideous screech). And the after effects: Total life force energy drain so you can barely stay awake, stand/walk/move around, and feeling like you had the shit kicked out of you. Skin/muscles extremely painful to the touch, yet, no actual visible bruising.

I managed to get this thing to drop me, but entirely by accident - went limp/gave up, dropped all fear, tuned into my core self - complete frequency shift. Calm, at peace. In doing so it became injured and broke up into "pieces," looking like black patchy dust. But the moral of the story is - Negs are very real. And they can occur in a multitude of ways. So it's good to get educated.
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As an add-on, since as always I use the max amount of characters possible in my posts ;) the closest rendition to my "demonic attack entity" that I've seen in a movie was in the 2005 film "White Noise," starring Michael Keaton and others. There's a scene at the end of the movie where Michael Keaton's character encounters the demonic entities who've been coming through the various electronic devises - Three all black entities swoop down from the top of the screen, squealing/screeching in a hideous way as they go in for the attack. Same way mine also swooped down from above, screeching hideously the entire time as it went in for the attack. Even though it's not exact and doesn't look like "real life" does, seeing that represented on a large screen in the theater was still very alarming.

Not the first time though I've seen one of the entities I've encountered in life pretty accurately represented in a movie - after the fact. Proving to me that I'm not pulling from my subconscious and imagining shit. I experienced it for myself first, then came across it in Hollywood later. These movie makers often times know what the deal is. It's usually not just fiction.
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@Thesingingdaoist @montalk Dr. Modi talks about this in her book, with regards to demons and human spirit attachments that have been with their hosts since childhood, even infancy, thus being a major influencing factor in the development of their "personality." So what they thought was themselves.....really wasn't. Their thoughts, urges, behaviors, likes/dislikes and all around proclivities were "something else's." And that can include sexuality preferences and gender identification in many instances. (which can also be influenced by past lives.) Also includes lifelong health ailments/disabilities that they'd just accepted and taken on as "their own," you know, "This is who I am. I have such-and-such disorder. I have whatever-whatever 'handicap'..." Only to find that after releasing these attachments/possessors they were no longer afflicted. It was never them to begin with. It was some spirit attachment who'd died suffering from that themselves, and then "gave" it to the host after attaching to them, sometimes as early as childhood.

This book is beyond "food for thought." For those who aren't aware it can be a major eye opening game changer in terms of everything people thought they knew and understood about this world, and themselves. Those with very strong religious indoctrination/programming that has conditioned them to believe a certain paradigm of "how things work" with regards to "judgment" and "the afterlife," and especially the idea of "we only incarnate once!" would probably not take too well to this book. LOT of people not only believe in the "hellfire and brimstone" thing, and "You're gonna burn in hell!!!" but they NEED that to be true, as I've seen, in order to feel better about the bad things that have been done to them. It comforts them to "know" that their abusers/rapists/victimizers/etc. (or those that have abused/victimized/etc. their loved ones) will be "Judged!" and "sent to hell!" But....that ain't how it works. AT all. And Dr. Modi's work isn't the only one saying this. This is what all past life hypnosis regressions reveal, no matter what religious affiliation, or lack thereof, the hypnotized person is.

As always....... "Things aren't what they seem to be."
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Roseate Spoonbill! - Boca Raton, FL - 1.18.17

"Roseate Spoonbills!" should always be written with an "!" ;) only because they're not normally seen in this part of south Florida, bit.ly/3rGIIJI and they're considered "State Designated Threatened" even for their normal habitats. So the small handful of times total that I've ever encountered a random one in the 10 total years of living in Florida is pretty "!!!!!" And this particular encounter was ridiculously perfect.......it happened to be a really pink sunset, also not usual, so everything was cast in a pink hue on top of it. Trying to find and photograph a Spoonbill in any capacity had kind of become my obsession, and it was like the universe threw me a bone. :)
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Once again Tom articulates and drills down on a very complex topic while making it look easy. :D Great summary of why shit can be allowed to hit the fan on a mass level, why certain tactics are employed while others aren't and why some people have intervention/miracles in their personal lives while others don't.
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Today is the start of the Chinese New Year - Year of the (Metal) Ox

Once I started learning about Chinese astrology I realized that I'd often been describing people in terms of their Chinese astrology.....before even knowing what year they were born and thus, what their Chinese sign is. Either outright pegging the animal, or describing the major traits that define that sign. "She's such a snake in the grass." (and guess what....born in Year of the Snake.) "She's like a frazzled cat." (born in 1987, which is Year of the Rabbit in Chinese, but Year of the Cat in Vietnamese.) "He's so pig headed!!" (born in 1971, Year of the Pig.) "She's so sneaky and devious." (born in 1996, Year of the Rat.)

There really is something to the Chinese astrological energies as I've seen for myself for many years. And western astrology, where it's not just about the sun sign, but the moon and rising as well. And for those who really know things....the entire chart. Which is delving into territory I know absolutely nothing about. !! But I've been paying attention to western astrology since 9th grade in high school, where, if anybody ever told me what their birthday was or I found out in some way I'd always look to see if they matched up. After paying attention for years to anybody that crossed my path in life, including all coworkers (don't ask me why, but this REALLY interested me) I became good enough by my early 20s to start trying to guess what people were before I found out. Both sun AND moon sign. And for those times I tried guessing both, lo and behold, I was able to nail it, first try, straight out the gate.

So when skeptics try to dismiss it all I'm just shrugging thinking, Sorry. But if it was total b.s. like you're saying then how come I can repeatedly correctly guess what people are? Including moon signs?? It's indisputable to me by this point. Just because we don't understand something, doesn't mean it's not valid.

Western astrology gets interesting though because it's supposedly based on the constellations. However, due to the good ol' precession of the equinoxes means....things have shifted. We're no longer born in the constellation that we would have been thousands of years ago. Yet....people are apparently still holding the old energies. Enough so that people like me who've gotten good enough at it can accurately guess what they are down to the moon sign...despite this shift. How can that be if it's really about the constellations?

Means that maybe this place isn't really what we think it is. 😲

"...the Matrix cannot tell you who you are." Except it apparently can. It seems we're all stamped with energetic profiles when we arrive on the scene, including numerological (haven't even gotten into that....another scary accurate system that I've also been able to accurately guess with some people) BUT...we do have freewill to transcend it, in particular the negative aspects of those energies...
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@LmJm (Part 2) I've had different random entity encounters over the years, though the last overt one was in 2014, and it was bizarre and wackadoodle, like nothing I've ever experienced that it's too long to fit into a Gab post. In general the only thing I seem to experience at this point is the occasional "something" that I can sense/become aware of in the half awake/half asleep lower astral state. We don't currently have any overt paranormal activity in our realities or apartment, luckily.

But something that I have occasionally experienced that I know others can relate to is the "scary demonic faces in the mind" thing that sometimes happens when trying to fall asleep. It's not common for me, but when it has happened I recognize it for what it is - a Neg presence is around. And it would behoove of me to get rid of it before falling into the vulnerable sleep state. !! When it happens to me I focus in on the face as its doing its thing, just calmly watching it morph into scarier and scarier looking configurations.....then start grinning inside my mind, overriding the startled fear, and mentally reach out my arms to it, trying to grab it/hug it, all the while going "OH MY GOD DANNY DEVITO!!! I LOVE YOUR WORK!!!!" ;D (sorry, "mean girls" reference.) But in seriousness I do reach out trying to grab it/hug it, all the while mentally squealing things like "oh my god!! you're so cute!!! i love you!!!! come here!!! i want to hug you!!! come heeeeerreee!" Total lies, but it works, because it's not the reaction they're going for. haha I've watched as these "demon faces" go from the evil grins and demonic appearance to shocked/surprised "WTF?!?" with the evil grin fading, looking confused/bewildered.......then turning and bailing out/dissolving from my mind. 🤣 It's very funny.

These small potato level Negs are looking for fear, period. So don't give it to them. Keep yourself "UP." Full of irreverent humor, happiness, love, silliness. They hate it and will bail, because it's not their jam, and they're not getting what they came for.

I will say this LmJm....it sounds like you have a strong manifestation of neg harassment happening in your reality based on a couple of things you noted. (#1, 3 and 4, mainly.) There must be something you can do to drive them out. The longer you let it go on the worse it may get.
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People make fun of Florida all the time, but all I can say is.....no lockdowns, Republican governor/red state, and best weather in the entire U.S., Canada and most of Mexico at the moment. 😳 The hard delineation with the weather fronts in the below map is just wild. Drawback of living here though is obviously the potential for hurricanes. ;) Never fun.

We had no idea when we first moved back to south Florida eight years ago that government/politics/personal freedoms was going to eventually eclipse the original reasons for wanting to live here, which was weather/scenery. Lot of other people from around the country are apparently now catching on to this, as I'm seeing more and more out of state plates everywhere I go. And not from the usual Snowbirds from the northeast and Canada. But California, Oregon, Washington and Colorado. Doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure out why. "Refugees."

We'll see how things continue to go in the future, since things can always change on the dime, unfortunately. Have to keep a close eye on everything.....
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Time for some fun 80s music....

One of my fave 80s songs from 1983, "Destination Unknown," from Missing Persons. The lyrics couldn't be more fitting during this crazy time, where many of us still aren't working outside the home and all the days just blur together. "Is it the weekend?? oh....I thought it was Wednesday...." (yes, I actually said that to Tom once. :D )

youtube.com/watch?v=-RqHBfUTIKY

"I have nowhere to go.
I don't know what to do.
And I don't even know the time of day.
I guess it doesn't matter anyway.

Life is so strange
(Destination unknown)
When you don't know
(Your destination)
Something could change
(It's unknown)
And then you won't know
(Destination unknown.)"


And if you like that song then I'd also recommend checking out the live version of Missing Persons' "Walking in L.A." also from 1983, from the U.S. Music Festival in San Bernadino: youtube.com/watch?v=80WyBxo0Hto Like somebody in the comments noted, Terry Bozzio is a beast on the drums. That 80s crowd dancing though.......... :D Gotta love it.

And then the live version of Missing Persons' "Words," also from the U.S Music Festival:

youtube.com/watch?v=BX86s8fHgkI

"Pursue it any further and another thing you'll find
Not only are they deaf and dumb they could be going blind
No one notices, I think I'll dye my hair blue
Media overload bombarding you with action
It's getting near impossible to cause distraction
Someone answer me before I pull the plug

What are words for
When no one listens anymore
What are words for
When no one listens
What are words for
When no one listens
There's no use talking at all"
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Hey Gab followers......

So.....who are you??

I do know who some of you are, but I'm curious about who my followers are. How did you find me to follow me? Where are you from, and what's your story? Introduce yourself! I'd love to hear what your deal is.

What brought you to Gab? Have you posted on other social media platforms? I see that many of my followers don't actually post anything, while many are focused on politics. So what do you envision for yourself at Gab? Any "Gab Goals" with your postings?

What are you hoping for in 2021? Any thoughts on anything in general that you feel like putting out there? Politics, personal, society/culture, world events, conspiracy/truth seeking subjects, spirituality, etc. What are things like in your neck of the woods?

This will either be a virtual shindig, or chirping crickets. 🤣 So let's see what happens.....
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Proud never user of Facebook. (and Twitter.) And I'm tired of seeing people talking about Mark Zuckerberg, what he says, what he does. Leaked secret meeting videos, leaked emails, etc. etc. like everything and anything he does or says, or the goings-on at Facebook company HQ actually matters. I'm not even going to re-post something I just saw quoting Zuckerberg in order to make this point ("Zuckerberg is anti-vax! It contradicts Facebook company policy!") because I don't want to pollute my Gab with his mug. But I do feel it's important to put this out there - Since when did Zuckerberg become a "God"? When did it matter WTF is happening at FB company HQ?? People need to just walk away from FB. Period. End of. How is it even still a "thing" in 2021?? I highly doubt Zuck is even a real dude anymore at this point. Has anybody here actually seen those videos showing him at the FB Senate hearings, attempting to "drink water"?? 🤣 If people watched that vid and came away thinking they were looking at a real human, and not some sort of synthetic robotoid, or a clone, whatever, fill in the blank with your Mad Libs conspiracy of choice, then I don't even know what to say. !

I truly don't know how the world allowed FB, and Twitter for that matter, to have *so much power.* I see a growing movement of people ranting the same thing I'm thinking - Stop complaining about being banned and censored by Big Tech and LEAVE. Stop participating. *Stop giving them power.* Every time people complain and whine about being banned/censored/etc. but then fight to get back on (that's the main issue) they're behaving like a three year old, making themselves powerless and at the mercy......of wait, what again exactly? Mark Zuckerberg?! Twitter?? Really?

Same thing goes for YouTube. The second anybody becomes monetized and collects a check from YT they own you. All jobs are like that though, to be fair. But not all jobs are part of Big Tech. Mining your data, and keeping it on file. Sharing it with the Feds/authorities possibly, depending on what you're getting up to in life. (And considering "being Conservative/Republican/Trump Supporter/MAGA/Q believer, etc." is now grounds to cancel people/fire people/shut down their business/close out their bank accounts or get labeled by Nicole Wallace on national TV as being the equivalent of full on "Isis terrorists" and saying they should be treated as such.....with drone strikes sent to their homes.....means being part of data mining Big Tech acting as one giant extension of unsavory government agencies is probably no longer safe. Literally.) Will they or won't they "allow" you to remain monetized? Will their algorithms "recommend" your channel/videos.......or deliberately shadowban them? How about...just take away their power. Problem solved.
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More photos time.......Decided to do a bird collage featuring a handful of my fave bird pics that represent south Florida. Nothing really beats the super rare sighting of the pink Roseate Spoonbill cast in a pink sunset hue posted last week ;) but I do really like these ones.

1. Cattle Egret - Boca Raton. At the lake between the library at Spanish River and Pondhawk Natural Area. The only time we've ever seen one outside of the Wakodahatchee Wetlands. So, this was a treat.
2. Green Heron perching - Boca Raton. At the lake between the library at Spanish River and Pondhawk Natural Area.
3. Tri-Colored Heron (I think) - Wakodahatchee Wetlands, Delray Beach. Tri-Colored Herons are tricky to identify for me, because there are multiple variations in how they can appear.
4. Anhinga (gathering nest material) - Wakodahatchee Wetlands. These are everywhere, very common, especially where there's water. Nicknamed the "snake bird" due to their long necks, which isn't obvious in this particular photo. But they're commonly found in bodies of freshwater swimming around for fish, while intermittently poking their long skinny necks up for air. After fishing they need to hang out on the shoreline airing their wings dry, since they lack the waterproofing oils that other birds have.

Will do another "best of" bird collage down the line with a completely different selection of species, since there are so many!
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Part 5/Final

These books were a total game changer for me, the most interesting (though often also extremely depressing) material I've read in the past two decades. As anybody who's read my website knows, I've experienced a large amount of "woo" and abductions in my life, things of a completely glitchy, reality bending nature that have quite literally "ruined the world" for me. So yes, I'm totally aware that the entire world at large is a "loosh energy farm" and "an experiment," with higher dimensional "stuff" overseeing it from "behind a dimensional curtain."

BUT....when so many people that one encounters out in the world can't hold a genuinely intelligent and ORIGINAL conversation and/or have zero awareness about anything meaningful or "woo" related, on top of the fact that most of the time things happening here are pretty uninteresting/stagnant - very controlled - to the point of feeling dead in many parts, then it trains you to believe that "the weird and the woo" is very limited, focused and targeted. Small pockets, and seeming to focus on particular people. Not just "OUT IN THE OPEN" all over the place, willy nilly - out in the desert! Inside a house in the middle of suburbia! in the middle of the forest! in a bar in the middle of a busy downtown urban city! up on a mountain! on a lake or a river! In a hotel in the middle of Los Angeles! In a rural backyard! You're not safe anywhere! and happening to so many very mainstream, non-"woo" people. Well....these books flipped all of THOSE assumptions right on their head. Just had no idea it was to that level.

(BTW the “hotel in Los Angeles” incident I’m referring to is the Elisa Lam case, featured in “A Sobering Coincidence.” Quite possibly the most mind blowing, multiple layered synchronous cases I’ve ever heard of. I still can’t get over it. “Sobering Coincidence” is one of the key books people need to get, if nothing else.)

And it never occurred to me that humans are actually being hunted, and in particular young, healthy, athletic "alpha" types of males. It's not just a "Hollywood movie plot." (Whoever made "Predator" apparently knew a few things. :/ ) Nothing else has come close to provoking so much mystery, intrigue, questions, ponderings and conversation as these books have. (which again, includes the two Bigfoot books, to be reviewed at a later date.)

To buy the books click on this link: nabigfootsearch.com/Bigfootstore.html which goes straight to the author's website. Unscrupulous people are trying to sell these books on Amazon, eBay, etc. jacked up to $200+ each in some cases, which is ludicrous, so just stick with the author's website. Not only is it cheaper, but you're directly supporting the author.
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Part 4

One male victim managed to wake up and struggle his way out of the body of freezing water where he’d been dumped, w/ no memory of anything, and which matches autopsies reporting that many of these guys were still alive when they were dumped in the water, then drowned.

There are also cases where the male victims made phone calls to loved ones reporting that people seemed to be chasing them, or they didn’t know where they were, sounding confused, scared, and even disoriented. Then the call drops, and they’re never seen again.

"Sobering Coincidence” might sound like straight forward serial killer....except in some cases victims were seen on CCTV entering a busy bar/restaurant, but never seen leaving. Friends saw them in the crowd, looked away, looked back....and they were gone. Or outside street cams show brief glimpses of victims walking along on the street....but have never once been able to get any footage of the moment they supposedly go into the river/lake, or disappear altogether. And that's if the street cams were even working. Sometimes they're "coincidentally" off/malfunctioning.

In the 411 book “Hunters” there’s an intriguing case where a female hunter describes witnessing what seemed to be a camouflaged being in the trees. She had a very uneasy/bad feeling like she was being watched. She’d never seen the movie “Predator,” but confirmed to her friends who showed it to her later that the light bending camouflaging effect of the "Predator" is what she saw of the being in the trees.

What’s important to note here is “the feeling of being watched,” “being the hunted,” as it’s a repeating theme that many people report experiencing out in the wild, including in the comments of David’s YouTube vids. They were overcome with an intensely negative feeling that they needed to immediately get out of wherever they were, that they were in the “cross hairs” of something. Always listen to intuition!

There's also a Bigfoot aspect to some of these cases, especially any case involving a parent reporting a "large brown and black colored bear" running off with their child slung over its shoulder, or when a young child found alive reports being taken by a bear, who fed them berries. Paulides has two entire books devoted to Bigfoot alone, and for anyone who scoffs at the subject...they won't after reading those books, I guarantee it. (That will be a separate review in the future.)

It's obvious that no one single source could be responsible for the variety of circumstances presented. Some sources are malevolent, others trickster, others neutral/benign and maybe outright curious. And there's definitely an interdimensional component going on, as well as areas where "UFO"/mysterious lights are also seen surrounding missing people.

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- Alive children & adult victims found in an incoherent and scared/shocked state, unable to speak; alive victims found after many days who had no idea what happened or where they were, some even reporting that they "suddenly didn't recognize their surroundings" (i.e., the scenery was suddenly completely different from one moment to the next; when factoring in all the other details of their cases, including distorted time, seems to indicate an interdimensional realm shift);
- Children playing in their yards (usually with their pets) and usually bordering the woods, who were there one second and gone the next, or even disappearing from their homes in the middle of the night without a trace. Their dogs are almost always left alive and return home on their own, while the kids either turn up dead or are never seen again. In many instances the dogs seem traumatized or reluctant to return into the woods.
- A large number of disappearances often take place in locations that have the word "devil" "Satan" "hell" "diablo" and other such telling words in their name. People from long ago had their reasons when giving names to certain areas.
- David Paulides himself has also reported experiencing the phenomenon of being out in the wilderness and realizing there was no sign of wildlife, and everything had gone completely still. Yet when he looked up the treetops were all swaying to a breeze that didn’t exist down on the ground. It was like a bubble or a dome had been put over the area.


The National Park System has often thwarted attempts for David Paulides and his team to FOIA the cases files, or even the most basic of info. on the missing who have disappeared on NPS land. It becomes clear when reading about the various exchanges w/ Park Service employees that they absolutely know something, but are refusing to cooperate and divulge information despite being legally obligated to do so. In one case a Park Service employee literally taunted Paulides about the fact he would never receive a shred of information about the missing person in question.


The most shocking of all the books, for me, wound up being "A Sobering Coincidence," involving countless young, healthy college aged/20-something men in the prime of life, usually smart, popular athletes from good families, who are being killed in multiple countries - U.S., Canada, England, etc. They often turn up as floaters in bodies of water - sometimes very shallow - usually miles from where they were last seen, and where the rate of decomposition doesn't match how long they've been missing. If they’re even found at all. And in the cases where families had independent autopsies conducted, victims are often found w/ large amounts of GHB in their systems. Sometimes their wallets and clothing are found neatly folded in the middle of a downtown area, and the cell phones are almost always missing.
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- People, but often small children, turning up either dead or alive many miles from where they originated, over extremely rough, usually uphill, terrain, mountains and bodies of water that there is no way they could have traversed in the short time span between when they disappeared and when their bodies were found.
- Sudden flood-level rains or huge snowstorms that "coincidentally" hit out of nowhere the second the person goes missing, disrupting any search efforts;
- Trained bloodhounds either abruptly losing a trail, indicating the person seemed to just vanish into thin air, or being unable to pick up any scent/trail at all;
- Dead and alive victims turning up very close to where they disappeared and in an area that had already been repeatedly searched by hundreds of volunteers on the ground and often by planes/helicopters, as if their bodies were deliberately put there to be found after the fact;
- Children turning up alive in impossible locations, like on a rock in the middle of a raging creek, or thousands of feet up a mountain situated on a ledge;
- Bodies, both dead or alive found 20 feet up in trees and missing most clothing; Many bodies found outside are in in impossible areas (including the middle of fenced in quarries) where they could only have been “dropped from above,” w/ bodily injuries reflecting that.
- Many of the dead and alive children are found w/ one shoe missing;
- Dead bodies all over North America repeatedly found on the ground in the same "face in the dirt"/"splayed limbs" position;
- The large number of people who go missing while out berry picking, or dead bodies that are found tangled within berry bushes;
- People repeatedly disappearing while in the back of the line of a hiking group or walking ahead on a trail where family/friends/group members were nearby, but nobody heard or saw a thing; the phenomenon where people seem compelled to break from a group that they're in and either "go back home" or "go back to the car" or "go ahead on the trail" (which indicates mind influencing) and are never seen again.
- Many of the missing, including those taken from groups/lines of hikers in broad daylight, were people with cognitive impairment issues: autistic, deaf, mute, physically disabled, elderly or too young to speak, as if they were targeted for that reason. (And in the case of mutes, toddlers and the cognitively impaired, being unable convey what happened to them if found.) Being that the cognitive or physical disability wasn't usually obvious/visible makes it even more astounding that "stuff" could have known when selecting them to take out of everybody around them;

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Non-fiction book (series) recommendation time

Missing: 411 - The CanAm Missing Project - David Paulides

canammissing.com/page/page/8396197.htm


This one is important, and a large subject, so it's going to be a 5 parter. But well worth it if you're not already familiar with these books.

Prior to reading the “Missing: 411" series I truly believed the wilderness was the last safe place for people. Little did I know you're probably safer in the urban jungle of any major city. (Although after reading "A Sobering Coincidence" I realized that was no longer true either.)

"Missing: 411" is a compilation of missing person's cases throughout North America that fit a specific criteria, involving people who have disappeared without a trace under mysterious, unexplainable circumstances in the wilderness. Most either turn up dead or are never found at all, and the few that are found alive often times can't provide any real details about what exactly happened to them. Or the bits and pieces they do convey are stranger than fiction.

The books are compilations of all the known facts surrounding each person's disappearance, and is a testament to the thousands of hours of dedicated research put in by author and police veteran David Paulides and his team of current and former law enforcement. They've combed through countless archives, personally interviewed surviving family members of some of the missing/deceased, FOIA'd everybody they could possibly FOIA and visited many of the sites where people have disappeared in order to get a better understanding of the lay of the land. The case histories are broken up into multiple books, almost 10 by now. Most books focus on a specific geographic region, but there are also several specialty topics, including "Hunters," and "A Sobering Coincidence."

David Paulides took what he learned from his decades in law enforcement and applied it to his research, so every case is presented as "just facts." Straight up reporting of all known details, w/ no biases or agendas, no pet theories that he's trying to cherry pick evidence to fit. It doesn't matter how bizarre something sounds - if that's what's being reported by a witness/victim, then that's what's being reported, and he relays it verbatim. No theories are provided as to what the cause could be in each case - that's left up to the readers to decide.

Over and over you see the same repeating - and astounding - details in the case histories presented:

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Sometimes it's good to keep some "BIGGER PICTURE" perspective. And especially during these times, where so much of Gab is full of one dimensional angry noise.

With that said, I wanted to post the opening scene to the 1997 movie "Contact," which I personally feel is the best opening scene to any movie. Saw this in the theater when it first came out, and you could hear a pin drop by the end of this scene. There's just nothing really that tops this, regardless of whether this is actually how the Milky Way looks or not. Let's just pretend it does ;) and appreciate the Bigger Picture perspective message of it all. (The movie was based on the novel by Carl Sagan....birthday 11/9. Same as me. :) )

invidious.snopyta.org/watch?v=EWwhQB3TKXA

Just to note that the trajectory the scene takes as its panning backwards/out is the path of Voyager 1, which went out as far as Saturn, then pulled upwards and out of the solar system. Voyager 2 continued straight out past Uranus, Neptune and beyond. I could REALLY nerd out and cite what all the different things are that you see in this scene ("Oort Cloud!! Eagle Nebula!!! Large Magellanic Cloud!!!!") but I won't. :D

(A great companion to this scene is Carl Sagan's description in his book "Pale Blue Dot" of the Voyagers' golden records containing "the sounds of Earth." Biggest tearjerker passage I've ever read in any book, because he describes the potential for those records to be hurtling through space millions of years after Earth and everything and everybody that ever existed on it are long extinct/gone. The ultimate "message in a bottle.")

I'm not gonna lie though.......there is a large part of me that still understands the massive possibility that we really are all trapped in some sort of fake/illusory matrix/A.I. reality of some sort, only because of so many of the crazy shit I've seen/experienced firsthand. Can't unsee/unknow it. Can't put that mess of toothpaste back in the tube. 😳Ruined forever. So deep down I don't trust anything, truly, which is a post for another time. BUT....I'd like to believe this is real.
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The Occult Rules of this Reality

Something that I learned years ago, and saw personal proof for in my own life, was that there are rules for how Negs can operate here. This is a freewill free-for-all realm yes, but there are still rules apparently.

Something I wrote in my article "The Hidden Puppetmasters" that best sums it up:

"For those who aren’t familiar, before flagrantly breaching your reality in some freewill violating way, neg forces need to let you know who they are, whether point blank stating it outright, or giving you these hint-hint, read-between-the-line statements, and thus get permission from you to proceed. They know what this place is and what the rules are, and the way they look at is, it’s not their fault if you don’t. Not their problem if we haven’t taken a good look around, noticed things, questioned things, put any of the quite obvious pieces together, and/or have chosen to listen to the many “nothing to see here, move it along” “Gatekeepers” who do their best to ridicule any consideration of that aspect of reality. That’s on us. But they upheld their end of “abiding by the rules” and letting us know what the deal is with them. So if you choose to proceed anyway, and invite them in and allow the realm breach despite what they’ve point blank told you and revealed….then that’s you agreeing. Now they have more freedom to further breach your realm and violate you in ways they weren’t allowed to before. And the longer you allow them to stick around, the more and more they can do to you, and the more your personal reality/realm can be breached."

This occurs on the mass level as well, with the media and "entertainment." Notably, it's becoming normalized to make jokes about pedophilia or cannibalism. A good example would be the Stephen Colbert/Hillary Clinton sketch where they chat and eat at the Carnegie Deli. youtu.be/LmCJIBsQjOY At 26 seconds into the clip the meat eating jokes start, referencing "sandwiches the size of a baby's head," and later Colbert's joking impersonation of Bill Clinton chastising Hillary that the meat she eats "used to be somebody's baby." It's small, but just....slipped in there, and then cue the mindless canned laughter. There was also a skit that I used to link to in my article but which is no longer available on the 'net, where Colbert was running around onstage with a live baby in his arms, yelling maniacally to an unseen demonic growling voice emanating from the fog machine effects, "Don't eat me, eat the baby!!" Just another Tuesday in Hollywood.

The Colbert skits are part of the "occult rules"/permission thing. Letting the public know what the deal is - who they vote for, cheer for, willing tune into and laugh along with. So when Colbert was crying last year on air like a tool, because "Orange Man!" may get re-elected, pleading with people not to vote for him? "Oh, what a sensitive man!" 🙄 He was crying alright...but not for the reason most people would think.
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"Lizards of South Florida!" collage time....

(Probably just going to do collages from now on, since I have so many photos.)

South Florida has a huge reptile population, since it's so blazing hot here most of the year. (and I mean hot - intense, painful sun, even in autumn and early spring.) They're such a part of the "natural background" that many people here probably don't even think about it or notice it. Since I've spent most of my life in other parts of the country, and because I love wildlife (especially intelligent, curious animals) I always pay attention.

1. Iguana! As I always say...."how is this not a dinosaur again??"
2 - Curly Tail (even though this one has lost part of its tail that normally would curl upwards).
3. Cuban Knight Anoles (mating?)
4. Green Iguana.
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I've decided to not put a bunch of focus on politics with my Gab. But here's a rare politics related one: So there I was on YouTube, checking out a vid about Trump's CPAC speech. The majority of the comments were rabid, emotions-based liberals mocking Trump. I selected one comment to respond to claiming that Trump "went after Biden like a baboon," because "Trump OBVIOUSLY views Biden as a threat," then proceeded to paint Biden as this hapless, innocent kindly old man who doesn't deserve that.

I was truly curious how a rabid liberal would respond if calmly and respectfully questioned to *explain themselves intelligently.* A test/experiment. So I calmly refuted the points. The guy responded full of vigor, of course. Not insulting me personally, but fired up against Trump and continuing to claim Trump views Biden as a "threat," but making no actual valid critical points. Just emotions-based nonsense.

Besides refuting the idea that Trump - or anybody for that matter - would ever view a senile old man who thought he was running for Senate as a threat, I pointed out the obvious - A) He "went after" Biden because Biden is the "president." Which leads to B) Why was it okay for the Dems to go after Trump as president the way they did for the past 4 years like nothing we've ever seen in modern history, but yet Biden is somehow exempt from any scrutiny? *Why the double standard hypocrisy?*

I went on to also ask him if he could please explain to me, What did Trump ever do to you personally? Can you please explain what you have against him. Not talking about his rough-around-the-edges personality, but his actual *policies,* as a president? (I went on to list multiple things that Trump did policy-wise that kicked ass and benefited the entire country, along with everyday people, including myself.) Then I ticked off multiple fails that Biden has already done after only a month in office - illegally bombed a country, slashed jobs, has undone positive policies that Trump put into effect, and just let thousands of illegals stream into the country, etc. I made sure he understood that I was asking this sincerely. Since he posted his comment let's have a dialogue. Explain your policy-related issues with Trump.

He promptly deleted his original comment.

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Yeah, that's pretty much what I thought. Point proven. Many liberals don't know why they hate Trump. They do merely because they were told to by the liberal biased media (which was another point I made to the guy; nicely encouraged him to "please do your own research, make up your own mind.") And when cornered to explain why.....they can't. It's just emotions-based mocking/attacks, *with zero solid substance.* It's disheartening how stupid most people can be, unable to think for themselves or form clear arguments based on actual substance/facts, despite being grown adults. Once the brainwashing has sunk in there's almost no undoing it either. (continued in part 2.....)
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Continuing from previous post - Needed to say that this irreparable brainwashing we see within political party divisions is also on rampant display within religion. COVID-related propaganda. Just everything, and everywhere in society. Many years ago (2002-early 2004) I was part of a message board for conspiracy author/researcher Kathleen Keating. But a large chunk of that messageboard consisted of rabid Catholics, since the Vatican conspiracy was something Keating also covered in her research. So if you were there for the non-religious conspiracy (like the MK Ultra stuff) it was an uphill battle against many of the Catholics.

Needless to say, me being me, with the way that I write, put me in the bullseye crosshairs. But one of the big things I found myself trying to tackle there was to deprogram people from all the lies and fear based programming designed for control that they've been fed by the Church. Try to free them from that. It wasn't my original intent when I joined the forum, but after the nature of the forum became clear - and after being ganged up on by multiple rabid Catholics - it wound up becoming the big Unplanned Mission, so to speak. (nowadays? I wouldn't even bother. 🤣 holy shit, not even worth it. Back then I was new to message boards, and full of energy for that sort of thing.)

But something I did learn from it all was that when you back heavily brainwashed people into corners with straight up facts, and matter-of-fact logical questions to get them to think and see things for themselves.......they'll usually fall apart at the seams, resorting to acting like cornered wild animals lashing out chaotically with emotions-based personal attacks. No actual facts-based, rational rebuttals. Or even the willingness to go "hmmm....maybe you're right. Let me think on this some more and do some research. Thanks for bringing this to my attention!" Can you even imagine encountering a response like that? Very rare, that's all I can say. I've seen this with religion. We've all been seeing this with politics. And we'll continue to see it with regards to the COVID vaccines/mask programming as well.

Humans' weakness for "unquestioningly obeying authority figures," our susceptibility to brainwashing and the stunning inability to undo that programming in most instances and to think for ourselves/question things is our biggest downfall in this reality with regards to the negative overseers and all their means of control. We were engineered exactly this way on purpose though, IMO. Especially since our chimp cousins aren't so easily programmed and have outperformed human children in tests concerning "the ability to notice/question things despite being programmed by an authority figure." And when people do display the ability for freewill/free thought/questioning/breaking away from programming.....they will often "Get on the radar." That whole "We have one that can see!" thing, from "They Live."
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Fun 80s music time!

Tom introduced me to this album years ago - Neil Young's "Trans," another gem from 1983. "We R In Control" is my fave song on the album. Neither one of us like Neil Young's singing style, AT all. But he uses a vocoder for this entire song.......so there you go! 🤣 The new music trend is 80s Retro Synthwave, but it's fun listening to any of the original music that inspired it. Even better if you were actually alive back then and it was a part of your life. Neil Young got in so much trouble for this album, to the point of almost being sued by his record label because it was nothing like his other music. He was clearly ahead of the game!

youtube.com/watch?v=hQfgnooX72g
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Just wanted to add that this album cover artwork is interesting to analyze. On the right is a real human, hitchhiking to a 1950s style car, with trees and birds in the sky, on the left is the futuristic looking car, with a digital human hitchhiking, futuristic architecture, a rocketship flying overhead with a "grid" sky. The old style car - and everything connected to it - is either driving, flying or pointed away from our point of view, while the future car - and everything connected to it - is heading/flying/pointing towards us.

I'd rather have the scene on the right, thanks. !!

Retro synthwave artwork that you see in YT vids love to use the "digital grid" designs you see on this album cover.
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I know we're all supposed to be grateful to Gab, but honestly it's the biggest p.o.s platform I've ever used, yet, they want people to give money for it. It only works for me 50% of the time....if that. Right now I'm still experiencing intermittent issues every other post I make. Either won't go through at all, or can't make edits. The workaround hack only works some of the time. But were it not for that then my Gab wouldn't work at all. I would never pay money for something that doesn't work, and where there's zero tech support on top of it. i.e., nobody manning the ship. Gab's "tech support" is just a FAQ page. You can't pay for something glitchy yet have no actual support on hand to fix issues. (Right now my work from home gig is tech support. ;) So trust me, I know. I'm available almost 16 hours a day, 7 days a week, no weekends, no holidays, troubleshooting issues and answering questions. And people notice and marvel at it, like "don't you ever sleep??" when they're getting immediate responses/problems solved at 1, 2, 3 in the morning. :D ) If Gab actually worked and they got their act together I'd happily upgrade to Pro, or even just donate money to the cause, but not as it is right now.
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More noteworthy "Oracle Scrabble"

So our building has a nutjob older dude named Skip, originally from Staten Island (that's what you get when you live in south Florida....) who looks like a "demented Papa Smurf" as Tom describes him due to the white hair and facial hair. He lives alone and has nothing to do, so his whole thing is lurking/creeping around. He's "THAT GUY" getting up in everybody's business - looking in people's cars, peeping in apartment windows, pestering people with nosy questions and forcing people to try to engage with him, where every "conversation" is him just talking *at* people, as many NY'ers tend to do, and where anything you can say he tries to outdo/one up, like a pissing contest....again....as many NY'ers tend to do; staring at females (and I mean staring....when you look directly back at him he won't look away....he just locks eyes and staaarreeesssss.....) forcing "helpfulness" onto people who didn't ask and don't want it, 'cause nobody wants to be engaging with him.

And yet another favorite pastime of his has been abusing/hurting the stray/abandoned cats in the complex when he thinks nobody's looking. So....p.o.s. Not just a harmless creeper. There were two friendly cats that we and many of our other neighbors in the building have helped feed and look after over the years, and he was caught red handed kicking one of them (nicknamed "Sweetie" by our neighbor Claudia) as well as kicking their food dishes off the hallway balcony that were left out by neighbors; he was also suspected of breaking a wine glass into one of the food dishes out of anger/spite. Sweetie was absolutely terrified of him. Then both of those cats mysteriously disappeared one day. We suspect he killed them. But then he turns around trying to be all fake friendly/innocent/nosy busybody with everybody like he's everybody's friend. Nobody likes him though.

Last week things finally came to a head as I knew they eventually would - I've bit my tongue for years w/ him, but he crossed a boundary when I was trying to do my laundry. Long story. During the confrontation he pulled every nutjob "argument tactic" that one can pull - lying, denying, projecting, chaotically diverting/distracting/changing the subject, making delusional self aggrandizing statements. Just everything. Afterwards I decided for fun to do the old oracle Scrabble thing, see if I had any luck. Asked what the deal is with Skip and what just happened, while pulling tiles. The first three were V, E, D, so I knew....it's gonna be the word devil, watch. :D And sure enough I got the "I" and the "L." Then O, O, Z, S, and a couple of other tiles that didn't go with anything. Devils Zoo. Yup. That sounds about right. The more advanced, incarnated alongside p.o.s.'s like Skip, in this loosh farm zoo serving negative forces.
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Time for a great quote I was just reminded of. I have it printed out and taped inside an old journal I was just looking at again.

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"Death is always on the way, but the fact that you don't know when it will arrive seems to take away from the finiteness of life. It's that terrible precision that we hate so much. But because we don't know we get to think of life as an inexhaustible well. Yet everything happens a certain number of times, and a very small number really. How many more times will you remember a certain afternoon of your childhood, some afternoon that's so deeply a part of your being that you can't conceive of your life without it? Perhaps four or five times more. Perhaps not even. How many more times will you watch the full moon rise? Perhaps twenty. And yet it all seems limitless."

- Paul Bowles, "The Sheltering Sky" 1949

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Full moon rising - Spanish River Beach, Boca Raton, FL - 2.26.21
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Was just watching a video from years ago where a woman was sitting in front of a small audience describing her Near Death Experience. And of course some guy in the audience was coughing coughing coughing throughout.

This is something I noticed years ago when watching talks/speeches on important subjects, usually something conspiratorial or metaphysical - "THAT GUY" in the audience who constantly coughs annoyingly throughout the entire talk. And once I noticed it I began noticing it over and over. It wasn't isolated. There's a vid on YT of Phillip K. Dick talking about the existence of "the Matrix" back in 1979, and straight away I noticed "THAT GUY," doing his coughing thing throughout the entire talk. 😠

Since I've seen this phenomenon now multiple times, and again, always involving super important spiritual, metaphysical and conspiratorial subjects I no longer believe it's natural or a coincidence. In the comments section of that NDE vid people definitely had noticed and were complaining about "COUGHING GUY." What pisses me off is that nobody ever calls these people out on what they're doing. Seriously....some dude is sitting there *constantly coughing throughout an entire talk*....and nobody goes up to them and asks them please stop, or please *leave.*

Most people are naive to what's really going on in this place, what it is, how it works. They think the negativity, "bad luck," etc. is just natural, "the way things are," and they barely notice anymore, let alone think anything can be done about it. They're also lacking enough experience to finally start seeing those "Patterns in the Chaos," as I've put it. So this might be the first speech/talk they're listening to, or at least the first one on a truly meaningful subject, and yeah, they hear "THAT GUY" coughing....but they don't know about "the pattern." So they think it's just natural/normal, he can't help himself. They excuse it, and thus *allow it to have its way.*

That's how these forces get in everywhere they do, individually, and on the mass level - through naivete and ignorance.

Maybe I should make this a regular "series" - Random helpful bits on "Shit Neg Forces Do to Screw with People and this Reality as a Whole." Awareness is everything - and these things CAN be beaten back so long as you're aware and take a stand:

in2worlds.net/interference-new-article-august
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South Florida Wildlife Mix....

1. Great Egret in fight - Wakodahatchee Wetlands, Delray Beach
2. Iguana on a palm tree- Boca Raton (the library at Spanish River)
3. Queen Butterfly - Pondhawk Natural Area, Boca Raton
4. Florida Softshell Turtle and Red Eared Slider - Boca Raton (in the lake next to the library at Spanish River)
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Just when I thought I had my next 80s song lined up to recommend I changed my mind at the last second. So once again we're in 1982-83 territory, with "Space Age Love Song" by A Flock of Seagulls, another one of my all time fave 80s tunes. When I was just listening to this and putting myself back in that time period I realized that the whole thing has a feeling of hope, and that the future is wide open with endless possibilities. Not to be a downer, but the world doesn't have that feeling anymore. Even if the world wasn't actually wide open with endless fun possibilities back then (as a kid I literally laid awake at night fretting about nuclear war, since we all thought we were gonna get nuked at any moment by the Russians) the music back then at least helped create the illusion that it was.

youtube.com/watch?v=yB-ijsaBryM


And if you like that then be sure to check out AFOS's other biggie, "I Ran." youtube.com/watch?v=S2V9SwKXWoM
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I have a small list going of ideas that pop through my head that might be good for another write up for my website, or something to post on Gab, etc. Figured I should make the effort to break through the block/interference that's keeping me from doing anything with these ideas and just.....get going. (part of the block is my own constant, internal counterargument that there's no point to any of this, none of this matters in the big scheme of things, look at what's going on in the world and where things are heading, meanwhile I'm sittin here thinking this actually matters??? are you kidding me??? GTFO! It's stupid! Why are you bothering!!! Nobody cares what you think!! STFU!! blah!blah!blah!) So. Yeah. Let's just put stuff out there anyway. 😮

In this case, the random subject has to do with - having crappy "biological relations," usually parents, that you either have a strained relationship with, intermittent periods of estrangement with, or full blown "cut that shit out of my life years ago." But all of which equals....lack of acknowledgment of wrongdoing/apologies from them, leading to lack of proper closure, and which often results in frustration, anger, bitterness and going in unresolved circles over the situation for years.

As somebody who's been there (and where what I've gone through helped form the basis of a few of my articles) a very simple but revelatory breakthrough I once had was this: The only reason we go in useless circles about it all is because, like ducklings, we "imprinted" on these clowns.....because we had to. Literally, no choice. This was the hand of "parents" we were dealt. A "connection" was forced upon our innocent child mind with what were often times low quality, seriously ick "people".....because we had to be trapped under the same roof with them day in and day out, like prisoners. That's it. That's the only reason for their hold over us, even as adults.

Meanwhile if our adult selves encountered these same "people" at say, work, or as our neighbors, etc.? We'd never go near them. And they'd definitely have no hold/power over us, because *we'd see them for exactly what they are* - gross, ick, hard nope to that, etc.

So I realized...I needed to start seeing them exactly as my adult self would see them were I a *total stranger with no forced childhood prisoner connection.* That outsider perspective. And remind myself of that *every single time* I find myself reverting back to old patterns of bitterness, frustration, etc. "Gross 'people' that don't matter and whose frequencies are such a mismatch that your realms would never even intersect in the present were it not for some forced connection."

And I have to say - this REALLY helped. See them for what they really are, *as an adult stranger would,* and then....their power is broken. "uh, no thanks. Gross. You don't matter."

If anybody has any thoughts on any part of this subject feel free to share....
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This also happened with my own “mother,” who was the same as Terry, but when it came to me specifically. A severely damaged Borderline Personality Disorder narcissist who viewed me as “competition” since early childhood and always had it out for me to “take me down”/make sure I never surpassed her, and where, by the time I was a teen, was doing everything possible to try to destroy any chance of making it in the world/being successful, happy and healthy.

Huge, negative story, but the bottom line that’s relevant for here is this: Every single thing she obsessively wished for me and outright tried to do to me or get to have happen to me, for years, wound up blowing back on her in a MAJOR way. *The* most spectacular example I’ve ever seen of “karmic comeuppance” outside of Terry. To say her life went down the toilet/up in flames is putting it mildly. But every last thing she tried to get to happen to me happened to her instead….because she was focused intently for so long on those ideas. And again the law of attraction doesn’t differentiate. ;) It only knows our thoughts/feelings, period. So what you focus on/wish for with others…is what you yourself will attract in.

This also means that when we’re dealing with an “enemy” who’s wronged us….we need to be careful in terms of brooding too long in our negative thoughts about what we wish would happen to them as punishment. Focus too long on that and all you do is draw that stuff to yourself. The best revenge really is living well. That’s all we can do. Just go out there and make the best life for yourself, be the best person you can be, learn from *their* mistakes as “really bad examples of humans” and let them wallow in their own nastiness. It most likely will blow back on them at some point.

But this also can explain why so many of the world’s evil doers never do seem to “get theirs.” It’s because they’re having too much fun doing what they do, unburdened by guilt, shame or remorse. There’s no conflict happening in their minds or subconscious. And their machinations are not coming from the same place that say, Terry’s or my mom’s were. In many instances they even may actually think they’re doing “the right thing,” nevermind that it could result in the deaths or injury of millions. It’s just matter-of-fact to them. Neutral. Hence why there’s no “karmic payback,” because the law of attraction doesn’t have anything to glom onto.

But in the “big scheme” spiritual level it doesn’t mean they’ll get off scott free. (Providing they actually have a higher spirit. Not everybody walking among us is actually fully human, with a higher spirit going on.) There truly does seem to be a larger/high level “karma” or “payback system” in effect whereas major wrong doings that we consciously knew/understood and chose to engage in anyway need to be balanced out in another existence, in some way. So…there is always that.
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It’s a huge story, so much more to get into with regards to her awful character, which included bullying in a dark and nasty way anybody that she felt was “safe” to do so with, like copier machine repair guys, etc. (Truly, she was one of *THE WORST* people I’ve ever worked alongside, though she had her charming, nice moments too, as many of these types do. The only reason she didn't overtly bully me was because she needed me to work there. She was stupid in many ways....but not that dumb. ;) )

But what I can say about Terry is this: So-called “karma” was immediate, and swift with her. I’ve never seen a person experience so much “bad luck” and misfortune of her own. Endless relationship problems/drama where the situation with her perpetual “fiancé” was NOT going the way she wanted (cheating on her, using her, wouldn’t actually marry her, etc.) mired in endless and ongoing financial problems including with the IRS, endless health problems that were always landing in her in the doctor’s office and resulted in needing full blown surgery, a separate personal injury that destroyed her chance at an alternate career that was her ticket out of there, and which she’d already invested 12 grand into, so all that time, energy, money and hope for the future she’d invested into it went down the drain in a matter of seconds with that injury. Just on and on.

In a nutshell what was happening seemed to be this: All the things she constantly wished for on others, including actual machinations to bring about fighting/discord, blew back on her. BIG time. Because the law of attraction doesn’t differentiate between “good” and “bad,” and what you may want for yourself vs. what you’re wishing for with others. *It only understands the thoughts, attitudes, ideas, beliefs, etc. that are kicking around all day long in your mind.* So as somebody who sat around all day long wishing to watch negativity, fighting, drama, and others falling on their ass with nonstop money/relationship/job/health/personal failures (in order to make herself feel better about her own self and sad little life) all it did was draw those exact things to herself. Over. And over. And over again. So at first glance it seems she was served a heaping dish of “Karmic Comeuppance” for her negative actions towards innocent people and the mean stuff she spouted out loud every day. But in reality it was just the law of attraction in effect.

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“Karma”

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A lot of people think of karma in terms of a “rewards and punishment” system being doled out by some higher force or being. I’ve always had a problem with the idea as presented, only because I’ve watched as many….questionable people in this world seem to be coasting through life without ever “getting theirs.” We’ve all seen this on the worldwide front stage puppet show with the myriad of celebs, politicians, CEOs and all around elite bigwigs who engage in evil behavior and extremely harmful machinations against humanity. And they get away with it, seemingly forever.

Then a few years ago I saw somebody online saying that karma is really just the misunderstood law of attraction. And I realized “ding!ding!ding!” that would be a better way of putting it, because I realized I’ve seen it manifest in exactly that way.

We all know that the law of attraction has to do with us attracting in that which is a frequency match for us, and/or where our thoughts, beliefs and attitudes lie. If something isn’t a match for you frequency-wise, or isn’t aligned with what your beliefs and attitudes are, then it doesn’t find its way into your reality. So you may desire a lot of money for instance, but if you’re harboring subconscious negative or defeatist attitudes about money, your ability to get it, and your worthiness of having it, focusing on “lack,” versus seeing the optimistic positive end result, then you’re most likely not going to find yourself suddenly crossing paths with a nice little windfall.

Karma in many ways is actually the same idea. The thing about the law of attraction that I’ve witnessed is that it doesn’t differentiate between actual exterior actions, versus interior negative/nasty thoughts. It’s all the same. Example: Years ago when working at the “Big Cheese” high end job in Charlottesville, VA, the female coworker that I was “chain ganged to” figuratively speaking at the front desk named Terry was one of the most unhappy/miserable low self esteem females I’ve ever known next to my “mom.” Terry’s days were spent frequently trash talking everybody around us and being giddy when she heard of something negative happening to anybody. It truly made her day to hear or see anybody experiencing ANY sort of misfortune, failure, breakup, mishap or accident. She also relished when people fought and had a falling out with each other. And after awhile it wasn’t enough to get to witness just the random unfortunate events of others – she started orchestrating things by outright lying about people and pitting people against each other. If people weren’t going to fight with each other on their own then she was gonna MAKE it happen, dammit.

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More South Florida wildlife mix....

1. Snorkeling with the tropical fish - From the trip Tom and I took to Looe Key in 2016. Looe Key is about ~8 miles offshore of Big Pine Key in the lower Keys. We used Strike Zone Charters to get there (which I think is now operating under a different name after getting wrecked in Hurricane Irma in 2017). Taken with GoPro Hero4 Silver.

2. Crocodile! - Boca Raton. First ever up close pic of the resident croc that lives in the lake next to the library at Spanish River Boulevard. Usually it stays in the middle of the lake, but this was the first time it was right near the edge. I used to think it was an alligator until I took this pic and got a good look at it at home. (Panasonic DMC-FZ1000)

3. Pelicans in flight - Hollywood Beach. (Panasonic Lumix)

4. Green Lynx Spider on Beach Daisy - Pondhawk Natural Area, Boca Raton. First and only time seeing one of these. I wouldn't have even noticed it, but Tom did. It was so small I couldn't really make much of it until looking at the photo on my computer at home. (Panasonic DMC-FZ1000)
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Yeah....this sort of thing doesn't just happen. "Another week....another oil refinery exploded." um, no. It's by design. Taking into account the ongoing Suez Canal cargo ship blockage preventing anything else from getting through, the Venezuela pipeline explosion three days ago, the supposed Iranian attack against an Israeli cargo ship in the Arabian Sea several days ago (most likely an Israeli/Mossad false flag)...etc...etc.....

The plan seems to be this: Take down the world. It's pretty simple. "Operation Whatever-Whatever," which went into full effect at the end of 2019, into 2020 with the release of COVID, and maximizing it to its fully manipulated potential with lockdowns and economic decimation; followed by a screwball election coup of epic proportions, and now further attempts at supply chain shortages/disruptions and skyrocketing gas/oil prices. What happens when you've got CCP puppets occupying the White House? And many people still can't work due to the ongoing "pandemic" b.s. and/or are economically ruined due to the trickledown effects of the lockdowns? When gas prices shoot up to $5-7 a gallon? When food and supplies aren't able to make it into port, or, can't then be transported around countries because the cost of gas and oil is so high the transportation companies can't keep up?

A lot of people out there are still holding out hope that Trump will somehow make a comeback, and that the only way to get the millions of sheep who were brainwashed for the last 4 years by the radical left media to finally wake up is to let this all just....play out. Let the "Biden" (CCP) administration be revealed/be exposed for what it really is on all levels. Let the brainwashed people see who the real boogeyman is when they can no longer afford to drive, and there are severe food and supply shortages. (On a side note: Saw another headline saying that the "Biden" administration is looking to tax people by the mile to come up with the $$ for their trillion dollar Green plan.) I'd like to think that's what's happening here, but who even knows anymore. If I tried to untangle the mess of theories and conspiracies about WTF actually happened between November 3, 2020 - Jan. 20, 2021, who's really who, and on what side and what the long term plan is and how it's going to unfold it could go on for days it's so complicated.

Suggestion: Think ahead. What important supplies, food stuffs, supplements, medications, etc. do you need? Consider stocking up on them now, while you still can. (and I don't mean one of those idiot toilet paper hoarders who's got an overflowing cart full of Charmin but still punches another shopper in the face just to get that last pack, then winds up on YouTube.) In Jan. 2020 Tom/montalk took to his Twitter and warned his readers to prep/stock up, having foresaw through premonition dreams and intuition that shit was about to hit the fan on a worldwide level. We're now looking at the next stage of it.
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"When 'woo-woo' people meet up in public and wind up silencing an entire packed coffeehouse."

I think it was 2006, back when we lived in Charlottesville, Virginia. Tom and I were meeting up with a reader of both of our websites named Jeff (who gave me the inspiration for the title of my website, in2worlds, as mentioned in my "About" section) and who was also an active member on Tom's then-messageboard forum, Noble Realms. Jeff had stayed in our apartment in our spare room, and now we were at a coffeehouse on the downtown Mall called The Mudhouse to meet up with Vicki, another reader of both of our sites and member of NR. We'd already hung with Vicki before at her house since she lived in the area, but now all of us were meeting up together.

So there we were, all four of us, sitting at a table. The place was pretty happening that afternoon, and loud. People everywhere, sitting at tables, walking around, in line to order drinks, you name it. We became completely engrossed in our conversation, thanks to the "noise buffer" helping to give us some privacy. Considering that at least three of us were abductees (can't remember if Vicki was or not; bare minimum she had psychic abilities and "woo woo" happenings in her life and was extremely aware of conspiracy and metaphysics) and that Jeff was personally working at that time for a super major famous conspiracy/"woo" researcher, and Tom is....well.....montalk, I mean hello, means no way was that conversation going to be about ANYthing normal. 🤣

We really got on a roll with it all, all things conspiracy and woo. And then Jeff said something concerning "....Grays, Mantids and Reptilians...." and that's when we realized................the entire place had gone completely silent. Every last person in the room was staring at us as his words hung loudly in the air.

We all "came to," realizing what was going on, looking up and around at everybody. I caught the eye of the young 20-something couple sitting to our left, and everybody in the entire place, all four of us included, just burst out laughing at the same time. In a good humored kind of way.

Then everybody went back about their business, conversation resumed, and it was back to busy hustle bustle.

I've never experienced such a thing in my life, and it was freaking awesome. 🤣 Truly. What I love about it is that everybody had a good vibe about it, and were laughing more at the fact that everybody else had also gone silent, more so than what we were saying. And then the way Jeff's words just hung in the air like that added to the humor.

Let's hear it for the woo (which is about to start becoming the norm apparently, starting later this year) and everybody who was ahead of the curve decades ago. 😎 The former freaky weirdos may soon become the ones that the mainstream people start turning to for answers. Never thought I'd actually see the day, but it just might end up happening in our lifetime.
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The whole thing felt fun, blowing past all the suits, just charging my way down through the levels of the building. When I'd get to the *locked doors* (more MK symbolisms) that required some high tech access to unlock there was something in me that was provided by the "gray elephant" that automatically disengaged the locks, one by one, so I could get through any door that was in my way/blocking access. Locks turned green with doors clicking open as I continued running down, down, down, through the “facility,” desperately trying to reach the bottom most level in time. I didn’t know what I was after, it was a mystery.

Apparently time ran out though. So I suddenly found myself being extracted out of the situation, my “body” being lifted/carried up into the air by either the “gray elephant” or something relating to it. I enjoyed the feeling of steadily lifting/flying upwards, free floating through the air, very calm, not nervous, totally understanding the deal and being nonchalantly ok with it.

I was brought all the way back to the “top”/street level and deposited down in front of a standard exit door, complete with the “EXIT” sign over it. I wasn’t quite in the clear yet, knowing that I needed to slip out quick and go, be on my way before I get caught. I pushed the bar and exited out into the cloudy day, located in the middle of some city. (Cut out some more random things that aren’t important.)

Obviously I wasn’t really in a “facility”….so what’s up with the idea that “They” could somehow discover what I was up to and “catch” me, thwarting the Grays’ plan? When I asked Tom his idea was possibly remote viewers, something that keeps a psychic ear out for such activity, becoming alerted in some way and psychically intervening. Which is what apparently happened, so, mission failed.

The idea of “bottom/basement levels” isn’t new in terms of my dreams, but this was the first that was so clearly MILABs in nature, complete with “Thems” in suits and located in a professional "facility." The others have had a gritty, creepy “horror movie” feel to them, where I’m in some scary looking basement, but looking at a set of hatch doors that lead to levels deep underneath the basement, and they’re heavily locked with big chains and padlocks. Very obviously symbolic of negative shit buried very deep down in the compartmentalized mind.

More to come on this subject in future Gab posts…..
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Dreams as an indication of being a MILAB (military abductee.)


Part 1 of 2

This subject is something that was covered pretty in-depth in part 2 of my book "Chasing Phantoms," in2worlds.net/abductions2 in the sub-section "The Dreams." But I've since had additional, even more telling dreams that might be useful or interesting to relay here.

But as noted in CP, sometimes "dreams" are anything but. "Sometimes they are actual memories of events, coming out while we sleep, screen memories of suspect abduction events, or symbolic messages given to us in regards to abduction happenings, fed to us by our subconscious mind. If you're an abductee, then one of the first places you should be looking at are your dreams."

So with that in mind, from 9/22/16, and cutting out the beginning irrelevant parts and getting right to it:

In this dream there was an "elephant" standing before me, with hypnotic eyes. It extended its trunk and lightly touched me, and I felt its (leathery, gray colored) skin. (Classic Gray alien screen image.) Then it gestured w/ its trunk to a door behind it. I understood telepathically that I needed to go through that door. There was something I needed to "find" for this "elephant." A mission. I obliged, heading to the door.

The dream then morphed into me being in a government "Them" building. I knew I needed to *get to the bottom most basement level, down, down, down,* (MK programming....) and do so as fast I can, because "They" would try to intercept me along the way.

NOTE: What's interesting about this is that in typical MILABs literature it's supposedly always the military trying to find out from abductees what the aliens have been getting up to. "Why are you being taken? What do they want??" But in the case it was the Grays trying to find out what the human "Thems" had gotten up to, trying to see if they could gain access to the deepest levels of programming. "What's buried in there? What are they up to?”

I didn't proceed in a cautious, slow, sneaky way, I just went gung ho, all out. :D Full speed, just trying to bum rush my way "down, down, down" as fast as possible before "They" became aware of what was happening. I whizzed past guys in suits as I ran down square *spiral stairs* (major MK symbolism) in a big, fortress-y gov't building. I could see “Them” guys sitting on seats as if in a library, reading, on the various floors/landings as I whizzed past, dressed the way I’ve seen them dress in real life and in memory flashes. A couple of "Thems" were like "Hey....!" seeing me rush past, figuring I didn't belong, though I too was "dressed" corporate-y, as if for work. So my "corporate disguise" helped created uncertain doubt/confusion.

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@Jeselena Welcome! (Tried liking your comment, but Gab is back to being glitchy again. The "likes" aren't going through.) Yeah, it's amazing how well the propaganda programming has worked on so many of the masses with regards to masks and such. Tom (montalk) and I are still seeing people all the time out in wide open nature, walking along by themselves....wearing masks. Biking on wide open trails by themselves.....wearing masks. Driving alone in a car with the windows rolled up......wearing masks. These people are just next level stupid. My favorite though is when somebody's got a mask around their chin, ready to go, and they see Tom and I approaching from like 15, 20 feet away, and they hurriedly put their mask up, duck their heads down/away....while clutching at their mouth area. !!! I mean, seriously?!?! That's happened a few times. It just makes me want to scream. It's unbelievable how well the media has programmed people.

The result of all of what's going on right now, from the far radical left socialist movement to COVID masks/vaccine passports is going to be "the great divide." Everybody splitting off and choosing very polarized sides. It's all just so disheartening.
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@brannon1776 It's because this reality isn't what you think it is and it's not being run by real people as you think you know it. These aren't merely "stupid people with no critical thinking skills!" There's a whole lot more going on here. But humans have lost most of our sixth sense "sight," so we're unable to see, even feel, what many of the "people" walking among us really are. You don't need the sight though really. Just look at their eyes and their faces, and the energy that's coming through them. Especially all those "people" placed before us on TV and in the media. Really *look* at their faces/eyes. It's very dark, strange energy going on. Grinning and/or laughing maniacally, with that deranged psycho look. Or just having a dark and evil look in general that looks and feels wrong. Do you really believe that's a real person/human? And when they literally make every wrong choice possible at every turn, ensuring that this reality runs as backwards and ineffectual as possible, do you really believe that's just accidental ineptitude on their part? Just "dumb ol' people with no critical thinking skills!" No. It's by design. And it's because of what this place really is, and the true purpose it serves.
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Most people have no idea what this place really is, and who the "people in charge," and their media talking heads, really are. They're taking things at face value, mistakenly assuming these are all just regular ol' stupid people, "lacking critical thinking skills." At what point will people wake up and finally notice how so many people in charge, both on a macro and micro level, are consistently making the worst possible decisions imaginable, ensuring that everything runs as backwards and ineffectual as possible in this world from the top down? So that we find ourselves living in the most physically and emotionally toxic reality you can get, designed for maximum energy feeding and physical debilitation/illness/death. At what point does it all cease to be just a coincidence that *everything* runs this way?

Making food and hygiene products for decades that were filled with toxic poisons. Really? They didn't know? And there were absolutely no healthy alternatives in existence they could have substituted with? Dumping toxic waste into the water systems and spewing toxic fumes into the air for 100+ years? They didn't know that was bad? There was just no other way to do things? Creating a compulsory public education system that operates at every turn in direct conflict with human child psychological development, ensuring we all grow up to be obedient worker drones? As "people" who were once kids themselves they couldn't see this?

And now we have the way these "people" have handled all things COVID. They couldn't see the problems with shutting down the worldwide economy and forcing people to be locked up in their homes for long periods of time? They don't see the problem with encouraging snitch programs? Telling people who are already vaccinated to continue to wear masks and stay away from people? They're really so stupid they think a worldwide "vaccine ID/passport" system is a good idea? :/ Of course not.

These aren't people we're dealing with. As I noted in my comment to this story I'm reposting - just look in their eyes and in their faces. Not only the people in charge, but their media puppets. The maniacal grins and laughter with deranged psycho eyes. Or the weird, empty robotic "Stepford" look. Or just that strange, dark "glint" in general and bad energy, looking really "off." Full on "Invasion of the Body Snatchers," via multiple methods. And unfortunately it extends to the micro, personal level too with various "people" we encounter in our everyday lives.

It would be nice if real humans all still had our full sixth sense capabilities to see who's really who and what's really what. But you don't really need it to be able to still "see" what's right in front of our faces. Mainstream real people need to start catching up fast to the true nature of this reality and the purpose we serve. Otherwise they're just going to be going in endless, befuddled circles. (See add-on to this post in the comments.)
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In my article "Conspiracies in the Workplace - A Microcosm of the Greater World 'Matrix'" I delve in depth into the concepts mentioned above, as well as comprehensively outlining the nature of this world we find ourselves existing in and these fake "people" that walk among us.

in2worlds.net/conspiracies-in-the-workplace-a
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This is weird - Tampa Bay is facing the "imminent collapse" of a polluted reservoir that could send 600 million gallons of water into the Tampa Bay area. dailymail.co.uk/news/article-9435173/Florida- What's weird is that Tom and I both independently had vivid dreams last July 2020 within days of each other, relating to "the flooding of Tampa." And where I was at one point flying overhead in a helicopter with some "suit" next to me, looking at the flooding down below, similar to what's seen of Gov. DeSantis image in the linked article. Neither of knew the other had had the same dream, until I mentioned it. Here are the relevant details of mine, almost all of which matched up to Tom's.

(BTW - this dream completely smacks of remote viewing or clairvoyance, BIG time, where "something" was remotely plugging into me in the sleep state and having me view a future event, and is something I also discuss in my book. I was so deep "in it" that I had difficulty waking from this very vivid "dream," and was energetically wiped out for no logical reason after. Both together are majorly suspicious tip offs.)

- Dream started our where I was concentrating on a map of Florida, and focusing hard on writing some word (that I can no longer remember) off to the right side of Florida. From there I drew a vertical line that extended over the peninsula at about the latitude of Tampa, and further out into the ocean; Basically seems to be a "line of demarcation."

- Later in the dream I was outside on a sunny, blue skied day in Tampa, on a highway/expressway, viewed from slightly above. There was a tunnel up ahead, where it gets dark, and "spans for about 50 miles." Then I was suddenly in a helicopter flying over the scene with some suit next to me, surveying the scene below where the highway and tunnel disappeared under the water. The water was clear. Signs to the right for various businesses like "Whole Foods" and "Burt's Bees" (??) were in an old/beat up state, missing some letters, and which I "knew" no longer existed, victim of the pandemic and ensuing economic collapse of society.

But Tom's dream matched the second bullet point in almost all ways - Tampa, sunny and blue skied, with the view of a highway and dark tunnel, both submerged under clear water, and where the entire region had been flooded. Neither of us have spent time in Tampa, only passed by on the 75 many years ago. So it's interesting that we both basically had the same dream, out of nowhere, only days apart, for no reason.

Really hope this ecological and economic disaster does NOT manifest.
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Today we'll have a beach/ocean/boats theme from various locales in the south Florida region...


1. Morning Glories - John D. MacArthur Beach State Park - North Palm Beach

2. Sailboat and Regal Princess cruise ship that just launched from Port Everglades - Fort Lauderdale Jetties Beach. Back before COVID, when there were still cruise ships sailing.

3. Hollywood North Beach

4. Sailboats at sunset - Mallory Square, Key West.
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And yet, despite what is often times mundanity, the accounts often create even more mystery due to the nature of the details. Again, why *don’t* these things seem to have any genitalia? What’s up with the frequently reported foul stench that often surrounds them? Why don’t we find more evidence of their personal shelters and camps? There’s been very few discovered. Are they existing in different dimensions maybe, going back and forth? Only here part time? Is the foul smell that surrounds them the by-product of interdimensional realm travel? How come when people do manage to procure BF hairs and have them tested in the lab they come up as not matching any known species in most instances? Meanwhile in one instance I came across in my Paulides-related research a BF hair traced back to lemurs. Which is interesting, because there have been accounts of BF’s having very round, lemur-esque eyes, and giant Lemurs did exist in the past, the size of gorillas, now extinct. Did original, pure blooded BF’s start out as some sort of descendant of the giant lemurs, on a separate evolutionary path from the apes? And now in modern time can be found mixed with humans in certain areas? And what’s with the Bigfoot-UFO connection? Are BF’s another one of “stuff’s” genetic experiments?

In short, if readers didn’t believe in Bigfoot before reading these books, or were at least skeptical, they’ll be singing a different tune by the time they’re done. There’s absolutely no way not to, with over 110 firsthand accounts, all with sworn affidavits, and most with personal photographs. Considering how much of the forests and mountain range forests are unexplored and/or not regularly trafficked by humans means only an arrogant person could possibly believe we know everything there is to know about what’s out there.

The amount of work required for Paulides to gather these stories, photos and forensic drawings with Harvey Pratt’s help is astounding. It’s an important subject imo because it widens the world a bit more once you learn. And then to realize that this has been happening under the world’s nose….and that for many Natives this is just nonchalant facts and everyday knowledge, and it’s just the rest of the world who’s clueless…..it’s just *very* eye opening.

As always I highly recommend purchasing the books directly from the author’s personal site, where you can not only directly support his efforts, but avoid the rip off artists online reselling the books at jacked up rates. nabigfootsearch.com/Bigfootstore.html Just scroll all the way to the bottom of the book list for the two Bigfoot books. Also be sure to check out all the free write ups and additional personal accounts featured in the orange colored menu on the left. They're super interesting!
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It becomes clear between both books that “Bigfoot” is just a very matter-of-fact reality to not only the members of the Hoopa tribe, but to many Native American people in general. Which leads to “Tribal Bigfoot,” and the Native American/Bigfoot connection. Where you find Native Americans clumped together on reservations….Bigfoots are usually nearby, as Paulides discovered in his research.

And when I say it’s just matter-of-fact for many natives it’s no joke – the subject is not only taught to schoolchildren in Hoopa from knowledgeable adults who’ve had encounters, but many Natives are taught what to do and not do in the event you run into one. First and foremost, be respectful. Verbalize outloud that you mean no harm, because it’s been discovered they understand our spoken language, and then slowly back away. And if you’re out there picking berries or mushrooms, then leave a basket of something behind as a peace offering while you quietly remove yourself from the situation ASAP. Meanwhile female Natives are taught how dangerous it can be to venture out alone in the forest, or even be too near the outskirts alone, as apparently BFs have been known to abduct human Native women who are vulnerable. And meanwhile there have been accounts of Native women in recent history bringing disabled or deformed babies they didn’t want into the forest to “leave for Bigfoot,” knowing they would take them in and raise them as their own.

And that leads to the other intriguing component of the subject that Paulides stumbled onto with the help of artist Harvey Pratt: the human characteristics found in the faces of most of the BFs that were sketched. They even went as far as to do an experiment of removing the facial hair on the sketched faces to see what lies beneath, and damn if it wasn’t human-ish in many instances. Definitely lends credence to the stories of inter-breeding between to the two species, whether it’s via abducted human females or taking in the human children who later “integrate.” Though oddly enough in not one single account, nor sketch that was taken, did any of the witnesses ever report being able to see genitalia of any type on a Bigfoot. When asked they either say they didn’t see any, or go out of their way to point that fact out first. At best it’s ever only just breasts on the females, who have been seen with babies/children in various instances (who are usually the size of adult humans. O.o )

What’s also interesting is that most of the accounts are actually pretty mundane. Not sensational. It’s just people accidentally crossing paths with a Bigfoot out in nature, or glimpsing one crossing a road or property or whatnot. These things are just living their lives, usually trying to lay low and stay out of our paths, and that adds to the intrigue and believability factor.

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It’s book recommendation time again...


Part 1 of 3

“The Hoopa Project” and “Tribal Bigfoot”
David Paulides

From the author of the “Missing: 411” series reviewed here on my Gab (gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10576251284894297) we have police veteran David Paulides’ two books concerning Bigfoot.

When I once made an offhand mention of these books to a coworker her immediate response to the subject was what I imagine most people’s would be…..smile and snicker. Can’t blame her, since the word “Bigfoot” sounds ludicrous, and the subject has been treated as a joke for decades. I myself have never really been interested in the subject, but wanted to get these books because I was so impressed with Paulides’ work with the “Missing: 411” series. Plus the premise of both books really got my attention: Detailed firsthand accounts of Bigfoot from people who were not only willing to sign affidavits verifying the veracity of their statements, but also have their photographs taken in nearly all instances. And were not paid to do this. So they have absolutely nothing to gain by going public with their story. Not only that, but Paulides employed professional forensic sketch artist Harvey Pratt, who’s worked with the Oklahoma Bureau of Investigations for 35 years and the State of Oklahoma on several high profile serial killer cases, to create sketches of many of the Bigfoot accounts. And factoring in Paulides’ “just the facts” police report-ish style of relaying the details of cases you know straight away these books are going to be different from any other on the subject.

In “The Hoopa Project” Paulides sticks exclusively in the Hoopa Valley of northern California and the Hoopa tribal reservation after meticulously researching what areas of the entire country have the most sightings of Bigfoot, and of those areas which one was the absolute best to focus in on. In “Tribal Bigfoot” he branches out to the other areas of Northern California that have reported the greatest number of sightings, along with Minnesota and Oklahoma.

The end result for me is undeniable proof that Bigfoot is a very real hominid species of sorts that lives throughout pockets of North America (possibly even the world) and has taken GREAT pains to stay away from humans. The interesting part though is that they usually have powers/abilities we don’t, something that’s noted in multiple accounts, on top of their enormous size, so could easily overtake us. Yet they choose to stay away for the most part.

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Time for some music flashback...


Siouxsie and the Banshees, "The Last Beat of My Heart," live. Lollapalooza, 1991, Washington.

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One of my all time favorite songs, and specifically this live version, which is featured on the album "Twice Upon a Time: The Singles." There's a few people in the comments who were actually there in the crowd. Sounds amazing blasted on really good speakers like I've done quite a few times. :)
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Social media moves fast. We're bombarded with an onslaught of information that we're expected to instantly judge, like and then share and pass along. Problem is, it moves *so* fast that many people have gotten sloppy in terms of taking the time to fact check and verify what they're being presented. I've personally heard and read conservatives complaining about their liberal friends and family immediately sharing/reposting inaccurate anti-conservative hit pieces from the mainstream media, without even bothering to investigate or research. They see it, don't even read it in full, immediately like and then share with all their conservative hating mindless echo chamber ilk, and move along to the next onslaught of information. And the next. And the next. One of those people lamented to me that it made them question their liberal friends' and family's intelligence for doing that.

In the meantime I've seen people here on Gab doing the same thing - passing along/sharing/liking misquoted things and false info without even checking the validity first. All we have to do is go to a search engine and plug things in. It's so simple. Especially when it comes to supposed quotes being attributed to supposed people. Take that brief moment to make sure proper credit is being given, or that the facts are actually correct before reposting. "Did that really happen? Did he/she really say that?" There's no excuse when we have the internet at our disposal that makes fact checking near instantaneous. If we can take the 10 seconds to share.....then we can invest 30 in researching first. If you don't have that extra 20 seconds then I don't know what to tell you. Something's gone seriously wrong for you in life. 😄

In one case that I saw almost 2 months ago maybe, the entire quote was made up. Never happened. Somebody had made some shit up, trying to pretend Nostradamus said it, which then got reposted around. A really obvious dig at Joe and Jill Biden, yet predicted 500 years ago. ('cause senile Joe and his wife Jill are just that important to a French dude from the 1500s looking into his scrying mirror.) But that's the thing...it was so in-your-face obvious, along with the completely wrong language, not at all how Nostradamus spoke, that it was just....obvious.

Social media tries to bulldoze us along, creating a generation of people with zero attention spans, constantly looking for sound bites to gobble up, fill that void, keep their minds busy, and encouraging zero critical thinking skills. LIKE!LIKE!LIKE! REPOST! SHARE! SUBSCRIBE! LIKE!LIKE!LIKE! SHARE! SUBSCRIBE! REPOST! But it doesn't mean we have to go along with it. (btw, that's a whole other issue - people mindlessly following people they don't even know, based on one random post they've read without checking anything else they've posted. Just because you like one thing somebody wrote once doesn't mean you need to full on follow. It's such programming. !!)
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“….Try to get everybody worn down with a society designed for energy feeding and nonsense distraction, and focused on superficial differences so they can’t wake up or unite.”

Once everybody's confused, angry and destabilized you add actual hired or MK’d provocateurs into the mix, creating manufactured “justification,” and then....you go for the guns. Next thing you know, we've become Canada, the UK and Australia. Countries that have already been neutered.

People aware of the conspiracy blame this obvious plan of destruction on things like the “Illuminati,” “The Protocols of the Elders of Zion,” and other secret human groups. Others talk about the Reptilians, and various non-human beings/aliens. Others are aware of the heavy demonic presence hanging over this planet, influencing people. I think it’s a mix of all of these things. Sometimes working in cahoots, sometimes at odds with different agendas. And I believe the upcoming alien and hybrid disclosure ties into this.

It’s something I’ve talked about with a female reader of my site who’s an abductee. She’s been used in the hybrid breeding program for years, and has relayed that they’re prepping her for their imminent revealing, and are getting a little impatient about it actually. Indicating this should have already happened. Which is very telling. Reminds me of the remote viewing session done by the remote viewers at CryptoViewing in Oct. 2020, regarding The Great Reset. RV'er Hitomi revealed a secret meeting involving several world leaders, including what looked to be Trump, the leader of China, and several cold, cruel adult hybrids as she described them, who were much older than they appeared, along with "Gray" looking beings and several psychic hybrid children. Not so coincidentally after revealing what she saw, complete with detailed drawings showing faces (and she had a *proven* track record, she was one of the best RV’ers out there) she was murdered a month later in Brazil. :/

In order to fully emerge out in the open and be accepted by the masses The Powers That Be would have to make it so we no longer have a choice. That wasn’t possible decades ago. Too many manly men, freethinking people, patriotism and lots and lots of guns, in a nice, stable society. But all of that has already changed, and will continue to, getting worse. The real question is whether these aliens/hybrids that are so antsy to finally be allowed to emerge have been the ones manipulating things all along, or if they're just glomming onto somebody else's already existing plans of destruction.

More on the aliens disclosure/hybrids topic to come….
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The U.S. is one of the last holdouts in the western world in terms of an armed, free thinking, patriotic country. So if you're going to be implementing a locked down, weakened and highly mind controlled "NWO" society then it's safe to say.....we're in the way. Big time.

Cue the nonstop, manufactured race-based civil unrest with paid tools supposedly representing BLM and Antifa, looting, trashing and burning down entire swaths of cities. (Gotta love when the pallets of bricks showed up on sidewalks overnight in Minneapolis last year, you know, just to help make it easier, and when "protestors" and their identifiable vehicles were recognized on videos at different rioting sites around the country. oops.) And cue the back-to-back bizarre trigger-happy “white on minority” police shootings, where moronic cops are storming completely wrong apartments and immediately shooting the first black person in sight, no questions asked, mistaking a gun for their taser despite their training and the safety precautions in place that should prevent such a mistake, shooting adults and even kids who already have their hands up and are complying with orders, etc. Cue the endless amateur phone vids of white "Karens" and whatever the male version of that would be, viciously racially abusing in mind boggling ways what are often just random innocent people everywhere.

Has everybody truly just gone mad? Maybe. Is intelligence on the decline? Well actually, yeah. BIG time. We’re already in "Idiocracy" and Mike Judge was a straight up prophet. An already cuckoo designed society + entitlement and arrogance + increasingly stupid people = guaranteed madness. However...much of this nonsense is manufactured. Things aren't what they seem to be. Yes there are some genuine protestors. And very real racists, who only now are starting to get busted doing what they always did because most people have a smart phone now with built in camera/video. And definitely some stupid cops. But never take everything at face value.

It's like they sat around in a conference room years ago with a “How To Conquer Americans” bullet point checklist written on a board.

“What’s in the way? Solid families raising well adjusted kids, strong men, thriving communities, guns, national pride, and a decently honest media that reports facts…okay, start taking it out. And don’t stop until the men act like women.....wait! Even better! If they think they ARE women! And the women think they’re persecuted men with no rights, entire generations have been submerged in extremely dark and violent porn, for free, at the earliest age possible so they’ll be programmed, traumatized and incapable of forming normal relationships with each other, the kids are being raised by single parents or are in foster care by the record numbers, drug and alcohol addiction is at an all time high, and we control every aspect of the media so it instigates fear and anger and only reports our lies, 24/7….”

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Time to take another break from the weirdness with some favorite random pics of south Florida scenery.....


1. View from the top of the Jupiter Inlet lighthouse

2. Entrance to Keating Beach - Hollywood

3. Hollywood, Florida - from top of parking garage on the A1A.

4. Royal Hawaiian Motel/Botel - Marathon. From our trip to Key West in 2014. Why stay at a regular, boring hotel/motel when you can stay at one right on the waterway designed for docking a boat? This was the view from our room.
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One of my followers, Kayleigh, just launched her new online store. She's a super talented artist, and knows her stuff when it comes to the runes and tarot. Check it out!
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Regardless of what people may think of Fox, or Tucker (I don't actively watch them, or any political show for that matter......would require owning a TV for starters....) the fact is, we've never seen anything like this in our lifetime. The younger generation may not realize the significance, they're young and maybe don't know any better, not enough basis of comparison. But those 40 and older......this is unprecedented really. Remember how things were when we were kids and teens in the 60s, 70s & 80s, depending? (I was born in '74.) Remember the news? How politics was? Now flash forward: Flat out stating openly to the mainstream masses, on a show watched by tens of millions, that the president really isn't the one running the show, so, let's stop kidding ourselves here.

Us hardcore "conspiracy theorists" have been saying this for years though, about all presidents. Nothing is what it seems to be. Front stage puppet shows. Etc. Etc. Then Biden took office and it was the most obvious clown show example ever seen. A complete joke of epic proportions. The media desperately trying to convince everybody he's the most popular president in history. Desperately trying to convince the world that he received the most votes in history. Meanwhile YT was apparently wiping the massive amount of downvotes on all the Biden vids on the White House channel to hide his true level of unpopularity. (doesn't seem to help though. Saw one vid with only 428 up, and 3,700+ down. ;) )

Nobody should ever refer to "President" Biden without quotes. And as mentioned earlier in my Gab feed....people need to stop saying "This is who you voted for!" "This is what you get when you vote Democrat!" Because people *didn't* vote for him. He didn't win the presidency. Nobody likes the guy, not even the Dems. He's not the one (illegally) running things from behind the razor wired White House in the already existing front stage puppet show. And nothing is what it seems to be.

This could be the most interesting year yet, depending on how the Arizona vote audit goes, and whether any other states follow suit, and where all that leads, good or bad. The upcoming alien disclosure. The move towards crazier gun restrictions, if not outright attempts at confiscation. (which connects into the alien disclosure/"existing out in the open" thing.) The potential collapse of the economy. (which also ties into alien disclosure. Need one before you have the other.) Continued strange weather/climate, geologic and astronomical anomalies. (ongoing unusual volcanic eruptions and earthquakes worldwide, record breaking hurricanes/typhoons and tornadoes, strange fireballs in the sky, mysterious loud booms around the country, etc.) And of course the emerging issues with the "COVID vaccine," which are already starting to make themselves known, and will continue to do so on an even worse, mass level. :/

I'd say it's gonna get weird, but, it already is.
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Everybody!.....please check out this Gab feed from one of my followers who just started a secondary Gab to document her personal abduction experiences involving the hybrid breeding program. This is so important, because it seems we're looking at imminent disclosure in the near future. As she's noted to me they seem to be mobilizing, and have been impatient and antsy for awhile, wondering why they're not already allowed to be out in the open.

This information goes hand in hand with the revelation that remote viewer Hitomi noted back in October 2020 on CryptoViewing, regarding "The Great Reset." Hitomi, who was just world class level, reported viewing a base where the leader of China, along with what seemed to be Trump, other leaders/elite, Grays and hybrids were all gathered, having a meeting. Hitomi described the adult hybrids, whose faces she drew, as being cold and cruel, and much older than they appeared. A month later Hitomi was murdered in Brazil. I believe there is a direct connection to what she revealed in "The Great Reset" episode. It wasn't just a random accident.

I'm just SO proud and excited for "Abductee Journal" to be officially launched, I can't even convey it. 😊 If there was a cartwheels emoji I'd post that. Her research, as well as efforts to thwart abductions is just next level, like nothing I've ever heard from anybody who's emailed me in the entire time I've had my website/book. I immediately saw it in her first introductory email, which blew me away. She'd already been going at it for over a year before emailing me, with detailed drawings showing her various findings, outlining what she'd figured out in terms of thwarting them, as well as working with alien/hybrid researcher and author Dr. David Jacobs, who wrote "The Threat." The intelligence and thoroughness of her work is extraordinary.

The woman behind AJ (will need to find out how I should refer to her in terms of names) and I had a face-to-face Skype call back in 2018 where we both apparently got taken mid call, roughed up and threatened. We were both left with various marks on our bodies that seemed to just appear out of nowhere towards the end of the call. For me it was a big ugly scratch on my outer left thigh that didn't align with my hands when they hung down. I believe she had bruising and such. When she later did a self hypnosis technique learned from Dr. Jacobs to try to find out what the hell happened to us that night she saw as both of us had "Thems" appear behind us while on camera (hers being the usual hybrid dudes she deals with, mine seeming to be human) who then put us both in a hypnotic trance of sorts, leading us both off camera. She was then roughed up and threatened to stop speaking to me; apparently I was roughed up as well, since I had the marks.

There's been various interference along the way to prevent this, which is another reason I'm just SO proud and excited. So please check it out and follow!
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Also want to add the link to my Anomalous Markings section of my website that Abductee Journal mentions: in2worlds.net/anomalous-markings
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@snowleoparddojo @TheEpochTimes You should look into the leaked John Podesta emails to Hillary Clinton, going on and on and on about some pool party that had lots of "cheese pizza" and "hot dogs." Oh, I really loved the cheese pizza. Next time we should also have cheese pizza, and hot dogs. Just on and on about both. No normal person writes like that. It was clearly code. Cheese Pizza/CP/Child Porn. He was talking about an elite party that had kids brought in for sex. Meanwhile the artwork Podesta has/had hanging on his walls showed *kids* being strung up/bound/gagged/etc. in BDSM torture scenarios. Not adults. Little kids. Which is probably partly how they even get their adrenachrome. So there is something to it. I wouldn't just dismiss it.
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@snowleoparddojo @TheEpochTimes All I know is the leaked emails I read. Before that I didn't give credence to pizza gate either. But after reading those emails, and seeing the "art" that John Podesta had......there's no denying what these "people" are getting up to. Oh, also heard a leaked audio that was supposed to be John Podesta's voice (it was definitely an older male) demonically screaming at a young sounding boy who was screaming bloody murder, clearly being tortured. I wish I'd never listened to it. Can't unhear that in my brain. I can't speak to what's going on with the Clintons' secret service. All I know is that there's a mile long list of people who've turned up dead that were connected to the Clintons. Anybody who crossed them or could have exposed them over the years. There's also the Hunter Biden laptop, which supposedly has images or vids of Hunter torturing young Chinese girls. These "people" are not what most think they are. Just because we can't wrap our heads around how they're able to get away with it doesn't mean it's not happening.
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A random thought I was thinking about earlier, and have mused about with Tom a few times....

A lot of people's personal regrets seem to concern things they *didn't* do in their life, versus the things they did.

A movie I really like (save for a couple of ridiculous parts) is "Yes Man," starring Jim Carrey, based on the non-fiction book of the same name, about a boring, routine-oriented introverted hermit named Carl who takes on a challenge to say yes to every single thing he's presented with in life. While Carl ends up taking the "grab life by the balls" challenge a little too far, there's still something to be said about people closing themselves off to new experiences and ideas, and letting fear and insecurity dictate their lives. At the start of the movie Carl is too far on one end of the spectrum. Then he goes too far to the other. So the point is for him to learn how to find that balance in the middle, and thus have a more interesting and fulfilling life.

Some examples of this principle we may experience: Letting opportunities slip through our fingers, whether it's some personal project or joint endeavor we've been invited to participate in, a new job, school, a group/club, etc. So then we get to the end of our life and look back and wish we'd gone for it, forever wondering what it could have led to.

Not pursuing the possibility of a relationship w/ somebody due to the fear of rejection. Trust me, it's better to have tried and lost then to spend the rest of your life kicking yourself in some grossly distorted regret. "What if??" Now you'll know for certain. "Hey, I tried, and they said no. Oh well for them. Next!" Can move on with no regrets, free of what-ifs. Or maybe they said yes, and now you can move on into a relationship. But you won't know until you try. Nobody regrets trying and failing. They always regret "the one that (maybe?) got away."

Or on a more serious note - having people cross our paths in need of some sort of help or boost. Do you invest in them, or turn your back? I'd rather try and have it go nowhere then to feel guilty and regretful later. "What if I could have helped them??" The only way to know is to try.

So long as people make good choices along the way in life, coupled with saying Yes to interesting opportunities and people who cross their paths (always listening to your gut though....that's vital!) vs. caving to fear and self doubt, then one can actually arrive at the end of their life with very little, if any, regrets. There are endless things that I decided along the way in life to just go for, creating the crazy life I've had....and I've never regretted any of them. If anything it terrifies me to think of what life would have been like had I *not* done those things or taken those risks. (Reminds me of a line from "Yes Man" where Carl's friend say's "I *lived*!" Indeed. Never shot a cow with a bazooka, but I definitely lived. 😄 youtube.com/watch?v=r0MSWCzAfrY )
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@GameMaster888 This is the link to CryptoViewing's Great Reset episode: patreon.com/posts/great-reset-2020-42543356?u It requires joining Patreon for $10 a month to view. We joined solely to watch this episode after watching the trailer for it. (The ep is an hour and a half long and features at least four remote viewers, including Hitomi. So it's worth the money. Plus once you have the subscription you can view all the other CryptoViewing remote viewing vids.)

As far as the purpose of the hybrid breeding program - In Dr. David Jacobs' most recent book, "Walking Among Us - The Alien Plan to Control Humanity" it's to first integrate among us in society, which is already happening according to multiple abductees that he's worked with. And then eventually supplant us entirely, though he doesn't know the mechanism of how they intend to make that happen. I can definitely take a few guesses, and it's already starting to happen. First you need to drastically reduce the human population; from there you take over/manage the remaining humans until there's either none left, of they become absorbed/integrated. Same exact thing that happened to the Neanderthals when Homo Sapiens was first introduced into the population. HS immediately set to work annihilating the Neanderthals, and whoever was left became absorbed into the gene pool, until there were no independent populations of Neanderthals remaining.

My next book recommendation post will include both of Dr. Jacobs books, "The Threat," and "Walking Among Us," as well as Tom/montalk's "Discerning Alien Disinformation."

Re: Bashar. He's old news as far as channeling goes. You're the second person to ask me about him in the past few months, and my response to the other person was "He's still around???" O.o He's from like the 90s or something. Most channelers are nonsense. From what I could tell he is too. So I don't follow him. From what bits I've seen it's not quality. I'm more interested in *real* research, like what Dr. Jacobs does, personally working with actual abductees, reporting the *real* agenda....not the New Age lies. As well as what "AbducteeJournal" is doing, who's also worked with Dr. Jacobs. Not trance channeling that gets filtered through the channeler's personal biases, and again, is filled with New Age lies.....
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Reposting comment I just did, as it's a good partial summary of current events in relation to the "disclosure/hybrid" agenda. Click on the comment to see the whole comment chain if interested.....
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So, Gab's obsessed with frogs? Okay FRENS, I'll give you some frogs. !! Wasn't planning on it, but I got another great frog shot last night, so here we are....

1. Shout out to Tom's pocket flashlight, shining from above!

2. Shout out to Tom's pocket flashlight once again, shining from above!

3. Tom's pocket flashlight saves the day!

4. Okay, no flashlight with this one, that was just the light from the outside of our apartment building. Love the frog superpowers going on, with the ability to stick to walls and camouflage.

Take that, Pepe.....
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Governor DeSantis Ends All COVID Rules, Regulations

i.e. - He's overriding ALL local COVID mandates in all municipalities across the state, so Florida can return to how things were before.

The big question is whether he has the legal authority to do so. Apparently he has no authority to override anything to do with airports or Federal agencies....but he's attempting to override on the county level, state wide. And that's where everything's being thrown into turmoil. "Can he do that?!??" I for one really hope so.

I swear, there really needs to be a cartwheels emoji. I keep saying in various comments on other Gab posts that I *LOVE* having this guy as our governor. And like people keep saying in various memes - If the other 49 states had a DeSantis as governor there would be no need for Washington D.C.

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Just a random thought about people who would shame anybody for not taking the vaccination.

Basic logic dictates - if one is vaccinated then they have nothing to worry about anymore. Right? I mean....isn't that how vaccines work? "Problem solved! lalala!" So.....what do they care if somebody *else* isn't vaccinated? The only person the non vaccinated are harming is themselves.......right? I mean again....'cause that's how vaccines work? Unless we're all missing something here?? ;)

Just a good argument to keep in mind when this "are you or aren't you vaccinated??" thing starts REALLY hitting the fan in a bad, discriminatory way because the sheep can't work out the logic for themselves. (Will be interesting to see how sheep respond to that argument too. So if anybody has any good stories feel free to post in the comments! I am genuinely interested to hear. Does this argument work? Does it cause a "can't compute!" meltdown? What have you experienced with the people around you with regards to taking the vaccine?)
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When flipping through my yearbook I noticed even back then the spate of kids that seemed to have the strange "thin lips/big eyes" and sometimes pointy-ish faces thing going on. People didn't look like that where we'd come from in the northeast. Very weird looking, not attractive. Makes me wonder in retrospect if that area was seeded in some way with hybrids. (Orange County is sandwiched between L.A. and San Diego, for those not familiar. Major population center, to put it mildly.)

2004 - Charlottesville, VA. On my second day at my new job (that I went on to work at for 4 years, and which I’ve referred to as “The Big Cheese Job” due to who I worked for) I came home and jokingly told Tom, “We got ourselves a hybrid.” In relation to a female colleague from a related department. She was 27, with very white skin, abnormally large bugged out almond shaped eyes (brown though, not blue) that stared piercingly at you, that "intense stare" thing, and which she complained were so large it made it impossible for her to wear eye makeup, and displayed little facial affect. She was also VERY intelligent, but socially maladjusted, with the same quietly intense bad temper problem the 1991 Mike displayed, but yet eagerly open to “woo” subjects. Her lips were not abnormally thin though, and her body was totally normal. She told me several years later that her mom had wanted to get pregnant, and put that wish out there one night (but didn’t direct the message to anybody in particular) then slipped in the bathroom, banged her head and fell unconscious. Within the next couple of days…she learned she was now mysteriously pregnant. When I heard that I just laughed to myself. “yup. figures.” She also mentioned having an experience where some sort of horned being would show up and stand at the end of her bed, watching her.


If anybody has any stories of their own of potentially meeting hybrids feel free to share in the comments………
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2002, Ft. Lauderdale, riding passenger in Tom’s car. We were at a red light at Broward and Federal with the windows rolled down when a “homeless guy” wearing the customary fluorescent pink Sun Sentinel T-shirt walked among the cars, giving out the Street Sheet for donations. He approached Tom’s window and Tom gave him a dollar for one, and they politely chatted for a few seconds. I wasn’t even paying attention, zoning out my window. When the light turned green and the cars ahead of us slowly started moving the guy suddenly switched gears - leaned *into* Tom’s window, honing in on me while holding up the “V” sign with his fingers. That’s when I really noticed what he looked like for the first time – barely 5’ tall, VERY skinny/weak, PRONOUNCED triangular shaped face, thin lips and abnormally large, pale blue almond shaped eyes, with an intense, piercing gaze that stared right at me in an unfriendly way. No facial affect, very unnatural looking. Not human. Then he pulled himself back out of the car and Tom took off, both of us like “WTF was that all about?!” To this day I don’t know.

2003, Whole Foods, Ft. Lauderdale. Cashier girl - early 20-something, very white, w/ abnormally large, almond shaped blue eyes, thin lips and triangular shaped face. I don't think she spoke a word while ringing me up, just steadily rang the items up and then steadily gazed at me in this soul penetrating and almost hypnotizing way, same as the daughter of the "woo" researcher woman. Not normal.

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1991, south Orange County, CA – 16 year old named Mike that I met on my first day of 11th grade English class as a new student. He immediately honed in on me, introducing himself and shaking my hand, while staring intensely at me, He was ~5'4" with dark blonde hair, blue eyes, thin lips, super thin/skinny/weak body and a too-intense, piercing gaze. Something way off. Dressed formal/nerdy, and went on to be valedictorian with a 5.0 GPA. MASSIVELY intelligent. Became a mildly obsessed "stalker," following me around, desperate to befriend me, creeping me out. Socially maladjusted/strange. He didn't really smile or laugh, or have normal affectation, but he did have wry, sarcastic humor. Since I was new I "befriend" him, tolerating him, which is how I got to know his artistic abilities with drawing & writing. He liked Star Trek and loved to write these dry humor joke stories involving....aliens, UFOs and abductions. ;) I eventually had to ditch trying to be nice to him though when his creepy stalking escalated, and the extent of his maladjusted personality became evident. (quietly fiery anger issues, confiding to me about some girl’s house he wanted to burn down.) When he started showing up on his bicycle peddling back and forth in front of our house my 12 year old brother Joe went berserk, chasing him halfway down our street screaming and threatening to kick his ass as he peddled away, scared. Solved that problem.

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Since the hybrid breeding program has been a recent topic of conversation on my Gab, I wanted to mention possible real life hybrids I've met. There's no way to know with 100% certainty, it's just suspicious indicators and speculation, but since I'm reading David Jacobs' most recent book "Walking Among Us" it's been on my mind. (Review/summary of that book to come.)

What Jacobs talks about is the idea of hybrids being raised onboard ships/elsewhere, then having to be schooled by human abductees into the ways of humans in order to become integrated into our society as adults. This breeding program has been going on since the 50s, according to some of the abductees he's worked with. However, what I also believe is happening is that there are factions creating hybrids that are allowed to be born to human mothers, and thus, are integrated since birth, which some of my real world encounters seem to indicate.

Top examples:

2002 – Early 20-something daughter of a famous female "woo" writer/researcher and abductee affiliated with a mega group that she founded that has/had a worldwide following, but doesn't seem active anymore. Tom and I were visiting, my first time meeting them, and the moment I laid eyes on the daughter (who I didn't yet know was the daughter) I *immediately* knew what I was looking at. Very thin/~95 pound body, blonde hair, huge, almond shaped blue eyes with a steady "soul penetrating" gaze, pronounced triangular shaped face and thinner lips. Just the eyes alone, and the *way* she looked at people, that gaze - it wasn't normal. Not creepy, but just soulful and penetrating. She moved and spoke in a steady, controlled, emotionally flattened way.

She also looked nothing like her mother or her siblings, who were all very overweight, brown eyed brunettes. You would NEVER tell they were related. Later learned through the grapevine that her father was somebody different from her siblings, and it was a big mystery that the female "woo" group leader (and admitted abductee) didn't talk about, even to her friends. The girl herself was an abductee too ;) and talked about experiencing Rep harassment over the years.

2002. Guy named Mike, mid-late 20s, was pit stopping in Ft. Lauderdale to meet Tom and hang out with us for an evening. When we were introduced it was another “you immediately know what you're looking at" moment that made me actually catch my breath, unable to speak for a few seconds as he reached out to shake my hand. But in this case it was.....Reptilian. Abnormally wide stretching mouth and the more prominent brow bone. Very unusual, distinct features that I'd never seen before. Learned from him after the fact that he was an abductee, harassed by Reptilians for years. ;) SUPER nice guy though. Very intelligent, charismatic/magnetic, just drew you in, and fun to hang with. I later learned those seem to be some of the characteristics of Rep hybrids.

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@MakingItPay At first I thought....this has to be a dude making this comment. No woman who gets her monthly would want to be dealing with that.............in an outhouse, in the elements. Especially if you're having to change products practically every hour/two hours...and you live in the harsh north, and it's subzero temps outside, or snowing/blizzarding. "Excuse me while I traipse back out to the outhouse in -5 temps at 3 in the morning to deal with this issue, in the dark....." But no, this is a female. So, that's a little surprising. I say, go for the 50K cabin.....with an indoor bathroom. No need for people to make things unnecessarily nuts. People who don't get the luxuries of a decent, modern bathroom would give anything for that, meanwhile all these middle to upper class white people are glorifying backwards living, including "sell the mansion and move into a van!" "use a hose to 'shower'!" "poop in an outhouse! weeee!" etc., not truly thinking about the realities of it.
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@MakingItPay @Lisa_Charles "Managing" is not the same as "preferring." Don't kid yourself that women 100 years ago would have *voluntarily* given up the benefits of a clean, modern bathroom for an outhouse, and liked it. There's a reason modern bathrooms were invented. I see so many middle to upper class white people glorifying poverty living, wanting to throw away what actual poor people would give anything for. The grass is always greener. And like I said - If you're going to eschew an indoor bathroom due to complications? Then you may as well save your 50 G's on a cabin and get one of those fancy large psuedo house tents that even have divided rooms, with a portable wood stove and such. They're actually pretty neat looking. Go all the way, get the full experience, and save money while doing it. And tents are portable, so you can move around. Sounds kind of awesome if one is interested in outdoor living and getting off the grid.
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@MakingItPay @Lisa_Charles Not high maintenance. Just realistic, as a female with bad monthlies. Not trying to overshare, but that was literally the first thing I thought of when I read your post. It's difficult to deal with even with regular bathrooms. Can't imagine an outhouse. I don't think a lot of people out there, not necessarily talking about you, but others like you who are eager to throw away the rich white lifestyle and go native, are actually considering the true realities of it. It might be fun in the short term, but trust me, everybody starts to miss that indoor hot shower and clean, flushing toilet really quick.
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Random Gab that I'm sure won't go over well with a lot of people, because it's critical. (probably will lose some followers too over it.) But so be it. It does contain some constructive suggestions/feedback though, so, everyone's free to take it all with a grain of salt.

But as I was just mentioning in a comment to one of my followers, I wish more people on Gab made better use of their platform to post meaningful, interesting and truly helpful content (like he, and only a precious few others are doing) instead of just flooding their Gabs all day/week long with nothing but reposts of repetitive political memes. Or as he described it, "People need to speak up and connect, rather than all this mindless scrolling and cheap punchlines and motivational quotes..." YES! *That.* These people somehow think they're actually helping people and "waking people up!" No you're not. *You're posting in an echo chamber of sameness.* Gab is basically a far right Republican conservative patriotic freedom loving pro-Trump/MAGA/Q hyper bible thumping platform. That's the majority of who it attracts in some form or another. Some people may not be as religious as the others, or as far right leaning as the others, but in a nutshell it's the general demograph, and most people here have some aspect of those traits in common. (Myself included.) It's exactly *why* we're here. We value freedom of speech. And people who value freedom of speech often have the other traits in common, because they tend to tie in.

Most far left liberals aren't here. They're still over on Twitter.......which is a reflection of them. Far radical left Democrat/pro-Commie/pro-Socialist, pro-Nanny State, pro-censorship, entitled, whiny, virtue signaling woke weak snowflakes that support BLM, Antifa, and other hugely misguided (and elite-funded) terrorist groups.

Posting nonstop anti-Liberal, anti-feminist, anti-woke culture memes all day/week long on Gab of all places isn't reaching them. Those people aren't on here. You're preaching to the choir. Posting mindless soundbites in some misguided belief that "that's all that anybody can handle!" is also NOT solving any problems. Have you actually tried posting more than just one sentence?? If somebody can't handle more than one sentence......fuck 'em. They're not worth it. So don't bring YOURSELF and YOUR social media platform down to THEIR useless level.

People don't need to write full on multi-part "mini novels" like I sometimes do, or a couple of my followers do (I love that though! You go, fellow INFJs!! "Hey, that's just what we do." :D ) Everybody has to do what's right for them, yes. But I do marvel at how everybody seems to be doing the same stupid political memes, the same idiotic soundbites, the same dumb motivational quotes. I just think people need to try harder, and do better, and be that example of something more intelligent and meaningful. Make better use of that platform.
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Was just rewatching one of my all time favorite movies while eating, "The Cabin in the Woods" from 2012, and I wanted to post an excerpt of *the* most pivotal dialogue in the movie. "Hollywood movies" contain an endless amount of truth nuggets about what this place is and how things work, and this is one of the prime examples out of any "truth nugget" movie I've seen concerning "The Occult Rules of this Reality," something I posted about earlier in my Gab feed.

For those who haven't seen this movie I highly recommend it, but it's about a group of five college kids who head off to a cabin in the woods for a fun weekend. What they don't know is that our so-called modern world is controlled by ancient Gods who require blood sacrifice in order to "allow" humanity to continue to exist. Each country in the world participates by offering up a group of kids/young adults who are put into manipulated situations that are tightly controlled/directed by human "Thems," located in underground bases, steered towards "freewill transgression" and thus choosing not only their own deaths, but also by what type of "monster." Many of the kids around the world seem to find a way out of their predicaments, much to the chagrin of the "Thems" who NEED at least one group to die to appease the Gods, but eventually one group always succumbs. In this case, it winds up boiling down to the Japanese vs. the (Americans? Canadians? It was filmed in Canada, so who knows).

But here's the pivotal dialogue, and a link to the clip of it posted on YouTube: youtube.com/watch?v=k2ArN9FWlKg
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Truman: Does the Director….do they know about this downstairs?

Hadley: The Director doesn’t care about this stuff. As long as everything goes smoothly upstairs, as long as the kids do as they’re told.

Truman: Then it’s fixed.

Hadley: No, no no no no.

Truman: How can you wager on this when you control the outcome?

Hadley: No, we just hit ‘em in the cellar. They take it from there.

Sitterson: They have to make the choice of their own freewill. Otherwise the system doesn’t work. It’s like The Harbinger. It’s this creepy old fuck, practically wears a sign, “You Will Die!” Why do we put him there? The system. They have to choose to ignore him, and they have to choose what happens in the cellar. Yeah, we rig the game as much as we need to, but in the end, if they don’t transgress….

Hadley: ….they can’t be punished.
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Highly recommend this movie since it's well done with its dark humor and littered with truth. A world that's powered by (kid/young adult) blood sacrifice where human "Thems" located in their sophisticated underground bases have no choice but to cooperate, engineering people's lives on the surface. Same as 2004's "The Forgotten," where the NSA agent explains "We cooperate [with the aliens]....or die...." as they engineer people's lives to fulfill the experiments.

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On a side note, one of the college kids is a pothead conspiracy theorist for whom the mind control and manipulations don't work. Weed makes him impervious; he sees through everything that's going on and is the only one who hears the voices trying to direct the kids to do things. Fritz Springmeier and Cisco Wheeler wrote in "The Illuminati Formula...." that marijuana isn't used in MK, because it impedes the effects.
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We all know this pipeline "hacking" debacle is completely manufactured. Just another story to add to the collection of stories I talked about in a previous Gab post concerning interference with shipping/freight liners/oil. Seems to be the theme of the year.

Luckily where we are in south Florida there's yet to be any signs of gas shortage. Tom and I went out last night to fill up and had no issues. Wanted to get both tanks to full, just in case. Since I barely drive anywhere anymore and work from home that means it should last until......October? O.o (No joke....had a tank last me from September 2020 until 2/28/21. Just a couple of days shy of a full six months. All time record!) Also took care of additional supply shopping tonight, in the event supply chains soon become an issue from this "cyber attack." 🙄 Doubles as "hurricane preparedness," since we're about to enter into hurricane season anyway. Things are gettin' weird, and can only imagine how the Israel situation is going to factor into all of it.
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Hate to say it, but there could be hell to pay for Florida because of all the good DeSantis is doing, "going against" the power elite. He's been on fire the past couple of months passing all kinds of executive orders ensuring freedoms for residents, receiving ample national and worldwide attention for it. It's obvious he's picked up the Trump torch and declared war.

However, me being me, with what I've seen and experienced *always* questions everything. ;) Backstory: I lived in Portland, Oregon from Nov. '01-Feb. '02. And I have never to this day seen or experienced anything like Portland. It was so bizarre I used to have an entire write up devoted to it on my site, and the only way to describe the place is "Is this place really real?? This is actually happening?!?"

The only thing I could conclude about what I'd seen and experienced was that the entire state was one giant bizarre liberal "experiment." Why? Because.....who TF thinks about Oregon, right? Even most Californians didn't/don't, and they share a border. !! It's this inconsequential, poverty ridden Venus Fly Trap of a state tucked away up in the northwest that nobody cares about except for the Sasquatches and UFOs. But nobody goes out of their way to travel there for tourism, and nobody living there makes it out. It's perfect for conducting all kinds of experiments on the population, as well as being a haven for the "woo."

"What happens if we....." Misguided liberal policies driving everything into the ground with grinding poverty; lack of freedoms (you weren't even allowed to pump your own gas, state law); MK signals being beamed at the population causing zombie like trance states; massive chemtrail spraying covering the entire sky and weather manipulation; rampant alcoholism/all store shelves cleaned out of alcohol, drug abuse and homelessness, UFOs boldly hovering over PDX. It just goes on. And I haven't even touched on the vibes of Portland, for the psychically sensitive. Weird isn't even the word for the place. Freak job conspiracy/”woo” riddled rainy oppressive gloom and doom, mildew smelling total hopeless despair. The only nice thing was snow capped Mt. Hood against the fiery red winter sunrise skies. We’d gather at the office windows at my temp job downtown to watch.

But now I wonder if we're seeing the opposite with Florida: The red Right/Conservative sunny, cheerful, economically strong, freedom loving patriot experiment, located in the opposite corner of the U.S. "What happens if we......." Tourism heavy, and unlike Oregon, EVERYBODY'S watching. Just a thought. But if it's not a controlled front stage puppet show experiment then there could be serious retribution for the state for the stance DeSantis has taken, defying the power structure. You know, as we're entering hurricane season and all. :/ (for those who don't know about weather manipulation and cloud busting.....you've got some MAJOR catching up to do. !!)

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For those unfamiliar with cloudbusting I recommend checking out what Tom/Montalk has written about the subject:

montalk.net/science/73/cloudbusting-resources

Total spin out into left field, I'm sure, but so much of the weather happening around us isn't natural by any means. Those who've studied weather and cloudbusting learn to recognize the signatures going on with clouds and fronts when the weather is being unnaturally directed/manipulated. Once you've learned about it, but especially if you've ever been able to witness it being done firsthand, means you no longer take anything you're seeing with the weather at face value. Droughts, floods, hurricanes, tornadoes....they can be created, easily. You want to manufacture an agricultural crisis? Devastate a particular region with tornadoes, or make sure it keeps getting repeatedly popped by hurricanes?......Then none at all for many years? If you know what you're doing then any of it's possible. So yeah, here we sit in Free Florida, loving our governor who seems to be at war with the commie elite, thumbing his nose at them at every turn....but who knows what may be coming for the state as a result. :/ Really hope this doesn't turn out to be the case.

And it doesn't have to just be weather related, it could be anything. I just put the focus on weather because it's something that can be controlled/manipulated, and the most obvious thing for a place like Florida is "hurricanes," since that's what we're known for after all.
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Magnetized COVID vaccines

This doesn't seem to be taking off yet, but it should. But apparently people who are getting the vax are discovering that the jab spot on their arms is now magnetized. 😲 When I did a search on YT for vids...nothing. OF course. Google...nothing. Because they're Big Tech. But I just wanted to try, don't make assumptions about censorship. ;) Meanwhile Bing does have stories that come up.....but only on the first page, and all denying it in a "fact checking" way. The following video doesn't lie though. People show themselves using various types of real, easily identifiable magnets and sticking them to various parts of both arms or hands as a test, and the only spot where they stick is the one spot on their upper arm where they got the jab. You can tell by their reactions this isn't fake.

odysee.com/@Mukunda-dasa108:1/Magnet-Medley--

Be sure to also check out this important vid if you haven't yet already:
rumble.com/vfyvcn-critically-thinking-with-dr Multiple doctors with everything to lose coming forward talking about what they're hearing and discovering about the vaccinated transmitting to the non, creating multiple health problems.

About a week ago I had the strangest dream, a rare time of experiencing a "bad dream/nightmare." The crux of what's important involved "me" realizing that I'd somehow allowed myself to be tricked/mind controlled into getting the vaccine. (was it really me though? My dreams are sometimes so whack I really do believe there are many other things happening to me while sleeping, least of all real dreams being generated by my own actual subconscious....) I felt like I was emerging from a trance daze where I realized ohhhh noooooo! and what I'd just done to myself, as panic slowly started to grow in me. This irreversible permanent destruction that was a straight shot to the DNA.

I was in some place, some building indoors, no windows, I don't know where I was, but I was returning to my "family" (not my real life biological relatives) of which included a full on grandfather that I don't even have. O.o I have NEVER in my life dreamed about fake relatives. Never. My "family" were all staunch anti-vaxxers, all of them refusing to get it. And now I had some SERIOUS 'splainin to do, letting them know about what I'd ummm....just somehow allowed to happen to me.....still not understanding how this mind control/trance trickery happened. And they all panicked. My "grandfather" full on ran away from me, knowing that I was now the real and true infected, the actual danger that they couldn't allow themselves to be next to anymore. And I was just left with this inconsolable panic regret terror about what I'd just let get injected into myself and how there was no undoing it. O.o Then I woke up. Not a normal dream by any means.
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Right in front of our faces, but most don't see it or make the connection...

Just saw a horrific story about a local man who was mowed down on a sidewalk by a Ford F-150 that veered off of Dixie Highway in Deerfield Beach and smashed head on into him, sending him airborne and into another vehicle. (see comments for more....)

I know Dixie well, as it runs between Boca and Deerfield, the next city over from us. They'll be pedestrians here and there along the sidewalk, but they're few and far between. As in, maybe one for every half mile, mile or so. If that. Many times none at all. Dixie runs parallel to the freight train tracks; businesses along it are on the industrial/blue collar side. All the more reason there are hardly any people normally walking along it.

So the odds that this F-150 would veer off the road at the *exact* moment that pedestrian just *happened* to be in that *exact* spot on an empty sidewalk....is beyond impossible. These things don't just happen. As Tom pointed out as I relayed this story, the infamous "Fore" (contactee/"woo" experiencer) of both the Open Minds and Outpost forums talked about how demons will show up in a place days before a tragedy and start infusing it with bad energy, then sit back and siphon up the results days later when death inevitably ensues.

Most people will tsk tsk to themselves about the tragedy of this poor soul being directly hit and thrown into another vehicle and dying, but without pondering on the odds of any of it.

I'll leave off with my own example. Easter Sunday, 2018. Beautiful, warm sunny morning. I decided to go for a bike ride at ~10:20 a.m. However a force seemed to take me over and "held me in place." So all I could do was just sit there at my desk thinking about how I wanted to go for a bike ride....but just.....am not doing it.....for whatever reason. Even proceeded to argue with myself in a stressed out way, upset about how I'm letting the morning pass me by!! I need to be out there on my bike!! Why am I not doing this!! If I had been able to move it would have taken me about 10 minutes exactly to get ready and be out the door. I've done it enough times to know the drill.

10 minutes later, ~10:30, I hear the distinct sound of car fiberglass smashing through multiple things outside down at the street. Some car had veered off 4th Avenue, crossing over the other lane, onto the grass swale where it drove for about 100 feet before smashing through our apt. complex front brick light post, chain fence and multiple cars parked on the other side, probably at ~40 mph. If I had been able to move I would have been down at the entrance on my bike at that time. And as I later saw, the tire tracks on the grass aligned directly with where I would have been at the entrance on my bike, waiting to get across 4th Avenue as I always do. But, there was a force in place, so I couldn't move. (cntd. in comments, w/ pic from scene of my own almost incident...)
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Link to the story:

bocanewsnow.com/2021/05/17/police-driver-driv

Also including a pic of the tracks in the grass that aligned perfectly with the front entrance of our complex, the spot where I always have to wait on my bike to cross the street. The reason I wait there and not right up against the street is because it's a small raised incline, so it's easier to be there in that spot, at the "bottom" of the incline as I wait, versus wrestling with my bike as it keeps trying to roll backwards. (Then I have to shove off, going "uphill" just to get up and across the street.)

The odds of that car deciding at that moment to veer across the road, onto the grass, over the sidewalk and smashing directly into our apartment complex's front entranceway right when I would have been down there.....there are no odds. It's the same sort of situation as what just happened in Deerfield Beach. The driver lived, but had to be carted off on a stretcher with a neck brace. They seemed to have difficulty extracting him out of the car, maybe fear of moving him. (I have the video. Stood on our balcony recording everything.)

So that's what I mean by "Right in front of our face, but most don't see or make the connection." These things don't just happen.

Would be curious to hear if anybody else has their own divine intervention stories......
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Was rewatching the 1983 miniseries "V" for fun while eating earlier and did a screencap of this scene from the beginning, when the aliens show up around the world. "Let's hit the audience over the head with a scene involving paleontologists excavating an extinct hominid species skeleton when the aliens show up..." Was inspired to rewatch after reading David Jacobs "Walking Among Us" as well as more back and forth emails with Abductee Journal concerning what she's learning from her hybrids about the upcoming plans for population reduction and replacement and how that may potentially play out. 😲

As cheesy as the miniseries can be in parts (as well as the acting in some instances 🤣 ) it's funny how so many of the "alien takeover playbook tactics" outlined in the movie are already happening right now in different ways throughout our society with regards to COVID and the "vaccine," (that should always be put in quotes, as it is NO vaccine, as people will learn if they do the research) and which ties into the hybrid replacement program. At one point one of the adult characters is complaining about the massive inflation rates (sound familiar now that we have "Biden" in office?) and various restrictions that have been implemented around society since the visitors arrived, and whines that "I want everything to return to the way it was!" like so many people are now doing since January 20th, and since 2020 in general.

In "V" the brainwashed public just eats up all the propaganda and control tactics imposed by the Visitors, including the takeover of all mainstream media outlets so there's only ever one viewpoint being presented. (sound familiar?) The Visitors are presented by the "human" media as the good guys, and anybody who doesn't get in line with them as the bad guys. And major players/leaders who don't get in line get replaced with lookalikes and the naive public has no idea. Only those paying very close attention notice discrepancies.

Another major plot point is the murder and persecution of scientists, because they were the ones who could expose the truth of what the Visitors really were. And the public willingly adapts the "persecute the scientists!" mentality, including beating up their kids. Scientists and people who are smart and can think become the new Bad Guys, as the fully controlled media weaves a manipulative narrative to the gullible public that the Scientists are all involved in a big nefarious conspiracy. Also sounds a bit familiar. ("anti vaxxers" anybody...."Trumpers"/Q/MAGA, the Capitol "riot" etc.) But also meanwhile in our real world, throughout the 2000s a lot of scientists and microbiologists were mysteriously dying (killed off?) possibly because they were the ones who could expose the intents for an orchestrated pandemic. (COVID in 2020 wasn't the original intent; they were aiming for at least 10 years sooner.) In the comments I'll post a link to a compilation of dead scientists that Tom/Montalk put together.
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Link to list of dead scientists that Tom put together back in 2013: pastebin.com/raw/LzzaqSCh As mentioned, this plandemic was in the works long ago, but was delayed for whatever reason. Lot of things in general were supposed to happen directly after 9/11, but also didn't, for whatever reason. Something was majorly changed. That's also why the hybrid agenda is delayed and why they're so antsy by this point. Another indicator of the original post-9/11 timeline: In 2002 I had a brief and confusing timeline bleedover effect occur one night when Tom and I were out walking around in Fort Lauderdale around 11 p.m. Suddenly I "remembered"/flashed over to another reality where there were curfews in place, and had a brief moment of "!alarm!" that we were out so late, past curfew. Took a few minutes to pull myself "back here" and realize....um, no, there's no curfew, you're okay......and calm down. Though for a good 10 minutes after it just felt so weird to be walking around "free" at so late of an hour, so strong were the residual holdovers from that temporary bleedover. I didn't fully trust things over "here" for a little bit. The alarm was pretty strong only because "over there" repercussions involve the police (or worse). Whole lotta bad news if you're out just....walkin' around past curfew for no reason, lalala! 😲
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"If People Get Jabbed After Watching this They are Beyond Saving"

odysee.com/@weareresistance:9/IF-PEOPLE-GET-J

A great, straight forward and easy to comprehend breakdown on what the experimental injection is and what it does, as opposed to regular vaccines, and other things tied into COVID. If anybody has close family and friends who are still on the fence, where it's not too late, show them this vid. It's only 16 minutes long, and even a kid can understand it. My only "disagreement" is at the end, where the narrator says nobody knows why all this deception, lies and fakery going on with this whole COVID business, or what the real agenda is. I mean.....I could take a wild guess. How about "kill off as many people as possible/better control the ones who survive it."

Another worthwhile, and more sophisticated presentation also worth watching is this one: "COVID Shots, DNA & Transhumanism, With Dr. Madej"

odysee.com/@thenewamericanvideo:7/210429_Carr

It also breaks down the nitty gritty aspects of this experimental injection. If anybody is *still* on the fence after watching these two presentations or even still thinking they'll probably cave into fear and get it........ 😐 The presentation starts off reviewing the elites' fascination/obsession with Transhumanism, before delving into what's in the experimental jabs in terms of the nanotechnology, and how that may play into a Transhumanist agenda of control for the peasants who receive it. Especially if the jab works in conjunction with other external technology. While "Transhumanism" for the "elites" means the extension of human life and increased abilities, it means something very different for the peasants.....control.
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I will say this – I realized after reading this book and hearing the “outside perspective” on our society from hybrids who’ve lived onboard ships their entire lives, trying to learn via abductees, that I actually REALLY relate to much of the “alien’s viewpoint” of our society. O.o Going back to childhood, I looked around at our world, puzzled and befuddled at most aspects of it, and in turn, rejecting most of it. (Something that was even noted about me to my brother during one of his abductions; the idea that I rejected the world around me.) Most of what we’re surrounded by, how things run and the stuff we’re all expected to mindlessly do, the rituals, the cultural norms, never made sense to me, and I saw through it and didn’t want to get in line with it. So I realized the more I read…..I lived like an “integrated hybrid” for years, and it’s in large part why I couldn’t discuss my personal life with people and bosses at work….cause I’m a freak. I look normal on the outside, but my behaviors, my personality, my interests…none of its normal. I’m not doing most any of what we’re supposed to do, and my intellect with the bizarre memory capability (photographic at times) ability to learn/absorb very quickly and work perfection caused me to stick out like a sore thumb at so many jobs. In addition I’ve always had a MEGA problem with selfishness, entitlement and those who believe they’re more important than the whole. And I spent years internally complaining that we didn’t live in a telepathic world and I couldn’t move objects with my mind, the way I felt I was “supposed to.” So it’s only fair for me to mention this, and it gave me a LOT of sobering pause the more I read of this book. “um….I behave and think exactly like a hybrid….hmmmm.”

So it’s confusing me, because on the one hand I admit….I get it. The human race has a LOT of faults and problems, and its society structure based on waste and stupidity doesn’t resonate with me. So there are aspects of the aliens' plan that sounds good and makes sense. But it shouldn’t come at the expense of all that is good about humans….and there is a lot that’s good and worth saving.

What terrifies me the most about the idea of a hybrid race is the potential for being spiritless and cut off from Source/The Creator/God, however one wants to describe it. What defines these Mantids is how evil they apparently feel, just devoid of everything that makes us human and what we take for granted - Empathy. Love. The craving to connect to something higher. The desire for beauty/aesthetics. The desire to do good, help others. Humor and laughing. Even memories of past lives, because we have a spirit...so therefore we incarnate. From what I can gather, almost all of that will be lost. Even if these beings can house a real spirit/soul, how much will be blocked/suppressed by their genetics and their cold, soulless, alien society upbringing?
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Now, for some important books that anybody interested in this subject should look into:

“Discerning Alien Disinformation” – Montalk. Important analysis of alien disinformation/propaganda, their manipulation methods, why the agenda is proceeding so quickly and distinguishing positive aliens from negative, among the many topics discussed. Highly recommend! Available as both a hardcopy book for purchase as well as free download in multiple formats: montalk.net/books Very few authors give away their books in their entirety like this, but that’s how important Tom felt the subject is. He’s not doing this to make money. Be sure to also check out the rest of Tom/Montalk’s material relating to aliens: montalk.net/alien

“The Threat” amazon.com/THREAT-Revealing-Secret-Alien-Agen

and

“Walking Among Us” amazon.com/Walking-Among-Us-Control-Humanity/
– Dr. David M. Jacobs, PhD.

Two pivotal works by Dr. Jacobs concerning the true, negative reality of the hybrid breeding program, as relayed by abductees that he's personally worked with, versus the New Age propaganda/disinformation. Whereas “The Threat” from 1998 introduces readers to the concept of the hybrid breeding program and the logistics of it, including the mistreatment/abuse and even rape of abductees, “Walking Among Us” from 2015 picks up where that book left off. It reveals that integration of hybrids into human society has been on the fast track since the mid-2000s, outlining the ways in which abductees are being used/forced (via threats and violence) to train these hybrids in all aspects of human life so they can blend in.

A few of the chapters get a little tedious, as they deal with the myriad of questions that hybrids telepathically inundate abductees with. Just hours of the “WHY? WHY? WHY?” routine, completely wearing down the abductees because they literally understand NOTHING about our world. So every answer leads to more questions. (reminds me of Louis CK’s infamous “WHY?!” routine. youtube.com/watch?v=Tf17rFDjMZw “You can’t answer a kid’s question. They don’t accept any answer. A kid never goes, Oh, thanks I get it. They fucking never say that. They just keep comin’, more questions, Why? Why? Why? til you don’t even know who the fuck you are anymore at the end of the conversation. It’s an insane deconstruction….” 🤣 ) That’s exactly how the hybrids are.

This whole "training the hybrids" thing has been going on for awhile, as one abductee in the book has been training them since the 80s, another since the 60s.

Something noted about the hybrids who've integrated - they're scared of aggressive humans, because they know what we're capable of. So they will always have a close eye on them to intervene if necessary in the event they're ever threatened.

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• Why go through decades of time and trouble to create an “upgraded” species of humans that can blend? What’s the *real* underlying agenda? *What’s in it for the Mantids?* One of Jacobs’ abductees in “Walking Among Us” relayed a harmless but vague explanation, just kept reiterating that it’s “to come down and be with us….” But sorry, that’s not good enough. Nobody would go through all this time and trouble just to “come down and be with us.” The theory: It's not to be typical "brute force slave labor," and how humans were used in the past, and it's not for loosh/energy feeding. It's probably to be able to fight for/serve the Mantids, and better infiltrate/take over other species in other parts of the galaxy or something, in a way that regular humans can't for them. A completely obedient and cohesive unit that acts “as one” at all times, with upgraded mental and intellectual powers and never wastes time/energy on frivolity would allow for that.

• How: Need to greatly reduce population (as @abducteejournal gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10614088655653353 was told, “there are too many of you”); Implement a societal collapse (Great Reset? Economic collapse? etc.) then after the dust has settled, control those that are left;

• The experimental injection/COVID “vax” is not a real vax. So what is it then? Potentially it’s one major method that could be used to reduce population. In the first 4 months of 2021 it’s already killed off more than any other actual vaccine combined over a 13 year period. Contains magnetized elements and nanoparticles that may interface with outside technology;

• AJ was told that only the strongest and fittest would survive the “vax” and to be prepared to lose family and friends who took it.

• The following is based on what AJ was told - Intent is for a secret transference of power after “The Great Reset”/economic collapse; The aliens/hybrids will not be out in the open at first. The public won’t realize/understand what’s really going on behind the scenes.

• Those who do know what’s really going on will be kept under strict control to stay quiet;

• Intent is to eventually exist freely/out in the open 10+ years down the line, but only after population is completely under control and it’s deemed safe.

• Control could be implemented through the elements involved in the “vax,” also interfacing with external technology.


My thoughts? I don’t think it’s going to fully happen. Not the way they envision it anyway. Keeping in mind that no plans are foolproof, even for the “elites.” This situation has already been delayed by years, which AJ also learned; Will it continue to be delayed? What are the possible wrenches in the works? Offhand: Experimental injection doesn’t end up killing off as many as they would have liked; Weather/climate, geologic and space related disasters interfere; Humans in key positions of power don’t get in line with the economic crash or subsequent reset, etc.

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The “Hybrid Agenda Summary” in Conjunction with Tie-in Book Recommendations

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Piecing together what the agenda is as a whole, based on abduction research, including David Jacobs’ material, as well as looking around at how current worldwide events fit into it all:

• Homo Sapiens, an already hybridized species tinkered with by something else, is being used as the base stock to transform into the newest upgrade;

• The who’s in charge of it all are not pleasant, and if people saw/knew they would better understand why this is dire: Hyper intelligent, very ancient Mantids that are outside of the time stream, overseeing worker bee “Grays,” assorted Insectalins and Hybrids. This isn’t a cute situation. These hybrids are ultimately “part Bug.” Earlier hybrid versions weren’t even usable in terms of being able to be released into society; they were barely able to even survive once extracted from their vats, very sickly and wan. It took multiple generations of genetic refinement and forcing abductees to provide cuddles/touch/love, to avoid the hybrids wasting away/dying. The New Age spin on this subject is pure propaganda deception.

• Humans as is won’t work (ties into the ultimate “WHY?” question, coming up shortly); Often too independent, rebellious, aggressive, not intelligent enough, lacking powers/abilities, and often lacking the ability to work “as one.” Too chaotic on all fronts, racially, physically, mentally, socially, etc.

• Need to create a strictly genetically controlled/perfected (eugenics) racially unified (Caucasian; no non-white hybrids are ever reported) hive mind species with heightened intelligence and mental abilities (telepathy, mind control/suppression of targets, telekinesis, etc.) that works as one giant organized, cohesive and obedient unit, single mindedly dedicated to “the mission.” Abductees report that hybrid society contains no aggression/anger or free thought/action amongst each other; it’s completely telepathic and open and doesn’t allow for privacy, independent thought/ideas/plans, human emotions and relationships as we experience them, or even free time.

• Sounds appealing – they’ve eliminated the worst of the human traits and provided mental upgrades, however it comes at a price: their society has also removed all “unnecessary” human time wasters such as art, music, fashion, sports, religion/spirituality, beauty/design/aesthetics, partying/socializing, and fun hobbies in general. Abductees report that there is no free time/frivolous fun; all hybrids work like ants/worker bees towards the goal/whatever they’re told to do.

• The goal is to supplant humans ultimately as abductees are reporting. But the big questions are: How will this be accomplished? And ultimately....Why?

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Cool image that @guanajo / V for Victory created that was worth sharing. Love it!
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I've been wanting to address the subject of "EPIDEMIC OF LOW IQ PEOPLE" for awhile, but have held off in lieu of other, more productive topics. But then I saw this 1 minute clip and figured, Welp, now's a good time. Have no idea when this was recorded (looks to be 80s) or who the guy is, but....there it is. And if he thought there was a problem with dumb people back then...can only imagine what he'd think nowadays. And I'm not just talking about the idiots pushing the experimental injections. It's with everything, and so pervasive it's now the norm.

People who don't pay attention to what's going on around them or notice patterns, can't use logic or deductive reasoning to work out something, can't troubleshoot problems or figure shit out on their own, can't remember anything, believe anything/can be duped/conned like taking candy from a 3 year old, can't read facial expressions, tone of voice or body language, have no common sense, can't see the most efficient ways to do anything, extreme shortsightedness/can't see 10 steps ahead, don't know how to keep themselves, or their living surroundings, hygienically clean/neat, and in general are just operating in this idiotic fog.

My part time work-from-home gig involves tech support for a company, and it's just MIND BOGGLING how absolutely STUPID so many people are. It's beyond disheartening. When I used to work at my Big Cheese job in Charlottesville as the main front desk and switchboard person, handling calls from the general public 8 hours a day it was just dumbfounding the things people were saying and asking me, the way that they spoke in general. There are no words. I used to bitch to myself how these people even found their way out of bed everyday. The general public seemed to be operating at about an 80-90 IQ in that instance, based on research I've done in terms of the functions of each IQ level. Not even 100. Forget what I've seen at all my other jobs over the years.

On a sidenote, my batshit insane "mother" was operating at about 80, max, based on what I've seen outlined for each level. It became a minor problem when I started surpassing her at the age of 6/7, pointing out all the wrong words she was always saying and constant mistakes she was making with everything. By 9 and 10 I was having to "translate" what cashiers were trying to say to her at the drug store, the grocery store, the food court at the mall, etc. Watching their "WTF?" looks of confusion as they tried to interact with this loopy woman whose little kid was having to step forward and intervene. Forget by the time I was in high school. I was almost double her, based on test results. By that point the roles were reversed. There's nothing worse than a chronically unhinged/abusive AND truly cognitively impaired person who's Borderline Personality Disorder on top of it. O.o Baaaad combination. Not cute.

So yeah, we're looking at mass epidemic of cognitive impairment, and it's just getting worse.
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@memiller @Lateralus1 @AtlanteanPrince

(I'm tagging anybody who's posted a comment to contribute to this topic.....)

Offhand, here's one great, relatively recent example from my part time job. And the sad part is, we've had this question more than once. But somebody watches the free webinar, which is ultimately advertising a course, and after watching, but not signing up mind you, they send us a worried email wondering if we've charged their credit card. I have to literally explain to these people that for anybody to charge their credit card, not just us, but anybody, *it would require them giving their credit card number..* O.o And since *they haven't given us their credit card number it means.....we can't and have not charged them.* The fact that I even have to explain this to MORE THAN ONE PERSON!!........there's just no words. This isn't regular, understandable tech support questions I'm dealing with. And that's what I mean by disheartening. Those are the kinds of questions we often receive. Questions that show a complete lack of understanding *about how the world works.* Again, not regular tech support stuff that makes sense. How do these people function in the world?!?
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My first meme. 😉
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Creepy story alert
Or in other words, "holy shit......THAT just happened." 😲

So earlier tonight at ~11:25 p.m., our apartment doorbell rings. "DingDong......DingDongDingDongDingDongDingDong!" Frantically. Nobody should be ringing our doorbell at this hour. And we don't know anybody. I emerge from the bathroom where I was doing my nails, and Tom's at the front window, since it's directly in front of his desk. Our front window looks out at our doorway, so we can see anybody who's out there. There's a guy right outside our open/screened window with his face up to our screen telling Tom he needs to let him in because he just got jumped. Tom's telling him No! Go to the office....pointing to the left. Then I come up behind him. So now I'm looking at the guy as he turns his attention to me, "I just got jumped out here! Let me in! Let me in!" Trying to be all breathless and frantic, looking behind himself nervously a few times. Tom said the guy was holding up his hand to show his scabbed knuckles. Not fresh bloody knuckles, but already scabbed over knuckles, though I wasn't paying attention to that.

I just *immediately* shut it down like, "NO!" no messing around, no back and forth. Reached over, grabbed the handle of the window and slid/slammed it shut in his face as the guy pleaded and whined, oh come on!! don't do that!! let me in!!.... Then I shut the blinds, and went over to our already locked door and engaged the secondary dead bolt.

Naive people would fall for something like this because it plays on people's programming to "not be mean!" nor endanger somebody else's life. But here's the thing - the guy just got jumped somewhere out on the street? Okay, so why did he come up to our building when there was another one facing us within equal proximity, bypass all the ground floor, easy access apartments in lieu of going up a whole flight of stairs to the second floor, skip over all the other apartments he had to pass by....and ring *our* doorbell? Honing in on us? And immediately be commanding us to open up and let him in? Not "Call the police!" And then not ring anybody else's doorbell along the hallway? (we can hear other apartments when their doorbells ring, and voices outside talking. He immediately left after we shut him down.) Like I said to Tom, "Does he think we're fucking idiots?? Like we're gonna open the door to THAT and just...let him in! Is he out of his fucking MIND??" That is some next level ballsy shit to try to pull off.

In trying to figure out what this was all about Tom deduced that the guy (and whoever he may have been working with) were most likely after our stuff. Unfortunately Tom's desk with all his computers, electronics and equipment is right in front of the main window, so anybody could have seen it at any time. Sketchy neighbors, the Comcast guys, Amazon/UPS/other delivery drivers, etc.

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Just the way the guy kept commanding us to open up, when there wasn't a need to was so creepy. Nobody was behind him or around anywhere. It was completely dead outside. And again, he wasn't concerned with us calling the police/getting armed backup ASAP. Just commanding us to let him in. The whole thing came off as manipulative bad acting.

Luckily the doors here are made out of steel with deadbolts, the walls are solid concrete, we have impact resistant windows, we're armed and know what we’re doing, and we have a webcam, which Tom just put up in the front window connected to his computer, announcing to anybody who thinks they’re going to try to pull something that they’re being watched/recorded.

The whole thing is next level creepy, I’m not going to lie, but I’m remaining calm about it. Means that going forward for awhile we’re going to need to operate very differently than we have been, in case anybody is continuing to case the joint.

On a lighter note I’ll leave off with the ultimate home defense scene from one of my fave classic comedies from ‘90, “Tremors.” Burt and Heather, the ultimate conspiracy theorist preppers, holed up in the remote Nevada desert with their arsenal of weapons, fighting off one of the giant worm creatures. Or as somebody in the comments said, “This is the most American scene ever!” 🤣

youtube.com/watch?v=KNoyStVjWFE
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It's long overdue to post something cheerful. So let's do another collage of birds of south Florida......


1. Great Egret - Boca Raton.

2. Three Muscovy Ducks and two Reddish Egrets - Boca Raton. The fact that I got two very different species together in the same shot, just hanging out with each other next to a canal, on top of the posing/alignment of the five birds - it's wild, just the way it worked out. I've only ever seen Reddish Egrets on a couple of occasions total, and always at the beach, looking for fish in the surf, being solitary. So it's not typical to see them inland like this, hanging out with other birds. And as fierce and ugly as Muscovies look (literally the ugliest duck species I've ever seen 🤣 ) they're actually pretty calm and even sweet in my experience. Pretty chill around people. And if they think you have food they'll nicely approach you and politely wait. And once you start feeding them they never get aggressive or demanding. They also wag their tails like dogs, and it means the same thing from what I've read - happy, excited, etc. (so they definitely wag when they know you've got food!) So I've enjoyed my interactions with them.

3. Two Sandhill Cranes - Okeechobee. First and only time ever seeing these! Very serendipitous timing.

4. Great Blue Heron and Anhinga - Boca Raton. Even though the Heron looks like a flasher 🤣 it's actually trying to cool off. That's how you know you're in south Florida - It was November, and the birds are trying to cool down. !! When I said it gets hot here, right into late Fall, I wasn't kidding.....
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(Update on this weird story - The guy was definitely not legit. Turns out he rang the doorbells of two of the other neighbors on our floor pulling the same breathless, bad acting "I just got jumped, LET ME IN!" routine, and one of them called the cops. The cops showed up pretty quickly from what the leasing office just told me, and wound up arresting him because he was still hanging around the building. The leasing office is still waiting for a copy of the police report. It's good to know though that A) he was busted, so we don't need to worry about him coming back; B) it wasn't about us specifically. But now that we know for absolutely positively certain it wasn't legit.....makes me wonder what exactly he was planning to do to anybody who let him in. 😮

The things that people come up with to try to pull, thinking it will actually work. It just amazes me. Goes hand in hand with my previous post about low IQ.
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@Dinosaurus12 @DogIsGod Thanks Dinosaurus12/Jaime. I don't even know where that came from, and I almost deleted it :D but I realized it's a pretty good summation of the plight of modern feminism. I saved it to use in a potential article rewrite that I have going on. There's a lot of factors at work when it comes to feminism and what's being done to women, men, the family unit, and society as a whole, and we're tending to only see limited perspectives on it that paint it in an all or nothing way....all bad. And that's simply not the case. Modern feminism gave women a life preserver that never existed before. Women in the past weren't even allowed to read or become educated. !! It's insane. But it was hijacked, along with all of our modern society in general, to steer even the healthy females from good families onto an often very destructive path. (When girls from healthy families are choosing to become strippers, porn stars, escorts/prostitutes etc., because they've been conditioned to view it as empowering, it's a classic example of the upside down principles that govern things nowadays. Women in the past would have given anything for the opportunities these women have so they could get *away* from prostitution and sex work and have a quality life.) The biggest key is the underlying demonic/neg forces component, influencing the Satanic "elite" and their Commie Marxist agendas, as well as destroying people, families and lives in general in all ways around the world.
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Then we get to S1/E4. The scene involves FBI agent Erica Evans, priest Father Jack Landry and one of the V’s “Fifth Column” Ryan Nichols who’s long since converted to the human side (because he recognizes not only what’s being done to the humans is wrong, but also that his people are victims/mind controlled by their leaders). They’re poking around in a V lab where the V’s new “Vitamin Shot” is being created, which the V’s plan to distribute via their “Healing Centers” in major cities.

As they enter the lab they see several dead/decomposed human bodies curled up on their sides on tables.

Ryan: “R6…”

Erica: “What the hell is R6?”

Ryan: “What they’re putting in their vitamin shot.”

Jack: “They’re experimenting on people.”

(Erica opens a case containing vials)

Ryan: “Is that the vitamin shot?”

Erica: “No, it’s the flu vaccine.”

Jack: “What? Human vaccine?”

Erica: (realizing) “They’re not mixing their drug into the vitamin shot. They’re mixing it into our flu vaccine. The shipment leaves tomorrow. They did everything here. Tested it on humans. Packaged it to look like the flu shot.”

Jack: “When this shipment mingles with the real shots no one will be able to tell the difference.”
[NOTE: keep in mind the latest possible discovery that only 4 out of 10 of the COVID “vaxxes” are actually the poisoned injections, so that a number of people will remain “okay” and thus convince the rest that they’re safe.]

Ryan: “And no government agency’s gonna be worrying about a flu vaccine when they got a V vitamin to evaluate.”

Erica: “Which in all likelihood is nothing more than a vitamin shot. They know exactly how to play us. The media bombards us with stories of epidemics, pandemics, so we run out. We get a shot to protect ourselves. That’s what the V’s are counting on. Our predictability, our human nature. It’s very calculated, isn’t it?”

Ryan: “Everything that Anna [leader of the V’s] does is calculated.”

Jack: “So what, we stop doing what makes us human?”

Erica: “All I’m saying is, the more predictable we are, the more vulnerable we are.”


Considering that the real life hybrids are terrified of their Mantid overseers, in the same way that the Vs are terrified of Anna and her fellow top dog leaders, and that they’re also being integrated into a (very free) human society that’s full of everything they were lacking onboard their sterile, emotionless, joyless UFOs (Music. Dance. Art. Amazing architecture, aesthetics and appreciation of beauty in general. The art of the written word. Humor and comedy. Tasty food! :D Love/emotions….) I can only imagine where that’s going to lead for many of them. If it’s even possible.

Where to download both seasons of the V remake: rarbg.to/torrent/qlgnawt
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"V" TV series remake - 2009
Revelatory "predictive programming" quotes 😲
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Recently did a post regarding the 1983/84 original "V" miniseries, about the deceptive/overt-covert Reptilian takeover of Earth. (Overt in that they have their "BIG ARRIVAL!" but covert in that their true form is disguised, along with their true motives.) After rewatching that I decided to download and rewatch the remake from 2009, which is definitely way more slick. We originally watched it back in'09-'10 but haven't seen it in 12 years now. And all I can say now, from this vantage point in 2021 is......holy shit.


S1 E1:

Speech given by George Sutton, who knows the truth about the V's and is trying to organize a resistance movement. This is the speech he gives to a group of potential resistance fighters in a warehouse:

"In order to walk among us they disguise their appearance by cloning human flesh over their own reptilian skin. I thought everyone here was up to speed. But the visitors didn’t just get here. They’ve been here for years. For decades they’ve been implementing a plan that will result in the extermination of every man, woman and child on the face of this Earth. These posing as humans established themselves in all facets of life, whether it be business, government, religion, the military. It took years. And once embedded among us they set out to cause worldwide instability. Unnecessary wars. Economic meltdown. Faith twisted into extremism. The final stage of the visitors’ plan began with them revealing themselves to us. They gained trust with the promise of friendship and technology, and of course all they’re really doing is positioning themselves as the saviors of Mankind. By the time people figure this out it’ll be too late. They’ll take over. Unless we can stop it.”

Change the bit about wearing human suits with projecting holographic overlays of humans, and also shadowing/possessing humans and we're probably WAY closer to the truth. (That's one of the big things about both series that rubs me the wrong way - the "human skin suits" thing. The remake should have gone the holographic overlay route.) Also substitute and/or add in Gray-Human Hybrids instead of just Reps and you’re also WAY closer to the truth. Especially in terms of the “infiltration among human society for decades” thing that’s featured in the series.

Last line of the premier ep: “To the dawn of a new day!”

Why hello there, everything that Jordan Maxwell has been talking about for decades. Specifically that exact quote.

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And now for something completely different......

All time favorite Key & Peele sketches. 🤣

When Key & Peele sketches are good they're comedy genius. And Jordan Peele is seriously one of the best actors I've ever seen. He can play anybody or anything, with dead on impersonations of real life people. (Note: For the politically correct or those who are sensitive to things that aren't wholesome then pretty much none of these sketches are going to be for you. ;) )

Undercover Boss:
youtube.com/watch?v=UHyoDV1fsA4

Soul Food:
youtube.com/watch?v=3zDHSLDY0Q8

Psycho Clown:
youtube.com/watch?v=Ngk3VX405GE

Mr. T PSA:
youtube.com/watch?v=1g-s-pghtYQ
(still blows my mind that the same guy that does this dead on Mr. T impersonation also plays women characters that look better than most real women. :D )

Gremlins 2 Brainstorm:
youtube.com/watch?v=x01l_jMhjVM

Auction Block:
youtube.com/watch?v=zB7MichlL1k

The Saga of Meegan and Andre:
First Date: youtube.com/watch?v=qswjaM5yCro
Your Jacket! youtube.com/watch?v=eirBtt7wIDU
At the movies: youtube.com/watch?v=9fDbLvvMdV8
Break Up: youtube.com/watch?v=qQi3_PpYzIM

Little Homie:
youtube.com/watch?v=pSDTmJtE-Bc

A Lot of Crazies Out There:
youtube.com/watch?v=iOwjEBacc3U

How to Ruin a Joke:
youtube.com/watch?v=46zTCXaOl3I

It Turns Out the “Ghostbusters” Guy Has a Lot More Songs
youtube.com/watch?v=GxjNOv5QPzM

Text Message Confusion (or in other words.....Caffeine vs. Weed)
youtube.com/watch?v=XaIB3NUxCMQ

Interrupting a Sex Party:
youtube.com/watch?v=yOzUVDzdM5E&list=PLi3-zqn

OK!
youtube.com/watch?v=0pufATqebv8

Family Matters:
youtube.com/watch?v=A5Zdp1RfoyI

Gideon's Kitchen:
youtube.com/watch?v=9wk4ApHloHM

Continental Breakfast: (Peele's tribute to Kubrick. We still quote this one to this day ;D )
youtube.com/watch?v=st21dIMaGMs

Office Homophobe:
youtube.com/watch?v=e3h6es6zh1c

Sex with Black Guys:
youtube.com/watch?v=-iz_mVgEzqg

Dad's Hollywood Secret:
youtube.com/watch?v=oh7xwI_0huM

Worst Case Scenario Job Interview:
youtube.com/watch?v=rWn-9kBz9C8

My Best Friend:
youtube.com/watch?v=vvdMLE6Tmvc

How Jaden Smith Chooses a Role:
youtube.com/watch?v=4RjWTEqJiMI

Gay Marriage Legalized:
youtube.com/watch?v=Jitocz4kB3k

Getting Out-Frenched at a French Restaurant:
youtube.com/watch?v=0BzGlfm1wFo

A Zombie Extra's First Day on Set:
youtube.com/watch?v=-N0x_Tt7WVc

Sexy Vampires:
youtube.com/watch?v=f1fV_d5kNL4

Vintage Jordan Peele on Mad TV:

To Catch a Predator:
youtube.com/watch?v=oUcw7XIWISI

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If we take this at face value then basically she just sacrificed a well paying, cush job for something she feels was dire enough to be worth it. Fox 26 is located in Houston, so it's not about the Arizona audit we can assume. That leaves very few things that would be considered dire, and censorship-worthy. So as many people are guessing, probably something relating to the true number of deaths and injuries from the experimental injection. Although Tucker Carlson who also works for Fox on a much larger level has been openly discussing "vax" deaths. (As well as openly saying nobody should be referring to Biden as president, because everybody knows he's not really the one in charge.) So I don't know. Unless Tucker gets a pass due to who he is and the level of his show, but small time news reporters who are just supposed to cover mindless stories about how A/C units can't keep up with the heat! smile smile! don't. "Look lady.....just smile at the camera and talk about the stupid shit we tell you to talk about, collect your check and go home. That's how it works." Well, we'll all find out tomorrow what these recordings pertain to.
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Part 2 of 2

The most recent anomalous marks happened on 6/3 – same pattern I’d noticed years ago for my personal situation where most of my marks (and abduction-related nonsense) seem to happen on the 1st-3rd / 20th-23rd of the month, and which was once even affirmed by something “higher.” It involved some bizarre looking bruising that was a total first (in terms of the pattern) on the back of the upper right thigh (of course, the hidden spot). Three circles, with one small one under it. (????!) Along with a super rare appearance of one of the small purple circles, which I haven’t had in years. Normally they used to appear only on my left arm, but in this instance it was the first time one appeared on my left inner knee. (More patterns I talk about in my Anomalous Markings write up - what side of the body I’ve noticed that certain marks always seem to happen. Scratches almost exclusively on the right side; small purple circles only on the left. Have no idea why. In addition to the date patterns.) For more information on what I learned about the small purple circles please see the Anomalous Markings write up linked in Part 1; not enough room here. But in a nutshell they seem to indicate abduction no-no’s taking place.

I did notice the purple circle that day since it's in the front part of the body, but didn’t see the thigh bruising because I was wearing yoga pants. Not until the next day when I was wearing shorts did Tom notice it. (In the picture below there’s hexagonal imprint looking stuff around it; that’s from the chair I’d been sitting on. It’s not part of the mark.)

Other important factors also happening at the same time these marks appeared are: 1) Woke up with a serious back injury, affecting my lower back (where I already have a healed/calcified fracture going on from early childhood that can be felt through the skin, creating that vulnerability). I could barely walk or sit for days due to the pain in my lower back. I’m still not fully in the clear, and may never be due to the nature of that part of my back, which sucks. And 2) A very abrupt, overnight “attitude/frequency shift." A sudden aversion to posting on Gab in any capacity/pressure to just walk away from it permanently, coupled with shitty negative thought loops about myself whenever even thinking about it. Really intense feeling of “YOU SUCK!! SHUT UP!!!!” Which is hilarious because Gab is the least effective thing I’ve done in terms of exposing neg stuff. 🤣 My website, book, and even the interviews I’ve done are all far more damaging to “stuff” than anything I’ve done on Gab. So it makes no sense. But there’s no doubt that’s what the overnight attitude shift mainly involved – STOP POSTING ON GAB!! - along with very negative self defeating thoughts and agitation in general. So “something” seems to have tried to give it a go.

Below are pics of the June 3rd marks...
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Reposting @abducteejournal 's latest, concerning the correlation between the abduction related marks she's found on her body and the pressure/pain points of the human body. It's an important piece of the puzzle she's discovered, showing that many of the anomalous markings abductees like she and I have experienced seem to directly relate to being manhandled, and often for pain inducing purposes.

I’ve also experienced the oval bruises above the inner wrist, which line up to the thumb when Tom's grabbed my wrist to test it out. Something else that I’ve experienced are double pinch mark bruises on the back side of the upper arm; this isn’t listed as a pressure point on the chart but if one just lightly pinches themselves in that spot they’ll see that it’s painful, let alone pinching hard enough to leave bruising. The other giveaway about that particular type of bruising is that it’s hidden from one’s own view. Tom’s usually the one that’s spotted them on me. Bruises being hidden on the backs of my arms (and especially legs) for me has always been the giveaway of abduction related nonsense. (never mind the fact that in one of those instances the hidden leg bruise that appeared overnight was accompanied by black heli harassment happening outside at the same time.) In addition I’ve also experienced raw, half moon/fingernail shaped gouges on my hands out of nowhere, with no explanation, as well as some nasty scratches, the worst one shown in my “Anomalous Markings” write up: in2worlds.net/anomalous-markings It appeared out of nowhere, was still a bit raw and barely coagulated over. And then there’s been the “gouged knuckles” phenomenon, where my right knuckles would suddenly have minor gouges out of nowhere and which I tried to dismiss for years as some sort of absent-minded klutziness, until the fingernail gouges started happening. Being that I have memory flashes that include trying to beat the shit out of a “Gray” in a rare moment when I was not under their control, raging at what appeared to be a hybrid-y looking female; saying No, and trying to stumble away to no avail in a drugged/tranced out state means I have the fight in me, and so it’s feasible that I may have gotten in a few swings at some point. Other anomalous abduction related marks have looked like surgery scars, imprints of objects/geometric shapes and then the mysterious small purple circles. But then there’s the big ol’ scratches, bruises, pinch marks and gouges that show straight up manhandling. And a few do correlate with that pressure point chart.

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Annnndd yup.....Ivory Hecker was indeed fired for going off script yesterday on live TV and saying that Fox Corp. is muzzling her, and revealing that she's working with Project Veritas to expose it. It's one of the big stories on the Daily Mail's home page right now:
dailymail.co.uk/news/article-9689611/Rogue-Fo

Key quotes from this latest update:

'I have been longing to part ways with this strange, slightly unhinged corporation since last August when I realized what they were,' she told The Daily Beast, which was the first to report her termination.

'The piece with Project Veritas doesn’t touch what they did. Fox 26 knows I’m fearless.'

Hecker said that she isn't concerned about career repercussions.

'I have zero interest in working for another corporation,' the now-fired television news reporter said.

'They all toe the same line.'

Hecker said that she rejected an offer to join the company's top-rated cable news giant Fox News.

'I would turn down Fox News,' she said.

'They wanted to bring me up to the network.

'I met a lot of executives there and I don’t want to talk to them anymore.

'It came from one of the top executives there that what I needed to succeed was to get in line with the narrative.'


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On the one hand I could clearly see that he enjoyed the victimization aspect of it all and trying to convince himself that “NOBODY CAN UNDERSTAND MY PLIGHT! I’M ALL ALONE AND PERSECUTED! JUST LEAVE ME TO MY WHISKEY AND WOES!!” no matter how much I showed him I *could* understand. (Obviously he *needs* that role.) But on the other hand I could no longer continue trying to argue with him that there *wasn’t* an intelligent, but nefarious force at work in his reality that’s truly fucking with him. (And mine too.) And that this reality *isn’t* just all “interactive consciousness,” which was the main angle I was going for. Some of it is, sure. But that ain’t the whole story. O.o

I tried with everything I had to provide the “epiphany” he said he was hoping for but realized I was at a total loss. “I just….I got nothin’.” I just became befuddled in a way that’s never happened before. Ran into a wall. But what he was describing really does tie back into the whole “evil A.I. overseer” thing that more and more people are becoming aware of and talking about.

I had to nicely part ways after he yelled at me to “WAKE THE FUCK UP!” randomly in one drunken email for no reason. When he was sober he regretted saying that, as I knew he would. But enough was enough. Had to part ways, but on nice terms, and I sincerely wished him the best and still keep thinking about him from time to time. Definitely no ill will. Just feel sad about it. He’s very smart, and has so much potential, so it’s a true shame. There was one more email he sent to his list a few weeks later, noting that he was still living in a hotel, and almost out of cash by this point. So nothing’s changed.

The exchange made me reexamine the things that have happened to me though, all that shit I’ve compartmentalized and shoved aside for sanity’s sake. Which leads to a subject I’ve long since wanted to address – how “seeing behind the curtain” does permanently ruin you to some extent. I may not have taken it to the level that A___ has (though I did actually come close to throwing it all away and going up to San Francisco to live out of my car in ’98, even before officially “waking up.” I already knew that this place was a total joke due to numerous other life events including things involving my so-called “parents,” and had been living chaotically off and on as a result for the previous three years as a result. Being that A___'s now practically homeless in SF means there’s another parallel.) But yeah, it’s ruined me, as I noted to him. So many things I haven’t done or pursued that I would have otherwise, because I don’t trust anything about this place. It’s created a morose apathy. Yet also feeling conflicted at the same time.

So it was odd trying to give somebody else a reason to step back from the ledge and not give up when I myself gave up in a lot of ways a long time ago. Just not as dramatically as he’s currently doing. O.o Weird mirror situation…..
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But the running theme was mainly him insisting repeatedly that I can’t truly know the full extent of what he’s dealing with. I had to keep reiterating that I’m not trying to turn this into a pissing contest buuut…actually I *can* relate and understand, and that there isn’t a single thing he’s said that I haven’t experienced too. I needed him to know that he wasn’t alone in this, and that at least one other person out there understands. I *get* it. I haven’t just experienced completely mind bending and outright impossible synchs, but abductions, reality glitches with people and stuff appearing and disappearing from one moment to the next, impossibly timed circumstances, the endless cars/bicyclists/pedestrians appearing out of nowhere jumping in front of me to block/impede me or get right in my exact space at that exact moment, stuff constantly interfering and fucking with me to deny me from having various experiences, taking over people right before my eyes, saying pointed crazy things to me like “something” is speaking to me through them, or “shutting off” like a robot going zzzzzttt…I mean, it just goes and goes.

My brother Joe point blank told me 20 years ago with a sad “Why don’t you get it?” look on his face that this place isn’t real. Not in the way I think it is. He’d already been given the full run down by “Them” during his abductions and couldn’t figure out why I wasn’t getting with the program. No pun intended. (The same “Thems” that threw a silver Cross brand pen to me out of nowhere in a small elevator in Portland to fill out the job app in my hands, trying to encourage me to stay put, don’t move to Florida, don’t join up with Tom. “The pen from nowhere!” the lady standing across from me called it, completely weirded out.) People ask how I manage to deal with so much insanity and at this point I just say “compartmentalization.” Just wall it off and plow forward.

With the exception of abductions A___’s had those types of experiences too….and he can’t take it anymore. So he’s throwing it all away. He’s done. Over it. FU Matrix. And I realized after a full week of trying and trying to talk him down and show him that he doesn’t need to throw his life away over it all, while hearing more and more of what he goes through, getting worse and worse, that I actually was at a loss. Multiple synchs were happening “live” at one point, as he blew up my email ranting and freaking out about it all, drunk off his ass in the hotel room he was now living in. (CONTINUED IN PART 4: gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10642441846699813 )
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Hence began an ongoing back and forth for a full week as I attempted to talk him down from the ledge so to speak, as somebody who’s experienced pretty much every phenomenon he talks about. Our communications ranged from talking neutrally about things, to him throwing emotional temper tantrums that were full on “emotional terrorism” as I “jokingly” refer to it, engaging in some minor gaslighting against me, to talking about music, something very important to him being that he used to be in a band as a drummer. Music was a good sidetrack break from the negative. Author P.M.H. Atwater wasn’t kidding when she noted that nothing is more important to the guys of my generation then their music, it even comes before women. I’ve definitely seen this pattern too many times to count. So at one point he sent me a vid of his band on MTV’s The Beach House back in the 90s, where he was messing around with Jenny McCarthy sitting at his drum set in a bikini and showing her how to hold drum sticks.

The whole thing was very intense up and down, high and low, back and forth, moody and gaslighting and back to normal again, firing off multiple “emails as texts” to me at a time which just blew up my phone, since he was in such a bad place (and an alcoholic on top of it, relying on whiskey to survive). Over 70 emails total in a week. So by the end of the week I was left feeling like I’d been involved in some months long abusive relationship of sorts where I didn’t even know myself anymore and where the sound of the email notification on my phone now had a slightly “PTSD” effect on me upon hearing it. O.o Truly, not trying to be histrionic. Took me about two weeks to clear myself out of it all. People who know me know that I don’t abide by BS and bad behavior of any type. But the reason I abided all of this was because I did, and still do, truly feel for this guy’s situation. I remember how he used to be when emailing me years ago, so there’s a soft spot there. And I can tell about people psychically on the core level, no matter how bad the exterior may be behaving. And he’s not a bad person. He’s just literally been driven over the edge. Despite the moments of bad behavior he was always very coherent and well written, very much NOT schizo/crazy. Though there were defensive moments on his part where he was expecting to be called that, because everybody else had. Which also made me feel bad, because I saw his endless proof and believed what he was relaying to me as somebody who’s experienced it all too. So I tiptoed on eggshells, not saying much of what I normally would nor pointing out his random gaslighting, in an effort to not further push him over, while constantly trying to reassure and reaffirm. (At one point I guessed him to be INFJ, due to the conspiracy and ongoing “woo,” the emotions-based responses and the website full of intelligent writings and organized proof, but he mentioned being INTJ.)

(CONTINUED IN PART 3: gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10642442018276430 )
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The “matrix” driving people over the edge

Part 1 of 4

Back in mid April I received an email from a guy that I hadn’t heard from in years. I’ll just refer to him as A___. He’s a year older than me, born in ’73, and while we weren’t close email buddies or anything the few times he had written he was always very insightful and intelligent. In my “Dreamtime vs. Waking Life” write up he’s the guy I mentioned as having recorded himself talking to me about his ideas on non-physical “stuff” hijacking our dreams and using us in our sleep states so they can interact with each other, where we’re just the means to an end for them to play out their big meetups. It was an impressive recording and I realized I seemed to have experienced exactly that thing on several occasions, so I added his insights into my article anonymously as food for thought. One of the only times I’ve ever done that. Didn’t hear from him again though for years until April, and this time the email was sent to a whole list, and I just happened to be on it for some reason. In a nutshell the situation was – he’d had enough of the Matrix fucking with him day and night and was giving up on life. He was selling all his shit, as well as the URLs he owned, and was going to wander the Earth basically until he could have a big epiphany. O.o

The email contained a link to his website documenting all his ongoing Matrix harassment and targeted individual stuff. I’ve been at this a long time and have heard from countless people claiming to be TIs, many of whom I can’t even deal with. (hence the big note at the top of my gangstalking article: "DON’T EMAIL ME ABOUT THIS SUBJECT.") They write/talk/behave completely batshit and can never provide true proof of anything. So I wasn’t expecting his website to be any different from the nonsense I’d seen before. A___ however was the surprising rare exception. The website is all about providing proof, and is well organized, and all of his write ups are completely sane and well written, despite the subject matter that initially sounds out there. He’s got screen caps, pictures, videos even, using cameras installed on the outside of the building where he lived, filming the actions of the people and cars on the sidewalks and street with relation to him. But to say his life has become one nonstop “synchronicity” after another is putting it mildly. Life for him has gotten to a point where it’s nonstop micro and macro level mimicking, harassment and interference. Aside from the things that happen to me, I’ve never seen anything like it with another person. Let alone somebody who’s been able to coherently document with the amount of proof he has. (PARTS 2, 3 & 4 LINKS ARE IN ATTACHED COMMENT 👇👇👇 )
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Parts 2, 3 & 4 of this post:

Part 2:
gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10642442421036317

Part 3:
gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10642442018276430

Part 4:
gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10642441846699813
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To go along with the Florida bird collage I'm about to post I'm going to include this funny ground level view vid we took a few years ago of feeding the White Ibises. This was at the lake next to the library here in Boca, and it was Tom's idea to prop my camera on an object on the grass to view the Ibises up close at ground level while we fed them. It's cool how they get right up on the camera at times. The noises they make though are what really make this video. (And the minor bird skirmish that happens at 1:18. 😄 ) The sound in the background starting at 2:28 is an Anhinga in a nearby tree.

youtube.com/watch?v=sbx-1-DEvmc
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More bird shots showing the wide variety of cool birds to be found in south Florida....


1. Yellow Crowned Night Heron - Flamingo Gardens, Davie. Even though this was in a zoological/"bird sanctuary" setting these things are definitely found all around the region. The legs look weird/not the same, which is why it may have been at the bird sanctuary. A lot of the birds there have deformities, like missing feet, broken/bent wings, etc. and can't survive in the wild. Good companion pic from the same visit to Flamingo Gardens, which I posted at the beginning of my Gab feed: flickr.com/photos/carissaconti/49221108072/in

2. Glossy Ibis with branch in its beak for nest building - Wakodahatchee Wetlands, Delray Beach.

3. Pelican - Dania Beach pier. Just chillin' with the peeps. 🙂

4. Roseate Spoonbill! A rare, up close sighting here at the lake next to the library in Boca. A cousin to the Ibises. This one really was this pink, no color enhancement done to the pic. I always 🙄 and shake my head when I hear moms at the lake telling their kids that these things are flamingos.
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Time for more frivolity. 'Cause some days just have to be that. Can't be serious all the time.

I've seen people talk about how they enjoyed the German sci-fi time travel series "Dark," so I just wanted to recommend another. "12 Monkeys," based on the original movie from 1995 starring Bruce Willis, but a thousand times better. 12 Monkeys is my personal "GOAT," for a few specific reasons:

- It's the tightest show I've ever seen. Time travel shows can get very complex, but no worries, the writers mapped out the entire complex, four year plot before they even started. Including "The Map" that is shown throughout the show. So unlike some shows that started out with a bang but then ran off the rails because they didn't know where they were going 12 Monkeys knows exactly where it's going from episode 1. So in seasons 3 and 4 there are scenes that tightly fit into stuff that was happening or foreshadowed in seasons 1 and 2. Nothing is ever introduced that doesn't go somewhere or have a point. And unlike shows that were prematurely canceled ("V," "Colony," etc.), this one has its nice tidy ending. Nothing is left unresolved.

- Action packed and never boring. (Unlike season 3 of "Dark" where an hour and a half of material was stretched out to 8 eps/8 hours of repetitive snooze fest. !!) And whereas "Dark" relies heavily on the "soap opera and sex" schtick, and beats dead horses because they ran out of ideas, 12 Monkeys relies on actual complex plot and sci fi, thereby making it far superior. Just insanely interesting, and about more than just a virus, so it's not one dimensional. (*The* word that summarizes everything: Ouroboros.)

- One of the rare times when they changed an originally male character to female....and not only does it work, but it vastly improved everything. The Jeffrey Goines character from the original, played by Brad Pitt, is now Jennifer. The series would not have worked if the character had remained a male, for multiple reasons, but in large part because it's a male-heavy cast. And the fact that she's female is actually necessary for certain plot points. Back when IMDB had messageboards Jennifer was *the* fan favorite of the show for obvious reasons.

So if you're in the mood for a well done, intelligent, interesting, energetic, complex but super tight post-Apocalyptic sci fi time travel show based on a virus that killed off most of the world, then give 12 Monkeys a shot. Tom spent a full year trying to get me to watch it, because he knows my tastes and is a good vetter. I kept rolling my eyes, saying naa...only for it to wind up being my personal GOAT.

My one complaint? The scene in season 4 that was CLEARLY FILMED IN BRITISH COLUMBIA, trying to pass itself off as the Florida Keys. 🤣 🤣 "Dude, I freaking LIVE in south Florida, don't EVEN with me!" 🤣

Link to download all four seasons: rarbg.to/torrent/p74ze5s Or you can pay $4 per ep on Amazon Prime.
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It's more nefarious than that. The experimental injection is not just about forcing some sort of product for profit. That's simplistic and one dimensional, and there are *far* easier schemes to make money, IF that's all they cared about. Most of what we're surrounded by in this waste-based society is simply a money making scheme, convincing the population to buy shit they don't even need, while making most products "disposable," and thus, keeping people employed. So if it was simply about money they could make that happen some other way. One only needs to do the research into what these experimental injections are made of and how they actually work, as opposed to standard vaccines, to realize that there's WAY more going on here than simply "money." How about depopulation and possible sterilization. Hydroxychloroquine would have nipped the manufactured and exaggerated COVID in the bud from the start, negating the need for the "Problem-Reaction-Solution" bioweapon it spawned.

As one of my followers, AbducteeJournal has noted, her hybrid handler has even told her that this non human force is what's behind the "vaccines" and that "there are too many of you." Even if one is skeptical and doesn't want to believe in the non-human presences overseeing our world and pulling strings from behind the scenes that's fine, that's your choice. So then just look at the Georgia Guidestones. And know that this is how the power elite think. "There are too many of you."
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I'm always saying "Just when you think the headlines couldn't get any stupider....." Seriously, every day it gets more ludicrous than the day before. It's dumbfounding. I'm in a perpetual state of being mindboggled by the antics of the far left and its infiltration into all aspects of society. The latest:

"Now MATH is racist: Educators condemn $1M 'Dismantling Racism in Mathematics' program funded by Bill Gates which tells teachers NOT to push students to find the correct answer because it promotes white supremacy"

dailymail.co.uk/news/article-9717063/Educator

This program goes against everything that Will.I.Am from the Black Eyed Peas was talking about on the Graham Norton show back in 2012, where he was discussing the S.T.E.M. schools he's trying to set up to bring science, technology, engineering and mathematics to the ghettos, and especially to females. youtube.com/watch?v=tNOhTSYLMlY

"So in every ghetto right now S.T.E.M. is not in them. So that means the ghetto 20 years from now is gonna be worse than the ghetto today, because 20 years from now technology will be everywhere, and we'll be technologically illiterate where we don't understand how to fix it, how to make it or understand it if it breaks, right. So I don't want that to happen to the ghetto I came from, so I raised about $7 million dollars to create a S.T.E.M. school there. [....] So this program that I'm doing with NASA is to you know, inspire young kids to take interest in science, technology, engineering and mathematics because you know in every school you go to there's a football field, there's a basketball court, and unfortunately girls aren't going to become football players or basketball players. And right now it's girls that are not into S.T.E.M. education when they should be the ones that are the leaders of tomorrow. So my whole mission right now is to use music to inspire the youth to care about S.T.E.M. education, especially the girls. And that's why I'm going to east London you know, and I talked to Prince Charles on putting a S.T.E.M. program into the Prince's Trust."

Meanwhile in psychotic liberal states like California and Oregon you've got Bill Gates' ( :/ ) workbook trying to convince teachers that math is white supremacy, trying to get them to NOT demand correct answers from students while simultaneously pushing the anti-white agenda. How liberals don't see the perpetual need for the Dem party and the white elite to try to keep non-whites "on the plantation," on welfare and in a perpetual state of ignorance is beyond me. I wish they would wake up.

Food for thought: They're throwing all the shit at the wall at this point, no holds barred. It's no longer an inch by inch thing over a period of years. It's all of it, all at once, and completely shamelessly so. The big Final Moves. (continued in comments.....)
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Continued - The big "Final Moves" is with regards to this HARD push for the whole anti-white thing. Every day there's a new story in the media. Recently Critical Race Theory has been the big one, trying to convince all kids that racism is always present in every exchange and that white people are all inherently against non whites and out to get them and keep them down. The latest on my Gab home page as I type this is Paul Joseph Watson covering how "A fact-checker organization has told news stations not to report on local crime stories because it could encourage ‘systemic racism’."

gab.com/PrisonPlanet/posts/106461823867989479

It's always something. They're pushing the anti-white hatred and "All Black People are Victims of Racism" thing hard because it's part of a larger agenda, one that not only involves the textbook cliche "divide and conquer" routine, enraging the simpletons who fall for it and who eagerly jump on the "Perpetual Victim Who Doesn't Have to Take Personal Responsibility" train, but also has to do with the push-back it's going to inevitably create by the angry, fed up whites. Which could then very well set the stage for the "White Saviors" takeover in the next couple of years; those who have been reading my Gab know what I'm referring to. Everything is a chess move in this mainstream 3rd density reality.

One sort of silver lining aspect to it all is that there's going to be a continued push for homeschooling at the rate the co-opted public school system is going, something that COVID and the fake vax issue was already helping to push along. Home schooling has its drawbacks too though, as it's draining on the parents, and it denies kids the social interactions and school related activities that regular schools can provide, which are beneficial for development.
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Normally I'd wait a bit longer between photo postings, but I feel like posting these now, why not. Today's theme is butterflies, filmed in the wild. But I'd also like to include a link to my YouTube vid from Butterfly World. It's the largest butterfly garden in the world, along with a bird aviary and botanical garden, all rolled into one, located in Coconut Creek, FL. (5 miles south of us in Boca Raton.) Check it out if you're interested in any of those three things: youtube.com/watch?v=wWpweusQEf8 If you decide to watch the vid be sure to click on the description to read about my experience with Billy who provides the screencap image used for this vid.

1. Monarch Butterfly - Tom and I were walking on the sidewalk along Glades Road, when we saw this Monarch. I was going to grab some pics but then it flew off. As it fluttered away down the sidewalk (literally...following the path of the sidewalk!) I felt bummed, wishing I could have gotten some shots. Right after thinking that it abruptly U-turned, and flew back towards us, which was like 20-25 feet......then landed on these leaves *right next to us.* Swear to God. Then just....hung out. Like, "Okay, are you going to take my pic or what?? I'm posing!" I immediately started grabbing some shots. It was wild. After I got my shots and even voiced outloud to Tom that I was done it flew away within 10 seconds of that. (Monarchs only live up to 6 weeks, so this butterfly has already long since passed. But it willingly posed to be commemorated for eternity. "This Butterfly Was Here. This Butterfly Once Existed!") We either live in a completely fake Matrix, or it was just yet another example of me communicating with the critters. (which I've done A LOT. Everything from flies to birds to random dogs and cats. They understand, trust me, even the insects. Some insects are WAY more sentient than people realize.) I want to do a future Gab bit about animal communication, so more on this to come.

2. Swallowtail - Gumbo Limbo Nature Center, Boca Raton. In their butterfly garden. It's a non-enclosed, "free range" garden, versus a controlled/enclosed situation like Butterfly World. So you never know what types of butterflies you may see. Anything can show up.

3. Zebra Longwing - (State butterfly of Florida.) Gumbo Limbo Nature Center, Boca Raton. Also in their butterfly garden.

4. Ruddy Daggerwing - Gumbo Limbo Nature Center, Boca Raton. Also in their butterfly garden. These are the largest butterflies I've ever seen, next to the Swallowtails. And on this particular day the bushes in the butterfly garden happened to be covered in them. I was very fortunate. This particular trip provided some great, much needed footage to complete my Gumbo Limbo remake video that was in the works. youtube.com/watch?v=H2LORqDTB7s
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By that point I understood what was happening. These animals showed up in response and were holding down the fort, so to speak. We had a fierce tiger (my Chinese sign) and leopard/panther holding down the outer perimeter, and a friendly horse and a dog on the inner, giving comfort.

When I was fully awake in the morning I was in a completely calmed/soothed state, total 180 from the night before. It felt like it had been artificially generated from something external, definitely not something I was able to achieve on my own. And with the very clear feeling that “everything is going to be okay….no need to worry anymore…” And I just knew it was. My entire frequency/vibe was now “smoothed over.”

During that same time period I was finishing re-reading a book called “Soul Retrieval – Mending the Fragmented Self” by Sandra Ingerman that I hadn’t read in many years. The author practices a Shamanic style of soul retrieval that involves the help of spirit animals in the lower, middle and upper worlds. However it wasn’t anything that I myself had experience with or necessarily “believed in,” nor wished for. However….only *after* this experience did I get to the part of the book where she talks about how the animals are all around us and there to help us, if needed. Interesting. Because again, I wasn’t consciously aware of that (I forgot most of the book by that point) and it’s not a part of my belief system. Maybe in my case despite praying to everything and anything traditionally positive I could think of I received the one thing I didn’t ask for or expect because it’s what “stuff” knew would be the most comforting and acceptable to me, being a nature/animal/wildlife lover. Maybe doesn’t hurt that I’ve heard from several intuitive people that I’ve been Native American in past lives. And once found myself briefly hanging with a Native American woman in the south Florida area ~500 years ago (as of 2003 ;) ) during a time glitch incident. (before the UFO time gestapo showed up overhead, yelling at me. “STOP…WHAT ARE YOU DOING…STOP THAT RIGHT NOW…STOP…” in a weird robotic voice.) Could be residual ties relating to all that.

Needless to say though the realm breach ended then and there. And despite the rocky, panic and anxiety riddled beginning to Dan reaching out to me (again…poor guy, the victim in the middle of this insanity) it all ended up being good, and we wound up having better, more positive back and forths. Weirdly, and sadly, enough it turns out he’s an abuse victim himself. Verbal, physical and sexual. So the ultimate irony is that this abusive “parent” sent a guy my way to talk about the “woo” but who wound up getting help/input instead relating to being an abused kid, which it seemed he needed more.
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But since Dan had enough of his own woo experiences my "dad" gave him my email and told him I have a website.....acting like everything's normal between us. O.o Poor Dan had no freaking clue. So he emails me talking all cool, thinking everything's all great, and meanwhile I'm literally having panic on the other end like "WTF IS THIS SHIT?!?!?" With major residual frazzle from the previous night’s whack incident. If it had been my dad himself I would have just been like “ughhh…” and braced myself while opening the email. But having a total stranger saying he was being “SENT” by my dad….it was just like, WTF is this?!? Why is he SENDING people to me?!?! Very alarming.

Between the two incidents back to back it felt like a major negative breach was trying to happen in my personal realm. “KNOCK KNOCK! DING DONG! LET THE BIG BAD WOLF IN, LITTLE GIRL!” Knowing the very dark, demonic capabilities of my “dad” (again, see that interview) I went into full panic mode. That night I did something I’ve never done – I prayed as hard as I could to everything positive I could think of, over, and over, and over. All night long. Total Mayday signal if there ever was one. Every time I’d briefly wake in the middle of the night I’d resume exactly where I left off, just over and over and over, repeating the same Mayday to a list of positives, including my own higher self, anything, you name it, who might be listening and can intervene to keep my "dad," and this overall realm breach, OUT OF MY REALITY. Wake up, resume Mayday in desperate panic mode, drift off. Repeat…all night long for hours and hours.

By early morning something happened that I wasn’t expecting. I found myself in the “astral” state, and which sometimes happens during that time of the morning when the astral body connection gets loose-y goose-y. Only this time I saw a tiger. O.o Pacing around me in a large circle. At first I thought it was going to be something threatening, like Okay, what’s THIS shit now? since I’m so used to dealing with weird haranguers when I accidentally pop up there. But also confused because I’ve NEVER seen a tiger there before. Then I realized…..it doesn’t have any threatening vibes towards me. In fact….it’s pacing around me in a large circle like it’s holding down a perimeter. Okay……still puzzled. Immediately then saw a very large leopard/panther big cat filling my field of view. Braced myself matter-of-factly again for some negative situation….except it leaned down and bumped its nose against mine. Just like Kitty used to do. Letting me know its friendly intentions. Then I saw a (white-ish) horse to my right. Showed up and was just there, with friendly positive vibes. I went over to it and wrapped my arms around its neck, holding onto it for comfort. Then I was sitting/laying down, with a very cute and friendly (but also sad/worried looking) cream colored dog draped over my lap.

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Okay, well here's a crazy "from out in left field" post. But since I was talking about animal communication in my last Gab with the butterfly pics I figured, why not.

So...not that long ago I had a Gab post about the weirdo who rang our doorbell at 11:25 p.m. trying to pretend he'd just gotten jumped and demanding we let him into our apartment. The very next afternoon at ~4:30 I received an email from some dude, subject line "BOB SENT ME." Bob is my "dad," whom I haven't seen since June 1995, and last spoke to on the phone in Feb. 2003. Then received a (psycho) email from in Nov. 2004 one night on a full moon - of course - and completely out of the blue. Have no idea what he was even going on about or why for that matter, but it was full of raging hate for me and was so off the hook I didn't read past the third sentence, deleted it and didn’t respond. Other than the completely depersonalized email I received from him letting me know my “mom” had died in 2019 that was the last “communication” from him in life. I discussed him in more depth in my interview with Dr. Nozawa and Patrick Herbert, linked on my website home page. So when my phone dinged and I saw that subject line staring back at me in all caps I immediately was like "ohhhhhhh NOOOOOO...." outloud, couldn't even hold it in.

Long story short, the email was from a 27 year old guy named Dan from southern Connecticut who personally knows my dad and thinks (thought, past tense now) that he was the greatest. He said enough details to prove he was the real deal and truly knew things about my dad. He was even able to confirm that my dad's infamous up close UFO experience, where they parked themselves right over him on a military base, not showing up on radar, took place in Da Nang. I couldn't remember if it was at the base in Philippines or Vietnam, and always just assumed the Philippines. Dan works at a supermarket and knows my "dad" from there, where he shops, and they both like to hang out and smoke and shoot the shit about the woo. (That's completely my dad - smoker, and even though he's old AF still thinks/behaves as if he's in his 20s, hanging out with the 20-somethings. In the 90s post divorce, mid life crisis he was always at rock concerts smoking weed [same as he was in the 60s, when he actually played guitar and drums in several high school rock bands] and going fishing with the guys from Primus whenever they were in town. Long story. But Les Claypool knows my dad as "Bob the Fishing Guy.")

Sounds super cool, right? Everybody's dream dad? I wish, but….X! Try hardcore MK target mostly thanks to his time spent working for military intelligence/NSA during the Vietnam war, complete with split multiple personas/blackout periods, skills from unknown origins and with a VERY nasty, scary side that you do NOT want to cross. Also overlapping with major neg entity/demonic attachments. His split alters are so far apart it's mind boggling.

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Random music moment....

One of my all time faves of this genre, from 1989, that I didn't even hear for the first time until my late 20s. "Cuts You Up" by Peter Murphy, former lead singer of Bauhaus.

youtube.com/watch?v=V9R_KzTgRXY

Can you even imagine turning on the radio and hearing something like this nowadays?? It's not even possible.

Hence why I don't even turn on the radio nowadays. Haven't turned on an FM radio station to actively "listen" in going on 20 years. Instead I tend to find music through other means. Trailers, movies and some TV shows actually, that's a good source for interesting music one might otherwise never hear anywhere else. Sometimes at cafes I've come across different notable tunes playing overhead, and I'll note bits of lyrics, then Google them, find the song and download. (In at least three instances of that they all turned out to be songs that were from either the 80s to early 90s. :D So once again...not from nowadays.)
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I believe they really did want to implement this 10+ years ago, not just be writing about it. There's a reason I saw that "waking vision/knowing" thing ~2010 when Tom and I were still living in Virginia. (For those who aren't familiar: We were walking through a standard shopping plaza outside of Richmond that had a Best Buy, Kohl's, restaurants, etc. in the late afternoon/early evening. Suddenly had this whole "knowing" thing of a future scenario where I saw us/myself standing outside stores, no longer able to go inside/shop "because of a choice we'd made to not go along with something." [Forced "Vax" and Vax passports, etc.?] This choice affected everybody. Many had made the same choice as me, and now the mainstream world was no longer for us. Very clear delineation, Us vs. Them. We weren't allowed to go inside stores and shop or partake in a lot of other things. Those like me would wait outside stores and find a sympathetic person who'd be willing to get stuff for us and where we could reimburse them after in some sort of post-transactional arrangement. Many of the people who'd gone along with "the choice," which was never outlined clearly, had sympathy for those who didn't, and felt the entire situation was unfair. They only went along with it out of fear/convenience.)

All that in a moment, bam! seeing/feeling the whole thing. To me it was a premonition knowing and I never forgot it, because that sort of thing doesn't just happen. To see something like that usually means it's coming up in the not too distant future; anything too far out and possibilities become unstable, so, less likely to foresee it. And again I firmly believe they were originally aiming for this back at the time I had my vision/knowing. Everything we've been going through for the past 16 months they wanted to happen at least 10+ years ago. That time frame also just makes more sense in general, within 10 years of 9/11. (Lot of other things were supposed to happen after 9/11 as well that didn't "over here," on this timeline, including militarized martial law/curfews. Something else I saw/felt. That timeline bleedover was so strong in one instance [2002] it was hard to shake off for awhile and remind myself I was "over here" and not "there.")

But for whatever reason a lot of things didn't end up happening way back when. Explains why for the entire 20-teens I just felt surreal, as reality just droned on endlessly in this strange, deadened stagnation, which I commented to Tom on multiple times. To have tapped into several other um....more adventurous timelines o.O but then find myself in this one that felt dead was confusing. Add in the MILABs programming to always be ready/prepared and live as detached/rolling stone as possible, and which we did....for stuff that kept not happening.
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Just a reminder that this whole COVID experimental injection is going to be a "lines drawn in the sand" moment. Especially for people who live in areas of the world that haven't outlawed vaccine passports, or where the experimental injection has been made necessary for employment. When this thing becomes forcibly tied into one's ability to earn a living - survival - then it becomes a true line drawn in the sand. People need to think long term. Not short term. "I need this money now....." Except you may not be alive a year from now because of this injection. So what good will the money be then?

People need to realize - and speak up and say this from the rooftops in their everyday life - that we are under no obligation to poison OUR bodies to make other people feel safe. If others believe in the validity of the experimental injection then it means they have nothing to worry about against the "unvaccinated." And the "unvaccinated" are not contributing to the spread of anything. That's not how life works. Germs are out there on their own. The unvaccinated have nothing to do with that. Being vaccinated does not kill the trillions to the trillionth power amount of microbes that are covering every square inch of the world around us.

People have gotten completely moronic about this entire subject, but it doesn't surprise me. For the past year I've been working from home part time handling customer support for an online based company. And the questions/concerns that people have emailed the company are truly mind boggling. I've had *multiple* people ask, super concerned, whether because they merely watched the company's free webinar their credit/debit card has now been charged. Tying closely into that, whether because they've provided their email address their debit/cc is now automatically getting billed. So I had to first breathe, and calm myself down o.O before composing my response which explains that unless you give somebody your credit/debit card number then they have no way of just automatically charging it. And that email addresses are not linked to one's bank account or credit/debit card numbers. (That would be like driving past a gas station and noting the prices on the sign.....and then thinking the gas station has now pulled a bunch of money out of your account for merely looking at them. But THAT'S how stupid so many people have gotten.)

So no wonder so many people don't understand how vaccines work. Or why they think they need to wear masks while driving alone in a car with the windows rolled up. They don't even understand the basics of LIFE half the time, let alone any of this. Especially when you factor in the power of the all pervasive, brainwashing media going to work on their already weak minds. :/
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Just know that no matter what type of fireworks you see tonight, it'll never top The Great Firework Debacle of 2012. 🤣

youtube.com/watch?v=ndVhgq1yHdA
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One more show recommendation, from my "best of the best" list: "The Man in the High Castle," based on the novel by Phillip K. Dick, an Amazon Original series. A rare instance where a show or movie FAR surpasses original source material. In this case x 10,000. After watching the series I purchased the novel to compare….and was bored senseless. The show though……just WOW.

“The Man in the High Castle” takes place in an alternate, but very probable timeline (a running theme in several PKD works) where the Allied Forces lost WWII. Germany and Japan become the dominating victors in that scenario, and proceed to carve up the conquered North America accordingly.

In the show (as opposed to the novel) mysterious film reels start popping up showing *our* reality – the one where the Allied Forces won. Winston Churchill giving a victory speech, Nazi monuments and flags toppling, a U.S. sailor spontaneously kissing a random nurse in Times Square in celebration of the announcement of the end of the war. The nuclear decimation of Hiroshima. None of which happened in their timeline. These mysterious film reels containing images of everything we take for granted become a beacon of hope in the other timeline, inspiring an underground movement.

This show is extremely well done for so many reasons. One of the unexpected aspects of the show for me was the way in which the “Nazi Occupation of America" timeline was depicted so….appealingly. O.o Not only the strict adherence to “traditional values,” but the way in which everybody there A) Had a purpose, and B) knew their place in the hierarchy (and the fact that there even is a “HIERARCHY,” while C) always behaving with utmost decorum, and showing “RESPECT.” None of which exists in modern American/Westernized society. As somebody who’s even noted in my “INFJ” article that I had a work wardrobe consisting of almost nothing but 50s-60s inspired dresses/handbags, and operated on a level that’s not normal at my jobs (back when I actually worked outside of home) means that version of reality really appealed to me. (Minus all the bigotry and Eugenics.) I've always been out of place "over here," which is tacky and has no standards. But "over there" I would have fit in.

It’s so fascinating to see the imagined world of the carved up America on an alternate timeline, which we have no concept of “over here.” And the attention to detail is PHENOMENAL. You feel like you're truly transported to another reality when watching.

My main complaint is the rushed ending; season 4 should have been 12 episodes at least, to better accommodate the resolution of everything. BUT, it does have its tidy ending. And all in all it’s still in my top 3 best TV shows I’ve ever watched “of all time,” truly. So much food for thought with this series in terms of alternate timeline “what-ifs."

amazon.com/gp/video/detail/B086VWBXP5/ref=atv
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While I've never actually witnessed something of this sort directly for myself, I figured out it was happening many years ago when reading comments posted on news stories and such. Again, not actual verbatim copy and paste showing up on multiple sites/sources like you see here below, but, the same "writing voice" appearing over, and over, and over again. If you're perceptive and good with noticing the written word you'll just pick up on it. "Gee...why does 'everybody' here sound the same?" :/ Later learned about such things as auto spam 'bots, paid commenters and such, verifying what I'd already suspected. This is important to keep in mind when navigating the insanity of most news sites and social media. Lot of people getting riled up at comments that aren't even from real people, being pulled into responding to something that isn't even actually "there." We may not live in an actual fake "matrix" reality, but much of this reality is in fact fake.

Back during Trump's presidency there were days on the Daily Mail's website for instance where all the "Anti Trump 'Bot Accounts" as I called them were out in full force. Scrolling through the comments it was nothing but hundreds of the "same voice" comments, over and over. Not saying verbatim things, but expressing identical general negative/mocking/derisive sentiments against Trump, in the same exact writing voice and style. And the way all the comments would just.....appear. It's like, GTFO. No way it's real. And it wasn't happening consistently.....that was the other dead giveaway. There were many times there was a Trump story going on but there weren't hundreds of sudden, same voice comments flooding the comments section. And then other days....bam! Like magic.

So again, just something to keep in mind. And more importantly....to extrapolate outwards from with regards to other aspects of reality. How much of this place is actually fake?
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Wow........ 😮 Very important, please watch. And if you have friends and family who haven't yet gotten this poison jab, where it's not too late, please try to inform them as best as you can.
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One more......And very worth it, even if people have seen other Dr. Tenpenny interviews. A direct and to the point interview between Dr. Tenpenny and Stew Peters. This interview doesn't focus so much on what's in the experimental injection as other interviews have (though it definitely touches on that multiple times, since it's important) but rather, a dire no holds barred warning about what it's all about in general.

"Dr. Sherri Tenpenny Goes FULL TRUTH With Explosive Fact Based Spew on ‘Stew Peters Show' "

"Stew Peters was joined by Dr. Sherri Tenpenny, and the conversation was an absolute revelation of exactly what’s happening with the so-called ‘vaccines’."

redvoicemedia.com/2021/07/dr-sherri-tenpenny-

Pissed me off hearing about douchebag tools like Jimmy Kimmel mentioned at 15:43 in the interview, mocking Dr. Tenpenny on his show. That's a whole side topic right there - how a no talent hack like him has not only managed to rise straight to the top, but hang on to it for YEARS. And now has the platform to sic the bully mob on valid medical doctors spouting straight facts based on reports, journals and textbooks. (I lived in SoCal for the entire 90s and I remember when he was just "Jimmy the Sports Guy" on KROQ's Kevin and Bean morning show ~1998 that came on every morning at 8 a.m. ZERO talent. Flash forward 20 years and this clown was now hosting the Oscars?!?! Are you kidding me?!? )

For anybody who doesn't understand how present day Hollyweird works - nobody can just "make it to the top" anymore without paying a HUGE price. Fill in the blanks with your worst imaginings. You not only sell your soul but you need to be doing/providing something valuable to the power elite. (Think trafficking, including of kids, etc.) That's why you have night show hosts like Colbert doing multiple skits centering around "eating babies" and "sacrificing babies." Or why you have somebody like Kimmel for instance, who was interviewing actor Jim Parsons not long ago (played Sheldon in The Big Bang Theory), and when Parsons started raving about the acting talents of the kid who stars in the "Young Sheldon" TV show Kimmel IMMEDIATELY tried to turn Parsons' words into something pedo related, with that smarmy douchebag smirk he always has, just not even missing a beat. Like it was so normal in his circles to be screwing kids, and talking about screwing/desiring kids nonchalantly, just another Tuesday, that he didn't even think before the words came out of his mouth. Parsons immediately shut him down and the conversation moved on, lalala! So yeah....you don't go from Jimmy the Sports Guy talentless hack morning radio show nobody to full on Oscar host, with a platform to push the experimental injection and sic the bully mob on anybody who speaks out against it unless you are getting up to some SERIOUS shit behind the scenes. Then you're rewarded handsomely.
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Time for some more south Florida wildlife pics. The theme for today: "Stuff Eating Fish." 😄

There's a lake here in Boca next to the library at Spanish River Boulevard (and an adjacent lake next to DeHoernle Park) and both are a good source of fish for the birds, and even the occasional otter.

1. Osprey with a fish in a tree. There's an Osprey that we've seen from time to time on the prowl for fish. When it successfully divebombs for one it flies off to Pondhawk Natural Area right next to the lake, to its favorite tree to eat it. Despite how close this pic looks we were actually far away and zoomed in. Here's the full vid if anybody's interested. (the big zoom out in the last 10 seconds shows the true distance.) flickr.com/photos/carissaconti/50611895557/in

2. Otter! Or "water puppy" is more like it. Corresponding vid: flickr.com/photos/carissaconti/48911516262/in

3. Blue Heron. Even though it looks like I got the shot right when it was catching the fish I actually didn't. I'm not that lucky. The heron had already gotten the fish.....now it just kept tossing it around. O.o Trying to swallow, then put it down, fling it around, try again. Dunk it in some water and fling it some more. Finally it managed to eat the damn thing.

4. Woodstork. Another bird with a fish way bigger than it could handle.

And an added bonus: My YT vid of an Anhinga unsuccessfully trying to tackle a fish at the same lake that was way bigger than it could handle: youtube.com/watch?v=hRvxa1YnNLA
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@Dinosaurus12 @abducteejournal @guanajo

Just jumping in here but.........have you seen just a real life praying mantis?? 🤣 Forget one that's 6 feet + tall who communicates and has powers. haha (One time when Tom and I were walking around our neighborhood at night back in Virginia I looked over and saw a 4-5" long praying mantis flying across somebody's lawn, illuminated by a street lamp. Had no control over my crazy reaction....screamed a little and grabbed onto Tom's arm and hid behind his body, completely freaked out. I never scream or act like that. But this thing was the creepiest insect I'd ever seen, and I just instinctively reacted like that when seeing an insect that large horizontally in flight, looking like it was on the prowl to kill shit.) Even the babies are creepy. We have a vid that Tom took using my camera of this baby green mantis that was only about an inch and a half long, that started trying to attack the camera. Kept cocking its head from side to side while he filmed....then lunged at the lens, thinking it could take us down. "I got this...." 🤣 Or the pics/vids I've seen of other full grown 4-5" long mantis taking out full grown birds. 😮

The real life version of these things, who eat their own mates after mating, kill birds and think they can take on humans as a little 1 1/2" baby are creepy enough, let alone one that's bigger than many humans, complete with mind control powers, metaphysical abilities that allow them to be outside of the timestream and even manipulate reality/time, along with an intellect that's so off the charts it probably can't even be measured.....and zero empathy. And zero connection to Divine/God/Source. It's a very dangerous and terrifying combination. In an ideal reality no being would be allowed to be that intelligent with those levels of abilities/powers and not have empathy/emotions/connection to the Divine/God/Source as a form of balance to counteract. But we don't live in that reality apparently.
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I don't have a full blown fear of all insects at this point in life - but definitely seem to have a massive fear/aversion to a 5" long mantis in flight. haha Any being that does that head cocking thing that mantises do as it's staring intently at you.....................run. 🤣 Kind of joking, but also not, as it is a definitive indicator of higher intelligence. Reptiles do it, primates, canines, felines, birds. Any highly intelligent meat eating land based predator does it at some point. It either means "WTF?" or "Can I kill this?" Sometimes both. 🤣
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Another one of my all time faves of this genre, "Lips Like Sugar," from Echo and The Bunnymen, from 1987. This extended 12" mix is the definitive version IMO, and the one I have on my playlist.

youtube.com/watch?v=IV28A7QwYSI

Absolutely love everything about it, and the sound quality is outstanding. Same as Peter Murphy's "Cuts You Up" posted last week it's another one of those "Can you even imagine turning on the radio nowadays and hearing something like this?? It's impossible....." The radio where we lived in Connecticut when I was a kid didn't actually play this when I was 12/13 in '87, unfortunately. Didn't hear it until I was an adult. Discovered EATBM via their other song "The Killing Moon," which was used in the movie Donnie Darko. (the Director's Cut switched it out to INXS's "Never Tear Us Apart" however.) When people say things like "Oh, the 80s was the best time for music!" they should always clarify that 80s music from the *anywhere in the UK and Australia* was the best time for music. ;) That's what I've realized - all my absolute favorite 80s music is UK and Australian based. They were miles ahead of the curve, better than most anything coming out of the U.S. (I do have a couple of U.S. based exceptions....one of which is completely on par and which I'll be posting in the near future.)
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@Dinosaurus12 @abducteejournal @guanajo Now that's what I call a "ride or die" follower! 😄
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"The Mandela Effect is nothing more than people with bad memories trying to pretend they have exciting things happening in their boring lives. Prove me wrong." ;)


The Mandela Effect (ME) is one of those things we've all heard about by now, I'm sure, whereby somebody claims that some detail about reality has been "changed," but they remember the way things used to be even if nobody else does. Reality glitches are a very real thing, let me tell you. But the problem with the ME is that it pretty much always involves something completely trivial. It technically started with the idea that people out in the world remembered a reality where Nelson Mandela had actually died, yet, here he was in our reality at the time, still alive. It really kicked off though with the whole Berenstein/stain Bears thing, and has never stopped. But quotes from movies is a big one. (HOW ABOUT YOU JUST REMEMBERED IT WRONG?!?!) Or titles of movies. (MAYBE YOU JUST WEREN'T PAYING ATTENTION??!) Thinking New Zealand used to be on the other side of Australia. (HOW ABOUT YOU JUST SUCK AT GEOGRAPHY?!?!) 🤣 But it's usually always just trivial for the most part. So when I see people online arguing that NO! IT *DID* USED TO BE "INTERVIEW WITH *A* VAMPIRE!!! NOT *THE* VAMPIRE!!!!" I'm just like, Wake me when something real is actually happening in your life. 🙄 Holy shit. The most recent I've seen was somebody posting a comment somewhere, totally serious, regarding the idea of the "seven seas." As they noted, "Mandela Effect! There were no seven seas, only five. Where are these other two?" um, okay. The ME has now become the go-to "cool" sounding default for anybody with a bad memory and/or who's looking to spice up their life with weirdness.

The theory goes that reality is being changed around, and the Big Program Overseeing It All makes mistakes when copying things over or whatnot, creating that glitch. Which on the outset, for me, actually makes sense. Trust me.....been there. 😲 But again the discrepancies are usually always so inconsequential and downright silly, and truly can just be explained by people having a memory lapse, or simply not having paid attention in the first place.

Real reality glitches as I've experienced them have involved people, objects, or an entire chunk of the scenery appearing or disappearing within seconds/minutes. And it never happens while I'm directly looking. Glance away, then look back......poof! Gone. Or worse.....poof! Now there. Quantum observer theory? Rules involving freewill not being violated? So it's never allowed to happen while looking directly at it? It's only happened a few times in my entire life, but there's no denying when it has. I get into it all more in depth here: in2worlds.net/glitches/ with examples of what I've experienced.

Anyway, would definitely be curious to hear from anybody else who's experienced actual reality glitches......
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Once back home I decided to type up a Word doc to log these incidents, and in doing so I experienced a bizarre synch. My 90s music playlist was going, on random shuffle, and the playlist just happened to get to the song "Saint Theresa" by Joan Osborne, and the lyrics lined up: "You call up in the sky.....you call up in the clouds....." exactly as I was typing a sentence with the words "sky" and "clouds." O.o

The final encounter was 9/27. Same deal - was walking around the complex to get some sun, ~2:30 p.m., bright and sunny afternoon. And at the same exact spot as the previous two times I become aware of the weird plane sound overhead. And there it was. White plane, way too high, and way too loud. Only this time moving at a normal speed. I kept a close eye on it to make sure it didn't pull any disappearing acts ;) but it flew off into the horizon like a normal plane. Except of course the noise level and altitude, and the fact it was once again right over me at the exact time I went for a walk, which is impossible.

What I learned over the last day is that this is a known thing - mysterious small planes that are way too loud with their fake "plane sound effects," and which always seem to just.....disappear from one moment to the next, and where observers are compelled to look away/stop filming so that can happen. In my case I also had compulsions to not bring/get my camera, and even move my position in one instance, to ensure I'd see it when I otherwise wouldn't have.

I didn't feel anything psychically coming from this thing, whether positive or negative. Just completely neutral. So I can't say what its intents were, if any. It was just there, right over me......flying so slow as to almost be a hover. And I haven't seen it since. Only regular small planes, flying at regular altitudes, speeds, and with the correct level of noise.

One take away from this story is that it's good to be aware of your surroundings, to look up, look around, get that nose away from the phone screen ;) pay attention to the world around you. This way when something unusual is happening, whether visually or audibly, you'll immediately recognize it. Another is that...there are mysterious flying objects that look like regular planes and other things in the sky in broad daylight. And they have the ability to exert their influence on us down here. "Move over there instead....." "No, don't grab your camera...." "Look away...."

Very interesting indeed.
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Part 2 of 3

Later the same day at ~5:45 I went out onto our hallway balcony to eat my yogurt, and then decided to move to the end of the hall. 80% of the time I eat right outside our door, but felt compelled to change positions in this instance. After doing so I became aware of the same super loud plane noise up in the sky. Looked up and sure enough it seemed to be the same small white plane from earlier. Different part of the sky from before, but above where I'd see it from my position at the end of the hall. Once again way, way higher than normal, and way too loud for that height. And it was barely moving. So slow that I actually marveled at how it didn't just....fall out of the sky. O.o

I wondered if I had time to dash back to our apartment and grab my binoculars. The plane then began to pull a super slow U-turn to go back to the left, so I realized I had enough time. Dashed back (apartment was only 4 doors down) and then wondered if I should instead grab my camera to photo document it. Then there was a weird "back and forth" tug of war in my mind as I debated this, trying to discourage me from using the camera. In the end it won, and I only grabbed the binoculars and dashed back. Maybe 20 seconds total, tops. But the plane was now completely gone, nowhere to be found. Considering it had pulled a slo mo U-ey and was barely even moving means it should have still been there in the sky.

Then on 8/10 I was again going for a walk around the complex, this time at ~2:15 p.m. Another bright and sunny afternoon. Was going to take my camera with me in case I see anything interesting nature-wise, but had an internal back and forth argument with myself to not do so. Which isn't normal. So I didn't. And sure enough......at the same exact spot in the complex from two days earlier I hear the plane again, right overhead. Despite me being out at a different time. A total impossibility. Same deal - white plane, way higher than normal, but way too loud for that height, and traveling abnormally slow, almost hovering. I stood there squinting in the sun going "what the fuck....?!" outloud to myself. I debated about running back to grab the camera, but realized I wouldn't have enough time. So I resumed walking, hearing it loud and clear overhead as I approached the big tree at the BBQ area. Once I got under the leaf canopy I realized I suddenly couldn't hear the plane anymore. Sure enough, in the ~10 seconds it took to walk under the tree the plane was once again completely gone out of the sky. Not even the sound of it anymore. And it shouldn't be, considering the super slow speed. It's like it waited until it was obscured to be able to pull the disappearing act, and poof! vanished. Same as before, waiting until I looked away/ran back to the apartment. ("Quantum observer" thing? Same pattern I've noticed with "reality glitches," where they require me to briefly look away for a moment before whatever it is can either appear or disappear.)

(continued)
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The Mysterious White Plane incident

Part 1 of 3

Last year I had an ongoing experience with a very abnormally behaving white plane, and until emailing with one of my followers (who goes by Hidden Dimension) over the past couple of days hadn't realized it was an actual known "thing." But HD, who lives in the NYC/NJ metro area, has a YT channel devoted to all the UFOs he's captured on video, including ones that disguise themselves as other types of objects. I hadn't heard of that until seeing his channel. After viewing a ton of his videos there's no denying it by this point. It's truly a thing, and very eye opening. The vids show these things spinning and morphing in the air, changing shapes, rotating through colors. I don't know what they are, but they almost seem alive. He also hosts his own radio show (that I've been on three times) so between the UFO filming and radio show means he's "on the radar," big time, having experienced gangstalking and heli harassment, both of which I've also seen his undeniable proof for, and seems to be an abductee.

So thanks to him and his firsthand knowledge of aerial phenomenon I learned that what I experienced last year probably wasn't my imagination. It started on 8/8/20, which was sandwiched between when I did an interview with James Bartley on 7/4, and now had another interview coming up on 9/2 with Dr. Nozawa and Patrick Herbert (concerning neg entities). Prior to that I'd been dormant for years, basically. Suddenly I had three new articles up on my site and two interviews. So that's the possible correlation.

So I was walking around our apartment complex at ~1:30 p.m., bright and sunny afternoon, and heard a plane. Looked up and saw a small white plane flying overhead. What was weird was how loud it was, considering how high up it was. We had lived next to the Boca Raton Municipal Airport for the past 8 years by that point, so I've gotten used to what's normal for airplane behavior and had filmed many of them. But this plane was flying unusually high for being a small plane, more than twice the normal altitude I'd say, and was WAY loud for that height. So I immediately noticed that and stopped to watch and ponder on it. If it sounds that loud all the way up there then what the hell does it sound like close to the ground?? O.o Then I realized the speed was way too slow as well. There's a certain speed planes go at even when just cruising, and this was abnormal. It wasn't traveling with purpose. It was almost hovering. Too high, too loud and way too slow. Everything was wrong about it. But I went back about my walk and put it out of my head. (Continued in attached comments 👇👇👇)
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Part 2 of 3

Later the same day at ~5:45 I went out onto our hallway balcony to eat my yogurt, and then decided to move to the end of the hall. 80% of the time I eat right outside our door, but felt compelled to change positions in this instance. After doing so I became aware of the same super loud plane noise up in the sky. Looked up and sure enough it seemed to be the same small white plane from earlier. Different part of the sky from before, but above where I'd see it from my position at the end of the hall. Once again way, way higher than normal, and way too loud for that height. And it was barely moving. So slow that I actually marveled at how it didn't just....fall out of the sky. O.o

I wondered if I had time to dash back to our apartment and grab my binoculars. The plane then began to pull a super slow U-turn to go back to the left, so I realized I had enough time. Dashed back (apartment was only 4 doors down) and then wondered if I should instead grab my camera to photo document it. Then there was a weird "back and forth" tug of war in my mind as I debated this, trying to discourage me from using the camera. In the end it won, and I only grabbed the binoculars and dashed back. Maybe 20 seconds total, tops. But the plane was now completely gone, nowhere to be found. Considering it had pulled a slo mo U-ey and was barely even moving means it should have still been there in the sky.

Then on 8/10 I was again going for a walk around the complex, this time at ~2:15 p.m. Another bright and sunny afternoon. Was going to take my camera with me in case I see anything interesting nature-wise, but had an internal back and forth argument with myself to not do so. Which isn't normal. So I didn't. And sure enough......at the same exact spot in the complex from two days earlier I hear the plane again, right overhead. Despite me being out at a different time. A total impossibility. Same deal - white plane, way higher than normal, but way too loud for that height, and traveling abnormally slow, almost hovering. I stood there squinting in the sun going "what the fuck....?!" outloud to myself. I debated about running back to grab the camera, but realized I wouldn't have enough time. So I resumed walking, hearing it loud and clear overhead as I approached the big tree at the BBQ area. Once I got under the leaf canopy I realized I suddenly couldn't hear the plane anymore. Sure enough, in the ~10 seconds it took to walk under the tree the plane was once again completely gone out of the sky. Not even the sound of it anymore. And it shouldn't be, considering the super slow speed. It's like it waited until it was obscured to be able to pull the disappearing act, and poof! vanished. Same as before, waiting until I looked away/ran back to the apartment. ("Quantum observer" thing? Same pattern I've noticed with "reality glitches," where they require me to briefly look away for a moment before whatever it is can either appear or disappear.)
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Part 3 of 3

Once back home I decided to type up a Word doc to log these incidents, and in doing so I experienced a bizarre synch. My 90s music playlist was going, on random shuffle, and the playlist just happened to get to the song "Saint Theresa" by Joan Osborne, and the lyrics lined up: "You call up in the sky.....you call up in the clouds....." exactly as I was typing a sentence with the words "sky" and "clouds." O.o

The final encounter was 9/27. Same deal - was walking around the complex to get some sun, ~2:30 p.m., bright and sunny afternoon. And at the same exact spot as the previous two times I become aware of the weird plane sound overhead. And there it was. White plane, way too high, and way too loud. Only this time moving at a normal speed. I kept a close eye on it to make sure it didn't pull any disappearing acts ;) but it flew off into the horizon like a normal plane. Except of course the noise level and altitude, and the fact it was once again right over me at the exact time I went for a walk, which is impossible.

What I learned over the last day is that this is a known thing - mysterious small planes that are way too loud with their fake "plane sound effects," and which always seem to just.....disappear from one moment to the next, and where observers are compelled to look away/stop filming so that can happen. In my case I also had compulsions to not bring/get my camera, and even move my position in one instance, to ensure I'd see it when I otherwise wouldn't have.

I didn't feel anything psychically coming from this thing, whether positive or negative. Just completely neutral. So I can't say what its intents were, if any. It was just there, right over me......flying so slow as to almost be a hover. And I haven't seen it since. Only regular small planes, flying at regular altitudes, speeds, and with the correct level of noise.

One take away from this story is that it's good to be aware of your surroundings, to look up, look around, get that nose away from the phone screen ;) pay attention to the world around you. This way when something unusual is happening, whether visually or audibly, you'll immediately recognize it. Another is that...there are mysterious flying objects that look like regular planes and other things in the sky in broad daylight. And they have the ability to exert their influence on us down here. "Move over there instead....." "No, don't grab your camera...." "Look away...."

Very interesting indeed.
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Time for some more favorite tunes.....

Another all time fave, "Under the Milky Way" by Australia's The Church, from 1988.

youtube.com/watch?v=-Q6nKP10j4s

Another gem that I never got to hear the first time around, and which is a "thanks to the movie 'Donnie Darko'...." moment.
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So, came across this little article on the Daily Mail today:

"Dubai makes its own RAIN to tackle 122F heat: Drones blast clouds with electrical charge to produce downpours"

dailymail.co.uk/news/article-9809529/Dubai-cr

As I noted in a comment on somebody else's Gab, "Cloudbusting" has been around for a long time, Tom's written about it, but they're now finally admitting to it nonchalantly. "Oh yeah, that happened. No big deal." :/ You would think technology of that level would receive a bit more fanfare in terms of a big public announcement, but they're trying to slip it in there like it's just another Tuesday.

montalk.net/cloudbusting/cloudbust.html

Anybody who's known about things like localized cloudbusting and such probably has never been able to take any weather and climate happenings at face value, I'm sure. Once you know you can't not see it. You have to question everything. Lots of aware people attribute weather manipulation to HAARP, but there are other ways to make it happen, as evidenced by the DM article, as well as Tom's article. They've had the technology for years, trust me. Droughts, "heat domes," and their frequently resulting wildfires; floods, polar vortexes, strange behaving hurricanes, tornado outbreaks....any of it can be and has been done to bring about death, as well as agricultural and economic devastation to targeted regions, and steer things in any direction TPTB desire. There's been devastating flooding events happening all over the world recently- Germany, Belgium, the Middle East, China, Japan, the U.S. - And now we know at least one of those is man made. What about the rest?

Aware people are already foreseeing we may be in for "food shortages" coming up in the near future from multiple manipulated angles, but also including from floods, droughts, extreme heat, wildfires and other weather/climate related nonsense. What's really sad though is how many people out there attribute all this to "the wrath of God!" "God is angry!" etc. I've seen that here on Gab in spades, it's ridiculous. (never make the mistake of clicking on the comments of any "hot" Gab post that appears on the main page. O.o Talk about going down an unpleasant echo chamber rabbit hole of hate.) China's recent flooding for instance was being attributed to God trying to wipe them all out. It has nothing to do with God. But those types aren't exactly known for logic and deductive reasoning. But that's a whole other post - the almost mental illness level "NEED!" that so many people have for a wrathful, vengeful God figure that's constantly smiting everybody, preaching about it in an angry, deranged sounding way.

So just something to keep in mind - these weather happenings aren't natural, nor are they "acts of God." Just good ol' fashioned man made conspiracy at its finest to control the world and be Masters of the Universe.
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Something I forgot to mention (and ran out of room anyway) is how in the "Missing: 411" series of books author David Paulides has noted the recurring phenomenon of how, the second somebody goes missing in a mysterious way out in the wilderness somewhere, that localized region will suddenly be hit with near impossible "inclement weather." Sudden flood level rains, blizzard level snows, you name it, which not only prevent any sort of immediate search and rescue effort, but also ensures that any tracks and important evidence will be washed away or covered up. It happens so often to such an extent throughout the entire series of books that it's just ridiculous. You can't even keep track of how many cases have that happening. But this is another form of ("woo"/supernatural level) weather manipulation happening right under our noses, used to disguise all the people who are being taken every year, never to be seen again, or who turn up dead in additional mysterious circumstances. This reality is not what it seems to be.

gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10576251284894297
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Preaching to the choir here, I know - this is Gab, not Twitter and FB where people are usually clueless. But still wanted to put this out there, and especially for any non Gabbers that are wandering into my Gab via my website.

Keep seeing these stories in liberal biased media sources talking about somebody who is/was adamantly anti-vax, or who was skeptical about the existence or deadliness of COVID, who's now dying of COVID but supposedly proclaiming that they wish they'd gotten the jab! They're now so full of regrets! If only if only! Woulda Coulda Shoulda!

:/

- Perfectly healthy people who've gotten the poisonous "vax" are now dropping dead and/or falling seriously ill, and will never be physically right/okay again due to what's in these things. Getting the poisonous "vax" didn't help or prevent anything. If anything the poisonous jab is a surefire guarantee of unnecessary debilitating sickness or even death. People are better off taking their chances, and if they get COVID then use the proven alternative treatments.

- People who've gotten multiple poisonous jabs are still supposedly coming down with COVID. Getting the "vax" didn't help or prevent anything at all. (A lot of these people who mainstream sources are claiming have come down with "COVID" after being "vaccinated," sometimes multiple times, are most likely actually falling ill due to the poisonous jab itself, and TPTB/media are lying and blaming it on COVID. Soon it will be blamed on "the Delta Variant." Anything but the actual jab itself.)

- There's never mention in any of these stories I've seen about whether these supposed victims of COVID even attempted any of the alternate treatments. (Ivermectin, etc.) Probably not, and now they're possibly going to die unnecessarily and get paraded as the convenient "EXAMPLE." These "news" stories keep claiming though "If Only They'd Gotten the Vaccination! Then None of this Would be Happening!!!" 🙄 Which relies on taking everything about the story at face value, along with their version of reality that they're peddling.

- They love to point out when the "anti-vaxxer" (the new go-to derogatory term to toss around) is "Right Wing." Of course. It's not just the one Daily Mail story I'm linking to below. I keep seeing this. Oh, another RIGHT WINGER [translation = nut job] who was against the vax got COVID!" Really? Nobody of the liberal persuasion is against the jab by this point? And who has also now come down with COVID? Okay. ;) The liberal biased media is so right. It's only "RIGHT WINGERS!" ("Trumpers"/MAGA/Q conspiracy theorist nut jobs) who have any sort of information and are choosing to exercise their personal rights. ;) Got it.

dailymail.co.uk/news/article-9818131/Right-wi

Again, totally preaching to the choir by this point. Gab already knows. But I'll still do my part to put my views out there.
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When I first launched my website and book in 2006 I wasn't concerned about advertising. The philosophy since Day 1 was always, "If somebody is meant to find my website, they will,” just "knowing" that this is how things work. Meanwhile I laid low "in the corner” and let "the universe" do its thing. I didn't seek publicity, reaching out to notable "woo" personalities to get them to talk to me/feature me in any way, mainly because I didn't have definitive answers to any of the topics covered on my site. And I don't know definitively what's going on in my own abduction situation, let alone others', so who am I to be parading myself around out there acting like I know something?? 😄 I know things are happening, I have ideas and theories, and when it comes to Negs/harassment/targeting I've figured some things out about how to fight back and reduce its influence. But that's about it. So at best I can at least be a good source of corroboration for people, with some "food for thought" and helpful suggestions. A good starting place, basically. All the while encouraging people to keep going with their own research and to draw their own conclusions, and always hoping people can take things further than I ever managed to. But definitely wasn't about actively trying to push myself out there.

But, I didn't need to anyway, because The Universe did exactly what I predicted it would......led people to my site, sometimes in downright freaky deaky supernatural ways. In one case no matter what this one guy typed into search engines his computer would suddenly jump to Tom’s site and mine, pulling them up on his screen. Over and over. Just us. Until he got the message. He and his wife were under *extreme* level Neg attacks on a daily basis, being taken down in a bad way. After finding our sites he printed all our stuff out, the pages taped up all over their walls......quotes from our articles scrawled in marker all over their windows..... O.o Surrounding themselves with it all while employing the knowledge and tactics we wrote about, until eventually it was all beaten back. As I type this he and his wife now live a normal life in suburban Houston, now have a daughter, the nice house with the yard and swingset, the whole deal. Got their life back and are doing fine, permanently armed with awareness and what to do. That's probably the most "!! holy shit!!" level story I've heard yet. He's since picked up the baton, with his own website and 'net show, which we've interviewed on, and helping people in his own way. Important lesson from that story though - Higher "Stuff" trumps Google every time. ;)

Right now though Tom and I seem to be a bit….blacklisted on Google. BIG time. Whereas 10 years ago basic search parameters would pull up our stuff on either page 1 or 2….not anymore. Nada. Other search engines though no issues; his stuff in particular is always page 1/top results with others. Google however hates us. But that’s okay. ;) The universe will always trump it.
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So infuriating. There are no words.

"Minnesota medical worker has both of her legs AMPUTATED after contracting COVID-19 just days after receiving her second vaccine dose"

"Medical experts are unsure whether the vaccine caused her complications, while her husband searches for answers..."

dailymail.co.uk/health/article-9826739/Minnes

Unsure whether the poisonous fake vax jab caused her complications? Searches for answers? Are you f'ing KIDDING me?!?! Within days of her second dose all her limbs have turned black and she now has to have them amputated. "But we're not sure if there's a connection.....We'll just tell the public that COVID [a respiratory based illness] caused this!"

It's just like I was saying (that Tom said) two posts ago - They're going to blame the deaths and medical emergencies that result from the poison fake vax (filled with Graphene and who knows what else) on "COVID" to cover what's happening. It's just infuriating. There are videos now showing what's really in these poison fake vaxxes, as well as showing what they're doing to healthy human blood cells. It's shocking. No wonder all her limbs turned black.

If you've said no to this........keep saying no. Stand firm. Do not get it. Nothing is worth this. No matter what your local "government" has imposed to segregate the "unvaxxed" and create a two-tiered society......hold firm, and find other ways. Jobs can be replaced. You can find other places to shop. Do not think short term. Think long term.
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"CDC Expected To Tell Floridians To Mask Up, Even If Vaccinated"

bocanewsnow.com/2021/07/27/cdc-expected-to-te

If you live in Florida, know your rights. In particular see sections 1, 2 and 3 of Executive Order 21-101 issued by Governor DeSantis on May 3, 2021, which went into effect July 1, 2021:

flgov.com/wp-content/uploads/orders/2021/EO_2

As it is businesses here in Florida (like Publix grocery stores) are still trying to word things as "If you're vaccinated then you don't have to wear a mask [based on 'CDC recommendations']" But the bottom line is, per Exec. Order 21-101 we don't have to, period.

For anybody who's curious, especially any Florida residents, or if you have family and friends who live in Florida, here's the link to the full list of Florida Executive Orders for all of 2021:

flgov.com/2021-executive-orders/

21-101 was dated 5/3/21, entitled "#2021-101 Executive Order invalidating all remaining local emergency orders based on the COVID-19 Emergency." I printed a few copies of this out and underlined the pertinent parts of Sections 1, 2 and 3 and will bring with me if the CDC does officially go through with insisting on masks, whether vaccinated or not, and if any local businesses think they can enforce it. Something I learned from watching a vid on YT of a guy in California challenging the people of IKEA who were trying to illegally enforce a mask on him is that a business' license hinges on them being in compliance with state laws. If a business is in violation of state laws then they can lose their license. ;) Just something to keep in mind.
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Right after I posted this Tom and I went outside for a walk around our complex to check out the dark clouds rolling in, since we like weather and a good storm. :) But right as we got to the bottom of the building's stairs and entered onto the walkway..........we heard a helicopter overhead. When I looked up I immediately noticed 1) it was flying super slow, almost hovering; 2) *directly* over us, and circling tightly right over where we were; 3) too high up for normal traffic helicopters, police helicopters on the prowl, or any helicopter that's checking out a traffic accident or flying over a sports game at neighboring FAU. Its behavior wasn't normal, period, and my immediate gut response was that this was "something else."

I immediately started filming. As I even noted to Tom as we were heading out, "Oh....and let me grab my camera...." (went back in to get it ) "....because I've learned my lesson. When I don't take it with me......things happen that I need to photograph."

So I filmed for three minutes straight as it continued flying in a slow, tight circle directly over us, as well as hovering at points, and then was like, I'm bored. This is boring, over it. 😄 I don't care if this *is* for us, they're going to have to try harder and be more interesting than this. Then off we went to go investigate the storm clouds.

Right after we walked away? It stopped circling/hovering and flew off in the opposite direction. So yeah, it appeared like a normal heli, with lights and everything, but it didn't act it, and coincidentally left right after we did. The only way it could have been definitively obvious was if it had followed us as we walked away. 😄

I will be posting this vid later tonight, just in case it is what it seems to be. Haven't had any heli activity since literally 2004 I think. So I don't know. It is potentially in line with the "mysterious white planes" thing I wrote about a few posts ago. So it's definitely suspect.
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As mentioned in the comments of my previous Gab post I said I'd post the vid of the suspicious helicopter from earlier this evening. Here's the vid, just uploaded:

youtube.com/watch?v=kDGL4s1r_k4

To access the full description of why this was definitely not a normal behaving helicopter IMO (for those who aren't familiar) click over to the video on YT itself. (You can hear me and Tom briefly in the vid at 01:10 )

Within a minute of Tom and I walking away, bored 😄 this thing "coincidentally" took off as well, in the opposite direction. Interesting!

Ties into the "Mysterious White Plane Incident" write up I did on 7/20 here on Gab that took place almost exactly one year ago last summer, behaving similarly in the four instances, and located in almost the exact same part of the sky: gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10661106647838250
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Just tried to do a post but keep getting a crazy error message. I'm well below the character count, I formatted as plain text, I tried both with and without the accompanying URL link, I've logged out, cleared my internet history/cookies/cache then logged back in....nothing works. Can't get it to post. If I type simply "testing" it works. If I type "testing" and include the link it works. Anything beyond one small paragraph, with or without a link.....won't work. Gab has a lot of issues, that's all I can say.

EDIT: It does appear that the issue may actually be censorship. !!!! I just tried several times to post long winded gibberish, filling up the entire screen with multiple paragraphs of nonsense text. They all posted just fine. However, something about what I was posting, which discussed the way in which our local "news" media outlet Boca News Now is doing their part to incite hatred and violent ideation towards the unvaccinated, isn't allowed to go through on Gab. It seems there's a censor detector in place. Now I need to figure out what word(s) are triggering it, one by one by one. :/
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Tagging @Millwood16 on this, in case she or any of the tech volunteers know what can be done about this. As noted I can now only post one small paragraph at a time, with or without a URL. So the problem isn't with the URL. When I've tried beyond one paragraph, plain text, with/without a URL it won't work. So something is wrong/glitchy.
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Okay, going to have to do a Pastebin temporary workaround for my Gab (censorship??!) issue. (see previous post.)

This is what our local "news" outlet, Boca News Now (BNN), is promoting:

"Fire, Identify, Publicly Ridicule Unvaccinated: Here's What Florida Readers are Saying"

Click on Pastebin link to read what was supposed to have been a Gab post: pastebin.com/raw/eqTvmE3D (link to the BNN article is at the end of the Pastebin write up.)

Helpful hint: To increase font size in Pastebin just hold down the "Command" button on your keyboard along with the + button as many times as needed to get to the desired font enlargement. (works on all websites actually.)

And speaking of "The Vaxxed vs. The Unvaxxed" I'll also tack on a good meme that's floating around Gab that I just saw:
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Time for a little break with some weekend cheer in the middle of all the weird and negative going on all around us. Random theme I decided to put together - pics from Red Reef (beach) Park, here in Boca Raton, on the A1A.

1. School of Snook. We were snorkeling right off shore, in a few feet of water (which is why it's stirred up), and there were just a ton of fish all around of all types. Further out there were even Barracudas, which I got some pics of as well. (not featured here though.) Taken with GoPro Hero4 Silver.

2. Coconut Palm (and yacht in distance) at main entrance ramp of Red Reef Park.

3. In the middle of schools of fish. Found ourselves swimming among a ton of fish all around us. :) Same location right off shore, in a few feet of water, and taken with the same GoPro.

4. Colorful mural in the parking lot of Red Reef.
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[NOTE: Have added some more songs to the list since originally posting, and continued in comments.....]

Continuing with the weekend break thing.....a collection of some of my favorite electronic/psytrance/psyambient/Goa/synthwave/chillgressive/etc. tunes. (They keep coming up with more and more "genre labels" for what is all basically just....electronic music. 😄 )


Son Kite - Focus: youtube.com/watch?v=Nfu9f6Q8d5o

Khetzal - Anamatha: youtube.com/watch?v=AYZNay1dYQY

Ajanta - Lunar Garden: youtube.com/watch?v=jG-pJQIYncg

Astropilot - Sansara: youtube.com/watch?v=NeRboPESFno

Jeremiah Kane - Streets of Neo Angeles: youtube.com/watch?v=E_wAVL8j2Fs

E-Clip - Synthetic Life: youtube.com/watch?v=EsiFt5va2E4

Vibrasphere - Floating Free: youtube.com/watch?v=HqrfDNHnevU

Cabeiri - Nostalgia: youtube.com/watch?v=U7uzYQ7EJxE

Vibrasphere - Erosion: youtube.com/watch?v=LsaOqAj_sOo

And some awesome flashback to '97 from The Crystal Method's debut album "Vegas," that was both very late 90s, yet also years ahead of the times in terms of its sound/style and song structuring. Just super slick:

Trip Like I Do: youtube.com/watch?v=0hJZR_hinI0 [now that's an epic way to open a debut album!]
High Roller: youtube.com/watch?v=_1aCB2hbMFg
Bad Stone: youtube.com/watch?v=hBaanzYaLXg
Keep Hope Alive: youtube.com/watch?v=LZi4qE6Ll6E
Cherry Twist: youtube.com/watch?v=6yEIF-kqCC4

I used to have Crystal Method on perpetual replay on my Sony Discman, along with the three part soundtrack to the movie "Hackers." (The movie came out in '95, but they were still creating follow up soundtrack CDs full of electronic/techno for several years after, which is kind of funny, but it was due to the popularity.)

Speaking of which, from the "Hackers 2" follow up disc in '97:
Leftfield - Inspection (Check One) youtube.com/watch?v=84ZyRbb20-4
From the "Hackers 3" disc in '99:
Fluke - Absurd: youtube.com/watch?v=eJckuldpFxk


A whole "Chillgressive Mix" called Cosmic Transition that I like and have on my playlist: youtube.com/watch?v=uGA1cRQi_ac There's just tons of these types of mixes on YT, but a lot of them have songs that I don't like mixed throughout. I liked this one though, but I know it's all subjective. But if you like this type of music you'll soon be going down the rabbit hole on the sidebar, and will find whatever works for you.

Something handy: A YouTube to MP3 converter. I rely heavily on these things to convert YT vids to MP3s for my playlists. mp3-convert.org/v5/ There a lots of these types of sites but I found this one particularly easy and fast, and consistent in terms of not being down.

(If anybody wants to post their favorite electronic/psytrance/50 other genre labels/etc. recommendations feel free in the comments....)
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(Tagging some of the people who liked this original post - I've updated the original main post with more songs in case you're interested, and continued with some more in this particular comment. @abducteejournal @gvan33 @TheLastStraightFrog @AbandonedScoutCamp @10Jdjean @guanajo )

And a couple from Death in Vegas. From their
'97 debut album "Dead Elvis":

68 Balcony: youtube.com/watch?v=NPh3AxD5EQs

And from "The Contino Sessions" in '99:

Flying: youtube.com/watch?v=1jMCQh8aBj0
Dirge: youtube.com/watch?v=oR_pxawRvng (This one was used in the trailer for the movie "The Black Dahlia.")

I mentioned both of these songs specifically in my book "Chasing Phantoms," with regards to listening to them on repeat in 2000 when I was first waking up and realizing me and Joe's status' as abductees, complete with very vivid "dreams"/flashback memories of being in underground bases. What's interesting about Death in Vegas is that they use real instruments (real drums, not synthesized) and real guitars, mixed in with the electronic aspects of the music. And of course the layering, until by the end it's all out, every layer all at the same time. I think "Flying" is my absolute fave of their songs. I was completely obsessed with this song back in 2000-2001 for the above noted reason, especially since I had several "dream" memories of flying in these underground bases. One method of which involved anti-gravity. "Open your eyes...." indeed. O.o (classic MK trigger code.)


Massive Attack - From their '98 album "Mezzanine":

Angel: youtube.com/watch?v=xiK2JlBpzvI (How many movies has *this* one been used in??? holy shit! 🤣)
Black Milk: youtube.com/watch?v=Bf9AgX4Ixs4
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@Dinosaurus12 😎 I just added some more songs to the list if you're interested......
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@Dinosaurus12 And a few more now........I just keep adding more, it's hilarious. Then I ran out of room and continued adding in a separate comment. 😄
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@Dinosaurus12 Hope you like. :)
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'Men's Cure for EXTREME Liberalism (Liberaletox)"

youtube.com/watch?v=di3cCEb_Y0E

"Women's Cure for EXTREME Liberalism (Liberaletox)"

youtube.com/watch?v=JF9xjhyVNgM
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Welp, it's for sure confirmed that I won't be able to visit NYC again, maybe in my lifetime. 😐 Last time I actually visited (versus just passing through) was summer of '95. Had no idea that would be the last time. Makes you wonder how many more "realize in retrospect that was the last time I was ever going to be able to __________" moments there are going to be as the world continues to narrow.

(Being truthful though......NYC *literally* smells like a garbage dump. Especially in the summer. It was the most horrific smelling place I've ever been. So there's a reason I never went back after '95. 🤣 And the smell.....it gets all on you. Your clothes and hair and body get saturated in it like you actually rolled around in a dumpster. Just passing through in my car in the summer of 2007 on my way to other places....Intense stench of garbage as I whizzed past New Rochelle on the 95/Cross Bronx Expressway at 70+ mph. And then passing by on the return trip on the stretch of the 95 that runs between Staten Island, NY and Rahway, NJ............I can't even EXPLAIN what I was smelling. 😮 Staten Island itself is one large garbage dump (google "Freshkills Staten Island") and then on the Rahway side there were all these factories spewing chemicals into the sky of who knows what, and when both combined together it made for the most horrific stench I've ever breathed. There's literally no way to describe it, because it doesn't smell like anything I've ever experienced before. It's not just garbage. It's not rotting meat. It's not anything identifiable. It's just "HORROR SHOW FOR YOUR NOSE!" I was desperately grappling for my incense sticks in the glove compartment with one hand, with the other on the wheel, choking and gagging as I lit it while driving. 🤣 The residents don't notice it though. That's what I figured out back in '95 as me and my ex walked down the streets of Queens gagging and coughing with our shirts covering our faces as people walked by on the sidewalk giving us curious looks, like "What's their problem?" Even the nicest areas of midtown Manhattan smelled like a garbage dump when we were visiting. Just choking. So all those shows and movies showing cool scenes of NYC.......insert the smell of garbage, and *then* it's truly accurate. ;)

So no loss really I guess. !! But I won't lie, my one regret will now be not having made the effort to go see the Nutcracker Suite performed by the NYC Ballet in Lincoln Center at Christmas. Ideally while snowing. :) I wanted to do that a few years back and we just....didn't. It's a lot of effort, and we're down in Florida, so we didn't do it. "We always thought there'd be more time......" Until there wasn't.


"De Blasio said Tuesday: 'If you want to participate in our society fully, you’ve got to get vaccinated. It’s time.' "

dailymail.co.uk/news/article-9856743/NYC-requ
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Hopefully this link works for everybody. This is the whole vid clip of Governor DeSantis' "Free Florida" mic drop moment calling out all the major hypocrisies, contradictions and general bullshit of the "Biden" administration's handling of COVID, specifically in relation to Biden's ongoing criticism and singling out of Florida for not getting in line with the insanity, in only 4 minutes:

nitter.net/bennyjohnson/status/14229944621632

People are posting small excerpts from this, but the full 4:34 clip should be watched to get the full impact.

It's also been posted on Twitter. I don't have Twitter account myself, but the link still worked for me. So here's a secondary link:

twitter.com/bennyjohnson/status/1422994462163
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Since there was a conversation going in my latest Gov. DeSantis post about Liberals misunderstanding the difference between (pure) Capitalism vs. (negative) Corporatism and therefore rejecting true Capitalism in favor of idiotic Socialism and Communism, I was inspired to write about a movie that many probably haven’t heard of from 1982, by Disney of all things, called “Night Crossing.” This was back when Disney was going through its dark period 😀 and was releasing movies like the Witch Mountain series, “The Watcher in the Woods,” and then this one.

“Night Crossing” is the true story of two families in Communist East Germany, the Strelzyks and the Wetzels, who, between 1978-1979, devised and executed a plan to get their families (eight people total, including children and a baby) across the Wall to West Germany the only way they could see would actually work….a homemade hot air balloon. O.o

At the core this movie is about one thing – What desperation for freedom will cause people to do, including risking death of all involved by climbing into a wood platform lined with some ropes in order to try to fly away via a bag of hot air fueled by homemade propane burners, because *THAT’S* just how bleak and hopeless life is. I wish everybody who advocates Communism, or its slippery slope cousin Socialism, would watch this movie. The negatives of this movie is that it’s done in English; ideally should have been done in German w/ subtitles. And since it’s from 1982, and a Disney family movie, there’s that corny undertone. BUT, the plusses are that it was actually filmed throughout Germany; the story itself is well done and is very suspenseful in many parts, and it doesn’t pussyfoot around with regards to life in Communist East Germany (the poverty, lack of quality food/produce and products, zero opportunity for advancement, nosy “loyal SSD party” neighbors and community members who spy and snitch) and what motivated this desperate escape attempt: The teen son of the Kellers, who are friends with both families, concocted a plan to try to get across the wall….and wound up being machine gunned down by the automated defense system. The movie goes there and shows that entire scene at the very beginning. Realizing that this could easily become their own kids, with a completely hopeless future, Peter Strelzyk and Günter Wetzel start making plans. Nothing goes easy and it takes many months and several attempts, and that’s where the suspense really comes into play. Especially when the first attempt fails, and lands them just short, in The Zone (minefield.)

There’s a scene at the very end that I remember seeing as a kid when this was on TV and it always stuck with me. “Are we in the West??!” And when they learn they finally are….the manic exuberance that erupts. Even as a kid I got it.

imdb.com/title/tt0082810/?ref_=ttfc_fc_tt

Torrent download link: rarbg.to/torrent/mhloup2
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More random ideas, pertaining to things discussed in the "Night Crossing" post (which came about from the Gov. DeSantis post before that 😄 ) and the corresponding comment in the "Night Crossing" post about the 1984 movie "Moscow on the Hudson," about a Russian circus musician who defects to NYC.

A common theme shown in both movies was "loyal Communist Party members who spy and snitch on their neighbors/coworkers to the SSD/KGB." It's made possible by weak, beta people who've succumbed to the tyrannical takeover of their country and decided that it's easier to just get in line - and sell out anybody they can along the way for personal advancement and protection by the SSD/KGB - than to fight back. "I'm a good little prisoner! I'll help you find the prisoners who aren't! Do I get a gold star?? Do you like me?? Can I be your friend?? Can I have better food and nicer things now??" Both movies show that weak, sellout people were pretty common. And both movies show the protagonists having to "keep their voices down!" "shhhhh!" unable to speak freely even in their own homes.....because somebody's always listening/spying and could potentially overhear loud voices through walls/doors/windows, and be ready to snitch. Even a person's whereabouts and activity as they go about their days were being noted by nosy spying neighbors, coworkers/bosses, shop keepers, etc. In "Night Crossing" it made it that much more difficult for the protagonists to be taking off from their jobs to work day and night constructing the hot air balloons because their loyal SSD party member neighbor was keeping tabs. "Oh...I saw you didn't go to work for the past few days....." (really bitch?? Mind your own business! O.o ) Every "innocuous" question shown in both movies is really a passive aggressive accusation that one needs to anxiously defend.

It's seriously sick and toxic behavior for a seriously sick and toxic culture and political system. And unfortunately these movies (all based on real life) show that it's all too easy to take most people over. :/ Too many people are weak, that's just what it is, bottom line. I've already been tested multiple times in my life so I know what I'm made of and where I stand. At 21 I faced either rolling over on my friends/roommates....or be arrested. Yeah, not gonna tell you anything. Guess you'll have to slap those cuffs on me. And they did. Read me my rights. Still not talking. Loaded me in the back of the cop car with one of my other roommates who'd already been arrested. That's nice. Still not talking. "Divine intervention" finally had to get me out of that situation in the end. 🤣 Most people aren't like that though. And these times are going to start really revealing who's who in all ways.
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An add on -

There's a MAJOR distinction between people who cave/confess under extreme duress/torture/threats of murder against their families....and then empty/spiritless people who voluntarily cuddle up to their tyrannical Overlords with Stockholm Syndrome, actually *enjoying* the snitching and spying and the power tripping of it all, and doing whatever they can to better their own situation/station in life. You know, the people who were like that even as a kid, always tattletaling, or being the Hall Monitor.

We're already seeing this happening now, the most recently discussed real life example being the "Boca News Now" website, mentioned several posts ago. (Link to that previous Gab post: gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10666770614804003 ) BNN likes to think of itself as a journalism source, but in reality they're a far Left propaganda tool who twist truth and data to suit their agenda, cherry pick evidence, refuse to acknowledge any good deeds of a Republican politician just because he's Republican, and encourage people to snitch on their community members with photos that they can publish. Always with the "Send us your photos!" :/

I also discussed at the very beginning of my Gab feed how my personal hairdresser (who owned the salon) was threatened by a powerful local Jewish female attorney that my hairdresser better NEVER allow anybody to speak pro-Trump anything again (in her own salon!) or else she will not only forbid her 20+ female employees at the law firm from ever using the salon again, but she will have them trash the salon owner on their social media platforms until they drive her out of business. I am not even kidding, hand to God, this is what my hairdresser relayed to me. All because she "allowed" a male customer to speak positively about Trump while getting his hair cut....and the Leftie Jewish attorney woman overheard it.

Part 1 of that post:
gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10557355259376045

Part 2: gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10557358085383890

Part 3: gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10557378658482769

Part 4: gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10557389141146993

So this sort of thing has only just begun. We're most likely going to see more and more of it. The power ultimately lies with the people to refuse to go along with it. And that includes law enforcement who are being tasked with the arrests of anti-vax passport protestors. The tyrannical Overlords can only succeed if they can convert the sheep to police the other sheep. Learn from history. Don't wind up being on the wrong side of it. And I don't need to point out the irony about the Jewish attorney woman mentioned above with regards to "history." :/
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Part 2 of 2

With the exception of the ridiculous extended fight scenes that pay homage to lead man Rowdy Roddy Piper’s wrestling career ;) “They Live” tries to utilize every second of celluloid to convey something important about our real world situation being portrayed fictionally on screen. Especially with regards to anything that’s shown playing on TV screens in the background. And the above dialogue especially. The venom of snakes (Reptilians reference?) Outside the limits of our sight (hyperdimensional realms) Feeding off of us (loosh energy, as well as literally physically feeding O.o ) Perched on top of us (the way the elite leaders are, but also the hyperdimensional realms that “top” ours) Are our owners. Not controllers. But owners. It’s an interesting and pointed choice of words. As Charles Fort once said in the early 1900s, “The Earth is a farm. We are somebody else’s property.”

The whole movie is awesome (again, with the exception of the fights 😄 ) but some other pivotal scenes include:

The power elite scene:
youtube.com/watch?v=GeAcikP5N7M

Take note of this dialogue:

“Our projections show that by the year 2025 not only America, but the entire planet, will be under the protection and the dominion of this power alliance. The gains have been substantial, both for ourselves and for you, the human power elite!"

A bit prophetic for 1988. O.o

The “You’d do it to your own kind!” sellout scene:
youtube.com/watch?v=aFz1y45KaHA

“I’ve got one that can see!”
youtube.com/watch?v=DPZOi8EgcYM

One of my followers, HiddenDimension, whose radio show I’ve interviewed on three times, had author Ray Nelson on his show years ago. Here’s that interview: inothernewsradio.com/podcast/in-other-news-au

Torrent download: rarbg.to/torrent/x5biu62
imdb: imdb.com/title/tt0096256/?ref_=ttqt_qt_tt
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Part 1 of 2

The most pivotal moment of dialogue from one of my all time favorite “Truth Bomb” movies, John Carpenter’s “They Live,” from 1988, spoken by a blind preacher man standing on the streets of Los Angeles:

“They use their tongues to deceive. The venom of snakes is under their lips. Their mouths are full of bitterness and curses. And in their paths nothing but ruin and misery. And the fear of God is not before their eyes! They have taken the hearts and minds of our leaders. They have recruited the rich and the powerful. And they have blinded us to the truth. The human spirit is corrupted. Why do we worship greed? Because outside the limit of our sight, feeding off us, perched on top of us from birth to death are our owners! Our owners!! They have us! They control us! They are our masters! Wake up! They’re all about you, all around you!”

(Cops show up to haul him away, of course. Scene changes to a store front window full of TV screens showing a “All American” images of Mount Rushmore, a bald eagle flying, a Native American guy dancing in a headdress, scenes from a rodeo, grinning guys playing basketball and high fiving each other, then what looks to be the Kelso Dunes and the Providence Mountains in an area of the Mojave desert known as “The Devil’s Playground” [I’ve climbed those dunes back in ’99, and have pics that look exactly like that scene], and a random guy standing on the sidewalk outside, staring at the screens in a tranced out state.)

youtube.com/watch?v=gWx7Jc7lNLc

As many already know, “They Live” (based on the story “Eight O’Clock in the Morning” by Ray Nelson) is about how the world has been taken over by non-human controllers, walking amongst us in disguise, keeping humans in a passive, obedient, tranced out sleep state. “They Live, We Sleep.” Subliminal messages to keep us programmed and obedient are embedded everywhere, youtube.com/watch?v=yjw_DuNkOUw along with mind control signals being beamed at the population.

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Time for some combination music/humor all rolled into one.....King Missile.

People of a certain age probably remember King Missile from the 90s with their alternative radio hit from '93, "Detachable Penis."

youtube.com/watch?v=mIUk08iYZKE

....which was also infamously on Beavis & Butthead:
youtube.com/watch?v=9pTxgcooHiw

They're an avant-garde rock group from NYC known for (funny, bizarre) spoken word storytelling. But there's also their other stuff which is just as amusing.


Take Stuff from Work!
youtube.com/watch?v=JWqNdXznQY8

Irish Commercial:
youtube.com/watch?v=QABkWm4vps4
(I still quote this one from time to time. "Are ya icky, are ya sticky, are ya hot as anything....cut off two of your fingers, and stab yourself in the eye!")

The Bunny Who Wanted to be a Rat:
youtube.com/watch?v=qTnbuRHZcJw

Sensitive Artist
(or in other words.....Pretentious Hipster)
youtube.com/watch?v=ulc9Vdx8-io

Cheesecake Truck:
youtube.com/watch?v=R1QfjHZ2isU


The world is going nuts. So sometimes you just have to be irreverent. !!
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ooooooohhhhhh!....Boca News Now (BNN), the leftie propaganda "news media" tools that I've been complaining about recently here on my Gab, is being called out for what they do. Not that they care, or will stop. They're utterly shameless. But they've been working overtime this past week cranking out story after story on their newsfeed claiming that Florida in general is being overrun with COVID cases, hospital/ICU beds are almost out state wide, kids are coming down with COVID en masse, it's all Governor DeSantis' fault (they DESPISE DeSantis and are advocates for mass lockdowns) and that Boca Raton specifically, where we live, is experiencing "refrigerated trucks" to hold all the dead bodies that are overflowing from area hospitals.

After some podcast called "Number Two" complained about what BNN has been printing BNN has gotten some backlash in the form of voicemails from supposed nurses at local hospitals/medical centers challenging BNN's recent claims. The link below contains the embedded audio recordings of the voicemails. On the one hand I can't believe they're willing to put the vm's out there, but on the other I'm also not surprised, as it presents them the opportunity to claim "Can you BELIEVE people are actually saying these things?!?" and to try to get ahead of the backlash.

bocanewsnow.com/2021/08/09/listen-boca-nurse-

btw the Andrew Colton that keeps getting referenced in the vm's is the guy who runs BNN.

Tom mentioned to me that the whole "Boca Raton refrigerated trucks!! Overflowing dead bodies!!" hoopla even made it onto a "Q" forum (no thanks to the efforts of BNN). So they're helping to make these exaggerated stories national/international. This is what I was talking about though in my previous post about how BNN is one of those negative forces helping to shape the direction our world is currently going. Not only with their ongoing DeSantis hatred, but their exaggerated reporting to incite hysteria, and the way they fan the flames of division/hate/violence within the community/region towards the unvaccinated. "Tell us what YOU think should happen to all the unvaccinated! ;) ;) ;) " On top of the way they've actively engaged in "Send us your photos!" to encourage the community to snitch on people and publicly shame them. My opinion? They're completely bought and paid for, and are sitting in something else's pocket. Total shills.

If people really do start dropping dead here en masse in the next 6-12 months? It will be from the poisonous fake jab. Not COVID itself.
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There are a TON of dragonflies/damselflies to be found in south Florida, due to there being so much fresh water. Most of a dragonfly's life is spent as a nymph in the water, with gills for breathing. How this transformation happens from water-based insect with gills to something with wings that breathes and flies through the air is fascinating. (link at end of this post.)

I love damselflies and dragonflies, mainly because they're so interesting looking, like little flying jewels due to their colorings, but also because they're so intelligent/curious. So I have various things with their imagery on them, including jewelry and Punch Studio notepads, and have had some interesting encounters with them as well.

The craziest, most interesting encounter I ever had was when riding my bike on the El Rio trail. As I was flying along I looked over to my left and realized there was a large dragonfly flying along next to me, about six feet or so over......matching my speed. Not only that but it kept looking at me as it flew. O.o !! At first I thought it was just a coincidence, but then it kept going, and going, and going, flying along with me for a bit of time. I realized it was flying with me out of pure curiosity. So for a little bit of time I had a ride along buddy. 😄 For supposedly "simple" critters to expend energy for anything beyond just trying to eat, mate and survive, for the sake of curiosity alone, means high level of intelligence.


1. Band Winged Dragonlet - Pondhawk Natural Area, Boca Raton. LOVE the blue and black coloring of this species! Corresponding vid: flickr.com/photos/carissaconti/50611868187/in

2. Little damselfly on my finger. Was trying to get in the door to our apartment after work when this damselfly was suddenly flying all around me, seeming curious and intent. I put my hand up gently to block my face....and it landed on my finger, and settled in and made itself at home. Like, "Great! A landing pad! Thanks so much, so kind of you!" 😄 It was there for awhile, totally chill and relaxed, long enough for Tom to grab my camera and get some shots. This was the best, most clear of the pics, and you can really see the eyes and face and the hairs on the legs. I like to joke that maybe it was the reincarnation of the Rambur's Forktail dragonfly I rescued at the beach a few years ago, just stopping by to say hi. ;) flickr.com/photos/carissaconti/8709398608/in/

3. Halloween Pennant Dragonfly - Boca Raton. Very common species here.

4. Don't know the species of this one, unfortunately. From Yamato Scrub Natural Area, Boca Raton.


There's more dragonfly pics I'd love to post but don't have enough room. They're all included though in my "Dragonflies" photoalbum on Flickr: flickr.com/photos/carissaconti/albums/7215771


en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dragonfly
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Just came across a channel called "Yebo" ("Obey" backwards, as in "We will not") on altCensored, courtesy of Brad, concerning the whole Satanic/Pedophile/Cannibalistic Hollywood subject, and I too want to bring attention to this channel after perusing it.

I've looked for vids like this on YT over the years but there’s few quality ones to be found, and as time goes on they're continuing to disappear. Yebo does a fantastic job of compiling damning clips of so many Hollywood and political players revealing exactly who and what they really are, and presents it all in a very straight forward manner. And minus the typical religious zealotry found in many other videos on these subjects. (My only complaint is the annoying monotone narration voice; wish he spoke with a *little* more inflection.) But ultimately it's not about the narrator, it's about the clips, which speak for themselves.

What's interesting to me is how the "people" being exposed in Yebo’s vids are "people" that I've always had a negative, sometimes visceral dislike of. The one about Will Ferrell - whom I can't stand and whose movies I’ve never watched - was the most difficult to get through so far. The whole "clown babies" clips portrayed in the first third of that vid were reminiscent of the reports of the mind controlled, abused, sex slave kids in cages in underground bases, including the sleep deprivation thing [classic mind control tactic] with the air horns. The clown kids clips get worse as it goes. I kept having to click off of it and look at other things, couldn’t watch it straight through. My visceral dislike of so many Hollywood stars, singers, talk show hosts and politicians over the years has to do with the look in their faces and eyes – the energy coming through them – as well as the way in which they often speak. Even though I don’t have the full “PSYCHIC SIGHT” it’s not necessary. Their voices, eyes, facial expressions and personalities/energy alone tell you everything. It’s often this dark/hard/unfriendly look in the eyes, usually contradicting the slick or smarmy smile. Or a general devious look. The voice is often hard and loud as well; sometimes with bizarre and aggressive laughter. If your instincts about a famous person are negative it’s for a reason, that’s all I can say.

They’ve been announcing who/what they are to us for years and it’s time for people to start actually seeing it. So far Yebo provides the best vids I’ve seen yet for that purpose. Considering that thousands of naïve and desperate noobs are trying to break into the industry every year in some form, making them very expendable, with thousands more lined up to take their place, means most, if not all, of the top players in the present day entertainment industry got where they are through VERY unsavory means/allegiances.

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altcensored.com/channel/UCMZ3ija_XNj5pAz81CmT
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There’s a video on Yebo’s channel dedicated to Dan Harmon, the creator of “Rick and Morty,” a very off color cartoon. I’ve watched a few clips from R&M that individually were funny and very clever, no doubt. There’s a reason it’s become very successful. But my general assessment of the show from just a few clips was that there was too much negative/nasty mixed in; kept taking too many gross and inappropriate turns out into left field to make it a show I would seek out to actually fully watch on a regular basis. No thanks. Turns out I wasn’t wrong. Yebo exposes Dan Harmon’s previous show pilot called “Darrell” for Showtime about a baby rapist, where he climbs through a nursery window, gets his pants off and mimes having sex with a baby doll that’s supposed to have been sedated with drugs. Dan talks to the camera with his dead and empty eyes rimmed in dark circles and that typical doughy, pasty looking pedo face they all seem to have (they all look sickly and pale and like they’re locked up in their mom’s basement watching kiddie porn all day on the computer) referring to this as “groundbreaking” and hoping the audience will “surprise him” [by liking it/being able to handle it.]

My initial assessment of R&M though leads to another related subject that I’ve written about years ago on my site – the way in which Hollywood ALWAYS has to slip in really disgusting/inappropriate shit at every turn, so you feel like you got chumped as you’re watching. I’m all for off color/dark humor, but they *always* have to take things too far. Pedophilia, incest, violent injury/maiming happening to babies and children, beastiality, necrophilia, you name it. So you’re watching your show or movie, and it’s all well and good with the plot and the humor….then BAM! There it is. That “way too far” disgusting moment. And where you’re expected to continue being amused and entertained. :/ But now having seen Dan Harmon’s pilot for “Darrell” it’s no wonder R&M always does that sudden turn. :/

This "take it way too far" thing has been going on for YEARS though. It’s a way to not only condition and desensitize the masses, but also to defile/kill humanity’s connection to higher spirit/goodness. Demons, Reptilians (probably Mantids and Grays….) and Neg entities/beings in general just hate the Divine. Anything to defile/degrade our inherently beautiful planet and all of its beings that have a higher spirit and connection to the Divine. Pollution, war, hatred, violence, destruction, murder, chaos, disharmony, ugliness, degradation, abuse, rape and sexual perversion in its absolute worst and most shocking forms – that’s what it’s all about with them.
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Another follow up comment - Another reason I'm digging these expose vids is because he's presenting new vid clips and evidence that I haven't seen before. Even with tired subjects like Katy Perry and Lady Gaga, "the usual suspects" in terms of the MK'd Hollywood performers, he's bringing new, crazy/eye opening level stuff to the table. So it's not just the same old tired and played out stuff we've all seen before. (for those who have researched these subjects.) So if you think you've seen it all about Marilyn Manson for instance - think again. Or anybody that Yebo covers. And I really do appreciate how straight forward and no-nonsense he is. He gets right to it, doesn't waste any time, and as mentioned there isn't all that over the top religious zealotry and bible quotes mixed up in it like so many vids make the mistake of doing.

And yet another random celeb that was mentioned in the middle of the Katy Perry and Lady Gaga vid - Sarah Paulson - is yet another celeb I've never liked. Zero reason, but yet could not *STAND* her, and felt she ruined any movie I had to watch in her in. Just "grrrr!" at the mere sight of her face. But now seeing that she was in a pedo movie and the way she's surrounded herself with "the symbolism" in photoshoots, none of which I was consciously aware of...... :/ Go figure. Go with your instincts, always. They're picking up on something you're not always aware of. (I realize I sound like my great grandmother on my mom's side, who had some psychic abilities, as multiple people on both sides of my "family" do. But back in the 60s when everybody was worshipping the Kennedys she couldn't STAND them from what I was told, and stood alone on an island with that whole deal. She could tell who was who and what was what, and saw right through that whole deal when others couldn't. She died in '81....can't even imagine what she'd have to say about all the people and politicians who came after. ESPECIALLY the Clintons. !!! Seriously, if she thought the Kennedys were bad.......)
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But if ever there was an opportune time to be grabbing me, this was it. Living in the – ground floor/basement – hotel room, with an easily picked, old fashioned metal key lock, with 24/7 open access at the end of the hall to the open air, unsecured parking garage, right across from the 5 freeway onramp. It was almost TOO easy. :/

As vivid and “obvious” as all these may seem one always needs to proceed with caution. On the one hand I know I didn’t just invent this stuff out of nowhere, especially considering my very sheltered upbringing, and complete lack of knowledge of anything MILABs until early 2003. So seeing VERY “MILABs-y” stuff in my mind YEARS before even knowing such a thing existed proves there’s something to it all. But still……should it be taken at literal face value? Was I *actually* there in these scenarios?

Another, equally bizarre explanation that came up when discussing this subject with Tom was the idea of clones, and somebody’s consciousness being plugged into a clone’s body, to “pilot” it. As insane as that may sound to some I can’t dismiss it either, based on some of the experiences I’ve “remembered”/“flashed back to,” which I’m not getting into here. Was this “me” really the one that was there? Or was I plugged in to somebody else? (Who admittedly felt just like me.)

There’s also the “virtual reality dreamtime programming” scenarios that researcher/author James Bartley has discussed in his works, and which I mentioned in my book. Some MILABs memories could be that. Meanwhile others could be real abduction memories, where the target was actually there, doing the things they remember. (and which may have left tangible marks and evidence on their body.) And maybe others are experiencing their consciousness being plugged into somebody else/a clone of some sorts, to pilot them. Always keep multiple possibilities in mind.

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Continued from Part 3:

On a final-final note, there's another "dream" anecdote mentioned in "Chasing Phantoms" that mirrors the incident with the dude in the brown suit, and which took place in '99 while I was living in SoCal with my then-boyfriend Steve. Only this time, a middle aged white guy with white hair, also wearing corporate clothes from the waist up. Never "saw" his face though. (see the free download of my book for complete details.) Once again before even figuring out that I was an abductee, let alone learning about the existence of MILABs. So that "dream" REALLY threw me for a loop at the time, because it was not something normal for me, AT all. And again, I had no knowledge of any of this.

And as mentioned in CP I later had an encounter at a Walgreens in Fort Lauderdale in 2003 with a corporate dressed guy who I was 99.99999% sure was the guy from that "dream" in '99. Everything matched. But once again I wasn't allowed to see his face. But the body, corporate dress clothes, the white hair, the way he honed in on me saying something snide to me for no reason, his cologne which I "recognized" immediately while reading my magazine and which bothered me (negative association), and then the way a strong psychic force was exerted on me to prevent me from being able to talk back/stand up for myself against him after he mouthed off to me. I could only just stand there passively, watching him go.

Between that incident, and the infamous one that took place at Denny's in 2002, also in Fort Lauderdale and mentioned in Part II of my book (with the two "Thems," also dressed in corporate clothes, one of whom was smirking at me in a very sexual way as he passed by me, psychically drawing my attention to him and whom I instantly "recognized" but couldn't access the memory, and then did a second pass by for good measure, psychically pulling my attention to him again while he continued to smirk at me sexually; all the while as I was frozen/paralyzed and filled with an intense "UH OH..."/"I'm in trouble"/"I'm not doing what I'm supposed to be doing" feeling of being in MAJOR trouble [because once again I'd gone MAJORLY off script and rebelled against programming] ), I have to unfortunately conclude that some of these "dreams" are true memories. Not virtual reality programming, not being plugged into a "clone," and not an overactive imagination. So that's why I put all this out there. Sometimes things really are what they seem to be, and need to be taken at face value.

(btw, that second Suit during the infamous Denny's incident I didn't recognize, unlike the other one whom I definitely did, and I could tell he was seeing me for the first time as well as he passed by. He stared at me intensely with a mix of curiosity and disdain. Apparently my reputation preceded me. ;) I don't know what I did to annoy him but he was NOT a fan as he was glimpsing me in person for the first time. ;) )
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Another telling “dream”/memory flash that was mentioned in my book happened in early 2001. I was relaxing on my bed and zoning out when I suddenly saw myself….someplace else. I seemed to be either drugged up or in a tranced out state, and was desperately trying to “get away” from something, fighting against it all. Stumbling about on what looked to be metal gangways and such, in a facility of some sort with no windows. I realized it looked a lot like the NORAD facility shown in the movie “War Games” from 1983. My efforts were futile, but I was giving it a go anyway. And that that, end of “dream” flash/memory flash, whatever that was.

Considering I hadn’t even figured out that I was an abductee yet, had about 3 more years to go before even learning about MILABs where human males/military are involved, and had done ZERO research on that level of things, means this one is more valid than any other, because it wasn’t tainted by personal research or conscious knowledge. But this is why the HBO show “Westworld” REALLY resonates with me – Anything involving the character of Maeve specifically. There’s the scenes where she’s “waking up,” resisting her programming, and stumbling about naked and dazed in the underground facility trying to resist/get away, realizing the full horror of her reality – she’s just a programmed android used for sex work, not even a human. Those scenes came out years after I had my memory flashes. The creators of the show knew what they were representing with all that. (Maeve, played by Thandie Newton, and her story arc and character’s development, was my hands down fave part of that entire show.)

Another one mentioned in my book took place in 1995, when I was 20. I was temporarily living in one of the rooms of the hotel that I was working at during that time in Lake Forest, CA. This was the absolute craziest time of my life, hands down. But I was laying on my bed in the dark, feeling lost, empty, suicidal and despondent. Suddenly there were a couple of military looking dudes quietly entering my room and rushing up on me with rifles drawn, pointed at me, faces obscured, there to grab me. I “came to” again in my bed with a jolt, alarmed. WTF was THAT?!?!

I forgot all about this memory until many years later, and when I did it was like the floor dropped out from under me. In the early 90s, as a teen/early 20s, I’d been obsessed with the idea of being surrounded by dudes with guns to my head, threatening to blow my brains out. I would later see this discussed in the book “MILABs,” by Dr. Helmut Lammer and Marion Lammer. Complete with an image and everything showing a girl tied to a chair, surrounded by dudes with guns pointed at her head, taken from real life MILABs accounts.

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Back in March I did a 2 part post called "Dreams as an Indication of being a MILAB."

Part 1:
gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10598305299320953
Part 2:
gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10598305159421850

Wanted to get back to that subject.

Years ago I used to have a repeating "dream" theme where I was passenger in a car driving on two lane road surrounded by woods, on a bright and sunny blue skied day. It always seemed to be early to mid afternoon maybe, based on the way the sunlight was. The leaves on the trees were green and full, indicating late spring/summer/early fall. In one of those "dreams" there seemed to be mountains in the distance. Then up ahead on the road there was a single story motel on the left. That seemed to be where we were headed. That's where those dreams always end. The motel is up ahead, and....that's it.

Then came the day I had a "dream" that seemed to take place in a motel...that I later realized seemed to be *that* motel, from those other "dreams." I was holed up in the bathroom, refusing to come out, peering out the window at the situation outside. I could see the parking lot and the woods/trees to the left. Seemed to be the exact same scenery - only viewed from inside the motel now, versus on the two lane road headed to it. There were multiple "Them" guys out in the parking lot, armed, milling about with intense energy, there for me. I don't know what TF had gone down, but I wasn't coming out of that bathroom unless I was forced, and could feel that I was "rebelling." This wasn't how things were "supposed" to go. I was "in trouble."

It was also sunny and clear skied in this "inside the motel" so-called "dream" - but it was later in the afternoon, based on the lighting. Not the same exact time of the day. If the other "dreams" were say, 2 p.m., this would have been maybe 4:30. And that's where the "dream" ends.

Many years ago, long before that, I also had another "dream" :/ that took place in a motel with a suited "Them," won't get into the nitty gritty details. But I can see him distinctly in my mind. 40-something white male (that's all it ever is, that's their profile), skinny, probably tall, but I was viewing him in the laying down position, thinning/balding light brown hair, was wearing a brown suit on the upper part of his body. A guy that me at the time (mid-20s, but looked 14/15 max) would never be attracted to. People can fill in the details about what was going on there. I was not in my normal personality mode.

So there's an established pattern of the whole "motel" thing. Had another "dream" once that took place in a plain/bare looking motel room where I was just there, like waiting/hanging out for something. Seemed to be talking to somebody else while waiting, but never saw them. Seems to be an odd thing to dream about. :/
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Continuing on the theme of "telling (so-called) dreams" here's another I once talked about in a comment here on Gab somewhere many months ago. It’s not MILABs, but still, just ridiculously symbolic, and which happened in January of 2019. Taken from my dream journal, all relevant bits:

"Trippiest dream I've had in YEARS....!! I was in bed...then started lifting out of my body. But unlike a normal "lucid flying" dream where I lift myself up and through floors of a house, out the roof and fly over a town, I was yanked out at hyper speed straight up and out into *space.* [So this was being done *to* me…not something I was initiating. This is what gives it that layer of “SOMETHING ELSE.”] So fast & overwhelming that I screamed. !! I was flying through space, and saw stars against black sky in front of me.

Then I was suddenly on another planet that was like Earth. I was flying over the land (like a grassy meadow) at night, and there were these large animals on the ground, roaming about that we don’t have here on Earth. One was able to jump high like a tiger, and I realized I was flying too low, and needed to pull up more to avoid this thing. So I did, flying onwards over the meadow w/ other big animals below.

Then I was on the ground in a scene switch in some town place. There were other humans around, so this planet was populated with humans too. There was a river thing in front of me. So this town was like a “downtown area by the river” type of deal like we have in urban cities here on Earth. It was either dusk or early dawn, based on the lighting as compared to what I know on Earth [but who really knows!] The “river” thing was really high, like to the level of my chest/neck, but constrained by banks/barriers along the sides. In it was another VERY large “elephant”-like creature beast, just ambling through the water, covered 2/3 of the way. I kind of marveled at that.

Overhead were multiple moons (about 4), all about the same size as ours that were lit up in an artificial way. Their light moved back and forth, left to right, across their surfaces, and had a color to them. (light purple-ish/pink sort of color.) Not just white. Because of that I realized they were artificial, which was creating a slight disappointed feeling, pulling me out of the magical feeling.

Then I caught a glimpse of a clear “glass” “ceiling” thing overhead in the “sky,” and a very brief glimpse of a large foot, belonging to “something else.” The foot was walking on this clear/transparent “ceiling"......showing me that there were beings “on top of this place,” and that this place was completely artificial/created. When I tried to point this out to a 30-ish looking white guy standing near me to my left, pointing up at the “sky,” he couldn’t see it no matter how hard I tried to show him. Turned away with a passive, dopey, oblivious mindset. I realized he was literally programmed/mind controlled to not see it. !!

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Then the colored moons started emitting directed light right down on all of us, going into my head/forehead. I was leery at first, debating whether to turn away from it, but I “felt”/”knew” that the light rays were supposed to be “healing” and good, so I allowed it to happen, though feeling apprehensive, doubting what I was being told to believe. I suspected it was actually mind control coming off this “fake moon” thing, the same thing that was making that one guy not “see” the controllers on top of us. So my instinct was to duck/turn away from this beam.

So in a nutshell we have me being forcibly taken out of my body to go view some other situation that parallels everything that hardcore truthers/researchers have figured out about our planet/reality. From the “invisible controllers” located “above” us, figuratively speaking, and how we’ve been programmed/suppressed to not be able to see/perceive them (or many things about this reality for that matter, our “radios” cut down to a very limited frequency range) to the way everything has been artificially set up (reminiscent of the movie “Dark City”), and including the fake nature of our moon, which is also a source of conspiracy in itself, for anybody who’s done the research. It’s not just an artificially generated satellite. It serves multiple purposes, hidden right under our noses.

And on this other planet I was the only one who could “see”……..probably because I was a new arrival, and hadn’t yet been subjected to the mind control waves designed to limit perception. But then one of the four moons started up again with its directed energy beams, hitting me square in the forehead along with everybody else. So it was only a matter of time I suppose before I too would no longer see the giant “foot” walking on top of all of us “below.” And I would also say that the planet’s permanent residents probably didn't “see”/perceive the moons the way I did, as emitting these directed beams. Again I could perceive EVERYTHING because I’d only just gotten there.

It seems something really wanted me to see this and make of it what I will. I've never been yanked out of my body like that before. As noted, this was THE trippiest dream I’d had in years.

Speaking of “being out in space” I’ve had multiple “dreams” where I was in some other area of space, visiting/hanging out. And it’s always the same region too. Different parts, but the same general region. There’s a lot happening there, just a lot of “stuff” going on, like structures or something out in space. In one of them I was being allowed to float around just for fun. I was wearing a suit, floating “on my back,” and could see a very bright light to my left (a sun? I didn’t look directly at it) and just “stuff” all around in the region, and just enjoying the cool experience. Later I was in a ship, flying away from the scene, as I’ve also been in other dreams, flying through that region.
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Time for our regularly scheduled "Anti poisonous so-called COVID vax" video for anybody who's still on the fence, or has family and friends who are still considering getting this.

bitchute.com/video/pC35wR2IjTuN/?list=notific

Once again..........think long term, not short term. "But I need money!" is never an excuse to cave into this. *This is a "lines drawn in the sand" moment.* Enough research has been put out there by this point, eight months into 2021, that everybody with a functioning brain should be rejecting this. These "vaccines" are non-FDA approved experimental garbage that they're relying on people's consent to take. *Exert your freewill rights.* If you get COVID there *are* treatments you can take. It is NOT a guaranteed death sentence. How many people do we need to hear about who've gotten these "vaxxes" but then supposedly got COVID anyway? They're absolute toxic garbage whose last function is "preventing COVID." So if you know people who aren't accessing this information because they rely on the liberal left biased mainstream media for their information then please pass this along. Lives are literally depending on it by this point.
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This comment from Montalk (located under the Nick Hintonn link connected below) delves into the subject of late 1800s author "Ingersoll Lockwood" entitled "Baron Trump's Marvelous Underground Adventures" (where Baron meets up with a character called The Don, who directs him to a time traveling portal in Russia) and "The Last President."

"Ingersoll Lockwood" is the spitting image of Prof. David Clements, who worked with Mike Lindell at the recent Cyber Symposium to expose the election fraud. Meanwhile the illustration of "Baron Trump" on the book's cover looks remarkably like Barron Trump's face.

Keep in mind these were written in again......the late 1800s. O.o

The whole "time traveling Bar(r)on Trump" thing is an old news "funny what-if conspiracy" that many reading this have probably heard about. But it may not actually be just a funny "what if." I always suspected there was something to it just based on Lockwood's book titles alone - it's beyond coincidence - then I saw what he looked like when Tom showed me his image, side by side with David Clements. It's next level. The nose, his eyes and the bags under the eyes, his eyebrows, the hair, including the wispy/half curled quality of it, the expression in his face, his mouth, all of it is a spot-on match, but probably when Clements is about 5-10 years further in the future. After Tom was showing me the pics we had this fun and awesome "WHAT IF?!?!" time traveling brainstorm right then and there for about the next hour, to which I pointed out that Brad has been heavily covering the "time traveling elite" subject on his Gab over the past few months, so all of it is the foundation for the comment he put together below.

Also worth checking out is this interesting summary of this specific Trump time travel debacle, and all the major players ;) from John, Donald and Barron Trump, to Nikola Tesla. (even Julian Assange, as Montalk noted in the original comment thread.)

threadreaderapp.com/thread/116656115479941939

If it's true, and it probably is O.o then we're in somebody else's timeloop playground. Wish I knew how we got here. Did I even agree to this?? 😄
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Fun and useful (free) phone app recommendation time.....

Considering my recent experiences with mysterious aircraft (discussed in the attached post) for anybody who might have these sorts of experiences happening to them as well, or for people who are just interested in aircraft in general, then I highly recommend an app that you can download to your phone called FlightRadar24. This app will tell you most every detail about every single aircraft flying around in the sky....for the entire planet. 24/7. 😲 So when in doubt.....you open the app on your phone, hold your phone up to the sky and bam! Instant answers! "British Airways flight whatever-whatever, from London to Miami" and all the details about the plane itself, its live time elevation, speed, take off and landing times, you name it. Everything but the actual passenger manifest. 😄

There's two modes - map mode, which is self explanatory, and then "AR" mode, where you hold your phone up to the sky and it shows you all aircraft in the field of view, with a summary of details. In either mode you can then tap the screen to select any particular aircraft to pull up the individual information. Map mode allows you to zoom in and out as much as you want.

Tom and I have visited Fort Lauderdale-Hollywood International Airport multiple times over the past few years to watch the jetliners taking off and landing, since there are two really awesome viewing spots to do this from. So this app was fun for that reason, find out info. on the various planes. But as you can also see......it can have useful secondary applications if you're in the throws of a "is that what I think it is??" mysterious/strange behaving aircraft moment.

At the time I had my "mysterious white plane" incidents last summer, and our recent black heli incident, I didn't have my phone with me to use this app. It's been hard enough sometimes to fight back against the urges to not bring my camera, let alone think about my cell phone on top of it. !!

I'm also curious what would happen if it turns out a UFO/"something else" is disguising itself as a regular heli or plane. How would it show up on the app?

Pic 1 - This is an AR mode example, just holding my phone up to the sky. As you can see there were a bunch of aircraft far away in that direction, appearing low on the horizon.

Pic 2 - Map mode example, w/ random helicopter I saw on the map and then zoomed in on. In this mode you can see all the specific details about the helicopter, including that it was U.S. Coast Guard, its make/model, registration number, flight path, speed, altitude, etc.

Pic 3 - Just added - What appeared to be a Sheriff's office heli (via binoculars) that as you can see, doesn't show up on the app. So that was a good test - it shows that law enforcement aircraft are possibly blocked from public access. So maybe my recent black heli would also have not appeared on the app. Good to know.
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Have to also add that this app is fun for tracking people's flights if you know anybody who's flying anywhere. Two years ago Tom took a trip to visit his family and I was able to find his plane parked at FLL, while sitting at home in Boca....and then track it in live time as it taxied into place, then took off down the runway. Then was able to follow it as it climbed past 35,000+ feet in elevation and was on its way. Same for when he was flying back to Florida - was able to find his plane in the sky and follow it live time from Boca, and then watch as it landed. So yeah, that's pretty cool too.
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Link to vid from @HiddenDimension 's YT channel showing some great heli harassment examples he's experienced while filming UFO activity over the NYC/NJ metro area. youtube.com/watch?v=b_QoOHt99j8 At the end there's some gangstalking examples as well. Since HD has a radio show that's interviewed people over the years from all walks of life, famous to non, discussing the "woo" and other truth seeking subjects it makes sense that he's been on the radar. He's exactly the profile they like to harangue.

Vid's description on YT: "When you point a camera to the sky to film UFOs, you're going to attract attention whether its in a public space or from the privacy of your apartment window. This video is a compilation of helicopter surveillance documented in the past 8 months or so. Watch for the two stalkers at the end. All Rights Reserved."

What I love most though is anybody, like HiddenDimension, or @abducteejournal, etc. who not only have legit stuff going on that they can actually prove, and in a calm, sane way, but also not letting it stop them from doing what they're doing, and getting the word out about the things that are really going on here.
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Excellent, thought provoking post that continues in the comments. So if you're a Gab lurker who doesn't have even a basic "dummy account"......it's time to sign up, because you're really missing out, since you have to have an account to view comments. And that's where the real action usually is. (Well, for the high quality Gab feeds that is, who are posting meaningful content...not talking about the "most popular" nonsense you see on the Home page. Those comment threads are probably best avoided, as they reflect the simplistic and one dimensional content being posted. !!) Click on the post to be brought to Inspire369's page where you can read the rest.....
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"American Blackout" - National Geographic docu-drama from 2013

Link to free and instant access: 123moviesd.com/american-blackout/

No torrent download required, or password to a streaming service.

"American Blackout" is an hour and a half docu-drama produced by NG depicting what could potentially happen to society in the event a coordinated cyber attack takes out the power grid. Sound familiar? This is what we keep hearing about as a likely upcoming scenario. More fake "hacking" attacks and such, taking out the petroleum pipelines, the power grid, etc. :/ The movie follows several groups of people who are in the middle of the inevitable societal collapse, recording things on their phones, and showing what would REALLY happen and how people REALLY are.

It's realistic in that it shows that at the very beginning when the power first goes out and people believe it'll be back on in a few hours.....and that help is coming......ANY minute now........help is on the way........everybody is cooperative and in good spirits, acting like it's just fun and games. (The middle class suburban neighborhood barbecue scene perfectly illustrates this. Everybody communally contributing their meat to the grill for the neighborhood to eat so it doesn't go bad, and everybody being cheerful, helpful and having a good time. 'Cause ANY minute now the power will be back on......)

But once people start to believe/realize that help isn't coming any time soon, food is running out and this is the new reality..............that's when things take a very dark, 180 turn. The dog-eat-dog, every man for himself mentality begins kicking in, along with the violent predators, thugs and rapists.

The ending for the story involving the "upwardly mobile," naive, urban, white (probably liberal) couple holed up in their nice downtown high rise apartment really stuck with me for years, especially as a female. The moral of THAT story..........get some guns. Don't be the naive, clueless liberal tucked away in the urban city without any extra stored food, supplies or a means to defend yourself surrounded by crazed rapist thugs who DO have guns and want what you have.

This is a reality check movie for anybody who still doesn't understand how bad things can get in society the second people run out of food and believe there's no hope, and there's no police to help you. This sort of thinking - or in other words, REALITY - scares a lot of people. Especially foo-fooey new agers. But it's time to face reality. Just do it matter-of-factly, is all. Understand the worst possible scenarios and then just methodically prepare yourself for it. You don't need to run off the rails with panic and fear. But burying your head in the sand and acting like a scared child, when you're supposedly a full grown adult, is not the answer either. Find that balanced middle ground, as always.
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Just saw this insanity:

"Facebook is now warning users to look out for people that are 'becoming too prepared.' ”

gab.com/AmericanAFMindy/posts/106857671018161

Just...............wow.

Basically, "Watch out for smart, self sufficient people who know how to take care of themselves. Make sure we live in a world where everybody is weak, stupid, unprepared and living off of welfare and handouts on the plantation, right where we want 'em."

America was founded by strong, self sufficient people who learned how to be prepared. Growing and canning their own food, raising their own livestock/hunting animals, building their own cabins, making their own clothes and working together as a community to trade/sell goods and services. Our ancestors could never have imagined that there would ever come a day where The Powers That Be in charge of America would vilify that.
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More and more of these types of vids are emerging as parents get fed up, and start telling off school boards. This is the first time though I've seen one where the mom just hits the ground running by calling the school board demonic entities.

Many people are not religious, or are at best, apathetically agnostic, with no actual experience dealing with "Stuff." So it would be easy to dismiss people like her as batshit for skipping over science-based arguments and going straight to old school religion. But once you've tangled with “Stuff” firsthand, seen what it looks like, sounds like and feels like, and have corroborative proof for it from others around you, once you’ve gotten your personal proof about that other aspect of reality, and have done your metaphysical and truth seeking homework on top of it then you know…..she’s not far off. Maybe not wrong at all.

Something is really wrong here, because how do we explain the fact that most of these school boards nationwide seem to be populated by “people” who are lockstep in line with *every negative agenda* running right now in society?? From extremist “woke” anti-American pro-Antifa/BLM ideals, critical race theory and rewriting/erasing history, to Bill Gates’ “math is racist!” program, on up to COVID masking and forced vaccination of children with the poison jab?? How is it possible that nationwide, almost all of these school boards and local governments are infested with “people” that lockstep with all of this?

What’s really going on when they sit there apathetically in these school board meetings with their blank, bored, unaffected faces – even rolling their eyes and snickering – as parents emotionally plead with them? Yet they just sit there blankly, bored, and then flatly state “Your time is up…” in the same monotone voices, nationwide? Cutting mics? Coldly dismissing every single parent no matter what they say? And meanwhile doing absolutely nothing to implement any of the changes being demanded of them by the majority of parents whom they're supposed to answer to??

Who are these “people”? Are they people? The physical based truthers might try to explain it all as CCP infiltration/invasion throughout all of America. But is it really THAT pervasive and all encompassing, from all the universities to governments to every school in the nation? While I don’t doubt the whole CCP/commie infiltration thing, because it’s pretty much been proven by this point, my vote is that we’re also looking at a hefty dose of “something else” mixed in. What that “something else” entails involves multiple possibilities, but all of which lead back to the same one idea I’ve been saying for years – that this reality is not what we think it is, and it doesn’t operate the way we’ve been taught. And which also means that many of the "people" walking among us are also not what they seem to be.

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Just look at what's happening in Australia as well. Are all the cops that roll up on this innocent woman doing absolutely nothing wrong in this other video even people? gab.com/BeachMilk/posts/106850067135248985 What normal person responds the way these cops do? How are all these cops also lockstep in line with this absurd tyranny?

Same as the videos I saw last year showing cops in Canada trying to get restaurants and churches to shut down, and being shouted down by enraged citizens/pastors. Their responses? The same stone cold, purposely bored apathy routine.

These aren't people, people. It's "something else." I've met trusted people with the Sight who have verified to me that not everybody walking among us is human. People in crowds with no auras, surrounded by those who do have them. There's a WHOLE lot more going on here then meets the eye. Stuart Wilde used to refer to them as "Cold Cruel Devils," or just flat out Reptiles. I've met, known, worked with and unfortunately even been related to them in my lifetime. And let me tell you - That whole "cold, flat/monotone/bored tone" thing that they do? And where NOTHING you say can get through to them or has any sort of an effect, no matter how emotional you get? It's TEXTBOOK. I've seen it firsthand, over, and over, and over again, in multiple states. So many anecdotes. I think I'm actually going to make that its own Gab post this week, because this is an important subject to get into. But it's the dead giveaway of what you're dealing with. Something completely inhuman, impervious to human emotion, and hellbent on engaging in some sort of destructive behavior against you, or everybody in general, and which cannot be reasoned with under any circumstances. A totally stone cold A.I./'bot type of program and/or actual evil demonic/alien/Reptilian force.

It's a full on infiltration, walking among us and occupying all the top tier positions of power and authority, anything that involves the decision making going on in this reality.
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Butterfly World - Coconut Creek, Florida

Butterfly World is the largest butterfly house in the world, with more than three acres containing butterflies, botanical gardens, bird aviaries and a working butterfly farm and research center. There's also the Lorikeet Encounter, where you can pay $1 to personally feed the Lorikeets, as well as a small "Bug Museum." I've seen a couple of butterfly gardens before, but nothing like this, with the amount and variety of butterflies to be found. They're literally flying all around you from the moment you walk in, to the point where you need to be mindful when you walk, so as to not accidentally step on any flying down by your legs and feet, or even resting on the ground. If you're lucky one may even land on you. :) For us it's only five miles down the 95, off of Sample Road, so we're really lucky.

Today's pics are some of my "best of the best" from all my trips to Butterfly World over the years. For the complete experience though check out my YT vid, which also includes an awesome photo slide show at the end of all the butterflies, birds and best exotic flowers:

youtube.com/watch?v=wWpweusQEf8

1. (Don't know the species, unfortunately. Wasn't listed in the Butterfly World guide book.)

2. Goliath Birdwing

3. Malachite. The boy holding the Malachite was Billy. He was 4, and for whatever reason when I was visiting that day he was drawn to me. In a sea of people milling about he came over to me and actually hugged my leg at one point as he began talking about the butterflies, wanting to show me the way he was able to magically get them on his hands and fingers. Billy would find a butterfly, get it on his hand or finger, and come over to show me. Then go and find another and come back for another demonstration. Hence, the great pic of him with the Malachite. His dad was worried that he was bothering me and was really surprised, almost perplexed, when he hugged onto my leg, saying he's never done that before with anybody. I didn't mind and found the entire thing intriguing. I enjoyed watching Billy work his magic with the butterflies and joked to his dad that he was the Butterfly Whisperer.

4. Tree Nymph
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“The Cold Cruel Devils”

Part 1 of 4

Expanding on my previous post I want to get into the subject of “people” walking among us who aren’t human. There seem to be many variations going on in this zoo, more than one type of being/entity that’s either completely in disguise as a person or puppeting/shadowing/possessing real human bodies. The type I’m going to touch on here operates in a signature way – maliciously stone cold, robotic, and behaving as if controlled by something “A.I.” in nature. And it can’t be reasoned with under *any* circumstances. The idea of “people acting like stone cold robots” first came to my awareness as a teen…via my own “mother” unfortunately, and her boyfriend Ray. My personal, derogatory nickname for her by the time I was 18 was “MomBot,” and I felt even back then, in ’93, that I was dealing with something very artificial. Long before “The Matrix” movie or any conspiracy or truth seeking material. She and Ray were so creepy, bizarre, cold and inhuman behaving that my then-boyfriend couldn’t even handle being around them the one time he had to deal with both of them at once.

I would later encounter more of these types as I made my way through the world. Here are some examples:

~2010, Charlottesville, VA on the downtown pedestrian Mall. There's a little hand push carousel that a lot of moms take their small children to. I was on my lunch break sitting on one of the benches in front of carousel, eating, when suddenly one of the toddlers, a girl that was no older than two, goes flying off a horse….through the opening of the carousel and smacking down onto the brick pavers. The sound of her skin hitting the pavement and sliding/skidding several inches.....I'll never forget it. It was actually something that later appeared in a nightmare I had.

Her mother meanwhile was off to the side, not even watching her, just chatting it up with another woman. This girl should *not* have been on that carousel unattended, she was too little, as evidenced by the fact that she couldn't hold on, and the other adults weren't paying attention to her either, whipping that carousel around all fast. !! A true “WTF” moment. So the girl is face down on the pavers, screaming, and the mom comes over with her friend and picks her up. She carries her over to the bench next to mine and sits down with her, along with her friend, and they're just being *nonchalant* about it, calmly chatting to each other, *ignoring the girl for the most part.* Meanwhile the girl is *screaming bloody murder,* with a big bloody scrape on her forehead. Alarmed, I pipe up and say to the mom that I witnessed the accident, and she really should bring her to the doctor, or the hospital or something because she could have some damage!!

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And the mom's response? She glances at me with the most icy cold stone faced indifferent look, and slooowwwly get up, holding her kid, slowly turns, and together her and her friend slowly and methodically walk away from me. Never said a word back to me, never indicated concern at *any* point. And her friend was exactly the same as her. The same stone faced, blank icy cold indifference. The same slow, methodical movements. And meanwhile, NOBODY else around us at the carousel was even paying attention to what was happening. !!!!! It wasn’t human, whatever it was. Nothing about ANY of the other people in that situation was normal. Total “Twilight Zone.” I later had a nightmare involving the girl flying off the carousel, and the sound of her hitting the pavers.


~1998, Irvine California (south Orange County.) I was walking through the parking lot of the Irvine Spectrum and passed by what looked like your average middle/upper middle class white woman, late 30’s-early 40’s with two kids. Then I overheard her threatening one of her sons, who looked about 12-13, saying that if he didn't do something (can't remember what) then "I'm going to punch you as hard as I can in the face." She was saying this crazy thing…..and yet her voice was completely level and coldly matter of fact, as if she was telling him that it was partly cloudy with a chance of rain. It stopped me in my tracks. I turned around slowly wondering, oh my god....did I really just hear what I thought I just heard??! I saw her locking her eyes on her son......and his face, which was wide eyed with fear. It told me everything I needed to know. He didn't say a word back, and just stared at her bug eyed, mouth slightly agape, full of fear. She's just....walkin' around, looking like your average, normal, nice upper middle class woman from tract home SoCal suburbia but meanwhile is anything but on the inside.

My own “mother” once delivered the same, almost verbatim stone cold matter-of-fact threat when I was 18 and she was getting ready to head out the door on a date with Ray. Told me that if she found out that I’d let my brother Joe anywhere outside while they were gone that “I’ll punch you in the face.” Again, like talking about the weather. Just minus the “as hard as I can” part. I too was shocked into bug eyed silence at this threat that just nonchalantly came from nowhere. This is discussed in depth in my article “The Hidden Puppetmasters,” concerning the idea of the same “repeating verbatim scripts” being spoken by these inhuman things that walk among us. in2worlds.net/the-hidden-puppetmasters The prevalence of repeating scripts is the giveaway that something artificial and unnatural is at work.

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Part 3 of 4

Behavioral patterns of this stone cold “A.I.” force can include any of the following:

- Stoney, blank, expressionless faces. Though the eyes may paradoxically show seething, fiery hatred. (That was definitely Ray.)

- No “personality.” Lack of humor/inability to generate jokes, make others laugh. May take themselves deathly seriously. Lack of creativity of any type in general, lack of originality.

- Will pick the argument, guaranteed…..but then can’t be reasoned with, AT all. In my experience they usually resort to lies/bizarre false accusations that make no sense to get you riled up, but will not hear anything you say/believe you. It’s like talking to a wall/computer/robot. i.e. - 010101 programming 010101 that can’t deviate. And they’ll just go in round and round circles for as long as you’re willing to play into it. There’s never true resolution. *In general they’re about destruction,* either against you personally or the collective/whole.

- Complete ice cold indifference to any emotions you may be showing. Crying, screaming….nothing gets through to them. They will maintain that monotone/flat/apathetic/”bored” voice in many instances. At best they may smirk/snicker at you to show cold disdain. This is what we keep seeing in all these videos of emotional parents confronting cold, monotone, indifferent (or sometimes cold/eye rolling/smirking) school boards about the child abuse mask mandates mentioned in my previous post.

- You will also see where sometimes they do pretend to have “heated” emotions – *always* centered around guilt and shame, in order to manipulate you or anybody who may be listening – but then will do that rapid 180 switch back to ice cold indifference. That ability to switch between two extreme modes within seconds shows that neither mode is genuine. For the perfect example of this see my “COVID” write up, where I talk about the ”August [2020] incident” with the psychotic raving loony couple at Publix who pulled this exact hot/cold, up/down routine. in2worlds.net/co-vid-19

-You’ll never see those who embody this force demonstrating genuine altruism or charity. It’s all about them, “what’s in it for me” with a total sociopathic/psychopathic level of indifference to others. (including pets.) There’s never a moment of true guilt, shame or remorse for a single thing they’ve done or said. They don’t feel.

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So….what are these things? IMO in many cases it could be some sort of greater A.I. and/or cold alien force working through super weak and/or outright spiritless human meat suits. That’s why many literally act like programmed robots with their 010101 programming that can’t deviate/be reasoned with, speaking in monotone voices and showing zero emotion.

The difference between this and then something demonic, or what people often refer to as “Reptilian,” is that the stone cold A.I. “people” (in my experience) don’t engage in that level of demonic sicko behavior associated with the demons/Reptilians. The murder, torture, rape, pedophilia, cannibalism, and all around degradation and perversion that the demons and Reps absolutely revel in, where you can see that they’re purposely trying to “go against God/Creation.” They are ultimately born out of the Creator, even if they refuse to acknowledge it, so therefore their motivations come across as something personal against that God force, a vendetta. The A.I. force however has no connection to Creation, so there’s that lack of “personal vendetta against God” feeling to it with the filth/degradation/perversion. However it’s still bent on destruction, whether individually or collectively, just in a different way. And in the same way the demonic and Reptilian energy can possess/shadow people into doing its bidding this A.I./cold alien force also plugs itself into weak and/or outright spiritless human tools/pawns to do its bidding. Then there very well may be “people” who are completely fake projections altogether of this A.I./alien force. Hence the reports of people with no auras surrounded by people who do, people who appear/disappear within seconds out of nowhere (“reality glitches”) etc.

That’s just what I’ve managed to piece together through a lifetime of experiences (and trust me, there were more! But this is Gab, not a full blown article, so I left them out). But as always when more information comes in I’ll be able to put more of the pieces of the puzzle together.
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From what I understand the machines can determine what the eyesight issue is based on the way the babies' eyes are focusing/not focusing. It doesn't require the baby/toddler to have to give verbal input the way it works with adults. The advancements in optometry are amazing.
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Important short interview between Stew Peters and Dr. Zev Zelenko about the conspiracy to discredit/remove ANY form of treatment for COVID other than "going to the hospital to get hooked to a ventilator when it's already too late, or, getting the jab. i.e.....death in either way." And why this conspiracy is taking place. (Genocide, first and foremost, and $$$$$$$ secondly.)

rumble.com/vm0fqp-dr.-zev-zelenko-covid-genoc

Once again if you have friends and family who are relying on the lies/propaganda of the mainstream media to be informed please pass this along. More and more people are only discovering this type of important information AFTER caving into fear and brainwashing, when it's already too late. As Dr. Zelenko explains, the brainwashed people who caved in to fear and got the jab are now a walking time bomb for the rest of their lives due to what's in the poison jab, and what it's going to trigger within their body when they do encounter COVID, or any viral infection close to it.

[...] "Dr. Vladimir Zev Zelenko was the doctor that recommended to President Donald Trump he take Hydroxychloroquine, and that’s because he knew it worked. He knew it worked because he’s a genius protocol innovator who saved a lot of people in New York. 99% of his high risk COVID patients survived. He was nominated for the Presidential Medal of Freedom. Zelenko is also a Nobel Peace Prize nominee. He’s published in top peer reviewed journals around the world. He is a world renowned physician and he joins us now…. [….] So Time published a hit piece, they went after America’s frontline doctors. The real takeaway for me in reading this attack was the focus on early treatment. Specifically Ivermectin. And to me it appears that the media is assisting some higher authority, this global Cabal that we speak of, in the plan, the premeditated plan, to take away from us anything that might work to really combat COVID. […] It appears that they’re just like, funneling us toward this…the only thing that you’re going to be able to do is die on a ventilator after being force fed Remdesivir, or, die from this injection that we’re going to give and you’re going to take it whether you like it or not."
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Time for another crazy dream moment. This one happened back in May, regarding the "vaccine," and featured "family members" that I don't even have. !!!! I've come to realize that a lot of things are happening to me when I go to sleep, and "regular dreams from my own subconscious" are actually at the bottom of the list. I've done everything from remote viewing for other "stuff" that plugged into me while sleeping, to visiting people that I personally know but haven't seen in years, just to see what they're up to (and which was later corroborated by some of those people), to MILABs/abductions stuff that's emerged in so-called "dreams." And more. I've taken for granted for years that the type of bizarrely vivid and detailed, crazy experiences I have when sleeping are common, but have slowly learned that ummm, noooo.......most people barely even remember their dreams. Let alone have the type of dreams I have. O.o

From my dream journal:

"....dream where I somehow was tricked/mind controlled into getting the vaccine. I had family in the dream that I don't actually have, including a grandfather (!) who were all anti-vax, understandably. (I am too.) I now had to confess to them that I'd allowed myself to somehow get tricked/mind controlled into getting it....this horrible, sinking regret/panic, because it can't be undone. They all panicked, and my so-called grandfather ran away from me. !!! None of them wanted to be around me because the vax is actually what's contagious. So I was filled with this panicked "ohhh nooooooo!" regret about what I'd done, which was irreversible, straight to the DNA.

"I've never in my life dreamed about relatives I don't actually have, so that was a first. Especially a grandfather. I never had a grandfather in my life."


What gets me about this "dream" is the vividness of it - Like I was truly embodying somebody else, with their family. Because it definitely wasn't mine.

The only thing I can come up with is the possibility that "something" wanted to show me the mind control that is happening to much of the public to coerce them into getting the jab? In the "dream" I felt like I was waking from a literal mind controlled trance, realizing after the fact what I'd done while in that trance state. And it was this terrifying, panicked feeling, because there's no undoing it. So that was the other lesson of the dream - the "knowing" that whatever this poison jab is, it's truly PERMANENT. There is no undoing it or getting out of your body. Once you do it, you're fucked, on the DNA level, forever. And "I," whoever I really was, felt the full panicked realization of it all. And then seeing the way my aware, anti-vax family members realized they needed to get away from me now, because I was poisoned.... O.o
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Part 1 of 2

The 1978 movie “Invasion of the Body Snatchers” was mentioned in the comments section of my recent post concerning the proliferation of “cold, cruel devil” school boards coldly and apathetically dismissing emotional, pleading parents nationwide requesting an end to child abuse mask mandates. gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10685415436180639 But I actually want to get into the ’07 remake, "The Invasion," because as I realized when re-watching it tonight it’s extremely relevant to our current COVID/over zealous mind control vaccine situation, WAY more than the ’78 version.

One of the things I preferred about the ’07 version was the more realistic science element, including how the alien spores came to find themselves on Earth. In the ’78 version the spores are shown implausibly leaving a Mercury-looking planet and heading out into space, eventually finding their way to Earth. In ’07 the movie opens with news coverage of the crash of the Space Shuttle “Patriot,” strewing debris over hundreds of miles across the U.S. We the viewer can infer that the shuttle crew were infected by the alien lifeform; hence, their “unexpected early return to Earth” as noted, and subsequent (deliberate) crash/sabotage of the shuttle, to get the alien lifeform (in the form of microbial spores) onto Earth.

The alien spores spread rapidly via the shuttle debris, taking people over, turning them into cold, emotionless beings on a single minded mission to convert every other human around them. A big one is through direct contact that can get into the bloodstream, either through an open wound, or worse, getting their “spew”/vomit-like fluid in one’s face/eyes/nose.

But the other key means of conversion is……”inoculation.” The spreading alien transformation of the population is presented as a “flu pandemic” of sorts by the media, and the “solution” is to get yourself vaccinated………by shots that of course directly inject the alien DNA into people. One by one everybody gets changed.

Keeping in mind the nefarious ingredients that have been discovered in the fake ass COVID “vax” (graphene oxide, nanoparticle technology, metals and parasites, which, for the people it *doesn’t* kill off winds up magnetizing their arms, interacting with their phones and setting off store security detectors) then some key dialogue from the movie includes:

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Dr. Stephen Galeano: “Remember Ted Frado? He’s out of the lab at Fort Dietrich now. They’ve settled on an interesting hypothesis. That what we’re dealing with is a complete, intelligent entity, the dimensions of only a few cells, that’s invading people’s bodies, integrating their DNA and reprogramming their genetic expression overnight.”
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Carol: “I just saw a man die. People are dying. What are you really covering up? What is it? You’ve got people lining up like this is Smallpox or something. What are you really inoculating them for, Tucker? Huh? Tell me.” [Tucker is her ex husband, who works for the CDC; in the movie the CDC has been taken over and is pushing the nefarious vaxxes.]
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There’s also a scene showing a woman walking fast on the sidewalk, talking to herself in a near state of delirium, “Don’t sleep, don’t sleep, don’t sleep, don’t sleep, don’t sleep, don’t sleep, don’t sleep….” (because once you go to sleep the alien fully takes you over) as cops (alien transformed humans) aggressively charge up to her and tackle her down to the sidewalk. Other cops on the street are aggressively going after and restraining any of the real people who are left, slamming them up against vehicles as they scream in protest. Sounds a bit like Australia and the UK right now. :/

As Carol continues walking she encounters a line of people on the sidewalk, and a woman that apparently knows Carol approaches her, holding a clipboard and says “Carol, are you here for your shot?” in the typical controlled manner of speech of the aliens. Carol lies and says she had hers last night, affecting the same measured tone to evade detection.

As mentioned in my recent post promoting the Stew Peters and Dr. Zelenko interview, there’s a concerted conspiracy happening to deter people from looking into ANY treatment for COVID other than “GETTING THE JAB”….or being hooked up to a ventilator once it’s too late. i.e., death either way. :/ And this programming to get the jab and NOT LOOK AT ANY CURES!!! is INTENSE. Literal hyper zealous zombified mind control happening within the population. And several of my Gab followers have noted a marked change in the personalities of family/friends who have gotten it, wigging out to the non-vaxxed that they NEED TO GET IT!! And where there’s no reasoning with them.

We are indeed being invaded. It’s already underway.

Also keeping in mind what I noted about dialogue from the “V” TV series remake from 2009, concerning nefarious stuff being inserted into vaccines by the aliens who are covertly taking over Earth: gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10635067388854106 (Link to Part 1 of that two part post: gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10635067546187170 )
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@Uralba @PepeLivesMatter17

Thanks for the stats. However Australia is extremely restricted as compared to the U.S. in terms of what's required to get a firearm, so as a result they don't have anywhere near the guns that we have here. Here's a link I found outlining what's required in Australia for somebody to try to get a firearm: guncontrolaustralia.org/how_do_you_obtain_a_f

Just skimming the list you'll see that they require you to state your purpose for why you want a firearm - which we don't have to do in the U.S. - and "self protection against predators or tyranny" isn't on the list ;) - and then you have to "prove" your reason with actual physical proof that needs to be attached to your app. Then you have to apply for a firearm license. We don't have that here. Then you have to complete a course. Not required here. Then you have to prove to the authorities how you plan to store your firearm. (Talk about Nanny State.) Not required here. Then, IF it's approved, you get sent a letter, blah blah blah....not how it's done here. Just *endless hoop jumping.* (Same goes for the UK. Pretty much the same level of hoop jumping, including having to prove how you plan to store your fire arm.)

All of which means, pretty much most of the 25+ million residents of Australia are not armed.

Then you have the U.S.

WHOLE other story here. We also have non firearm weapons that are legal here that are not legal in Australia. (Or the UK.) So, the two countries can't even be compared really. They're in a situation that we're not, for a reason. They were softer than the Americans to start with, that whole "Happy go-lucky fun loving Australian" cliche, whereas America was founded with a very different mentality, and has a vastly different culture and attitude. And then the extreme lax gun control here enabled tens of millions of firearms to be out there. The current estimate is that there are almost 400 million firearms in the U.S. That's why I was saying.....good luck with that, if TPTB think they're going to be getting people to relinquish them the way they did with the Australians back in '96. 🤣 (Something they NEVER should have complied with. They went belly up.) And good luck with trying to turn America into Australia. If the U.S. goes down it's going to be through different means. Not the same situation they pulled in Australia.
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Summary I put together of tactics being employed by the mainstream media and the Powers That Be against those who oppose taking the poison jab. Will create a longer version for my website with more links and better formatting, but for Gab here’s the abbreviated version:

- Making the term “anti-vaxxer” a derogatory slur.

- Denigrate anything an “anti-vaxxer” says or believes…...even if it’s true/facts. Up is now down, black is now white. Everything has become inverted. “Anti-Vaxxers have a dangerous theory called ‘Natural Immunity.’ Now it’s going mainstream": motherjones.com/politics/2020/05/anti-vaxxers

- Full blown campaign to zealously discredit ANY potential cure for COVID, including Hydroxychloroquine and Ivermectin. Yesterday’s positive reality and facts (creators of Ivermectin awarded the Nobel prize in 2015 for Ivermectin’s use in humans nobelprize.org/prizes/medicine/2015/press-rel ) no longer exists. Pretend it never happened, invent a new reality. Again, everything has become inverted. TPTB want everybody funneled into either getting the poison jab, or getting hooked to a ventilator when it’s already too late. Anything that doesn't lead to death, control and TPTB making $$$ is now the enemy.

- Blame all vaccine related deaths and injuries on “COVID" and the endless "variants." Utilize shady games, like saying it takes 2 weeks for the vax to work, so anybody who dies right after getting the jab really died of COVID/a variant…..not the jab itself. Claim that people are in the hospital because of COVID/variants, and not the vax jab. Etc. gab.com/DisclosureLibrary/posts/1068859054509

- Blame the unvaxxed for everything that’s going wrong. Inciting hatred/division/violence within the population, the “Us. Vs Them!” mentality. gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10666770614804003
Endless contradictory nonsense about why people still need to wear masks and isolate themselves despite being vaxxed themselves, which relies on the masses not thinking critically. Creating a two-tiered "vax passport society" where the vaxxed get preferential treatment....even though TPTB also claim they can still transmit the disease same as the unvaxxed, and still need to be masked/locked down. ?!?!


What’s happening right now is mass gaslighting. Anybody with a different opinion....you're crazy. Anybody who even questions what’s happening….you’re insane. Anybody who believes they have the right to make decisions for their own body….you’re insane AND selfish, AND you’re trying to murder others. "There is only one right view here, and only one right solution – the vax. Period. End of. Anybody who doesn’t fall in line with this extremism is batshit crazy, selfish, a murderer, and needs to be vilified."

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Keep in mind this is from *1995.*

"What will follow is the contamination of the bloodstreams of Mankind. Creating intentional infections. This will be enforced via laws that will make vaccination mandatory. And these vaccines will make possible to control people. The vaccines will have liquid crystals that will become hosted in the brain cells, which will become micro receivers of electromagnetic fields where waves of very low frequencies will be sent. And through these low frequency waves people will be unable to think. You'll be turned into a zombie. Don't think of this as an hypothesis, this has been done. Think of Rwanda."

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As somebody else noted in the comments where this vid is posted on YT, "This must have already happened before the Scamdemic, because the Scamdemic has revealed that only very few people are able to think critically." I was thinking the same thing. Who's to say that other "vaccines" prior to COVID weren't contaminated with things designed to control the brain/kill off thinking? In an email exchange with one of my Gab followers where the question "Why us?" was put forth by him, in relation to why we can see through what's happening, but most can't, one of the things that did come to mind was the idea of how many "flu vaccines" the average person has subjected themselves to in the course of their adult lives. I've never gotten a vaccine as an adult. The last time I had one was as a kid, when I didn't have a say.

Every year though I see CVS advertising FLU VACCINES! in big signs on their front doors, and hear about all these other people at my various jobs getting them. But I haven't. There are other vaccines besides that for adults to get, like for Shingles, and which I've seen people around me getting. Me, I just let myself get Shingles and freaking dealt with it for three weeks. 😄 My body was much better off for that though, trust me. And back in 2014 I even turned down what would have been at that point the highest paying job I've managed to get in Florida.....because they sprung the whole, "Oh, and by the way....you'll need to get the flu vaccine before we go any further" on my first day. I don't do vaccines, period. And when they couldn't be reasoned with I calmly walked away, back out the front door, back to unemployment.

I do believe that even the "regular" vaccines, with all their unnecessary junk, have harmed people over the years, and it is a factor in the stupidity and bizarre behavior of so many people that we've been witness to over the years. I don't believe it started with the COVID jabs. It's just that the COVID jabs introduced a WHOLE new level of "control technology" never seen before.
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This satire, paired up with the deathly serious Jimmy Kimmel bit, shows what the real agenda is here. insider.com/jimmy-kimmel-unvaccinated-people- So we have yet another clown/tool, in this case Kimmel, denigrating Ivermectin as "horse goo," when its creators won the Nobel Prize in 2015 for its use in humans.

They want everybody getting the jab, period. They don't want cures and treatments, they don't want to hear that anybody survived it on their own, they don't care about saving lives. They only want the jab. "The jab is the only one right course of action. Anybody who doesn't get it is a selfish murderer and deserves to die while we stand over their corpse laughing and gloating." If that's not psychopathic I don't know what is. So what's going on with the jab that they're so desperate to funnel everybody into getting it? Why would the jab be more important to the Elite who are pushing it than an actual cure? Rhetorical questions for anybody who's been reading my Gab lately, or anything on Gab for that matter.

I've gone on about Kimmel before in various Gab posts and comments because I can-not-stand the guy, and yet he has a major platform to push far left agendas of the elite. You don't go from total nobody "Jimmy the Sports Guy" on KROQ with zero talent to having your own late night show - for years on end - and hosting the Oscars unless you've played the game, and played it well, and are completely lockstep in line with the elite's agendas. Looking into his smarmy face and those beady/squinty eyes, the way he specializes in getting parents to trick/punk their young kids to get them to cry and be upset and then film it and send it into the show, and the offhand pedo joke that he nonchalantly slipped in while interviewing Jim Parsons like it was just another Tuesday.....think we can figure out how he got straight to the top in cutthroat Hollywood, where only a few are selected/allowed to make it so long as they play ball.
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Normally I don't read or recommend fiction, but this is a Philip K. Dick book, so..... ;) It's actually the only PKD book that I like, while also tying into the greater conspiracy that actually could be happening here. I've tried reading multiple other PKD books here and there but IMO they're not good. The base concepts/ideas are phenomenal, which is why Hollywood has used so many of his book ideas for movies ("Blade Runner," "Total Recall," "The Adjustment Bureau," "Paycheck," "Radio Free Albemuth," "The Man in the High Castle," "Minority Report," "A Scanner Darkly," etc.) but the writing itself and execution of the plot is always "ehh" IMO, and not engaging. However "Time Out of Joint" is the one book that for me is the exception, and was WAY ahead of its time, with a copyright date in 1959.

While this one was never directly made into a movie/show it's evident that it was a major influence for 1998's "The Truman Show," with regards to reality not being what the main character thinks it is. Though in "Time Out of Joint" it's not a reality TV show that's happening, with actors playing roles...since obviously that didn't exist back in 1959. ;) But there are multiple elements in "The Truman Show" that one can see were influenced by "Time Out of Joint." Some elements of "The Matrix" as well, especially that one line spoken by Morpheus, "You believe it's the year 1999, when in fact it's closer to 2199." So I was actually glued to the book, trying to figure out what the heck the situation really was then, if it's not the literal reality that's being presented to the characters. For 1959 the plot concept is just next level, that's all I can say.

PKD had a fixation you could say with the idea of reality not being what the main characters of his books believe it is, or operating the way we've all been taught ("Time Out of Joint," "Total Recall," "The Adjustment Bureau," "Blade Runner"), as well as alternate timelines, where life worked out....a bit differently from how we know it "over here." ("Radio Free Albemuth," "The Man in the High Castle.") PKD was later visited by some mysterious person who told him that there was a reason for his fixation on the idea of dystopian alternate timelines.....because there's truth to it. He was clearly tapping into something else, and the fact that he was visited by this mysterious being confirming things to him means he was also obviously on something's radar, and most likely being fed the ideas that he felt compelled to write about. Which I think is the case actually for a lot of creative types, be it writing or music.

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Stories/movies concerning reality deception, like "Time Out of Joint" (as well as "They Live" for instance) present a more simplified version of how the deception is taking place. (I don't want to spoil TOOJ in case anybody here would like to read it.) But I think in our "real world" case it's being done with frequency/perception manipulation, psychic jamming and such. Could be signals beamed directly at us, in conjunction with vaccines/chemicals, etc. affecting our brains, DNA, etc. Basically like what was shown to me in that one "forcibly yanked out of my body and brought to another planet" dream, which I wrote about in a recent Gab post. I was being shown a situation on another Earth-like planet (that had different animals than what we have here, and four moons instead of one, but also populated by humans) and the situation became clear very quickly...........it was a completely artificial set up. So the excited, magical feeling I started out with at "being on another planet!" soon turned to disappointment, realizing it was all manipulated. There was nothing organic about any of what was happening there.

I was able to perceive things about that planet's situation that the locals couldn't, due to me being a newbie arrival (including a symbolic perceptual representation of "larger beings walking on top of us"), and it soon became apparent why I could perceive what they couldn't - at least one of their moons was being used as a means to transmit mind control signals directly into the minds of the population, which I instinctively knew were designed to alter perception. They couldn't see the "beings on top of us" no matter how hard I tried to point it out, and they didn't seem to "see" that one of the moons was artificial, with a pinkish/purple hued light source beaming back and forth across its "surface," then sending focused beams of light down onto us below. I was leery about letting the focused beam of light hit my head, fearing I too would lose the ability to truly "SEE"/perceive the actual reality, and would soon become like the passive, tranced out "blind" residents around me.

There was a reason I was yanked out of my body and forcibly shown this scenario I think - because it parallels. So now the question is - what does reality actually look like if we weren't being "held underwater" and denied the ability to truly see it as it actually is? And what are the actual mechanisms of this control?
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It's kind of crazy to see that we're finally in the middle of "THE BIG MOVES." It’s happening. For years aware people have been on the lookout for when it would happen. I always wondered…..would we recognize it when it started?

I remember the last (emergency) employee meeting at my former job where the owner of the company stood before all ~35 of us employees, smiling in a confident – almost arrogant – way, telling us not to worry, “this too will pass.” Then going on about all the shit they survived in the past. “We survived the recession in ’08, we survived after 9/11….we’ll survive this. This will pass.” More arrogant, dismissive smiles and hand waves. Kept reiterating how this will pass…this will pass…

I was LIVID as I stood in the back of the room, listening and looking around at everybody else to see who was actually buying into this. The placid faces of all my coworkers infuriated me even more. I knew this wasn’t going to just pass, this wasn’t at all what the mainstream, unaware people think it is.

Flash forward a month later when me and five others were the first lay off casualties, and one of my coworker friends who I was still in contact with was telling me about the latest employee meeting where the usually stoic, old school, tough ass owner was now actually in tears due to the rapid decline of the world that he never saw coming. Nobody had ever seen that side of him. He really believed his words a month before, with that confident, almost arrogant, dismissive smile and head shakes as he spoke to everybody. Soon after that conversation my coworker friend was part of the next batch of layoffs.

Most were like my former boss/company owner though – completely asleep and unaware. Not versed in “conspiracy”/truth seeking material, not a MILAB who’s been instilled with survivalist “outcast” programming, not intuitive/psychic, with waking visions or precognitive dreams showing upcoming events – or parallel dystopian timelines. Caught with their pants down, completely. Allowing the Totalitarian Tiptoe to have its way, where bit by bit more and more freedoms are stripped, because they couldn’t See. Now when they can….it’s almost too late. Not completely, but, we’re very close.

As aware and prepared as Tom and I were, and as livid as I was in that meeting, even I didn’t think it would actually go this far. But here we are….smack in the middle of the actual “BIG MOVES.” They’re going for it, and it’s really happening. The thing about pulling out the Big Moves though is that if they fail (and they very well could, it’s still up in the air) that’s it.....that’s their only chance. Nothing they could ever try again will work. You get one shot when you pull the Big Moves card.

Well, one way to look at it is, we've all got front row seats to this "BIG MOVES" shit show.

I want one of those pins from "The Truman Show" that says "How's It Going to End?"
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And as a tie-in to my previous post about The Powers That Be making their "BIG MOVES" let's post a link to a couple of vids depicting the.....questionable nature of a couple of these power players in action.

Let's start with Hillary Clinton, the Queen Demon. Whatever that is that shoots directly out of her throat.......I've never seen anything like it:

altcensored.com/watch?v=Iep_oR4fXZU

Not just one, but two of these green-yellow looking egg things that fly out from her throat, back to back. I don't care what anybody tries to excuse it as.....those ain't phlegm balls. That's something else. What, I don't know, but it's not normal. One of my Gab followers/website readers whom I've emailed back and forth with, and who is highly intuitive and an empath, said that one time when he was watching Hillary on TV he saw her briefly flicker/shapeshift into something that definitely looked Reptilian to him. I trust what he saw, considering his other intuitive and empath experiences.

(btw, love the "Hell to the no!" song that follows that Hillary clip.)

Then we have the ZuckerBorg:

youtube.com/watch?v=Lw1xWh-z-nA

I love that there's an entire dedicated video for this specific Senate hearing incident. And I love that almost all the comments are calling him a robot. Again, the intuitive/empathic Gab follower/website reader was telling me that Mark Zuckerberg was another one of the power players that he just intuitively felt is not human. uh, YEAH, I'll say. !!

I don't think most of these "people" are true people. Mike Pence would be another. Who knows what TF that was occupying the Vice President role for four years, but it looked like a crash test dummy robot, and was one of the Big Cheeses to experience the whole "fly" thing:

youtube.com/watch?v=_JStCPkOBCM

When it came time for him to step up after the election debacle and have Trump's back he....quietly backed away, dropping the ball. As planned, of course.

Then there's Jen Psaki, the evil spokeswoman for the demonic tyranny we currently find ourselves surrounded by. Another one experiencing the fly thing. In her case she also couldn't help but flick her tongue out and in, exactly like a lizard. I'm surprised her tongue didn't catch the damn thing in mid air.

youtube.com/watch?v=BV3-HrgahBs

Seemed to happen to Obama though on a few occasions:

youtube.com/watch?v=-YCg4CHdhF0

youtube.com/watch?v=78Y-pCGjMuc

I've personally known (as in, met and hung out with in person, multiple times) a few people in my travels who I trusted and who had The Sight (all women), who were claiming that they could see non-humans walking among us, disguised as people, as well as those who had no auras, mixed up amongst other people in crowds who did have them. They were very sane and nonchalant about it, which was interesting, very accepting of the situation, though still finding it a bit eerie, as anybody would.
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I've been checking in on Richard Sauder's "Event Horizon" blog for years now. For those who don't know, Dr. Sauder has authored several books on the subject of secret underground and under water bases and tunnels, which I recommended in my own book for anybody who was interested in the subject. And while it's obvious that Dr. Sauder has a need for the big "Apocalyptic ending!" and has made numerous time-sensitive predictions that never manifested he's also not wrong either in many of his assessments and judgments about what's really going on here. Hence why I keep checking in on his stuff. Even a broken clock is right twice a day. 😄

I found his latest to be exceptionally interesting. At first it starts out like a lot of his previous blog entries - gloom and doom predictions. But it soon takes a different, more comprehensive and interesting turn. In a nutshell I think he's accurately figured out the Bigger Picture of the seemingly random events of the past couple of years, and that nutshell summary is that the USA (or, "USSA" as he's so fond of referring to it) is currently in the process of changing hands, to China. Everything from the 2020 election debacle and why Trump seems to have just.....walked away from it all, why absolutely NOTHING has come of ANY of the protests and election audits (and all the huffing and puffing and windbag bravado we see all over Gab from famous government Patriots that are always being featured like broken records on the home page, with their same tired old scripts and simplistic sound bites), on up to the most recent debacle in Afghanistan. All of it makes sense when viewed through the perspective of a transactional "change of hands" that's underway. He covers things I wasn't aware of that are going on, which just add more pieces to the puzzle, helping to complete it. So I'd recommend checking it out as major food for thought for consideration. I think he's right, but that's just my opinion.

eventhorizonchronicle.blogspot.com/2021/09/it

Another piece of the puzzle not mentioned by Dr. Sauder, which he's probably not aware of but which helps bolster his case, is the infamous remote viewing session last October from the master remote viewer, Hitomi, featured in CryptoViewing's hour and a half "The Great Reset" special. patreon.com/posts/great-reset-2020-42543356?u Regular readers of my Gab will be familiar with this, and have carried the baton onto their own Gabs to promote what Hitomi spoke of, which IMO, ultimately cost Hitomi her life only a month after this special aired in a very brutal murder. She saw a little too much. Straight into a base full of Grays, their "cruel hybrids"......And what seemed to be then-President Trump as far as she could tell, with for sure the leader of China. All meeting together. 😲

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(And to clarify really quick - I definitely don't buy into the "October" time frame. I believe that's another Richard Sauder prediction to nowhere. BUT, I do find the rest of what he's saying very interesting, as it seems to tie together multiple things.)

Combining together Richard Sauder's assessment of the situation, with CryptoViewing's "The Great Reset" special, specifically what Hitomi saw, and then Abductee Journal's Gab, which chronicles her abduction experiences by the Grays and Mantids for use in the hybrid breeding program,gab.com/abducteejournal and all the things she's managed to learn about the upcoming takeover situation (where the U.S. is going down...just like Sauder's been banging on about, and where the vax-induced depopulation strategy is already underway) and yeah.....it's definitely an interesting mass of corroboration. Everything fitting together.

If readers don't already have a $10 monthly subscription to Patreon I would highly recommend getting one just for The Great Reset special alone. It's worth it. All of the remote viewers involved are top notch, but again, Hitomi's specifically fits into what now seems to be happening, and hers was the most dangerous in terms of what she saw.
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As we all know, 20 years ago this month 9/11 happened. For the first full week I was like most everybody else – totally buying into the official story. My knowledge of mainstream, physical-based conspiracy was almost nil. I was aware of a couple of minor things thanks to my career criminal and hardcore MILAB brother Joe, who at that point was on the lam somewhere in Portland, while I was living in SoCal, but other than that I knew nada. (I didn’t even know yet about MILABs. That didn’t happen for another ~2 years.)

Then came the infamous Orange County Register story. I was sitting on my floor in the room I was renting with the newspaper in hand, looking at this full page color depiction trying to desperately convince readers “HOW THE TOWERS WERE TAKEN DOWN BY PLANES!” It was so over the top that even my naïve 26 year old self realized it. The classic “trying so hard that they overshoot it” routine that I’ve come to learn is the trademark of TPTB. “BULLSHIT!” I blurted outloud, flinging the paper to the side. I continued sitting on my floor, frowning and staring at the carpet, deep in thought. That was the moment it officially began.

Problem was, not a single person around me anywhere was echoing my sentiments, so I was alone in my “BULLSHIT!” awareness. Then came the morning about a week after that when I was getting ready for work as usual. My boss Felicity was giving me carpool lifts, and was due to be there in only five minutes. My radio was on, tuned to 95.5 KLOS as usual (classic rock), pretty much the only thing I listened to anymore. But like a controlled puppet I suddenly stopped, turned, walked over to my radio….and changed the dial to KROQ, a station I no longer listened to since the music was changing into something I didn't like. (Nu Metal, basically.) A fast talking British guy was on the Kevin & Bean Morning Show, something not normal. And I realized after a few seconds….he was talking about 9/11. Specifically that something called “The Illuminati” were behind it, it was all orchestrated and the entire official story was a lie. His name was David Icke.

I immediately sunk down to the floor, riveted and excited to FINALLY hear somebody out there in the world saying this!! A true Hallelujah! moment if there ever was one. I didn’t even care about my ride anymore, I was gripped to the radio. Kevin and Bean continually tried to mock Icke but he just powered his way through what he planned to say, undeterred. I’d come to learn that Icke was an old pro at being mocked. So these guys? Didn’t even faze him. He just kept banging on as fast as he could, plowing through as much material as he could in the short window he knew he had. And it wasn’t for nothing. There was at least one person in the Los Angeles/Orange County area of ~20 million people who was truly *listening* that morning, and it *mattered.*

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Icke references this infamous interview in “Alice in Wonderland and the World Trade Center Disaster,” Page 205, last paragraph. ;)

I took note of his website when it was mentioned, planning to look it up later when I got to work. And I did. Spent the rest of the day perusing his site in between my work duties. By that night I was at Barnes & Noble, purchasing “The Biggest Secret.” And so commenced my official entry into Conspiracy Research. My mind was blown by that book, showing me all the things that had been right under my nose my entire short life, but which I had never *seen.*

Everything took off from there. The entire month of September, 2001 was completely timeline altering for me. Started with 9/11, finding David Icke, embarking on my conspiracy research, feeling renewed interest in re-reading Raymond Fowler’s classic abduction book “The Watchers,” meeting Tom/montalk at the end of the month, followed by my first known/overt abduction in early October, chronicled in detail in my book. Followed by Joe’s first ever overtly remembered abduction (not a coincidence :/ ) which he told me about on the phone. He wouldn’t tell me any details over the phone though, of which included what was going on with both of us in general in terms of "who we are" and why we were being abducted. For that I’d have to come up to Portland and hear the rest of the details in person.

So by 11/1 my car was packed, and me and Kitty were on our way up to Portland to join Joe and get those answers. Ditched a well paying job, because nothing else mattered more to me. My entire life had turned upside down in two months, and after that it never stopped. Just became exponentially more insane, culminating in driving cross country by myself with Kitty in February 2002 to a new life in Florida, where I would eventually meet up with Tom. And after breaking from some very intense MK programming in Portland and going off script, which pissed a LOT of stuff off. ;) That’s when the very overt tailing/monitoring and harassment started. The cat was out of the bag by that point, They knew I knew. So no need to hide/be covert anymore. But the programming was supposed to involve me taking Joe with me and continuing to materially provide for him, being that “real world handler” of sorts when They weren’t there. (Tom was NOT part of that equation, and I came to figure out that they were even more pissed about me and him together.) But at the last minute I reality created a very crazy situation to cleave Joe out of my life (who was extremely dangerous and had almost gotten me killed three times, almost arrested three times, draining me of almost 10 grand, and derailed my life in general), then took off without him, ditching him permanently in life and never seeing him again.

But yup…20 years ago this month, right now, is when it all started. O.o
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This is another one worth listening to. One of the best interviews on the subject of the COVID/endless "variants"/so-called "vax" lies and mass culling of the population that I've heard yet, since it's coming from a funeral director. If you want to know the true death stats (COVID....hardly any, "vax"....LOTS) then there's no better people to interview then those who make a living processing the dead. And the interview is about so much more than just the title describes. He talks fast too, which is good. Gets right to it and covers a lot of ground in a short amount of time, packing so much useful information in there. He also talks about the death camps.

My only complaint is, where were these whistleblowers a year+ ago when they saw the hoax that was going on? They saw the lies, the inflated numbers, the empty hospital beds and the forced euthanazations of the elderly (all of which is described in depth in this vid) but they didn't speak up then, when it mattered most. I feel like by this point it's pretty much too late. We're past the point of no return. Millions have already gotten the poison jab due to the fear and brainwashing, exactly BECAUSE those who knew and saw the truth back at the beginning DIDN'T stand up and say something when it mattered most. The public needed to hear over a year ago counter viewpoints from actual medical practitioners, funeral home directors, etc. who could have confirmed that everything the media was feeding people was a lie.

sigh. It's still very much worth listening to though. I'm selective about which interviews to repost and recommend, but this is definitely one of the better ones.
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@BeachMilk This meme cuts off. It's missing the final line. Should read: "Then We Fired You. Now We're Going to Kill You." Whether they do it directly or indirectly, that's where it eventually ends. Not just firing people. They already forcibly euthanized elderly in Great Britain, funeral home director John O'Looney just gave a whistleblower interview about that, and much more. They're forcibly vaxxing kids with no parental consent. Which is basically death, and/or sterilization. If they have their way there will eventually be round ups, camps, and who knows what else for the unvaxxed. Which is also death. Maybe not in America, but definitely in places like Australia, Great Britain and Canada. I can see roundups/camps happening there, and again, John O'Looney described that in his whistleblower interview, about the supermax prisons being built with crematoriums and all. And that's because "two tiered society" won't even work, since so many people are rebelling and already beginning to create parallel economies. If things are left unchecked, that is the worst case scenario. People may think it's nuts, but look how far they've ramped things up in only a year. It's not farfetched, unfortunately. Australia is the testing ground/ground zero in terms of TPTB's plans. Whatever happens there is what they'd ultimately like to export everywhere else. The world needs to keep a close eye on what happens in Australia for that reason.
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Not a particularly exciting Gab, but I don't see anybody else posting this story so I thought I'd toss this up. But it's part of the ongoing trend that I talked about at the beginning of the year - shipping/freight liner interference, which then triggers supply chain shortages nationwide. It's now happening:

dailymail.co.uk/news/article-10029043/Dozens-

Some bullet point highlights from top of article:

- Nearly two dozen cargo ships and oil tankers are waiting to berth off the south shore of Long Island on Saturday as surge of imports and short-staffed ports have caused a logjam sea

- Port of Los Angeles and Long Beach, which normally moves 40% of containers in US, has 62 cargo ships waiting to dock, satellite images show

- Backup brought on by a combination of it being peak shipping period and a pandemic-induced buying boom and labor shortage

- FedEx announced that about 25 per cent of packages going into it shipping hubs, like the one in Portland, Oregon, are being diverted
The hubs are operating with 65 per cent of their usual staff as the shipping company struggles against the national labor shortage

- Transportation issues are causing delays in deliveries to stores despite suppliers having enough stock

Going to the grocery store and seeing random empty shelves for random products has become the new norm of our everyday life. (Not even talking about toilet paper and the usual hoarded items we saw last year. That's why I mentioned "random." Weird, random products that are just.....not in stock. Big empty space on the shelf, when they've ALWAYS been in stock in the past.)

Aware people have been calling this one all year though as part of the plan. (Don't forget, we're in the middle of Their "BIG MOVES," as mentioned!) Add in fake "hacking attacks" to take down petroleum/gas pipelines, electricity grids.....the internet.....whatever will disrupt our way of life. All of which means, be prepared.
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So tonight Tom and I were talking about random things, including the whole “Laurence Rockefeller/John Podesta/Chester Bennington” secret genetic relation thing, and then I was like, “Oh yeah! And you know what’s weird….my ex Steve [the one I’ve written about in my book] looks almost exactly like George W. Bush. It’s WEIRD. George W. is the closest celeb match to him, it’s just uncanny.” So then I did an image search of both – pulling up W’s Wiki page, and then finding an image of Steve that came up on Google from social media. The Steve pic was recent, almost 20 years since we’d broken up, and in it he’s grinning and looks strikingly like W. Meanwhile an image result of a young Bush Sr. from ~1950 looked strikingly like a young Steve back when he was in his 20s – same eyes, general face/mouth/nose and especially the expression in his face and eyes. So I kept going back and forth between both Bush Sr. and Jr. pics, and the recent one of Steve, marveling at the freakish resemblance. With the exception of the nose and eye color, Steve has the same eye shape, eyebrows, lips, smile and lower facial, chin and jaw structure as W. (Bush Sr.’s nose is a closer match.) Even the long line on the left cheek that you see in W’s Wiki page…Steve has the exact same lines running down his cheeks. Identical. Tom agreed, saying they look like brothers. And that’s the thing I pointed out…..W looks more like Steve’s brother than Steve’s actual brother!

The thing about Steve that people who haven’t read my book or website wouldn’t know is that in a nutshell, he IMO was a heavily MK’d MILAB target. Dad was career NSA, even lived in Rockville, MD for a year, they had the “men in black” that would periodically knock on the neighbors’ doors to interrogate the neighbors about his family, make sure they weren’t divulging any national security secrets, and as noted in my book, Steve displayed multiple personalities/personas, complete with black out periods. It’s a whole story. But at the beginning of my research I of course had to realize…what are the odds that he and I would have wound up living under the same roof together as roommates (there were 4-5 of us total in that house) with my own dad having been military intelligence for four years during Vietnam, reporting to the NSA? And with my own MILAB status?

Two other things about Steve were that 1) he was a MAJOR energy vampire, who could siphon your energy just by being in proximity, and 2) his family considered themselves to have some minor (German) bloodline thing going on. And then there was the way in which he shouldn’t have existed at all. His dad had had a vasectomy after his second. But Steve somehow managed to happen anyway. I’ve always likened my relationship with him as being unnatural – truly a case of MK. He wasn’t my type at all, and I sensed all kinds of red flags with him, things that made him unappealing to me. And yet somehow it happened.

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Three weeks after we broke up in 2000 I had to stop by our old apartment to drop something off to him, and when I saw him I felt like I was looking at a total stranger. So much so that I immediately felt embarrassed – like, I don’t even know this guy, and yet I spent five full years living under the same roof as him, and 3+ years together as a couple. !?!?! It was like waking from a trance, is the only way to describe in retrospect how it felt once I’d finally separated myself from him. Zero connection. Total stranger. Somebody I never should have been with. But which “stuff” wanted to happen, and wanted a bloodline co-mingling thing to happen with us. Which I now also better understand in light of both my MILABs status, and genetic lineage.

Steve was once bragging about his bloodline thing to me (something about how some German aristocrat had an affair with a commoner or something, creating offspring, which spawned his bloodline, something like that, and which he thought was super impressive) and I was like, Oh yeah, that’s cool. Kind of like my family….then I proceeded to accidentally blow him out of the water with my genetic lineage story. Great-great-great and a few more greats grandfather was “Colonel George Eskridge,” who became the legal guardian of Mary Ball when she was orphaned at age seven. Colonel George lived in Virginia, was rich and had a plantation with like, 75 slaves at the time he died, and when Mary had her first born she named him after Col. George in honor – George Washington. And then the way all the Eskridges back in England worked closely around the King, as the King’s doctors, lawyers, whatever. So they were up there in society, part of the circle around the Royals, but without actually being Royal. Eskridge was my paternal Grandmother’s maiden name, so, she’s a direct descendant. The look on Steve’s face though…… 😄 “I win!” I wasn’t trying to though. But everything was a competition for him, he always had to be better/smarter than everybody else in the room, and the one getting all the admiration (extremely arrogant and egotistical, while simultaneously being empty) so, he saw it that way anyway.

I recognized his resemblance to the Bush clan before, but didn’t think too much on it. But in looking up those pics tonight and REALLY staring at them all next to each other…..just blown away. And especially factoring in all the rest of the weirdness with him, and my own story. I’ll never know for sure what was going on, I can only speculate, but again, what are the odds that the two of us with our weird bloodline families and military intelligence fathers and MK/MILABs who knows what going on would wind up under the same roof together, and me feeling like I had to be programmed in order to even be with him. :/ So bizarre….
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Haven't posted any pics in awhile, so I'm going to do one more batch of south Florida dragonflies. There are a ton at the Gulf Stream canal located behind our apartment complex here in Boca Raton, and I like the challenge of trying to photograph them since most tend to be in perpetual motion.

1. Scarlet Skimmer. People have no idea.....this species *never lands.* SO DO YOU REALIZE WHAT IT TOOK TO GET THIS PICTURE?!? 😄 I learned that there are species of dragonflies that like to perch, and then ones that are almost perpetually in motion. This one is NOT one of the perchers. They even mate while flying. Which I've seen. Every time I'd go to the canal I'd be hoping to finally catch one when it had landed, long enough to get a shot. Then it finally happened. Had about a 30 second window *one time* in all the times I've gone to the canal, and this shot represents it. Let's hear it for patience and determination. !! This is a cool looking species though obviously, being bright red. Stands out big time when flying all about.

2. Blue Dasher. Pretty much what I consider to be my "Dragonfly pic to end all dragonfly pics!" I don't even know how I managed to make it happen. This thing was far away (~15 feet), it's small, only about an inch and a half long, don't even know how I saw it at all amongst all the grass blades, and I had to zoom in as far as possible, which reduces the likelihood of a clear shot. But against all odds it happened - and then it actually turned directly towards me, allowing for my first ever face on dragonfly shot. I can go ahead and quit now, there's no point anymore. !!

3. Eastern Amberwing Dragonfly. This is definitely one of the perching species. Totally lazy, barely likes to fly. 😄 Instead of wishing it would land so you can get a shot you instead wonder, "Damn...do you ever fly??" The reason dragonflies will tilt their bodies upwards supposedly has to do with trying to cool off. Love the amber wings on this species!

4. Love trying to get good "dragonflies in motion" shots, especially since I have no idea what I'm doing. Another one that I truly have no idea how I managed to make happen. So basically...total fluke. This is one of the best ever that I've managed to get, and it also happened to be a Scarlet Skimmer of all things, the prized species to try to get some shots of. Fitting, since these things pretty much never stop flying.

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Time for a comedy break from north of the border, in Toronto.....

I know this shouldn't be funny, because this guy is deadly serious......but it just is. Even without Andre Antunes' genius metal guitar overlays it's funny. Can't imagine how awesome that must have been to *be there,* recording this. 🤣 The kid rubbing himself all over the window is just the cherry on top.

youtube.com/watch?v=7YPiUtAde2o

This is the one video on Andre's channel that I just keep coming back to. It never gets old.

"Tell us the reason!!! Tell us the reason WHY!!! WHY are you putting people through this!!!! WHY!!!! WHY!!!! Why are you putting us through this!!!!! Who gave you the RIGHT!!!!! Who are YOU!!!! How dare you do this to US!!!! We are the Toronto public!!!!! We want to shop!!!! We want to get into the East Center!!!! Why are you closed, WHY!!!! WHY!!!! Tell us WHY!!!!"

Putting people through this....... 🤣 Oh the humanity! I can't even. Anytime I encounter a store that's closed now this is what I hear in my head. WHY!!!!! WHY ARE YOU CLOSED!!!! WHY!!!! WHY ARE YOU LOCKING YOUR DOORS TO THE PUBLIC!!!!! WHO GAVE YOU THE RIGHT!!!! 🤣
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It's not my way to jump on a social media account to post a random venting rant, but I'm going to now. Fucking HATE YouTube and the way they vigorously censor shit like we live in Communist China. Saw a recommended story on my YT from WFLA in Tampa concerning supposedly overflowing crematoriums that can't keep up with the influx of dead bodies. It's of course being spun as being related to COVID. youtube.com/watch?v=QM1QHxClJBs Of course. :/ IF this is even legit (keeping in mind the blatant lies that our local far left liberal "news" outlet Boca News Now has published recently about "overflowing bodies" at area medical centers, requiring "refrigerated trucks" and which was proven to be flagrantly false....by actual medical personnel from those same medical establishments) then the reason for the mass influx of dead bodies in Tampa is, IMO, due to the poison jab. Not COVID. Not "variants." And we're going to be seeing a LOT more of it by the end of this year.

But good luck posting any comment that says anything of that sort to educate people. Even with spaces between "BAD WORDS THAT TRIGGER THE AUTO CENSOR!" Even using symbols like @ for a's, or calling it the jab, instead of vax. Doesn't matter. Within 10 seconds any version of the comment is gone. Auto deleted.

Lot of people don't realize this about YT. They post their comment and see it there and just move on, thinking they're all good. You're not. Always refresh the page 3-5 times after posting....THEN see if your comment is still there. If you're posting something "controversial," and especially on YT channels for big mainstream organizations and anything mainstream media related then chances are they've got super strict auto censors in place, and after refreshing the page 3-5 times your comment will be gone. Sometimes though it's not even the channel itself that's implementing this auto censorship. !! That's the kicker. Sometimes it's YT that's taking it upon itself to censor people's YT channels, unknown to the channel owners.

Less than a month ago I tried posting URLs with my comments on some YT vid regarding the Hollywood and political "elite" and the things they get up to. The links were for vids on this one AltCensored channel called Yebo with damning compiled evidence showing so many of these "elites" casually "joking" about and doing skits concerning pedophilia, cannibalism, Satanic practices, etc. And no matter what I did the comments with those URLs would NOT go through. No matter how many spaces between letters, including in the URLs themselves, no matter how many coded words and symbols I used to substitute for "BAD TRIGGER WORDS!" it didn't matter. Regular comments would go through and stay up without issue. But not anything that discussed these obviously censored subjects along with URLs that would have provided proof to the people I was conversing with.

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Clearly YT is protecting anything relating to the truth about the poisonous so-called "vaccine." And they're keeping people from links to sites like AltCensored, which has become one of the alternatives to YT due to how much YT sucks. It's literally the same as what Communist China does, blocking URLs to anything they don't want their people to see, to control the narrative and flow of information.

I've been watching YT go downhill for awhile, but the level of censorship by this point, in 2021, is absolutely out-of-control. I have a YT channel (nothing but innocuous vids relating to life and nature/wildlife in Florida, with the exception of one black heli vid ;) ) and it's been fine for that.....because I don't cross their line. :/ I don't discuss COVID/the vax conspiracy. I don't discuss the Satanic pedophile cannibal whatever it is that's operating in all the upper tiers of our society. I just upload nice wittle videos of nice wittle birdies and butterflies and cool trains and planes and boats and the ocean. And YT is unfortunately the platform that gets the most views/exposure if you want your nice wittle innocent videos to get seen by the maximum amount of people. And they know it. AltCensored, BitChute, Rumble, etc. have nothing on the level of viewers and technological capability that YT has. Which is by design. Because they're not funded and run by Silicon Valley Big Tech for the purpose of data gathering/monitoring.

Just one more aspect of the "cleaving" that's happening in all aspects of our society, starting with the attempts to develop parallel economies as a way around the forced implementation of vax passports/two tiered society.
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Time for another photo moment, complete with weird story....... O.o

View of downtown West Palm Beach, Florida, from the 11th floor of the United States District Court, Southern District of Florida.

Taken on 1/22/19, the first time in life that I had "JURY DUTY." I'd received a summons once before, in 2017, but when I called the jury line the evening before as instructed, luckily the case had been dismissed. I didn't have to report.

Two years later however and I wasn't so lucky. Not dismissed, and I had to get up at the crack of dawn and drive the 22 miles north to downtown WPB to report to the courthouse by 8 a.m. Figure out my way through the narrow streets of downtown, to a place I'd never been, to the correct entrance to the correct parking garage. Found a spot, luckily, and found my way to the correct entrance of the courthouse itself. Get in the correct line to make your way through the metal detector manned by bored and apathetic looking security guards, male and female, contrasting the total cacophony of noise of hundreds of people all around you. Then find your way to the main check in room that's auditorium style, with theater style seats and aisles, and hundreds of other prospective jurors for multiple criminal cases. Pick any random line to get in, snaking its way up a theater style aisle and eventually leading to a courthouse worker at the big main desk. They verify your juror summons in their computer and check your I.D., then tell you to take a seat.....a scene that appeared in several dreams I had ~a year after the fact.

From there....you wait. With a backpack full of snacks and a book and an iPhone full of music and some Jodie Foster movie I'd never heard of until that moment called "Nim's Island" playing on the screen in the front of the room when the lights dimmed. Waiting....and waiting....and waiting. I don't like to sit still for long though, so found myself getting up and wandering about, exploring. Hearing as other jury pools are called over the loudspeaker throughout the morning, and noting the pattern that all seemed to involve 20-30 or so people being called.

Hours later I hear my own name finally being called.....along with almost 70 other people. A neverending list of names over the loudspeaker. What the...?!! We report to a specific area as instructed, where we're soon escorted by sheriffs to the elevators and up to the 11th floor, where we then have to get in more lines (because there’s just so many of us) and wait. And wait. At one point we all start to hear a steady metallic "clanking" noise approaching….which turns out to be a line of criminals. All males, and all looking to be 20-something; chained together at the ankles and handcuffed, wearing jail scrubs, and escorted by sheriffs, shuffling past us into another area of the courthouse. Everybody goes silent, watching them pass by. That's the moment I think where it really "HIT" everybody involved where we were, and why.

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After being brought to the courtroom we soon learned why they needed to call almost 70 of us - the case we were being called for involved a sex crime against a child under the age of 12. The room was silent as we heard this. The defendant was a 20-something black guy. The prosecutors, two women, sat there looking very pleased with themselves. Body language in an instant - they had this in the bag. There was enough evidence to put this guy away. They needed to call almost 70 people though because there was obviously going to be a MAJOR problem with finding a viable jury pool due to the nature of the crime. After we were told what the case involved we were asked - was there anybody here who would have a problem being impartial?

My hand was one of the first up in the air. I stated my reasons why – point blank, the nature of the case was something I can’t deal with, especially hearing that it involves a child younger than 12. And that helped set off the floodgates. More hands shot up in the air, almost 20 people total, explaining why they would not be able to be impartial. There was no way I wanted to be part of a jury having to look at/listen to whatever horrific evidence the very confident looking prosecutors had involving the rape of a young child.

We had to break for lunch after that, which was supposed to last an hour. We all reported back at 1 p.m…..and proceeded to wait around another hour and a half, during which time I took this pic out the window with my phone, while simultaneously feeling super emotional over the nature of the case. We knew something was wrong due to the delay. In the middle of my keyed up emotion and boredom, both at the same time, I noticed the handbag of one of the other potential jurors sitting on the floor next to her. My eyes honed in on it like DING!DING!DING! Freaking LOVED it. Saw that it was a Michael Kors, and started doing a search on my phone for it, my detective work determining that it was a Hamilton East West Microstud satchel (black leather, with hematite colored/gunmetal hardware). My female brain was like I HAVE TO HAVE THAT!!! That night I was purchasing one online. So when I look at this photo I always think of that MK bag….and the nature of the case itself. O.o Bizarre, mixed bag, no pun intended. Architecture cityscape, fashion and a horrific criminal case. Welcome to 3rd density. Eventually a sheriff emerged from the courtroom to let us know that the defendant had decided to plead out [obviously on the advise of his attorney, based on how the morning’s jury selection had gone…or rather, not gone.] So we were being dismissed. And that was that. I was exiting the parking garage at almost 3 p.m.

I just received another jury summons in the mail for later this month. Only this time we have the option to plead “COVID” to get out. Being that I refuse to be suffocated by an illegally mandated mask all day I think I’m going to just ignore it. :/
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Two recent, VERY important discussions regarding even more insanity that they're finding in these vials of "vaccines." It's beyond just graphene oxide by this point.

Dr. Carrie Madej:

"Immortal" Hydra Vulgaris In Moderna's Vaccine? Dr Carrie Madej's Startling Microscope Findings"
bitchute.com/video/ZHAVSOb8wrZQ/

The shit she saw under the microscope made her cry, realizing this is what they're going to be injecting into children. One of the things seemed to be self aware as she describes, with tentacles, moving around and trying to "lift up" off of the microscope slide. This tentacle creature appeared in more than one Moderna vial. There was also metallic objects and self assembling organisms that moved so fast around the slide she could barely keep up. As she noted, she would come back to the slide an hour later - after the slide had warmed up and reached room temperature, which is a MAJOR key to this whole technology - and see "an entirely different world happening" than what was there an hour before.

And then a discussion with Dr. Zandre Botha: "Never Before Seen: Blood Doctor Reveals HORRIFIC Findings After Examining Vials"

redvoicemedia.com/2021/10/never-before-seen-b

Whatever that is, it's clearly technology, not organic, and has no business being in a "vaccine." But then again any aware people realize by this point that these are not vaccines.

I was just reading an email from one of my Gab followers/website readers where he was wondering whether he should even tell his various jabbed friends what doctors are finding in these "vaccines." He was thinking no. I thought about it and realized that if I were in that situation I probably wouldn't either. Because it's too late. It's irreversible. I think I'd want to spare them the knowledge of what they just injected themselves with.

One of the things I wondered in return was, how TF do they think they can get away with this?? What, do they not realize that doctors are going to be looking at these vials under microscopes? Looking at their patients' blood under microscopes?? Revealing their findings to the public?! And that eventually it's going to be Lawsuit Central?? Then I realized......I think they figure that it won't matter, because by the time that happens it'll be too late for people. Billions will already have been jabbed, and the ones that don't die will be under their technological control. So it won't matter. That's why there's this mad rush to get as many jabbed in as short a time frame as possible, using ridiculous over-the-top manipulations and tyrannical tactics. It's "beat the clock" before all this is discovered and released.

Once again I'm left wondering....."How's It Going to End??"
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Before we return to our regularly scheduled nefarious COVID/"vax" conspiracy and the weird and the woo I want to do some of my favorite movie score recommendations.

Despite what we all may know about the true nature of holly-wood, waving its Druid magic wand made of holly around to cast a collective spell on the population for distraction and programming purposes, there's no doubt that the music itself is often phenomenal. It's AMAZING what the right music can do to turn an otherwise scene into something completely epic. Creating emotions that otherwise wouldn't be there.


Raiders of the Lost Ark - The Map Room - John Williams. At the top of the list, since this is probably my all time favorite movie score moment in a movie. Specifically 2:15 - 3:22. So what would otherwise basically just be Indiana Jones, standing around holding a stick in the dirt, becomes one of the most EPIC MOMENTS EVVERRRRRRRR!!!!!
youtube.com/watch?v=CeKfF5X5lMw Nothing like cranking it on a good set of speakers.

The scene: youtube.com/watch?v=gFDM7JGHGYo

Jurassic Park - Main score - John Williams. youtube.com/watch?v=BXsWn9DhF5g What gets me about the opening portion of the score is that it conveys the idea of innocent hope so well.....contrasting what the actual outcome of all that misguided naivete wound up being. O.o "Oooh, ahhh, that's how it always starts. But then later there's running, and screaming..."

"Welcome, to Jurassic Park!" youtube.com/watch?v=PJlmYh27MHg

Empire of the Sun - Suo Gân - John Williams and the Ambrosian Junior Choir youtube.com/watch?v=NY_v93S_Xfg

The scenes:
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Superman - Planet Krypton - John Williams. youtube.com/watch?v=3ipBqNRQ_E8 One of the truly iconic scores. !!!

Harry Potter - Hedwig's Theme - John Williams
youtube.com/watch?v=wtHra9tFISY

Beetlejuice, Main Title - Danny Elfman youtube.com/watch?v=oZktSPrGSck Written by the lead singer of Oingo Boingo, who had no idea what he was doing with regards to orchestra music. It took weeks for the horn section to figure out how the were even supposed to play this. :D

Edward Scissorhands - Opening theme - Danny Elfman youtube.com/watch?v=04q2Ozr-WYA - Just....wow!!

Terminator 2 - Main title - Brad Fiedel. youtube.com/watch?v=CnQm2_cAZvo Another iconic score....

True Romance - Main title (You're So Cool) - Hans Zimmer
youtube.com/watch?v=bayyRPSXGq0

The scene: youtube.com/watch?v=cQGijFWkKnA

The Island - My Name is Lincoln - Steve Jablonsky. Epic clone escape music. :D youtube.com/watch?v=_iu-t1n821M

Rocky - Going the Distance - Bill Conti
youtube.com/watch?v=GvQkl7qa6RQ When you mean business this is the song you listen to. !! Another iconic score.
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Good interview w/ Dr. Bryan Ardis and Owen w/ InfoWars regarding the “Remdesvir/Ventilator/Death” murder racket that’s the true reason behind the majority of “COVID deaths” in the U.S…..the only country using Remdesivir as a way to “treat” COVID. Why? Because as Dr. Ardis discusses – and he’s not the only one saying this – hospitals/doctors receive bonuses and kickbacks for every patient they can put on Remdesivir. Why? Because there is an evil conspiracy happening to kill as many people as possible while profiting off of it, and to push a “COVID narrative,” because it suits their problem-reaction-solution agenda of total control.

We’re in the Final Big Moves, as I keep saying. The Powers That Be are fully going for it in The Big 4 Western elite nations of the U.S., Canada, UK and Australia, and “COVID” is their pretext for everything TPTB want to implement as a result. Forced poisonous jabs containing alien-level technology as revealed by multiple people exposing what’s being found in these “vax” vials; Vax passports, and a two-tiered society where nobody can move freely without “THEIR PAPERS!” and eventually a society (what’s left of it, after all this is said and done and we transition through The Great Reset) that is completely under control.

tv.gab.com/channel/realalexjones/view/hospita

People need to question why countries outside of The Big 4 have quietly moved on with life, and aren’t experiencing the issues that The Big 4 keep trying to insist are happening. People have a 99% chance of surviving COVID, especially if you’re relatively healthy with a decent immune system, and especially if you use proven treatments like [Nobel prize winning] Ivermectin and Hydroxychloroquine….which are being purposely suppressed/demonized in The Big 4. Even India got a handle on their situation and moved on. But the mainstream media doesn’t like to talk about that.

Owen: “It was well known that Remdesivir would empty out the kidneys of all the fluids, put it into the lungs, which then would be falsely diagnosed with pneumonia, and be putting people on ventilators, and that was basically the COVID treatment….is you go in, you have your lungs filled up from the Remdesivir, and then you get the ventilator that blows your lungs out, and you die. And that’s why, one of the reasons why 99% of the COVID deaths are in hospitals. And I talked to multiple people since then, I don’t know, three, four, five people, who told me Yeah, my great aunt died in hospital, my grandma died in hospital, and I said, Well what happened? And they said, They gave them Remdesivir, put them on a ventilator, they were dead a week later. And it’s just crazy to be witnessing that in real time, knowing what’s going on, and it’s just…there’s no signs of stopping it, other than to just avoid the hospitals. […] Everybody, “Yeah, Remdesivir, ventilator, dead.”

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Typically when semi-aware people have thought about “conspiracy” they envision “The Illuminati” – something far away and abstract. It’s not part of their tangible, everyday world. Then there’s been people like me, banging on about those walking among us who aren’t people and who are being piloted/puppeted by these demonic, alien, reptilian forces; actual alien-human hybrids, or even “something else" in disguise as people. Because I’ve seen the signs and indicators of this demon-ish possession/shadowing thing repeatedly in my life travels; “people” who have “stuff” speaking through them, saying things they should have no way of knowing, sometimes with that strange tone of voice, or the telltale glint in the eye and predatorial smirk; doing the sudden “dark turn” as something jumps into them, taking control of the wheel, causing them to say vile, shocking things, and/or violently rampage out of nowhere. Or the “cold cruel devils” phenomenon, of the stone cold face and demeanor and total lack of empathy, feelings and compassion, like some sort of robotic, A.I. force that pushes forward with its determined 101010 programming of destruction to the people/world around them and can’t be reasoned with.

Now things are being revealed for the masses, about just how many people walking among us are empty and spiritless, even psychopathic. Problem is, it seems the masses still mistakenly believe they’re just dealing with regular, though incorrigible, people. When in actuality what we’re dealing with is possessed/shadowed people acting as mere meat puppet vessels? Non humans in disguise? Alien-human hybrids that have been integrated into our society? Take your pick.

It’s shocking even to me, who's had all my own experiences with these types, to see just how many “everyday people” are doing everything they can for this concerted murder and “society take down” racket. Showing that there are way more of these types among us than even I could have imagined. O.o The Remdesivir/Renal Failure/Ventilator/Death playbook tactic that endless doctors, nurses and hospital administrators are happily engaging in; employers pushing the poison jab, and harassing/eagerly firing employees who don’t get in line; school boards pushing masks and forced vax mandates for kids, then sitting there bored and coldly apathetic, even smirking and rolling their eyes as emotional parents plead and yell at them to stop; police in the UK and Australia willingly terrorizing and beating down their own fellow citizens for daring to leave their homes; politicians, local and national, signing laws and mandates that guarantee the destruction of people and our society.

They’re embedded everywhere, walking among us, and have been for ages. There’s a reason they made it to the top to be in those key, strategic positions all over society where it matters most now, during this specific time. It’s not by chance.
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I used to directly work for some "Big Cheeses" as I call them, in Charlottesville, Virginia years ago. (Keeping in mind that while Cville is small, it was voted "#1 City in America!" to live, in 2004.) This whole anti-white racism thing was happening there too, as I came to learn. My (black female) colleague, whom by the way still holds the distinction of being *the worst coworker* I've ever been figuratively "chain ganged" to in my entire working career, freely admitted to me nonchalantly that she was given her job years back over more qualified white women who actually had the experience and job requirements. The Powers That Be wanted to hire more black people, under the guise of "Affirmative Action," so she was handed her job on a silver platter.

In addition, one of THE big cheese positions that they were hiring for was something that "needed" to be a black guy, and historically always had been, according to her....filling me in on what the deal was, since I was new. They already knew which black guy they were going to hire for the gig.....but went through the charade of interviewing multiple dudes for the position. Guys who flew in from other states, had to stay in a hotel...... Meanwhile the position was already decided before they even stepped foot on their plane. I watched this charade take place twice in my time there, for the same position both times. Eager white candidates truly believing they had a shot, shaking hands with big excited smiles on their faces, ready with their A game for the intensive interview process. And both times the position went to a black guy. The first instance was pre-determined, the second one involved a black candidate who flew in from out of state, somebody they didn't know personally, but was hired based solely on skin color, nothing more.

The charade was for the benefit of the public, to "follow the law." The law states that everybody has to be given an equal opportunity shot at any job that is open in that organization. But as I saw, behind the scenes is something very different. I know Cville wasn't unique. This is happening everywhere. It's unfortunately "just how the world is." :/

I was so glad to leave that job, despite it being, at that time, the highest paying job I'd ever had. I couldn't get away from there fast enough and get our butts back to south Florida. Just so many gross people working there. One time when sitting at my desk three department heads were sitting in front of me, in the lobby. I became so overwhelmed by some horrific, negative vibe - and I mean BAD - emanating from them that I had to get up and flee my desk. O.o I had no control over my "flight" response. My instinct was to flee the entire building, but instead I forced myself to be rational and just run into the restroom. I'd never experienced anything like that before. :/

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From Pixar's "A Bug's Life," released in 1998, a movie that I've found myself referencing several times in emails with readers of my website, because it's always been such an obvious metaphor for our real world reality:

youtube.com/watch?v=VLbWnJGlyMU

"You let one ant stand up to us then they ALL might stand up. Those puny little ants outnumber us, a hundred to one. And if they ever figure that out, there goes our way of life! It's not about food. It's about keeping those ants in line!"

And....

youtube.com/watch?v=VpPDnGXYFy4

"Let this be a lesson to all you ants. Ideas are very dangerous things! You are mindless, soil shoving losers, put on this Earth to serve US."


"Ants don't serve grasshoppers! It's YOU who need US! We're a lot stronger than you say we are. And you know it........don't you?"


But if ever there was a time when this metaphor was more fitting it's exactly now. As more and more parents stand up to these school boards trying to mask and vax children and indoctrinate them with woke, Commie, racist curriculums, as more and more people stand up to the police on the streets, in particular throughout Europe and Australia, refusing to be beaten and terrorized into compliance and submission, as more and more employees realize that their employers need them more than they need their employer, and are willing to walk away instead of getting the poison jab.....there's never been another time in our lives where this movie's message and metaphor was more relevant.

On a sidenote, metaphorical message aside, I freaking love this movie in its own right. 😄 youtube.com/watch?v=ydz0rrP7skA
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Been perusing interesting vids on BitChute that you can’t find on YT because they’re banned. Came across this particular one that got my interest….namely because it’s almost the same thing my MILAB brother Joe passed along to me 20 years ago. Long before the internet was what it is now and this type of information was hitting the mainstream. I threw away my life in November 2001 to head up to Portland, OR where Joe was on the lam at the time, to get the answers he promised to tell me only in person regarding our abduction situation. Who we really were, why we were being taken, by whom. And answers I got. Though I didn’t know what to make of pretty much any of it. My conspiracy/truther research was only in the rudimentary stages. But I diligently typed up everything he relayed in a Word doc on my computer. I discuss some of those revelations in “Chasing Phantoms.” (available as a free PDF download; link to my website is on the left in my “About” bio.) Put it all on the backburner for the time being, because that’s all I could do.

Over the past 20 years corroboration has come in from multiple, varied sources for pretty much every last thing Joe ever told me all those years ago. Including all the smaller, everyday conspiracies he always seemed to be witnessing. Joe was always in the right place, at the right time, to witness an endless barrage of conspiracy happening in the seemingly innocuous everyday world because his personal frequency was completely off kilter. Always had been, since a toddler, as noted in my write up “The Vortex." Whereas I was always locked into place/rigid, he in turn had nonstop stories, so much so that it just became overwhelming, and you'd just numb out after awhile.

One of the ones he relayed in Portland was that if you could get a vehicle and fly up to space for yourself you would see something VERY different from what they’re showing you. I just was like, “huh…okay…” when he told me that one. Who knows, right? (added it to the Word doc...)

With that in mind I present this vid for consideration: bitchute.com/video/uEug8pl4No2Y/ Stick with it beyond the “space bubbles” thing. It gets good.

I’ll leave off with an anecdote that my work friend Serina passed along to me back in 2019. She was watching the supposed Elon Musk SpaceX whatever it was launch into space….and told me about how those with a keen eye spotted a rat running around in the background of the SpaceX ship. When they were supposed to be out in space in zero gravity. ;) She said “I immediately thought of you when I saw that!” 🤣 I hadn’t gotten into any nitty gritty conspiracy stuff with her, but she knew enough to know that I was definitely awake/aware, and safe to talk to w/o skeptical scoffing judgment. There was a reason we were work friends. Real people recognize other real people and gravitate to each other, which we did since my first month at that job.

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I think, bare minimum, the moon landing was a conspiracy. And if we did land on the moon......they didn't use technology the public was allowed to know about. But they couldn't have gotten there with the mainstream technology that existed at the time, that much is obvious when you do the research about what would be involved to get there and back. And that could account for the various discrepancies shown in this particular BitChute vid. Somebody was lying....but who was it? Probably the "moon landing" people. Or maybe all of them. Because admittedly the supposed MIT guy answering the "stars" question seems like he's making it up as he goes along. I'm not even an MIT person and even *I* can cite the whole "small and large Magellanic clouds" thing off the top of my head, whereas he fumbled, and couldn't remember what they were called.

One great write up that covers this in depth is from Dave McGowan: "Wagging the Moon Doggie." centerforaninformedamerica.com/moondoggie/ Highly recommend. All the arguments about analyzing the angles of supposedly faked moon photographs are a moot point when one realizes, as Dave points out, that film never would have survived the high intensity UV radiation of the unfiltered sun in space. And of course the kicker - the way the Apollo mission was set to continue into the mid-70s, but once Vietnam ended they immediately canceled the rest of the scheduled missions. Because apparently it was just a diversion all along for the Vietnam war.

Another interesting set of articles I would recommend are from Jay Weidner, where he discusses how Stanley Kubrick was hired to be the director to fake the moon landings. (When you watch "2001: A Space Odyssey" you can see exactly why he was chosen. O.o Holy shit was that movie ahead of its time in terms of special effects and cinematography. It's shocking that it's supposed to be from the 60s. Basically The Powers That Be sought out the best filmmaker on planet Earth at the time and were like - You're our guy!) As well as hints embedded throughout his 1981 film "The Shining" that reflect this.

"How Stanley Kubrick Faked the Apollo Moon Landings - Or How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Lies":
whale.to/c/how_stanley_kubrick_faked.html

"Secrets of The Shining - Or How Faking the Moon Landings Nearly Cost Stanley Kubrick his Marriage and his Life" -

whale.to/c/secrets_of_the_shining.html
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@BeachMilk These are apparently fabricated quotes. Even though the quotes outline exactly what seems to be happening, from the euthanization of the elderly to the stupid and weak lining up in droves with their arms out, it apparently was never written by Jacques Attali.
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@Dauphin_ @abducteejournal Same here - they've usually happened when either verbally discussing or emailing about certain topics with people, and in doing so that gets me on "something's radar," which results in a scan of sort, for lack of a better way to understand it. In one of those particular instances an extremely powerful, almost painful "ear tone" was used the way one would use an electric shock/taze, in order to shut me up mid sentence and stop saying what I was about to say to somebody. (wrote about that in my "Ear Tones" write up, linked below.) It worked. O.o Stopped mid word, mid sentence.

Other times it seems "something" has scanned me to see whether I was still awake or check on my whereabouts - I think because there was an intent to either abduct me, or plug into me while asleep to use for remote viewing, etc. In those instances they weren't the result of any particular thoughts or discussions I was having, and they happened at night, usually as I was getting into bed.

I've concluded that in many instances they're scans:

"So as we can see, there’s a variety of ways in which ear tones are being triggered within people. So how can such seemingly varied experiences – from earthquakes, to intense thoughts, to outside monitoring and/or outright interference, etc. – produce the same effect in people? What is the common denominator they share? What are all these events doing to the human body in order to produce the same result? One explanation that came to my attention with regards to how “abduction monitoring” for instance ties into ear tones is that the outside “plugging in” or scanning/probing of a person moves one’s etheric energy around, and it’s the movement or disturbance of the etheric that triggers the tones. So I’m wondering if that’s the common denominator in these varied ear tone happenings – the etheric energy body. Scalar waves, which can be used to alter the weather and create earthquakes, affecting one’s etheric. External psychic probing/scanning affecting one’s etheric. Intense thoughts causing some sort of flux in one’s own etheric. It’s just an idea, but worthy enough to make mention of and which may actually solve the brunt of the mystery behind this phenomenon. So it’s possible that let’s say, 3/4 of ear tone happenings are in fact related to these types of situations affecting one’s etheric, whether externally generated or self imposed, while the other say, 1/4 of the phenomenon is peripherally related to ear tones, like the “gonging” and “tuning fork” noises I mentioned, the “noise pollution in the ear” that scrambles the mind, the morse code clickings, etc., but which still ties into the idea of monitoring, interference or even positive help, depending on the situation, due to “being on something’s radar.” in2worlds.net/eartonesringings/
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Earlier this year the subject of the pending crisis of jabbed pilots falling ill, or even dying mid flight was being discussed on Gab. Now it's started to happen. :/

redvoicemedia.com/2021/10/sources-vaxxed-delt

This interview between Stew Peters and Dr. Jane Ruby gets into not only just the recent (covered up/blacked out) incident with the jabbed Delta Airlines pilot dying mid flight, leaving the copilot to have to do an emergency landing, but also the spate of reports coming out regarding many, many other pilots and flight attendants nationwide falling ill, sometimes even having paramedics being called to their hotel rooms during layovers, and how this is also being covered up. What's interesting are the reports that even the unjabbed airline workers are falling ill just by having to be in such close proximity to fellow jabbed colleagues and passengers in an enclosed space for prolonged periods of time. O.o This was another topic that was discussed earlier this year by people like Dr. Sherry Tenpenny, regarding the poison jab's shedding affects on others.

Interview also gets into how all the airlines will soon be onboard, no pun intended, with the poison jab mandates for every single employee. And, how United has already fired any employee who isn't jabbed, making it so that right now, 100% of every United employee has the poison jab and booster shots in them.

This is truly some scary stuff. Recently I've kind of gotten minorly obsessed with my FlightRadar24 app, mentioned earlier in my Gab feed, which shows every small plane, passenger airliner, corporate jet and helicopter in the air, worldwide, 24/7, along with details about the aircraft make/model/registration, flight number, live time speed and altitude, where it's flying from/to, when it took off and when it's expected to land. It's fascinating to play around with, but ESPECIALLY since where we live, in Boca Raton, FL we're directly in the flight path of all lower altitude flights descending for landings, due to there being *three* international airports within 60 miles of us. Palm Beach International ~25 miles north, Fort Lauderdale-Hollywood International ~25 miles south, and Miami International, ~40 miles south. And then three small airports as well in the region, including Boca Raton Municipal, right next to us. Just a LOT of major airlines flying directly overhead all day long, both U.S. and international, including very large Boeing 777 and 787 Dreamliners at only 10-14,000 feet above us, max.

So what I was once thinking was fun and cool is now worrisome, for good reason. There's also the possibility that we may live to see a time very soon when there aren't many, if any, flights happening anymore, depending on how bad this poison jab/depopulation/Great Reset thing gets. So it's like I've been tuning in to watch the tail end of an era with this phone app.
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Also on a side note, in light of this Southwest Airlines situation, and other possible situations with other airlines not being discussed in the mainstream media, I can say that I definitely noticed a lot less air traffic over this past weekend and into today, corroborated by the FlightRadar24 app. Whereas there's normally a steady stream of flight after flight passing by overhead for Fort Lauderdale or Miami, it's been a lot more sparse. Will keep an eye out to see if this pattern continues. We now know why the weekend would have seen less traffic, but as far as today goes not sure if being "Columbus Day" 🙄 affects anything. (This is what happens when you now work from home....you can be outside all the time, and can now really pay attention to the world instead of being locked up in an office! 😄 )
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Another must watch: “The Ultimate Do Not Take the Vaccine Video”
bitchute.com/video/8GNDfPMjTNMh/

This is going to be a pinned Gab with all the most important vids (continuing in the comments 👇 ) that people can pass along to anybody they know who still hasn’t gotten the poison jab, where it’s not too late.

To better understand the end of the above vid, showing all the people who died after being jabbed, people need to watch the following videos. This is what people are being injected with and why they’re dying:

"Immortal" Hydra Vulgaris In Moderna's Vaccine? Dr Carrie Madej's Startling Microscope Findings": bitchute.com/video/ZHAVSOb8wrZQ/

More scary findings from Dr. Madej:
redvoicemedia.com/2021/10/shocking-dr-carrie-

"Never Before Seen: Blood Doctor Reveals HORRIFIC Findings After Examining Vials" – Stew Peters and Dr. Zandre Botha:
redvoicemedia.com/2021/10/never-before-seen-b

“Bombshell: Dr. Jane Ruby: Pfizer Vials Tested in Spain Contain 99% Lethal Graphene Oxide”
bitchute.com/video/BIDmLRUueTDl/

Other important vids:

“If People Get Jabbed After Watching this they are Beyond Saving” - A great, straight forward and easy to comprehend breakdown on what the experimental injection is and what it does, as opposed to “regular” vaccines:

odysee.com/@weareresistance:9/IF-PEOPLE-GET-J


The murder racket where all hospitalized COVID patients are strictly forbidden from receiving life saving (Nobel Prize wining) Ivermectin or Hydroxychloroquine and can only receive the (toxic) Remdesivir/Kidney Failure/Lungs drowning in fluids/Ventilator/Death treatment:

“Hospitals Are Killing People and Getting Paid to Do It”: Dr. Bryan Ardis and Owen from InfoWars:
tv.gab.com/channel/realalexjones/view/hospita

“COVID Genocide ‘Very Nefarious, Sinister Purpose’”: Stew Peters & Dr. Zev Zelenko
rumble.com/vm0fqp-dr.-zev-zelenko-covid-genoc


“Gutsy UK Funeral Director Verifies Huge Increase in Care Home Murders & ‘Vaccicutions’” bitchute.com/video/UVyfp2eClbp3/


“Patent PROVES Vax is Obedience Training Platform” – Stew Peters and Karen Kingston. Karen Kingston has patent paperwork showing what the bizarre technology revealed in previous videos may be used for:

Part I: tv.gab.com/channel/realstewpeters/view/receip
Part II: tv.gab.com/channel/realstewpeters/view/receip

“COVID Shots, DNA & Transhumanism, with Dr. Carrie Madej”:
odysee.com/@thenewamericanvideo:7/210429_Carr

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In case people are wondering about anybody they know, possibly themselves included, who took the jab but had zero adverse effects, keep in mind that TPTB are now finally admitting what was discovered months ago by independent lab researchers – 4 in 10 “vax” vials were really saline placebos. :/ (See attached photo.) If 100% of the vials were the poison then everybody would have been experiencing grave injuries and/or death straight away, giving the game away. They needed a large chunk of the population to “get the vaccine”….and be perfectly fine after. Thus convincing those around them to get it too, because see, “It’s totally harmless!” The mass push to the point of derangement of The Powers That Be to GET THE JAB!!! that we’re seeing now is them trying to beat the clock. They need as many people as possible to get the jab before all of this damning information gets out there, and before the deaths REALLY start kicking in. Which they will, the more people get jabbed, the more people get their boosters, and once winter kicks in.

A summary of the situation:

- This isn’t a true vaccine, as evidenced by any of the above vids. So never refer to it as such. It should always just be referred to as poison jab.
- Approx. 4/10 of the jab vials were actually just saline, designed to trick and placate the population.
- The “foreign contaminants” contained in these poison jab vials, and which Dr. Carrie Madej discovered seem to be heat activated (aka – after injected into a nice warm human body) are an alien technology. Don’t be fooled that because humans are distributing it that humans therefore created it.
- The ultimate point of this poison jab is twofold: Kill off a large chunk of the population, and be able to control those who remain through outside technological interface;
- That’s why there is a purposeful, cooperative conspiracy to demonize Ivermectin and Hydroxychloroquine (in the media), and to deny patients access to these lifesaving treatments (in hospitals/medical facilities) *because they are purposely trying to kill off as many people as possible.* They know what they’re doing. It’s the same thing that was happening in care homes where the elderly were euthanized.
- *All this can only happen due to the cooperation, society-wide of doctors/nurses/medical personnel, news media outlet staff, school boards who push the jab, politicians who sign jab mandates into law, etc.* Once again - don’t be fooled that because they look like humans that they really are. In the first video in Part I see 27:20 – 29:49. What he describes is a conspiracy of the highest order, being carried out by people who are not people. (Many are alien-human hybrids, IMO, who have been integrated into society over the past couple of decades to live and work among us. See the works of Dr. David Jacobs, including "The Threat," and "Walking Among Us.") Meanwhile others seem to be Archon-possessed “meat suits.”
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Part 2 - More helpful links, continued: 👇 👇

"Recorded phone call with Pfizer customer service rep – there is no FDA approved vaccine in the US right now":
redvoicemedia.com/2021/10/biden-busted-as-pfi

"Why the PCR test swabs are dangerous":
redvoicemedia.com/2021/10/covid-nasal-swabs-e This confirms everything I already knew last year about why you should avoid these idiotic and pointless tests. It really is interesting that The Powers That Be are going straight to "jamming swabs up your nasal cavity to breach the blood-brain barrier" in order to "test" for COVID when there are other, non-invasive methods that can be used. Everybody needs to question why they're insisting on only this ONE, aggressive, dangerous method. In the same way they insist on only ONE "treatment" for COVID - Hospitalization, Remdesivir (renal failure, lungs filled with fluids) Ventilator....then death, period.

Australian nurse blows whistle: Hospitals full of vax injuries, not COVID: bitchute.com/video/f0w4huQ6jnpr/

"Victims of the COVID Death Jab":
bitchute.com/video/n0N6tufNkqOp/ Shows all the gravely injured, many seizuring after getting the poison jab. It makes perfect sense when you keep in mind what they've found in these "vax" vials when investigated under microscopes.

Another nurse blows whistle on vax injuries and medical personnel removing vax packaging so patients can't have informed consent about ingredients/side effects:
redvoicemedia.com/2021/11/nurse-blows-whistle

"ICU Doctor Fired For Saving Lives With Ivermectin, Refusing To Get Vaccinated"
redvoicemedia.com/2021/10/icu-doctor-fired-fo Another vid showing the nonsensical hypocrisy of The Powers That Be, revealing what the true agenda is. It's not about saving lives - it never was. If it was they would be allowing Ivermectin and HQ, and fighting to keep all the "brave frontline doctors and nurses" that worked for the past year and a half, instead of firing them. Yesterday's heroes.........are now today's pariahs. :/ It only makes sense in the context of this being a mass culling project. They want everybody jabbed/sick/under control, or dead. Period.

Dr. Franc Zalewski's own horror show microscope findings of "vax" vials:
bitchute.com/video/45rx8vafSfWS/ Goes hand in hand with the other horrific finding vids featured in Part 1 of this post from Dr. Madej, Dr. Ruby and Dr. Botha.

"Compilation of Magnets Sticking to the COVID injection sites": odysee.com/@Mukunda-dasa108:1/Magnet-Medley-- More proof of the technology aspect of these things, containing things that have no business being in a vaccine.
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Part 3 - More important links that I will be continually updating! (See part 4 in attached comment 👇👇)


The channel "Wake the Fuck Up" on BitChute, featuring nothing but endless injuries and casualties from the poisonous experimental injection. We have been in the Died Suddenly phase for awhile now, and this channel is tracking it:

bitchute.com/channel/pjOFxoXgaikF/


"Dr. Jane Ruby meets with board-certified Embalmer and Funeral Director, Richard Hirschman who reveals, for the first time ever, arteries and veins filled with unnatural blood clot combinations with strange fibrous materials that are completely filling the vascular system":
redvoicemedia.com/2022/01/worldwide-exclusive

"Some Of The Fake Stories Put Out By The MSM To Cover Up The Real Reason For All The Heart Attacks" Truly, you just have to see this video to believe it.
bitchute.com/video/yYL140muomsk/
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Part 4

Now that 2022 is winding down we're really starting to hear about the effects of the poison jab. "Died suddenly....." is the new eye rolling phrase of 2022. The mainstream media continues to do its best to normalize it, "lalala!" while pushing the most inane propaganda to "explain" why everybody's dropping dead.

Want to start with these vids, which are the most intriguing to me. They're calling it the "Death Spiral." It's a phenomenon being caught on camera worldwide. The vid explains everything about it, so you just have to watch:

bitchute.com/video/nLj3Oglf96pS/

Another bizarre death spiral that didn't make it into the above compilation:
bitchute.com/video/wqvSrsOb44nl/

And a good breakdown of what's probably happening with this phenomenon:

hopegirlblog.com/2022/10/12/spinning-vaxxed-p


Came across this Stew Peters bit about the alarming increase in cognitive impairment and early onset Alzheimer's happening in the young. (The rest of the vid is a push for some dude's supposed detox mushroom supplement. Not trying to endorse that, I only post this for the first third of the vid which gets into the cognitive impairment issue with the young, as it's something I recently talked about on Gab.)

stewpeters.com/video/2022/10/huge-young-peopl


Then there's the cognitive dissonance issue, where people are being obviously gravely injured by the jab, but either act like they can't put 2 and 2 together, or, still vehemently promote it. !! 😲

Vax injured female with no clue as to why she has these symptoms as she goes from doctor to doctor:
bitchute.com/video/oFponQKjYugI/

Australian nurse who was severely injured, but states we must stand together against these anti-vaxxers:
bitchute.com/video/KUfNpucbkKx7/


And then the horrific physical injuries, where there are no words:

bitchute.com/video/ypvnMOPdXujl/

bitchute.com/video/8D4ojTnvbpXv/


“Some of the Fake Stories Put Out by the MSM to Cover Up the Real Reason for All the Heart Attacks”:
bitchute.com/video/yYL140muomsk/


There's an entire dedicated channel on BitChute called "Wake the Fuck Up" that I came across that's nothing but vids of the jab injured and the increasing "Sudden Adult Death Syndrome" happening worldwide, bitchute.com/channel/pjOFxoXgaikF/ and none of which the mainstream media will touch.

The Jim Crenshaw channel also compiles all kinds of vids on anything jab truth related from other channels, so for that specific subject it's a good source of information for the true current state things. I'm posting a link to the vids that specifically relate to the jab/plandemic after doing a search in the search bar:

bitchute.com/search/?query=jim%20crenshaw%20v

(btw I don't endorse a lot of Jim Crenshaw's other vids, many of which show a major lack of critical thinking skills and simpleton black/white thinking. BUT, he is a good source for poison jab vids.)
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Back in 1990 when I was 15 I asked my - psychic - dad if I was going to be famous someday. ( 🙄 🤣 ) For all his problems my dad was actually very psychic, something that I've talked about in the Appendix section of "Chasing Phantoms." So it made sense to ask him of all people a question like this. He would have bouts where he was inexplicably "on" as he called it, and couldn't shut it off. During those times he would be constantly reading everybody's mind and knowing everything before it happened.

One time in 1990 when my "mom" was out running an errand (i.e....when it was safe to relax and open up) he broached this subject with me for the first time, explaining what was happening, because once again he was "on" and it was driving him mad. He was pacing all over the place with amped up energy to nowhere. He wanted to demonstrate what it was like, so he told me to get a deck of playing cards, which I did. He then proceeded to write down 10 cards on a piece of paper, and told me to shuffle the deck, then turn over the first 10 cards. I did. All 10 cards matched exactly, in order, the 10 cards he'd written down. O.o Most people would be excited at such validation, but he just frowned, even more agitated, continuing to pace. It annoyed him to be right in that instance because he wanted it to stop.

Years later, after learning more about his time in the military, where he was in Naval Intelligence reporting to the NSA during Vietnam, the way he was whisked away after taking his MAT and given preferential treatment for the next four years, and factoring in his lifetime of weird and "woo" that dated back to early childhood, I concluded that what was apparently an inherent psychic ability was then amped up, to put it mildly, due to MK tinkering/experimentation in the military. There were other indicators of MK/tinkering that I learned about and mentioned in "CP," so I won't retread over it here. But yeah, of course it would have been him of all people that had the two UFOs hovering directly over his head at the base in Da Nang, not showing up on radar. They could have parked themselves anywhere, but they chose him and one of his fellow military guys.

So there I am in 1990, my 15 year old self wondering if I will ever be famous. Mainly because I'd had this nagging "splinter in the mind" my whole short life that there was this THING I'M SUPPOSED TO DO!! and REASON FOR BEING HERE!! that caused me to feel different from everybody else. My dad focused in on my question...then furrowed his brows in puzzlement as he "saw." He let me know that "People around the world will know who you are...." But he couldn't understand why/how. It wasn't some Hollywood thing....so then how?? The internet hadn't been invented yet, so he was at a loss. All he knew was that "people around the world would know who I am."

I was thinking about this as I just responded to an email from a website reader in Switzerland. 😄
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This is one of the hot topics that's made it onto Gab's main page. I have no idea who he even is, but I understand his point about the shocking level of racist and bigoted comments that can be found in the comment sections of many of the mainstream posts. (And the "guilt by association" concern.) And I mean completely gratuitous racist/bigoted hate, things that are so unnecessary to say. It was eye opening for me when I first joined, and my same concern. People using derogatory terms to describe black people that I thought went out in the late 1800s/early 1900s. I was like, What is this?? Mississippi c. 1890??

But that's why I choose to just stay away from those posts. I don't follow those people and I don't read the comments. They're one dimensional anyway, always banging on about the same limited subjects, in a mentally simple, sound bite way. There's nothing intellectually stimulating to be found. In the same way Twitter and its ilk are a boring echo chamber, so is the majority of Gab.

In the meantime I just stick in my corner over here, using the Gab platform in my own way. The same as many of the people who follow me are doing. So the comment threads of my posts, and some of my closest followers, are freaking AWESOME. We're all talking about meaningful and intellectually stimulating topics relating to the weird and the "woo," metaphysics/spirituality and conspiracy. I've watched as people meet and become friends with new like-minded fellow Gabbers in my comment threads and in the comment threads of my close followers, growing the network. So that's cool. We're marching to our own drum over in this corner. 😄

And that's something I do appreciate about Gab. The fact that we can choose to carve out our own niche.....without any interference. Unlike YT, nobody has to put spaces between letters or misspell "NO NO WORDS!" to get past "censor 'bots" here on Gab. Having to engage in those tricks has become the NORM on all other Big Tech platforms, and the world just accepts it like we're in China. Being treated like babies in a nanny state, our speech and thoughts micromanaged into the ground. Although the tricks to get past the censors on YT for instance aren't working anymore, THAT'S how sophisticated the A.I. censor programs have gotten. As I've experienced firsthand it's become *impossible* to post URLs to any censored subject matter on YT, no matter how many spaces I insert, or tricks I try. Here on Gab I can freely post whatever I want. Any content, any links.

So I do appreciate having this free, uncensored platform to reach people and make worthwhile connections. You just have to ignore/stay away from the one dimensional, simpleton, echo chamber chaff. It's called being an adult, and being responsible for what we choose to read and partake in. Unfortunately Gab probably won't be allowed to last in the long run for this reason. So enjoy it while it lasts.
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This is what I was starting to touch on at the very end of the main post - the free speech/uncensored nature of Gab, and the way The Powers That Be may resort to measures to shut it down in due time. For instance, cooking up some sort of charges to justify raiding Gab HQ and seizing the servers. If so, there goes Gab. And at the rate things are going with the world - and it's moving FAST at this point, new developments every day in terms of the agenda, whether it concerns COVID lies/the poison jab or Big Tech/mainstream media censorship - I wouldn't be surprised if something like this happens by the end of the year. Who knows though, and I'm not in the business of predictions. But now that the FBI has made it a top priority to go after angry parents yelling at school boards (?!!!) for trying to mask/"vax" children it means anything goes now, and it's not irrational or paranoid to think such things. Things have gone off the rails in this country, as TPTB try to transition things to China and Communism. We're no longer living in the same country we used to be. Now we live in country where the FBI deems upset parents to be on the same level as domestic terrorists. 😡 (but while choosing to ignore actual Antifa and BLM domestic terrorists, of course.) So one can only imagine what's going to happen the longer this war goes on, and Gab continues to be a thorn in their side giving the public access to all the information They're desperately trying to censor. Like I said, we're in the middle of their Big Moves, so........
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Just a reminder that supply chain shortages are going to continue to get worse, so if there's anything important you need to stock up on, do so now. A reader sent me this link which I thought was interesting:

twitter.com/JesseKellyDC/status/1448058160174 (screencap of Casey's letter below.)

Other recent examples:

- Local Delray Beach Ford dealership had no choice but to completely replace a brand new Ford Explorer......because the burned out wiring harness, valued at $28, couldn't be replaced. Because the part simply wasn't available anywhere, nationwide, for months. When in our lifetime has that ever happened? bocanewsnow.com/2021/09/18/update-thank-you-g "Can't replace a $28 part on a brand new vehicle....you get a whole other brand new vehicle valued at $47K+."

- Maintenance guys at our apartment complex no longer able to procure various basic parts to repair many things. So, stuff going unfixed. This complex has existed for decades, and this is a first.


The mainstream media is already in full force trying to "debunk" the claims that this is in ANY way a manufactured crisis, and instead, relates ENTIRELY to COVID labor shortages, and holiday shopping surges. 🙄 🤣 (um...it's October. And this crisis has been going on since the summer. They really think people are this stupid though.)

At best, there definitely could be people who are seriously ill, even dying......from the poison jab. Would not doubt that for a second. And others walking out in protest of the forced jab mandates. However it's so super interesting that these cargo ship backlogs are only happening at ports located in flaming liberal blue states like California and New York/New Jersey. Meanwhile south Florida ports like Port Everglades in Fort Lauderdale and the Port of Miami are doing just fine. It's just amazing! You know...considering all that late summer/early fall Christmas shopping, and COVID!!

Speaking of which, just saw this posted: rt.com/usa/537637-supply-chain-covid-unvaccin "US Treasury deputy sec warns unvaxxed Americans that shortages will continue until EVERYONE is jabbed." If this doesn't prove what's really going on here then I don't know what will. :/ This is what they're resorting to, trying to forcibly choke out the U.S., since the mandates aren't going as planned. "The deputy secretary at the US Treasury has put Americans on notice that the only way to end the plague of empty shelves around the country is for every resident to be vaccinated. The frank warning came off as a threat to many."

In the meantime Florida has actually been offering itself up to these other ports as an alternative: maritime-executive.com/article/florida-ports-
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Sunday afternoon south Florida birds time!


1. Osprey in flight - Fort Lauderdale. (Panasonic DMC-FZ1000 - does super well with clearly capturing things in flight, be it birds, planes, helis, etc.) Taken at the Fort Lauderdale Jetties beach, next to Port Everglades, where we used to go to watch all the boat and ship activity. youtube.com/watch?v=Z7T90MbmOmI

2. American White Ibises, Iguana and Moorhen - At the lake next to the Spanish River library in Boca Raton. The brown and white bird towards the far left is actually a juvenile White Ibis. They only turn white as adults. The Moorhen is on the lake. Love how the Iguana is just chillin' and watching the scene. :D

3. Wood Stork, Egret and Roseate Spoonbill - at the lake next to the Spanish River library in Boca Raton. It's not normal/common to see such a varied group of bird species gathered at this particular lake, but on this day it was like a watering hole situation. There were actually even more species happening than what's captured in this pic. And it's definitely not normal to spot Roseate Spoonbills in this region. So this day was like a completely unexpected score for getting wildlife pics. You never know what you're going to find when you go to this lake. Some days there's practically nothing. Then other days it's like hitting the lottery. :D

4. Cormorant - Wakodahatchee Wetlands, Delray Beach. If you're able to zoom in you can see me and Tom reflected in the eye. :)

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I don't usually do back to back nature photography/video posts, but this one is pretty cool so I want to post it. New vid I just uploaded of a massive bee hive we came across yesterday at Pondhawk Natural Area, here in Boca. Tom and I have never actually seen a bee hive in the wild, so this was a first. !!

youtube.com/watch?v=a8O0Yqa0978

(Backstory can be found in video description....)

Now for another, REALLY nutso, bee story....

Back on 7/21/21 I was riding my bike on the El Rio Trail. At about 2.5 miles into my ride, approaching Park of Commerce Boulevard, I was suddenly compelled to reach my left hand up and start touching the top of my head. I hadn't consciously felt anything going on there, but started touching my head anyway...as if expecting that there was something there. Sure enough my hand felt something small and fuzzy-ish and.....vibrating slightly......on my hair......and several of them I realized, as my hand passed over my hair. O.o I reflexively brushed at my head quickly without thinking, feeling weirded out and confused, my brain taking a few seconds to catch up to what was happening here......that there were apparently BEES on my head.......because it was something completely improbable and bizarre that had never happened in my life. And meanwhile I'm flying along at ~15 mph, one handed at this point. So there was a lot to try to process while maintaining awareness and coordination in only a few seconds.

Then I felt compelled to take my right hand off the handlebars and reach around to pat at the spot behind my left armpit, even though I hadn't consciously felt anything going on there either, and again, while flying along at ~15 mph. And sure enough my hand felt a small, fuzzy-ish buzzing/vibrating thing going on there as well. Apparently another bee, just....hanging onto me while biking......but not being aggressive or trying to sting, same as the ones that had been on my head. Just....clinging on to me.

Because I kept patting down on it, getting freaked out and a bit more reflexively aggressive I soon felt a telltale needle-like pinprick.

DID I.....?!?! IS THAT....?!!! OH NO IT DIDN'T!!! I JUST GOT STUNG!!!!! 😲 WTFFFFFF IS HAPPENING HERE?!?!?!?!!!!

With every passing second the sting grew increasingly more painful, cutting my trip short as I had to turn around and immediately head back home, though it was never close to the level of a wasp sting. But never in my history of biking, or biking on the El Rio Trail has something like this EVER happened. I was freaked out about it all for a good week+ after, because this isn't how the world works. !! Bees don't freaking LAND on you when you're biking, at ~15 mph! in some casual, non aggressive way!! Like you're some sort of Uber, and they're like "Oh cool! Let's just land on her and hitch a ride so we can rest!" No, that's not how reality works. !! O.o

(Part 2/"Prologue" to this story continued in comments👇👇)
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Part 2

Even crazier was how that same morning, as I lay in bed waking up, my thoughts for some reason went to the idea of………….wasp and bees, and specifically how I’ve been stung twice in life by a wasp, the first time when I was only two (!!) but never by a bee. So I don’t know what a bee sting is like. Huge thought train that just went on and on and on, all about bees and wasps, and how evil wasps are, ‘cause they will sting your ass for NO REASON. Even if you’re just this little cute two year old….they don’t care. You’re going down! FU!!! Or even if you’re projecting nice thoughts at it, like I did on another occasion when we lived in Virginia. In fact the nice thoughts seemed to be what completely set the wasp off, coming at me, stinging my foot. O.o It was an all red colored wasp, looking every bit as evil as it behaved. But then I thought about how cute and harmless honeybees and bumblebees are, and how none of them have ever been bothered by me photographing/videoing them as they flit about on flowers. “Wasps……evil! Bees….awww, how cute!”

Then flash forward to later that afternoon. And bees are just spontaneously…..landing on me. Then one finally stings me, answering my earlier question about “gee! I wonder what that would be like to be stung by a bee!! ‘Cause you know it’s just NEVER happened before!” O.o

I can’t figure out if this was a premonition, or if I made the bees thing happen due to my earlier thoughts about how much I like bees. Or if it was a bit of both - some strange “loop” where I made it happen, due to focusing in on bees earlier in the day, creating a frequency match that attracted them in, which then became a premonition of what was going to happen later….because I’d thought of it earlier….. Very confusing. !!
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The latest important revelatory video to watch regarding even more bizarre, alien level technology being found in these poison jab vials. Stew Peters speaks with Dr. Carrie Madej:

redvoicemedia.com/2021/10/shocking-dr-carrie-

At the end they both finally touch on *THE* pivotal question - why aren't more people involved in the making of these things coming forward to expose/whistleblow this situation? As I was listening I even said to Tom - Because they're not human! They're not what you think they are! People need to start getting this. It's not about "saving their jobs" or "choosing money and security over helping your fellow Man" as most would think, and as Dr. Madej initially theorizes, seeming to err on the side of caution with mainstream explanations. This is literally an alien invasion of sorts. Humanity is being taken over, right under our noses.

Then Dr. Madej basically said as much right after. "I don't know if you can call them people, but I don't think they're people, because they're psychopathic, they don't have a conscience or empathy, and they don't care for us, they don't care how many people are killed in their experimentation. That's who we really need to be uniting and fighting against. Because that's....this is not human kind of medicine. This is not human kind of technology. This is something inhuman. And when I look at it I know that it didn't come from us or God our Father in Heaven, and we're fighting a spiritual war...." So she does get it. They both do see it. (Earlier today Stew reposted a comment to his timeline where one of his listeners said the same thing - that they believe this has to be an alien invasion sort of situation. For him to repost it means he knows, and agrees.)

She also states that life will never return to normal as we know it, which Stew agrees with, nodding. And I know many people out there, despite how aware they think they are, aren't prepared to hear that. Denial is a very strong drive in humans. But it can't return to the normal that we've known at least, being that millions have literally been jabbed with this stuff. This is some sort of mass experimentation and mass death culling attempt. So even if somehow the good guys get a handle on this situation and drive these forces back, and can put a stop to it, there's still the aftermath to contend with. Which again, involves millions having gotten the jab, and having this stuff in their bodies. All the miscarriages, and the coming infertility/sterilization and lack of future, healthy, pure human babies And the babies that do manage to be born.....but are completely abnormal, full of alien nanotechnology that their pregnant, jabbed mothers passed down to them. And the injuries, for those who don't actually die, and have to live with the debilitating side effects.
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Alright....I don't usually do *three* nature vids/pictorials back to back buuuuut.....this is another "wow!!!" video that just happened today. There's a resident alligator in the lake next to the library at Spanish River, here in Boca, and for the first time ever, in the years that we've walked the trail around the lake, the alligator was outside the lake, lounging on the grass. O.o We've never seen this thing out of the lake, and I've even wondered why a few times, and if we ever would. Those very few times we have seen it it's always been swimming around in the center of the lake. One time it was only ten feet from shore, and I thought that was wild as I got some great pics.

So now I can say that I've officially been about 20 feet from an alligator, on land, in the wild, and not in some protected enclosure at a zoo. O.o

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The reason it's suddenly moving its head a few times in Part 2? 'Cause Tom was slowly running back and forth on the sidewalk to see if he could get it to do that. O.o That's why there's barely even 45 seconds of video....I was like That's it!!! I'm atta here!!!! and bailed out. I'd have to say that moment was the first time ever in my life I've experienced true fear over something wildlife related, only because of the potential, and not knowing whether this thing really would suddenly turn and come after us. And you can kinda tell, based on the way the video abruptly goes all blurry and crooked and shuts off. No graceful ending to THAT video. 🤣
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Alec Baldwin is another Hollywood player that I've had a strong dislike of for years, due to what I feel is some nasty energy going on. (See linked Stew Peters post attached to bottom of this one, discussing Alec's recent "accidental" on set shooting/killing of a cinematographer.) He's another classic case of "you can see it in his eyes." Cold, beady little blue eyes with an evil energy emanating from them. Another Limousine Liberal with an almost psychotic level of Trump Derangement Syndrome. (VERY telling. Gee, wonder why Trump bothers him so much? ;) What was Trump getting in the way of for him, personally? ;) ) Months back I was watching a Yebo expose video specifically about him: altcensored.com/watch?v=w2UMZMkG8UA I did a post recommending the Yebo channel back in July, for those who are interested in researching what's really going on in Hollywood, who these "entertainers" and politicians really are, and what they get up to behind closed doors - which they openly advertise during their interviews and "comedy" skits. Stuff that YouTube is now vigorously censoring. So if you haven't checked it out, here's the main link: altcensored.com/channel/UCMZ3ija_XNj5pAz81CmT His vid compilations contain a lot of things I've never seen before in other vids, so it's new/fresh material.

From what I've read online by people who claim to know such things, there is never live ammo on a Hollywood set, prop guns never have real/live ammo in them, and supposedly can't even hold live ammo. So how did a "prop" gun loaded with actual live ammo make it onto the set....and into the hands of Alec Baldwin of all people, the guy with a history of making sarcastic Tweets about "accidentally shooting people"? The public isn't being told the truth. Of course. Do I think this was an accident? Nope. Possible ritual/Satanic sacrifice disguised as an accident? "Time to appease my Dark Overlord with a sacrifice that can also serve some secondary agendas for the Powers That Be!" Definitely more likely, once you've done the research. Never take ANY tragic story coming out of Hollyweird (or politics) at face value. Assume that pretty much every premature "accidental" death/overdose/suicide is an intended murder.

Related to this is how so many of the music industry power players in particular all have very untimely/premature and tragic deaths of immediate family members/loved ones/best friends surrounding them. The odds on that are weird when you really start to look into it. Ritual offerings is more like it. "Offer up your mom/dad/wife/husband/girlfriend/boyfriend/brother/son/sister/daughter/nephew/niece/best friend, etc. and advance to the Big Leagues Level." And they always do. And usually running parallel to VERY revealing song lyrics talking about blood sacrifices/rituals/demons/Satan/Lucifer, etc.
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Victims of the COVID Death Jab:

bitchute.com/video/n0N6tufNkqOp/

Hard video to watch, because of all the young, healthy people in the prime of their lives who are shown violently seizuring, covered in rashes, experiencing Bell's Palsy, hooked up to machines in a hospital bed, etc. But also very necessary to watch and pass along if anybody is still on the fence, or has family and friends who are still on the fence regarding taking this poison jab filled with graphene oxide, strange self assembling nanotechnology discs, parasites, "squid"/hydra creatures and things they can't even identify, and which have no business being in a "vaccine." If anybody is new to this and wondering why these "vaccines" are causing reactions like the ones shown in this video please see my pinned Gab with all the useful links.

**It's not worth the risk.** These are NOT FDA approved ( redvoicemedia.com/2021/10/biden-busted-as-pfi ) and the government, ESPECIALLY "Biden," has no legal authority to mandate that anybody take these. As everybody around Gab keeps saying - This is the hill to die on. Because this isn't human technology. And just know....the true death and injury numbers are WAY, WAY higher than anything being reported for several major reasons: 1) Hospitals and medical facilities are often not reporting "adverse events" to VAERS because it "takes too much time to fill out the paperwork" as revealed in that one undercover whistleblower vid posted on Project Veritas, and 2) Deaths from the poison jab are being labeled as COVID/variants.....exactly as many aware people said they would earlier this year. So every time you see yet ANOTHER story in the media telling you that yet ANOTHER jabbed, and sometimes double jabbed person died of "COVID"? (There isn't a day that goes by now at this point where I'm not seeing these stories....it's really ramping up.) They are bold face LYING.

And that one clip of "Biden" shown at 5:15 in this vid, where he's leaning forward towards the camera with his creepy face, saying "GO GET VACCINATED!....NOW! NOW!" WTAF. Yeah, I'll be sure to get right on that....... And Mike Obama (that's what Barack calls "her," that's not me being mean) saying "Wanna hang out with us? Get your vaccine..." at 6:16......wow....talk about motivation! It's the chance to hang out in the Cool Kids Crowd!!!! 🙄
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Adding onto this Gab that I wrote back on 7/2.... Tom and I were talking about this recently, my timeline vision bleedover from 2002 that happened in Fort Lauderdale where I had the intense confusing "knowing" that we were "out after curfew" (see below post). And I was wondering, what would have changed "over there" versus "over here" to create this parallel timeline that we find ourselves on? Because like I keep saying on my Gab, we're in Their "Big Final Moves" phase, and everything we're seeing now is what they originally wanted to happen after 9/11. But something went wrong for them, and it didn't happen as planned. Life had to return to normal. So what was it?

Tom immediately thought of something that got me nodding my head, like YES!......the fourth plane. United Airlines Flight 93, that was "brought down" over Pennsylvania ("shot down" in reality, as Donald Rumsfeld even admitted with a slip of the tongue :/ ) It was inexplicably delayed that morning by ~40 minutes (no explanation given by UA as to why), so by the time it was finally in the air it was too late. The Powers That Be couldn't get away with allowing it to hit its intended target - which may have been the White House or Congress, since that was the direction it was headed - without giving away the charade. As it was the other three planes didn't have jets scrambled for them - total stand down - which was already cutting it close and beyond suspicious. So they had to abort. Or as Rumsfeld even said - shot down. bitchute.com/video/ZgsXDMI88kmY/

With "only" two WTCs and part of the Pentagon that was hit, and not the White House or Congress as well, it wasn't enough to justify all the problem-reaction-solution that They originally intended, from lockdowns and martial law....curfews......and Nazi Germany level "paperwork" in order to travel and move about and whatnot.

Then of course there was the waking vision I saw in ~2010, also outlined in the attached post, but which didn't come to fruition....but seems to match what they're trying to make happen now, ten years later.

And then there was Trump in 2016, REALLY throwing a wrench in the works and further delaying them. They truly thought they had it in the bag with Hillary, and that everything was a go.

So now here we are, 20 years past 9/11 in a timeline where we were all walking around free as could be in this timeline's 2002, and not locked down with curfews creating panic should you find yourself violating them, like I experienced in that strong bleedover. And meanwhile TPTB are totally desperate to *make this shit happen NOW!!!* Annnnd.....cue COVID. The hyper exaggerated madness that is the pretext for all the nonsense they wanted to implement 20 years ago, then 10 years ago, then 5 years ago, but couldn't.

It really is interesting about Flight 93, which may have been the key to everything in terms of timeline shifts. (Continued in comments...)
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Some people may be wondering then about the whole "heroic passengers taking down the hijackers" story that was even made into a movie. All I know is that the *one* plane that was inexplicably delayed by 40 minutes was also "coincidentally" and conveniently the only one that got taken down by "heroic passengers" so it couldn't get to the target and give away the charade.......and thus, most likely changed EVERYTHING, to the point of creating an entirely different timeline. Truly, what are the odds that only the plane that could give away the charade due to its unplanned delay had all the brave passengers, but none of the others did. And I also know that the other three planes didn't have scrambled jets the way they should have, and that there was a stand down, and that Rumsfeld clearly said Flight 93 was "shot down." And that's not even counting the rest of the strangeness surrounding what witnesses on the ground described of the whole Flight 93 crash, which David Icke outlines in "Alice in Wonderland and the World Trade Center Disaster" and which corroborates that it was indeed shot down.

Just know, when Hollywood makes big movies creating fairytale sounding heroes it's usually a lie. Flight 93 is a loose end. So that was their attempt to give it the Hollywood hero fairytale treatment and wrap it up in a nice little bow so nobody looks closer and asks any more questions. In the same way I described in a previous Gab that infamous Orange County Register full page story with big color images trying to desperately prove how planes could have taken down the WTCs - just so over the top trying too hard that they completely overshot it, and which even my naive 26 year old self recognized, causing me to reflexively toss the paper aside saying "Bullshit!"
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Over the past couple of months I went down a research rabbit hole that I kind of wish I hadn't, because the things you hear/read about can't be unheard/unread. But in a way it's necessary to truly know that this stuff is real, and it's not just a bunch of anonymous keyboard warriors hiding behind their computers making up salacious yarns about people they've never met and things they know nothing about. But as some can probably already guess, based on a few posts I've done here and there, it involves the whole "Hollywood Satanic Pedophile" conspiracy, that's not actually a conspiracy. I've already provided links to one channel called Yebo (obey, backwards) which has done a great job showing very damning evidence compiled about many Hollywood "entertainers," people in the music industry and politicians and what they really get up to, based on the things they openly admit and do in interviews and "comedy" sketches. But there's another actual whistleblower video that's gotten zero attention outside the fringe conspiracy circles, of course, from a Hollywood producer named John Paul Rice, talking about what he's witnessed in his 20 year Hollywood career regarding the rampant pedophilia and child trafficking that happens right out in the open on set.

I verified that this guy is really who he says he is using IMDB. But in a nutshell, to put it very bluntly, he talks about how kids are brought in on sets that they have no business being on, in order to be served up to those adults who "like to partake." He's watched this happen for years, on multiple sets, and he says everybody knows about it, but nobody talks about it, nor does anything about it. (And that includes him, which I'll be touching back on in a second.) He's friends with a few big name Hollywood actresses, and says that when he's talked with all of them individually about the whole "Me Too" movement, he also asked them about......the kids, and whether they knew/know. And every single one of them acknowledged it. Every one knows.

bitchute.com/video/ugXX5DZX92fy/

My feelings on this guy are a mixed bag. I believe him, but I don't automatically celebrate him as some "brave whistleblower!" despite him saying he "never partook." It's not brave to sit by for 20 years and watch this happen, right under your nose, right out in the open, and look the other way. I would lose my fucking mind if I saw a group of kids walking past me on a set they had no business being on, being led to the back area of a studio where I knew for a fact they're all there to be raped. (Hence, why I'm not in Hollywood! MASSIVE frequency mismatch!) So this guy, like every single other person who may not have "partook" but looked the other way, valued their so-called career and "chance to be in Hollywood" more than doing the right thing and saving some kids. (Continued in comments....👇 )
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Part 2, continued:

He's apparently trying to make things right by coming forward I guess, non anonymously, which is extremely rare, and has also made a fiction movie called "A Child's Voice" which is about child sex trafficking. But, you know….20 years. Wow. :/ So like I said, mixed bag. (I do find his dead eyes to be disturbing. So if anybody else is noticing that trust me, I do too.)

I think it’s necessary to know that this is going on, however unpleasant it may be for some, because…..we all watch movies. We all listen to music. So you need to know what these “people” are really getting up to. Hollywood connects into everything in a way, including politics. People are up in arms, understandably about Fauci’s “Puppygate,” but where’s the outrage when a bona fide Hollywood producer (however minor a player he is, granted) comes forward, non anonymously, to openly blow the lid on this, no hold’s barred? Describing groups of young children being led through Hollywood movie sets that they’re not paid actors for, in order to be taken in the back of the set and raped by multiple adults? In a way doing the “perp walk” you could say, past all the adults who just stand there silently, watching them being led to their torture and doing nothing to help. But that’s a whole side subject, about the way in which humans deep down don’t like their own kind, so ultimately don’t really care what happens to other humans. But hurt an animal, and the (non psychopathic) people lose their collective minds, which again, I do understand. Many people value dogs and cats more than humans, and even human children.

Another part of my research rabbit hole wound up involving watching these expose vids on Bitchute talking about the whole adrenochrome subject, which I didn’t used to know whether to believe. I do now, let’s just put it that way, after watching vids that show all the damning evidence, including vids from survivors of this sort of thing. I thought I had a handle on what goes on with these Satanic rituals and such that again….Hollywood/music industry players are also participating in, but I had no idea after reading and listening to testimony. People say “it’s evil”….but they have no idea how bad. Stuff I could never have even IMAGINED, like, WHO COMES UP WITH THE IDEA TO DO SOMETHING LIKE THAT?! Pure demons/Reptilians, whatever it is, I don’t even know anymore.

Will also post the Yebo link again here: altcensored.com/channel/UCMZ3ija_XNj5pAz81CmT
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And on another side note - I was just remembering back to something that happened when I was 16/10th grade, and we still lived in Connecticut. We were at the Crystal Mall in Waterford, on the second floor, when we became aware of a commotion down below on the first floor. It was a MEAN looking mom physically/verbally abusing her little boy, who appeared about three. Yanking his arm violently while screaming at him with the most hateful, ugly face. (she was very much like what you see of Kevin Wendell Crumb's mom in the movie "Split." That scene where she's down on the floor screaming at him with a coat hanger in her hand, as he's hiding under the bed. Just a hard, mean looking crazy bitch viciously melting down in a violent way.)

He just stood there, avoiding eye contact, frowning in an upset way but powerless to do anything. All the other adults in the vicinity? They just stood there, watching this happen. Doing NOTHING. Welcome to this reality, where most "adults" are just cowards and weak. She started walking away, towards the food court, yanking him along, viciously laying into him the entire way. I SNAPPED. Took off towards the escalator, running down it and tearing down the mall, catching up to her in the food court.

VERY loud confrontation ensued, with both of us screaming at each other. Mall security was immediately on us. They arrived right as she unabashedly admitted to what she was doing, telling me "....and if you don't shut your fucking mouth YOU'LL BE NEXT!" Just staring me down hatefully. At that point security knew the problem was her, though I made sure to let them know what had been going on. One of the security guys nodded to me telling me it was okay, they've got this handled now, they'll take it from here, trying to get me to leave so they could diffuse the situation. I stood there for a few seconds, looking back and forth between them and her and back again, reluctant to leave, but they kept insisting that I go so they can take care of this, so I finally did.

The crazy part was, this was during the heart of my own mom viciously abusing me all the time, nonstop, which had ramped up full force the year before and would continue for the next two years straight. I wasn't able to defend my own self against her (YET....that changed by 12th grade in a bad, CRAZY way that put a complete stop to the more overt physical stuff) but could flip the fuck out on behalf of somebody else. But the point of this story is mainly that most people really are a bunch of cowards in this life, and won't even defend a helpless little kid right in front of their face. Including the guy in this video, who did nothing for years. They will just stand there like a weak lump, hoping somebody else will do something so they don't have to. I could keep going off in a stereotypical, emotionally unstable INFJ rant about this subject for days but will stop here. O.o
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"VACCINES: Florida Governor Ron DeSantis Sues President Joe Biden"

bocanewsnow.com/2021/10/28/vaccines-florida-g

YAY!!!!!

"Governor Ron DeSantis announced a lawsuit against the Biden Administration’s order requiring employees of federal contractors to be vaccinated by December 8, following through on a promise to take legal action to stop federal overreach and making Florida the first state in the nation to hold the President accountable. The lawsuit seeks an immediate end to the unlawful requirement that federal contractors ensure that all employees have received a mandated injection. The Governor was joined at the announcement by Attorney General Ashley Moody, as well as Floridians who have faced or are facing consequences as a result of vaccine mandates. The lawsuit is below.

"Just months ago Joe Biden was saying that it wouldn’t be appropriate or lawful for the federal government to mandate these COVID shots,” said Governor Ron DeSantis. “But now we have somehow gone from 15 days to slow the spread to 3 jabs to keep your job. The federal government is exceeding their power and it is important for us to take a stand because in Florida we believe these are choices based on individual circumstances.”


Love that sentence: "......making Florida the first state in the nation to hold the President accountable."

So proud to live here! Love that DeSantis is our governor. The only way that sentence could be improved would be to not refer to Biden as the president. Because he's not. We have an illegal regime that blatantly stole the election happening in D.C. right now. And to not refer to the jabbed as being "vaccinated." Because it's not a vaccine, and doesn't vaccinate anybody against anything. But other than that, love the sentence.

In the meantime the number of out of state plates showing up in our apartment complex's parking lot - which is now running at near 100% occupancy, which it hasn't in years - keeps growing. So many plates from the northeast and west/west coast, refugees from all the blue states. The leasing manager confirmed directly to us that these people are moving here to get away from their states, and that occupancy is running really tight in the whole region as more and more people flee to Florida from around the country. This is a real thing. And also in the meantime, more and more cargo ships are taking Florida up on its offer to come to our ports to unload. 🙂 Bypassing the manipulated bullshit happening at all the ports in the flaming blue liberal states, which thus helps everybody else in the country to get their goods.
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I saw this Gab update posted on the main "Explore" home page two days ago and was just like...........wow. What started out as just an alternative social media platform back in 2015 or so has now morphed into a full fledged war against The Beast. And I don't say that just because Gab is mega Christian. I've used the phrase "going up against The Beast" before many times, and it's how I would have described anybody or anything deciding to go up against everything Gab is going up against. Basically "You decided to start a full on war with The Beast....?! wow dude!!! O.o "

- A social media platform offering free, uncensored speech. Don't have to put spaces between letters or use symbols in place of letters to try to get past sophisticated censor 'bots. Can post URLs to all the subjects that are banned on YouTube.

- Promoting the idea of a Parallel Economy to take the power away from The Powers That Be and their monopolies; Gab ads that promote individually run/Mom 'n Pop companies supporting this Parallel Economy, and where these companies are seeing mega results, to the point where many are backlogged with overwhelming numbers of orders.

- Job/employment boards, so the unvaxxed purebloods ;) can find employment with companies that refuse to discriminate against the unvaxxed;

- The upcoming Gab Marketplace for buying and selling goods (alternative to eBay), real estate, etc.

- Gab's alternative to PayPal;

- Gab's alternative to Go Fund Me (which can, and does, discriminate).

- Gab TV, offering monetization, the alternative to YouTube, and taking power away from Amazon, Netflix and cable TV for news and entertainment.


So basically going up against Facebook, Twitter, YouTube, Amazon, PayPal, eBay, Netflix, GoFundMe and mainstream media in every form. And I imagine the banks are coming next, since that's another major issue - banks closing out accounts of Conservatives/Trump supporters. Even I'm impressed, like DUDE.....WTF?!?! WOW. 😄 It truly is impressive. I've had an email exchange with one of my website readers/Gab followers who wondered whether Gab was legit, or whether it was being used as a means to gather/entrap all the conservatives and alternative thinkers. On the one hand I could see how it could be used as such, but I'd like to think it really is what it purports to be. We'll see......
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Time for a supernatural story that took place Halloween night, 2014, exactly 7 years ago, the last time in life I’ve dealt with a neg making an actual appearance in our realm. It has a weirdly “warm and fuzzy” ending though, which is why I’m posting this. I’ve never experienced anything like this incident, before or since. But those know my website would be familiar with the fact that I’ve had to tangle with negs over the years. It only started after roommating with my brother Joe (the supernatural magnet since early childhood) in “The Vortex,” from 2000-2001. Once it started it’s like being “tagged.” You’ll always and forever be on their radar.

For starters I don’t “do Halloween.” Too old (at the time I was 39), no kids, don’t care. It’s obnoxious over commercialization of what is actually a high Satanic holiday. So there was nothing I was doing that night that would have purposely drew this thing in, other than I’d had alcohol. Which as any aware person knows in itself can, and often does, draw in negs, while weakening one’s etheric. So the night of 10/31 – 11/1 I was in bed sleeping. Tom was awake in the other room doing work on his computer, since he has a nocturnal schedule, so it was just me.

I became aware while in a semi-lucid sleep state that “something was around.” In order to test it I did my usual “Christian imagery” test, where I mentally cross myself and say the name “Jesus” or start reciting things like The Lord’s Prayer or whatever – and to say that demonically oriented negs swirling around in the astral are instantly repelled by this is putting it mildly. The first reaction I’ve always experienced is an attempt at “muzzling,” so it’s very difficult to even utter the name Jesus. Have to fight back with everything I have to say the word. And when I break past it and start saying it, while mentally crossing myself, I then always experience an intense vibration/whirling whoosh noise coming from around me in the lower astral as the neg that was latched on while I was sleeping loses its grip, then eventually is blown off/flies off. In at least one instance that was accompanied by an intense scream, the worst I’ve ever heard from one of these things, like it was burned with acid.

On a side note, I believe these astral attacks where negs swirl around and latch on during the sleep state, when we’re at our most vulnerable, happen to EVERYBODY. And I mean everybody, including those reading this, so long as you’re real, with a higher spirit. It’s just that most people either don’t believe in it, or if they do, they don’t realize that it’s like this. And if they do they haven’t trained themselves to become attuned to it/lucid while sleeping. I have, after dealing with it for years. (Continued in comments 👇👇 )
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It’s literally second nature to me at this point, to become lucid and spontaneously “test” to make sure nothing is around me in the lower astral, dealing with it if it is, getting it off me, then falling back to sleep again. (Truly…“just another Tuesday” by this point.)

These things are opportunistic parasites, looking for real people to attach to so they can feed, as well as cause an endless litany of life derailment problems in their waking life, from health issues to emotional and mental problems, interference with all personal relationships, you name it. For more information on this please check out a previous Gab post concerning the book “Remarkable Healings,” by Dr. Shakuntala Modi:

Part 1: gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10569395153737815
Part 2: gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10569414177636024

On that night of 10/31 however the Christian imagery test/repellent technique did nothing, which isn’t normal. The neg feeling increased, to the point of “closing in,” so much so that it woke me up. Though I was actually still in a semi-astral state apparently, as I’ll explain. I was lying on my stomach, facing towards the room, which was to my right……and I could now see an “it” creature standing in the middle of the room, facing me. It was lit up by the faint light coming through the blinds from the sidewalk lights outside the apartment.

It was roughly 3 ½ feet tall, dark in color, with the same general form as us – a head, two arms and two legs, though it was grossly distorted, not neat and tidy in shape. Any neg being that I’ve actually seen is distorted, zero harmony and beauty going on, definitely no “phi ratio” happening (see the image I use on my Gab mainpage for the perfect example of phi and beauty), and always brown/black in color. And none have real faces. This one was no exception.

Upon waking and becoming aware it immediately launched into its schtick – moving/jumping all around in an aggressive, spastic herky jerky way while making this crazy, intense sounding animalistic growling/demon noise. The combination of the movement, with the sound, and its dark color and strange distorted/inhuman form is effective at creating instant terror and paralysis. It’s just very shocking….and it knows it. Which is exactly why it’s doing it. It’s not there to be your friend. It's there to terrorize and feed.

My eyes bugged out with shock/fear surging through me as I continued trying to utilize the Christian imagery….though to no avail. This thing kept on with its animalistic behavior that I liken to being on par with a feral dog, or an aggro coyote. But this is why the Christian imagery had zero effect. It only works on the actual demon negs, but this one was something else. So it would be like trying to use Christian imagery on a real feral dog or coyote. Animals don’t know/recognize what that is. It means nothing. (Though higher order demons/negs definitely do.)

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So I laid there completely still, realizing that I had to find a Plan B, which was “STAY CALM AND PULL YOURSELF OUT OF THIS…..STAY CALM AND PULL YOURSELF OUT OF THIS..….” Forced myself fully awake, sitting up in bed. It was gone now. I laid back down.

Eventually drifted back to sleep, entering into that slightly loosey-goosey out of body state where one can tap into the astral, and there it was AGAIN, immediately. Right next to the bed, jumping all around aggressively and making intense demonic animal noises. So he never really went anywhere. He was just waiting, in the lower astral realm, the entire time. Okay, well, this is interesting, I thought. Something like this had never happened before. The “it” thing continued, but I just laid there forcing myself to try to remain smooth, calm and still, no matter what, all the while staring at it with a “WTF??” look. I pulled myself back out of this half-in, half-out state and rolled over in my bed, fully awake again. Try to ignore it and get it to go away so I could just go back to sleep.

So now I’m facing the wall, drifting off again……and there it is AGAIN. Now it’s on the actual foot of the bed, between my legs/feet and the wall, jumping all around and growling like an aggressive demonic dog. !!!! O.o Something like this had NEVER happened before, total first. It seemed smaller than it was before too. So the size became variable. I kept trying to ignore it, drifting in and out of sleep multiple times, but every time I’d become partially awake again this thing was there, in a determined way that I’ve never experienced before with other entities. For that reason I started to just roll with the situation. Had no choice, because it wouldn’t leave.

So I was laying there on my side with my knees curled up a little, watching this thing as it moved all around near my feet, trying to keep my fear in check while feeling curious and perplexed. (The encounter probably sounds comical, but this thing looked and sounded creepy AF. But “lucky” for me I’ve had enough practice over the years with negs to be able to get a handle on myself in a way that me from years ago wouldn’t have been able to.) I laid there watching it, wondering What ARE you?? What do you want?? curious and frowning to myself, disturbed, but forcing myself to be calm.

As I laid there curiously watching it its movements begin changing from side to side jumping around….to nervous skittishness, where it started lurching forward a little, then pulling back…lurch forward, pull back, lurch forward, pull back…exactly as a feral dog would if it was reluctantly trying to trust you, but terrified at the same time.

Then it finally jumped into my lap.

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!?!?!?!?!?! I thought to myself as I looked down at this thing that was now curled up next to me, against my stomach, like a nervous feral animal. My left arm was up in the air, trying not to touch it, before reaching down and gingerly “petting” it, weirded out. I sensed “fur.” I’ve noted before that some of these lower astral things do appear to have fur. Despite the sudden “nice” turn of events I still felt creeped out. I’m petting some faceless, jagged formed astral heebie jeebie that makes terrifying noises but is now behaving like a scared dog. I have never in my life experienced something like this, and have no idea what in the frickty frack was even happening here. But if some negative oogedy boogedy was suddenly overcome with a need for love and security, then okay, I will pet it and be nice to it and provide that, same as I would a needy animal in the real world. But it’s still creepy AF!

Eventually I drifted off to sleep again with this thing curled up with me, and was able to stay asleep and have actual dreams. Because it was no longer desperately trying to get my attention/scare me, which is why I kept waking up before. Strange dreams too, involving crossing over to a parallel reality/universe and being “over there,” where I learned that bleedovers from that realm manifest in this one as “shadow people” and such. And at one point my new “buddy” was there with me in this parallel realm, tagging along with me, though he/it was more like an indistinguishable shape of sorts. Its vibes felt like a pet dog or cat now by this point, a simple animal without any aggression. (Possibly a return to its original evolutionary energy.) And in one of the dream scenes when I was getting ready to leave a room and go elsewhere I bent down to pick up my new tamed buddy who'd been following me around like a pet dog, heaving him over my shoulder, saying Come on, it’s time to go….taking him along with me.

Absolutely bizarre. Something that started off as a super creepy pest trying to terrorize me somehow eventually changes its mind…and winds up seeking security and comfort from me, becoming my new buddy. I’m guessing my calm and curious reaction is what eventually changed the direction of things. Maybe it had never experienced that before, and found itself being drawn in by the newfound response, and the longer it went on the more it realized that the feeling it was getting from me was that of something “safe.” I don’t know. Also reveals the true nature of this thing. It wasn’t an actual demon. You can’t convert a higher order neg. I’ve tried, trust me. O.o The only thing you can do is ward them off and get out of their way.

But Tom theorized maybe this thing was an actual animal at one point in its evolution. If so then maybe it was one that was extremely abused, dying under very negative circumstances, then was captured upon death and “repurposed.”

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For anybody who’s done the research into negs/demons they’re all about capturing people who die under extreme duress/anger/rage, then luring them in to their side, so I can imagine they’d do the same for higher level animals of that sort who can be repurposed. Who knows.

While it was nice that this thing changed and became like a nervous feral animal, I can’t say that this is something that could ever be experienced again by me or anybody else, and I truly don’t know what potential negative ramifications exist for such an interaction. This could have been a completely fluke occurrence, where 99.9% of these things would never be capable of changing in such a way, and an attempt to try to get one to do so might backfire on the person attempting to try it. I wasn’t trying to do anything in my case, I was just steadfastly refusing to let it get the best of me in terms of generating a terrorized response, while observing it with intrigue, and this is what happened to occur.

I believe too that the reason it happened that night was because it was Halloween. A gateway night, because again it’s a high Satanic holiday with nasty rituals being done all over the world in honor of it to open portals and commune with demons/negs, whether naïve nice people in suburbia realize this or not with their costumes and candy and pumpkins, thinking that’s all it is. So “stuff’s on the loose” in a very magnified way on this particular night, on the prowl. And having alcohol in my system didn’t help.

And that was the last time I ever experienced one of these neg things making an actual appearance in my own realm. I’ve since continually dealt with the opportunistic demonic negs swirling around in the astral, trying to find a way in and latch on, to which I ward off and fall back to sleep. If there are days I wake up in an abnormally bad/dark mood I usually attribute it to one of them slipping by me and getting in. So, some food for thought for others to keep in mind.
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The guy in this vid (Father Alexis Bugnolo) doesn’t touch on “prepare yourself….for the fact that once however many billion are dead they’re coming for the rest.” There’s going to be a LITTLE bit more problems going on than just labor shortages, having to help bury the dead in mass graves, helping the sickly vaxxed and dealing with somebody’s Christian belief system about whether the dead repented and should be treated with mercy, like he's presenting. Unless there’s some kind of intervention to thwart the plans of TPTB, then the biggest aftermath issue will be them coming for the unjabbed troublemaker dissenters who refused to get in line. The ultimate goal isn’t just to reduce the population, as he’s presenting, leaving us survivors behind to worry about “Oh, there’s not enough ambulances or body bags!” *It’s also about controlling who’s left.* And that’s where the bizarre, alien nanotechnology comes into play that they’ve been finding in these “vax” vials. The self assembling discs, graphene oxide, strange hydra creatures, and things they can’t even identify illuminated with Luciferase.

So, start preparing yourself for THAT. The lack of body bags or there not being enough workers at your local grocery store won’t even matter.

He makes an analogy to 1914/WWI, which is interesting because I recently made an analogy about WWII, and the round ups by the Nazis: There was no historical precedence for anything that Hitler/the Nazis were doing. As a result Europe was a sitting duck, and many believed what was happening would be temporary, this will blow over….so they didn’t fight to the death when the Nazis showed up, commanding them to go with them. If they’d known what was going to happen they wouldn’t have complied so easily. “There’s four of them with rifles….but there’s 30 of us here on this apartment building floor. Just go for it, tackle them, fight to the death. Some will get shot and die, but most will survive. And then we stand a chance at escape.” And they continued to not do anything as they were escorted onto boxcars, because they were dressed nice, their families with them, so it didn’t seem so bad. And they continued not to do anything once they arrived and were processed, all their jewelry, watches, glasses, gold fillings, etc. forcibly removed. Then the separations started, the “two lines.” The last time many ever saw their families again, depending on which line they were sorted into. And by then it was too late.

There was no way they could have known what was waiting for them though. Again, no historical precedence. However….we have that historical precedence now. So keep it in mind for what awaits on the other side of this. And a lot of people – namely idiotic sheltered liberals – have misused the terms “Nazi” and “fascist” and “just like Hitler!” for years now while having their snowflake meltdowns about Trump. But in the near future is when it’s going to *actually* apply. (Continued in comments 👇 👇)
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Continued from main post:

Again, this guy is presenting the aftermath as if the worst of our problems will be labor shortages at your local grocery store, too many dead bodies to deal with, rioting people in the cities coming for the government and medical workers, and Christian doctrine about repenters or whatever. (?!?) No. Most of the vaxxed will be too sick to “come for” anybody. And The Powers That Be aren’t going to just leave the other survivors to get back to trying to have a normal life like before…..only, minus a whole lotta people that would normally be in the way. They’re going to need to round up and *control* the rest: those who somehow survived, but are now riddled with alien nanotechnology, and those pesky little unvaxxed troublemakers who refuse to get with their program.

I keep saying it over and over here on my Gab, that we’re in their Big Final Moves phase. This is it. It’s just a matter of whether people are able to recognize that it’s already begun. You don’t go through ALL this trouble to try to get the world “vaccinated” by any ludicrous/manipulative/threatening means possible only to just leave the unjabbed alone when it’s all said and done. That’s just straight up common sense. !!! They're going for it, and are going to see this through to the end, take it as far as it will possibly go.

So if you want to truly prepare? Start thinking ahead about the ways in which they would be coming for the “troublemakers,” who, despite possibly losing their jobs/income and being marginalized on the outside of society STILL won’t comply with getting the jab. Everything from manufactured supply chain shortages, which we’re already seeing to choke people out, more job loss, more Draconian laws and two tiered society marginalization, possible power grid issues, etc. Don’t just be prepared to see people die and worry about obtaining a hazmat suit, as if that’s the worst of it like he’s presenting. Be prepared for what’s going to happen to the “unjabbed troublemakers.”

In the whistleblower UK funeral director video I posted John O’Looney mentions towards the end the supermax prisons being constructed with adjoining crematoriums: bitchute.com/video/UVyfp2eClbp3/

Also see the things that were noted in CryptoViewing’s “The Great Reset” special from last October: patreon.com/posts/great-reset-2020-42543356?u
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@Dauphin_ He means well, no doubt (I'm just glad when ANYBODY puts themselves out there as a staunch anti-poison jabber, seeing through all that) but he's missing a big chunk of the story here. There's going to be a lot more to worry about then what he outlines, for reasons he doesn't even begin to touch on (and probably isn't aware of). This is the case with most truthers/so-called aware people. They have no idea of anything going on above the physical. They also don't know about the hybrid agenda that AbducteeJournal has been covering extensively on her personal Gab, and most likely wouldn't believe in it anyway if they did.
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So, the update on the most hated neighbor in our building, Skip, aka, Demented Papa Smurf, in this Devil's Zoo. (👇 )

In a nutshell....reality makes it so that Tom and I run into this guy at practically every turn. It's beyond probability and just next level crazy. It just happened *again* right now. Got up to go check on my laundry down the hall, threw open our door....and there was Skip's white car down below, RIGHT there, facing towards me, cruising slowly through the parking lot, returning from somewhere. That one happens ALL the time, the whole "open the door....and there's his car slooowly pulling in, right there down below in front of our apartment" unbelievable timing. Over, and over, and over. Another time I was walking down the hall and Skip happened to throw open his door and pop out like a freaking jack in the box at the exact moment I was in front of his apartment. He looked startled and retreated back inside. (nice change from the way he likes to stare me down...but only when Tom's not around. When Tom's around he ducks and runs. When I'm by myself and it's "safe" it's total staring harassment.)

Yesterday I stepped out onto our balcony to get some air, not paying attention, but guess who was right down below in front of me, walking towards my direction for no reason at that exact second..... :/ Just ambling along, mouth half hanging open, herpderp.

The other night I was going out to get something to eat, started heading down the stairwell...and guess who was creeping around at the bottom at that exact moment.

Or maybe taking the trash out to the dumpster, but guess who's already down there.

For awhile he was always at Publix, tooling around in the motorized handicapped cart that he doesn't even need anytime I randomly showed up there. Over, and over, and over. I would text Tom back home about it like, DAH!!!!! 😡 One time when rounding the corner in my car in the parking lot at Publix a white car took its turn too wide and came within inches of hitting me....it was Skip. When our neighbor Claudia was bitching to me about him I was just straight up honest, didn't even care anymore about hiding my true feelings about the weird/woo. "I swear, Neg forces have it out for me and they make it so we constantly cross paths in the most unbelievable ways with him almost every day!" She was smoking and fiddling on her phone like always, but started smiling curiously and just looking at me like, Huh. ;D

And it happens with Tom too just as much. It's both of us, constantly with this guy at every turn. Every time Tom throws open the door...there's Skip, either in the hall, walking by in the parking lot down below, or pulling in with his car right there below. O.o

Well, at least he knows not to mess with our laundry anymore or I'll go ballistic on his ass like the last time. So, you know.....there's always that.
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Time for a fun music break, because trust me, we all need it. !!!

This is a little gem I came across a few months ago - Rush, live, in Dallas, TX performing my absolute favorite song by them, "Subdivisions."

youtube.com/watch?v=6Ci_c77eQlk

I've watched a few live vids from Rush, and I'm always completely blown away by the musicianship. Just seriously.......wow. Only three guys, creating all this music. Watching Geddy Lee go from singing and playing guitar to playing the keyboards, and even manipulating foot pedals......again, just wow. !!! And I've never played a drum in my life but even I immediately noticed Neil Peart's insane drumming skills when I started watching live performance vids. (he passed away 1/7/2020.) Total precision like nothing I've ever seen. And it turns out he wrote this song. So, just a fun fact there. He wrote it and handed it off to the other guys to work it up however they saw fit. And this was the end result - one of the most iconic classic rock tunes of all time. (I freaking *LOVE* how all they have to do is play three notes on the keyboard and the entire audience erupts in joyful recognition.)

And on another side note.....it was not long after researching the whole numerology "life path number" thing that I was watching an interview with Geddy Lee. And only one minute into the interview I was thinking, If this guy isn't a 9 then I don't know what is. Turns out........he's a 9. ;) July 29, 1953. Adds up to 9.

So look up more Rush live performances, and brighten your day! Be sure to start with this one: "Rush - Best Intro Ever!" - youtube.com/watch?v=YSToKcbWz1k

Sprawling on the fringes of the city
In geometric order
An insulated border
In-between the bright lights
And the far, unlit unknown

Growing up, it all seems so one-sided
Opinions all provided
The future pre-decided
Detached and subdivided
In the mass-production zone

Nowhere is the dreamer
Or the misfit so alone

Subdivisions

In the high school halls
In the shopping malls
Conform or be cast out

Subdivisions

In the basement bars
In the backs of cars
Be cool or be cast out

Any escape might help to smooth
The unattractive truth
But the suburbs have no charms to soothe
The restless dreams of youth

Drawn like moths, we drift into the city
The timeless old attraction
Cruising for the action
Lit up like a firefly
Just to feel the living night

Some will sell their dreams for small desires
Or lose the race to rats
Get caught in ticking traps
And start to dream of somewhere
To relax their restless flight
Somewhere out of a memory
Of lighted streets on quiet nights

Subdivisions

In the high school halls
In the shopping malls
Conform or be cast out

Subdivisions

In the basement bars
In the backs of cars
Be cool or be cast out

Any escape might help to smooth
The unattractive truth
But the suburbs have no charms to soothe
The restless dreams of youth
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@abducteejournal That was meant for Ivor Mectin, not you. He's the one who originally tagged everybody who was ever involved in this comment exchange. I went back after posting my comment to remove everybody's names except his.
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More birds of south Florida!

1. Green Heron - El Rio Trail, Boca Raton. Love the crazy eyes! Corresponding video: flickr.com/photos/carissaconti/51371840595/in

2. Ruddy Turnstone - At the Jetties Beach in Fort Lauderdale, right next to Port Everglades, same place where this vid was taken: youtube.com/watch?v=Z7T90MbmOmI

3. Mourning Dove/Pigeon on a wire on a hot summer afternoon - Boca Raton. An uncommon angle of a super common bird. ;) Reminds me of this Quail, which jumped up onto my bike..... youtube.com/watch?v=IBFTNiJqa9I

4. Pelican in flight - Red Reef Park, Boca Raton.
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As most here have probably also experienced, there are pro-COVID vaxxers to be found in the comments of the bigger Gab posts. And they're not pro vax in a concerned, matter-of-fact way, where you see that this is just some brainwashed and deluded person who truly believes they're helping people by trying to convince them to get onboard with this super helpful program. (🙄) Nope. They're downright nasty and hateful about it - mocking, calling people pussies, idiots, morons, etc., and taunting with things like, What, you're afraid of a little needle??

What's interesting is that years ago when one would be online seeing fights between people concerning "conspiracy" topics pro-"Conspiracy" people would be fighting often times in some effort to convince the other side to see their correct viewpoint and "come to truth," wake up, see through the illusion, and no longer be taken for a ride in this false reality. (A lot of times it was also for straight up lower self/shadow self ego reasons ;) people tearing each other apart just for the sake of "being right!" and not for some higher noble reason.) But yeah, many were truly trying to wake up the asleep masses. *Because they felt it mattered. The future was open.*

When I'm seeing these pro-COVID vaxxers posting comments that go straight to the top shelf level of hate and insults I just pause, sitting there in front of my screen thinking, IF this is even a real person posting, and IF they're truly that pro-jab, and have been jabbed and even boostered themselves.....then they're already dead. No point for anybody to even respond to them the way many would have in the past. This isn't 10, 15 years ago, and people fighting over UFOs/aliens, "the Illuminati," 9/11, media mind control and lies, etc.

So now when I encounter these weird pro-jab trolls I just think "If you've been jabbed....good luck with that. Have fun." There's nothing to even say. Absolutely no point to even try to "correct their thinking."

Meanwhile more and more unnatural/premature deaths of kids and young healthy people, including athletes, keep popping up in the media, but where 0 connection is being made between their sudden death and the jab/boosters. Of course. But that's what's going on. Even the Travis Scott concert debacle that just happened - multiple mentions of the way young people in the crowd experienced "cardiac arrest" from the ordeal. I saw one comment on YT questioning this, mentioning that they'd gone to many Metallica, Pantera, etc. concerts in their time and NOBODY ever just...suffered heart attacks, no matter how crowded and rowdy it got. Exactly. ("Listen here sonny, when we were kids we beat the shit out of each other in mosh pits and nobody died!!")

The people who got crushed/trampled at the Travis Scott debacle aside, we're looking at casualties of the jab in those other instances where just being in the situation caused multiple young people to heart attack.
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A weird random Gab - just saying Hi, and Thanks, to all my "Gab Regulars." :) Especially the "Die Hards" who've been following, liking, and even better, commenting, since I joined at the beginning of the year. You know who you are! :) Even if you haven't been commenting but only just liking everything religiously I notice it, trust me, and appreciate it. It matters to me because I want to know that when I'm posting stuff people really are reading it, and are getting something out of it. That it *matters.* Otherwise what's the point, right?? So your likes and comments are the only reason I've kept this going, truly. If I haven't had the level of engagement that I have I would have quit this months ago.

I've never wanted one of those gabs with like, 10K+ followers comprised mostly of people I don't even know, and who, even worse, don't even know about my website or who I am outside of Gab and never like, repost or comment on anything. O.o I like having the smaller, more personalized Gab over in the corner that's marching to its own drum, that cool little community of weirdos and fringers and truthers who see through things, who can post their ideas and thoughts and be truly heard, and where you guys can meet other like-minded people in the comments section who are on the same page who also feel comfortable enough to post comments and share their personal experiences.

So yeah........thanks to all you die hards, and semi die-hards, and welcome to the new followers who I hope can become future die-hards. :)
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Tying into my previous John Paul Rice/child sex trafficking on Hollywood movie sets post (linked below) this is a new interview that was just released between Stew Peters and Ally Carter, another victim of child sex trafficking who grew up in the foster care system after initially being trafficked by her own mother.

The headline presentation comes off as "kooky sensationalist," so I admittedly went into it with a bit of skepticism, not sure if she was going to be a deluded person jumping on bandwagons and making things up for attention. But after watching the whole interview (it's only 18 minutes) I came away definitely believing her story. Once she starts to feel comfortable with Stew she really starts opening up and getting on a roll, very specific details with conviction that shows she REALLY knows her stuff, and obviously from firsthand knowledge. She gets into a lot of things in only 18 minutes, everything from MK Ultra programming/DID, the missing children epidemic that we're not hearing about/lack of Amber Alerts, the way in which many people she's known over the years didn't make it out/were killed off, and how this is a society-wide conspiracy, as she reiterates multiple times throughout the interview. This isn't just about "the elite" as she keeps noting. It's happening everywhere, and everyday people, including much of "Child Protective Services" and law enforcement are in on it and very much complicit. It's definitely worth watching.

redvoicemedia.com/2021/11/victim-biden-obama-
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@Dinosaurus12 Yup. Actually ties into something Tom and I were talking about recently, where I was mind boggled at how SO MANY Hollywood/music industry "people" could be just SO corrupted. While also wondering, where are all the ones who were approached to "move to the next level" (which involves, bare minimum, selling your body, then moving on to pacts, sacrifices, etc.) but refused and walked away? Why don't we hear from them?? If this is all so real and legit, wouldn't at least some of them stepped forward by now to report on what they've witnessed??

Tom's thoughts were that they do a good job of observing/screening who's who and what's what long before they make their moves to approach somebody. So basically, they're not going to approach anybody that they don't already know for sure are "morally compromised." Sometimes that compromise is done to them artificially, though entrapment, and secretly recording them doing whatever it is they get up to, and using that as blackmail to bulldoze them along further/deeper into it.

And I'm sure the same applies for all these other areas of the world where they need "THEIR" people to be in place. (Reminds me of that scene in the movie "Training Day" with Denzel Washington and Ethan Hawke, where Alonzo and the rest of the corrupt cops decide to strong arm rob the major drug dealer guy for the 4 million he's got stashed under his kitchen floor and then murder him and frame him, but Jake the newbie trainee balks and backs out. The whole thing is initially presented as a test of sorts, to see if he's down with that level of things and "ready to move to the next level" (he's promised advancement and a secure, cushy place in the department if he agrees). youtube.com/watch?v=GmtGaH7b1T4 (pivotal dialogue starts at 3:04.) Later Alonzo decides to (try to) have Jake killed because he can tell that even though he pretends to go along with it he's not truly down with it....failed the test. Loose end, with potentially "loose lips" that may give up the other corrupt cops. Tests....initiations....with promises of money, advancement, power and security, and weeding out those who "aren't on the level."

This "phasing out" thing happens across all job industries though IMO, Not nearly as dramatic as the "tests"/initiations and forced compromising outlined above, but a much lesser version of it, where the dark oriented coworkers and bosses that are manipulated/piloted by neg forces attempt to bully out/drive out anybody who's not dark like them. They recognize their own, something I talk about in my "Workplace Conspiracies" article. Until the end result is a company comprised mostly of others like themselves.

in2worlds.net/conspiracies-in-the-workplace-a
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Just some thoughts on…..overzealous Christians, since Gab is saturated with this.

Recently saw a vid posted here on Gab showing Stew Peters, looking like he’s in his home, ranting to the camera in a REALLY angry way about people needing to find Jesus.

So far I’ve been a fan of the Stew Peters Show in general and everything he’s doing to expose what’s going on in the world, especially with the poison jab. My overall positive opinion of him/his show could always change in the future, but as of right now I’m good with it, and he’s one of the few Gabs I follow.

I know Stew is very Christian and constantly talks about it, but when I saw that recent video of him ranting angrily at the camera about Jesus that really jumped out at me as a red flag, because it’s next level. In short, it’s a sign of overcompensating. When people are truly at peace with themselves and not carrying around a bag full of guilt, shame and self loathing they have no need to angrily yell at you about Jesus. When people are up to no good? They often start projecting, as well as overcompensating/trying too hard/going overboard to convince you of how virtuous they are and screaming at you about how you need to live YOUR life. It’s classic human psychology.

In pondering on Stew’s case I concluded that I don’t think the guy’s secretly getting up to no good currently, but I think he did in the past (at least, his version of no good.....) and he’s extremely shameful about it. That’s why he’s now gone completely overboard with the overzealous Christian schtick, to the point of having a bizarre yelling meltdown about Jesus. I know the guy’s got arms full of tats, which is telling, and I heard him mention offhand that he used to be involved in the music industry, but that’s all I knew.

Sure enough….turns out one of his past endeavors, besides being a bounty hunter at one point, was a wanna be rapper. ;) I think my favorite “scream laughing with second hand embarrassment” moment is the line at 2:21 in the vid, “…and all I wanna do is fuck bitches and just get trashed….” youtube.com/watch?v=rtSzWOG5oOw 🤣 🤣 🤣

The most overzealous Christians are usually the born agains, who are often coming from a place of guilt/shame/self loathing due to pasts that often involve alcohol and drugs, prostitution, stripping, porn, gang involvement, crime/prison, etc. And as such they start getting overzealous about their newfound religious turnaround with everybody around them......overcompensating. Because they haven't truly made peace with themselves and their pasts.

I have more respect for those who openly acknowledge their pasts, have made peace with it/learned/evolved, and use it in a positive and constructive way to help and teach others in some way, versus melting down at people in an unhinged way and projecting. !!
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Attaching the latest news to this previous post from 10/11. Several more pilots, and a co-pilot, have now died mid-flight (!!😲!!) after getting "vaccinated."

thetruthaboutvaccines.com/myocarditis-kills-p

The headline seems as if the story is only about one pilot, but it actually talks about two, and a co-pilot. All within a month.

Even though Delta Airlines refused to confirm what Dr. Ruby reported back in October in the below attached post I do believe it's true, as she had three separate people tell her about that story independently. So again, add that one to the growing list of statistics. As this other story linked above even notes:

"There is a systematic effort going on right now to prevent the public from knowing about pilots getting very ill or very dead in the air. The airlines don’t want to lose money, and the administration doesn’t want the public to know the true dangers of the vaccine. I know for fact that Secretary of Transportation Pete Buttigieg ordered the airlines to classify incidents involving pilot deaths.”
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Just a quick Gab to remind people of the existence of an alternative video hosting platform called BitChute, where it seems you can find pretty much any "conspiracy"/truther material that's been banned on YouTube. bitchute.com/ Everybody is always talking about Rumble, Odysee, etc. (and complaining about them engaging in censorship despite those platforms' claims to the contrary) but I never see anybody mentioning BitChute. I've had a lot of luck finding any "conspiracy"/truther related subject matter on BitChute that is no longer available on YT.

One of my Gab followers was recommending an interview to me featuring Dr. Judy Wood, who wrote "Where Did the Towers Go?" regarding all the forensics evidence she's compiled proving that the towers were taken out by directed energy weapons and not by planes causing pancaking. The interview also featured Andrew Johnson, but really wasn't very good; too chatty and informal whereas I wanted something straight up presentation style, outlining the contents of her book. Well guess what.....such a thing isn't available on YouTube anymore. :/ Of course not. But lo and behold.........it's definitely all over BitChute, so I've currently got her presentation loaded up called "Where Did the Towers Go?" same as her book, from a documentary on 9/11 that has been banned on YT. (There's a link in the BitChute vid description to what used to be the vid on YT.....but not anymore.)

Younger people in their 20s probably aren't going to realize or be aware of just how bad/censored YT's gotten, because they're too young to remember how things used to be only 10 years ago, let alone almost 15 when YT first started. But I'm old enough (insert old people's creaky voice :D ) to remember "the old Google" and "the old YouTube." Before everything was taken over by the CCP. Google has become totally useless as a search engine for anything remotely truther related, as also ranted about in a past Gab post.

So just a helpful reminder that if you're trying to find banned truther content then try looking on BitChute. Chances are it will be there. Like Gab it's independently funded and needs to raise money every month to keep themselves afloat. So far I've found endless content regarding the Hollywood Satanic/pedophile entertainment industry subject, COVID and poison jab, 9/11, just everything and anything that's no longer allowed on YT. It's there. Just clicking on the main page link brings up nothing BUT an entire page of featured truther vids. I don't even think there's anything "normal" hosted on that platform. 😄 Love it.
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So tonight we went out for dinner at this place called Boatyard in Fort Lauderdale. If you didn't know anything was going on.....then you wouldn't know anything was going on, with the exception of only one waiter that I saw - voluntarily - wearing a mask. Nobody else wore a mask, whether the hosteses, wait staff or the customers, there's no vax requirements/"Ver are yur pehpers!!!" the place was busy and happening, and everybody was enjoying their meals and having fun. Seriously.....welcome to Florida. It's freaking AWESOME. And we have Governor DeSantis to thank for this.

Then I click on mainstream sites and see the neverending drama and bruhaha going on in the extremely liberal parts of this country with regards to masks and the poison jab and vax passports and it seriously may as well BE a different country. If Governor DeSantis is re-elected and we're able to keep this up in Florida then the split will only continue to get wider....to the point of an actual split in human evolution. ;D I'm kidding, but kind of not really. Makes me wonder how bad the split/evolutionary gap would get if the hardcore blue areas of this country continued on their current path of madness. Everybody perpetually masked up, breathing in their own carbon dioxide and bacteria all day long, listening to the far left CCP driven mainstream propaganda calling itself "news" and living in absolute terror of COVID when all they need to do is take Ivermectin or Hydroxychloroquine, some zinc and Vitamin C. Meanwhile in Florida it's like none of it ever happened for the most part, except for the few random dodos you see wearing masks outside by themselves. smh Even Palm Beach County, where we live, were forced to drop their temper tantrum war standoff against DeSantis with their mask mandates for students. Why? 'Cause $$ money $$ always talks. And DeSantis wasn't messing around when he said he would withhold state funding for any school districts/universities that refuse to comply.

But it would be like the end of the movie "28 Days Later," when the zombies are writhing around on the ground, and their attention is drawn upwards to the sky....as a jetliner passes by overhead. That moment of truth, when the audience sees that the U.K was the only one going through this apocalypse. The military quarantined the whole thing off and left it to its own madness, while the rest of the world just......moved on and got over it, and are flying around in planes going on vacations, and business trips and living life.

In this case just substitute the U.K. full of zombies for the hardcore CCP compromised liberal blue states, and the bizarre little zombie-esque reality they've insisted on creating for themselves while the rest of us sit behind our red state borders getting on with normal life.

We'll see though how long it's allowed to last here....
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@Dinosaurus12 It's got it's good and bad parts, just depends on where you live. But so far so good for Florida in general, thanks to DeSantis. I was glad to see he put his hat in the ring for re-election in 2024, instead of deciding to run for president. We don't want to lose him. But after the coup that was pulled off in 2020 on the mass level who knows what's going to happen with the governor election. :/ The Powers That Be sure do hate a thorn in their side......
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@Dauphin_ Something will happen for sure, it's inevitable, just a matter of what. And it won't just be with Florida, it'll be with any red state that isn't getting in line with the jab/jab passports. So basically...some sort of civil war situation.

That's the thing....this time period is so crazy it's hard to even begin to try to predict what the next moves are. Some of the "straight to the top shelf BIG MOVES" TPTB may try to pull on a grand scale would be the planned economic collapse/Great Reset, of course. Taking down the entire internet, which has been mentioned multiple times now by TPTB....so basically them giving everybody that head's up warning. Candace Owens had a video about this, with regards to the way in which things that The World Economic Forum has discussed "in theory" have all ended up happening for real. And that's one of the latest things they've discussed, sooooo..... O.o Then there's the power grid takedown. More things TPTB have continually talked about as that head's up "freewill warning" thing to the public. And more supply chain shortage issues brought on by 1) cargo ships not being allowed to unload in all the hardcore liberal states, 2) insane gas/oil prices and of course 3) poison jab injuries and deaths, and mass quitting/walkouts due to "mandates" causing legit staffing shortages everywhere in the world. Then on the minor level again, in the U.S. we're going to see more and more standoffs and potential for civil war with states that refuse to comply anymore, top military brass on both the federal and state levels who refuse to comply anymore, etc. Already happening. Then I also think something's going to happen to remove the total disgrace known as Biden from "office" under the guise of sickness/medical reasons, when in reality everybody knows it's Dementia. And there will then be an issue with Kamala. So I'm also seeing a strong potential for major upheavals within our fake elected coup of a "government" that's happening right now. Could be wrong, but, I can't imagine they'd let this Biden thing continue for the remaining three years. He won't last that long.

It's going to be nuts though, whatever's coming up. The entire collective is being forced through this upcoming bottleneck. Some will get through it better than others. But it's going to be a mess for everybody in some form or another.
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@Jeselena So weird......Gab's not allowing me to like your post. This has happened with at least two other people who've posted comments on my Gab that I tried to like. Gives me some weird error message. But yeah, that sucks about Seattle. Seattle and Portland/Oregon are both hopeless by this point it seems. :/
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So I've determined that my followers don't like pictures depicting anything butterfly/insect or reptiles/alligators related (even if I risked LIFE AND LIMB!!! to get the shot! you all just don't care!!!! 😭 😭 🤣 So what if I managed to grab an up close shot of alligator teeth from a jaw that has a 3,000 psi crushing power?!?!? "No likes for you!! Hope you lose that arm, bitch! Show me pics of cute animals!!! Where are the puppies and kittens?!?!")

Well, I don't have any puppy or kitten pics (if they were feral critters in the wild though I would.....ha) So you'll just have to settle for some benign....."FLORIDA TREES." Or in other words, I've lived in the four corners of this country, and this is what you'll see in *this* specific corner.

It's always hilarious when you're watching a movie that's supposed to take place in a certain part of the country, but meanwhile you've lived all over and know what foliage exists in what parts of the country, so you recognize that whatever the movie is showing is all ALL sorts of wrong. So there's "The Conjuring" for instance, that takes place in Rhode Island........but with very southern Cypress swamp trees going on in their backyard. 🤣 ooohhhkay.....! (Annnndd.....yup. Filmed in South Carolina.) Or you're watching whatever else that's also supposed to take place in the northeast of the U.S......where I grew up for 16 years.....but they're showing the EXTREMELY distinct rainforests of the Pacific Northwest/British Columbia, Canada instead. 🤣 ooohhhhkay.....! "Dude, I *LIVED* in Portland, Oregon! Don't even try to pass that off for freaking Massachusetts! Where I also lived!!"


1. Cypress trees - Corkscrew Swamp Sanctuary, Naples

2. Royal Poinciana Tree - Boca Raton These are everywhere in south Florida. Large umbrella shaped, with fern looking leaves. They only bloom at certain times of the year, and when they do it's striking red blossoms.

3. No explanation needed. ;) It's about as Florida as you can get. From the parking lot of our apartment complex in Boca Raton.

4. Lots of Spanish Moss - Yamato Scrub Natural Area, Boca Raton


I will leave off though by saying......THERE WILL BE MORE REPTILES AND BUTTERFLIES!!!! MMWWWAAAHAHAHAHAHAHA! ;D
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So, now that Thanksgiving is over did anybody have any....interesting experiences with their families concerning things like politics or the poison jab? Tom and I were here in Boca, doing our own thing, and I don't have any family by this point (just "biological relations" that I haven't seen/had a relationship with in many years). And we both work from home, so we don't have outside jobs full of coworkers and bosses. So we're kind of isolated in that regard. Which is actually really nice. !! Don't have any nonsense to contend with. But I'm always seeing people referencing family differences on Gab during these times, especially concerning those two hot button topics of politics and COVID/the jab.

I'm also curious to hear about anybody who is working outside jobs and what they might be experiencing with bosses and coworkers, and whether the vax "mandates" have become a thing for anybody personally. As mentioned I've been working (part time) from home for over a year now, at a different job than the one I was laid off from back in April of 2020, when the pLandemic kicked in. But I've been pondering on the idea of what it would even be like to try to venture back out there at a new job. Since we're in Florida it's going to be a lot more free and "normal" than many other parts of the country, and it's flat out illegal for any company in this state to require the jab or make any kind of an issue about it for employees, or else be fined $10K per employee offense. (More Gov. DeSantis awesomeness!) And it's illegal for any business to require masks now. yay! But on the other hand it's exactly *because* it's (south) Florida that it scares me to even imagine getting back out there.

I did a lot of temping here between 2013-15, and then had several long term perm jobs from 2015-2010, and all I can say is.....so many of the people in this region are either totally batshit insane or nasty demons/cold and empty. And that was on a good day, when things were "normal" back then. !!!! Just *endless* anecdotes that could literally be a book (and almost was). True mental illness/emotional problems that they actually brag about, making it their identity and crutch/victim excuse as they wreak havoc on everybody they work with, or just being mean and nasty predator bullies against their coworkers or subordinates. The entire southeast region of FL from Miami to West Palm Beach is rife with criminals, hustlers, con artists, mobsters, deviants, druggies, sociopaths and all manner of skeezebags and meatballs. (many from the northeast.) So if that's how people here have been on a good day, during "normal" times....can't even IMAGINE what people are going to be like now. !! And I've changed too much now over the past year and a half. I will no longer tolerate any of it at a job.

So yeah, just curious about anybody's experiences with people during these times....
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@Jeselena I can relate to most of the things you no longer miss as well. In a weird way, getting laid off may have saved my life. My health was on the severe decline just before COVID happened. Months and months of chronically interrupted sleep and outright sleep deprivation due to hormonal changes, which created other trickle down effects, including my immune system crashing out so I kept getting sick. Couldn't quite shake it, always running a fever of over 100 all the time and even had to call out because of it a few times, when I never get sick or call out. Exhausted all the time, ongoing bouts of depression/despondency, to where I'd just want to cry and cry for absolutely no reason, so it's like a split mind. The one part of my mind is puzzled about "why am I feeling so sad???" while the other part is absolutely despondent. But I fought it back as hard as I could and my job had no idea what was happening to me. LOTS of soda right towards the end of my time there loaded with caffeine and sugar and lots of nice cold ice to jar me awake and alert every morning, which would do the trick. Had my annual review in March and it was nothing but positive feedback/compliments, and another raise and title promotion, that's how well I hid it. Then BAM! The pLandemic happened. Laid off a month later. And on my last day there, as many of us were leaving early before they closed down the office, the only thing I could think over and over as I practically ran out the door eager to GTFO, was "I just need sleep......I need to sleep...."

Then within a few days of being laid off I developed Shingles. So even Tom said that getting laid off may have saved my life, because my body was just crashing out on all levels. Not sure how much longer I could have lasted in that state, barely getting sleep, eating on the go all the time like you described, and the stress of the commute....holy shit. Yup to that too. Even though my commute was short the traffic here is OFF THE HOOK. On top of the trains that are always clogging up the works in downtown Boca once they started with the completely redundant/vanity project Brightlines. We are SO overpopulated in south Florida and none of the streets/roads are designed for the current level of cars, so driving around is super stressful, especially in the intense/painful heat. So my blood pressure/anger was always like AHHHHHHH!!!! feeling like I was going to lose-my-mind just trying to drive ANYWHERE.

Then I got laid off. All problems removed. Can sleep as much as I want/need. No commute. Barely drive anywhere because there's no longer a need. And now I'm at a point where I can't and won't deal with the crazy/nasty b.s. that's rampant out there at most jobs here in south Florida.

That's awesome that it all worked out for you. 👍 You're right about not wanting to pretend things are normal, because they're not, and how that world is done, because it definitely is. We will never see that world again.
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@Jeselena BTW Gab's acting glitchy again, so even though I'm responding it goes glitchy when trying to view my reply to you, blanking out the screen so your reply and my response aren't showing up, and it won't allow me to like your comment. Hopefully you're able to see my response. It does show up under "Comments," if you click on that.
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An oldie but goodie from back in the day on YouTube that still makes me laugh, and which I still reference to this day. Anytime we're watching something where some historian/academic/archaeologist/anthropologist/etc. starts spouting off something a bit ridiculous sounding I'm just like, "Ohhhkay Beatles 3000! 🤣 "

youtube.com/watch?v=3Z2vU8M6CYI

(I once forwarded this link to a diehard Beatles fanatic coworker who took over two weeks to finally watch it, because he was thinking it wouldn't be that good. He regretted waiting two weeks. :D Even though it's "about" the Beatles, it also isn't.)
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After a recent exchange with some anonymous weirdo in the comments of my Gab, let’s take a look at “arguing tactics that low IQ cowards use when picking fights they can’t finish.” These tactics are universal, for both online and in real life, and include some tried and true oldies that are fun for the whole family, as well as some new add-ons from the nonsense new age sector! ;D ;D O.o

(NOTE: There’s nothing wrong with questioning people or posting a comment online that disagrees. But there’s a difference between intelligently dissenting with thoughtful ideas and/or good counterpoints….and then picking a fight in a disingenuous way and dodging out of the deserved inflammatory response with wormy tactics. The latter is what I’m addressing.)


* Baiting: Going out of their way to pick the argument/be the annoying thorn in the side in the first place with knowing negative intents. And usually anonymously, because they're a coward...but against somebody who isn't anonymous, and whose so-called reputation will be "on the line." A sub aspect of baiting are the assholes (like our deranged, harasser neighbor Skip that I’ve written about here before) who “poke” by knowingly doing things that are JUST “under the threshold.” :/ JUST enough so you know they’re trying to antagonize/harass….but not enough that they can technically/legally get in trouble by some higher enforcer. It’s always right there on the line…and never beyond. This type is the worst of all, IMO. Just so slick and frustrating. And they KNOW it.

* Disingenuous: They know full well when picking a fight that they’re not coming from a sincere or innocent place….but often pretend to be. So the tone may be passive-aggressive, or have snark mixed in. Some element of “worm-y”/game playing in it. Versus just being straight forward critical in an honest way and owning what they’re saying, and playing fair and direct. In Skip’s case he hides much of his various stalking/harassment of everybody in our building (especially towards the women) behind “positive” intents, which is why our leasing office keeps getting fooled by him no matter how many of us have complained.

* Flipping the script (clutching the pearls/fake shock, playing the victim, etc.): Despite poking the target first/picking the fight with negative intents they may act astonished! (a word that the anonymous weirdo in my comments actually used) and shocked! at the response they’re rightfully getting. Acting like they themselves are so dignified/respectable and reasonable but the target is the one with the shocking behavioral problem. Another really common one is the “Gee, you seem angry” schtick. 🙄 When done verbally it’s usually said in a purposely glib or fake perplexed way. Then there’s a New Age b.s. script flip tactic that the anonymous weirdo also tried on me, which was to claim “you’re only fighting with yourself” because I responded to their insults/fight picking. 🤣

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They failed to see their own irrational hypocrisy, and how their insults/attacks would also just be *them* “fighting with themselves.” For these types it’s always about contradictory hypocrisy; everything only goes one way. There’s also the classic of just playing the victim, where they pick the fight/create the annoying situation, then cry foul and run away like a baby whining to others that the target is just so MEAN! for their response, trying to rally support through lies/manipulation. 🙄

* Rapid “emotional weather” changing: Where the attacker makes shocking/defamatory accusations but then rapidly flip flops back and forth between amped up “angry” to ice cold/emotionless while doing it. When somebody rapidly shifts like that it means neither state was genuine or sincere. It’s all manipulation, and when one emotional state doesn’t work they instantly shift to the other and try that instead.

* Refusal to admit wrongdoing: A bit obvious, but these types will NEVER admit to being in the wrong for starting something or creating an annoying situation, or acknowledge that any of their “points” are wrong. So be mindful of that before getting caught in a potentially endless loosh feeding/distraction round and round. Which leads to:

* Inundating the target: Throwing so many balls at the target that they can’t keep up. Which is exactly the point. “Winning” by drowning them in a barrage of accusations/”points” and illogical unrelated sidetracks that just never ends. Be mindful when this occurs and make sure to stick to the point and hold them to it. When they keep trying to spin off just keep repeating the most important issue (that they themselves usually brought up or caused in the first place) over and over until they properly address it/resolve it, refusing to move forward until they do.

* Twisting words around/putting words in one's mouth/willfully mishearing and misinterpreting. Closely ties into the previous point as an inundation tactic, and another classic, which always leads to more round and round as the target feels like they have to keep re-explaining themselves/correcting lies. The attacker will never concede/admit to the corrected version of facts though and just throw more nonsense at them.


At the core all of it's ultimately about 1) being a wormy coward bully predator who slinks around slinging shit in order to either get their own power back and/or feel better about themselves, or even just being that loosh milking extension arm of our so-called “matrix” reality; 2) refusing to take responsibility for the nonsense they started/not owning their shit, and 3) being unable to intellectually keep up with a target they poked and usually grossly underestimated. As soon as the fight doesn’t go as planned and the target starts running intellectual circles around them they usually resort to the above tactics, and more. !!
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So the Jussie Smollett, Elizabeth Holmes and Ghislaine Maxwell trials are all happening/commencing right now, following on the heels of Kyle Rittenhouse.

To commemorate Jussie's in particular I'd like to post a Dave Chappelle classic:

youtube.com/watch?v=wZXoErL2124

He should always be referred to as Juicy Smooyay.

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NOTE: This post was in response to a typical Gab meme that has since been deleted.

Oh, if only it were as simple as that. 🙄 Gab can be so one dimensional/black and white.

What stands out for me when I think back on all my earlier jobs in my teens and 20s, as hotel front desk clerk, hostess/waitress/cocktailer and office admin/receptionist, were all the married men who had the “When the cat’s away the mice will play” mindset. Something I saw repeatedly at multiple office jobs were the clingy “stay at home moms” calling into the switchboard all day long for their husbands due to needy insecurity. When I’d tell a guy his wife was on the line – for the fifth or sixth time that day - or call into his office to let him know it was always the same slightly exasperated, eye rolling, “What does she want NOW?” type of response. These women were home alone all day with small children, bored out of their minds, isolated in tract home suburbia….and knowing their good looking, prime of their lives husbands were away all day surrounded by young females. To say they became insecure is putting it mildly, and again, I saw this phenomenon multiple times.

Just endless stories from so many jobs over the years of married men hitting on either me or my coworkers because “the cat was away,” and, they were at work for 8 hours a day full of piss and vinegar and surrounded by young, cute females. And the wives knew that, and it drove them bonkers. At one particular high end fancy pants receptionist/admin job for an executive suites in Newport Beach, CA when I was 23 I would bring in books/textbooks to read for fun on my downtime…and make sure to put them around me, like a wall or something, as if that would be a good buffer against these (late 30s/late 40-something) married guys and their attempts to flirt, and the icky stares and all around goon behavior they displayed. I wanted to be seen as “smart,” not sexy/flirting material, and hoped that would turn them off. One of those married guys (~35) at the same job literally BEGGED my 20 year old (married) coworker Tracy to hook up with him. She refused, because she adored her husband and didn’t roll that way. At a hotel in Laguna Hills and the traveling married businessmen (all in their 30s-50s) that would hit on my flirty 20 year old coworker Megan….too many to count. Rings on their fingers, but inviting her to meet them in the lounge later or come up to their room. O.o She never did though, but she loved the attention. Just so many stories like this, it goes on. My dad did it too, more than once. Being a stay at home mom only got my mom cheated on.

Everybody has to do what’s right for them, I’m not trying to deter women against the stay-at-home domestic route. It’s just random commentary that’s going through my mind as I see yet another “black/white” simpleton Gab traditional values meme. If only the world worked the way Gab would like to pretend it does. (Cntd. in comments 👇)
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Part 2 add-on, since I ran out of room....

I was recently relaying a story to Tom about a married (white) coworker guy at a drug store job I had at 25 back in 2000 who had a thing for me, but where I couldn't figure out why. Because his wife was a hot (Asian) woman, who also seemed to adore him. She would pack these fancy lunches for him and everything, bringing them in to him in person sometimes.........to which he would turn and roll his eyes at me about it after she'd left O.o And also complaining about her in general to me, mainly about.....how devoted she was, like I cared, and as if that would somehow endear me to him. O.o (Instead just made me think of him as a big asshole. It's interesting though the way the male mind works, and what they think will impress females or endear females to them, but which is about as wrong/180 the opposite direction as you can get. WHOLE side topic, and more endless stories about that.)

That's what got me, like, what is this guy's deal, acting like his hot wife who adores him and stays home to raise their kids is this eye rolling nuisance?? Where he's actually *complaining* about it?? Because again it wasn't the first time I'd seen this - as noted in Part 1 of this post. This guy was "livin' the dream" of what so many white guys want - the good looking foreign/Asian woman who will be devoted to their husbands, unlike the "Westernized victims of feminism," and this guy's got it but was shitting all over it. O.o

Tom pondered on it, and his theory made sense to me, but it was that so many guys start to eventually resent their stay at home wives, seeing them as these mommy figures [instead of wives/partners/lovers]. I think it's also a narcissist thing in many instances. An empty narcissist for whom people are just objects, and which they get bored with easily. That one married drug store guy was as empty as they come, just dead energy. Personality of a wet blanket, and he wasn't even good looking. His head was massive and he was plain looking, and instead of thanking his lucky stars for pulling down such a hot, devoted wife, the best he would probably ever get, he was already bored and mentally moving on with his eyes on the younger, 25 year old coworker, even asking my brother Joe about me whenever Joe would go in there by himself to buy something when he happened to be working.

So yeah, just additional thoughts as again I muse about how if only the world worked the way Gab would like to pretend it does.
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Experienced a wild synchronicity yesterday that I wanted to share. I wrote an article about synchs for my website in2worlds.net/synchronicities/ so the subject is a huge interest for me. I have all kinds of crazy level synch anecdotes in that article as illustrative examples, and proceeded to categorize the different types that can happen - because not all synchs are created equal. All of them can feel like reality is folding in on itself to some extent, some types way more than others, and yet there are different circumstances that create them, different varieties if you will. I concluded the article by trying to actually solve, in a general sense, what cause synchs, versus just talking about them.

So the one that happened yesterday - I've been re-watching the series "Lost" the past two weeks, and was planning to watch the next episode while eating my lunch. But before that I was jumping around on the 'net doing multiple random things. Meanwhile the day before that I'd come across random mention online of the 90s song "Flood," by Jars of Clay. Then saw it again on the same website yesterday (that's not the synch....because that's not even a synch :D ) and was like, Oh yeah that's right, I wanted to look that song up and listen to it again because I hadn't heard it in years. I remember it being played on KROQ a lot when I lived in SoCal.....but don't *remember it* remember it.

So I looked the song up on YouTube, youtube.com/watch?v=EfAhpX_wIBk refreshed my memory, looked JOC up on Wiki for more background, discovered that they're actually a Christian rock band that made it big by crossing over into the Alternative charts (hence why it was played a lot on KROQ c. 1996) which is rare, to put it mildly. So hey, that should probably interest some Gabbers. :D This is totally Gab's type of song.

Five minutes later I was ready to get back to the next episode of Lost, which is Season 5, episode 16. And in the first few seconds of the show the opening image is..........actual jars of clay. O.o I'll attach the screencap. It's the scene where Jacob, dressed in biblical era clothes, is sitting in a room at a spinning wheel and a loom, with the jars of clay and Egyptian imagery.

That was definitely one of those "reality folding in on itself" synchs that's a bit creepy, and would be classified as a hard #4 type synch from my article. I'm going to add this one to the list, since it's so noteworthy.

I've been having a lot of synchs throughout the past week or so, mostly words that I'm typing, sometimes a short phrase, lining up to lyrics in whatever song is playing on my playlist. It's seriously creepy because they're unusual words, so the chances/probability is beyond impossible. And it'll happen multiple times while I'm typing, not just a one-off deal, just to hammer it home. O.o A big change just happened on me and Tom's timelines though this week, so that's why. (Cntd. in Comments 👇👇 )
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Part 2 - Continued

So here's where the synch becomes a next level double whammy of nuttiness. It turns out the night before this synch happened Tom was online researching early Egyptian archaeology, including the clay vessels they had back then, such as bowls, pots, jars, etc. 😲 I did not know that until after telling him about this synch. I loaded up the scene so he could see how it opens up with the jars of clay, and then when it pulls back to show the whole room, and how there's the giant Egyptian winged disk imagery and the Eye of Ra in front of Jacob. I was like, "Wait for it......wait for it.....give it five seconds......THERE WE GO!" 😄 (I've attached a screencap of this as well.)

The big change that happened this week affects Tom and I equally, so it's fitting that we had a "joint synch." Have never had a synch happen to me that I tell him about, and where it turns out to be a synch for his own personal reason. So that's a bizarre first. O.o
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Strange flying object in sky.... (Boca Raton, FL)

Okay, so, crazy thing just happened. Tom @montalk felt compelled to step outside onto the balcony just after 1 a.m., and noticed a strange object in the sky. As he notes, it appeared low on the horizon, straight ahead towards the left, and was heading east. So he came back inside to bring my attention to it, saying Hey, you might like this interesting airplane.....

So I go on the balcony and I see something that I don't even recognize/understand. It was bright enough to see, and hazy orange in color at that point, like glowing orange street lights. When Tom first saw it there was a trail behind it that he says was long, thin and conical shaped, and the color of the trail was orange, purple and pink. But that part was no longer happening by the time I got out there. (So basically....this thing kept changing and "DOING STUFF.")

I managed to see it for about five seconds......then it just completely *disappeared.* I immediately was like, That's not an airplane! as Tom wondered, Where did it go?? :D It was gone for like 10 seconds total......then reappeared, but now without the conical trail behind it that Tom saw earlier. Tom grabbed my camera and his monocular, and I continued watching it through the monocular while Tom managed to get some pics, which I'm attaching.

When I was watching it travel to the east it had a very distinct, faint white "bow wave" in front of it now, kind of like a comet. (Pic #1) I realize in retrospect that when I first saw it it was angled more straight on, so the white bow wave was in front of the orange light, creating a hazy orange effect. So it continued moving steadily across the sky towards the horizon to the east, as a round, orange light (Pic #2) with the bow wave slowly fading as it did so, and then when it got near the horizon a second, red-orange fireball light appeared behind it, dropping downwards. O.o (Pic #3) By that point the bow wave in front of the main orange light was pretty much gone.

Total holy shit moment, that's all I can say. This thing was like a comet, missile and space debris all rolled into one, yet not exactly like any of those things either. It's not even like a UFO. Tom is saying it really looked most like a missile, and the thing that dropped down was maybe one of those multi-stage boosters. But a missile from who?? Going where?? And why did it disappear completely for about 10 seconds??

But the fact that Tom felt compelled to go out onto the balcony, JUST as it appeared in our sky....................... O.o I don't know what's going on. "Missile tests" don't usually happen this late at night. In my experience (from SoCal mainly) they happen at dusk and they don't look a thing like this. So this was either a real missile, a UFO, or something else entirely. (Continued in comments 👇👇 )
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As an add-on.....years ago when we were living in Charlottesville, VA I was coming home at night from my second job, in winter 2008 or into early '09. It was just a nice, cold clear night. Don't remember the exact time, but I'd say between 10-11 p.m. However after I got out of my car I experienced a strong compulsion to just...........stand there in the parking lot and "wait." For something in the sky. Something like this had never happened before in my life (or since) and I didn't even question it at the time. !! Which is always interesting when that happens. So I just.....patiently stood there in the parking lot, waiting around. For something. While scanning the sky. Scanning....scanning.....scanning....waiting....waiting.....waiting.... I stood around for over 10 minutes patiently waiting and watching the sky, and never once trying to fight back against this "KNOWING" that I should be doing this. (In retrospect it was like being under a mild psychic control/manipulation. But nothing sinister feeling. I was calm and felt neutral/pleasant/relaxed.) Then.......from the west appeared a round, bright orange object traveling steadily across the sky, heading east. It wasn't a meteor or space debris. The glow was steady, the movement was steady, and there was no trail behind it. It was literally an "unidentified flying object" passing across the sky.

Whatever it was, something wanted me to see it when it did the pass by. Maybe the source of the object itself, like, Hey! We're gonna be flying right over you in a few minutes! Just wait and hang out, you'll see! :D I don't know, but it was wild. I smiled when I saw it, like, Wow!! Cool! And then it was gone behind the tree line, out of sight. And that was that.
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@Dinosaurus12 @montalk Definitely seems like it. Something gave him a nudge, even if it wasn't the source of the object itself. Maybe even his own higher self, so he could see this weird and unique, once-in-a-lifetime thing. Whatever it was. O.o
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My recent wild synchronicity post got me thinking about the 90s in general. Back in 2014 I had this job from hell. One of the minor aspects of torment 8 hours a day, 5 days a week was how a (Millennial, born in '87) coworker named Michelle would always play these terrible internet radio stations with the WORST music. One day the music was just so next level terrible, stuff I didn't even recognize, I asked her, WHAT IS THIS STATION?!? O.o She shrugged. "I dunno, it says 90s."

"NOOOOOO," I began immediately shaking my head. "MM mm, no, that's NOT 90s..."

"Well that's what it says."

"That's not any 90s I've ever heard, and I was there!" 🤣

So what *is* "90s" then, to me? Well, before I post my nice collage of photogenic lamp posts (yeah, how about that all you alligator haters) figured I'd put together my favorite group of fun, in-your-face 90s songs that encapsulate the feel of the most extreme aspects of the decade, the cultural indoctrination we were all experiencing with grunge, drugs, nihilism, sex craziness, Riot Grrrls, Beavis & Butthead, irreverence and stunted maturity, mental illness celebration, movies showing dysfunctional toxic families vs. the fairytale, cartoons featuring female outcast heroes (Daria!) talk shows celebrating "let's expose all our dirty laundry!" and sensationalism for ratings (Ricki! Montel! Jenny! Jerry! Maury!) and movies where the hero fails and the world dies anyway, as I was going through it (was 15 in 1990). Not saying these are the best of the best, just a handful of some of the more high energy and/or *real* 90s attitude.....

Beck - Soul Suckin' Jerk:
youtube.com/watch?v=sdILQwlP_pk
Fuckin with my Head
youtube.com/watch?v=XbJ6b8io9dY
Loser:
youtube.com/watch?v=YgSPaXgAdzE

Harvey Danger - Flagpole Sitta
youtube.com/watch?v=wYsMjEeEg4g

Whale - Hobo Humpin Slobo Babe
youtube.com/watch?v=2up7su7CeMU
(Beavis & Butthead version: youtube.com/watch?v=ubTP6XXbM6c )

Patti Rothberg - Treat Me Like Dirt
youtube.com/watch?v=aKrrTWcBAP8

Butthole Surfers - Pepper
youtube.com/watch?v=CO8vBVUaKvk

Babes in Toyland - Bruise Violet
youtube.com/watch?v=gCjufvdq_1c

Beastie Boys - Sabotage
youtube.com/watch?v=z5rRZdiu1UE

Hole - Violet
youtube.com/watch?v=cH_rfGBwamc

Primus - Wynona's Big Brown Beaver
youtube.com/watch?v=aYDfwUJzYQg

Alanis - You Oughta Know
youtube.com/watch?v=NPcyTyilmYY

Blur - Girls and Boys
youtube.com/watch?v=WDswiT87oo8

L7 - Pretend We're Dead
youtube.com/watch?v=NAdlZ2F-fs8

King Missile - Detachable Penis
youtube.com/watch?v=byDiILrNbM4

Garbage - I think I'm Paranoid
youtube.com/watch?v=ypr18UmxOas

Blink 182 - Dammit
youtube.com/watch?v=sT0g16_LQaQ

You're Standing on my Neck (Daria opening)
youtube.com/watch?v=xf01tSJ41VQ
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There's so many more 90s alt rock/grunge/trip hop songs that I want to post that are slower to mid tempo, but this two parter post will just stick to the high energy songs that again, capture the true feel of the 90s......


Face to Face - Disconnected (one of the best 90s punk songs that most people haven't even heard; way better than most anything overrated Green Day did)
youtube.com/watch?v=-SjfKXPMHLM

Elastica - Stutter
youtube.com/watch?v=0ie4x8hWYYE

Sponge - Plowed
youtube.com/watch?v=L65NNh6vJ_Q

Dick Dale - Misirlou ("Pulp Fiction" soundtrack version)
youtube.com/watch?v=22u36FOXUQc

Goo Goo Dolls - Long Way Down
youtube.com/watch?v=zK6PiJCw_Jg

Nirvana - Breed youtube.com/watch?v=J6EDW5WFb2M
Stay Away - youtube.com/watch?v=vnHm-u4IYuo

Beastie Boys - Sure Shot
youtube.com/watch?v=JhqyZeUlE8U

Pulp - Like a Friend (starts out slower, then changes into a completely different song halfway through...)
youtube.com/watch?v=DeN4Qi2aeV0

Foo Fighters - I'll Stick Around
youtube.com/watch?v=X_rTTsZZ9KE

Dash Rip Rock - (Let's Go) Smoke Some Pot
youtube.com/watch?v=EEg9n1KZvlY
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Since it's the weekend I thought I'd throw in a random comedy bit I came across back in 2019, keep things light. (there's a lot of "F words!" so if that bothers you you've been warned.)

youtube.com/watch?v=EH1byYD0D7o

There's enough other people on Gab covering the nonstop madness happening in this world so, you guys don't need me to be doing that. Gab needs a little more laughs, less one dimensional political memes and meaningless soundbites. But this one made me laugh so hard I cried the first time I saw it..........'cause it's SO TRUE. If you've worked in an office....you know. YOU KNOW. You've been there. There's always "THAT EMPLOYEE" cookin' fish in the fucking microwave. 🤣 When it happened at my last job I thought I'd sent this link to my work buddy Serina before taking off for lunch, leaving behind an office that now reeked of hot fish, but accidentally replied to the wrong chat dialogue on my company Skype and sent it to the I.T. guy instead. Luckily he had a sense of humor and thought this was the funniest shit he'd seen in ages. By the time I came back from lunch it had been passed around half the office, and the I.T. guy was laughing his ass off in one of the offices as they all watched it on somebody's computer. 🤣
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Started the weekend on Gab with a bang, with an actual UFO sighting in the middle of the night (!) - missile? piloted craft of some sort?? Who knows... Then we had some music, and comedy, and now we'll finish off the frivolity/"let's take a break from all the madness" with some photogenic lamp post pictures, as promised. ;) Love taking pics of cool looking lamp posts, not sure why. Maybe because it's a throw back to old times.


1. Boca Raton, FL - Tom took this one. We were sitting on the bench in front of the library at Spanish River, at the lake. (same bench where I took a previous posted pic of the Philip K. Dick book "Time Out of Joint.") He looked around and realized it was a photogenic scene with the leaves and such, grabbed my camera and took the shot. 🙂

2. St. Augustine, FL - downtown. flickr.com/photos/carissaconti/albums/7215767

3. Flamingo Gardens, Davie, FL - December 2019. Every December Flamingo Gardens breaks out the poinsettia baskets to decorate the lamp posts throughout the grounds.... flickr.com/photos/carissaconti/albums/7215771

4. Boca Raton, FL - Outside of Whole Foods at dusk.
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One morning in July 2006 when we were living in Charlottesville I woke up with the sudden intense urge that I needed to learn how to knit. Went to bed without a thought about knitting.…ever. I wasn’t exposed to knitting or crocheting growing up. Yet woke up with an inexplicable need to look into this. Me being me is well aware of the idea of nocturnal MILABs and abduction-related MK programming. However I couldn’t really imagine what the harm would be in knitting, so….I just rolled with this urge. After getting up I was online researching whatever knitting shops may be in our area, found The Needle Lady located right there in downtown, saw that they not only offered knitting classes, but that the next one was coming up in only 2 weeks; a four week class of two hours every Saturday morning in August teaching all the knitting basics. I’M SO THERE!!! I thought. By the afternoon I was in the shop signing up and buying supplies to get ready.

To say that I took to knitting is an understatement. By the final Saturday my stitches looked like I’d been doing it for years. The teacher held up my completed scarf and “frown marveled” at the perfect stitching and finished edges like I’d been doing it my whole life. (Still have that scarf.) After that it was “obsession on.” There was going to be an intermediate level class at some point in the future but I just went ahead and bought “Knitting for Dummies” to teach myself the next level and move forward since I was confident enough and impatient. (Got “Crocheting for Dummies” while at it and started teaching myself that as well.)

Then….I discovered socks. When I saw how many needles were involved (at least 4), and how bizarrely complicated it was I immediately became *OBSESSED* with not only having to learn and master “knitting in the round” with all the needles, but also socks. That’s my personality - the crazier a challenge is the more I have to conquer it. It required buying a $20 DVD I found on a knitting website/forum in my obsessive hunt to figure out where to learn how to do this, because you can’t learn from written instructions alone, that’s how bonkers it is.

The short of that one is….I mastered it alright, and that’s all I ever wanted to do after that. I later learned that this is an actual cliché in the knitting world, “Sock Snobs” who only ever obsessively knit socks. 😄 Since there’s only so much stuff a person can knit for themselves or those around them I realized….I need to go online and find charities that are looking for knitted items. Found a charity in Kentucky run by a couple who had adopted a sibling pair from an orphanage in Kazakhstan, and returned twice a year with suitcases full of hand knitted clothing items from their knitting group. (Continued in comments 👇👇)
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They were looking for contributions from outside the group as well, and socks was a big need. All items needed to be at least 80% wool for the cold Kazak winters. I had an obsessive need to knit all the time, so this was the perfect outlet.

I got so good at socks and so fast at knitting I could whip up an adult sized pair in only two days. (using metal, double pointed needles, not wooden ones which slow you down.) They received multiple boxes over the next few years, each with at least a dozen pairs every time. And a box of hats as well once. It was cool seeing a photo posted online once of the kids in the orphanage holding up all their clothing items and seeing one little boy of about 7 smiling huge and holding up a pair of my socks in one hand, with the attached postcard of Cville, while also holding the orphanage’s resident black cat in his other. At the time I had Kitty, who was also all black.

My last big knitting project was in the summer of 2012, after I quit my Big Cheese job in June and we knew we were going to be moving back to Florida in September. It wound up being for the Pine Ridge (Lakota Sioux) Reservation in South Dakota. I needed to do something with the several plastic grocery bags full of leftover yarn I’d accumulated over the past 6 years, and there was a reservation charity looking for knitted/crocheted squares that would be fashioned into blankets. Bingo! Used up every last bit of yarn, creating a box full of squares utilizing both regular crochet and the Tunisian/Afghan stitch, which is an interesting hybrid between crochet and knit, and shipped it off.

Recently decided to get back into crocheting the squares for blankets thing, for the same charity on Pine Ridge who are still making blankets and accepting donated squares. So if you're interested I highly recommend contributing. Just ask for details. Years before doing my squares for them I’d done a lot of research specifically about the Lakota, the Pine Ridge and Rosebud reservations, the Siege at Wounded Knee in '73, etc. So this was already a pet subject of mine way before I went hunting online to see if they needed any knitted/crocheted donations. So when I see all this leftie media bullshit over the past few years trying to HEAVILY propagate the whole “Black Americans are the most victimized and disenfranchised group of people on the planet in all of history who have no opportunities in America and are experiencing extreme racism 24/7!!!!” (to the point where many blacks are even rebelling against this bizarre narrative) it seriously pisses me off. Because meanwhile over in the corner sits every Native American reservation in the U.S., and most of which are dealing with poverty, alcoholism, drug abuse, murder, domestic violence, health and medical problems, premature death, unemployment, lack of opportunity and suicide that’s to a level that most Americans can’t conceive of.

Just some food for thought....
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Wanted to add on, because some may be wondering, about where I think the overnight obsessive idea came from to learn knitting. I think it came from something higher and positive. Not something nefarious abductions/MILABs related. But my job, my website stuff, participating on the Noble Realms forum at the time and reading wasn't going to cut it, I needed a *little* more to do. (was also simultaneously involved in another charity endeavor in person in Cville, where I contributed hundreds of hours of time over a several year period, but still....not enough.) "We need to find this girl something to do. O.o " And I think something higher saw that. I always had this intense need to HELP! and do charity stuff. I like to learn new and interesting skills that are useful. So I think "something" knew this would be a perfect fit for my personality. (maybe my own higher self.) I used to joke that all that knitting kept me out of trouble. ;) I would knit on my lunch breaks, whether in the lunch room or on the benches on the downtown Mall in Cville, after work, on weekends, while waiting at appointments, you name it. Not sure what it was, this compulsive need to keep moving/fiddling/"BE BUSY" like that, but knitting fulfilled it. And it was fun learning harder and harder things with it all.

After Kitty died and we moved I just dropped it all for years, like none of that had ever happened. Started a whole new chapter in Florida completely removed from anything that had happened in Cville. Nonstop job/temping adventures, more website stuff, lots of beaches and fun Florida stuff. That's the thing.....despite all that knitting over a six year period, becoming an obsessed sock fanatic, I never identified myself as "A KNITTER," taking on that identity label, and I didn't see myself as one. I'm just me. Who happens to be knitting. After years here in Boca though I finally bought a skein of yarn one day at Michael's and pulled out my needles to make sure I still remembered how to do it. 😄
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Florida Governor DeSantis bans Critical Race Theory and creates the "Stop W.O.K.E. Act"

Yay!!!

bocanewsnow.com/2021/12/15/desantis-pushes-cr

[PRESS RELEASE] Today, Governor Ron DeSantis announced the Stop the Wrongs to Our Kids and Employees (W.O.K.E.) Act, a legislative proposal that will give businesses, employees, children and families tools to fight back against woke indoctrination. The Stop W.O.K.E. Act will be the strongest legislation of its kind in the nation and will take on both corporate wokeness and Critical Race Theory. Today’s proposal builds on actions Governor DeSantis has already taken to ban Critical Race Theory and the New York Times’ 1619 project in Florida’s schools.

“In Florida we are taking a stand against the state-sanctioned racism that is critical race theory,” said Governor Ron DeSantis. “We won’t allow Florida tax dollars to be spent teaching kids to hate our country or to hate each other. We also have a responsibility to ensure that parents have the means to vindicate their rights when it comes to enforcing state standards. Finally, we must protect Florida workers against the hostile work environment that is created when large corporations force their employees to endure CRT-inspired ‘training’ and indoctrination.”

“As the daughter of Cuban exiles who fled from Marxist ideology, I am proud to stand alongside Governor DeSantis and support this proposed legislation that will put an end to wokeness that is permeating our schools and workforce,” said Lieutenant Governor Jeanette Nuñez. “This important legislation gives students and employees the resources they need to fight back against discrimination, critical race theory and indoctrination. I’m proud to stand alongside the Governor not only of the free state of Florida but the woke-free state of Florida......." (continued in link)


In addition, DeSantis truly means business with regards to the citizens of Florida being able to report any employer who violates the anti-jab laws he's signed. Here is a direct link to the online reporting form any Floridian can use if encountering an employer who illegally makes any sort of demands about getting tested or jabbed:

myfloridalegal.com/Contact.nsf/vaccinemandate
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Here we go...... 🙄 Mainstream, CCP manipulated/far leftie media outlets that do the bidding of The Powers That Be are already preparing sheep to believe that the upcoming surge of deaths, most likely due to the poison jab, will be due to the "Omicron Variant!"......which they've already recently admitted is completely mild and shows no symptoms. This is one of the "Yeah, but....." fear porn tactics whereby, even when something has been proven to be a nothing sandwich the media can't/won't accept that, and insist on the original intended narrative. In this case Omicron/mOronic was originally hyped as something horrible, then they admitted Okay, um, yeah...apparently it's mild and has no symptoms.....but now they're back to the original narrative. They do this with localized weather and climate predictions all the time as well that they hype up, but then realize are not going to pan out. Doesn't matter. They will still hype up the now almost non existent "WORST CASE SCENARIO!!!!" possibility to get clicks and keep that loosh energy pumping from the population.

We're seeing that here as well with this Daily Mail story, but on an even worse level because they're also masking the mass murder racket being - knowingly, purposely - inflicted by the poison jab. 😡

dailymail.co.uk/health/article-10314687/CDC-i

The sad part is, there is still apparently a large chunk of the brainwashed population that not only believes this, but believes we who post stuff like this are the insane idiots. Only one side can be right, and we're the ones with the actual facts and stats on our side. Perfectly healthy people, including professional athletes in the prime of their lives and airline pilots who had to pass a strict medical exam who then got jabbed...and dropped dead right after. O.o People that were perfectly healthy until getting jabbed or boosted...who are now basically invalids. Babies miscarrying and being stillborn left and right who otherwise wouldn't have. Etc. We have facts and stats based on actual reality. The other side has fantasy that they've been fed by sociopaths/psychopaths/demons/etc. who want to kill them. Let's hope they wake up in time before it's too late. Not only for them, but their children.
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There’s a lot more exposure going on nowadays regarding the whole “Satanic Elite Pedophiles” subject, and which I’ve delved into a few times recently here on my Gab. Especially now with the whole Ghislaine Maxwell (whitewash) “trial."

A big name that kept coming up in my early research into this subject was Steven Spielberg, one of THE biggest power players in Hollywood. My then-naïve self was initially skeptical, mainly because I’ve read multiple stories of former child actors that worked in his films having a positive relationship with him into adulthood, which seemed unlikely if they were all raped by him. However I’ve also since come to realize that many kids who've been molested may form dysfunctional bonds with their abusers well into adulthood. So who knows. The other reason is that he either wrote/directed/produced, some of my all time favorite movies growing up. His movies are a HUGE part of my childhood. So there was that ingrained bias.

Even if I'm skeptical though I will always consider something I’m reading/hearing, especially if it keeps getting repeatedly mentioned….which his name was. And one interesting point I came across in Internet Land was the way in which so many Spielberg films feature not only kids, but kids being terrorized, traumatized, chased, kidnapped or outright killed by some oogedy boogedy monster/bad guys. It’s absolutely cliché in his movies. And something I realized now that I was looking closer was that his movies seem obsessed with ~12 year old boys in particular…..always palling around with older men. Something else I now noticed was that his movies often featured a subtle anti-female/misogynist message. Young boys = Awesome heroes of the world and the center of the movie! Girls and grown women = low intelligence, shrieking harpy nagging shrews!

Growing up I never *saw* any of this. But now as an adult I’m like, how did I *NOT* see all of this?? The most disturbing out of all his movies being “Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom,” which checks every-single-box on the list. Shrieking harpy blonde dimwit woman? Check! (Willie Scott.) Awesome, hero-y young boy? Check! (Short Round, who was 12.) Palling around with an old man on a worldwide adventure quest, alone, no parents to be found? Check! Children being violently abused/harmed by bad guys? Check! (Every kid in the Indian village who was kidnapped, taken underground and turned into slave labor, starved into emaciation and beaten/whipped into compliance.) This movie even depicts the human sacrifice of a dude who has his heart ripped out of his chest while alive. Fun for the whole family! O.o

Here are a few more for consideration that Spielberg either wrote/directed/produced in some combination, and which show very strange, repeating patterns, lending insight into his mentality. (Continued in comments 👇👇)
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Again, the main point of this is the idea of how when we’re indoctrinated with things since childhood we usually don’t *see* it. Not until learning as adults, and then looking back do we hopefully notice. What’s also interesting is that when I once made a comment on YT about Temple of Doom I was met with rabid attack denials from some fans who refused to see any of what I pointed out, making excuses for all of it, acting brainwashed and insisting on reframing everything as just fun entertainment. So I learned – even when directly confronted with specific details about very grotesque plot lines or highly questionable patterns that these Hollywood power players engage in, many will refuse to *see.* Even getting rabidly angry. (Saw that as well in other instances when trying to post about the Hollywood pedo issue. Rabid push back.)

Jaws – First movie in history to depict violent, bloody/gore-y death of a (~12 year old) boy. (via shark.)

Close Encounters of the Third Kind – Little Barry (3 years old) gets forcibly taken by aliens after they violently terrorize the hell out of his (sweet, blonde, dimwit) mom. The lead character Roy’s wife is also portrayed as a blonde dimwit, but who also constantly nags at him and shrieks at the kids all day long.

Poltergeist – 5 year old old Carol Ann is violently taken and held hostage by “The Beast,” via her closet portal to another dimension; the entire family, but especially the other two kids, are all terrorized and traumatized mercilessly throughout the ordeal.

E.T. - Main hero is an 11 year old boy. Later he joins up with his 15 year old brother's friends to steal E.T. and get him back to his spaceship, creating the big climatic chase scene where all the boys are running for their lives to get E.T. away from the government Thems. Blonde mom is portrayed as dimwit.

The Goonies – The 4 main heroes are all ~ 11-13 year old boys. Who go on a treasure hunt for the riches of a pirate named…..One Eyed Willy. A literal nickname for penis. They’re terrorized/chased every step of the way by the violent Fratellis. Chunk becomes best buds with "Sloth" Fratelli, a deformed/retarded way older man who he adventures with ("Sloth love Chunk!!") and the mom is portrayed as a dumb, nagging shrew, as are the two teen girl characters.

Young Sherlock Holmes – 2 teen boys (Sherlock and Watson) on the trail of a crazed Egyptian-based cult who like to sacrifice people by boiling them alive in hot wax. A teen girl is almost boiled alive in the movie’s climax and has to be rescued. O.o This followed on the heels of Temple of Doom, and is what I sarcastically refer to as Spielberg’s “Human Sacrifice Time Period.”

Back to the Future – Teen guy on a skateboard is best friends with an old man. Because that's totally normal. Goes on a time traveling adventure quest with him. Mom is a useless drunk. (Continued 👇👇)
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Empire of the Sun – hero is a 12 year old boy, who gets taken under the wing of skeezy hustler John Malkovich after being separated from his parents during the Japanese invasion of China. Goes on to experience various adventures with his new skeezy older guy pal, as well as starvation and trauma in the internment camp.

Curly Sue – Parentless ~7 year old girl is somehow pals with a very older homeless guy, running around getting into con artist adventures with him. O.o

Jurassic Park – Dinosaurs terrorize the living shit out of everybody, but especially little kids, in multiple scenes of them running/fighting for their lives. In one scene a dino sneezes, and sprays directly all over the face of the 12 year old girl in some weirdly suggestive moment. In another scene Sam Neill has to give mouth to mouth to the 10 year old boy. Of course.

Hook – Little kids are kidnapped by Capt. Hook. Peter Pan, the perpetual boy-man, has to rescue them. So, a movie about a bunch of terrorized/kidnapped little kids, and grown men.

A.I. – Artificial Intelligence – Hero is a 12 year old boy robot named David, who gets abandoned by his cruel human mother. Then gets taken under the wing of the older male gigolo sex robot, played by Jude Law, as they go on their adventure quest. Almost gets melted "alive" by acid at one point, as he pleads for his life. David is also joined by a robot teddy bear - voiced by a creepy, deep voiced man.

Taken – Miniseries about aliens and abductions, focusing primarily on hybrid kids (including Dakota Fanning, and a 12 year old - of course - Anton Yelchin) who spend half the series being chased for their lives/terrorized by evil government Thems.

War of the Worlds – Aliens terrorize the living shit out of everybody, but especially 10 year old Dakota Fanning, who spends the entire movie screaming. Running theme from beginning to end is her “covering her ears” with her hands, or “covering her eyes” with her hands or an actual blindfold, usually while singing to herself in a terrified way or repeating mantras in order to block out traumas.


The other big running theme for Spielberg as many have realized, besides traumatized/chased/kidnapped/murdered kids, is aliens. Though in any of his alien movies he manages to combine both together. Of course. Close Encounters was rumored to be based on real events, the French UFO chaser character of Claude Lacombe was based on real life UFO researcher Jacques Vallee, and real life UFO researcher J. Allen Hynek had a cameo role at the end. It seems Spielberg was tapped to help shape the public's view on the subject of aliens/UFOs and abductions, BIG time.
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We're approaching “that time of the year” when many people decide they need to lose the weight they put on over the holidays, or over the course of the previous year. So you’ll see new, hefty sized people at gyms or starting to try to jog around outside. Which is awesome, you have to start somewhere. Thing is though it usually never lasts…..because they’re doing things backwards. Which means after a month or so many people start dropping off again, back to their old habits.

So just a helpful tip – if you decide it’s time to lose weight it’s better to lose the actual pounds *before* you start trying to haul all that weight around while jogging, or getting on a treadmill, etc., which is exhausting and very slow going. The easiest way to do that as I’ve come to learn (thanks Tom!) is….drum roll….via Keto.

In a nutshell Keto is just forcing your body to switch from its normal default carb burning mode into fat burning ketosis mode. And it’s accomplished by…..eliminating almost all complex carbs from your diet to get that switchover to happen. How do you know when your body has made the switch? Besides the way you feel? (And it’s a very distinct, clear headed feeling, like being lifted out of a heavy headed carb fog. It’s freaking awesome!) You pee on some specially designed strips that detect how many ketones your body is releasing. I’m attaching pics from the brand we’ve used that work well, and will tell you to what level you’re in Keto. They’re inexpensive and we’ve gotten ours on Amazon, but you can get other brands from elsewhere if you prefer.

Rather then explain via Gab what to do and how to do it, I’ll just post a link to this awesome article that explains everything about Keto: lunahelia.com/article/how-to-lose-body-fat-qu

If somebody is overweight it’s MUCH easier to first do Keto, lose the majority of that fat, THEN start running, getting on a treadmill, etc. You'll be much lighter to start with, and now you'll actually be building muscle instead of torturing yourself. And if you’re doing things correctly the fat will burn off FAST. I never had to diet in my life until I was 43, and when I first did I didn’t know about Keto and did things the traditional way…..which was utter misery, and a loooong, sloowww, uphill battle. Took over 5 months just to lose 17 pounds via exercise and cutting calories. That's because I was always still in carb burning mode, which also means the second I was low on calories my body felt awful. Gnawing stomach, weak, weary, can’t think clearly, feel like shit in general. When I tried Keto though the fat burned off FAST. It's so motivating. And I felt great. When I’m low on calories….my head is clear, and my body immediately starts digging into its fat for sustenance. So I feel fine, and I’m trimming myself down at the same time. It’s the only way to go IMO. (Continued in comments 👇 )
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Also want to add that it doesn't take long to switch over into ketosis mode. For me, from the moment I start eating in a Keto way, the switch is already in effect within 48 hours. My test strips will start showing "Moderate." By three to four days I'm usually in it "Large" and already beginning to lose weight. So it's fast going all around, which is why it's so motivating. Makes it impossible to go back to losing weight the other way, where one is always still in carb burning mode, and thus just constantly "calorie deprived," feeling shitty all the time, their bodies not eating their own fat unless it absolutely HAS to, and usually only after engaging in vigorous exercise of some sort, which then understandably causes many people to just give up.

Not going to lie though and pretend there won't be any cravings at all for carbs. That's still going to be there, it's just that the body will be having a MUCH easier time getting through the weight loss and carb deprivation when it's in ketosis mode, because it's going to always be looking for fat to burn instead anywhere it can find it, versus screaming at you all day long for carbs with a gnawing stomach and foggy brain and weak lethargy, and where that becomes literally the only thing you can think about, suffering. So willpower still applies, as with any diet, to get past any moments of cravings.

On a side note that also reminds me of another popular, though completely stupid method of dieting that I (temporarily) incorporated into that first go around of traditional dieting which was to have the "ONE CHEAT DAY!" Being blunt here.......fuck that. When you're in carb burning mode only, always suffering, what ends up happening is that your ENTIRE LIFE revolves around getting to your big "CHEAT DAY!" All week long, that's all you care about. "I WANT WAFFLES!!! I WANT ICE CREAM!!!! FEED ME CAKE!!!!" It's bullshit. You can't wait for your own life to pass you by just to be able to shove carbs in your pie hole at the end of the week. Forget that b.s. and go the Keto route, where you're coasting in a clear headed, non tortured state seven days a week. Then there are the deluded and lazy types (as I've seen on shows like "My 600-lb Life") that abuse the "cheat day" thing and start "cheat day'ing" every day. "Today's my cheat day....I'll get back on track tomorrow...." Then tomorrow comes. More cake in the pie hole. "Today's just a minor cheat day.....I'll get back on track tomorrow." And so it goes, every day. :/ So now they're always cheating, and lying to themselves in a deluded way that they'll get back on track any minute now......ANY minute now...... With Keto there are no cheat days, and therefore less chance for slip ups. You're just coasting in a fat burning mode at all times.
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A couple of weeks ago I did a two part interview with Geoff Brady of "In Other News Radio" (HiddenDimension here on Gab). I was super excited to do this as I've been on Geoff's show at least three times before and always had the best experience doing it. I wanted to wait until both parts were up before posting anything, and now they are.

Part 1:
inothernewsradio.com/podcast/in-other-news-de

Part 2:
inothernewsradio.com/podcast/in-other-news-de

Part 1 is based on my article "Conspiracies in the Workplace: A Microcosm of the Greater World 'Matrix'" in2worlds.net/conspiracies-in-the-workplace-a where we discuss the non-human/archonic elements operating through people/vessels out in the world, but especially in the workplace, and the many ways I've seen this manifest on the job. The dead giveaway that something more is going on here than just normal human incompetency and laziness is the way in which creating as much negative energy as possible from employees often seems to be more important than actually making money. This is one of those subjects that I think anybody listening can relate to, and for those who aren't already familiar with the true underlying reasons for what's actually going on then hopefully it will help put some pieces of the puzzle together.

Part 2 segues from the concepts discussed in Part 1 into what we're currently seeing with the worldwide COVID/poison jab conspiracy. So many people are understandably mind boggled about what's happening right now, wondering how this is happening and why so many "people" are cooperating with the agenda of murder and injury. The key piece of the puzzle is that they're not "people" in the way many believe they are. There's way more going on here than just scared people cooperating with the murder and injury of others due to "fear of losing their jobs" or somehow being "misguided." The same neg/archonic forces discussed in Part 1, and even actual non-human masqueraders among us are often what's really driving things right now, in conjunction with the nanobot/alien level technology that has been found in these jab vials. So Part 2 drills down on that whole subject as we get into the poison jab murder racket, what's really in these jabs, what the real goals are and who's really overseeing it.
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Side note: I realized after the fact that an important point I forgot to mention is the way in which doctors and nurses are being fired for not getting the poison jab, despite spending the past year and a half working un"vaxxed." So yesterday's heroes are now today's pariahs, getting coldly booted to the curb without a second thought. If anything helps prove that this isn't about "health safety," and is instead about getting as many jabbed as possible for depopulation/injury/control purposes then that would be it.
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In the spirit of Christmas I want to recommend a channel that some may already be familiar with, but most probably not. This was something that was somehow recommended to me two years ago on YT and has become my new "yearly tradition" I guess you could say. But it's reporter Nate Eaton along with the East Idaho News camera crew doing their annual "Secret Santa" giveaways. Secret Santa is a real anonymous donor, not a company/organization, living in East Idaho who donates a total of a million dollars every year to community members in need. East Idaho News manages the giveaways by collecting up people's nominations for somebody they know in need who deserves the help. They select the lucky recipients then go out and get whatever it is they need. Whether it's a new vehicle (all taxes paid off, along with insurance for a year usually), or repairs for their home, money for furniture or appliances, gas cards, help with medical expenses and equipment, rent, you name it, Nate and his crew go around doling out the little boxes full of checks, gift cards/gift certificates and new vehicle keys to the lucky recipients on behalf of the Secret Santa, catching people by surprise wherever they manage to track them down. Each segment gives a rundown of the people who are going to receive their gifts, highlighting what their lives are like and why they deserve the help.

It's one of those heartwarming things that gets really addictive to watch. Whenever I'm in a grumpy mood or need cheering up it's a good go-to source. So many of these people are REALLY down on their luck, and have been working multiple jobs, sometimes with no cars, unable to pay their rent, just really bad circumstances due to unforeseen illnesses/cancer, injuries and spousal deaths many times, COVID related nonsense and just all around bad luck that has really ground them down and nearly ruined their lives. But then Secret Santa steps in to help save the day and turn the impossible around. People from around the world have discovered this, so I've seen comments from people all over Europe, Africa, the Middle East, Australia, New Zealand, Asia, etc.

So as a reminder that there is still good in the world, here's the Part 1 compilation of 2021's Secret Santa: youtube.com/watch?v=9vrLWpNHMTs

Part 2 was just uploaded: youtube.com/watch?v=k2G9IPSiEP4

For individual videos here's the main Secret Santa playlist on the East Idaho News YT channel, with 2021's towards the bottom:
youtube.com/playlist?list=PLHxHvR1OFyNAQOR3Kg These seem to be shortened videos though. All the ones I've watched are usually ~5 minutes on average. So I would also recommend just doing a search on "East Idaho News Secret Santa" on YT if you want the individual vids, including past years': youtube.com/results?search_query=east+idaho+n Those one are always much longer and have the full experience.
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@ElfReich I live in Boca Raton, FL and our local (far leftie run/controlled) online "news" site, Boca News Now, has recently implemented a new daily feature, which is to list out what all the emergency calls were for the local area of Boca and Delray Beach. Long story short, most than half of every day's paramedics calls sound suspiciously poison jab related, IMO. Lot of calls about people passing out/fainting, strokes, heart problems....... Just seems a liiiiiiitttttlllle weird to me. It's all the calls mentioning "passing out" or "fainting" though that really stand out to me. I've never passed out in my life, nor witnessed anybody actually pass out. But apparently people are passin' out left and right now all around Boca and Delray on a daily basis, literally seven days a week.
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Wanted to repost this Gab I came across yesterday, because it's something I'm trying to pay more attention to, see if I notice anything. As mentioned in my comment that I posted in response, our local (far leftie/highly compromised/bought and paid for) online "news" outlet, Boca News Now (BNN) has implemented a new feature on their site. "You heard sirens....we'll let you know what it was for." Which is interesting, no doubt. They list out what all the first responder dispatch calls were on a daily basis for the Boca Raton/Delray Beach area for each previous day, and the general area where each call was from. BNN receives the dispatch logs from the local first responders. It's just basic details that are listed, but one thing that I'm seeing over and over, on a daily basis seven days a week that really gets my attention, are calls listing that people "passed out" or "fainted." I've never actually passed out in my life, nor witnessed anybody pass out in all my life travels - and I've been around a LOTTA LOTTA LOTTA people, around the country, in highly public service oriented jobs. Have never once seen somebody pass out. However, according to these first responder logs there are literally people passing out/fainting all over Boca Raton and Delray Beach now on a *daily basis, seven days a week,* and often in public. As we all know, people who've gotten the poison jab clot shot are now often fainting and passing out.

Then there's all the strokes, heart attacks and *hemorrhages* listed in these logs. Lot of hemorrhaging going on all over this region, again, seven days a week. Seems really weird. The Cleveland Clinic lists one of the top reasons for hemorrhaging as being "blood clotting disorders." Hello. And one of the known side effects of the clot shot is excessive bleeding. Unfortunately there's no way to know the backstory of the people suffering from these things, and whether they were jabbed. Can only guess.

Then this evening Tom and I were returning from Trader Joe's and saw on the sidewalk, along Dixie Highway near Camino Real, a woman completely down on the sidewalk on her side, either passed out or dead, with two cop cars and several cops surrounding her. Just dropped right there in the middle of the sidewalk. We've lived here for 9 years and have NEVER seen something like that. That would be "just another Tuesday" in a place like NYC, I know. But not Boca, trust me. Meanwhile up ahead on Dixie was a total melee with multiple cop cars going completely across all of Dixie, blocking things off, traffic jamming up, etc. Tom had to find a detour to get home.

Since we've been working from home and keep to ourselves we don't get the full experience anymore about "what's going on out there." But I'm curious if anybody else is noticing an increase in indicators in their area of people falling ill or dropping dead from the poison jab.
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Another East Idaho News post I want to add on to my previous one..... They have a feature they do all year called "Feel Good Fridays" where they honor people throughout the community (encompassing all of East Idaho) who are nominated by others for their good deeds, charity and all around selfless acts of kindness. It's not as big as Secret Santa with full on new vehicles and rent paid for a year, checks for $10,000 or $2,000 in gas cards :D but it's still fun to watch. People get smaller gift cards often times for nights out at the movies or a restaurant, or for Amazon to buy whatever they want, along with candy and flowers and such.

It's cool to see examples of people doing good just because, but also fun to see what kind of charity ideas people are doing. Everything from helping veterans, foster children, cancer victims, people with special needs, the homeless/poor who need food, the elderly, etc. As well as individual acts of kindness where somebody went out of their way to step up and help a person they crossed paths with who desperately needed it when everybody else around them ignored them/looked the other way. The recipients even include kids sometimes, who've come up with ideas for fundraisers and raffles for people and causes because they wanted to help out in some way. I just load up the playlists and let them run while doing my "crocheting blanket squares" project mentioned in a recent Gab post.

Feel Good Friday segments from 2021, Part 1: youtube.com/watch?v=6pmL7qKyXBY

Part 2: youtube.com/watch?v=Yzez4b7Oka8

Feel Good Friday segments from 2020: youtube.com/playlist?list=PLHxHvR1OFyNCSAOBx9

Feel Good Friday segments from 2019: youtube.com/playlist?list=PLHxHvR1OFyNC8SNMWh

Another big takeaway for me as I watch anything East Idaho News related is wishing that the people I was surrounded by growing up in the northeast (should often just be referred to as "people" in quotes O.o ) were even half as nice as the people shown in these vids. I know I'm not alone in that, as I see that same sentiment expressed throughout various comments, about how kind and sweet so many of the people in Idaho are. Just a whole different vibe/community/culture than what's often happening in certain other parts of this country.
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Random South Florida wildlife time!

Some recent "best of the best" wildlife pics I've taken while out and about on walks and such. It's always an accident, never expected. But that's why I religiously take my camera with me whenever I go for a walk anywhere or visit any place, 'cause you never know what you're going to see. Not just wildlife-wise, but anything in general. This is a happening area. So much so that I even dream about my camera. Always taking pics - or, desperately trying to take pics - in dreams. But you know how dreams usually go, not letting you accomplish something that you're fighting to do. ha

1. Orange iguana in tree at sunset - Boca Raton. They look fierce but they're totally harmless and mostly herbivores. This one was perched in a tree at sunset gazing out onto the lake on a beautiful evening back on 12/9, with a temp of about 82.

2. Blue Winged Teals at sunset - Boca Raton. At the lake next to the library at Spanish River. First time seeing this species of duck here in Boca. Have only ever seen one other, by itself, at Wakodahatchee Wetlands preserve in Delray Beach.

3. Gulf Frittilary Butterfly - Pondhawk Natural Area, Boca Raton. You know you're in south Florida when it's October and the temp is in the 80s and there are butterflies flitting about. This was the first (and still the only) time ever seeing this species, so that was cool. flickr.com/photos/carissaconti/albums/7215772

4. Sleepy Anole - Boca Raton. This was on our apartment complex's stairwell, where I was sitting and reading Graham Hancock's latest book, "America Before: The Key to Earth's Lost Civilization" at sunset, then this little Anole popped up at the corner of the stairs, curiously checking me out. It was too adorable. Grabbed my camera that's always with me and started taking pics, very calmly, barely moving, and at one point it actually seemed to briefly nod off. So this isn't an eye blink, this is a full on micro nap moment. 😄 The longer I sat there the braver and more curious it got, hopping up onto the next closest step and checking me out some more, then the next step up. So that was pretty neat. This is the vid, after it had already gotten up one of the steps: flickr.com/photos/carissaconti/51564110094/in
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@Dinosaurus12 They sure are! And curly tailed lizards as well, which are another species of small lizard super common all around south Florida, and which in my experiences behave like dogs, oddly enough. If you feed them they will learn and recognize you, and then come running over to you expectantly when they see you again, looking just like a hopeful dog. It's too cute. VERY smart though. You can tell though by the way these lizards cock their heads and scope people out. They're taking everything in, assessing the situation. :D Unlike frogs which just sit there, staring at nothing and not moving. Most boring-animals-EVER. !!
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Just a friendly reminder that Hollywood straight up gave us that obligatory occult-based “freewill warning” concerning the poison jab in various shows and movies over the years. It’s something I’ve talked about on my Gab this past year but wanted to review some of the bigger examples that are very fitting:


Stargate SG-1: Two episodes concerning the Aschen. S4E16 called “2010,” and S5E10 called “2001.” The Aschen are an advanced race that conquer every habitable but occupied planet they encounter the long, slow, silent way – using “vaccines” to sterilize the ignorant and trusting population. At one point in an alternate future timeline they’ve managed to reduce Earth’s population by a whopping 90% in only two years, courtesy of this “vaccine.” Here’s an excellent plot synopsis of both episodes that’s only 8 minutes and worth watching for those who haven’t seen it, or who want to refresh their memory. youtube.com/watch?v=w47Bp0pVYHk This is especially relevant when one keeps in mind that what’s behind these poison jabs is not human. For anybody new to THAT idea please see the pinned Gab at the top of the page with some of the more revelatory links I’ve come across discussing what’s been found in these “vaccine” vials when examined under a microscope. It’s not human-derived technology. And one of my followers, AbducteeJournal, has discussed that her main hybrid handler has even confirmed that the jab comes from them, and are designed to reduce the population, because “there are too many of you.” So please check out her Gab as well for more information on the aliens/hybrid breeding program/intended takeover subject, or the works of Dr. David Jacobs, author of "The Threat" and "Walking Among Us."


“V” miniseries remake from 2009, S01E04. The Visitors (aliens who disguise themselves to look like humans, and were secretly embedded in the population and covertly walking among us for several decades before their actual overt arrival) are secretly putting their R6 compound, which embeds itself into human DNA and is used to track humans, into flu vaccines to get it disseminated into the human population. Episode discussed in this Gab:
gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10635067388854106


“The Invasion” – 2007, remake of “Invasion of the Body Snatchers.” A key point that was added into “The Invasion” that was not in the original, and which therefore makes it important to note, is the way in which a fake pandemic (really just people being transformed into the alien invaders) creates the cover for a “vaccine” to be used as an additional way to disseminate the alien invaders’ DNA into the population and convert even more people. People can be transformed/”invaded” unknown to them either through direct contact with bodily fluids being spewed all over them, or, by taking the “vax.” Discussed in this Gab: gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10688324078570545 (Continued in comments 👇👇 )
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Part 2 - Wanted to add that it's telling that all three examples provided involve A) aliens for starters, B) using vaccines to either inject their own DNA into humans, track humans, or sterilize humans, when IMO, based on all the compiled evidence, it seems all three purposes are happening in our current real world situation as well (and then some! - control, injury and immediate death are others) and C) the way in which two of those three examples are remakes, and both remakes went out of their way to insert a vaccine plot into the story that didn't exist in the originals. O.o That alone is enough to give one pause. When something doesn't need to be in there, and wasn't in the original, but is force fitted in.........you have to question it. There's a reason.

If anybody knows of any other examples please feel free to post them here........
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@MissouriGroyper No, we won't unfortunately. Because they plan to try to round up the rest. Think. They don't go through all the trouble of coercing and threatening by any means imaginable for everybody to get the jab only to just....walk away from the ones who are jab free and let them continue living life, "back to normal! lalala!" There will be punishment. I'm jab free and will never voluntarily submit, but I'm not deluding myself either that I'm going to somehow be celebrated by cheering crowds and called a hero in the future. I know what the intended plan is and where this is intended to go, but unfortunately many don't, including many naive unjabbed. Prepare for the future where they want to round you up. And/or want to at least try to freeze out the unjabbed from food, medical attention and necessary services. Not put us on a podium and give us a standing ovation. There's many possible ways the "freezing out" can happen, even in an armed society.
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@Dauphin_ Very interesting. I was thinking more along the lines of movies/shows that present as "real world," and specifically mention everyday vaccines. Something realistic. In "V" it was presented as the flu vaccine. In "The Invasion" just a regular vaccine against the (fake) contagion. In "SG-1" another vaccine for various "life saving/life extending" purposes. "Real world" situations where everyday, naive and trusting people are being tricked into putting something in their body that they have been lied to about. Where it's quiet, covert, sneaky. Nobody realizes what's happened until it's already too late. With the Borg it's an aggressive, forced, overt assimilation from what I'm reading in that link. So it's a little different from the examples I was providing.
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Time for a couple of extremely vivid "Earth cataclysm dreams" that I had years back, each involving some form of higher beings or aliens, whichever they were.

The first one happened a few years ago. Some sort of Earth cataclysm was starting to happen, and one of the results was a series of tsunamis. Each successive round of waves were getting higher/bigger than the last. I found myself walking fast along a flat landscape (kind of like Florida actually) surrounded by other people, all of us heading in the same direction, away from where the waves had been coming from. There was a highway overpass overhead....and meanwhile another tsunami wave was coming behind us. We all ran towards the underside of the overpass, scrambling up the incline, trying to get as high up as we could, wedged towards the top.

There were two kids just below me, scrambling up. One was a 10 year old blonde girl, and her 8 year old brother who were by themselves, somehow separated from their parents in the chaos. I reached down, helping to pull them up, and just in time. They both managed to get wedged up at the top with me and the others right as the next wave passed just below us. We all watched as the water full of debris rushed past, only about a foot below us.

The scene switched (that's how you know you're in a dream ;) ) to where I was now in an urban area, still on foot. The sister and brother were with me, since they had no one else, and I'd helped them. So we were just sticking together now. Then I saw up ahead.....a mega tsunami was now coming. Hundreds of feet high in the distance. There was no way to escape this one, but my first childish "try to save yourself" thought was whether I could just hold my breath?? And let is pass over me?? Then I realized No, that's not gonna happen, and just resigned myself to dying, kind of sighing and looking down. Looked back up....and realized the tsunami wasn't moving. Whaaat? I thought, looking around. Realized all of time had been "frozen." I looked around...and then up. Found the source. There were five silver discs hovering above us. Waiting. I understood what was happening and was just like, Seriously? letting out a big eye rolling sigh. Looked over at the massive incoming tsunami and back up at the five discs, waiting for my response. Back at the tsunami again, and up at the discs. Finally just sighed again and held up my arm, giving a little wave like Fine. Felt myself being lifted up into the air. Then I was inside, in the "entrance" area. There was a ~35-40-ish looking white (human) woman waiting, acting as a "greeter" I guess as these discs flew around picking up people. She looked at me smiling, but also with a little surprise, saying "Oh....! She's one of them....." either to herself outloud or to somebody else off to the side. (Continued in the comments 👇 👇 )
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I knew in a moment that I was leaving Earth permanently, that I wouldn’t be back in this lifetime…or any other. In a flash I had a knowing of all my lives on Earth, all at once as I looked down at the blue and white planet, since we’d now risen up in altitude, getting ready to leave. I felt how I’d been here a long time, with many lives, so many experiences. The highest of the high and the lowest of the low. It had been a wild ride, and my home, for a very long time. But now I was leaving for good, because Earth was about to get popped with some extreme cataclysms that was going to render it uninhabitable for many humans for many generations. So I would never see it or step foot on it again in my lifetime, or probably any future lifetimes for that matter. It was emotional. And that was the end of the dream.

The second dream, in September of 2011, was less of a “dream” and more like some sort of meeting with these human seeming beings, though I didn’t get a close look at them. They seemed very intelligent and advanced. We were all standing around something, looking at something that had information/data. What I was hearing as they assessed the data was that Earth was about to enter into another ice age….except it was way premature and unexpected. They explained that Earth experiences cyclical ice ages, but we weren’t due for the next one for awhile. Except it was about to happen again, way ahead of schedule. And BAD. They explained that it would be, bare minimum, on the level of how things were “18,000 years ago.” Minimum. But most likely even worse than that. So the vibe in the room was very depressed and dire. I had no idea at the time what “18,000 years ago” meant, so when I woke up I looked it up on the ‘net. Found out that this is an exact, specific, correct fact. O.o 18,000 years ago is when the last ice age was peaking, at glacial maximum. So they were saying it would be that again, minimum, but actually worse most likely, based on the data they were seeing.

While I know these aren’t “just dreams” I also have to take them with a grain of salt. Minimum I feel like these types of dreams (and I’ve had many other strangely vivid, abnormal sorts of dreams over the years) are something that’s being fed to me by “something else” while I sleep. For what reason, I don’t know. But they’re definitely interesting. !!
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Tartaria, flaws in thinking and discerning questionable conspiracy theories

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Something that keeps being brought to my attention in the past few months is the trendy “Tartaria” conspiracy, which as I’ve figured out, is a conflated conspiracy that hijacked one thing and turned it into something else. The original conspiracy involved a Muslim civilization in Asia that got wiped out, and subsequently covered up, by Russia. The world only knows about it because it was mentioned in a supposed declassified CIA document from the ‘60s, which is posted online. The CIA was supposedly very interested in how Russia could wipe out an entire civilization from the books, as if it never existed.

Armchair detectives on the ‘net however have taken that idea and run with it. Now “Tartaria” as it’s being presented in vids is something that happened recently all around the world, where all the fancy pants architecture from the recent past that we see was actually done by another civilization that was wiped out in some “mud flood” in the late 1800s, and covered up. Vids by aforementioned keyboard warriors pick apart things like engraved dates on buildings, and even go as far as to rhetorically “ask,” as I saw in one vid, how building materials could have possibly even been BROUGHT to Ellis Island to construct the immigration building that was supposedly built in 1900, you know, IF modern people *actually* built it, which they OBVIOUSLY didn’t! [boom! mic drop, bitches! She rests her case!] Meanwhile I’m listening to that going, Are you SERIOUS lady?? umm, how about SHIPS?? Put the materials on a fucking BOAT and shove it off from shore….to Ellis Island. She also claimed there was zero proof of that building being constructed. Took me all of 5 minutes to find a sepia photo online showing that exact building, halfway constructed, with scaffolding, and machinery around it. From 1900.

While it’s true that architecture is on the decline, it doesn’t mean the conflated Tartaria theory is the explanation. It’s called laziness, and cutting corners for cost efficiency purposes. It’s a sign of a society on the MAJOR decline, no doubt. But Tartaria proponents claim that we’re currently not even capable of building the types of buildings that existed in the past….conveniently ignoring the endless modern engineering marvels in the form of 150+ story skyscrapers and massive bridges worldwide that while yes, lack the foo-fooy design work of the past, are just as impressive for other reasons.

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Another major aspect of Tartaria involves the whole “star fort architecture” subject. Star shaped forts around the world apparently prove – though they never explain exactly how - that they were built by another civilization that again has been covered up. (??) As I recently told somebody, TPTB like to put their mark on things by using the same repeating symbols and designs throughout history, which is why we see the obelisk everywhere for instance, from Washington D.C. to ancient Egypt. But it doesn’t mean the D.C. obelisk was built at the same time the ancient Egyptian obelisk was built and that we've been lied to about its true origins. It's just TPTB using their "Illuminati trademark" once again, of which is often based on ancient Egyptian design. Same with the pyramid. Same with the “black cube,” seen in Mecca. That appears in other parts of the world as well, across time.

Repeating architectural designs appearing worldwide, including star forts, indicates two things - an interconnected, global culture, as well as the same ultimate force overseeing their construction. Which is the same thing happening in our modern times with skyscrapers and bridges. Same designs being used everywhere, dictated by the current powers that be and architectural trends.

The star shaped forts is actual a tactical defense strategy, and something we saw at the Castillo de San Marcos fort in St. Augustine, FL when we visited, which also had the cannons built into the walls. So to point out this commonly used fort design and think it means a conspiracy coverup is like saying “Oh my god! All the wheels I see in photos and paintings throughout history are always round, just like nowadays!” uh, yeah, maybe because “round” is the optimal design for wheels?!! 🙄 The “logic” of thinking it somehow indicates a conspiracy makes absolutely no sense. But as I’ve seen, there IS no logic to anything I’ve ever seen about Tartaria. It’s a theory I was definitely open to and would have liked to be true, as I’m ALWAYS down for a juicy conspiracy. I have experienced some OUT there stuff in my life, which means me of all people is naturally paranoid and suspicious about anything going on in this world. So it’s not that the theory is somehow “too much for me!” But I have yet to see a single valid point concerning the conflated Tartaria hijack.

The following are the most common mistakes proponents of Tartaria (and other massively questionable, trendy conspiracies like “Terrain Theory” [there's no such thing as bacteria and viruses] and “Flat Earth”) make:

1. Looking for reasons to believe something….instead of the reasons they shouldn’t. “They gave me 10 good reasons to believe in this, so I will.” *But they don’t look at what’s wrong.* Which leads to….

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2. Considering it mean, critical, judgmental or being too dogmatic to even look at what might be wrong with a theory. !! Many of the Millennial and Gen Z generations in particular have been trained through ever increasing liberal indoctrination that it’s mean to even contradict another person. I’ve seen this ENDLESSLY by this point. You just agree with everybody and everything at all times, or else you’re MEAN! You’re JUDGEMENTAL! O.o It’s ludicrous.

We NEED to be noticing and questioning more. This society is in the position that it’s in, a long, slow, downward spiral, precisely BECAUSE millions refuse to look closer, analyze, question and drill down on anything. The public education system, along with spreading liberal indoctrination that creates weak snowflakes has ensured this.

3. Using excuses like, “Well, it’s something science-based/math-based/etc., and I’m not good at science/math/etc., so what do I know? I can’t say this is wrong then, right??” Sorry, not good enough. If you’re going to accept something, or even consider it with an “open mind” (next point on the list) then you better know WHY you’re accepting it. Don’t use lack of education on a subject as a cop out and reason to cut corners.

4. Those who say they’re “keeping an open mind”…..but forever/indefinitely, never actually making a final, solid decision either way, concerning theories that could easily be tossed out in ten seconds flat with just some basic thinking, logic and reasoning. Being open minded means *being willing to look into something……not ignoring what’s wrong with it and never making a final decision.*

5. Those who decide if something is correct based solely on how they “feel.” X! That’s not good enough. If it “feels” right or wrong then explain WHAT about it feels right or wrong. Be able to explain yourself. If you can’t, then there’s a problem. Too many people are purely feelings/emotions based, not enough intellect and logic going on. There needs to be a *balance.* Never eschew one for the other.


Ultimately we should be basing our beliefs on only that which withstand scrutiny or analysis. There is an absolute CRISIS going on right now of lazy thinkers. People don’t WANT to have to think anymore. And often times they don’t even know how anymore if instructed to!! It’s imperative to think, drill down and analyze. And always remember: Just because something is “conspiracy”/truther/alternative does NOT automatically make it better or correct.
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Wanted to expand some more on last night’s post concerning the crisis of people who are unable to think, discern and analyze anything anymore. Something that closely relates to this is the crazy number of people who are unable to properly navigate interpersonal relationships in terms of reading people and seeing red flag behaviors. I’ve seen and heard about this one too many times to count in real life, online and in the media. It’s a self explanatory issue as just summarized, so the question is….why is this happening??

This is something I delved into at the end of my article “Detecting Charlatan Tricksters, Hoaxers and Delusional People in the World of Woo-Woo” in2worlds.net/detecting-charlatan-tricksters- The whole reason I even wrote the article was due to multiple people emailing me over the years to either recommend, or run by me, some HIGHLY dubious/low quality “woo” or “conspiracy”/truther source. I could see that over and over people had no ability to perceive the red flags that were IMMEDIATELY jumping out at me. Or maybe they did….but they were unable to *trust in their own instincts and intelligence,* asking me to make a decision/judgment call for them, which is another HUGE problem that has escalated in modern society. There was a need to break down the top things to look for with this specific subset of material, and hence the article was born. So I would definitely recommend checking that out for the full expanded insights.

But off the top of my head these are the biggest reasons nowadays for lack of ability to properly read people and perceive red flags:

- Growing up sheltered/coddled, with minimal if any exposure to bad elements. Creates a naïve, trusting person who can be more easily manipulated and duped. It’s the person who keeps giving endless chances in the misguided belief it will change something. That’s why I’ve always “joked” that being abused and kicked around in life with early exposure to mentally ill/severe pathologicals can be a blessing in disguise once you’re an adult – because we immediately recognize what we’re seeing with a troublemaker a mile away, and hopefully taking protective action, before the “coddled’s” even realize what’s happening.

- On the flip side of that - being the target of abuse growing up, which unfortunately does often screw up people’s “personal compass,” rendering them unable to recognize bad behavior/red flags for what they are. It’s been normalized to them. So they don’t think somebody’s toxic/pathological behavior is bad or a problem, and therefore allow it into their lives, even though it causes chaos and unhappiness. It’s the only thing they know and understand. “Healthy” doesn’t make sense to them. The word “boundaries” elicits a “huh??”

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- Massive rise in people being diagnosed as Autistic and Asperger’s. Hallmark traits of both include the inability to recognize facial expressions and simple social cues, either in person or in writing. They’re marching to their own “social drum,” which can often extend into difficulty with noticing red flag behaviors and being able to discern information.

- Dumbing down of society in general, via the mass media, psych meds (many times unnecessary), toxic foods/drinks/vaccinations, bad parenting from dodos who shouldn’t be reproducing, and exacerbated by the public school system that discourages critical thinking in lieu of passive, mindless absorption of (usually grossly incorrect) information.

- An entire generation who’s grown up with their face glued to a screen, doing a majority of their “socializing” via texts and emails. They’ve lost the ability for proper socialization, unable to recognize facial expressions and social cues as well. If they’ve been sheltered/coddled through modern helicopter parenting and subjected to heavy liberal indoctrination (next point) it’s a recipe for disaster in terms of being able to discern ANYTHING.

- Heavy liberal indoctrination that promotes the idea that it’s mean! or judgmental! to even contradict somebody, as mentioned in yesterday’s post. You just nod and agree to anything anybody says. You don’t add your own thoughts….or even HAVE your own thoughts. You just sit passively and mindlessly absorb, “without judgment!” When you train people to be passive absorbers, versus active thinkers and questioners you’re ensuring that people can’t discern problems or red flags in others….because that requires thinking and analysis, and exerting their ego/will to form an opinion, and they’ve learned they’re not allowed to do either.


Then you have the rampant issue of so many people doubting themselves and second guessing anything they think or say, which of course affects one’s ability to discern anything about people, research materials or life situations in general. I talked about this in a previous Gab post that I wound up deleting, concerning females in particular and their “weak speak” that’s so ingrained in them they can’t even see that they’re doing it. Lots of “I dunno’s” and “does that make sense??” in a simpering tone, acting like all that ever comes out of their mouth is nonsensical gibberish, and that they obviously never make sense to anybody. Prefacing things with “I dunno…” Negating an entire statement they just made by tacking on the “I dunno…..” at the end. I dunno! I dunno!

Well apparently ya do know, because you just stated an opinion that was pretty clear and sensible to me. But society has trained you to be weak and stay “small.” Loudly doubt yourself and put yourself down all the time so nobody ever gets the idea that you’re smart and confident, God forbid. O.o (Continued in attached comment👇👇👇)
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This trend has now spread to the young male generation as well, as I’ve been seeing online. The herd mentality training everybody that to speak clearly and confidently with conviction means you’re mean, judgmental, dogmatic, you think you’re better than everybody else, etc. etc., and making sure everybody knows to pound themselves down, keep themselves small and “stupid.” So by the time they’re “adults” they’ve trained themselves right out of how to properly think, question, notice problems/red flags and exert themselves. “I couldn’t possibly know….I dunno! I dunno!”

Always remember…..you DO know. You really do. As I wrote at the end of my article:

“People really need to learn how to believe in themselves, and get in touch with their own inner gut feeling/voice, *and trust what it’s telling you.* Get in the habit of questioning things, “thinking too much” and drilling down, despite how much society tries to convince you to do otherwise. *When things don’t add up, or make sense, and when there are contradictions and fishy behaviors, notice it, question it, and don’t back down from it.* Stick to your guns. […] This segues into a whole huge subject involving those who get mixed up in abusive relationships where they’re pounded down and “gaslighted” over a long period of time, and lose the ability to believe in themselves, see the behavior of the abuser for what it is, all those red flags, and question the entire situation. Too much to sidetrack onto here, but hopefully the reader gets the drift.”


Give yourself more credit and start trusting in your own intuition and instincts. Don't let the herd pound you down!
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Going to post some cool weather and cloud related pics before getting back to our regularly scheduled woo-woo and social commentary. I have SO MANY weather/cloud related photos that it's hard to decide what ones to post. Wish Gab allowed me to attach a dozen pics, because I could easily do that, and so many more. But we'll start with these.....


1. Outside our apartment after a rainstorm when the sun was coming back out, Boca Raton, 10/26/19. We get a lot of rainbows, pretty much always double, in the same part of the sky outside our apartment.

2. Boca Raton - 8.12/16. Still frame pic from a vid of this glowing blue hued cloud over Boca. Due to the moonlight and time of the evening the sky and cloud were a glowing blue.

3. Boca Raton - 2/8/16, over Spanish River Boulevard. I was on my bike when this sky happened at sunset. Tom says they're scalar.

4. Storm front panorama shot, Boca Raton, behind our apartment complex - 7/27/21. Need to click on photo to get full panorama. This incoming storm front is what we were originally going outside to investigate (after I'd just finished doing another Gab post) when we got a little side tracked by this anomalous black heli incident...... youtube.com/watch?v=kDGL4s1r_k4 Finally just got bored with the whole thing and stopped recording and continued on our way. "Sorry, we got clouds to look at." 😄

Full album of all kinds of weather, sky, cloud and rainbow pics:
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Continuing on the theme of my previous posts about discerning/reading people I remembered an exchange I had back in March with somebody I follow here on Gab, where we were discussing a messed up guy she'd met online as a friend, but who exhibited multiple red flag behaviors as he tried to get her to move across the country (they're in Canada) to be with him, but which she was smart enough to recognize. She put up boundaries and distanced herself.

Born out of that discussion was a quick list I'd thrown together of common red flags to be aware of when dealing with people online, via emails, PMs, etc. All of which have been taken from my own personal experiences, from years of dealing with some severely unstable people emailing me via my website. But these definitely apply to anybody meeting and communicating with others online, especially via social media, and overlap with real world in-person interactions as well:


- Coming on too strong, too fast; getting too familiar too fast. Feels like they're pushing themselves on you. One sided/lopsided.

- Overstepping boundaries - saying inappropriate things, when you barely even know them. Dumping problems on you that are not your problem, and which you may not even be qualified to help with.

- Self absorption/narcissism; everything is about them; all conversations get turned around onto them, it's all about what they like, and what they want. Shows little to no interest in who you are as a person. *Treats you like you're just the background character in their own personal stage show.*

- Egomaniacal, delusions of grandeur, full of themselves.

- Hypersensitivity - trying to make you walk on eggshells for their feelings......and you don't even know them/just met them!!

- Trying to control you....and again, you don't even know them/only just met them!! Presumptuously trying to dictate what you do, say, write/post, etc., which is none of their business, and using guilt trips, manipulation, even temper tantrums to try to accomplish that control.

- Demanding of your time and energy. Firing off inordinate amounts of messages/emails. Often tries to move straight into "let's talk on the phone...." And it soon becomes clear....no matter how much you give, *it's never good enough.* Usually resorts to temper tantrums and guilt trips. I've had where they do instant 180 nasty meltdowns the SECOND they can't get 5000% from me.

- Saying weird shit in general, that normal, well adjusted people don't say. Comes off as creepy, unstable, socially inappropriate.

- Acting fishy/sketchy - Contradicts themselves, things they're saying don't line up/make sense.


Always remember, it's absolutely okay to notice problematic behaviors. Don't be fooled by the matrix gatekeepers of this reality who try to make us feel that we're wrong and bad and "judge-y" for doing so. We don't need to "be nice!" to people we don't even know, and who are overstepping boundaries and making us uncomfortable.
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@Dinosaurus12 @guanajo hmmm....T3 fit in with the original timeline IMO. The end of T2 showed that they supposedly did enough to avert "Judgment Day," and which was acknowledged in T3. That the targeted date in 1997 came and went without issue because of everything they did in T2. Which was why John Connor was left with no purpose in life, feeling lost as an adult in T3. On top of having such a bizarre upbringing that it rendered him unable to fit in with society and have a normal existence as an adult. But then a new chain of events starts to happen in T3, still related to SkyNet, but in a modified form and a few years later, like the timeline is still trying to happen. (Kinda "final destination-y" actually. "I am death, and I'm gonna getcha no matter what you do!") I'm probably alone in this but I actually enjoyed T3. The negative timeline "righted" itself O.o by finding a way to happen anyway, in a modified form, and they show the nuclear war at the end, which would then create the future, which then leads to John Connor and the resistance still happening, and all the "sending stuff back in time" plot of the first two, tying everything up neatly. They truly should have just stopped after T3, IMO, since it does tie back into the first two, and brings everything full circle. But like I said, I'm probably alone in liking it. :D
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Funny thing I came across on YT years ago, the "Universal Hot Crazy Matrix" to explain to men what to seek out or avoid with women. 😄 This is the newer version in 1080p, including a new add on at the end regarding men, for women. The whole unicorns and trannies thing really cracks me up.

youtube.com/watch?v=pInk1rV2VEg
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Another interesting interview with British funeral director John O'Looney laying it out there about the poison jab, including the intended roundups. (More a thing that's going to be seen in other countries first before it could even begin to happen in the U.S., because we're armed, so.........different playbook tactic will be needed to first get past the 400+ million firearms.) redvoicemedia.com/2021/12/vax-induced-mass-de

Like many interviews on this subject it always boils down to trying to work out the why's and how's. Why this is happening? Why have so many "people" cooperated with giving the jab when they know it's bad, euthanizing the elderly, physically enforcing home-bound lockdowns, building the internment camps (already in existence in several countries) and soon to be cooperating with door-to-door enforcement of jabs and roundups?? And how have so many people gotten so easily tricked into becoming advocates for the jab, often despite their own adverse reactions??? All of these things are brought up in the interview, with no clear cut resolution, because most sources either don't know/understand.....or don't want to say it.

In a nutshell, same with everything going on in this reality - it doesn't stop at what appears to be the top elite human power players in government and the military. That isn't the actual "top." There's another layer "above" that, and it isn't human. THAT'S what is ultimately dictating this, and operating through so many "people" in this world. So it's not only about "making money," and people selling their souls for money, or people being blackmailed for fear of losing their job, a.k.a money. *Because genuinely good, kind hearted, ethical true humans with a higher spirit know better. They would not knowingly, purposely, and happily try to kill their fellow Man just for money.* Psychopaths and sociopaths would though. Malevolent non-human beings and entities would. Combine a psycho/sociopath with a demonic/archonic/Reptilian/alien/whatever you want to call it possessing it and it's a double whammy.

There is so much chaos, noise and confusion going on with people questioning and blowing the whistle on the poison jab but just remember, it's all very simple and pretty straightforward to break down:

- It's not a vax, it's poison, and one of the main objectives is to kill, injure and/or sterilize;
- This is a demonic/archonic/Reptilian/alien/whatever you prefer to call it, agenda;
- It relies on "people" walking among us who aren't true people, to enforce and promote it, from the highest government, military and police officials, on down to everyday people;
- Many of those "people" are also psycho/sociopaths, who yeah, love the paycheck they get, and enjoy hurting others. They're on the same team as the demonic/archonic/Reptilian/alien/etc. forces.
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Want to squeeze in one more post tonight.....going from the poison jab back to something nice. This time for something else that was once recommended to me on YT about two years ago, called the Fox5 Surprise Squad, based out of Las Vegas, and which is a year round endeavor. So if you enjoyed the East Idaho News "Secret Santas" and "Feel Good Fridays" posts I did just before Christmas then you'll dig this one as well.

*THE* #1 all time best segment though that I've ever seen out of ANY of these "surprise charity giving" segments is hands down this particular one:

youtube.com/watch?v=MWpr32Lmzpw

This one just absolutely kills me, but in the best possible way. !! Starting with the fact it's a 72 year old woman taking care of her six great grand children by herself to keep them out of foster care. Everything that Fox5 does for her......just wow. It's next level above and beyond.

If you'd like to see more then here's the entire playlist from the Fox5 YT channel:

youtube.com/playlist?list=PLeZRJn2kvu5pXLHdH3
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Some questions regarding another new and trendy conspiracy theory that has overtaken social media and the 'net along with Tartaria and Flat Earth......Terrain Theory (TT).

In a nutshell, TT proponents believe that there is no such thing as bacteria and viruses. All sickness is just brought on by "environmental imbalances" and "the changing of the seasons," and then something about how what we think are bacteria and viruses are just these things that our own body generates and uses as "soap" to "cleanse itself."

When I've asked some people to explain it they attempted to but the explanations came off as convoluted confusion, to me. Because they don't seem understand it themselves. It seems it was something they came across that was presented with conviction, and when they kept coming across it via more and more people reposting it, also with conviction, they realized, Sure, sounds feasible! (One of my followers who I've emailed with admitted that he’s not science literate/science doesn’t interest him, so he can’t disprove the theory, and therefore feels he needs to be open minded about it. Which as mentioned in my Tartaria post, is not a valid reason to remain “permanently open minded, never settling on a definitive conclusion” about a theory.)

Then you add in the whole COVID conspiracy (and there is a conspiracy there, BIG time, which I’ll be returning to), so TT proponents have attached the two together, *using both to reinforce each other.*

Here are my first thoughts:

- At 1 ½ years old/July 1976 I caught Bacterial Meningitis (BM) by knowingly being put into the same holding room as another kid who already had it. (I was at the doctor’s for one reason, and while there came away with a whole new problem.)
- After later coming down with every single checklist symptom (by that point I was actually near death, with a fever of 104, unable to turn my neck, going in and out of consciousness, vomiting, etc.) I was given a spinal tap (ST) to confirm things, which came back positive. Still have the healed fracture on my lower spine from this, because it took five docs/nurses to hold me still for the ST, including knees in my back bearing down forcefully, because I was a fighter, even as a baby, and despite being near death. (If that doesn’t summarize my spirit then I don’t know what does! 😄 )
- Was immediately put on an intensive bout of antibiotics. It worked.
- Then put into quarantine, where my arms were actually tied to my crib bars for a bit of time, because I wouldn’t stop ripping the IVs out of my arm. 😄 Released from the hospital after almost a month, zero after effects like deafness, mental retardation, etc. as if it never happened. (An intuitive mentioned to me years ago that at least one of the sources that’s been abducting me my whole life also restored my hearing at one point. She didn’t know about the Meningitis. But she knew that this hearing restoration had happened.)

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In light of the above, my questions for TT proponents (and not sarcastically rhetorical – these are serious) are: If germs don’t exist then A) How did I catch BM from another kid who had it? B) Why and how would a ST have confirmed it if germs aren’t valid? i.e….why do all people who have BM manifest the same thing within their spinal fluid that can be detected by a ST? C) Why do all people who manifest specific diseases manifest the same symptoms, and the same bacteria or viruses under a microscope? D) Why did an intensive course of antibiotics work if bacteria doesn’t exist? E) Why and how COULD a cut/wound possibly get infected if there are no germs? Why do things like raw garlic, alcohol, Neosporin…and once again antibiotics...etc., actually work then to kill bacteria/treat the infection?

And that leads to, If germs aren’t valid then why don't we drink untreated river or sewer water? Why don’t we eat raw meat? Why aren’t we eager to live amongst rotting garbage and rotting bodies? (smell aside. ;) ) Why do we know not to eat food that has gone bad? Including canned food that has swelled up? Why do we wash our dishes with hot water? These ones are a bit rhetorical, but also serious as well.

As mentioned there is a genuine conspiracy going on with COVID, namely, the poison jab masquerading as a “vax” was not created using any isolated “COVID specimen.” Please see Dr. Carrie Madej’s excellent presentation that gets into this, among many other things: odysee.com/@thenewamericanvideo:7/210429_Carr So who really knows WTF is going on with COVID. One thing we can say is that prior to COVID, regular flus and colds did NOT leave people with permanent/intermittent smell loss. So I do believe “COVID” was some sort of manufactured bioweapon, a stronger version of the cold/flu that does a lot more damage, and targeting males, and Asians, due to having more ACE2 receptors. However, it’s not the boogeyman plague they’re pretending it is, using it as their means to a mass genocide, via the poison jab “solution,” and ultimately a global control ends. So it’s a tangled web. Not a black/white issue. And which also means, it doesn’t somehow “prove” TT. Yet it’s something the TT proponents are latching onto to try to prove it does. (Continued in attached comment 👇👇)
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Terrain Theory comes off as another classic example of the whole “Black/White Polarized False Two Choice Dichotomy” thing. Either we’re total powerless victims of germs/disease in the way mainstream science/pharmaceutical companies would love us to believe, or, tHeRE aRe nO GeRmS! That’s it. Those are your only two, extreme choices. But how about the Third Option as always? That big thing I’ve talked endlessly about on my website? In this case, that germs are a real thing, BUT….we have the power to override sickness, heal ourselves and to control many things happening within our bodies. I’ve done it myself, multiple times in various ways, and know others who have too, and read amazing accounts of it, so I know this is true. But again…….does this prove that germs aren’t a valid and real thing? No, IMO. It just means we can override them, if we’re aware ahead of time and know what to do. As a baby I obviously didn’t know and wasn’t in a position to override anything. As an adult I can, and have, for various things. If our immune systems are lowered and we’re under severe stress, coupled with a poor diet AND lack of awareness/taking concerted action, we leave ourselves wide open to whatever might be floating around out there. Eliminate those things and suddenly we start being able to take back control of the wheel.

As always, it’s good and absolutely NECESSARY to question and analyze things, so don’t fall for anybody (ironically!) trying to claim that “You just have cognitive dissonance! You just can’t handle the truth! You’ve been brainwashed!” because you DO question and are able to think for yourself. Always remember the story of “The Emperor’s New Clothes.”

Some of these trendy theories may turn out to be valid. But some will not be, but they rely on A) Weak thinkers, who can be easily persuaded by those who speak/write with conviction, and who think that because they keep seeing something all around social media therefore it must have validity (group/herd influence), along with B) A fast moving society that doesn’t have time to fact check, question, analyze or drill down on anything, C) Those who know they don’t have the background in a particular discipline and therefore feel who are they to question this..….right?? and D) people who are often doing all their online activity on a crappy little phone with bad internet connection and data capability, preventing proper personal research. Another aspect of these theories that also helps them to catch on is that they often add some “FUN!” element to people’s lives, but where it’s not serious enough of a subject/issue that those who believe it NEED to truly understand it. Scrolling, clicking, moving fast on the ‘net on a shitty phone, come across it, skim it superficially, “I dunno…sounds cool….I dunno….” Give it a like, repost, and now it’s their new fun idea to promote.

So, just some more food for thought…..
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What's funny is that Tom and I were just joking two days ago about the idea of creating a made up conspiracy theory that was just so far fetched ridiculous it would be kind of obvious, but yet present it as being serious, speaking/writing with conviction about it...........then sit back and watch how many people fall for it. Even better, let it go on for a bit of time, gathering momentum and fans, as more and more people come across it, do the "I dunno.....sounds cool.....I dunno....." thing that they all seem to do nowadays, giving it likes and reposts, and doing zero investigation for themselves, then finally come clean and reveal, HA! Just kidding! It was all just a joke people, we made it up! We were just having a laugh...... Then watch as the guaranteed holdouts insist "Well, I know they say it's made up but akshully I can see that there's truth to it....." That phenomenon where people are completely unable to admit they got duped and still try to cling on to the lie in some way. Another phenomenon would be people saying "They've been replaced! That's why they're doing the 180 now and claiming it was all lies! They've been killed off and replaced by duplicates!" 🤣

And sure enough, what do I see in the Daily Mail today but some mention of a guy who created a fake, outlandish conspiracy theory to troll people.
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In my case I caught Meningitis from another kid who had it, not from a vaccine. It became a bit of minor scandal actually. The hospital had to trace back how I got it, and that's how they figured out that one of the docs had knowingly put me and other kids in a holding room with another kid that had already been diagnosed with Meningitis, because he was in a hurry and wanted to get to his July 4th Bicentennial festivities. :/ So it seems I wasn't the only kid who got it as a result of that holding room bruhaha, which is how the hospital was able to trace things back and figure out what had happened.

So that leads to my original question - How did I catch Meningitis if germs are not something that infect us?


"Bioterrain medicine isn't saying that germs don't exist, but that they have a specific role to play in our body system and are not something to go to war with. You'll often hear it compared to garbage men being accused of causing the mess, when in reality they were sent to clean up the trash."

Right.....and IMO this is more generic/vague explanations that don't answer any of the questions I posed. This is the issue I keep running into with any person I ask about this. Vague (and sometimes outright convoluted) "explanations" that don't actually explain anything. I'd say it's frustrating to keep running into this, except I'm not invested in the theory to begin with, so ultimately it doesn't matter if I can't get a good explanation, and it's what I was actually expecting anyway. I have zero track record with getting detailed, drilled down responses from anybody about this subject.

Germs are just there to "clean up the trash"? What is the detailed, drilled down explanation of what the "trash" actually is then, if it's not bacteria and viruses? What is the actual explanation for all these various diseases and illnesses that manifest the same symptoms in people universally, and manifest the same critters under a microscope, and can therefore be killed, often via antibiotics? Like my highly contagious Bacterial Meningitis, that I caught, from being in close proximity to another kid who had it, not got via a vaccine. "Germs are not something to go to war with"? Well, I would have died from the germs that infected my body at 1 1/2 were it not for being flooded by counteracting antibiotics. (Which they actually didn't think would work because I was so far gone by that point. My idiot "mom" waited almost too long to call the doctor, and there was actual "divine intervention" involved to get her to finally do it.)


"The big revelation in my mind and maybe where the confusion is coming from is that Bioterrain medicine is saying that what have been considered viruses are actually exosomes and that viruses have never truly been isolated."

How does that clear up the confusion though? There are still no details. Real details and explanations are needed.
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@Dauphin_ Thanks for the suggestion, it sounds really helpful. :) Have you ever discovered revelatory insights into people using this method?
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@AbandonedScoutCamp

"....our body is not flawed... what we call illness is the body doing what it can to correct imbalances by detoxing and become stronger... illness is caused by one of three things or a mix of; overload of toxins, deficiency of nutrients (ie lacking a cell salt or more) and emotional shock to the body."

But this still doesn't answer any of the questions I posed, which is something I keep encountering. You're straight up saying I didn't have Meningitis, and neither did the kid I caught it from, or any of the other kids who also caught it from him by being put in the same holding room. All of us just coincidentally experienced "spontaneous body detoxing/lack of nutrients/emotional issues"......at the exact same time, in the exact same manner, with the exact same symptoms, AND.....with the exact same microbes appearing in all of our spinal fluids. That there was no actual airborne contagion that was transmitted around to us kids, getting into our bodies/spines/brains, who were all put into the same enclosed room together.

Really? *While the three main things you cited as the cause of illness are valid factors in some illness it doesn't mean they can account for all.*

And in the meantime you're falling back on statements like "It is a challenge to break free the assumptions associated with allopathic medicine's conditioning. But it is worth the effort and research to break free from this barbaric system" as well as "...and will likely be able to have better answers to your questions in the future."

That doesn't fly. If you don't understand the theory and can't fully explain it.....then there's a problem. It seems the root of the reason why you've accepted and advocated for this theory is because you find the mainstream medical establishment to be barbaric. Which yes, it definitely can be, and why I've avoided it myself for most of my adult life, finding ways to try to heal/treat myself if at all possible. (Addressed in Part 3 of my original post above.) Their solution to many things is just "Cut it out of the body! Burn it with chemo! Take these pills that have 550 side effects that are worse then the original condition just so we can make money!"

But what you're doing involves several fallacies of thinking rolled into one: "Binary choices/black-white false two choice dichotomy," and "Throwing babies out with the bathwater." Because there are flaws in allopathic medicine therefore reject all of it, meanwhile embracing an alternate theory as the full explanation for everything, but which you can't actually explain.

Proponents of Terrain Theory need to do better than this!
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Reposting a comment I just made in my Terrain Theory post, after a TT proponent responded, because it's a great example/summary of everything I keep encountering when trying to get proponents of this theory to explain it. I can never get a clear explanation, there are often logical fallacies happening and even more importantly, the theory doesn't/can't account for everything we see going on in the world with regards to illness/disease.
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@Antares_Theophylline Thanks for the explanation. Helps me to understand where they're coming from a little better, because so far I haven't been able to get explanations beyond what I've mentioned, which weren't making any sense. Yours makes much more sense, although I can't say I agree with their conclusions. The first point you made though was indeed interesting, about microbes being present, yet, illness not manifesting. I would be curious to learn about those types of cases, in terms of exactly what type of microbes were appearing/which diseases they should have correlated to, yet didn't. (Not expecting you to provide that info, just noting that it stood out for me as being something interesting.) The reason being is that it reminds me of HIV/AIDS, and how in the book "Inventing the AIDS Virus" by Dr. Peter Duesberg, he noted that for starters, AIDS isn't an actual virus that can be viewed under a microscope; it's a list of symptoms that people manifest when their immune systems are crashing out, and secondly, the HIV retrovirus is *not* present in 100% of all AIDS cases, so therefore proving that HIV cannot be the cause of AIDS, the way we've been taught. Many AIDS patients didn't test positive for HIV, and meanwhile even more HIV cases never turn into AIDS. The whole "HIV = AIDS" lie is what they used to push AZT, which turned out to be the actual killer. (More murder racket brought to the masses courtesy of Dr. Fauci.) So yeah, what you noted reminded me of that.
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I've been watching Matt Fraser stuff for a couple of years now. From the first vid I watched I was like, huh......damn........ O.o You know when you're seeing the real deal, by reading body language/facial expressions and such, and he was it. The vids were older stuff from when he first started out, when he was in the in-studio guest on WAAF in Boston, and it was impressive. In his book Matt talks about how a popular Boston FM rock station had invited him on their afternoon show in order to make fun of him as comical entertainment, basically. So obviously he's talking about WAAF. ;) They put him on after some stripper they were "interviewing," and only intended for 10 minutes to try to do their best to expose him as a fraud and mock him. But that 10 minutes blew them away to such an extent they kept him on for the rest of the show, taking calls from listeners, doing live on-air readings....and then made him a regular in-studio guest, where his popularity skyrocketed. So WAAF wound up helping him get his start in the northeast for Mass/Conn/RI once he started doing live shows.

I think I've watched literally every single vid on his channel, including old ones that are no longer on there, with both a skeptical but open mind. And having watched every vid I can say, He's not faking. What I've noticed about the skeptics in the comments is that A) They've clearly only watched one vid before jumping in and attacking (none of them have ever denied only watching one vid when I've asked), B) They latch onto one little thing and then try to nitpick the hell out of that, triumphantly declaring him a 100% fraud, which ties into C) Cherry picking evidence; latching onto one little weird (and wrong) thing, while ignoring 99.9999% of the rest of the evidence. D) They'll even say things like "....and he probably charges a fortune too, ripping people off/preying on the gullible/etc!" (not true) speaking from assumptions without even researching, and E) They can't be reasoned with. They display what I've seen described as "Obsessive Debunking Syndrome." 🤣 My favorite is when they say "He fishes for answers!" when he *literally* does the exact opposite, and tells people to shhh, and won't let them get a word in. 🤣

Having experienced what it's like to "communicate with a dead relative" (wasn't looking for it; it just happened, for a specific reason) I can say that what he's described of how it can be matches up to what I've experienced. I'm not normally into mediums, but after coming across his stuff I wouldn't even watch anybody else by this point. He set the bar/broke the mold. I like how he caters to regular people and only charges $19 for online group readings, so people can afford it. His vids are addictive, so if you're unfamiliar with his stuff definitely check out his channel.
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Continuing from my main post, just wanted to add, since I ran out of room: In every single vid I've watched Matt has never been wrong, ever. 100% track record. There are moments when somebody is denying something, "nope, nope, nope..." or acting slow and confused, but then it'll turn out Matt was right. They were forgetting something or just slow on the uptick. So something he's fond of jokingly saying in those situations is "Hello!!! Pay attention!!!!!" But when it comes to death there are literally endless ways a person can die. Alone in their home, surrounded by others, estranged from family, in car accidents, murders, accidental overdoses, suicides (walking in front of a train, putting a gun to their head, hanging themselves, etc., all of which have come up in his readings) long and ongoing illnesses and sudden, fast health emergencies, you name it, there are endless ways and scenarios for people to exit stage left, therefore making it impossible for somebody to just accurately guess how anybody died.....and do so with a 100% track record. But he's never once been wrong in any reading. The level of details he provide.... he'll tell people exactly down to the letter how a person passed, things that were said in the hospital room just before they went, including clearing up mysteries surrounding some people's deaths when there's debate about whether it was a purposeful suicide or an accident, and it's not stuff that he got from Facebook, Twitter, etc. and it's not stuff that can be derived from "cold reading" people. People will occasionally play games with him by hiding objects from the deceased off camera, to see if he mentions it, and he does, freaking them out. So yeah, interesting stuff for sure. It's the level of details that drew me in.

Here's a direct link to his videos, most of which are currently the most interesting readings from his online group readings:

youtube.com/c/MattFraserPsychicMedium/videos

Links to a couple of Matt's early WAAF appearances:

youtube.com/watch?v=75uikjaLtAE

youtube.com/watch?v=rE5crCXNvYc

(There's a third WAAF one that I can no longer find on YT, where another listener calls in and Matt described a neck/spinal severing that happened to the deceased, along with endless other details about them, just blowing everybody away.)
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So "comedian" Bob Saget just died at 65 from undetermined causes, found in his Orlando hotel room before a show. (Update: Autopsy report is saying that his head was bashed in/fractured, "as if hit by a baseball bat." Family has filed an injunction to prevent further info from being released to the public.)

I imagine most of my followers are pretty savvy about the whole Hollywood pedophile subject by this point, but some may not be. So before anybody starts to feel sad because this guy starred in some weird TV show they may have watched as a kid, which then creates nostalgia....don't.

Excerpts from Bob Saget's roast, where the main subject is Saget raping Mary Kate Olsen. Repeatedly this is mentioned as a "AHAHAHAHA" joke, even by his own Full House costar, John Stamos:

youtube.com/watch?v=ezM95_Y9ABk

Gotta love the joke about Bob slipping the Olsen twins a drugged up chocolate milk so he could have his way with them as they awaken three hours later on their stomachs with a "sore ass." The Olsen twins were babies when the show debuted, and only 9 when it ended. So all the jokes about Mary Kate, and including the one with the punchline about how you tell them apart (Ashley swallows) are about actual kids. And the audience just laughs uproariously through every joke. I've never seen anything like this. The shocking part to me is that Bob isn't the butt of the jokes here.......the Olsen twins are. Why?? How cruel and sick is that?? And who knows WTF is going on with Gilbert Gottfried repeatedly joking that Bob raped and murdered a girl in 1990, and that other lady's joke about Bob raping and killing sitcoms and leaving them for dead in a ditch, which is supposed to be a veiled reference to the same thing.

Then you have the "joke" about how every week Full House kept 3 pedophiles off the street, which leads to the subject of Bob's Full House costar Dave Coulier. Most know that Dave used to "date" Alanis Morrissette, and it's what her iconic 90s song "You Oughta Know" was about. What many don't know though is that she was 14 when they started "dating." He was 29, turning 30. So when she was singing "An older version of me / Is she perverted like me? / Would she go down on you in a theater?" at 21, in 1995, those were lyrics written several years before, talking about things she was doing with Dave when she was 14/15/16. When he was 29/30/31.

There's a lot to be found about Bob Saget, the Stephen Colbert lookalike (another Hollywood elite "comedian" who jokes about things like Satanic child sacrifice and cannibalism), it's all out in the open and presented as jokes from "a nice guy who just happens to have a filthy mind." But I can't get past the Mary Kate jokes. Welcome to Hollywood. :/ This is completely normal to these "people," and the gullible masses who engage in celebrity worship will defend it as "just jokes."

looper.com/456030/the-bob-saget-controversy-y
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@Dinosaurus12 @abducteejournal (combining two responses in one.) My conclusion? They're not people in the way we think of people. Bare minimum, possessed/shadowed by higher demonic/archonic/Reptilian/etc. neg stuff. To make it in Hollywood to the level that Bob Saget made it - costar of a major sitcom for years, host of America's Funniest Home Videos for many years, "successful" stand up career and then back to his former sitcom once again, and everything he did in between - requires some high level nefarious deeds going on behind the scenes. Blood sacrifice, child rape, etc. etc. Nobody gets handed anything in Hollywood due to just talent, or even looks. (And he had neither.) Because there are endless good looking and talented people in the world vying for the same few positions in the entertainment industry. So if you want it you have to pay the gatekeepers. And somebody who would happily pay that price is a psychopath/sociopath to begin with, then probably gets the demon/Reptilian/archon attachments after engaging in the blood sacrifice/child rape/rituals stuff. Or we really could just be dealing with full on "Reptilian shapeshifters" like some people believe, which is where people claim to see the reptilian slit eye thing going on with so many in Hollywood. I've known some trusted women with the Sight who claimed to see such things going on among us. There are those walking among us in everyday situations out in the world that are not people.

I can't wrap my head around the brazen jokes about Mary Kate though....over and over and over in that one roast, considering she was only 1-9 years old during the show. It's truly shocking to me. I've never seen/heard anything like that before. Bunch of adults grinning, laughing, smirking, about the rape of somebody as a baby/child, and just repeatedly going for her like that. So yes, IMO they're just evil for evil's sake. They're not people. And we're not living where we think we live. I'm going to be doing a designated Gab post about *that* point shortly. But we don't live where we think we live, is the only way to put it.
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Since I've already been talking about Bob "Loves Jokes About Raping Children and Murdering Women" Saget, let's just go all in for a full on two-for back-to-back special.

Months back when I was going further down the Satanic Hollywood Pedophile/Ritual blood contracts (and Baphomet Transgendered entertainers.....etc.) rabbit hole courtesy of BitChute, which has all the vids that have been banned on YT, I came across repeated references in various comments to the "Altiyan Childs exposes Freemasonry" vid. (Australian "X Factor" winner.) Looked it up. Turns out it's freaking *FIVE HOURS LONG.* 🤣 O.o Okay, I have lots of free time, so whatever. Started to watch it, but was immediately massively annoyed by the manipulative reverse psychology nonsense that Altiyan engages in. "I know you're not going to believe this but..." "Still don't believe me?" "Think I"m crazy?" It's just INCESSANT. I guess he thinks it's going to cause low IQ people to be like, "NUH UH!!! I BELIEVE YOU!!! I DO!!! I'M NOT LIKE THAT!!! I'M GONNA KEEP WATCHING!!!!" 🙄

However......the content itself, in between all that, was definitely interesting, and the most comprehensive breakdown of Freemasonic symbolism, rules and ritual practices in relation to Satanism that I've ever seen, hands down. It's like a university course on the subject that will make you truly rethink all those Freemasonic Temples sitting in every city in the Western world if you weren't already. So no doubt, he and whoever he's working with put a LOT of effort into compiling everything in that vid. So in the end I resigned myself to suffer through the constant reverse psychology manipulations since I could see the content was worth it, and over the course of several days made it through the entire five hours (at 1.25 times the normal speed).

bitchute.com/video/0YrUUvahnyAu/

One of several things I came away thinking after watching this vid, and which I know isn't unique or original but, this vid is what made it click for me, is that Satanists and Freemasons spend *SO MUCH TIME* being "at war with God!!" that it's actually laughable. They have **literally** devoted every second of every day to "doing what thou wilt" (in an effort to rebel against God; "I'm gonna do what I WANNA do!! WAAA!") as well as actual acts of debauchery, murder/sacrifice, sex rituals, including with children, you name it, just always throwing temper tantrums against God, Jesus, and anything that represents goodness, beauty and creation. Then the whole upside down cross thing - every time they wear it they're throwing yet another tantrum. Just petulant little children. I never thought about it in those terms until sitting through five hours of this, learning about them in depth, but yeah......there it is. "Wow dude, God and Jesus live rent free in your mind, 24/7." 🤣 Bit of an irony there.

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Part 2 continued from main post.....

The other point I came away with was just how prevalent Freemasonry really is in our society, including all those related "Orders and Fraternities and Lodges" we see everywhere. But if you've ever wondered why so many everyday people in this world are so highly......compromised, then this video will really help that click. It's another major reason. Many are Masons, which are just a whitewashed form of Satanists. There's one part of the vid where it shows all the various pins and badges from many Masonic and Fraternal Order lodges from all over, and it's shocking the type of images depicted on them. LOT of beastiality for starters. That's a big one. So when people are like, "Oh, but my grandad was a Mason! He was part of a Lodge, but he wasn't evil! He was a regular guy!" Was he? May want to look a little closer at those pins/badges he had. 🔎

Judges, cops, and everyday people in power who look the other way when evil is occurring, not arresting child molesters and rapists, not doing anything about children being abused, helping to farm kids through the foster "care" system where more abuse and rape happens to them, etc., allowing criminals to be on the streets who have no business being released, and in general helping to make the world as negative and chaotic as it is. You can thank these types, who've pledged their allegiances to these masked Satanic organizations/lodges/orders/fraternities.
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Since I'm on a roll with "the dark side of conspiracy" let's address one more thing that I mentioned in passing yesterday....the Baphomet transgendered "entertainers."

This is a huge subject that has taken off in recent years, the idea that everybody in Hollywood and the music industry is a "tranny deceiver!" When I first came across it I was definitely :/ skeptical to put it mildly, going in with a mostly closed mind. I'm still not fully onboard with it all, but I've definitely changed my stance, that's for sure.

What I'm in firm disagreement with is that "EVERYBODY!" is a tranny in Hollywood. No. But a lot may definitely be. And there's definitely a few actresses and singers that I'm 99% positive are by this point, who, prior to coming across this theory, I wouldn't have paid attention to and realized. (Now I can't NOT see it. 🤣 It's REALLY obvious. And coincidentally many of the biggest accused tranny females have never had kids at all, or just adopted.) Though just because some
"have had kids" always remember, the whole Moon Bump thing is HUGELY popular for staging fake pregnancies, whether you're a tranny or just vain and using a surrogate, but pretending for the masses to eliminate controversy. Just make sure it doesn't accidentally collapse on you when you're bending over, like it did to Beyonce once. oops.

The big question though is WHY would they do this?! It's something that's addressed in this video that starts out showing the most obnoxiously obvious tranny European royals in modern history. bitchute.com/video/evxVHR2nbOZT/ (🤣 WOW.) But the slideshow includes audio from an uncredited interview, where some guy says it's basically for their "God." The whole Satanic Baphomet androgyny thing. Where once again......it's endless rebellion against God and natural creation, something I mentioned in today's post for the "Altiyan Childs Exposes Freemasonry" vid.

On the one hand it may seem farfetched that Hollywood is also engaging in this to that level as well, including many of the now middle aged stars and singers we all grew up with. But the more you learn the more it can't be denied just how many are openly pledging their allegiance to dark forces. All the photoshoots where they're doing the Masonic poses, or throwing up their "gang signs" of the OK/666 hand sign, the "shhh" finger covering the mouth, and of course covering the eye, either with the entire hand, the 666 circle or forming a pyramid over it. Making sure to be posed with Masonic checkerboards, pyramids, Eyes of Ra, suns with rays, etc.

So...transgendering themselves, or their children? That's just another Tuesday apparently. Not a big deal, considering what they had to do to make it to the top in the first place. And now many of the Gen X Hollywood actresses have been transgendering their children very openly. The blind gossips refer to it as "The Club." (Continued in comments. 👇👇👇)
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Also RE: many of the accused supposed male to female Hollywood trannies - I do think in many instances what may be a true female is also channeling some very aggressive, dark, demonic/Reptilian energy, and this causes their faces/eyes to appear very....intense, to put it mildly. O.o So many endless pics of this sort of thing floating around out there, but where the accusers just assume they're men. They're probably not actually. Just your garden variety possessed vessels. O.o The accusers have rightfully noted something majorly whack going on with their looks.....but just came to the wrong conspiracy conclusion in many instances. (And many of the female singers have openly admitted to either having alter ego personalities and/or letting other beings/entities take them over when performing.) So a lot of unraveling and discernment has to be applied to this conspiracy. Some might be trannies, others might be full o' demons. Some could be both at the same time.

One of the reasons I've been getting into all of this is because it ties into the overall idea of what's happening in this world. Who really runs it. We've incarnated into a realm that's been hijacked, or maybe was intended to be this way all along, and a huge part of that hijacking involves something very dark, and Satanic/demonic. The signs of it literally surround us. Corporate logos that are nothing but the same repeating Illuminati/Masonic symbols. Politicians, world leaders, heads of corporations and financial institutions who are getting up to Satanic/Masonic rituals behind the scenes. bitchute.com/video/Pnh3javGauGk/ (At 23:00 minutes he starts getting into Satanism/Luciferianism. At 24:50 he gets into the child sacrifices.) Hollywood, music industry performers and many professional athletes completely embodying all these Masonic/Illuminati and/or MK Ultra symbolisms in their photoshoots, CD "art," music videos and live performances, also getting up to to the Satanic/Masonic rituals behind the scenes, and all of these groups getting up to the Baphomet transgendering as well. Years ago it was more hidden. Now it's just brazenly out in the open, and they're bragging about it. Showing off their 33rd level Freemasonic rings on camera, openly admitting they "sold their soul," openly transgendering their young children instead of doing it in secret the way it was apparently done for the older Hollywood stars and singers, saying things like "Thank Lucifer!" in a "whew!" way instead of the usual Thank God. (Lady Gaga). And on and on.

All major aspects of the world have been taken over by it. But still there are good souls incarnated in the middle of this circus clown show that has completely gone off the rails. The main point of all this is ultimately probably to encourage people to be aware, mainly. Because most aren't. Even I wasn't aware to the level I am now. I thought I knew some things but um...nope. O.o Still had a long way to go.
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Tying into the linked video about transsexuals in European royalty, the 20th century feminist movement and top positions of power, here's a couple more that should be added in.

FBI Assistant Director Jill Sanborn: google.com/search?q=%22jill+sanborn%22&source First thought when I saw her image today for the first time was, Like HELL that's a female. O.o Small, sloped back male forehead, protruding male browbone that's close to the eyes, and large male skull and jaw. She doesn't even pass.

Facebook "controlled burn whistleblower" France(i)s Haugen:
google.com/search?q=frances+haugen&source=lnm

Again....immediate first thought when I saw her image months ago was, Like HELL that's a female. O.o Male brow bone that's close to the deep set, male looking eyes, and large male skull and jaw. Again, she doesn't even pass.

That's why M to F's are the hardest to pass off and easiest to spot. It's hard, and sometimes impossible, to undo all the male physical traits, from large skull and jaw/chin, protruding browbone and deep set eyes that are close to the brows, large man hands, large shoulders, straight up and down spine that lacks the curve that females have, broad chest and lack of hips. That's why F to M's are the easiest to pull off. They can add on through Testosterone alone many of the male traits, from developing an Adam's Apple and deepening the voice, growing facial hair and bulking up the entire body at the gym to levels that often surpass the average biological male, masking things like smaller shoulders and chest. Giveaways though will be the female hips/butt, the curved lower spine, wide forehead and feminine eyes.

Couple weeks ago when Tom and I were out for a walk a very fit and muscled shirtless male jogger passed by us on the sidewalk, but the first thing I noticed was the prominent "female hourglass hips and bubble butt," like, What the...?!?! Contrasted the fit/muscular male looking upper body. Realized I was most likely looking at a F to M. F to M's as I've seen LOVE to go shirtless after having their top surgery, to show off their chests and muscles. If I could have seen them from the front it would have confirmed things, as there would have been scars for the breast removal surgery.

(Tagging whoever has commented on this post, in case this is of interest. @project33 @Whiskey_Jack )
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Once again while perusing BitChute for vids on weird and conspiratorial subjects I came across a video that jumped out at me, called "A Lot of Missing People Now Found Dead Under Water."

The reason it jumped out at me was because I've seen two stories recently on the mainstream DailyMail website about dead people who'd gone missing decades ago suddenly being found in submerged cars in water. With the first one I was like, Wow, huh. Didn't strike me as weird, but I did remember it. So when the second one happened back to back? At that point I was like, WHAT the....?!! I immediately remembered the previous story from maybe not even two weeks before. Seemed bizarre, and I immediately suspected shenanigans, but had no way to prove it.

Well, turns out the first two examples shown in this vid are those two recent stories I was reading about in the DailyMail. So glad somebody made a video about it. bitchute.com/video/n4ebA8vKsvYr/

(BTW, I came for the video's content and stayed for this guy's narration. 🤣 Checked out the rest of his videos, and while I don't subscribe to all his theories - he's a classic case of believing everybody in the entertainment industry is a tranny for instance, a subject covered in my last Gab post. While there obviously are trannies in the entertainment industry [and politics....and in royal families.....] it doesn't mean everybody is. And definitely not all the ones he thinks are. But his narrations and laughing are amusing, and my favorite is when he punctuates his statements with the deadpan "MOVE." His version of GTFO.)

This story illustrates some serious conspiracy though when it comes to the "news." Some sort of YouTube channel pitch for a reality TV docuseries, who knows.......disguising itself as actual real life news with supposed real life dead people who've been missing for years, and being presented in real news outlets? We all know that "reality" TV isn't real, duh. But these news stories weren't passing themselves off as reality TV. They were passing themselves off as real, about real dead/missing people. Were those people even real?

When Tom was watching with me something he pointed out about the truck getting pulled out of the lake (that as the narrator points out, isn't dripping water :/ ) the tires are brand spanking new and fully inflated. For a truck that's been in the water for 12 years that's certainly amazing! :/ Seriously, you could pull those tires off and put them on another vehicle and pick up where they left off.

I'll let his breakdown of these stories do the talking. He drills down on all aspects of the fakery in these stories. This is nothing though I guess compared to the idea of "Crisis Actors at Staged Mass Shootings and Bombings." O.o That's where "fake news" gets taken to the ultimate next level. (Continued in comments 👇 👇👇)
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An interesting theory that Tom had about this whole thing, if the people being suddenly "found" are really real people who went missing all those years/decades ago, is that maybe they were ritual sacrifices for some group (Masonic, Satanic, etc.) and they know where these dead people's personal belongings are, and they decided now's the time to start capitalizing on it all. Stage fake "discoveries" of their vehicles, pretending they just happened to drive off roads into the water every time (yeah, 'cause that happens) after smearing mud on them and rolling the footage in reverse (hence why there's no dripping water on a truck being "pulled out of" the water. You can film a truck smeared with mud being rolled into the water though and reverse that.) So stage these fake vehicle findings and use it to create a show and make money on it, now that enough time has gone by.

Who knows. But nothing surprises me anymore. This world is nuts. Total clown show. But at the bare minimum I can say with certainty there is absolutely no freaking WAY these guys just HAPPEN to keep finding vehicles in bodies of water that have already been checked multiple times over in the past, doing what law enforcement have never been able to. Which is what the narrator "MAG" says. This isn't even "Missing: 411" territory. This is just straight up staged.
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Of all the places I've ever seen pics or vids of in the world, my #1 all time location is hands down, the Swiss Alps. I'm not a fan of cold weather, but I would live there in a **second.** From everything I've seen that's the best place on Earth. To be able to bike along all the trails they have in the mountains....I've joked I would probably end up driving right off a cliff, because I'd just be constantly looking up and all around like "OH MY GOOOOOODDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!! WOOWWWWWW!!!!" 🤣 I don't know how people live there every day like it's nothing and don't just lose their minds with the scenery.

Here's a good little variety of vids to start with of Swiss Alps related things:

Switzerland's longest mountain coaster:
youtube.com/watch?v=KNPma9KMSD0

Wingsuit Gliding through the Crack Gorge:
youtube.com/watch?v=sKqTe8F18sQ

Lauterbrunnan Valley walking tour (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! There's not enough exclamation points):
youtube.com/watch?v=GReyEtIaMD0

Lauterbrunnan to Grindelwald driving: youtube.com/watch?v=CJzjLNXZrRA

The Swiss Alps, with Rick Stevens
This guy is the corniest guy I've ever seen on TV 😄 but I love the variety of scenery and "Swiss stuff" in this travel vid:
youtube.com/watch?v=Cd1Tc2UpnDY and
youtube.com/watch?v=QLh1tnvDCdw

What's funny is most every European I've ever communicated with always is like, "Oh yeah, and if you guys are ever here (in whatever country they live in) we could visit" like it's just the most normal thing in the world to....travel around from country to country like that. Hoppin' on jets, flying the world like a rich person, with passports and just full of foreign language knowledge. Well, not for most Americans it isn't. :D Most Europeans I've talked to seem rich, and for Europeans "traveling around Europe" it would be our equivalent of driving around the states of the U.S. Except with actual borders, requiring full on passports and foreign language knowledge. And WAY better scenery. But their entire country is often the size of just one of our states, and completely rimmed by all these other cool countries, so they're just used to that. Hop in your car and literally.....drive to multiple other countries in any given day if you want, and where of COURSE you just happen to always have a passport in your purse or part of your wallet. ;) So I think they forget it's not like that for many Americans. We're not just gonna be like, "Oh yeah, next week I'll be in Switzerland, then Germany a few days later, then I'm gonna run over to France, and pop by Italy, and for kicks I'll swing over to Prague. Good thing I can speak Swiss German, German, French, Italian and Czech!" " :D
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So yesterday I was lying in bed awake in late morning (went to bed at 5 a.m.) and started randomly thinking about Kitty, and how this year will be the 10 year anniversary of her death. Thinking, does it really feel like 10 years?? Then realizing, Yeah, it does. O.o Had more thoughts about Kitty, and her personality, the things she used to do, and how much I miss her. 10 years, and it never goes away. Then I finally fell back to sleep.

Immediately fell into a vivid dream right after that, which was odd. But I was suddenly standing over a gray and black striped Tabby/Tiger cat. Full sized adult, lying on its right side with its left leg stretched out, in a room that was lit with daylight. I continued to "look in on" this cat as it laid there peacefully, then leaned down to try to give it a little kiss on the head before leaving.

I woke up wondering what that was all about. You'd think I would have dreamed about Kitty herself, who was all black. Then I had the realization.....I think I was looking in on Kitty in her new life. It had been 10 years after all, and if she reincarnated she'd definitely be a full fledged adult by now, which that cat was. Whoever that cat was it was healthy and peaceful looking.

I've had that happen a few times though, meeting up with people I hadn't seen in years and other assorted beings in the dream state, and even had things I saw about them confirmed afterwards. I apparently do a LOT of traveling and visiting when I nod off.

So later that night I stepped outside and noted the cooler air and how the air smelled fresh, then went back in. Made a comment about it to Tom, who then for whatever reason went out immediately to check it out. I saw him come back inside, grab his phone and go back out again. When he came back inside he mentioned there was this interesting cloud formation going on that looked like a cat to him, which he took a pic of. Asked if I wanted to see. "Sure," I shrugged, only half interested. Shows me the image, pointing out the head, the arm, the body - to him it looked like a cat. And as I looked closer I realize............it's in the same exact position as the cat I was looking in on in my dream from earlier. With the left arm out like that and everything. I was like, Oh my god! and told him about my dream, which he didn't know about.

Kind of like a synchronicity confirming that maybe that dream from earlier was exactly what it seemed to be.....

Flashback to ~2010 or so, as I laid on my side in bed asleep and dreaming, and suddenly in my dream I saw a pink carnation looking flower filling my view. Leaned towards it to smell it.....meanwhile as Kitty in real life bumped her nose against mine at the exact same moment. She had been approaching me to see if I was awake, and decided to give me a sweet little nose bump "kiss." :)
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When typing this post I was listening to my "Oldies" playlist, and the Beatles song "Ob La Di" came on, smack in the middle. I even thought, Are you freaking kidding me?? Because after Kitty died in 2012 and I had to bring in her body to be cremated that was the immediate next song that came up on my playlist in my car after dropping off her body, as I started it up and took off, feeling extremely messed up. "Ob la di, ob la da, life goes on whoa, lala how their life goes on....ob la di, ob la da life goes on whoa, lala how life goes on...." I can never hear that song anymore without thinking about that. And then it came on again in the middle of doing a post about Kitty, her death and possible reincarnation. Where life goes on.......
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(Update: Issue now resolved. Still keeping this post for now in case it happens again and I need to reuse this. :D )

NOTE: Once again Gab is on the blitz. This time with regards to comment posting here on my Gab.

- All comments to my posts "go through" in the sense that you'll get a "Compose Submit Success" message. And the comment will show up in your personal "Comments" history section, again, as if it went through to me;

- HOWEVER.......People's comments *don't* actually show up under any of my brand new posts done after 1/14, when the issue first started. This is the worst part of the issue. It means that as of right now, going forward, I'm no longer able to do multi-part posts that continue in the comments, because they don't show up, and nobody can post a comment to any new post I do, because they won't show up either. My comments have been disabled. :/

- On a post with already existing comments that happened before this issue began on 1/14, the comment will show up under the post........BUT.....the comment *tally* doesn't reflect the new comment. So even if I got 10 new, independent comments from 10 separate people to a post that was done prior to this issue on 1/14, the tally might still say I only have 2.

- Then I had a couple of test comments that did work for a couple of my posts, which I then deleted, but the tally doesn't change for that either. So it says I still have "1 comment" for instance when I actually don't, because it was deleted.

So the issue is that no new comments on brand new posts can go though at all, and new comments to old posts that have existing comments don't get counted, and deleted test comments are still being counted when they shouldn't.
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@abducteejournal Apparently Gab just did some upgrades a few days ago, according to a volunteer tech support woman I've been in contact with, and my Gab was a casualty. 😄 Comments were not going through at all on new posts. It's nuts. Things seem to be sorting themselves out now, slowly but surely, but there's still a major delay between when a response comment is submitted and when it actually shows up. Though it's gone from 24+ hours to ~40 minutes. Hey, that's an improvement. O.o Tom's also noted issues with giving a like to something, but it doesn't go through. I had that too a day or so ago. Likes weren't registering. And a couple of weeks ago some of my followers had an issue where they weren't able to see any posts on their Home page for anybody they follow. Just gray lines. The only way for them to see new posts from the people they follow was to manually check each person's Gab page, one by one. Different people get different issues at different times it seems. Probably because accounts are hosted on different servers or something, that was Tom's guess.
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Time to resurrect one of my first ever Gab posts, addressing the crazy level of bigotry that goes on around Gab.

Reason being, today I had a new Gabber that showed up, liking some of my recent posts and even reposting several things, including my "In Other News Radio" interview, then he finally went and followed me. Not sure why though, because when I clicked on his name to see what his Gab was all about straight away in his bio he'd hit the ground running with Jewish slurs and other bigotry. um hm. Scrolled through his timeline content and it was more Jewish slurs and bigotry. um hm. :/ And it wasn't a troll account. I could tell this was a real person, posting his real thoughts and ideas. A lot of which happened to be anti Jew, and anti other groups. Nothing like the content I'm posting here, so again, who knows why he would have felt like he wanted to follow me of all people. Promptly blocked him. People like that I don't need following me, and I don't want to be associated with. It's low IQ, black/white polarized thinking moron territory, and not the part of Gab I affiliate with. What they don't get is that it's a reflection on them when they use those slurs, denigrating an entire group of people, across all of time, not somehow a reflection on the group they slur against.

That's the thing about Gab though, as I've talked about before. It's a free speech platform, so it's going to attract in a lot of those types who go bonkers with it. I also do believe a lot of them are indeed fake/troll accounts, to make Gab look like a bunch of violent, racist/bigoted extreme right wingers. But as always it's up to us as adults to exercise personal responsibility, choosing who/what we will or won't engage with. I've chosen to use Gab in my own way, as a "blog" basically, and an extension of my website, to get into a much wider variety of subjects than I would there since my website has a limited focus on the "woo" and abductions and such. I enjoy having a small group of followers who post thoughtful and insightful comments, and appreciate the engagement. And I truly don't want to have thousands of anonymous followers JUST to have followers, and who are all echo chamber clones, posting short, snarky/nasty comments and bigotry, and whose timelines are nothing but reposted memes about the same couple of tired topics, with total lack of original content. Are half those people even real people?? Doesn't seem like it. O.o My goals with Gab are very different from many other Gabbers. Call it an INFJ thing, but things matter to me. Quality, not quantity.

I'm not trying to virtue signal by bringing this up. And it doesn't mean I don't see the conspiracy going on in the world on all fronts - including the played out "Divide and Conquer" routine. :/ It just means I'm not idiotic enough to write off entire groups of people with vicious slurs. !!
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NOTE: Am continuing to block any new followers who have Gabs that are solely focused on bigotry. Anti Jew, Anti Black, using slurs and cartoon drawings that depict races in a derogatory way, etc. Again....I don't need people like that following me. My Gab isn't meant for them. They could use their Gab platform for a million different things......but that's their 100% focus, every single post. That's all they have to talk about in the world, the only thing going on in their heads. O.o Just blocked another today, 2/16, whose entire Gab, every post, including their handle name and bio image, was devoted to nothing but anti-Jew. These types somehow find me though because somebody else reposts something random, they see it, like it...........then kneejerk follow me like the idiot they are without first looking at the rest of my Gab. "Kneejerk following based on only a single post" is another indication of low IQ, same as the "paint everybody with the same brush" racism/bigotry.

This scene from the 1993 movie "Falling Down" completely encapsulates what so many Gabbers sound like that I see in the comments sections of so many of the big posts that show up on the main page. (The Nazi store owner.) This is exactly what I imagine they look like in real life, if they're even real people. Weird little trolls tossing around racial slurs.

youtube.com/watch?v=0jSVwZ8w3C4

This clip to me represents the "typical two sides of Gab." On the one side are the patriot Conservatives with the whole "traditional family values" thing, as depicted by Michael Douglas. Throughout the entire movie he "just wants to get home to his daughter" and is railing against the way in which society is deteriorating away from manners/decorum, personal responsibility, integrity/honesty and just simple decency. On the other are the extremist, low IQ, simpleton bigoted nutjobs, as depicted by the Nazi store owner.
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Thought this was super cool. 🙂 Somebody Tweeted Tom/Montalk a pic of our books, and Matthew Stephen/Bates' as well on a shelf in a bookstore in New South Wales, Australia. (Tom did the forward to Matthew's book, and Matthew follows us in case anybody is interested in checking out his Gab.) I was just like, Wow!! You can only get our books through our websites, so the bookstore owner would have had to buy them there in order to stock them in their shop.

Just seeing this though is too cool, made my night. 🙂
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Since a few people enjoyed some of the flashbacks to funny vids from years ago on YouTube here's a few more. Specifically from the "Bad Lip Reading" channel.

People who've seen these may not know that the voices are all done by the same one dude. And apparently he works in the music industry, which is how he's been able to create some of the unbelievable level songs.

We'll start out with the absolute best, the totally epic "Not the Future" Star Wars song. I'm not even a Star Wars fan, AT all, but......HOLY SHIT. O.o youtube.com/watch?v=k9tgLnI0fFc

And then "Seagulls! Stop it Now!" with Yoda and Luke Skywalker. 🤣
youtube.com/watch?v=U9t-slLl30E Another awesomely catchy song....


"Medieval Land Fun Time World" extended trailer (Game of Thrones):
youtube.com/watch?v=5Krz-dyD-UQ I've never watched a single GoT episode but this was awesome.

"More Hunger Games - A Bad Lip Reading of Catching Fire": youtube.com/watch?v=RKOZgQy8qrw Never seen a single Hunger Games movie either, but you don't need to have watched it to find it funny....

"Stranger Things" - youtube.com/watch?v=S-4rhjO6xYg


Favorite "Walking Dead" bad lip reading vids:

youtube.com/watch?v=I0BnadYbLIU (Tom and I still occasionally say "Time to rob a stagecoach!")

youtube.com/watch?v=jR4lLJu_-wE (The Governor's "La Bibbidity Bibbidity dum!" song never gets old. "Cluck! Went the chicken! And that's how they do it on Broadway!")



"Christmas is Here!" with Donald Trump and Melania:
youtube.com/watch?v=nranUeNkXpM Catchy tune!

Hillary Stories: youtube.com/watch?v=NdufyeAfPh0

White House Press Briefing: youtube.com/watch?v=8EsUNOIYyKg

"Debate Night 2020!" youtube.com/watch?v=kn-h78tuNiU

"State of the Union 2020" youtube.com/watch?v=VOyHF_OUuNE


There's so many good vids relating to the presidential debates and other political stuff, so here's the general search results for people to choose from: youtube.com/results?search_query=bad+lip+read I love that the vids aren't partisan - everybody gets made fun of equally in the politics-related vids no matter what party they are.
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@Dinosaurus12 I just added the one for "Stranger Things" in case you're interested and haven't seen it, since I know you're a fan of that as well......
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@bunnehbooboo @BgSis7 @RealStewPeters I've never heard any that sounded like this though. That wasn't a 46 year old, 24 year nursing veteran. If she'd said she'd been a nurse for *4* years, making her at best, 26 years old, that would have been very believable. Not *24* years, making her 46. Stew has had other nursing veterans on his show who were in their 40s and 50s, and they sound (and looked) their age. I truly believe something sketchy is going on here, but I don't necessarily think Stew was in on it. I think this chick was fronting for somebody else who had the information, rather than being the person who was seeing it for herself (there was zero conviction in her tone....she was very robotic, like she was narrating/parroting a script/information that somebody *else* had given her) and Stew jumped in and carried the weight to salvage the "interview." People need to get better at noticing this sort of thing and reading people. I've never said this about any SP interview guest. But I 100% am convinced there's something sketchy/fake about her.
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Here's a good example of what I was recently talking about, RE: people often not being able to recognize red flags or sketchy behavior in other people anymore, usually because they're too trusting/naive, and/or haven't had any real hands on training in dealing with reading people.

But on the latest Stew Peters show he's got a supposed whistleblower veteran nurse on (she claims to have been a nurse for *24 years*) talking about how people are being murdered in the hospital with the whole Remdesivir/ventilator tactic so their organs can be harvested. I have no issue with this in terms of being skeptical, because we know this is going on, many other sources have been corroborating it since late 2020. However I'm 100% convinced this chick isn't the true, original source of this info, and here's why:

- Vocally she sounds like a teen/20-something, and speaks *exactly* like a teen/20-something, with all the "um's" and "like's."
- Zero confidence, acts like a deer caught in the headlights, can't even get her words out. It's so bad Stew even commands her, "Lay it all out there, you emailed our show, don't hold back. Tell us what you really think is happening here." But grown middle aged lifelong nurses don't sound/speak like that. Stew's had other middle aged nurses on, and not a single one spoke or behaved anything like this.
- Rather than wait for her to try to start explaining things Stew then proceeds to just start firing off all the facts based on what he knows from the email he received, plus the knowledge he already has on this situation from others, while prompting her to confirm.
- Her confirmations are totally robotic. Nothing but "Correct.....correct......correct.....that's correct......correct......that is correct...." for most of her time on air. I've *never* heard an "interview" like this before.
- There's lack of conviction in her tone. Whatever she does report sounds like a script that she's robotically parroting that somebody *else* gave her.

My summary: while the information is most likely true, she however is not the original source of it. She DEFINITELY isn't a 46 year old middle aged 24 year nursing veteran. She's likely fronting for the true source who probably is that and put her up to it. Question is whether Stew knew this or not beforehand.

People who like to give benefits of the doubt try to weakly explain it as Oh, she was probably just nervous.... NO. Take ALL of the above into account. That is NOT the voice/speech pattern/behavior of a middle aged, 46 year old nurse. !!!

So, just think this is a great example, because nobody in the SP Gab comments besides me is even noticing this/questioning it. And I've already had two people on Gab try to excuse it in response to me pointing it out. Remember: It's okay to notice and question things. Stay sharp!
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When it comes to reading people, for me it's not even something I "turn on or off" like a switch, and "try" to do. I just do it. I can't explain it. But it's part of intelligence. If you've been alive on this Earth for enough years then you've had exposure to enough people, of all ages, backgrounds and walks of life. So your brain should just automatically be noticing how any new person you see/hear compares to *what you already know. What the established norm is.* And THAT'S what so many people aren't automatically doing from what I've seen firsthand out in the world. They just passively *accept* whatever is being presented to them..........*without comparing/contrasting, questioning or analyzing ANYTHING.* They treat all of life like they're sitting on their couch watching a mindless TV show for entertainment, where you don't need to think. You just passively sit and absorb and zone out. *And that's exactly why this world is in the state that it is. Just passively accepting and absorbing, with no questions, analysis or critical thinking.*

People apparently listened to this interview and it never even CLICKED for them "Wait a minute...............the way she speaks and sounds.......does that sound like somebody who has been a nurse for 24 years??" They didn't even do the math about how old she would have to be to have been a nurse for that long. "Does that sound like any middle aged, mid-40s woman I've ever encountered??" NOTHING clicked for them. It's just another TV show to sit and passively absorb in a tranced out state. Then all they could come up with were comments saying shit like, "It's so heart breaking!" "My heart breaks!" "This is awful if it's true!" I mean, really people?? That's all they heard. The "sad story" part, like a TV show drama. **But not the source itself.** Because they've been conditioned via TV and movies to only hear the lines being delivered......but not to question any of the "characters" delivering the lines.

It gets frustrating, because it's not just on the 'net that I see this. I've experienced it endlessly at so many jobs over the years with so many coworkers. Just suck ass, apathetic, lazy, they don't notice anything going on around them, nothing "clicks," they don't put pieces together, they don't question anything. Something unusual is afoot at a job and they don't see it. I do, immediately, try to point it out.....but nobody listens. Glazed over eyes, slow movements, just staring at me in a far away state, then slowly turning away, shrugging, dismissing......"I dunno....." Then it turns out I was right, there was an issue. But nobody was able to even pay attention to see it. This has happened too many times to count. It's a microcosm of the entire world at large.
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@Antares_Theophylline I agree to all of that. Definitely a major component to what's happening nowadays.
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Pics of everyday, non-beach related scenery around Boca.....


1. Sunset at Boca Raton Municipal Airport - 10/19/18. Was on an evening bike ride on the El Rio Trail, then took a spin past the airport on Spanish River Boulevard...

2. Peninsula Corp Circle on my bike, next to the El Rio Trail. Goes along with this vid: youtube.com/watch?v=ViSUBoEbc-Q

3. On the bench along the lake at the library next to Spanish River......

4. Outside Trader Joe's, downtown on a typical blustery, wintery morning in January when it was 80 degrees. ;) (2020......just before life completely hit the fan. Had no idea what was coming up in only two months. O.o )
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@gabcartoons Mainstream alt news sites/sources probably don't care about the Taiwan situation because it's another country. Maybe these sources believe we need to get our own country in order - which is MASSIVELY divided - first, before we can start to campaign/crusade for the rights of other countries. Right now we have states in the U.S. that are requiring vax passports/paperwork to access public places, and denying people basic healthcare, including organ transplants, because of their unvaxxed status. Or even worse......prioritizing COVID-related healthcare based on race, where whites are being put at the bottom of the list. We've got some serious issues going on in the U.S. right now that Americans need to be focusing on first. This is the reason there's a mass exodus from blue states to red, with Texas and Florida being the #1 relocation destinations. Isn't the rest of the world always complaining that America sticks its nose in everybody else's business? So I can see why alt news outlets aren't really focused on the Taiwan situation. Australia is actually way worse than anything happening in Taiwan in terms of their Fascist COVID/jab measures. If we're going to pick a foreign country to get upset on behalf of I say Australia is at the top of the list right now.
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More MILABs....

Linking to a Twitter exchange between Tom/Montalk and a guy named Charlie Parish, who dismissed the subject of MILABs outright because in his opinion, it's straight nonsense, because of "logic." Though he can't prove why. All he can do is claim that it is. Because he confidently says so.

twitter.com/TomMontalk/status/148104554768759

For those who are unfamiliar, "MILABs" stands for military abductions, a term coined by Dr. Helmut Lammer and Marion Lammer, from their book by the same name. The traditional definition has involved the military tailing, monitoring and abducting alien abductees to learn everything they can about who/what/why of their situation, as well as to supposedly learn about the alien technology.

In my book in2worlds.net/abductions2 (which is available as a free download, not trying to make a buck) I expanded the definition to include any situation where the military is abducting humans, or their spouses/offspring, for any reason, whether aliens are involved or not. Namely because the military/government has proven history of interests outside of just aliens in the form of experimenting on its own civilians. (MK Ultra, anybody? :/ ) In addition, experimenting on its own military personnel (something that seems to have happened to my dad, who was Navy Tech Personnel/Naval Intelligence, reporting to the NSA during Vietnam, ’68-‘72), and it seems their spouses and offspring. :/

I've encountered the kneejerk dismissing of the subject of MILABs before, and in that instance it struck me as actual programming going on in the person who kept dismissing it, because they too couldn't prove why it wasn't valid. All they could do was repeatedly say that it wasn't. When you can't explain why, and can only keep earnestly saying "NO!" without even considering the facts, then yeah....it's most likely some mind control/brainwashing that's been instilled in you. Because it really shouldn't be a stretch to consider the idea of MILABs, again, in light of the military/government's proven history of experimentation on its own unwitting civilians and personnel.

In my book I actually do contest the traditional view of MILABs, which is that the military is at odds with the aliens, always haplessly chasing after their abductees to figure out what's going on and "learn about their technology" 🙄 and always a day late and a dollar short in the process. I believe the two sides are in full collusion, and explain why. But where I differ from extreme kneejerkers like Charlie is that I don't dismiss the *entire subject* of MILABs in one full swoop, babies with bathwater, because one part of the subject is off kilter. That's lazy thinking. Most people are lazy thinkers though, engaging in irrational logical fallacies and extreme black/white, either/or, all or nothing thinking. (Continued in attached comment 👇 👇 )
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Meanwhile Charlie and others who dismiss MILABs do so while often promoting a theory that would come across to most of the mainstream world as even more far fetched.....abductions by aliens from space. So if he wants to talk about "logic"....... 🤣 One side has historical fact in their favor. The other doesn't. I do actually believe in abductions by non humans though. But where I tend to differ from traditional narratives is that I think they're most likely interdimensional.

I’ll leave off with one of my most “in your face” MILABs “memories,” whatever it was, in terms of actually seeing “military brass." The details of which were all later corroborated in the writings of researcher James Bartley, which just blew my mind.

This situation involved both Tom and I, in some huge “airplane hanger” type of facility with extremely high ceilings. This was years ago, I don’t even remember the approximate year. We were “test flying”/”training” in some sort of aircraft, with Tom at the helm. (“Flying some sort of aircraft” detail confirmed by James Bartley.) I was in a different “persona.” One that’s way more aggressive/no-nonsense than my real world/non abduction personality. We rose high up in the air, over a hundred feet or so, when I thought to ask Tom if he’d even ever flown one of these things before. He admitted no. To which I flipped the fuck out…….completely because of Kitty back at home. Started ranting about how if he crashed this thing and got us both killed Kitty was home alone! Who was going to take care of her!! (Even in my abduction alter the only thing that mattered was Kitty. She was like a human child to me.)

When he landed the aircraft I stormed off to try to calm down/”walk it off.” Saw a darkened hallway up ahead (lights turned off, so it was only lit by the lighting coming from the large hanger area) that had restrooms. Decided to pit stop there. Except when I looked at the two doors I saw they weren’t designated with either men’s or women’s. (Confirmed by James Bartley.) “Remembered” that I needed to “telepathically tune in” to determine which one was which. (Confirmed by James Bartley.) When I did so I “saw” a military brass guy in one of them, with the full uniform and everything, at a urinal.

“!” I thought, glad I hadn’t just barged in. Went into the other one. Was brightly lit, and I immediately noticed that the walls separating each stall were only half height. O.o (Confirmed by James Bartley.) So there was barely any privacy. And that’s where the “dream” ends.

Does this “prove” MILABs for me? By itself no. But coupled with a lifetime of endless bizarre anecdotes, dreams and actual memories (many of which are elaborated on in Part II of my book) it DOES confirm that I’m an abductee, being used by multiple somethings (definitely more than one source) for multiple somethings. In my case I’ve also seen non humans, what seemed to be hybrids, and the human “white coats.”
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Since I ran out of room, here's a link to James Bartley's personal website in case anybody reading this isn't already familiar: thecosmicswitchboard.com/
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I realized since I’m sitting on a lifetime of endless “woo” anecdotes I should post more of them. I was just reminded of one while listening to my 90s playlist, since it involves Alice in Chains. This was a story that appeared in an eBook that I used to have up on my site, but took down a few years ago, called “….And all the rest. Miscellaneous Stories of the Weird and Unusual.” So any longtime readers of my site may remember it, if they ever read that book. It has several layers of woo, intersecting, and it’s also coming up on the 20 year anniversary of when it happened.

Back in April 2002 I had just started a new office job in Fort Lauderdale. One of the other admin girls who worked there, named Nicole, invited me to the Jerry Cantrell concert she and her friends were seeing in Miami. Jerry used to play for AiC before they broke up, and now had his own band and a new CD out. I didn’t feel any connection with Nicole at all, and didn’t care for her personality from what I’d seen so far, so hanging out at a concert with her was not my idea of a good time. (I’d rather have no friends then to hang with people I don’t like just to have company.) So I politely declined.

But somehow the conversation got around to AiC, and I had this instant feeling/knowing as we talked since I was in a relaxed, receptive state, that the lead singer, Layne Staley, was dead.

Nicole frowned at me and was like, Um, nooooo….he’s not dead. If he was, we’d hear about it, trust me.

I just stared at her, feeling very intensely that *no, he’s dead.* Just *total knowing.* Even though I had no memory of actually hearing about this in the media, and she was right in that we would definitely have heard about it. AiC was HUGE. So we actually debated this back and forth for a maybe 30 seconds, my puzzled insistence that I was *sure* he was dead (I could really feel this) and Nicole’s insistence that um, no, he’s not. Then she left my office, and I went back about my work.

Except now an obsession was developing, this intense need to hear AiC music. One of the only things I had left from my brother Joe after we parted ways in life was his CD case that I’d brought with me from Oregon [had roommated with him in Portland for about four months, after leaving SoCal and before driving cross country by myself to Florida] and in it there was an Alice in Chains Greatest Hits CD. *I had to find it.*

And so began my quest to locate the CD. I tore apart all the boxes of my stuff in my apartment along with every inch of my car, several times over, but Joe’s CD case was nowhere to be found. I KNEW I had it, but it had just…….disappeared. No trace. It was maddening.

Then a week later I went into my car trunk to get something…….and Joe's CD case was lying there, smack in the middle of the trunk floor, as if somebody had placed it there deliberately. Just too obviously right there in the middle, perfectly.

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It had *not* been there before. I’d combed every inch of my car trying to find it, so I would have definitely seen it. It stopped me in my tracks, and I just stood there looking at the perfectly placed CD case, stunned, everything feeling surreal. The whole thing was impossible and made no sense. (It wouldn’t be the only Joe-related, probably MILABS-related, weirdness that followed me during my first few months of being in Florida. Stories for another post.)

But weirdness aside, at least I’d found the CD. I *KNEW* I’d brought the case of CDs with me, but I couldn’t keep dwelling on whatever weirdness had just happened with it. Begin listening to the AiC CD repeatedly, every day, for hours. In particular I became obsessed with the song “Down in a Hole.” But I’ve never in my life listened to any CD on nonstop repeat, hours a day, for several weeks straight.

A couple of weeks after that conversation with Nicole she comes into my office one morning with a really weird look on her face, asking me if I’d heard the news.

No, what?

Layne Staley was dead. They’d found his body in his home. Drug overdose. Turns out *he’d actually died several weeks before, but nobody knew.* They’d only just now discovered his body. She just stared at me with this weirded out look on her face. We talked for a bit about him dying, though our conversation from several weeks prior remained unspoken, the 800 pound elephant in the room. Then she turned and left. But I can only IMAGINE what must have been going through her head as she reflected back on my insistence weeks ago that he was dead…knowing now that he actually had been.

Years later and I still have no definitive idea what it means or how it happened. I know I have very strong psychic abilities, and I was once told so as well by an on-purpose psychic acquaintance back in Charlottesville. She also noted that I could really hone them if I wanted to, but that I've got my walls up and keep everybody at a distance. Definitely true. I’m not interested in being connected up to most people, and definitely don’t want to be in their heads, hearing their thoughts, knowing what’s going on or about to happen in their lives, though I’ve done it countless times by accident. So maybe in my relaxed and receptive state (when it always happens for me, that's *the key*) I somehow poked my consciousness up to the lower astral or tuned into it somehow, and became connected to a spirit that wasn’t at rest, due to dying suddenly/unexpectedly and remaining undiscovered, triggered by the conversation I was having about him/his music/his band, which then created some energetic connection.

(On a more lighthearted side note....if this anecdote doesn't exemplify the "I" "N" and "F" components of an INFJ then I don't know what does.)

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The largest convoy in history, and biggest COVID freedom protest in the world is finally arriving. Update: Live stream by "Ottawalks" from Parliament Hill is now over, but here's the uploaded three part video series from the live stream:

Part 1: youtube.com/watch?v=IWXuYSUUBJI
Part 2: youtube.com/watch?v=b5pgYGSMt0M
Part 3: youtube.com/watch?v=5WaKmMq9-YI

NOTE: The temp during this live stream was 6°F !!

Video from a somebody else's lives stream earlier today:
youtube.com/watch?v=nd-qIiFt8_c

I'm sure it means nothing though, because as Trudeau even assured the world, it's just a "fringe minority." Indeed, nothing to see here, just a small group of whack jobs, probably no more than a dozen trucks total, with no additional supporters. They don't represent the people of Canada who unanimously support vax mandates! so just move it along! Trudeau's got it under control! he has your best interests in mind! And while we're at it, no, Trudeau DOESN'T look a thing like a young Fidel Castro! Pay no mind to the fact that his mother happened to be in Cuba visiting Castro during the same month he was conceived!!.....move it along....!!!!
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An important new development with regards to the poison jab.....

Dr. Jane Ruby interviews board-certified embalmer Richard Hirschman discussing never before seen and highly unnatural blood clot structures and strange fibrous materials ("heart worm like") that he's had to extract from arteries and veins of cadavers in order to inject the embalming fluid. Multiple photos included in interview, so be warned if you have a sensitive stomach. It's pretty gross.

redvoicemedia.com/2022/01/worldwide-exclusive

The longer the poison jab program goes on the more stories we're going to hear about the long term effects of it, in both the living as well as the deceased when bodies are autopsied and embalmed.

For anybody who's watched the videos I've been posting throughout the past year (pinned at the top of my timeline) you won't be surprised as to why they're finding things like this in dead bodies. We've seen what's really in these jab vials under microscopes. Once again, keeping in mind Dr. Carrie Madej's important discovery of what happens when you let the normally chilled vials warm up to room temperature (mimicking the temp of the human body that they're intended to be injected into) and how once warmed up more and more bizarre, alien-esque "life forms" and nanotechnology looking objects begin to emerge on the microscope slides:

bitchute.com/video/ZHAVSOb8wrZQ/

redvoicemedia.com/2021/10/shocking-dr-carrie-

I think by this point in January 2022 it's pretty solidified - those who are against the jab are continuing to stand firm, and the dum dums who blindly support it, or else have caved to fear and coercion have already gotten it, and it's too late for them. I doubt there are still any "on the fencers" left by this point who are like, "well i dunno....should I get it??? is it bad??? what do YOU think?? i just don't knoooowwww!" But as always if anybody reading this does still have any "on the fence" friends or family members then by all means please forward this along, as well as the collection of links I've gathered together in my pinned COVID/jab post. I'll still continue to post any new developments of a revelatory nature though, like this latest from Dr. Ruby. (Continued in comments 👇👇👇)
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Just wanted to add on - since I've worked from home for like the last year and a half and am pretty isolated in life, I've been spared having to deal with the majority of people who support the jab or who at least reluctantly caved to fear/coercion. Until two mornings ago. Was chatting with our neighbor Claudia on the hall balcony at like 5:30 a.m. (we were all up at that time :D) who's in her 60s, and she divulged that she's not only vaxxed, but has had two additional boosters. O.o It came up because she was discussing her latest acting gig she was going to be heading down to Miami for later that morning. (She does commercials and small gigs.) She mentioned having all her paperwork in order (wide eyed and nodding, like "I'm a good little citizen!!") showing she's been vaxxed and boosted, in order to be "ALLOWED" on set.

I immediately told her that it's illegal in the state of Florida for them to require anybody to be vaxxed in order to work. She immediately dismissed my statement with the assured declaration that "It's required for the INDUSTRY," nodding, with a confident look on her face. Oh......"THE INDUSTRY." I see. 🤣 🙄 I just immediately shook my head. "It doesn't matter. No company or business operating in the state of Florida is allowed to mandate anything relating to COVID at this point. It's illegal, and they can get fined $10,000 per offense. The Florida state government even created this form people can fill out online to report any company that does that. They're not messing around."

When faced with facts she proceeded to willfully miss the point in order to skip past uncomfortable truths. A big eye roll while taking a drag off her cigarette, "$10,000 is nothing to them, they won't even miss it...."

"Doesn't matter if they can afford it, it's still illegal. They're not allowed to demand people be vaxxed to work in this state."

She looked uncomfortable by that point, pinned into a corner. Changed the subject. Think that's the point where she mentioned our neighbor down the hall, Orlando, "just tested positive for COVID!" with large eyes.

I immediately countered with a big "you're so silly" smile and slight head shake, "He can't 'test positive' for COVID, because there IS no actual 'COVID test.' The PCR tests don't test for COVID germs. The inventor of the PCR test has even gone on record saying the tests are garbage and don't actually determine anything."

She gave up and just turned forward, taking another hit off her cigarette, kind of shrugging and wanting to just....move along in the conversation. Though I also learned that Orlando caved to coercion and got vaxxed in order to visit his family in Argentina.

It's too late for her I know, so it's not like I was arguing to talk her out of anything. I was just arguing to argue it. 😄 The exchange makes me dread though having to get back out there to work a regular job, because Claudia probably represents the majority. :/
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If anybody's interested in live stream vids from the thick of it in downtown Ottawa this guy's channel ("Ottawalks") is a good source I'm finding. It's the same dude who live streamed yesterday as well.

Today's current live stream (Sunday, 1/30) happening now:
youtube.com/watch?v=UctS7rSG-uk

Today's earlier live stream:
youtube.com/watch?v=3xXnz7RTXg0

Live streams from Saturday, 1/29:
youtube.com/watch?v=l6a_sWKRQOc
youtube.com/watch?v=DaYkQKjVW1c

It's better than relying on mainstream news outlet with the fake perky hosts reciting fake perky scripts, then they only show you about 30 seconds of random footage before cutting back to the studio. "Thuh end." This guy is going to be continually covering things throughout the weekend as the convoy continues to arrive and more and more people gather in the streets outside Parliament, and Trudeau continues to hide. (The crowds today are amazing! Now that it's the weekend it's literally thousands and thousands of people, even in single digit temps.....)

What's funny is the number of people and flag waving and patriotism that we see in Ottawa was just an average Trump rally, and the level of crowd that he could pull down without even trying. 😄 Seriously, just another Tuesday for Trump, but in a good way. Meanwhile Biden couldn't even fill 50 seats at one of his "rallies," and the only way Fidel Jr. can generate a crowd like this is because people hate the dude and want him gone.
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@HiddenDimension - I had to delete the previous version of this post because the links were being blocked by Gab, with a message saying the moderators have blocked it. But now the links are working so I'm just reuploading from scratch. But if you don't mind, can you repost that vid you posted in the other version? The one where the lady confronts Trudeau at his speech, calling him a treasonous traitor against the people of Canada and saying they used to hang traitors in the past? (As he just hangs his head and refuses to make eye contact with her like a coward. !!) Thanks! And that's cool that you're from Ottawa as you previously mentioned, I didn't know that.
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For the first 10-20 minutes after posting anything on Gab, whether a new post, a response comment, or worse....an edit to an existing post/comment....they only exist in a quantum state. Phasing in and out of reality, neither a wave nor a solidified particle. Refresh the page...it's there. Refresh the page....it's gone. Refresh the page....it's there. Refresh the page.....it's gone. Still gone.....still gone......STILL gone.....oop! It's back!....oh wait, nope.....gone......gone....BACK!.....just kidding!gone!...... And so it goes, on and on, as it refuses to commit to fully existing in any one reality. Wavering back and forth between our realm and another, indecisive.....which one is better? It can't make up its mind. Both have their pros and cons. But so long as we continue to watch it, refreshing the page, putting our attention on it, it will commit to neither. Must look away, same as the wave vs. particle experiment.....
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(Hope people realize this is massive nerd humor. Not being serious.)
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Over the past week I felt compelled to rewatch the movie “Into the Wild,” from 2007, as well as reread the nonfiction book it was based on by Jon Krakauer. Most reading this are probably already familiar with the story. But if not then it concerns 22 year old Christopher McCandless, who graduated college in Atlanta in 1990 and was supposed to continue into law school, but then cut off contact with his family and disappeared without a trace. Until turning up dead two years later in the middle of Alaska. The book retraces Chris’ steps, thanks to his journal, as he proceeded to crisscross the country back and forth and up and down getting into adventures, walking, kayaking, hitch hiking and freight train hopping (after his car was flooded out in the desert) as well as interviewing his family and the various people he met and worked for along the way, whom he often befriended and stayed in contact with via postcards.

Both the movie and book are fantastic. The adapted screenplay does an excellent job staying true to the source material. And to say Jon Krakauer is a talented writer is an understatement. The book is very engrossing, while weaving a very complex tale together seamlessly, thanks to his dedicated research and detective work. I watched the movie and read the book only once each, almost 12 years ago, and despite how good both were I never looked at either again, which is unusual for me, though many details of each remained vivid in my mind years later. If I had to come up with a reason I think I’d say that the story is pretty intense......and hits extremely close to home.

The biggest played out debate/issue about Chris was he was selfish for ditching his family the way he did! for putting his parents through so much torment!! blah blah blah!!! Mainly because the book provided next to no background on what his homelife was like. So for the majority of people criticizing him (who come from decent to excellent backgrounds) it didn’t even cross their mind that he could have been running from a lifetime of verbal/physical/psychological abuse and domestic violence. Chris’ sister Carine, who was only 21 at the time she was speaking with Jon Krakauer for the book, did divulge the background home life details to him. But then changed her mind and asked him not to put it the book, which he respected. At only 21 she was still basically a kid, and was also still in “protect the abusers” mode, not ready for the firestorm that would erupt from both her parents, as well as the public, if the full truth was put out there.

By the time the movie was being made she was a little more ready, which is why the movie does go there to a small extent, showing the domestic violence, and talking about how her dad had two separate families with a bunch of kids going at the same time. But it still leaves out the alcoholism and physical and psychological abuse she and Chris were subjected to for years.

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The FULL-full truth came later, in 2015, at the age of 44, with her book “The Wild Truth,” which exposes the full sordid story of what really went on in their home. amazon.com/dp/0062325159?psc=1&ref=ppx_yo2_dt

As the excerpt on the covers notes, “Had I made the right decision not to allow Jon to write the whole truth? The constant misconceptions about my brother made me want to cry out the real reasons why walking into the wild was far from crazy, but the sanest thing Chris could have done.”

After seeing the disturbing details Carine gets into in just the Prologue alone, which is available to read on Amazon in the “Look Inside!” samples, and then watching her TED talk, I went ahead and ordered her book. It’s very rare for people who come from “famous families” and situations to talk about the ugly “behind closed doors” truth. And as somebody who comes from my own messed up background, and who pulled a milder form of what Chris did, I’m always interested to see what others went through, and how they got through it. Especially when it’s a fellow female in my age group, as Carine is. She's born in 1971, I'm 1974.

Chris’ story makes total sense to me though even with only the basic background details that were provided in the movie version, as somebody who went through my own severely whack “family” situation and had to cut them out of my life as well. (My “mom” at only 19.) I went through my one “snapping”/breakdown/whatever you want to call it time period in 1995, at the age of 20, when I quit everything and me and my BFF/boyfriend Gary got in a car with no money in southern California and went on a cross country road trip. O.o He was doing it for fun, but I was doing it because I couldn’t take life anymore, due to the “family” situation that had put me out on my own before even graduating high school. No family backup, no love, always working multiple jobs nonstop seven days a week, no breaks, and most of that done without a car, so I was at my wit’s end by that point.

20 is not a stable age anyway under good circumstances, let alone after years of abuse and then neglect/abandonment. (And as I also now realize in retrospect for my own situation…heavy duty MILABs and MK tinkering on top of it all. It’s a recipe for disaster.) So I was breaking down…but still in a massively controlled way, holding it together despite unraveling. The best solution was to get in the car and take off on a crazy roadtrip with no money. O.o Run away from life. Fuck this place. And like Chris I was sending postcards and letters to a small group of people along the way that I was friends with back in SoCal who asked me to. So I get what Chris did. He just did it to a level times a million, mainly since he was a guy filled with testosterone. I was this little female, so it wasn’t as nutso.

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It gets angersome though seeing the comments on YT from people who are either outright chastising Carine for speaking out about the abuse, or who once again, don’t know/can’t relate to being abused and spout off things about needing to just forgive your parents, they’re just humans you know, you need to just forgive and move on…. Very ignorant. Sometimes the only course of action is cutting off your abusers, especially if they’re a full on danger to you even as an adult. Only those who’ve gone through it themselves truly understand that. Wish people would just keep their mouths shut about things they don’t understand. !!

Now that I’ve researched the whole Myers-Briggs thing since the first time I read the book it was glaringly obvious to me that Chris was most likely an INFJ, based on his journal entries, postcards and notes that he made in book margins that revealed his inner thoughts and feelings, as well as how people he knew described him. Just jumps off the pages.

As I noted in my “INFJ” article, INFJs are most likely an artificial creation, vs. natural personality configuration, and it's brought on by a lifetime of abuse/traumatic events that have rewired the personality/suppressed original aspects. And indeed, Chris was subjected to loads of abuse and domestic violence dating back to early childhood, further validating my theory.

One of the biggest defining traits of INFJs is that they're a walking ball of contradictions. It’s both introverted hermit and extroverted socializer; both logic/thinking as well as sensitive feelings; both meticulous, organized and detail oriented but crazy unpredictable freespirit (as I’ve termed it, “Controlled but feral adventures!”).....all at the same time. And Chris is described in all of these contradictory ways throughout the book. The INFJ contradictions are due to the original, pre-trauma personality getting rewired/suppressed, leading to somebody who acts a bit schizo.

And the entire story in itself? One giant “INFJ DOOR SLAM” cliché of epic proportions. When an INFJ snaps they fucking SNAP. They are DONE. *You will never see or hear from them again.*

INFJ is also all about the deep, drilled down conversations about meaningful subjects, concerned about the welfare of the world, often disillusioned with society, seeing through everything (sometimes to the point of conspiracy), and notorious perfectionists who set EXTREMELY high, to the point of ridiculous standards, for themselves. And they’re known to gravitate to writing, because they communicate well through the written word. Throughout the book Chris is described as being and doing all of these things as well. One thing he always did was make an impression on people wherever he went, due to the fact he really saw people, and he listened. And when he spoke it was deep, meaningful and interesting. All of which is yet more textbook INFJ personality. Nothing about an INFJ is a shallow surface scratcher. !!
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Today, February 1st begins……Year of the Tiger. My Chinese “sign.” (1974 Wood Tiger.)

Attached is a photo of a “Year of the Tiger” glass knick knack that Tom found at his Mom’s apartment, when he and his siblings were cleaning it out after she passed away in September. She was actually a (1958) Year of the Dog, but had this Tiger, as well as an additional Monkey, glass knick knack on hand………..which are actually me and Tom’s signs, “coincidentally” enough. Tom was puzzled about what these Tiger and Monkey knick knacks were all about, since they weren’t her signs, but I immediately realized her father was a year of the Tiger. So by deductive reasoning default her mom was probably a Monkey.

Recent years of the Tiger include 1950, 1962, 1974, 1986, 1998, 2010 and of course, 2022. The core traits of Tigers for all you Tigers out there who may not know are: brave/courageous, confident, domineering, rebellious, impulsive, adventurous, decisive, temperamental, optimistic, charming, loyal, honest/trustworthy, and with a strong need for freedom and independence.

A side note about Tom’s kick ass Tiger grandfather – He was Chinese, born and raised, and was smart enough to read the writing on the wall about the pending Japanese invasion during WWII. So he bailed out. Hit the ground running…..on foot…..walking, running and even swimming his way across rivers, until he made it to the coast, and caught a boat to Singapore. And lived. Talk about Darwinism at its finest. When he landed in Singapore he became a street fighter, since he was 6’+ feet tall and burly. The whole things is just the epitome of “Tiger Energy.” Eventually he met up with Tom’s grandmother, a full on Shaman. And the rest is history.
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@Lightymighty @RealStewPeters It's called sarcasm.
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@properlyarmed

"Teach the children quietly
For someday sons and daughters
Will rise up and fight while we stood still."

- Mike + the Mechanics, "Silent Running"
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Before we return to our regularly scheduled weird and "woo" and uncomfortable subjects of a MILABs nature let's have another photography break. Since my last batch of scenery around Boca Raton was pretty popular let's do another round of that......


1. The lake next to Pondhawk Natural Area and the library at Spanish River. This was at sunset, and for whatever reason the sky was really this purple.

2. Fountain at Florida Atlantic University. Was biking around the campus on a Sunday morning when things are dead, so it's awesome. The red tree in the background is a Royal Poinciana, which you see all around south Florida. The leaves look like giant ferns, and at certain times of the year they generate these amazing red flowers.

3. Green landscape on Spanish River Boulevard. Once again I was on my bike, and this was after a rain.

4. "I'm simply saying that life uh.....finds a way." The Spanish River/Yamato Road I-95 exit overpass, at the El Rio Trail.
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"Cats are part Feline and Reptile..............Prove me wrong!"

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As some reading this already know, I had a cat named Kitty for almost 13 years. Rescued as a starving, emaciated, flea and worm riddled stray kitten and brought back to full health, into a coddled little princess. (and by coddled I mean CODDLED. O.o Life completely revolved around her. She was both a total shit kicker, and an extremely sensitive, pouty snowflake, but also a super sweet, fun and adorable ball of fur. 😄 But seriously the cutest cat ever.)

But something that became VERY evident was that Kitty may not be.......full feline. O.o

In a nutshell, here are the things I noticed over the years about cats, as a cat owner:


- Slit eyes. Same as a reptile/snake. VERY obvious.

- Hisses. Same as a snake. O.o Also super obvious, but needs to be mentioned.

- When agitated/annoyed.......pulls head back.....then lunges forward and "BITES!"..............same as a Cobra. Driving her teeth in, acting as if she has snake fangs full of venom. This was one of the most telling traits of all. If we were playing with Kitty but she suddenly got a hair up her butt and pulled her head back we always knew........oh shit.....Snake Mode was kicking in. !! And if you were stupid enough to not recognize it then it meant she'd try to lunge into you like a snake.

- When freaked out in general pulls back and "puffs up" just like a Cobra.

- Strong NEED for heat/the sun. Same as a reptile/snake. It was to the point where we had a heat lamp within reach year round, in case Kitty indicated she wanted heat/light. And "SUN!" was one of those words she KNEW. "Kitty! The sun!!" I'd say whenever the sun's rays had reached the back room. She'd jump up, super excited and run for the back room door to go get some.

- Can't get enough of eating crickets. Same as a reptile. What was REALLY interesting is that it became clear that Kitty KNEW the difference between spiders, centipedes, and other dangerous stinging/biting/"NOT SAFE" bugs.....and benign and tasty crickets, which lizards LOVE to chow down on. If there was ever a spider, centipede, or any stinging/biting bug Kitty would circle it full of curiosity.....but never touch it. She KNEW. Don't know how though. But Tom theorized that those types of critters must clearly be giving off some sort of "signal," that Kitty could pick up on....and knew to not touch. But if it was anything that didn't sting or bite? And ESPECIALLY crickets? That shit immediately got gobbled up. 😄 YUM! So any cricket that made the mistake of hopping through an opportunistic open front door in our apartment in Charlottesville was swiftly gobbled up in about a minute.

- To a lesser degree - when Kitty was exploring a new area, and feeling uncertain, she'd get herself super low to the floor and slink around as she explored....moving like a snake.

(Continued in attached comment 👇👇)
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On another side note cats are all about eating rodents. Also same as snakes. (And owls…which are jokingly referred to as flying cats.) Mice, rats….cats historically have been used to keep rodent populations in check.

There's a reason I think a lot of people instinctively don't like cats, but can't explain why. It's because they're probably part snake. As such a lot of their behavior straight up doesn’t make sense, and is downright creepy, for a so-called “mammal.” It’s nothing like dogs, that’s for sure, whom are universally loved and which are “tribal hierarchical,” social, omnivorous, trainable mammals with adorable eyes, same as humans. ;) They live/hunt in packs, and know their place within the pack. Same as humans. Cats however are solitary, slit eyed, purely carnivorous predatory hunting machines. Which also translates into ridiculous intelligence (all predatory carnivores are, from mammals on down to insects like Praying Mantises, as they have to be smart enough to figure out how to successfully hunt their prey), and with a personality that can’t be trained/dominated as a result. They also often operate at night/in darkness, with a host of strange and neurotic, hyper touchy behaviors. So there’s a large group of people who are instinctively like “UGH!” with regards to “CATS!!!” O.o

For me, I just focused on the “furry mammal” aspect of Kitty, and her personality traits that were sweet, cute, social, lovable and mammalian. Just ignored the anomalous rest. O.o “lalala! that’s not happening! lalala!” ;D

As far as how this “part Feline, part Reptile” thing happened, I think we’re looking at one of a bezillion living examples still in existence all around us of life forms that were created by an ancient super civilization, that got a little carried away with itself. Thought they were Gods. Lightning Bugs (really? That’s natural and normal?? ;D) Cheetahs (part [Greyhound-like] dog and feline, which author/researcher Lloyd Pye talked about more in depth) domesticated pigs and cows, which science doesn’t want you to know are STILL not duplicate-able in modern times. So how TF did our “stone age ancestors” figure out how to take wild boars and something akin to a buffalo and turn them into pigs and cows on the chromosomal level…...and where both have VERY eerie “stop you in your tracks” human eyes?

And so many more examples, again, all around us. And us included. Because there’s nothing natural or normal about Homo Sapiens Sapiens either, trust me.
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@Dinosaurus12 The dude's been on Gab since 2016, with over 10K Gab posts....and only has 3 followers. 🤣 🤣 Who's he even talking to??? 🤣 🤣
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@Dinosaurus12 No, I definitely saw the exchange. That's why I'm laughing at him. 🤣 I clicked over to his Gab feed to see what kinds of things he posts, and right now he's got a fixation on Tom. Has done several negative posts about Tom, making up childish nicknames to mock him, making fun of his appearance, diminishing the research he does, flat out lying that he only is involved in metaphysics, meanwhile Tom went to university on a full scholarship ride, for a double major in Physics and Electrical Engineering. So, it's safe to say Tom does know a *little* bit more about life than just "metaphysics....thuh end."

But whoever this guy is, "Turin," he's a joke. Over ten thousand Gabs to nobody. A massive following of three people.....after six years on Gab. 🤣 And he's actually NOT intelligent. He just postures himself as such, by writing in this perpetually snarky pretentious way. Don't let that fool you. It's to mask the fact that he can't intellectually keep up. That's why he hasn't been able to actually successfully truly *argue* any points, no matter who he's been fighting with, be it you, Tom, and others on his own Gab that he complains about. If he could keep up he wouldn't believe in Flat Earth. ;)
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Saw this article on DailyMail, and I swear I'm sitting here by myself at my computer and I said out loud, "OHH!!...NOOO SHE DIDN'T!!!!" 🤣

"McDonald's second joke of the show, which she headlined, poked fun at the unvaccinated and made light of the ongoing pandemic.

'I'm vaxxed, double vaxxed, boosted ... and flu shot, and shingle shot, and haven't gotten COVID and Jesus loves me most,' she stated.

"Following the line's delivery, Heather collapsed to the floor and hit her head, remaining conscious after the initial impact."


Wow.........

"Comedian Heather McDonald collapses on stage and is taken to a hospital for treatment after performing in Arizona":
dailymail.co.uk/tvshowbiz/article-10482575/He

Like I said, get used to to this, we're going to see a lot more of it as we continue into 2022.

And another one:

"Comedian" Chelsea Handler hospitalized with mysterious "health issue" (keeping in mind she's only turning 47, not old-old) in the middle of her tour called........."Vaxxed and Horny." So she's had to cancel several shows as a result. As somebody in the DM comments pointed out, another female comedian on a comedy tour bragging about being vaxxed....winding up in the hospital. Pretty obvious what's going on. Again....welcome to 2022. It's REALLY going to be kicking in now, the more these dum dums get boosted. Bob Saget was another recent "comedian" who was multi-vaxxed/boosted that actually dropped dead suddenly in a hotel room while on tour at a premature age.

dailymail.co.uk/tvshowbiz/article-10482799/Ch
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I posted about this two days ago, but the video is now available. I've seen clips on YT of Heather McDonald stand up before, so I know what she normally sounds like. As soon as she started talking in this vid I could tell something was off. Taking a breath after every sentence, for starters. "talk talk....small gasp.....talk talk....small gasp....." Normally she can talk fast and smooth, not needing to pause for breaths. It's like she's aged 10-15 years since the last stand up bit that I'd seen, which was only a couple of years ago. So some people may be thinking this is staged, but I actually don't, only because of the way she normally speaks versus how she speaks here. This is definitely a "vax" injury, affecting heart/blood/oxygen and breathing, as usual.
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Time for another one of those uncomfortable MK Ultra/whatever it is moments........

So in November 2021 I had this EXTREMELY vivid "dream" out of nowhere that took place at what was called the "Hilton Palm Beach Airport Hotel," but which doesn't exactly match the actual hotel by that name, as I learned when I researched things upon waking. The imagery from this "dream" was so vivid though, I still remember it, and I would be able to recognize it in 2 seconds flat, if it were real, let's just put it that way.

I don't understand it when I have "dreams" like this, but considering my background I know it means *something,* and shouldn't just be dismissed.

I noticed that since I've worked from home (going on 2 years), having loads more time on my hands and much more time to eat correctly and get more sleep that these types of "dreams" have been able to happen. That's not a coincidence, I'm sure. I'm now able to better "remember"....something.

But yes, in this dream I was in this hotel, most definitely at night. I see myself entering through the main entrance, which I could identify very easily, if it were real. Very vivid and distinct. I was then walking towards the right, through the lobby level of this very sophisticated/high level hotel, towards its bar/lounge/restaurant. The lighting was dim, and everything from the carpeting to the walls, design/decorations/furniture was high level/rich/impressive. Then I was in the lounge, at a table of "high ups," whoever TF they were. Very vivid, could also recognize this scene in two second were I to see it for real. But even in this alternate persona I didn't recognize the people, nor care. I see myself at a table next to a late 20-early 30-something, black/mixed race, gay snooty guy. I'm just calm, casual, almost puzzled, as I look at him/listen to him. He thinks he's something, but I don't know who TF he is...and I don't care. I'm not rude....just honestly puzzled/disinterested.

The scene switches, and now I'm in a private suite. One of those rooms that's like double/triple the size of the normal room. I'm lounging casually on a couch......watching a barely 18, blonde, fully nude chick who's clearly on "upper" drugs, excitedly bouncing around the room, interacting with others lounging on the couch with me. I'm fully "me," so I hone right in on her flat stomach, in a slightly envious state, envying what it is to be that age, with zero body fat. I used to be that. At that point in Nov. 2021 I had a small pooch belly of middle age that needs to be dealt with. After this "dream" I immediately went on Keto, to get rid of it. And did. Not to her level....because there's no getting back to 18. But flat enough.

That's where the "dream" ends....on the couch, of this hotel suite, at night, with people I don't know and am not impressed by even though they think I should be, including barely legal girls running around naked on drugs.

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Part 2/2 - The whole thing reeks of MK. But I still don't understand what it means. Is it real? Is it nonsense? There's absolutely no reason I would ever "dream" of such a thing, I can say that much. It's not the concoction of my own subconscious. It's coming from somewhere else. This "dream" was so real it felt like I truly was there in the middle of the night. ("Palm Beach" is only 20 miles north of where we live in Boca Raton.) Was I though? I don't know. And as mentioned, during this almost two year time period of working from home, getting massively more sleep and with all the previous stress removed, I've been having more....revealing "dreams" of a O.o shocking nature. Possible actual suppressed MK memories dating from years ago. I don't know. Or where my consciousness is being remotely plugged into people who are actually doing the things that are suddenly, unexpectedly, intrusively, shoved into my mind. I'm either being plugged into others, or spontaneously remembering real, suppressed, memories.

I do know that around the time that I had this EXTREMELY vivid hotel "dream" in November 2021 there were several times that month where I was unnaturally tired/exhausted upon waking. Like I hadn't really gotten the sleep I thought I did, and had been up all night. Though being plugged into others' minds/consciousnesses can probably elicit the same effect. I was told almost 20 years ago that "They" now had the ability to plug into me while I slept to use for remote viewing, as mentioned in my book.

Ultimately the point of MK *is* to create confusion in the mind of the fragmented target. The whole, "Reality vs. Dream, Alive vs. Dead, what's real and what's illusion?? Black is white, up is down, yes is no, pain is pleasure, is this real or is this fake??" etc. That inability to distinguish reality from fantasy, real memories from something implanted. That *is* MK Ultra/Monarch'ing at its finest. You're not supposed to be able to distinguish. It's all supposed to be this bizarre tranced out blur....if you even remember at all. And I have unbelievable level abilities to just....delete anything traumatic that's happening, instantly, as even noted in a journal from back when I was 17. I knew I was doing it back then, creating instant "black outs," as well as operating in a zombie like trance-state. So yeah...who knows.

Anyway, another strange post, I know. But welcome to my Gab. !! (There's now a Part 3 attached to this comment. 👇 👇)

Will leave off with one of the most kick ass, intense, MK Ultra trigger songs of all time. But in this instance music stripped, just vocals.

youtube.com/watch?v=dyMtIwobqbI
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Here's Part 3, just added after posting a comment in response to V for Victory suggesting soul/spirit essence being put into a clone:
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"I was theorizing about that too. !! Because these are definitely not just "dreams." Way too vivid, detailed and unusual. But are they real-real? If not then what are the other options? And that was one, as bizarre as it may seem. That is some wild stuff. Either that, or again, the idea of remotely plugging into another. But as I noted to Tom, I feel like "me" when I'm seeing these other situations.

Another comparable one was mentioned in Part II of my book, where I was in the back seat of a car.......on an expressway in Tehran, looking out the window passively. I was being taken somewhere. A few years later when I was working with a guy from Tehran at a hotel, before I could catch myself I was like, Oh yeah! I know what that looks like....and proceeded to describe the pale blue/hazy (polluted) nature of the sky and a couple of other details I remembered seeing from that "dream" in the car. Then I had to explain to him that um, no actually, I've never been there.......much to his confusion. Since I had just described it. :D O.o

There was another EXTREMELY vivid "dream" from maybe 10+ years ago where I was at the scene of a plane crash. There were entire rows of seats still mostly intact. So it wasn't a crash where the plane had gone down from say, 40,000 feet in a nosedive obliteration. Some other type of crash that was still devastating, but with a few areas still kind of intact. Israeli soldiers were walking through the wreckage with rifles, wearing all black, and black facial coverings, looking for any survivors. (I somehow "knew" these were Israelis.) When they found one they would shoot them in the head, and move on. One by one through the bodies. I was just "standing off to the side" of this scene, observing, but in a frowny :/ way. And that was that.

So yeah, this phenomenon dates back a couple of decades for me, but then stopped for years. Now it's back. Whatever it is it can be kind of hardcore. I just don't have answers as to what exactly is happening."
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The Two Suns incident of August 1972, and how our sun went full red giant....and Tom's mother remembered it

Part 1/3

Back in 2002 I was reading this weird little book by Bob Frissell called "Nothing in this Book is True....But it's Exactly How Things Are." In it he describes a random anecdote that was relayed by another author/researcher called Drunvalo Melchizidek, concerning how the sun supposedly went full red giant on August 7, 1972. It would have extended out beyond the orbit of Jupiter......but there was intervention (by the so-called "Sirians") to protect Earth. A fake, holographic sky projection was created so we wouldn't be able to see what was really going on, including the use of a fake secondary holographic sun so that things appeared "business as usual."

Sounds a little out there, and at that time I was definitely not inclined to believe anything new age-y like that, of "Sirians" and "Ascended Masters" (and still don't, I think whatever these things are they're lying to humans about their true nature.) Yet.....the weirdly specific details and conviction got my attention. So instead of just glossing over it I experienced this strange compulsion to stop and mention it to Tom (montalk). Like, Have you ever heard anybody else mentioning this??

"Oh yeah, my mom saw that," was his immediate response.

!!!

FYI, there was a very real and documented massive solar storms/flares event that happened from August 2-11, 1972, with a devoted Wiki page about it all: en.wikipedia.org/wiki/August_1972_solar_storm

We did talk to his mom specifically about this on two occasions, to get as many details as we could, and recorded one of those times, so I'm going to transcribe her words coming up. But in a nutshell she had an experience that she estimated happened between the ages of 13-15, in Singapore. Keeping in mind she was born in March of 1958 means she would have been 14 in August of 1972...smack in the middle of her 13-15 estimate. But she saw a giant, orange red sun that was just so huge it seemed to be engulfing the world you could say, and she felt like she could have reached out to touch it...but there was also no heat. And then she saw two more, regular yellow colored suns on the other part of the sky.

Here's a link explaining the full "new age mixed with real life" version of the sun supposedly going red giant, and what was supposedly done to shield earth and create the fake illusion using alien technology: ashtarcommandcrew.net/forum/topics/drunvalo-1 (Again, I don't endorse the whole "ashtar command" and “144,000” thing, whatever that is. I'm just posting it for the August 1972 sun details, so feel free to skip ahead to that part, which I did.)

Part 2 in the attached comment is the relevant excerpted transcript from our recorded talk with Tom's mom Sue, about what she saw. 👇👇 NOTE: This was all posted with permission from Tom.)
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Sue: “I was helping in my parent’s restaurant, so I was on my way home. It was like well maybe, 11 p.m.? Something like that. I was on my way home so I can get up the next day to go to school. And as I was walking on my way home….and you know, it was not very far, it was maybe half a block, and I look at the sky I saw like, first of all I saw two! two suns, okay?? One is orange, and the other one is yellow. And I was like okay, that can’t be right, if that’s the moon then what is the other one? So as I walk around the block and go upstairs to my house on the 10th floor, I just keep looking at the sky. And when I get closer to my mom’s flat apartment and I’m standing at the balcony, and this was this BIG SUN, I’m talking about HUGE, HUGE, HUGE! I can’t even describe to you how huge, right in front of me! It’s like I can reach out and touch it! But it was not hot. It was no heat like coming, like can burn you or anything, and it doesn’t hurt your eyes either. It just so, so big and so orange red! And I kept looking at it like Okay, what is that? I just stand there and kept looking for long time.

“So I went inside my house and went to the kitchen to get a glass of water, then I saw two more suns! Right outside the kitchen window. And this one was very very yellow, and the other one was between yellow and orange. And the one in the front, let’s say that you know, one was east and one is west, the one in the front was like totally orange red, and SUPER HUGE. So I was shocked, I was like what is this? I went to go and get my camera and try to take picture, but then the big sun was gone. And then the other two outside the kitchen window was still there. So you know, I don’t know what it is, but I was just like totally…you know….wow! And my brother was still up, my older brother told me, Oh yeah, you know, they were announcing in the news, talking about the night planet align in one line, and this only happened like once in how many years. And I was like, wow! I said that was very interesting. But you know, I was just a teenager, you know, astrologies, something like that, to me mean nothing. You know what I’m saying? So it was a very you know, interesting experience, but I did not go any deeper research into that, because it wasn’t something that really interested me. But it was very, very very interesting. I cannot forget how big the red sun was. It was SO HUGE. And I just keep staring at it, keep staring at it, keep staring at it, I was like Man, I can touch it!"

Tom: Was it like up in the sky, or was it setting on the horizon?

Sue: "It’s horizon. It’s horizon. It’s not all the way on top of the sky. But it’s like, Okay, I’m on the 10th floor, and I look out, and it’s right the same height with me." (Continued in attached comment 👇👇)
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The implications for this story are big. For starters, if it wasn't for Sue's corroboration I would have long since dismissed that weird random anecdote from Bob Frissell's book. But now I can't. If there's even one (trusted) person out there who remembers it then it means, something happened.

Interesting too that Sue's brother saw some "Nothing to see here, move it along...." explanation in the media trying to claim there was a planetary alignment happening. But a planetary alignment doesn't account for the sun going full red giant, and it doesn't account for two other "not supposed to be there" yellow, sun size objects happening simultaneously in a different part of the sky.

I also think there's a lot of new age nonsense mixed up amongst the details that are relayed in that "Ashtar command" link I posted, but when you weed that out then the rest matches up to not only what Sue saw, but also what mainstream science knows was happening with the sun at the beginning of August, 1972.

It also means that anybody born after August 1972 shouldn't be here.

And it of course begs the question....IF this was really real, then is it still happening? Are we still existing in some holographically projected sky with a holographically projected sun? Because this red giant event was something that was supposed to last over a thousand years. That doesn't just...go away. Meanwhile I remember coming across some random comment posted on Ellie Crystal's blog back in 2006, about her astrally projecting to the sun or something and verifying that "it's not real." She didn't elaborate on why or what.

And if this sun thing really happened, and a holographic projection illusion was put up along with some shield, then how far does this fakery extend in terms of the rest of our world and reality? How does all this fit into the rest of the world conspiracy we've experienced since 1972? Are we just existing in a shielded bubble of sorts, with the world allowed to continue on its path as it would have originally?

Lots of questions......
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Some Saturday night music fun.....

Back in 2017 I was watching this domino knock down vid that was themed to some video game called Bendy and the Ink Machine. What stood out for me though was the song that was used (which apparently had the original vocals removed). Started doing some research to get to the bottom of it, and soon discovered it was part of a genre of music I didn't even know existed.....Ragtime/Electro Swing. That started me down the rabbit hole, discovering all the other Ragtime/Electro Swing songs out there.....which made me realize my entire life had been a lie, because I was only now just discovering this. 😄 Soon learned there's also an entire genre of corresponding dance.

One of my all time fave artists of this genre is Parov Stelar. (from Austria). Love this vid of "Ragtime Cat" by Parov, with electro swing dance performed by Neiland, on his lunch break in downtown Tallinn, Estonia.....in the rain:

youtube.com/watch?v=hqCsg4U3iqQ

If you enjoy this style of music I put together a playlist of some of my faves:

youtube.com/playlist?list=PL7J56Zmp4AA60lKljJ

(There's a vid in my playlist featuring another awesome Electro Swing dancer, a guy named Sven Otten, whose channel is JustSomeMotion.)

Some of the songs in the playlist are from another video game called "Undertale," where the OST was turned into an Electro Swing version. So that's another popular thing to do with this genre....find existing music that already has the foundation that would go well with being converted into Electro/Ragtime Swing, same as what's often done with Metal. Favorite female Electro Swing vocalist so far is Octavia Rose, who's featured in three songs by Jamie Berry on the playlist as well.
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So….I'm now re-registered with my former go-to staffing agency, who in the past put me on various short and long term, temp and perm jobs. And it's officially begun.........I’m running into gigs that are requiring the poison jab. :/ Of which my Gab readers know I will *NEVER* do. It’s not even an option.

24 years ago when I first started working in offices, through staffing agencies (when I lived in SoCal) I ran into issues with losing out on higher paying gigs because for instance I didn't know Excel. Or I couldn't accept a job because the dress requirement was super high end professional, and I only had a basic, business casual wardrobe 'cause I was poor. ;) By the third gig that I couldn't do (back in '97) because of lack of Excel....I got on that shit. ;D And over the years I continued learning all kinds of software programs, got my typing up to ~90 wpm and began earning way more money, and amassing the high end wardrobe so that would never be an issue again (to the point of going completely nutso with it all….have a really high sense of fashion/style, and the wardrobe that I acquired by my last job, before COVID, was worth thousands).

Just did everything right basically, totally "PLAYED THE GAME." Proved myself and rose to the top at any agency I was registered with, always on the short list of quality admins they knew they could put up for any high end gig. (and in a few instances....I *was* the list, the only one they were willing to put up for a job. Like the Big Cheese job I landed back in Virginia, or my last job I had here in Boca before COVID hit and they shut down the office.)

After almost 25 years of doing everything right and "PLAYING THE GAME" and rising straight to the top and making bank I'm now back to losing out on gigs again like it’s ‘97......only this time because I won't take an experimental injection.

My staffing agency is cool with my decision, zero judgment/comments or indications of disapproval from them. It's just a matter-of-fact noting that "Oh!........yeah, that one won't work, they're requiring the vaccine...." as they read through the job description on a potential open gig.

The kicker is that it’s completely illegal in the state of Florida for ANY company to be requiring/discriminating based on masks, swab testing or jabs. There’s a nice little online form people can use to report them, and they can be fined $10K per offense. I haven’t even mentioned this to my agency because A) it’s not going to change anything, and B) I don’t want any part of a company that gets on that pathetic mind controlled sheep train anyway. Their loss. Not mine.

And meanwhile the company I was at for 2 ½ years before COVID hit (a very high end digital marketing agency with MAJOR international clients that *everybody* knows) still isn’t open for in-person business *two years later.* And as they confirmed to me two weeks ago..…won’t be anytime soon. (Continued in attached comment 👇 👇)
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Most of my former coworkers are still Zooming it in from home. :/ And for what?!?

I was the first to be laid off because my job couldn’t be done from home, as the “front office coordinator”/receptionist/switchboard/admin assistant. Meanwhile....just before being laid off? I’d gotten another raise, and a minor promotion/job duties elevation. :/ Then BAM! Rug pulled out. Again….and for what?!? as anybody with half a brain now realizes, two years on.

And also meanwhile I’m seeing a huge spike in people everywhere I go who are back to wearing masks…..inside, AND outside while alone……..in a state with *no legal mandates.* They’re *voluntarily doing this.* Again….and for what?!?!?! Anybody wearing masks by this point is a moron, period. This whole debacle has really revealed who's who, in more ways than one.

Despite sounding bitter about the job thing I’m actually not. Okay….well a little. But for the most part I’ve resigned myself, with a shoulder shrugging “it’s out of my hands” attitude about it all. Because again, I did everything right for almost 25 years, and “PLAYED THE GAME,” to the point where I won, like 10 times over, and where it wasn’t even a challenge anymore. So whatever happens it won’t be my fault. Truly, it's out of my hands. Everything that’s gone on for the past two years has been out of *all* of our hands. We’re all caught up in a timeline bottleneck of epic proportions.

And on a side note, I'll toot my horn, in the sense of as I write this, reflecting back on my working career - starting as an abused kid being kicked out of the house before graduation by my "mom's" rando boyfriend whom she'd only been dating for 4 months, with no money and no car and a work history of only fast food and regular restaurants. Then going through a bad period of severe starvation (I can tell you ALL about what happens to the body when you go many months eating nothing but one 64 cent taco and refillable soda from Taco Bell that you refill like five times to get as much sugar as possible, and/or a single pack of Twizzlers, every day, the whole step by step process of starvation) to where I wound up as an adult. Working my way up and up and up and up, to all these high level gigs, making bank, including crossing paths with "Illuminati"-esque companies that I walked away from, as noted in my interview with James Bartley, in Part 2. Have no idea what the future holds for us un"vaxxed", but I will always be proud of myself for that.
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South Florida boating.........


1. Pompano Beach - Was traveling north on Federal Highway and passed by a bridge going over some water (just before Marine Max Yacht Center) and glanced over and saw this scene lit up at sunset. "!!!!" immediately found a place to pull my car over, jumped out and ran back to the bridge with my camera to get this shot.

2. Group of Dinghies - Next to Fort Lauderdale Jetties beach, outside of Port Everglades in the same spot where the cruise ships and freightliners traffic.

3. Intracoastal Waterway, Boca Raton - View from one of my all time favorite spots on the small patch of white sandy beach at Gumbo Limbo Nature Center.

4. Kayaker at sunrise - Boca Raton. This is a female, not a dude. !! People have said I'm brave.......well, not as brave as this chick! I watched her launch from the beach near me and take off on a mission into the open ocean.....
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Resurrecting a post that I did a year ago, 1/29/21, when I utilized the Scrabble game tiles as an oracle. 13 months later and guess what.......it's come true, to the letter. O.o (no pun intended.) The question I asked at the time was, "In what various ways could COVID testing and vaccine mandates continue to be put into effect throughout society in the future, but more importantly and specifically, how might it affect me personally? So far COVID vaccines/test results for airline travel and university doesn't apply to me, since I don't fly anywhere and don't go to college. But will it ever get to the point where it *will* actually directly impact me??"

The tiles I pulled spelled out "GO WORK SWAB," as noted in the below quoted post. Obviously saying that in order to be able to go to work the swab is going to be required.

As mentioned two posts ago I'm back to being registered with my former go-to staffing agency who placed me on multiple temp and perm assignments in the past. However - no surprise - I'm running into an issue because almost every open and suitable admin office job they have requires the poison jab. The few that don't haven't been fits for me. They were higher level, well paying, but totally wrong for several key reasons. (For one of them I knew the whole thing was doomed when I showed up for the interview and the office manager interviewing me was wearing one of those full on "snout style" face masks. 🙄)

It's always a total crapshoot when looking for work via an agency anyway - they'll throw all kinds of potential gigs your way, and on even a normal good day most won't be a fit for a variety of different reasons. You hold out though until a decent, well fitting one eventually comes along. But now the pool of jobs has been narrowed to probably 5% of what it previously was O.o due to the mask and jab requirements.

And sure enough, this is what the agency noted in an email to me yesterday evening when we were conversing about a nice, high level position whose job description was a 99% near perfect match for everything I was doing at my last job, and it was also in Boca to boot, same as my last job.......but which I couldn't be put up for because of the jab requirement. "Carissa, couldn’t agree more – our entire team said you’d be perfect! All of our other administrative roles are requiring vaccination or you’d have the appropriate documentation to state why not + wear a mask in office and test weekly."

And test weekly.

Why hello there "GO WORK SWAB."

Oh well, can't say I wasn't warned well over a year ago about what was coming up in my future. That's why I'm just kind of shrugging about it on this end. And just to be clear - I will never cave and do a "COVID test" for ANY job.
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Time for some "Mainstream News Stories that Show That Things Aren't What They Seem to Be."

First on the list are two back to back Black beauty queens who supposedly fell or deliberately jumped out of buildings to their deaths only 10 days apart.

The first involves 30 year old Cheslie Kryst, former Miss USA, who supposedly jumped to her death from the 60th floor of her apartment building in NYC on 1/30:

dailymail.co.uk/news/article-10458053/Miss-US

Interesting enough, the age of 30 is heavily mentioned in the use of MK slaves, who get "thrown from the freedom train" at age 30. Cheslie also happened to die on the 30th. The 1976 movie "Logan's Run," which was rife with MK and occult symbolisms and plot devises also makes use of the "death at age 30" thing. In itself it doesn't mean anything, but in conjunction with the hundred other telling MK symbolisms throughout the movie it shows it was a deliberate insertion.

Another interesting point about Cheslie's jump is that *nobody saw it.* In the middle of busy NYC not a single person saw her actually jump, or saw the body hit the ground.

The second involves Zoe Sozo Bethel, age 27, former Miss Alabama. She either fell or jumped from the third floor of a residential building in Miami on 2/10, literally only 10 days later. Didn't immediately die, but went into a coma, then finally died a week later:

dailymail.co.uk/news/article-10536815/Zoe-Soz

The odds of these two back to back stories are astounding, and I'm not buying it. SOMETHING sketchy is going on here.

Then for a total change of pace, but still WTF, are the stories regarding the supposed "cops" in Ottawa arresting the protestors:

"They were as dumb as a bag of hammers": Arrested trucker says police who broke up Ottawa's Freedom Convoy acted like the 'Keystone Cops' from silent movies"

dailymail.co.uk/news/article-10540447/Arreste

Not gonna lie, my first thought based on the detailed description of their behavior is that it's a bunch of integrated hybrids. ;) But if not then the more reasonable "conspiracy" theory is that they're just civilians, being paid to play the role of cops. Or, hybrids being hired to play the role of cops. Doesn't have to be either/or. Either way though, things aren't what they seem to be. Don't take anything at face value.

Also see my previous Gab post about the BitChute vid entitled "A Lot of Missing People Now Found Dead Under Water," showing a major hoax that's currently happening in the news:

gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10761861469249367

I found the YT channel of these liars, and of course the comments are held for approval. :/ Trying to hide/censor anybody who'd reveal the truth about them.
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Okay, I'll chime in on Russia and Ukraine. 🤣

All this commentary on Gab's main page about what an embarrassment the U.S. is, more concern over the Ukraine/Russian border than the U.S./Mexican border, how Biden is a moron, decades of CIA activity in Eastern Europe via the Bush and Clinton administrations, blah blah blah and I'm just looking around wondering, Who actually believes any of this?? O.o Seriously. People are taking this at actual face value? Really? "Clown Show!" Four years of Trump, zero wars. The second "Biden" the dementia patient and his cronies that are actually running the show get into office and BAM! War! 🙄 Would have been the same deal under Killary. Because that's what "that side" wants. (And by "that side" I'm not even necessarily talking about "Liberals!" "Lefties!" "Woketards!" "Demonrats" and whatever other names people like to toss around. That Side goes beyond mere "liberalism!" It's something else entirely, hiding behind the Dem party and using liberals as their pawns.) Stew Peters at least refers to them all as the Lizard People. He's the only Conservative news commentary source willing to Go There. He also once reposted a comment on his Gab where the person straight up said aliens were behind the poison jab, in response to an interview he'd done with Dr. Carrie Madej. (Who also basically said that herself in their interview. That the jab technology they've found under microscopes is not human.)

Me, I've gone full "Clown Show!" stance on all of this, while understanding that the so-called "Lizard People" are the ones driving it. (Who are more likely actually Mantids, Grays and their Hybrid spawns. Though there may also definitely be Reptilians as well.)

Always keep in mind one of my all time favorite movies, "The Cabin in the Woods." gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10620900876137624 Where the point of everything going on was to provide ritual blood sacrifice in order to appease "The Ancients." The movie confused a lot of simpletons, due to mixing multiple genres (horror/fantasy, dark comedy, drama; seems they can only handle one thing at a time), while also adding in MAJOR "Truth Nuggets," in the form of underground bases, full of human "Thems," forcibly working on behalf of non-human "Overseers" and again, the need for actual human blood sacrifice in order to be "ALLOWED" to keep the world going. O.o So the simpletons, who are usually not aware of "conspiracy" truther subjects couldn't wrap their heads around it all. Me? The "MILAB"? Like I said, it's one of my all time faves.

So the reason world "leaders" are often so desperate for war? Blood sacrifice. And it needs to happen often. The poison jab would overlap with that as well. They'll also be able to feed on the pain and suffering from the ones who don't die, but become permanently disabled as a result, and the pain from all the parents who are about to start losing their children. Blood sacrifice and Loosh.
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As more and more stories emerge of faked images and vids coming out of Ukraine time for a classic scene from 1997's "Wag the Dog," of the actress Tracy, played by Kirsten Dunst, running around in front of a green screen pretending to be a poor Albanian teen fleeing her war torn village amidst screams, flames, sirens and gunfire while carrying a cat:

youtube.com/watch?v=gNDmDZi05dY

They told us 24 years ago how it's done. (More freewill occult warnings and such.) Not saying the entire Ukraine debacle is faked the way the war in "Wag the Dog" was completely faked; there's apparently some high level things going on behind the scenes in Ukraine that the mainstream news would never report and the mainstream public wouldn't realize (targeted bombings of Biolabs for instance, and going after the Ukrainian Neo Nazi movement, etc., meanwhile not using the full amount of Russian troops, or taking down the internet or the power grid, as one would expect in a real, full on invasion.) So, *something* is going on in Ukraine, but things are not what they seem to be. Hence, the strange faked images and vids. The whole "Clown Show" thing, as mentioned in my last post. But where apparently real people are the collateral pawns caught in the crosshairs for some additional loosh and blood sacrifice feeding.

"Wag the Dog" trailer: youtube.com/watch?v=steA_PZPkc8

RE: the faked images - a major aspect of this fakery is that it's real pics, but taken years ago under completely different contexts. But it's now being misattributed to the current Ukraine/Russia situation. So don't just automatically trust these images being shown to us as propaganda. **Do your research.** Some of them are outright faked though, like the supposed soldier with his rifle over his shoulder, looking through the scope, posed, as if ready to shoot. Meanwhile the cap is still over the scope. Other images are from video games I've been hearing. Or my personal fave so far.....the Ukraine soldiers with fake carved wood rifles. !! Completely obvious too. Have seen several of those "wood guns" pics. I mean, it's just ridiculous.
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Starting about 9/10 years old I knew I was "SUPPOSED TO WRITE." It was this assigned mission, basically. In a lot of ways I didn't have a choice with it. Yeah, I could have rejected it....but you also can't. It's what's built into you. You don't know any other drive.

By 9 years old/4th grade I was already checking books out of the adult section of the local library about alien abductions and all things "woo," since the kid section couldn't keep up with me. (Later learned the same deal applied to Tom.....we were doing the same things at the same age, including the same *exact* weird quirks, more than what's relevant for here.) Was also testing by 4th grade at a high school level for reading comprehension, vocabulary and writing skills. So I was already on my way. Had my little one subject lime green colored notebook in 4th grade for writing, covered in the classic 80s metallic rainbow-y star and heart stickers. (pen wasn't cool though. It was a Bic stick. boo!)

One book in particular that I was obsessed with starting at 10 was literally called "How to Write." :D With a drawing of a pencil on the cover, against a simple white background. Probably checked it out over a dozen times and studied the hell out of it. You don't win the school-wide "writing contest" as only a 7th grader I guess by not figuring out how to write. O.o

By 12 I was repeatedly checking out an adult level reference book about how to get books of all types published by major publishing agencies. So I understood the process by 6th grade, but didn't yet have anything to submit. In the 80s I always assumed that was the path I was supposed to go down. The internet hadn't yet been invented.

As an adult I still have a thing for physical journal books (to keep track of dreams by this point) and a total obsession with Punch Studio brand notepads that I keep in my purse. Despite the digital age, the idea of physically writing with various cool colored pens (sometimes metallic...sometimes with scented ink ;D ) on actual paper in awesome looking notebooks is important to me in a way I can't explain.

1. Current dream journal exterior, by Peter Pauper Press, who make absolutely kick ass journal books. Even the chick at Barnes & Noble who rang me up stopped to hold it up and admire it. Also has a band to keep the book closed, and a built in rear interior pocket. I freaking LOVE watercolor designs with gold leaf foil. And anything ocean themed on top of it.....there was no way I WASN'T getting this.

2. Dream journal interior, with the metallic bronze colored interior lining.

3. Punch Studio notebooks!! (and favorite teal ink pen.) Peacocks, butterflies, seahorses and dragonflies, all with beautiful gold foil accents, little jewels and magnetic closures. Highly recommend! (Amazon, eBay, etc. I got my first one locally though here in Boca.)

4. Punch Studio notebook interior.....
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Florida wildlife!


1. Live Conch shell - Deerfield Beach. Tom found this in the shallow water offshore, and took it in so I could get the pic with my camera before tossing it back in the water.

2. Alligator eye - Wakodahatchee Wetlands, Delray Beach. This wasn't an easy shot to get. I was on the boardwalk and this was in the swamp area about 50+ feet away. Had to squat down to try to get the shot between the boardwalk railings and through the tree branches using the manual focus function on my camera. Think it came out pretty cool though. Wish I'd been able to get some video though when it was thrashing about a little bit in the water, probably catching something to eat, which is rare to see as well. O.o

3. Two Roseate Spoonbills!! and Two White Ibises - at the lake next to the library at Spanish River, Boca Raton. Rare sighting of some Spoonbills in this area of southeast Florida. It's rare to see even one in the wild down here. So this day was a score when we got to the lake and there was an actual pair meandering about. Got lots of pics. Spoonbills and Ibises are actually related.

4. Rambur's Forktail Dragonfly - Boca Raton. flickr.com/photos/carissaconti/albums/7215771
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Part 1 of 2

Don't usually get into much political related stuff, since the rest of Gab pretty much takes care of that. ;) But recently I was thinking about this girl I knew in school as a kid in Connecticut, and how she turned out as an adult. It's kind of fascinating, as it represents literally *every single cliche* that we always hear about Liberals and how "Liberalism is a mental disorder."

The girl was Dawn, and she wasn't just somebody I "knew of," she would have actually been considered a "frenemy." (Friend Enemy, for dudes who are unaware of the complicated and usually fucked up nuances of "GIRL WORLD.") Part of the same circle of female friends I had from 7th-10th grades, and where we sat together with the same group at lunch, and would even often talk on the phone at night (in junior high, not high school), just the whole deal. But yet where we're still not actually truly friends. Something was off/missing. Meaning, she would engage in that whole "mocking supposed friends behind their backs"/backstabbing behavior that a lot of girls engage in. Not just to me, but other female friends of hers as well. Very untrustworthy. So she seemed to always be cycling through some new "BFF of the moment."

In general she was considered a "nerd," and never had a boyfriend in the time I knew her, or any guy that was interested in her. In the same "smart classes" as me, though still not on my academic level, with big glasses and long blonde hair down her back. She came off as seemingly friendly, outgoing, talkative and arrogantly confident, always flouncing around while carrying her books, but while also often avoiding eye contact, or speaking to people in a "sideways"/side eye dodgy way. So...uncomfortable in her own skin. Which also explains a lot of the immature/stunted shady female behavior, since that's often born out of insecurity. So, she was a really weird one for sure.

When I looked her up as an adult, since most everybody is now on the 'net in some capacity, it wasn't really surprising I guess to see how she'd turned out. The girl from small town Connecticut who was raised Catholic was now a FLAMING liberal Atheist. The long blonde hair was traded in for a cropped short 'do dyed neon pink. She was now married with three kids, about 50+ pounds overweight, and an avid "blogger." She even admitted on her blog to earlier dreams of becoming some famous "Mommy Blogger" (I guess that's a thing) but how nobody was interested. She talked about being on psych meds for emotional/anxiety issues, while posting pics of herself for instance crying into a mirror…while wearing a Bernie Sanders shirt….or having somebody else take a photo of her sitting outside in nature.....crying. Her oldest teen son wears guyliner, and had to be removed from school/home schooled for behavioral problems. And on election day 2016 her and her three kids all "hugged and cried" because Trump won. (Continued in attached comment 👇👇)
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The blog revealed a stunning lack of self awareness, stunted emotional development and total shamelessness/lack of dignity. Talking about having "foul smelling diarrhea" in one post O.o or curling up on the couch while snarfing up a gallon of ice cream to watch “Glee” and screaming at her kids to leave her alone, lamenting her apparently bad parenting skills in multiple posts but while simultaneously thinking she *should* become a “famous Mommy blogger,” lamenting about how her bad behavior drove away another couple that was long time friends with her and “the hubby,” as she always calls him, more stuff about her emotional/psych problems and being on meds, like it’s a proud badge of honor, and all the while making sure to mention here and there that she has “memory problems,” making sure to emphasize pointedly that “I can barely remember anything that happened back in school growing up.” ;) um hm. More like pre-emptive damage control, now that she’s putting herself out there as an adult and running the risk of the people she covertly bullied back in school making contact with her. Funny how the memory issues only seemed to affect her memories.....right up until the end of high school. ;) Not early childhood prior, or her college years and after, where her blog contains detailed anecdotes from those times. ;)

Her blog revealed a personality who, while admitting to insufferable and self destructive behavior also came off as ultimately thinking it’s all just so cute and amusing. Meanwhile checking every single box of what a flaming liberal female often is. Immature? Check! Lack of emotional self control? Check! Selfish/self obsession to the point of narcissism? Check! Overweight/letting yourself go/”who cares about looking nice”? Check! With masculine short hair? Check! Dyed some crazy color even in your 40s? Check! Maladjusted teen son with behavioral problems who wears makeup? Check! Celebrating mental illness with shameless crying selfies and psych meds? Check! Atheist? Check! And throw in some Trump Derangement Syndrome/loving Bernie Sanders and being a huge fan of Socialism. Of course.

We always hear that “liberalism is a mental disorder,” but I’ve always felt that it often attracts those who are already mentally ill/maladjusted. Especially when it's the extreme far left form of liberalism. (Or attracts in those who are lazy, entitled mooches that don't pull their own weight in any situation in life, since a big part of liberalism involves out of control welfare/handouts and advocating Socialism, or outright Communism.) Dawn was already a very strange behaving, unpopular, immature, covert bully as a teen. So it was already in the cards you could say about where she could wind up as an adult.
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Another example of "cliche liberal" that I was just thinking about - there was a girl named Daylene that I knew in my early 20's/the mid-90s in SoCal, from my circle of friends. She and I were only just acquaintances, and only because of being mutual friends with the same people. Like me Daylene was also born in November of '74, just 8 days apart, and also looked a lot like me in many ways, which was interesting, including the same coloring. But that's where the similarities ended. What defined Daylene was her weird conniving, scheming behavior (one of the most f'd up people any of us ever knew in that circle of friends; people were talking about her/citing her antics for YEARS afterwards) extreme promiscuity, including banging guys for money, and being a self professed mooch. She even had a bracelet engraved with the word "MOOCH" on it, that she hung from her rear view mirror, that's how proud she was of it. O.o

At one point when I lost one of my jobs when I was 21 (always had multiple going at the same time) she suggested, without missing a beat, that I go on unemployment. "um.......no.......that's okay......I'll just get another job....." And I did, in a matter of days. Other "helpful" suggestions from her always seemed to involve welfare/handout programs. That's all she seemed to know/understand, having been raised a liberal in both California and Oregon. But I was not raised that way. My dad was a staunch Conservative, and when money was tight.....you get another fricking job. You just keep getting jobs until you're finally making enough money. But you don't take handouts. !!! So he always modeled hard work/strong work ethic to me, which I saw, and respected. (the one and only good trait I can say about him. Hard worker/good material provider. That's it.)

And as a 40-something she too has "THE HAIR," in this case it's still long, not chopped off....but purple. Loves to take selfies that she posts on her Instagram (it's never artistic or photography pics, of nature or interesting things in the world) and currently has a "Go Fund Me" to get donations from people to help her out in life, instead of just getting another job. The Go Fund Me includes a purposely manipulative pic of her on the floor, cuddling her dog, and where she's looking upwards at the camera with these big "puppy dog eyes" and sad "help me, I'm so cute" expression on her face. All her other pics are straight on, or from an angle that looks slightly upwards at her. So that one pic was posed on purpose as a manipulation. Nobody's biting though. It's been going for months, and is still at $0. Also saw her complaining in an entitled way about the way in which a job had let her go, instead of being understanding/tolerating of her emotional/psychological issues, the way she felt they should. 🙄

It's weird though, how when so many people go "liberal".....they REALLY go liberal.

"Never go full liberal!" 🤣
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I'm so excited!!!! Geoff Brady interviews James Bartley on "In Other News Radio"!!!!! As readers of my Gab may already know I've interviewed on Geoff's show four times now I think, and I've interviewed on James' show as well. Prior to my last interview with Geoff he listened to my interview with James, then was interested in having James on his show. I was able to give him James' contact info and now......here we are! Both are talking together!! woohoo!!!!!!

EDIT: Adding link to part 2 that just went up:
inothernewsradio.com/podcast/in-other-news-ma
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@PjsIrb @JohnRivers This. Nobody wants to just be normal or healthy. That's boring. Everybody wants a label, a condition, an affliction, a disorder, something that makes them feel special and unique, and provides an identity where otherwise none would exist inside their empty core. Throw in a special flag and parade and that's the cherry on top.
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As an add on to my previous Cathy O'Brien documentary recommendation:

I'm re-reading "Trance Formation of America" by Cathy O'Brien and Mark Phillips (added a link to a free online version of the book in my previous post, in case anybody's interested) and am thinking about a real life anecdote that corroborates something Cathy says in the book. The book discusses how many of the male stars of the country music scene from back in the day were/are heavily involved in the abuse and trafficking of MK Ultra sex slaves, including children. Cathy name checks Merle Haggard as one of them. Growing up I occasionally heard the name Merle Haggard, but since I was raised in the northeast country music was not the culture. So I had/have no clue about those people or their music.

But when I saw his name mentioned the first time I read the book in 2002 it was like, oh my god. O.o Flashback to summer of '97, when I was living and working in Laguna Hills, California. I was 22, and worked front desk at the Holiday Inn Laguna Hills. One of my colleagues Megan, who was 19, was a friendly, flirty girl who also kind of had a few screws loose. I would suspect at this point that she was the victim of molestation, based on her behavior, which was textbook (hyper sexualization, to the point of inappropriateness, and loopy weird behavior in general, among other signs) but, it's a whole story in itself. But she also was very smart and capable, friendly, and a good person to work with, so we got on well.

But at one point in the summer of '97 Merle Haggard and his road crew were staying at the hotel, because he was performing locally. I think maybe at Irvine Meadows. (Now called Verizon Wireless Ampitheater.) I never once actually saw Merle for myself....but that's due to frequency mismatch I realize now. We're so incompatible that we never even crossed each other's field of view while he was there. That's how life works for me though. I do not cross paths with those who are extremely mismatched, so many anecdotes about that it should be its own dedicated Gab post. Various interesting real life anecdotes showing how time and again I will just....get up and leave a room, right as a bad person was about to enter, narrowly missing some sort of mayhem. Or like in the case with Merle....just not being able to ever even cross paths or see the dude at any point during his stay.

Megan however had the unfortunate experience of crossing paths with him. (Continued in attached comment. 👇 👇 👇)
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(Continued from main post)

Megan had left the desk to go do something in another part of the hotel. It was about 4, 5 in the afternoon and still light out, I can remember the whole scene very clearly. She had left the desk looking happy and normal, but returned looking pale and very shaken and shocked, in a way that I had never seen her look before. Immediately I was like, What's wrong???

She relayed how she found herself in the elevator with Merle and his roadies on her way up to whatever floor she was going. Everything seemed okay, and she may have even said hi and smiled at him, I don't know/remember by this point.....until he suddenly said in this creepy, menacing way "I'd like to bend you over a chair and fuck you in the ass."

Megan was shocked speechless, stuck in the elevator with this demonic creep. Then he and his guys got out and that was that.

Megan was flirty to the point of nutso, and always acting inappropriately, but this was next level even for her. It's interesting though how it was her of all people that wound up in the elevator with him. At the time I first heard this anecdote I "noticed" that, but also kind of didn't. I hadn't yet learned, or realized for myself, the whole frequency match/mismatch thing, and seen the way it's played out repeatedly in my own life, ensuring that I do or don't......or flat out can or can't.......cross paths with certain people. But now I get it. Megan was the right frequency for it unfortunately, due to again the way in which I now believe she was most likely a victim of molestation, along with the way in which she was always acting out and behaving in a sexually strange/inappropriate way, and how she was kind of loopy in general. Sharks to the blood you could say. And so she's the one who wound up in the elevator with that demonic creep sexual predator. :/

But yeah, when I read "Trance Formation" for the first time I was just nodding my head when I saw Cathy name check Merle in particular.
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Still making my way through the re-read of “Trance Formation of America” (see previous two posts) and thinking about the effects of MK. While Cathy O’Brien had a very different situation than what I had, with different sources behind her programming, it is so beyond obvious to the point of ridiculousness that I went through my own form of MK/brain rewiring/programming from my own sources, in my own unique situation. I get into all the signs in my book. But what’s also been on my mind again recently is the “hate to admit it…” benefits that this brain tinkering had for me as an adult, surviving in the world.

At about the age of 21, into 22, I experienced a very noticeable brain function change/upgrade with no logical explanation. I was living in SoCal/South Orange County at the time with a house full of roommates/friends, always working two jobs (full time hotel front desk, and 25-30 hours of waitressing) and for the most part having fun. Life was good. But in retrospect there was a whole lot going on under the radar that I wasn’t consciously aware of….but the indicators of which were seeping into my every day reality. (Everything I’m talking about here is also mentioned in my book.)

But it was like my brain neurons had been “degreased,” all the myelin sheaths replaced to full capacity, the right hemisphere artificially stimulated/revived, then the whole thing amped up x 1,000. I was always smart growing up, but due to chronic lack of good sleep and proper nutrition and loads of stress during the years leading up to age 21 it was like my brain had gotten muted. Then…the change happened. And it was overwhelming, because what ended up happening was full photographic memory, the inability to forget *ANYTHING.* Every last minute of every day, going back over a week, as I realized when first noticing the change. Entire tables’ orders at my waitressing job, for every table in a 4-6 hour shift, day after day, I remembered every last thing. Every word of every conversation with every person I crossed paths with, every step I did in any day.

Then there was the amped up energy to where I just wanted to bear down, grit my teeth and go running manically for miles and miles in the middle of the night to try to burn it off.

As well as the newfound total ambidextrousness. Suddenly I was now operating left handed intermittently and unconsciously like it was nothing.

As well as the super heightened reflexes that I couldn’t control or even visually keep up with because it was so fast and automatic…..and left handed at that. My body would just automatically react, and I would only realize what had even happened AFTER it was over. (Continued in attached comment. 👇 👇 👇)
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In one case I accidentally bumped a tall empty glass off a counter with my right elbow, then turned, reached my *left* hand behind my back, bent slightly and caught it perfectly in mid air without even seeing it, then replaced the glass back on the counter before I even knew what was happening. One seamless, smooth, swoop of a move. My roommates got silent and bug eyed, seeing that. Then Mike finally said “Holy shit….!”

And then there was the split mind capability. Like at my hotel day job, counting the number of Disneyland tickets we had on hand, which was one of our daily start tasks, while having a fully involved conversation with my coworker on the side, who couldn’t wrap her head around how I was counting and having a convo with her at the same time. (meanwhile I was just like, How are you NOT able to do this? ;D ) Or having a full side conversation with my friend/roommate Mike, who was sitting in my doorway, hanging out, but while also typing something at the same time on my word processor at 65 wpm (what I typed at that point) and without looking at the keys, of course. Splitting the brain in two, getting more done at once. He was also amazed by that, like, How are you talking to me, looking at me…but typing all this other stuff at the same time? It was always fun to find out what my brain had concocted afterwards. Reading my own stuff with no clue what I’d typed up at the time I wrote it.

This was also the same time period I awoke one morning in the house I shared with all my roommate friends hearing a male “Them” voice in my mind, as I now recognize it (same guy’s distinctive voice I would later hear on future intermittent occasions, whoever he is) saying in a kind of eye rolling, mocking way, “You have so many personalities you can’t even keep up.”

I lay there in bed extremely puzzled, not only about who/what the source of this dude’s voice was, which was very clear and distinct, but also at the fact that I *didn’t* have “so many personalities.” :/ I was the same way with everybody. At work with coworkers and bosses, with my roommates/friends. I was always coasting along as “me.” And even as a kid I’ve never been one of those cowards I cannot STAND who adjust their “opinions” and “views” just to fit in with others. So it made no sense.

This guy’s voice in my head from nowhere wasn’t my first MILABs/MK indication in the every day real world though. But I hadn’t yet even heard about MK or MILABs. That’s wouldn’t happen until 2002. Had six more years to go before pieces would even begin to come together. The book “MILABs,” by Dr. Helmut Lammer and Marion Lammer, given to me by Tom, was the breakthrough game changer.

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Also during this exact same time period I developed this sudden, overnight obsession with the idea of Alice in Wonderland, with nothing logical to account for it. Waking up one day to the next, desperately wanting to find a poster or something with imagery from the Disney cartoon version. Of course now knowing AIW is is a MAJOR, HUGE MK Ultra programming system. I didn’t at the time though.

Soon after (in particular after the maddening “I want to run for miles in the middle of the night” incident) my brain was dialed back down again, so I was no longer operating at 100% flawless photographic capacity. (which is just MADDENING. Trust me, you don’t want to remember *every last thing* that happens to you. !!) I was now operating at just Super Excellent. :D But the #1 benefit? I could now pull off the “not having to write anything down” trick when waitressing, and never f’d up an order, no matter how many no-this, and extra that, and whatever-whatever on the side. It always impressed all my tables, like being a performing monkey or something (“Dance monkey, dance!!”) and bumped my average tip amounts to at least 25%, but definitely up to 30, and even 40 and 50%. I also handled waitressing easier now that I could just remember everything and keep it straight in my mind. This beneficial skill carried for to future waitressing and cocktailing gigs.

And then I benefitted at office jobs, once I broke into those in late ‘97. Learning anything new insanely fast, perfect retention capabilities, which ensures you won’t get fired. You just keep moving up…and up….and up in life. Bigger, better, higher paying gigs. Like the executive suites gig in Newport Beach, CA, where I was answering a switchboard for up to 48 companies at the peak, and had all 4 digit extensions and all 4 digit v/m extensions memorized, and all clients’ whereabouts memorized off the top of my head, without having to look at my reference sheet. Could just breeze my way through all ten lines on hold, then the next ten lines, then the next like it was nothing, everything in my head.

Any factoid that anybody told me about anything, including all personal details, no matter how trivial, I just remembered. All phone numbers, license plates, you name it, I couldn’t forget. At any job in general if anybody ever spot checked me with random questions on any fact to do with anything I was working on I’d just know it off the top of my head, without having to look anything up. If some temp/temp to hire gig was requiring a software program I didn’t yet know I’d tell the agency don’t worry about it, give me until tomorrow. Then I’d go to Barnes, find the reference book on the software program, sit on the floor and memorize it for the next 3-4 hours. (Continued in attached comment. 👇 👇 👇)
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Go in to the agency the next day and test on it and get 98-100%. On something I didn’t even know a thing about 48 hours earlier. Means more gigs that I was able to take on, more money that could be earned.

Ultimately it means I survived. Without a college education, without parents helping me (and in fact, TRYING to hinder me, in my “mom’s” case. Or being cold/Reptilian-like, like with my “dad.” No matter how bad my life situation got none of it ever registered with him. It didn’t occur to him to notice, worry, care, check in/call or voluntarily offer up any kind of anything to help. No paternal instinct whatsoever. I’ve always described me and Joe’s upbringing as being raised by two complete strangers who were being forced to take care of us. In our “mom’s” case I later realized it was like we were foster kids to her, as she did all these checklist, textbook things that abusive foster parents do, including taking the money for herself that was intended for us.)

So life was a bit precarious during the time when my “mom’s” rando boyfriend kicked me out before graduation, with no money and no car, and into the next few years after. But again….inherent smarts, coupled with whatever was done to me about the age of 21, changed things. I don’t even understand what the benefits even were/are of becoming mostly ambidextrous, or having lightning fast reflexes. Other than when breakable shit drops….I *catch* it. And where again, I can’t even keep up visually with what’s happening. Recently I dropped a fragile shell that I was dusting on my bookshelf, and before I even knew what I was doing my *left* foot raised upwards to “catch” the shell on the top of the foot, then my foot slowly lowered back down to the floor, with the shell still tumbling off, yes….but not breaking, because now it only hit the floor from several inches up. Not multiple feet. Only afterwards could I catch up to what I’d just done, marveling about it to Tom, going, “Well……..glad I still got it.” O.o Still as strong as it was at 21/22. But just stupid shit like that. And again, with the left hand as well. No difference between the right. Hand shoots out without me realizing it, to catch something that was apparently falling, but where I only realize after I catch it, then place it back. “So yeah….…THAT just happened.” O.o I did not have that ability prior to age 21/22. It developed overnight, and when it did it was NOTICEABLE. Which is what helps prove that the rest of the brain adjustments from that time period, including the short time period energy burst that mimicked the manic stage of Bipolar, are not my imagination or the result of somehow getting more sleep, or better diet. (True Bipolar is forever. It doesn’t last just one week, then go away.)

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And that dude’s voice in my mind at the same time period is not some separate, unrelated “coincidence” that doesn’t have AAAANNYYthing to do with it. No. Something was done to me, that dude was a part of it, and the effects became very noticeable at my jobs, and benefitted me in life. Can’t even deny that.

Tom had a theory about all this that I thought was interesting, but it involves the idea of astrocytes, a component of the brain that works in conjunction with the neurons. In experiments where human astrocytes were injected in mice their intelligence and memory retention capabilities were drastically increased. What about if you took say, alien astrocytes and injected them into a person. Somebody who already is a lifelong alien abductee and a MILAB? O.o Would certainly up the brain potential, that’s for sure. Maybe even turning them into somebody who now has the capability to operate like a machine/computer on the brain level, as I’ve likened what it felt like. Full photographic memory, lightning fast reflexes, both hemispheres more in balance, and the brain able to split off into two or more, to do multiple things at once, including “one part of the brain running in the background, computing and calculating things separately from what the main brain is doing,” aspects of which I haven’t even elaborated on here, but which I also experienced. So that’s definitely one possible theory. The other is MK, in conjunction with something being done to me on a biological level.

There was also all the psychic abilities as well, mixed up in the middle of all this. Telepathy, clairvoyance, precognition. I didn’t start developing psychic abilities until I was a teen, post-puberty. But it skyrocketed by this point at age 21/22, and never stopped. And also helped me to survive in life, like when anybody thought they were going to pull something over on me. I’d always know, and pre-emptively manuever, and come out the winner in that equation. O.o Psychic people always win. Truly.

And as also mentioned in my book, there’s the possibility that my lack of obvious aging that went on for many years could also have tied into programming, or something artificial being done to me. Supposedly Joe was told by “Them” during one of his abductions that this was in fact done. To both of us. (The last mugshot I ever found of him online in 2016, when he was 35, he still looked to be early 20s, despite years of living rough.) He even went on to explain the “aging ratio/formula” to me, and how it works for us specifically, as opposed to everybody else, as relayed by Them. So when I was 30 I was being told by shocked people that I didn’t even look 18. Body and small face of a tiny 14/15 year old. By 40 I passed for early 20s, as I was told by actual early 20-somethings who couldn’t believe I wasn’t the same age as them. (Continued in attached comment. 👇 👇 👇)
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And you know it’s legit when you’ve got multiple early 20-something guys (and one 25 year old female) hitting on you at 42, 43 and 44 years old. ;D “Dude! I’m pretty much old enough to be your mom! Girl, you were born the year I graduated high school! Holy shit!!” ;D I’ve always wondered if Peter Pan “Never Grow Old” programming was used to help accomplish this, and if so, would account for my lifelong inexplicable *HATRED* of anything to do with Peter Pan and Tinkerbell, dating back to early childhood. Along with actual biological manipulation.

There’s the downside of MK and abduction/MILABs tinkering too, no doubt. I still don’t know the answers to who/what my sources are, and ultimately, why. Because I can’t handle the idea of whatever memories would be retrieved via hypnosis. The few actual glimpses I’ve had aren’t pretty. When I was 15 I woke up one day with an obsession out of nowhere that I needed to be super flexible, and be able to do the splits easily. Cathy O’Brien talks about that in her book. So I set to work on my inflexible body to make that happen. And did….and then some. I got to the point where I could not only be fully in the splits, but where my legs could bend way up beyond that point as well, almost unnaturally. That’s one of Their things, apparently.

And then of course how I mentioned in my book my obsession with butterflies after I moved to Fort Lauderdale. Got several free Butterfly World color booklets from the downtown library lobby and proceeded to cut out over a hundred butterfly images, then taped them on the wall all around my bed. Butterflies = Monarch programming. This was during the absolute height of overt abductions and MILABs programming in 2002-2004, including multiple black heli harassments, because I’d gone “off script.” MAJORLY. Shit was pissed. (And there definitely was a script, that I had to fight hard to go against because the programming was so strong.)

Waking up suddenly on several occasions during the period of 2002-2003 in particular and actually catching “Them” in the act of programming my subconscious while I slept. Being remotely plugged into while I slept for some sort of “viewing” thing, where a number trigger code was being used. Waking up with marks on my body that weren’t there when I went to sleep. The occasional dream I've had in the past about being in some basement (represents the subconscious), but in this case a spooky/creepy horror movie looking/feeling basement, and seeing a set of hatched doors, usually bound with heavy chains and locks, leading to something that exists below even that. Feeling creeped out as I stare at the heavily locked doors…….one part of me wanting to get in, and go down, explore, see what’s down there once and for all. The other part wanting to run away. (Continued in attached comment. 👇 👇 👇)
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So you might get some benefits here, that actually translate into tangible, real world money making abilities as it did for me, helping me to survive much better than I would have otherwise, but they’re definitely fucking with you over there. Especially if you’re a female. Read between the lines.

There’s definitely so much to say about that aspect of things, things I didn’t want to get into in my book for multiple reasons. Whatever stuff I did get into required getting sloshed on alcohol in order to write it. But which was then completely deleted the next morning. Then had to be rewritten, with modifications. And if the end, revised result still seems trivial then so be it. That's all I was comfortable getting into at the time.

But ultimately it’s not my fault for what was done to me, and what my mind kontrolled “mom” cooperated with, who, as far as what I've seen in one memory flash from when I was ~5, is what I call the "white coats." Who could have been connected to what my dad was connected to back when he was in military intelligence, reporting to the NSA. But it was me, standing around in a strange facility, as my "mom" spoke with one of the male white coats off to the side, and I just stood there, looking up and around at everything, obediently waiting for the adults to lead me where to go next. Same time period when I woke up one morning with what seemed to be some sort of dried iodine fluid covering the outside of my girl parts. No five year should ever be waking up with strange, dried fluids covering their genitals. Means SOMETHING is being done to you. I now have a mini article level write up of more things surrounding all of this that I’ve been putting off publishing for months. I don't know, we’ll see.

So yeah, it’s not to the level of Cathy O’Brien, that’s for sure, who was old school, hard core, trauma-based Monarch programming, as she even admits, and was sold to the highest elites on the planet. (Her daughter Kelly, born in 1980, started receiving the next level, higher, more advanced MK technology programming. Can’t even imagine what they’re using by this point in 2022.) But whatever’s gone on with me is still *something,* and it’s bizarre.
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I had an idea for a Gab post but now I can't even remember what it was. :D oh well. Overdue for some pics anyway, so today's themes will be south Florida architecture/city scapes.....

1. South Beach, Miami. In December! woohoo!

2. Las Olas Boulevard, Fort Lauderdale.

3. Brickell Key, Miami. Looks super pleasant and sparsely populated, but don't be fooled. ;) The vibe here for the psychically inclined is INTENSE. Several reasons I think. 1) This is a tiny little island, but cram PACKED full of people and condos/businesses. As much as they could cram onto it. So the population density is NUTS. And it's right there next to the rest of downtown Miami, which is also densely populated to a ridiculous level. You just feel it, like these weird, intense vibes all around. No natural nature vibes remain. We hate driving anywhere down in Miami because the traffic is also nut job vibes, so we've rarely gone in all the years we've lived in south Florida. Same as pic #1 though - looks super fun.......but doesn't feel fun for real, if you're psychically sensitive.

4. Galt Ocean Mile (on the A1A), Fort Lauderdale. I will always have a soft spot for this area, as it's right where my motel was located when I first moved to Florida in 2002. :) I was walking along the Galt Ocean Mile when contemplating my choices about staying in Florida or driving back to Cali, when a series of events/intervention happened that ensured I stayed. Never stepped foot in Cali again.
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So in a recent post I mentioned the phenomenon of being so incompatible with somebody’s vibes that reality just makes it so we don’t cross paths, AT all. Want to return to that subject.

But in that post I mentioned Merle Haggard, who had been name checked by Cathy O’Brien in “Trance Formation of America” as a nasty user/abuser of MK’d sex slaves. And then how when he stayed at the same hotel I was working at in ’97 in SoCal I never even saw the guy, let alone interact with him during the time he was there….even though he was *right there* at one point, around the corner from me practically. Yet my fellow desk clerk Megan had the very unfortunate experience of finding herself full on in the elevator with him and some of his roadies, where his behavior towards her corroborates what Cathy says about him. 😡

In other innocuous instances at work I’ve gotten up and walked away from my desk right when a troublemaker call comes in, or gotten up and left for lunch, moments before some angry customer walks in.

But then….there was an extremely notable positive *opposite* exception to this, which happened at my “Big Cheese” job in Charlottesville in 2010. It was 1 p.m. and my usual time for lunch, so off I went. I took my food and went up to the large break room, but found every table was fully occupied. Very unusual, but possibly tying into the overcast weather outside, I don’t know. But also still very unusual. But then I proceeded to do something I would never normally do…..just passively turned around and decided “oh well….I’ll just go back to my desk.” O.o

Went back into the office and passively sat back down at my desk. Like “lalala….” Again, I would *NEVER EVER* normally do this. Normally I would have gone outside onto the Mall to eat. Anything to get away/out of the office, because I didn’t enjoy my job. I *needed* that time away every day. I didn’t even question what I was doing though. Just calmly sat there at my desk. Like I was waiting. My coworker was puzzled by the apparent forfeiture of my lunch.

And right then….a short, quiet, unassuming older man of 71 walks into the office, asking if our bosses were available to speak with. His name was Al Slusser….and he’d walked here from California. Started in San Diego, and was heading to his end goal of Chesapeake Bay/the Atlantic, to complete his coast to coast walk to bring awareness about the elderly and the disabled. He was almost there, having already almost walked 3,000 miles.

Several other employees I worked with also happened to find themselves converging into the office at that exact moment as well. So within 10 minutes there were at least four of us, all gathered around, listening with rapt interest to Al talk about walking across the country. And soon joined by our boss, who as it turns out, did know Al was coming, but forgot to tell us. (Continued in attached comment.👇👇)
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Al was stopping by the Big Cheeses in all the towns and cities he passed through to talk about his cause and get signatures/memorabilia from his travels. I got to be the one who took the picture of him with our boss, using a colleague’s phone, which I emailed to Al and which he later posted to his then-blog, along with all his other pics.

That moment was special, and CLEARLY there was intervention to make that connection happen for me. Evil Merle Haggard though? Never even saw the dude during his stay, when I was just around the corner from him at one point. There’s truly something to this phenomenon.

Something I figured out years ago is that I almost never seemed to have those experiences of running into Hollywood famous people, despite even living in SoCal for 10 years. Everybody else always seemed to have some sort of story, but not me. One time I saw Antonio Sabato Jr….from WAY far away at Six Flags Magic Mountain, being trailed by some Access Hollywood camera people. 😄 Even when I worked at a fancy pants real estate agency in 2000 in Rancho Santa Margarita, right outside the gates of Coto de Caza. One of the agents who worked there during the same time as me was already D-level famous from her career in the 80s, including posing for Playboy, and then later became one of the “OG” cast members of Real Housewives of Orange County (filmed in Coto). But in the six months I worked there I only actually saw her once in person…...from the far opposite side of the room. That was it. Never even spoke to her. But that’s how it pretty much goes though when it comes to me and Hollywood famous people. We can barely even cross paths.

Tom theorized that it’s because famous people’s frequencies is “LOOK AT ME!!!” They became famous for a reason – they were willing to do ANYTHING to get there, are usually confident, outgoing/extroverted, even aggressive, often chewing people up and spitting them out as they rise higher and higher in life, and desperately resonate with fame, attention and $$$. And often times are engaging in evil stuff behind the scenes. Then there’s me. Who wanted to be literally invisible for most of my life due to bad childhood stuff, can’t handle speaking in front of people and have experienced debilitating “stage fright” when in those situations, with vision tunneling, unable to speak, and I hate being the center of attention with multiple people looking at me at the same time. And all the while valuing being happy more than money, trying to help people, not selling my soul. The frequencies are so opposite it’s like living on a different plane of existence.

So while we all may be incarnated here in 3rd density it doesn’t mean all beings will – or even can – actually interact with each other, as I’ve seen over and over in so many ways throughout my life. Even if they’re only 50-100 feet away from each other. (Continued in attached comment.👇👇)
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One of the exceptions, and there’s a reason for it I realize in retrospect, was the time I checked a famous author in at the “Illuminati hotel” in Cville. The book festival was happening, and the hotel was hosting the authors. I was clueless who the guy was though at the time I checked him in, Jonathan Safran Foer, but I realized in retrospect that he seemed to assume that I did, based on his fidgety demeanor, continually looking around the lobby while dodging eye contact with me. And yeah, glancing at me with a look that conveyed in retrospect "is she recognizing who I am?" Out of curiosity though, not ego. He was definitely nice and polite, just came across as very introverted and uncomfortable. After he left I looked him up online and saw that he was definitely a big time author, whose books had been turned into big time movies.

But that’s the big mainstream famous person experience I did manage to have – a shy, introverted, polite, nerdy writer guy who hadn’t let fame and success get to his head or act like a dick to the “little people.” That frequency was compatible to mine, so hence…..the interaction *could* even happen.

Same deal when Tom and I hung out at the now closed Quest Books in downtown Cville. We were able to cross paths with a couple of famous "woo" authors. One was Robert Bruce, Australian author of “Psychic Self Defense,” back in 2005 I think. A book I recommend on my website in several places. But that was the biggie for me. Even got to speak to him for like 30 seconds, stumbling over my words like a dorky fangirl. ;D

The other instance is one that I could just KICK myself over, to where it truly bothers me to this day. Finnish best selling author Rauni-Leena Tellervo Luukanen-Kilde. Had no clue who she was when we met her courtesy of Quest…….and meanwhile I had recommended something she wrote in my own book!!!! WE HUNG OUT IN PERSON, with several other people, and the entire time I did not know who she was. But guess what?? She knew who I was. She’d read my book!!! And obviously saw me recommending her stuff in it, one of the very few sources I’d ever come across about abduction implants that I deemed worthy of being recommended to people. **AND SHE ALSO CALLED ME AT HOME TO TALK TO ME AND COMPLIMENT MY BOOK. AND I STILL DIDN’T REALIZE WHO SHE WAS!!!** I was flattered that she had read my book and enjoyed it so much that she had asked for our number from Kay, the owner of Quest, and called me up and was complimenting it, and so we had a nice short chat about it all.

The reason for the lack of recognition though was because of the Finnish name. Hearing her name spoken didn’t click for me for the written version that appeared in my book. (Continued in attached comment.👇👇)
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And she was too nice and humble of a person to announce “WHO SHE WAS” and spell it out. Rauni has since passed away, and I could seriously kick myself and even cry that I didn’t get to express my own mutual appreciation of her work back to her. There are no words to convey it. Not enough palms of the hand repeatedly banging against my forehead. I mean, at least we had a nice conversation, but it would have been better if I’d realized who the frack I was talking to, and not been so stupidly clueless. !!

But I also attribute the fact that I’ve crossed paths with/spoken to Barbara Bartholic, Eve Lorgen and James Bartley, to this “frequency compatibility” thing. The latter two on several occasions, including interviews and/or roundtables. I spoke with Barbara on the phone a couple of times at least. She’d also read my book, and I was paid a visit in the “dreamtime”/other realms by one of her “Peeps” as I call him, who wanted to make sure I portrayed her/quoted her in my own book as nice as possible. A higher density/other dimensional dude of some sort. And very protective of her. There’s a double layer of interesting to all of this, since Barbara, Eve and James, along with Karla Turner, are all considered part of the same group you could say. All were friends and worked together. And I've interacted with three of the four. If Karla had lived it wouldn't surprise me if we had also eventually crossed paths.

But your standard, desperately thirsty Hollywood-level famous people? The kind that we realize now are often times narcissistic, demon infested, evil Satanic/Luciferian pedophiles and such? (Probably Reptilian too, or some sort of shapeshifting who knows what.) Yeah. Different plane of existence.

Tom/montalk wrote an excellent article all about this concept, for those who haven't seen it: montalk.net/matrix/112/realm-dynamics I know a lot of people have cited this article as being super important to them in terms of making a few💡's go off, and better understanding how people relationships often work in this strange world we find ourselves living in.
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Important for anybody arriving onto my Gab timeline feed: Please refresh the page after landing here. There's some sort of Gab glitch (as always....glitchiest platform ever......) that makes it so that any posts, whether my own or others', that I'm posting comments to or responding to comments on, shows up on my timeline, mixed in among the regular posts I do. Refreshing the page seems to clear the unnecessary comments out, leaving just the regular posts. And sometimes, depending, if you click onto a post, or go into the comments, then go back out onto the main timeline the glitch will reappear again, and now there will be comments mixed up with the posts, so you'll have to do another page refresh. This glitch also means I'm having to refrain from responding to a lot of things that previously I would have, only because I know that any post I respond to anywhere on Gab now gets posted to my timeline with the message "Carissa Conti commented on this Gab." :/ It's stupid because that's what the "Comments" tab is for, if people are curious to see what comments I'm posting.
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@kahunakevin Thank you. Pretty much nobody is seeing it. The way "she" writes "you ugly" in one sentence and "you are" in two others. This is most likely a white, Christian Conservative male posing as a Chinese female former Communist immigrant......and 99% of the commenters are falling for it. Idiots.
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Haven't posted on Gab in weeks. That's for multiple reasons, the main one being that I'm too busy/distracted. But the other big one being that a lot of what I would be talking about revolves around, at the core, people either being completely stupid, as in, their IQ is in the double digits and I don't even know how they find their way out of bed every morning, and I mean that sincerely, it's not hyperbole. Or how so many people are mentally ill level crazy. O.o And I mean that literally too. Not hyperbole.

But you know, not exactly happy, positive topics either way. "THEY'RE ALL F’ING MORONS!!!!!! THEY'RE ALL F’ING INSANE!!!!!!"

Then something flashed through my mind today randomly while at work, and I realized.....okay......THAT'S something decent you could post on Gab. ;D It's positive! woohoo!!

It's simple, and it's not unique. But it's the idea of looking for the silver lining in any so-called negative life setback. I've done this instinctually for years. It's literally "who I am" at the core level. When supposed "bad shit" has happened to me in life I either recognized one of two things: 1) Whatever I thought was "SUPPOSED TO!!!" happen wasn't meant to be, period, so.......move on, or 2) Just focus on how much MORE wrong the situation DIDN'T go. Seriously. "As bad as it was.....look at everything that went right, and how it all ultimately still worked out okay." I even had a boyfriend at 18 who noticed and complimented me on this trait, admiring my whole shoulder shrugging, "oh well......it wasn't meant to be"/"don't fight shit that's not in your destiny" mentality. Nobody around me in life had ever modeled that attitude, so who knows where it even came from at such a young age. It's one of those things that you kind of just have to attribute to higher spiritual/past life accumulated knowledge. (At 18 I was operating like a 5,000 year old in an 18 year old’s body, truly, so….. O.o It wasn’t even normal.)

Truly though - when things go wrong always look to what went *right.* And how much worse it DIDN'T go. !!! Something so many people in this reality don't realize is that God, and Angels, and Higher Positive Forces, aren't here to completely shield you from negativity. That's not how life works. However, it doesn't mean they won't help buffer some of the blows. And that's where you need to recognize and appreciate and show gratitude. So many negative things that happen to us could have truly been so much worse, and resulted in the absolutely WORST possible outcome. I have so many anecdotes that illustrate this, trust me. So just appreciate that things didn't go that bad, and take whatever lessons you can out of it all and move on with gratitude. Because not everybody is so lucky. :/

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It probably also explains why the 1960 Disney movie "Pollyanna" was and still is one of my all time faves, even as a teen, when it wouldn’t have been “cool.”
Pollyanna constantly plays "The Glad Game" to help cope with life, taught to her by her preacher father, so she's always looking on the bright side of everything and always seeing the silver linings, no matter how negative a situation may initially seem to be. By the end of the movie (based on a book) she's literally converted an entire cynical, pessimistic town to her way of being, singlehandedly changing things through her little lone personal frequency. To say I "recognized" the message of the movie even as a kid is putting it mildly. I remember at 20 making out with my then-boyfriend Gary in the then-hotel room I was living in (where I also worked) and realized "POLLYANNA'S ON!!!!" seeing over his shoulder the movie that had just come on the TV and pushing him off me. ;D Watched the rest of the movie, perched at the end of the bed, enraptured. My favorite scene? The rainbow prisms, with grumpy old Mr. Pendergast and Pollyanna's best friend, the orphan boy Jimmy Bean. I had my own "Jimmy Bean" in my life at nearly the same age....another brunette also named Gary!!!......who looked nearly identical to the movie's Jimmy Bean. Same brunette hair, almost the same haircut, similar face, same everything. Meanwhile I also had the long blonde hair with bangs, like Pollyanna. And both of us were always together, always on adventures together....same as Pollyanna and Jimmy. And he was the first guy I kissed. ;D We were running together across the front lawn of our mutual BFF Justin's house, towards Justin's 12 year old sister Michelle, who was my babysitter, standing in their front doorway. Just happy innocent six year olds, smiling and running together, and I looked over to my left at him, thinking in that moment "HE'S SO CUTE!!!!" overcome by the cuteness and ran up on him, kissing his cheek. He was immediately like "EWWW!!!" wiping his cheek ;D while Michelle just stood there in the doorway, laughing.

So hopefully that’s a little more positive than “THEY’RE ALL INSANE!!!! THEY’RE ALL STUPID!!!!” ;D With that all important reminder that God and Angels and the Higher Positive Beings have to walk a fine line between letting us experience Life in all its glory, good and bad, so we can learn and grow, and then shielding us from truly bad, freewill violating episodes. Or merely just helping to cushion some blows. But while hoping we notice how much worse it could have been….and appreciate and learn from that.
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Things that Make You Go Hmmmmm…

Have to start out by saying I'm definitely not a pessimist. Far from it. (see recent Pollyanna post. !!) But a repeating phenomenon in my reality over the years demands my pessimistic attention: Any time I make note in my mind that a particular product - ANY PRODUCT - is my new fave...BAM! it gets canceled right after. Various beauty products, makeup, food stuffs, health supplements, you name it.

By this point I can't help but think “huh…I feel like the Matrix has it out for me.” I can’t even keep track anymore of how many things I decided I like and then BAM! that was it. Dunzo. There was even this Milbon brand “Liscio Crystal” hair serum that my Japanese hair colorist got me into, and which existed for *30+ years!!* apparently…..then the second I got into it BAM! canceled. After 30+ years!!!! Listerine Naturals mouthwash, L’Oreal Brow Shaping Duet duel eyebrow pencil set in in light and dark blonde...BAM! gone. Maybelline Better Skin concealer...as soon as I discovered it, canceled *the next month.* Pacifica brand “Brazilian Mango Grapefruit” scented lotion and perfume. Me: "BEST SCENT EVER!” Reality: “Oh…wouldn’t want to let you down…. here, let’s cancel it and leave a bunch of scents that mostly all suck.” Back in the day, Burt’s Bees Lip Shimmer in the shade Coffee. “Heard you liked this….Adios!” *The only shade to be canceled,* leaving behind all the rest for *years.*

Last year I was buying a box of “Classique Fare” brand Belgium waffle mix at our local Publix and even marveled to myself that it hadn’t been canceled yet. (I’d been buying it intermittently since getting a kick ass little Cuisinart Belgium waffle maker back in 2018.) Apparently all I needed to do was wait a few weeks after thinking that. Reality was like, “Oh wait….were you about to be disappointed in me? Thought I wouldn’t pull through for you? Hold my beer….” BAM! Canceled. :/ (found a case on Amazon though!)

And so much, much more. Can’t even keep track anymore. The latest is Crystal Louisiana hot sauce. Has been around for YEARS. Now it's completely gone from our Publix....once I started buying it on the regular. My new hobby years ago became trolling eBay and Amazon to try to find all my recently canceled shit and stock up on it before it’s gone for good.

On a more serious note, back in 2017 the plan was that when I quit my then-job later in the year there were all these places in the Keys that Tom and I were going to go that we hadn’t yet, mostly in the mid to lower Keys. Including my plans for my first ever (solo) bike trip starting in the lower Keys into Key West (and all around Key West, which is pretty tiny) that I was physically prepping for. (continued in attached comment 👇 👇👇)
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Then on the *literal* last day of that job, with my extended vacation right in front of me, The Keys, here I come!!…....Hurricane Irma was formally announced. About a week or so later it was directly hitting - and decimating - most of the lower Keys in particular, as a Category 4. Every single place on our list from Bahia Honda State Park, to Pigeon Key with its picnic tables and snorkeling (that you take a ferry boat from Knights Key to get to). Even the bicyclist-friendly coffee shop that lets bicyclists park their cars to do their bike excursions, and where I planned to park, was popped, and remained closed for months for repairs. Even John Pennekemp Coral Reef State Park in Key Largo, where we planned to do more snorkeling, was closed for many months due to the damage.

I call it the “Dangling Carrot” syndrome by this point. "Oh, you want something? ha! Not for yooo-ouuuuu!" I don’t know what this place really is, but it’s whack. 😲 For many reasons, and this is just one of hundreds. On the one hand I’ve reality created all kinds of stuff into my life for many years now, and on the other….there’s this phenomenon. Like a tug-of-war. “It’s not faaaiiir! If she can reality create stuff then we should be able to fuck with her! waaaaa!”

The only thing I can say about the Hurricane Irma situation is that throughout 2017 I had a strange drive to keep going down to the Keys, like on Memorial Day and July 4th, by myself no less because Tom was out of town those weekends, and despite the holiday traffic, to do some things on my list. Normally I would never contend with holiday traffic, but I was compelled in those instances. And in retrospect I’m glad I did….because it offsetted a small bit of what was later denied to me. Part of that tug of war. (and I fully realize that people lost their lives during that hurricane, or lost their homes or businesses, so me being denied my fun pales in comparison.)

There’s also the way in which if I think too intently about something that I *NEED!!!* to do *RIGHT THAT SECOND!!*…..usually involving looking something up on the internet or whatever, then reality will make sure to get in the way and prevent it. Just because it senses that sudden URGENCY!!! coming off of me. Happened this past weekend. Had this intense drive to look something up on the ‘net right after getting up, was walking across the living room to my desk/computer - WHILE CHECKING THE INTERNET ROUTER TO MAKE SURE IT WAS ON! Because I *knew.* And it was, all the lights were blinking as normal, everything good. Sat down at my desk, tried to get online….and now the internet was suddenly conked out. Glanced over at the router, and half the lights were now out. In less than 30 seconds. Hand to God. At that exact moment. :/ (continued in attached comment 👇 👇👇)
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The whole thing reminds me of the way in which I learned how I needed to deal with my cat Kitty years ago, who was EXTREMELY telepathic with me. She was basically plugged into me, so if I was feeling internally agitated, but not expressing it outwardly, she would begin tearing around the apartment, bug eyed, freaking out. If I was calm, like actually pseudo-meditating/tapping into the highest positive good….she’d full on crawl into my lap, or make sure to be right up next to me. Couldn’t get enough of that.

But I learned early on when she was a newbie kitten with me how telepathic/plugged in she was, namely when it was bed time and I wanted to scoop her up and bring her into the bed with me to cuddle while I fell asleep. She’d feel the vibes of me “COMING FOR HER!!!!” and as a “fresh off the streets stray” it made her nervous/alarmed, and she’d start bolting around, trying to dodge what she perceived as a threat. So I had to approach her while thinking of other things, so she wouldn’t know. Then just casually reach down annnnd….scoop her up. :D But that’s how I trained this feral kitten what cuddling was, so eventually she’d voluntarily get into bed with me to be cuddled on her own, once she learned.

But I had to REALLY put this knowledge to use the day I came home from work while roommating with my brother Joe in Portland, OR, and realized….I don’t see Kitty anywhere in this small apartment. Where is Kitty??? Only to look up….through the window…..to the very narrow/4” wide max second story ledge outside ….where Kitty was calmly sitting. The sliding window had accidentally been left open a little by Joe, and she’d taken full advantage, innocently.

“ohhhhhhhh shiiiiiiiiiit…..” I thought. O.o Then immediately realized…..calm your mind. “lalala!” Remove all thoughts of wanting to “COME AFTER HER!!!” with "!!!!" grabby hands/”tentacles” that puts her on high alert and makes her bolt away even more, and just look like you’re interested in other things around the apartment. Don’t pay any attention to Kitty. She’ll see you through the window, be curious/happy you’re home, and come in on her own. And sure enough, that’s exactly what happened. Immediately came back in once she saw me, tail straight up, all perky and happy. I waited until she was fully in the middle of the room, then I casually moved over to the window….and CLOSED IT, BAM! WHEW!!!

But that’s how I feel like this reality is. Put too much INTENSE THOUGHTS!!!! on something with “grabby hands!” and BAM!…..Conk out the internet, cancel every single product I’m into, send hurricanes to decimate places I’ve had big plans for all year, and in general just get in my way. O.o (continued in attached comment 👇 👇👇)
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The crazy part is……..Joe the MILAB straight up warned me about this 20+ years ago. O.o Like the million other things that he warned me about/straight up told me about concerning the true nature of this reality, who we are and the nature of our lifetime of abductions, but which I put aside or flat out denied.....but 99% of which have all come to pass/be proven true by multiple independent sources, or firsthand direct experience, all these years later. Told me that this is how it works, and that I have to be very careful with my thoughts, because we live in a very fake/manipulated world. And it’s going to be anticipating what I think/plan….and try to circumvent it. (my word choice to describe what he explained.) In this case it seems its major goal is just to petulantly deny me stupid shit. :/

It does lead to an interesting conundrum though, since I have utilized reality creation so heavily in my life over the years, often accidentally, without even knowing what I was doing. Until finally realizing/learning, then actively honing it. So while I seem to have that ability, and which a very intuitive psychic once mentioned to me as well, noting that “…you have VERY strong reality creation abilities…” and cautioning me that “…you need to be VERY careful with your thoughts…” it seems it comes at a tug-of-war price in some instances. Think too strongly on what you want and get it in some instances….or have reality take it away in others. Which also leads to how I’ve had reality creation seem to backfire in a few instances, which is a whole other post for another time.
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@Lebronsonroids @martingeddes

This is how disinformation works. Mix half truths in amongst real truth. Truth - They've been spraying metal particles into the atmosphere, that blanket entire regions/cities, for several decades. Disinformation – that it somehow creates a freaking (penetrateable) *forcefield* that disables missiles and rockets. 🤣 All I could say (outloud!) when I read that was “Seriously??! 🤣” So it disables rockets and missiles, but the regular planes that also fly through them aren’t disabled?

Just because two military officers said this, “voluntarily” but reluctantly, doesn’t mean they’re telling the truth. *It doesn’t mean THEY weren’t lied to.* Why hasn't RT considered this? ?? Basic intelligence, common sense, logic and reasoning.

- The aircraft that are seen crisscrossing the skies at high speeds for hours, laying down these trails, often times aren’t flying/functioning in the way that real aircraft would. So they seem to be “something else.”

- Which leads to – who/what is actually piloting these “something else” aircraft? RT’s assumption is that it’s real human pilots, who are “offended!” 🙄 by our conspiracies that they’re poisoning us. (because he was told they were.) Is it though?

- Spraying is intermittent/inconsistent and all over the place in terms of randomly selected regions. Including regions that don’t exactly seem high on the list as targets for “missiles and rockets.” Meanwhile as large cities who would be aren’t sprayed on those days. Why?

- Spraying is usually done on sunny days – why? What does that have to do with missiles and rockets?

- People often get sick with colds/flu on heavy spraying days in my experience. Myself included. Got immediately whomped with a nasty flu once that lasted 3 weeks after spending hours taking pics underneath major chemtrail spraying that was happening in Portland, OR. Learned my lesson. Meanwhile the population residing underneath those trails was the most zombified/tranced out I've ever encountered in my *life,* anywhere in the country. I used to have an entire article devoted to the conspiracy going on in Portland, and the chemtrails was definitely on that list.


The metal particles that are being laid down can be used as an antenna, or a reflective layer, to bounce frequencies off of (cell phone tower radiation, radar signals, etc.) down to the population below for purposes that could include: surveilling/monitoring, behavioral modification, and poisoning/biological purposes. If you breathe it in, coating your lungs, you’d be easier to image by “cell-dar.”

I'm still mind boggled that this was even posted with a straight face. "In fact, most pilots are offended by the notion" 🤣 "Do you really think..." 🤣 "They're spraying to protect us." 😲 🤣

Enough with the disinformation and the wording designed to manipulate/sway opinion.
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Have no idea why this was recommended to me on YT, and I almost clicked "not interested" to get it to go away, but then decided Alright fine, I'll watch, why not. I mean, puppets in awkward situations? I don't know, could totally be my jam. And I'm glad I watched. 😄

youtube.com/watch?v=fxC7z0Rcwx4

Also liked these ones:

Food Truck | Awkward Puppets
youtube.com/watch?v=9zgTEzMQsiE

Diego Gets Mugged | Awkward Puppets
youtube.com/watch?v=xeAj5fWUJC0

Diego Gets Mugged (Again) | Awkward Puppets
youtube.com/watch?v=Yt-_YWMSGcU

How To Be Honest | Awkward Puppets
youtube.com/watch?v=XJK8GXVvKkA&list=PLilARj1

Music with Diego (Ep. 5) | Awkward Puppets
youtube.com/watch?v=cNzPxhiTUMs&list=PLilARj1

Diego Goes to Mexico | Awkward Puppets
youtube.com/watch?v=mtqEKGgugjc

Black and Can't Play Basketball | Awkward Puppets
youtube.com/watch?v=E3Xy0xOwmFY

Music with Diego (Ep. 4) | Awkward Puppets
youtube.com/watch?v=74ADVBnrWt8

Reminds me of the puppet version of Key & Peele.....oh wait.......

Key & Peele - Little Homie - Uncensored
youtube.com/watch?v=pSDTmJtE-Bc
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@HiddenDimension Good vid. The speed at which these "planes" crisscross the sky shows that something else is going on; it's not just regular contrails that happen when jetliners fly at high altitudes, and it's not just standard human conspiracy of poison. It's conspiratorial chemtrails alright.....being laid down by "something" that seems to be disguising itself as conventional aircraft. And probably NOT piloted by "offended humans!" as Relentless Truth wants us to believe in his disinfo. post that I previously quoted.

It's what I also witnessed when I spent several hours taking pics of the chemtrails being laid down in Portland, OR back in early 2002 (which gave me a flu that lasted three weeks as mentioned in an earlier post). All black "jetliners," going back and forth from one end of the sky to the other, at high speeds that seemed almost twice what we see with normal planes. And doing so for HOURS, until they'd laid down dozens of trails, which eventually all spread out, and started merging, and covering the sky.

I just finished re-reading the nonfiction book "Silent Invasion," from Ellen Crystall, from 1991, and wanted to quote these relevant excerpts:

"A few weeks after I began going to Pine Bush in 1980 I saw what seemed like small planes mixed in with the ships. [...] I asked Bruce and Wendy why there were planes among the ships. They answered that the aliens had their own planes.” – p. 115

She goes on to describe another close encounter with yet another one of the endless crafts that she’d been investigating and photographing all around the Pine Bush, NY area, which appeared to be a plane from afar, but once up close revealed itself to actually be a UFO:

“Cathy and I clicked off four photos of what we clearly saw was a small airplane, about twenty feet across from wingtip to wingtip, with a black body and silver wings. No propellors or engines of any type were visible, and it was virtually noiseless.” – p. 116

“I was left with some disconcerting thoughts. What if the aliens had built their own airplanes or had made their craft resemble ours? UFOs are only identified by their unearthly shapes and behavior. No one would look twice at an airplane coming through the sky – unless it stopped in midair and did something of which our technology is incapable, precisely as I had seen. The aliens had complete freedom of the skies if they disguised their craft as conventional aircraft and no one suspected what was flying by.

“This smelled of invasion – in every sense of the word. […] But to plan the entire charade so as to also give themselves unimpeded use of our airways was incredible.” – p. 117

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Part 2, continued - So Ellen first started seeing "UFOs disguised as human planes" as far back as 1980. Means it would have been way old news by the time I was in Portland in 2002, and that they could easily have advanced to the all black high speed jetliner looking vehicles that I was watching crisscross back and forth across the skies, laying down their trails. Definitely by this point in 2022 they could be, and probably are, disguising themselves as anything.

Calls to mind my several "Mysterious White Planes" incidents, documented here on Gab last year.

Part 1: gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10661106647838250
Part 2: gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10661106458925108
Part 3: gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10661106258686828


Ellen and her friend Cathy also happened to experience the exact same phenomenon with the "people" around her that I did during that afternoon in Portland when taking pics of the chemtrail skies. On page 116 she goes on to say:

"Now, it was one o'clock in the morning on a Saturday - Sunday morning, actually - and a few cars were on the road, passing by. My car was stopped in the middle of the road with its doors wide open. We - two women - were standing on the front lawn of a home, with cameras raised to our eyes, yet no one stopped to ask what was going on. I thought that was probably more weird than seeing the ship/plane."


Same here. I stood in the middle of a that north Portland suburban street, a young chick with a camera, staring staring staring at the sky and intermittently taking pics, and none of the people that walked by me at any point even so much as looked up to see what I was looking at. Not one. Every single one walked by with glazed over eyes, staring straight ahead of gazed downwards, or just drove past. I would look back and forth between them and the sky, them and the sky.....to see if that would trigger them to look. Nothing. They were like literal zombies. Just like most everybody I encountered throughout Portland anywhere I went. There were times I tried to point things out to people, like the crazy rapid weather changes, from blue sky and sunny to sudden onset snowstorm, to sunny again all within an hour, and so on, and would be met with glazed over, tranced out stares just....nothing. Nothing registered with anybody. It was highly unnatural. But that was a whole other article that I used to have up on my site! (Continued in attached comment 👇👇👇)
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Wanted to also add that "Silent Invasion" is worth hunting down for anybody interested in researching aliens/UFOs. There's only one, hardcopy available on Amazon from what I can see, but I did get better results on eBay:

ebay.com/sch/i.html?_from=R40&_trksid=p238005

(can't stand eBay, btw, but sometimes you have to cave in and buy something with whoever happens to have it.)

The version I have is the paperback, with the black and green colored cover that shows an alien face. There are probably other internet bookseller websites that may have this hard to find book as well. But it's definitely worth a read, and is something I've recommended on my website for years. As I wrote:


"The UFO invasion of the Pine Bush/Hudson Valley area of New York back in the 1980s. I was left a bit dumbfounded after reading this book, wondering how this went relatively unnoticed and unreported within the mainstream??? UFOs were out there practically every night, skimming over treetops and people’s houses….landing in fields…..and the world in general just looked the other way?? (with the exception of one featured spot on “PM Magazine” where the whole thing was treated like a joke.) Not Ellen Crystall though, she was out giving these things chase on the roads and in the fields, taking pictures, rounding up whoever she could get to go out chasing with her, and even reported that these beings were involved in some sort of digging and drilling underground in the middle of the night. Possibly mining for certain elements, as that area contains rare elements not found anywhere else in North America. Or else just general underground base/tunnel activity, which there was also evidence for as Ellen discovered.

This is a must-read for anybody who’s interested in UFO-ology."


It's funny because I was born in Middletown, NY....which is part of the same Hudson Valley region as Pine Bush. Ellen mentions Middletown several times throughout the book.
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Something that's been on my mind recently for various reasons (and which was just brought back to my attention again due to some comments I just came across on YT), is the idea of certain negative horror-themed movies creating very noticeable nasty dark energy and actual entity attachments on a sensitive/psychically inclined viewer after watching them.

In general I haven't watched a lot of horror movies in my life; as a kid most were not allowed in our house for us to watch, which I don't complain about. That was a good choice. So I've never seen most of the famous horror movies, even as an adult. Whether slasher horror, "torture porn" horror, straight up demonic horror, you name it. Something like "Poltergeist" though I did see as a kid, several times, and loved, as it's a different type of horror movie. youtube.com/watch?v=1UlLrz-NzO8 (One of the most iconic scenes of the movie.) And another kick ass scene: youtube.com/watch?v=h_nLiys-TqY

This lack of horror movie desensitization has made it so that as an adult I can't deal with most movies of a very dark nature. A few that I did watch as an adult over the years, that fell into the categories of sci-fi horror, or drama/mystery horror, and which I didn't realize were going to be that dark, made me feel like I needed to bathe in holy water afterwards, not even kidding. o.O But they left me feeling like I had literally "picked something demonic up" after watching them.

When I tried watching "Evil Dead" for the first time in ~2005 or so [not my idea btw, have to note] I thought it was just going to be some campy “horror” and not a big deal, which was why I ambivalently agreed.

X! Only got 1/3 of the way through and had to end it. INSANELY bad vibes.

It's more than just the movies' plots, scores and cinematography though that create this "covered in evil and need to bathe in holy water" feeling. I think in many dark movies' cases the makers are actually infusing "something" into the movie itself. This was a concept I came across years ago with relation to the occult aspect of the music industry. How, going back to the 60s at least, people in the music industry who were active practitioners of Satanism and the Occult were imprinting master records with demonic energies and such, which then get copied ad infinitum and spread like a virus to whomever listens to them.

If it can be done with music I realized....then why not movies. Which are even more impactful. And especially considering how Satanic Hollywood really is, as many people are finally learning and figuring out. It's a zero stretch to imagine.

There's also the way in which watching such fare and getting scared or unsettled, attracts in neg entities, who are drawn to that like moths to the flame, and who can then attach to us. So I think both are happening with people when they watch very dark horror movies. (Continued in attached comment👇👇👇)
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In two instances, years apart, Tom wound up having to do a "laying on of hands" thing with me to get whatever it was off of me after we watched dark/creepy movies. In the first instance in 2002, it was partly my fault. The movie triggered me to think about what had happened to my brother Joe, who was taken over by a demonic energy. So after the movie was over, and I was already in a heightened creeped out vibe, I was talking about that to Tom, and kept intently wondering "WHAT had done that to Joe?!? What?!? WHAT did that?!? What would DO that to him?!? What?!?!" just over and over to myself, demanding (rhetorically I assumed) to know, to UNDERSTAND, what had taken Joe over.

Well........since ya asked....... ;) O.o And immediately whatever It was latched onto me, though I had no idea what was happening.

By the time we arrived home It had given me sudden onset INTENSE sickness (fever and extreme nausea) and massive energy drain, to the point where I couldn't handle standing up, and wanted to collapse down onto the sidewalk outside our apartment and sleep forever. I could barely make it to the door. Got inside and laid down on the bed, skin on fire and completely still, to keep from puking. I didn't even know what Tom was doing when he came over and placed his hands on me as I laid on the bed, feeling like I had no life force. So it wasn't me having expectations of anything. He only revealed what he'd done after. He just had the idea to try that, why not, see what happens. And at the touch of his hands it IMMEDIATELY flew off of me, and I was back to 100% normal/healthy, one second to the next, springing back up in the bed, wide eyed like, What the...?! Wow!!!

In the other instance, back in 2018, it wasn’t nearly as severe, but I could still feel something was REALLY wrong after watching a movie, and that I couldn’t shake it off. Kept “joking” about needing some holy water. So Tom came over and put his hands on me again, and whatever it was just......flew off, once again. Back to normal and clean. (There was also a third laying on of hands thing that he once did, mentioned both in “Chasing Phantoms” and in an interview I did in 2020, caused by a nasty psychic attack, where once again It flew off and bolted the second Tom laid his hands on me.)

After having experienced this aspect of reality more than once it means, I know it’s real. So I put this out there in the hopes that people reading take it into consideration. Just be careful what you watch. Things are infused with demonic energies IMO, but can definitely bring in neg entity attachments. (Continued in attached comment👇👇👇)
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Also wanted to add, that years later when living in what I called "the vortex," which is posted on my site, I learned that several concepts featured in "Poltergeist" are actually very true, though don't play out QUITE as dramatically in real life as they do in the movies. ;) youtube.com/watch?v=lN8G9Wsnb6s But 1) The idea of "entrances and exits," where entities/ghosts enter from one area of the residence, pass through, then leave through another, via what might look to us like just a wall or whatever, but which actually isn't to them (and which pets can see as a "doorway" as well, as I learned). Which leads to 2) The way in which pets see and react to these entities, but also to the "entrances/exits," as also shown in the movie with the family dog.

In my case Kitty kept trying to run through the "exit doorway" located in the corner of the livingroom, following on the heels of a stunning 10' tall manifestation which also just exited through that doorway. (The 10' tall white amorphous entity had arrived via the entrance in my room, moved into the livingroom, where it stood before us for several minutes, silently, not coming into direct contact with us. Then quietly left through the corner. The phenomenon also created delicate golden "sparklies" in the middle of the livingroom.) But Kitty would stop just short of plowing into the wall, looking confused, because she could see the doorway clearly, but then also saw the wall too at the same time. Go back to galloping around and around in circles, looking up at all the little golden sparklies, then try to run back through the corner exit, stop short of it, confused....and repeat.

She also once tried repeatedly jumping as high and hard as she could, over and over and over, to spring herself up and into an "entrance" located above my bedroom doorway. Scared the shit out of me. Before trying to jump up into it though she pulled what I even called a "Poltergeist," by getting up on her hind legs, front paws limp, in a curious yet subservient way that was NOT like her (or like cat behavior in general or that matter), just like the family dog does in the movie, while staring up at the entrance in obsessive fascination.

The makers of these Hollywood horror and thriller movies are often well versed on the paranormal and occult stuff it seems, and it's not just made up fiction they're showing us. Other accurate examples that come to mind - "Jacob's Ladder" from 1990, with the brown/black faceless being thing that shakes itself violently back and forth. I only watched that movie because a coworker was telling me about it....describing the exact same entities I'd seen. I couldn't believe it when he was telling me. "I've SEEN that!!!!" And "White Noise," from 2005. The demonic entity attack scene at the end with Michael Keaton is the closest rendition I've seen in a movie to my big attack that happened when living in "the vortex" in 2000.
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Haven't done any pics in awhile, so let's do another batch of south Florida wildlife.......

1. Baby green iguana on a tree branch - Boca Raton. Probably my favorite lizard pic of all time, next to this one: flickr.com/photos/carissaconti/51737104880/in

2. Cooper's Hawk - Boca Raton. (At dusk.) Seems to have an injured foot. First and only time ever seeing one of these in life in general. And I wouldn't have even noticed it up in the tree were it not for Tom. He's always spotting things when we're out on walks....

3. Yellow Crowned Night Heron - Boca Raton. At the canal behind our complex. Think this is the same one, eating a crab in the canal: flickr.com/photos/carissaconti/51563642333/in

4. Mockingbird singing on bush - Boca Raton. youtube.com/watch?v=eqFAtPnfYbo
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Alright....one more round of south Florida wildlife pics for tonight before we get back to the weird......

1. Snowy Egret in the surf - Spanish River Beach, Boca Raton. Not to be confused with the Great Egret. Snowy Egrets have black beaks, and only get to about 2' tall, whereas Great Egrets have yellow beaks and get to 3' tall. Also Snowy Egrets are a lot more rare to spot, since they were almost driven to extinction at the turn of the 1900s, due to demand for their plumage.

2. Caterpillar - Pondhawk Natural Area, Boca Raton. Wish I knew which species it was going to turn into, but I couldn't get an exact match when I did Bing image search.

3. Cardinal - Gumbo Limbo Nature Center, Boca. Was heading back towards the Ashley Butterfly Garden from the Intracoastal Waterway youtube.com/watch?v=H2LORqDTB7s when I heard what sort of sounded like a cardinal in the trees, but making vocalizations I'd never heard a cardinal make. Decided to investigate, though not thinking I'd actually be able to find the source in all the green leaves.......yet surprisingly did. This was kind of high up in the tree, and it kept moving around, jumping from branch to branch, yet the shot managed to come out AMAZING.

4. Fish! - Red Reef Park, Boca. Curious fish that would not stop swimming around our legs. There are some fish that will actually nibble your legs and feet, looking for dead skin cells. 😄 We've experienced that before in the shallow waters of Deerfield Beach. It doesn't hurt or anything, it just feels weird. (taken with GoPro Hero 4 Silver.)
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Part 1/3 - Dogs

So this evening Tom and I were walking on the El Rio Trail next to where we live in Boca, after dinner. We passed by a middle aged woman with her dog, not thinking anything of it, or really noticing. Then we hear her laughing a little behind us to our right, and calling out something to us about how her dog had ".....laid down when he saw us." Which made her jokingly wonder, "....does he know you guys or something???"

I turned to look back at the dog, really looking at it for the first time. It looks like this totally happy "smiling" Pitbull mix (I can tell by the jaw and other physical traits; but it's clearly not a pure breed Pitbull as it's smaller in all aspects, mixed with something else) with the tongue hanging out, just looking up at us with a big ol' happy dog grin. Neither of us saw it lay down on the sidewalk, but I said "....awwww!" when I looked at it, since it looked so happy, innocent and cute, and we both smiled at the lady as we passed by.

This led to a discussion, initiated by Tom, about my history with dogs. Which is interesting, because I've never actually owned a dog as an adult. And neither has Tom either for that matter. I've only had Kitty as an adult, whom I've never gotten over, even 10 years after her death. But the incidents he was referring to without having to mention in detail, because we both know, include:

- My former coworker Karen’s two dogs, in 1999, when I was 24: This was the first ever incident that I can remember. I was new to working at an executive suites in Newport Beach, CA as a switchboard operator/admin assistant. Karen was super cool and had trained me, and was there visiting us after leaving to say hi, and had her two tiny dogs with her. As soon as both of her dogs saw me specifically though they went BESERK. Despite there being other people around. They started literally *fighting* their way out of Karen’s arms, going nuts, until they both actually made it out of her arms and *lept* through the air and I had to lunge forward to catch them. I’m not kidding. There was a 1-2 second period where they were between us in the air. Now I had both dogs in my arms, and both just went *sigh!* and settled in blissfully. Completely going passive as I looked down at them, like, Okay…..?! cuddling them. Karen was just STUNNED. She said they’d NEVER done that before with anybody, and she was kinda insulted to be honest. She said she thought they loved her the best. ;D She just stood there stunned while I cuddled both dogs in my arms, resting peacefully. (Continued in attached comment. 👇 👇 👇)
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- Adam’s happy dog, ~2005. Long story, but there was a guy named Adam in Virginia that I used to bring my car to for repairs. He lived way out in the middle of rural nowhere, but was awesome, with his own clean, professional garage set up and everything, next to his house, and his day job was the mechanic for the Green County school busses. So Tom and I were there to get my car fixed one time, and I remember standing there seeing his two dogs about 50 feet away in his yard. As soon as one of them saw me (that I now know was a ~15 year old female, but can’t remember her name; super cute, I think a Cocker Spaniel mix, and small, so at first I thought she was a puppy ;D ) she got super excited like she recognized me and started running as fast as she could towards me, “grinning” with the tongue hanging out. So I’ll always have that image frozen in my mind, of this super cute dog running toward me across the grass in the late afternoon like she *KNOWS* me, and me going “OH MY GOD! IT’S A LITTLE PUPPY!!!” :D Then she got to me and it was like an hour of super happy cuddling, with her in my lap the entire time like we’ve known each other for a thousand years, I’m not even kidding. Tom and Adam (and the other male dog, her companion) just hung around on the sidelines like, Cool. :D I just sat there petting and petting and cuddling and cuddling her, and it was magic.

- Spanish River Beach here in Boca has the designated “Dog Beach” time, where people can bring their dogs and let them run around free, without leashes. Whenever I’ve gone there during Dog Beach time there’s always the dogs that immediately run up to me when they see me, singling me out of everybody else around me, with big dog grins, happy to see me, like they know/recognize me, then run back to their owners.

- Dogs on walks/Random dogs in the world. Same deal. I’ve encountered dogs being walked by their owners who, when they see me, start straining at their leashes to try to “get to me,” but in a friendly way, not negative aggressive way. They seem to recognize me immediately.

- There’s also the whole bit with the “Etheric Protector Dogs,” that I talked about on my website....having experienced it verbatim at least 6 months before Stuart Wilde ever publicly wrote about it in 2010. in2worlds.net/thoughts Including the "Judgment by the Tall Boys" aspect of the phenomenon. (The entry labeled “Stuie’s Etheric Protector Dogs.” Just do a search on those words to find it.) These dogs have stayed with me until this day. The last experience I had with them, being an actual “Guard Dog Protector” while I slept, that I was made aware of, going after something neg/demonic, was last year in 2021. Though I did also see one in a dream within the past week, in May of 2022 as I write this, just hanging back in the background. (continued in attached comment. 👇 👇 👇)
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And there’s other random instances. It’s all weird to me, because I’ve never thought of myself as a dog person, and have never owned a dog as an adult. And yet, I’ve encountered so many dogs who seem to prefer to be around me than their actual owners…….who consider themselves to be dog people.

Then Tom came upon an interesting blurb in a book he was reading, called “Mysterious Realities - A Dream Traveler’s Tales from the Imaginal Realm” by Robert Moss. And on page 51 there was this bit:

“Detecting a Sirian Emissary on Terra:

1. Their auras are light blue, rising to a point 15-20 cm above their head.
2. They have a concealed “Third eye,” resembling a blue crystal, above and between the physical eyes.
3. They love water and can stay underwater longer than normal humans.
4. Dolphins recognize them and approach them spontaneously.
5. Dogs are drawn to them, and they are often found in the company of dogs.

Who knows. I do know that I was told by an intuitive coworker back in 1999 with The Sight that I had a nearly all blue aura, something she’d never seen before. And to say that multiple intuitives have seen and felt my aura extending way out beyond the bounds of which is normal is putting it mildly. (multiple feet, and which could be tangibly felt as hot heat. Not just 15-20 cm.) And I had an experience with #3, where I was doing this fun “hold your breath underwater!” gag with some friends back in 12th grade P.E. in the pool……and had to pretend to “give up” after about 45 seconds, because I was worried they’d think I’d died. I felt like I could have kept going though indefinitely. #4….had two intuitives mention something about me and dolphins, though I haven’t been able to experience it in the actual real world. And #5 – just outlined that part.

So yeah, it's kind of crazy to think there was a dog today that saw us (me??) and laid down on the sidewalk like it KNEW us (me??) and looked so happy and grinning when I looked back at it. !!

Do I think my soul is originally from Sirius? No. But I just know I’m not originally from here, because I did see that. Being part of a large group, coming here, to help, because things had gone so far off the rails. But I have been here a long, long “time.” That much I do know.
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Another "Things That Make You Go Hmmmm, You Know, Because Apparently We Live in the Matrix."

So last night I was talking to Tom about how, when I start looking for a job again soon, I'm no longer going to work with staffing agencies and recruiters. I've used them a ton over the years, something I talked about in both my "Workplace Conspiracies" article as well as in the couple of interviews I've done about that write up. But the last assignment I had in March and April here in Boca, through a staffing agency that was advertising the position on Indeed. com, was the "straw that broke the camel's back" for me. It was intended to be temp to hire, but I asked to be pulled off of it at the 8 week mark. The agency itself was fine, but it was the gig, and the bosses that were (supposed to be) in charge, that were the problem.

There's pros to working through agencies, which is why I've done it for so long, but I've also always been aware of the issues that come with "being a temp" who's there "through an agency." Namely......companies don't appreciate what they didn't have to work for.

When an agency is doing all the work of placing the ad, sifting through the hundreds of resumes to find the good ones, and then making all the calls to pre-interview/vet candidates and try to get interviews set up….all so that companies don't have to....it means most companies then begin to take everything for granted. And I mean most. Not just many. This has been my experience going back 25 years, all around the country. The companies treat their workers that are there through agencies like pizzas. Just something that you nonchalantly ring up for, viewed as meaningless and easily disposable. They often don’t bother to read the resumes of the people being sent to them, have no idea what their background and skills are, sometimes can’t be bothered to even learn their names, even for the ones who are intended to eventually go perm (!!) and may even treat them very carelessly (including outright abusive bullying in some situations). All because again, they didn’t work for any of it, but also because they look down on temps in general, and see them maybe as stupid, untrustworthy, or somebody whom they mistakenly assume can’t get a job on their own, or who is so desperate/pathetic that they will tolerate *anything.*

It's a whole subject, but the last gig at U___ S____ was no exception (and then some....endless issues) and it was the final straw. I decided that going forward no more gigs that are being advertised through/arranged by staffing agencies. And any jobs that I'm approached first for by recruiters, via Indeed and such, avoid as well, unless it's direct placement. So that’s kind of a big deal for me, since I’ve used agencies intermittently for a couple of decades now. (Story continued in attached comment/Part 2 👇👇👇)
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Then when I was puttering around on my computer not long after talking to Tom about all this I saw the bookmark on my browser for the timesheet log in portal for the last agency I worked through at U___ S___, which I hadn’t deleted yet. Had the distinct thought that, Look, you’re never going to work through them, or any agency again, so just delete the bookmark. It’s been almost a full month now. But watch…you'll hear from them out of nowhere tomorrow if you do, offering up some new job. ;) *Because that’s how this place works.*

Cue today, 12:36 p.m. Ding! on my phone. Incoming text message. From my contact at that particular staffing agency, whom I haven't communicated with since leaving U___ S___. Getting in touch with me totally out of nowhere on a random Wednesday. Mentioning a new job opportunity down in Fort Lauderdale. (See attached screencap in Part 1.)

Needless to say I thanked her, but politely declined, explaining that Fort Lauderdale was outside my commuter range, and I’ve also decided to be a “free agent” going forward, instead of working through agencies.

And that was that. But I knew it the night before. Make this declaration, delete the bookmark finally and BAM! watch what happens. :/ And sure enough, the very next day, exactly as I predicted. “Oh yeah? With gas at $5 a gallon, groceries at twice what they used to be and the world falling apart? Let’s test her, see how serious she really is about this….”
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Thought this comment I just posted over on one of Stew Peters' vids was worth reposting. I stopped following Stew months ago for several reasons. But I decided to check in on his feed right now, see if there was anything that looked interesting. Got 15 seconds into one random video, about Monkeypox being linked to gay sex, and had to stop and post a corrective comment, since Stew hit the ground running explaining what AIDS is and "how it works." Which was wrong and bizarre. (and not that I'm under any illusions that he reads his comments, trust me. But it was for the benefit of others.)

The most important part of the comment though is the last part, about how we need to question EVERYTHING medical-related, going ALL the way back. The AIDS disinformation that is still being perpetuated in 2022 shows a massive hole in supposedly aware/truth seeking/free thinking people's awareness. (And it's not just Stew Peters doing it. I saw another major Gab poster dude months back making some arrogantly confident post, which made it onto the main page, mentioning something about how he'd be willing to take an AIDS test. I was just like, ?!??!!?! There is no "AIDS test." !!!! Because there is no isolated "AIDS virus" microbe contagion that can be viewed under a microscope. An AIDS test is really an "HIV retrovirus" test, which is something separate that was falsely linked to AIDS over 40 years ago.)

But the cluelessness, and total gap in research for supposedly "freethinking and awake non sheep" is astounding. They think they've got a handle on things, merely because they don't buy into COVID and Monkeypox. Meanwhile they're still spouting outdated, grossly incorrect information about AIDS from 40 years ago, that was perpetuated by........."Dr." Fauci of all people. Hello.
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@abducteejournal No, like I said yours is the only one I've seen an issue with that's to this level. I only have the issue where comments I post to others wind up on my timeline, but even then they don't always show up depending on the method that people land on my page. I haven't encountered anybody else's feed not loading the way yours does, and where I have to fiddle around by clicking on "Comments" then back to "Timeline" and then wait and wait and wait.

I definitely think it's "something else" at work, and I wouldn't normally think that, only because I know how glitchy Gab is. Gab's had a ton of issues since I've started using it in 1/21. But what's happening with your timeline seems to be unique, and is next level. Especially since your Gab is solely devoted to exposing these things, with detailed illustrations and all, and also because I know how pissed off these things are about it all. Especially the pics. !!! And, I too have experienced interference with Gab in multiple ways, including what seems to be one instance of getting physically banged up and programmed to never want to even look at Gab again, which I had to really fight back against. (that programming has happened multiple times, but the physically banged up part only once, in early 2021.)

So yeah, that's why my mind immediately goes to the worst possible scenario. And it's definitely going to be a problem if it doesn't stop, because it's going to cause a lot of people to not try to get past the issue......so therefore they won't see your posts. Many people are technologically stupid as I've experienced, and don't know how to try to troubleshoot issues. Even worse....it doesn't even *occur* to them that they can try to troubleshoot issues. So a lot of people I imagine who land on your feed and encounter this issue are just going to immediately give up and leave again, which is really unfortunate.

It's good though that you at least now have a pinned announcement at the top of your page to let people know about this. I would also suggest maybe mentioning in your pinned announcement the hack that Tom discovered, about clicking on "Comments" then clicking back on "Timeline" before hitting "Load More," then of course how people will probably need to be patient and give it 30 seconds or so to load.
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Normally I wouldn't go there when it comes to school shootings involving little kids, but I just saw something that made me go WHAT THE ACTUAL.....?!?!?!!? So yeah, we're gonna go there, 'cause we seem to have a problem here.

Victim Amerie Garza....the girl with two dads? Who say different things??

In one vid her dad is "Angel Garza," who just so happened to be a first responder there at the scene already, while weeping (in a really fake/bad acting way) with Anderson Cooper, and talking about how Amerie has a three year old brother who asks about her every morning when he wakes up, and how they had to tell him that Amerie is with God now and won't be coming back. He stands there holding her honor roll award that she'd supposedly won that morning, which another news media outlet showed in a picture featuring Amerie with her mother. And an interesting slip up....as he's "crying" (we never see any tears, and his eyes are hidden behind sunglasses) he says that she was a good girl and "...she listened to her mom and dad." Not me and her mom. "Her mom and dad." He even hesitates after he said that, as if he realized his error.

In another media vid Amerie's father being interviewed is now "Alfred Garza III." Totally different guy, standing there with zero emotion, casually discussing his daughter's death like he's talking about some stray dog that got killed. No tears. Then the icing on the cake.....he point blank says Amerie was an "ONLY CHILD." It's right there on video.

Saying they're stepfathers doesn't explain these two guys having the same last name. Saying well, maybe the mother divorced one guy then married his brother, which already sounds like one is grasping at straws, also doesn't explain why one says Amerie has a brother and the other says she's an only child. Doesn't explain why one has no emotion, and the other one is talking about her as if she was somebody else's kid. ("her mom and dad.")

Here's two different comparison vids to look at:

bitchute.com/video/C3lnXavh8qi7/

bitchute.com/video/NhhEs0zObNlU/

Even if I hadn't seen the "Angel Garza" interview first I would have been questioning the Alfred one. That is NOT the behavior of a grieving dad. (And I'm so tired of hippies always weakly saying "Well, everybody grieves in their own unique way...")

I've also screencapped and attached the pic that USA Today is using showing "Alfred" with Amerie, which mentions stepfathers. (with the same last name??) But I'm thinking this is damage control, 'cause somebody "done goofed up!" earlier, and didn't have their stories straight. (Continued in attached comment 👇 👇 👇 )
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I first came across the idea of crisis actors with relation to school shootings after Sandy Hook, and was on the fence about it all because I just couldn't believe that The Powers That Be would take things to THAT level. For obvious reasons, but also because.......how could they believe they could get away with something like that?!! Somebody would talk! Somebody would figure things out and blow the lid!!!

....Until one piece of video evidence, which changed everything for me. It was one of the "dads" at a press conference, caught on camera smiling, laughing and joking around with people on the sidelines. Apparently he didn't know he was being filmed. Then they called his name to take the stage. And he *immediately* switched gears, one second to the next, dropped the laughs/smiles, put on his best "SAD FACE!!!" and took to the podium to start talking about his "daughter." :/

That really made me go back and re-examine EVERYTHING about not only Sandy Hook, but other shootings. The Gabby Giffords Arizona shooting was the first one where I ever heard about crisis actors, and I admittedly kneejerk rejected the idea when I first came across it. But, I still kept an open mind and was willing to look at the evidence. By the end I was like, hmmm. :/ So that planted the seed, for sure. But to do the same thing with a SCHOOL SHOOTING?? Involving full on KIDS and "fake parents"???! Are you freaking KIDDING me?? was how I felt when I later heard about the same thing with Sandy Hook.

Years later, and I'm much more wise to the lengths that TPTB will go to for ANYTHING. Even me of all people, with the things I've been witness to, had my massively naive blind spots back then. Now I know not to trust ANYTHING. And I didn't with this shooting either, though I basically have been staying away from it, because I'm so tired of "The Theater." The neverending, played out Theater we find ourselves surrounded by. But the one big thing I did keep hearing about with this story, which shocked me that it was even getting mainstream media acknowledgement, were the many stories about the 90 minute stand down, where the cops allowed the shooter free reign to roam the school and do his thing, unimpeded. Holding parents back, not allowing anybody to do anything about any of it.

It was the exact same playbook tactic that happened at Virginia Tech back in 2007, where Seung-Hui Cho was allowed to roam around the campus unimpeded for 90 minutes, doin' his thing, as the cops stood down, until supposedly 32 people were dead by the end of it.

So yes, I did immediately hone in on that with this latest story, shocked that this time, unlike in 2007, it was actually being openly acknowledged by the mainstream press. In 2007 you were a conspiracy theorist if you dared to talk about the 90 minute stand down.

Would love to hear people's thoughts on any of this. (Continued in attached comment 👇 👇 👇 )
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And while I'm at it, will also add that I'm tired of seeing all the hokey posts on the main page of Gab from "you couldn't really be that uninformed, could you??" far Righters claiming that the reason we didn't have school shootings in the 60s and 70s when we were all kids was because the culture was basically perfect back then. (Cue old pic from the late 60s into the 70s showing what was apparently perfect times.) Nevermind that there actually WERE school and mass shootings happening back then or all the crime that was actively happening during those same times in the major cities. And meanwhile the Left blames it all on the guns of course. Nevermind the fact that in Europe when somebody decides they want to get shit done, despite not having guns.....they find a way. Bombs. Cars-as-Human-Battering-Ram. Bombs IN cars. Etc.

So how about......the CIA, or whatever part of the government it is, perfected the MK Ultra lone gunman shooter deal? And they've been practicing it, and using it, going back to famous assassinations like the Kennedys? They just decided to up the ante later on by expanding into mass shootings - Churches. Schools. Theaters. Nightclubs. Concerts. And all for the purpose of problem-reaction-solution agendas, namely, gun control. As I've been saying, if you're going to take the U.S. down, who is pretty much the Last Man Standing at this point, you're going to need to use a very different playbook tactic than what you would on castrated Canada, the UK and most of Europe, Australia and New Zealand. Because the statistics say that we have over 400 million firearms to get past. And we're not talking those old style wooden handled whatever those rifles were that they showed in pictures from Australia, when everybody had to turn in their guns in 1996. We're talking high powered hand guns, semi automatic rifles, automatic rifles..... So....how do you get past that? One major obvious way is to keep staging these tragic mass shootings. The more schools and kids, the "better." :/ Then you introduce the gun control/turn in your guns/we're coming to take your guns because we have your name on file from the gun store, your concealed carry permit, etc. solution.

Anybody who's aware saw this one coming years ago. This isn't some revelatory insight. But that's why I'm just shaking my head at these willfully cornball hokey Gab posts on the main page glorifying the 60s, 70s and 80s as some utopia where no violence ever happened, and solely blaming "CULTURE!" for what we've seen over the past 25 years. Meanwhile as anybody who's even semi-aware knows about MK Ultra and the "Lone Gunman" conspiracies to frame patsies for the government's various agendas.
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More Florida wildlife!


1. Fish in the canal - Boca Raton. Have no idea what kind of fish it was, but it was a score this day in terms of pics and vids when I went to the canal behind our apartment complex. You never know what the conditions will be, and what will (or won't....) be there. Most of the time it's a won't. But this day there were all kinds of fish happening in this particular spot next to the little waterfall. And it was super sunny/bright, creating excellent lighting conditions to photograph/video into the water. Corresponding vid: flickr.com/photos/carissaconti/51371870035/in This one was funny (from the same day and spot) because I don't know if the fish were all playing, or being territorial, or what: flickr.com/photos/carissaconti/51375897600/in

2. Limpkin - Boca. First time seeing this species of bird. So this was a score as well. The structure it's standing on is supposed to be the waterfall, but which had dried up at that time due to drought-y conditions. But it just watched me in a calm and curious way as I took pics, posing like a bird model.

3. Red Bellied Woodpecker - Boca. Another score. Woodpeckers are rare to spot (the two main species I've encountered in this region are the Red Bellied, and the Pileated) and when you do they don't hang around long. They constantly move and jump around and around the trees that they're on, pecking for bugs or whatever, and they will flit off usually when they see people get too near the tree. So it's not an easy feat to get any kind of a shot, let alone a good one. (Corresponding vid: flickr.com/photos/carissaconti/51137164544/in )

4. Camouflaged Iguana - Boca. First time seeing an iguana go white-green/"sage green" in color. In fact I didn't even see it at all, that's how camouflaged it was. 😄 Tom had to point it out to me as we walked past it. But it made itself as light/white-ish as possible to blend with the white sands along the lake behind it.
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Fascinating (and inspiring) interview with contactee Alex Collier, from 1994. I don’t normally post interview vids, but through happenstance I just came across this one that is pretty much unlike any interview I’ve ever watched.

Also typically I don’t pay attention to people who claim to be in actual lifelong, physical contact with supposed high positive ET’s that have chosen them, especially something as hokey sounding as “The Andromedans.” So I get how it sounds. I’m used to the “assembly line Gray” contactee stories, where they’re just scooping up anybody and everybody they can, throwing them on tables, taking their genetic material to crank out more hybrids, then kicking them back out the UFO into the nearest cornfield, NEXT! But based on the 2 minute excerpt I’d seen of this video in a vid that was posted on BitChute, I was determined to not only hunt down who this guy is (definitely involved a little detective work!) but also to give the full interview a shot. Something about it was different and pulling at me. (The couple of other contactee stories I have actually read were Orfeo Angelucci, from Los Angeles in the 50s, and Enrique Castillo Rincon (ECR), from Venezuela in the 60s and 70s.)

youtube.com/watch?v=BI3zN3xoy8Q

This interview is a treasure trove goldmine of info. And the most important thing that jumped out at me was how everything Alex says slots neatly into what other, trustworthy sources have said. Usually contactee stories all have their own fantastical little version of events, and nothing adds up/lines up. (ESPECIALLY when you’re dealing with channeled contacts. That’s where it gets ridiculous.) But what Alex says about the Pleiadians in particular slots neatly into what ECR noted about them – namely, that they’d been here decades before, were in contact with various people around the world, and were trying to warn the world governments about [the Grays] but nobody was listening. So they kinda just….gave up. Because their attitude was already half hearted to begin with, since they were already a little battle weary about it all after fighting against the Grays for eons.

Alex also doesn't mess around when it comes to the Draco Reptilians. He point blank gets into the way in which they eat live human babies and children, and how the public REALLY needs to wake up to the missing children epidemic. He also talks about the way in which the Reptilians are behind the evil going on here, and that they've taken things to a level of depravity that's basically unheard of. There's a massive concern apparently with the other ET races about the level of control these things have gotten on Earth, and with the "elites."

I like to study people’s body language, facial expressions and eye movements when presenting any kind of “woo” or “conspiracy” material, to see if they’re being trustworthy, and for me, this guy passes the test. (I even read through several body language/eye movement analysis websites in the middle of watching this interview, to brush up. :D ) Continued in attached comment 👇 👇
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Part 2 Continued -

Here's a recent interview with Alex, from November 2021: bitchute.com/video/NyemCO9M2wob/ It was interesting to see him 25+ years later, and where life has taken him. Something he mentions is that despite the backlash he received from people for years for going forward with his story he also received praise and encouragement from law enforcement and such, for "talking about the kids," and what's going on with that. As he notes, there are many good people in these organizations and agencies who know exactly what's going on....but can't do anything to stop it.

What's interesting is that one of the top recommended book/research sources that Alex mentions in his 1994 interview is the work of George Andrews. I have two George Andrews books on my shelf, one of the few researchers I've come across that I also felt was the real deal, something very different about him that stood out for me. But In "Extraterrestrial Friends and Foes" George has an entire chapter devoted to the epidemic of missing people/children around the world. One of the few sources back then who was addressing it. Nowadays we luckily have David Paulides who's picked up that baton and just run with it times a million, with his fantastic "Missing: 411" series of books and documentary movies (and YT channel, called "CanAm Missing Project"), which I covered here in depth last year on Gab.

(Bizarre synch when posting this part 2 additional comment - listening to my classic rock playlist and the song "Rocketman" is on, by Elton John, and the line "Mars ain't the kind of place to raise your kids" lined up with the word "kids." O.o Which has the double layer of "!" to it all, since Alex specifically talks about Mars in his interview, and how that's Rep territory, and has been, for over a million years. Very ancient base/settlement for them. Explains why we'll never actually get there/colonize there, why probes have gone "missing" (destroyed) etc.)
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Random fun music time since I haven't posted anything in awhile, before I get back to more "SERIOUS!" matters of a conspiracy and "woo" nature.....

This is a classic rock band that I've been meaning to post something about for awhile - Blue Öyster Cult - because not only is their music awesome, but their lyrics and themes are often fun/funny/interesting/unusual. The one I'll feature at the top is "Godzilla." Just love this one. youtube.com/watch?v=myqSETD5_bs "History shows again and again how nature points out the folly of man.....Godzilla!" Wonder where they came up with that clever line. Sounds like something one would have going through their head from a mysterious source when waking up in the morning or something.

Then there's "Veteran of the Psychic Wars" - LOVE this one. For whatever reason I woke up with this song going through my head today. O.o Over and over and over, looping. youtube.com/watch?v=jGKNaIXtBZQ

And you can't forget about "Joan Crawford." 🤣
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There's also "Take Me Away" about aliens/UFOs: youtube.com/watch?v=WbNZ_YeBQdo Not to be confused with "Come Sail Away," also about aliens/UFOs, from Styx. ;)

And of course everybody knows about "Don't Fear the Reaper." Freaking LOVE this song, always have.
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...And "Burnin' For You," one of their most mainstream songs:
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If you like these then there definitely some BÖC playlists on YT for anybody who wants more.....
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So.....Roe vs. Wade......

I saw a comment posted on Gab that had some good points in it, concerning how the overturning of RvW is being used as a distraction, and as a means to further incite violence and instigate division in this country, only because The Powers That Be now already have their other "baby murdering method" in place - the poison jab, which is being legalized in many states for children under 5. And it's a point that made me nod, and which I can't disagree with.

As always never take anything at face value. Things may not be what they seem to be on the surface. It never is. You have do multiple unravelings with every mainstream anything going on in this world, what I've jokingly referred to as "double and triple reverse psychology." Even when it comes to the supposed "positive wins." TPTB now have more options at their disposal with the implementation of the Jab, and it's working - stillbirths, miscarriages, swimmers that won't swim, general infertility/"can't make conception happen," etc. in people who've all been jabbed. More and more reports are emerging every week of what doctors are seeing. So TPTB can afford to play around with RvW now, use it to their advantage in their neverending quest to Divide and Conquer, via riots and manufactured mayhem.

I'm sure they ARE truly disappointed though that they will be losing all those secondary layers that come with having abortion clinics in all 50 states. The big one being the sale of aborted fetuses/parts on the underground market, of which Planned Parenthood is on record in a secretly recorded video freely admitting to: bitchute.com/video/Qdql6n7548X7/ The only videos you'll find about this on YT are the ones desperately trying to debunk it, OF course, since YT is heavily censored/pro far radical left now. The only way they can debunk it though, since the video is legit, is to spin the situation by marching out all their good little talking head puppets to claim, Oh, some extremist group is trying to take a heavily edited video out of context to villainize women who want to donate fetal tissue for research! 🙄 That's all! Nothing to see here!

Meanwhile, anybody who's actually watched the video knows that is NOT what that PP employee woman was talking about. The guy secretly filming purposely keeps asking more and more outrageous questions about the extent of the fetal maiming and the parts being used as a result of that maiming, exactly so that people CAN'T get away with reframing it as "donation of fetal tissue for research, 'cause we're just so generous and helpful like that." He lets the PP employee dig a very deep hole for herself that there's no denying or getting out of.

Interestingly enough, today's date - 6/24/2022 - adds up to 666. ;) That was the first thing I noticed. Bit of an irony there. Or is it? Because again, maybe things aren't what they seem to be. Lot of layers and sub-agendas to unravel with this one.
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Part 2 -

Wanted to add (tagging @abducteejournal, @guanajo who've participated in the comments so far and may be interested in this additional, though morbid, insight....) Something else me and @montalk were talking about on this end with regards to this supposed win, but yet happening on "666," ties into adoption.

On the one hand adoption is a great alternative for those who are financially unable to care for a baby, or where they're just not in a position to be dealing with a child at that point in in their lives, and when abortion may be illegal in their state. Adoption wait lists are long, and there are a lot of desperate people out there wanting kids. It's a win for everybody. Yet this opens a can of worms with regards to the dark underbelly of our reality, unfortunately - baby trafficking. Where one door closes, another opens :/ and this door is actually potentially even worse. As Tom mentioned in our conversation, Ukraine is/was apparently full of underground/black market baby factories, and not for good purposes. :/ And so with the whole "crisis in Ukraine" happening literally, right now as we read this, interfering with their baby factories.............

Unless people insist on an open adoption, which isn't very common, then once they hand off that baby they've signed away all rights to know a thing about that baby from that point forward. That baby could be brought anywhere, for any purpose, and meanwhile the naive mother/parents are assuming it's being placed in a nice home to be raised in a normal life. And I hate to say it but a fully developed baby is going to be better for their purposes than a fetus. :/ So yeah, a really dark aspect that could come about from the forced closure of abortion clinics nationwide. (Right now we're looking at soon to be half the U.S./26 states at least.) And which brings me back to the whole "coincidental" 666 date thing that I noticed straight away once I read the news.

For people to "get" this though they need to have the background knowledge of how these abortion clinics are serving secondary Satanic ritual killing purposes (have read that many people who work in these clinics are Satanists and black magic witches and such) as well as the black market body parts trade, adrenachrome, etc. I wish I didn't know about this shit, and I wish it weren't true, but, I've done enough research and gone down enough rabbit holes to know by this point that it is.

What it ultimately means though is that "they're gonna get what they want......regardless." Because that's the nature of what this world is that we live in. It's like a bad game of whack-a-mole at the carnival. Bash one mole down and more keep popping up.
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And as an additional Part 3 follow up to this post - Just found this video clip that talks about the miscarriage rate of women who are jabbed, and which was being purposely misrepresented in the New England Journal of Medicine through the use of manipulated data statistics. The important takeaway is that the jab is actually more successful in killing babies than abortion is, which goes straight back to the original point of this post. Now that The Powers That Be have the poison Jab they can afford to play around with Roe vs. Wade, which may be exactly WHY the overturn is happening NOW, of all times. Never take anything at face value. Even the supposed "positive wins." We're living in a game, run by maniacs, and they all have their agendas.

bitchute.com/video/MlAHV3VkLj51/

"The rates of spontaneous miscarriage [for women who took the jab] are clustering in the 80-82% range. And this is actually better than the abortion pill. So for a first trimester woman to get this injection they have more of a chance of having a miscarriage or a stillbirth than if they were to actually take an aboritfactant [sp - the word is actually abortifacient, but she mispronounces it]...."
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Just came across this commentary from Katie Hopkins on RvW that is saying *everything* I'm thinking. 🤣 youtube.com/watch?v=M2bfwgQQGUA Including the way in which these screeching harpies are grossly misrepresenting what's actually happening with this overturning. The only additional thing I'd add, which I haven't said yet in this post, is how these screeching harpies are acting like not only has abortion been banned universally in all 50 states, but also like they literally *have no other options available to them in life* !!!! They're acting like they don't have birth control anymore. They're acting like adoption doesn't exist. Or just....not being promiscuous doesn't exist to them either. To hear them go on the Supreme Court just denied them basic rights to food, water and oxygen, so now they need to storm the streets. Seriously........how often ARE these screaming shrews in the clinics?? Every month??? I mean, WTF????

And that's where I call bullshit. In the sense of.....once again.......don't take everything at face value. I truly believe that a lot of these shrieking She Beasts are paid shills, deliberately put out there to stir the pot, and whip the weak and lazy minded into a frenzy. And it's working. Some of them are also probably just demonically possessed. I have seen some vids over the past couple of days that just......wow. There aren't any words. Like, this can NOT be real. But it seems to be, I don't know. But anyway, Katie Hopkins nails it.
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Great summary from Tom/Montalk about weirdness that can occur in one's reality when their timeline is in flux. This is something I experienced firsthand back in 2012, when Tom and I were in the middle of deciding whether to throw our current life away in Charlottesville, VA and move back to south Florida. Talk about being in between two timelines and reality being in flux. !! And my life in particular completely erupted. I documented the entire crazy situation though in my "Florida Synchronicities" write up, outlining the spate of out of control synchs, number sightings, ear tones and even shocking anomalous body marks appearing out of nowhere, from "something" beating me up, and all of which started the second I had the idea of, That's it! Let's move back to Florida! in2worlds.net/florida-synchronicities

"And again it is very interesting that the second the decision was officially made, and the timeline was cemented, the storm ceased, and everything got quiet again. But that’s because, as Tom and I would come to figure out, synchs happen due to quantum principles, relating to the “Wave vs. Particle” experiment. At the end of 2014 I completely rewrote my Synchronicities article in2worlds.net/synchronicities/ incorporating this information into the rewrite. But the gist is that when one’s reality is in serious flux, due to willfully exerting one’s own freewill to change the direction/course of the timeline that they’re on, synchronicities typically manifest. While the potential for change is in flux, the synchs happen as a by-product of being in between two timelines, basically, which parallels the famous “wave…vs. particle” experiment. Whether the photon/electron particle is observed going through the slots or not determines how it manifests on the other side. If it’s observed it manifests as a definitive particle. It exists. Its reality has been solidified. If it’s not observed, thus leaving the possibility up in the air, it manifests as a wave. Because its existence has not been solidified. Once the decision to change my timeline from Virginia to Florida was solidified, the synchs and crazines stopped. Because the decision was made. It was now a particle, so to speak, not a wave. I was no longer indecisively straddling two vastly different timelines with vastly different outcomes, and reality calmed down as a result....."
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Movie recommendation time….

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Thought this was fitting in light of the times and current events. “Miss Meadows,” from 2014, starring Katie Holmes, James Badge Dale and others, about a seemingly prim and proper female vigilante. The message of the movie: You combat pedophiles and idiots killing innocent people with their guns with your own gun. youtube.com/watch?v=O1Qb3_7mauw As soon as I saw the trailer for this weird little movie I *had* to see it. Back in the 90s when I lived in SoCal these movies were totally my jam. I was always going to Edwards South Coast Cinema in Costa Mesa, which specialized in all the independent film festival movies, after looking up the movie times in the Orange County Weekly. How quaint though….looking up movie times in a free weekly newspaper, then actually going to a theater to watch them. But here’s a torrent for downloading if anybody’s interested: rarbg.to/torrent/518gsju Free, no log in required.

On an even more frivolous side note, something I’ve noticed is the trend in modern shows and movies to equate “people who dress nice" as being a murderer, mentally unstable, or both. O.o Miss Meadows’ unusual and stylish/vintage inspired wardrobe is a purposeful detail of the plot that defines this “mentally unhinged” character. “If you dress nice, keep yourself thin/normal weight, work at maintaining your appearance and have standards….then there MUST be something mentally wrong with you!” is the message Hollywood wants to tell us. Some examples include:


- "A Simple Favor." Blake Lively plays Emily Nelson, the scheming Scorpio suburban wife and mother who suddenly goes missing, and turns up dead. Her day job is working for a high level fashion designer, so of course she’s always dressed to the nines and looking fab while concocting her plots or drinking martinis. But even the good girl protagonist of the movie, Anna Kendrick, is purposely overdressed in her unusual quirky, and/or higher end stylish ensembles….while being portrayed as the oddball super achiever mom, whom the other “meh” suburban moms (and one gay dad) always snarkily make fun of behind her back because they can’t keep up to her level, and they know it, and feel insecure about it. youtube.com/watch?v=UqsdrYBPjv8

- "Young Adult." Charlize Theron plays Mavis Gary, an author of young adult fiction who’s going through a post-divorce mid-life crisis of sorts where she’s basically lost the plot. And in the pivotal “becoming unhinged” scene at the end, Mavis shows up at her high school ex boyfriend’s baby naming party in suburban Minnesota, with all the “meh” looking “little people," way overdressed in her heels and designer labels, including her Marc Jacobs handbag and celebrity looking shades. (Continued in attached post 👇👇👇 with screencap pics)
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- Bad Teacher. Cameron Diaz is the title role of the….very badly behaving, gold digger teacher (so actually, somebody with NO professional standards :D ) but who’s always way overdressed like a million bucks in head to toe designer labels - Louboutin shoes, Balenciaga handbag, etc. - while surrounded by slobs and “meh” looking “little people” at the junior high where she “works”…..and where she plots and schemes, like a total sociopath.

- American Beauty. Another “unhinged” character. In this case Annette Benning, as the bitchy, superachieving, perfectionistic, real estate agent wife and mother….and always dressed to the nines.

Attaching example pics that I screengrabbed of the above mentioned movies, for fun. (1 - A Simple Favor; 2 - Young Adult; 3 - American Beauty; 4 - Bad Teacher.)

And, in the attached post 👇👇👇 more screencaps from standout fashion ensembles I’ve seen in movies over the years, just for even more frivolous fun. And the reason they stand out to me is because everybody is dressed so wretched these days. No standards. Nobody cares anymore how they look. My eyes can’t even comprehend what I’m seeing half the time with how younger Millennial and Gen Z people are dressing, but especially females. Even for work. They look like they literally just grabbed random items of clothing off their floors and just put them on with zero thought. “This is a shirt…these are some sort of pants…..” but nevermind that they do not go together, and look bizarre. Skin tight yoga pants…paired with some short random sweater. Or these ugly skin tight pants on guys with flip flops and man buns. I seriously WISH we lived in a world where everyday people were just….walkin’ around, dressed like some of these screencaps. And of course in the case of Gina Davis in “The Fly” from 1986, and Jessica Chastain in “The Help,” which takes place in the 60s, it’s exactly *because* they don’t take place nowadays that they look so good.
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Additional screencaps of some random fab fashion in modern (-ish) movies. Longing for a world where everybody still dressed like this! ;)

1) Cate Blanchett/Ocean's 8. And of course Ocean's 8, full of fab dressed women, and which takes place at the Met fashion Gala, is about sociopathic-ish women plotting the ultimate scheme. ;) 2) Jessica Chastain/"The Help" (LOVE this ensemble, wish it was acceptable to walk around like this nowadays!); 3) Gina Davis/"The Fly" (LOVE this ensemble, totally want it! Black leather jacket, matching black leather pencil skirt and purple satin shirt. What you can't see in the pic is that she's also wearing nice 3" heels, and fancy black hose, along with a BoHo chick bag) 4) Lily Tomlin/"Nine to Five." (May seem silly, but I love Lily's ensembles as Violet, and the way there's the red accessories to pop against the black and white. Nobody does this anymore that I see anywhere, but I do! ;D When dressing for work I have these neat black and white Calvin Klein, or Ralph Lauren work dresses that I purposely would wear red nail polish and red handbags with to create that contrast. Conclusion, according to Hollywood: I'm batshit insane. 🤣 O.o ah well. Seriously though, can't remember the last time I've ever seen anybody dress as nice as Lily/Violet at work, even when it's female upper management. But they should. sigh.)
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New write up that I just uploaded on my website. I've already tried to post this twice now, and balked and took it back down, because of the nature of it all. I'm just going to go ahead and post it, f it, I don't care. !! in2worlds.net/of-mysterious-dream-churches-de

"This was a story I originally intended to post on my Gab as a multi-parter …..but which I soon realized would need to be broken up into 100 parts to even make it possible. It’s important enough though that it’s worthy of putting on my website. Anybody who’s read my website, and including my book “Chasing Phantom,” and enjoyed it probably could appreciate this story, as it’s yet another story about “the weird and the woo.” This one happened to take place in 2007 primarily, and which exemplifies why I can never *just* relay a story to anybody. Because there’s always a bezillion layers of never ending weirdness folding in on itself. It’s never just straight forward and simple, “one thing happened….the end.” This one is no exception, starting with a full on strange neg entity encounter…….and ending with MK and MILABs, possible suppressed memory flashbacks, a major important possible confirmation about my lifelong abductions/MK puzzle that was directly given to me by my so-called “mom” when I was 16, and which I left out of “Chasing Phantoms” (but shouldn’t have I now realize), scary level spot-on tarot card readings and pendulum dowsings, past life closure, and “wow….!” level synchronicities that just kept happening as I attempted to compile it all into the write up you’re reading now....."
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Happy 4th, from Boca Raton, Florida.....

Just some random fireworks shots as we walked around the neighborhood where we live. After grilling we like to go and look at all the fireworks that people set off from their backyards and apartment complex parking lots, and then try to get the best view of the big fireworks show happening in the distance at DeHoernle Park.
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"Some Of The Fake Stories Put Out By The MSM To Cover Up The Real Reason For All The Heart Attacks"

It really has to be seen to be believed........ bitchute.com/video/yYL140muomsk/

Solar storms cause heart attacks!

Evils lurking in your soil cause heart attacks! Wear a face mask while gardening!!

Fireworks cause heart attacks!

Rising energy bills cause heart attacks!

Snoring causes heart attacks!

Being too happy causes heart attacks!

Sweating causes heart attacks!

Flight delays cause heart attacks!

Breathing too much causes heart attacks!

Cold weather causes heart attacks!

Hot weather causes heart attacks!

Skipping breakfast causes heart attacks!

Shoveling snow causes heart attacks!

Sleeping in the wrong position causes heart attacks!

Giggling causes heart attacks!

Fizzy drinks cause heart attacks!

Airplanes flying overhead cause heart attacks!

TV causes heart attacks!

Weed causes heart attacks!

Sex toys cause heart attacks!

Being LGBTQ causes heart attacks!

Brand new never before seen chemical lurking in Earth's atmosphere causes heart attacks!

Climate change is causing babies to be born susceptible to heart attacks!


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They actually tried to go for the "new mystery chemical in Earth's atmosphere" angle. And that being too happy causes heart attacks. I just can't even with this, it's laughable. I mean, between the sleep positions, sweating, being cold, hot, breathing, and some new mystery atmosphere chemical they made sure everybody on Earth would be covered in some way. But the sad part is, how many people will see these headlines and believe them? We're already hearing stories of extreme cognitive dissonance, where kids who've been jabbed are dying afterwards and the parents are acting truly mystified about what's going on. Adults who got themselves jabbed, experienced massive health problems afterwards, but refuse to put two and two together.
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Once again.......don't take anything at face value. ;) Something like this doesn't just happen. The religious types are citing God and such, to which I say, Why did it take 42 years then? When meanwhile, full on Satanic and Freemasonic temples exist all over the world, with nothing bad ever happening to them? So there goes that theory. And then the more mainstream ideas are either a bomb, or lightning strike. However, in watching the video of the explosion it lacked actual lightning. And if it was a bomb then 1) Where is the video of whoever it was placing/setting up the bomb? ?? And 2) A light fixture that was right next to the Guidestones flared up momentarily.....JUST before the explosion. Thanks to Tom/montalk for noticing this. As he pointed out to me, that could very well be indicative of some sort of EMP weapon/directed energy weapon, which would have affected the nearby light fixture.

There was a time capsule buried next to the now former Guidestones, which had a sign that said "To be opened on ____" with no date. That's a bit.........curious. Why would they leave the date open ended? That's now how time capsules work. So, maybe the stones need to be....."removed" first before that can happen? And the date of removal was open ended, depending on the progression of world events? That led Tom to "joke" about whether the time capsule contained some kind of bioweapon plague that gets released that then winds up killing off everybody, and thus....fulfilling the "500,000,000 people worldwide" thing? ;D O.o It's a joke, but still....wouldn't that be something. "Okay, we hit the pivotal points in world events, zap the Guidestones and bring out the 'TIME CAPSULE' !" ;D The whole thing is just weird though.

The point of it all though is that God didn't do this, because as we've all seen, that's now how God works. And it definitely doesn't look like anything mainstream did this either. Everything happening right now seems to be operating in a planned way, on a (roughly) planned timeline. Nothing is organic here, and most of it isn't ordained either.
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Flat Earth.

You knew it was coming sooner or later. ;D

There’s a LOT to say about Flat Earth, but I’ll let the following video kick things off: youtube.com/watch?v=SrGgxAK9Z5A

Basically it’s what happens when a Flat Earther sets out to prove his FE bias with a gyroscope experiment, and instead the experiment proves the earth really is rotating, at exactly 15 degrees per hour. (15 x 24 hours = 360 degrees.) And is thus, round.

And hey, at least he’s willing to admit it. But then he turns around and tries to find another way to disprove it, and even “jokes” to another guy at a FE conference to not advertise these findings. “If we dumped what we found right now, we would be…..it’d be bad. It would be bad. So, what I just told you is confidential.”

Let’s be real – most people are not experts on geometry, cartography, astronomy, and other subjects necessary to disprove Flat Earth in a “scientific” way right off the top of our heads if cornered into an unplanned debate. Myself included. And meanwhile the same goes for the FE’ers, who also can’t argue their point of view from these standpoints either. And yet I reject Flat Earth. Why?

Several reasons. One: I’ve seen too many vids showing the curvature of the Earth. Two: Pure logic. Of the billions of people existing on Earth right now you would think ONE of them would be able to provide irrefutable evidence of FE from SOME standpoint or discipline, with photos and videos. And yet there isn’t one. There is only circumstantial hearsay and weird little anecdotes that people try to string together. Out of billions of people.

My big concern though is the way I see diehard FE’ers going off the rails with it all, misapplying the disinformation. They now reject even the simplest things they come across in everyday life…..because it doesn’t fit in with their FE/”Earth isn’t a globe!!” belief system. EVERYTHING is now a lie…….because it doesn’t conform to FE.

Here’s the kicker…..everything may very well be a lie……but it ain’t because of FE. ;D

And that leads to my most important point – There is absolutely a lot of weirdness and anomalies happening in this reality, especially with regard to the entire Earth-Moon-Sun system. That’s why I’ve highly recommended on my website the book “Who Built the Moon?” by Christopher Knight and Alan Butler. But it doesn’t mean FE is the explanation for those anomalies and weirdness. *FE has served as a red herring, luring people who are just smart enough to notice the weirdness……but too dumb to be able to really think it through logically.*

So I put this out there as a warning about the latter, mostly. The red herring lure, where the Cult of Flat Earth no longer believes in anything, because they’re hinging everything on a false theory....that actually does inadvertently point towards some SERIOUS level weirdness going on in our reality….but where “FLAT EARTH” isn’t the explanation.
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Reposting a two part response comment that I just did in my "Flat Earth" post........
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Sunrises from Spanish River Beach, in Boca Raton......

We're lucky to live only a mile and a half from the beach, and that since we're on the east side of Florida the sun rises right over it. :) No two sunrises are the same, due to varying conditions of temperature, wind, humidity, level of cloud cover and tides. It affects everything from the color and clarity of the sky, to how much of the sun you get to see, to the color it appears (glowing pink red, on up to white yellow), whether there are emanating sun rays, and how the ocean appears, from glassy and still on up to rip roaring tides. If you're lucky there are bonuses such as gulls and pelicans, yachts and boats, or even kayakers. It's always a mix and match of conditions creating different effects......

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"Dr. Carrie Madej Talks About the Blue Streetlights - June 23, 2022"

bitchute.com/video/BTuJQPjaZHSH/

This is one of the last, if not THE last, talk that Dr. Madej gave before the anomalous plane crash incident on 6/26, which she miraculously survived.

I haven't seen these blue streetlights myself. Would be curious if anybody else has seen them yet wherever they live. This is kind of terrifying. Between the poison jab and all the crazy creatures and nanotechnology that has been revealed to be in those, let alone in conjunction with 5G, it means we are in some weird times. To put it mildly. Glad we have a bit of a head's up to get prepared though. Like finding goggles that only allow one color spectrum through. For example, red. Because these lights are cycling through multiple colors so fast the brain can't keep up, but that can be eliminated by wearing goggles/glasses that only allow for one color to pass through, which solves the problem of whatever this light technology is doing to the brain.

Dr. Madej's full account of what happened with the plane crash and her recovery update (she joins in on the discussion at the 47:03 mark):

gospelnewsnetwork.org/2022/07/01/dr-carrie-ma

"SHOCKING: Dr. Carrie Madej Releases FIRST LOOK at Pfizer Vial Contents"
redvoicemedia.com/2021/10/shocking-dr-carrie-

"Immortal" Hydra Vulgaris In Moderna's Vaccine? Dr Carrie Madej's Startling Microscope Findings & Up"
bitchute.com/video/ZHAVSOb8wrZQ/

"COVID Shots, DNA & Transhumanism, With Dr. Madej"
odysee.com/@thenewamericanvideo:7/210429_Carr


Dr. Madej's plane crash is one of those times I do believe something conspiratorial was absolutely going on. Even if it was demonic in origin, and not physicality based, with nefarious "thems" getting "under the hood" of the plane with wrenches and evil cackles. Only because Dr. Madej has been a MAJOR thorn in their side since the beginning of this entire scamdemic. She isn't just shit talking the jabs. She's actually been an innovative pioneer in terms of making discoveries about what is really in them, things other people hadn't realized. She was the first to thaw out the "vax" vials to room temperature over several hours, THEN look at them under a scope, seeing things nobody had seen before. And she took it a step further by outright stating on the Stew Peters show that these things are NOT human-derived technology. Fill in the blanks if it's not human. She was one of the only people to say such a thing publicly, and she's been relentless in exposing everything about these jabs and where things are headed with all this non human technology.

Think "stuff" got sick of her and either messed with the plane, or sent a demonic or psychic attack her way.
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When patterns and templates repeat themselves in life.....

Part 1

This was a phenomenon I first realized during a visit to my dad's house in Connecticut, for Christmas of '94. After the divorce my "mom" had moved Joe and I to SoCal in the summer of '91, and I graduated high school there in '93. [synch - was typing the word "high school" right as somebody in front of me said "....and they were in high school...." O.o The word lined up exactly.] By Dec. '94 I had just turned 20, and had been living on my own for 2 1/2 years. Was working beyond full time at two jobs, but had managed to get a week off for vacation. (the only time I've ever done that while working.) So I had initiated a visit to my dad's, whom I hadn't seen in a year and a half by that point. It was going to be the first time I was seeing his new house in southern CT post-divorce, was meeting my new "step mom," whom he married in '93, we were planning to visit NYC at some point during that week, so I was super excited about the whole deal.

Also on a side note worth mentioning, as it relates exactly to this story, was that I was a bit shocked when I saw the spare room I would be staying in...as it had been custom painted peach. The same horrible color my bedroom in CT had been growing up, which I had no choice over. In addition the bedroom set was the exact same brand and style as the one I'd had growing up as well in CT. The same distinctive light colored, polished maplewood, with the raised square pattern around the upper edging of the dresser and nightstand, and so on. It was freaky. My dad feigned surprise in his usual mentally checked out/far away demeanor (he operates in two modes - "nice"/checked out, or demonic level hate/pissed off.) He supposedly had zero recollection about my childhood bedroom set, that he paid for, and which I had for 9 years, and acted like painting the room the same peach color I had growing up wasn't odd.

So at one point during that week, after dinner, I found myself lying face down on the bed, staring at the peach colored wall in front of me, the lamp lighting the room, the sound of the TV faintly downstairs, feeling depressed and disillusioned, because the trip was NOT turning out to be positive, or the fun fest I'd hoped for, AT all.

And I realized.....imagine if say, at 15/16, during their divorce, while still living in CT but waiting for the house to sell so we can get to Cali, a psychic had been able to see ahead to a moment in my future and they reported - "I see that you're in Connecticut....you're laying on a bed at night, with the lamp light on, in a peach colored bedroom, [proceeds to describe what the bedroom set looks like, which is the same] and you're disillusioned and depressed.....I see your dad is downstairs, watching TV after dinner, and Joe's there......" I would have been like AHHHHH!!! I NEVER MAKE IT OUT OF THIS PLACE!!!! NOTHING EVER CHANGES!!!! (continued in attached comment...... 👇 👇 )
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Part 2

The situation that the theoretical psychic would have seen in the future WAS my life at 15/16, every day, during the divorce while we were waiting for the house to sell, waiting to GTFO of that place to California. And meanwhile....it would seem as if they were seeing the same exact thing, several years down the line. Yet in actuality, EVERYTHING had changed. I'd now been in SoCal for 3 years, I was only in Connecticut for a visit, I had a life waiting for me to return to in Orange County, two jobs, living on my own, my friends, a new boyfriend, my own car, the whole deal. [SYNCH....the word "car" lined up. Somebody else to my left said ".....the car...." at the same time I was typing that, lining up.] However, that specific temporary situation I happened to find myself in was the "same" as the past, in all its pivotal details, making it seem in some hypothetical psychic "peek ahead" that my life was stagnating.

So that was the first time I experienced the whole "repeating templates" thing in life. I would go on to experience this phenomenon mainly at jobs, in terms of bizarre details, set ups and people that I find myself working with and amongst, despite how glaringly different the industries themselves may be. (I'm an admin assistant, which means I can pretty much work for any company in any industry, around the country, because it's front desk/reception/phones/admin and other office related tasks, overlapping with accounting, customer service and human resources, which is the same universally.)

If I was working at different companies within the same industry then sure, it would make sense that many details would repeat themselves. But the fact that it's often WILDLY different, completely unrelated industries makes it weird. People who look very similar, including in terms of race, in the same exact job position titles, same background templates, personal interests.....names, or very similar names.......even their astrology...... At this point it's almost become kind of a game, to see all the repeating patterns and templates when I'm in new situations, marveling at it. And again, thinking to how a hypothetical psychic "peek ahead" would seem to show that nothing had changed for me job-wise in three months, six months, a year, two years....when in fact it was actually completely different. To be fair though there are differences, but the similarities and patterns are enough that it can't be overlooked.

Ultimately this ties into the fact I do believe there's a very fake quality to a lot of what's happening here. This place isn't organic, by any means. Not only are our own consciousnesses shaping things, and pulling things to ourselves, but there is an external, artificial, manipulated component to everything as well.
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So today some vid clips of Biden are floating around on social media that supposedly happened on the same day, but CLEARLY show two completely different guys:

gab.com/LaurenWitzkeDE/posts/1087201143447458

(The embedded vid below doesn't work. You have to click over to Lauren Witzke's post using this link to access the video there.)

And in this full vid of the "round eyed Biden with prominent eyelids," versus the "deeply recessed, squinty eyed Biden with no eyelids" (who also has a different nose, and hair, and everything else) you can see that he goes for 30 seconds to a minute at a time throughout the vid without blinking once:

youtube.com/watch?v=qhWp1nE7PO0

It's funny because a week or so ago I was watching a vid on BitChute called "Joe Biden replaced by DEEPFAKE and Latex Mask wearing Actors" and wanted to post it here. As nuts as that may initially sound to some you just have to see it to believe it. I was already aware of the "two different ears" thing, where in some pics/vids "Biden" has attached lobes, while in others he has detached. Something that's not possible. You're either one or the other. That's Biology 101 in high school when they're teaching you about dominant and recessive traits. So the idea of Biden fakery wasn't foreign to me. But this vid......wow. There's one image that shows where they forgot to remove the pull tab by the ear 🤣 😮 and another where the "forehead wrinkles" are completely unnatural. Smooth in the middle, and wrinkled on the right and left sides. Yeah, 'cause we see that on people every day. 🙄 So, today's as good a time as any I guess to post it, considering the other comparison vid that's now making the rounds:

bitchute.com/video/oNt6sUwBfiFT/

I think the round eyed Biden who doesn't blink is some CGI deepfake. The deeply recessed lidless eyes Biden could be a mask, like what's shown in the above BitChute vid.

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Okay, I'm having my first true "Mandela Effect" moment...... 😲 And not the stupid version that I like to poke fun of, where people argue things like "NO!!! I REMEMBER IT USED TO BE 'INTERVIEW WITH **A** VAMPIRE!!!! NOT **THE** VAMPIRE!!!!" 🙄 🤣 But a true version of it, where you remember somebody died a few years ago........and now they've suddenly risen from the dead.

In this case it's Jesse Jackson. Came across this headline this morning on the Daily Mail mentioning him and it stopped me in my tracks:

dailymail.co.uk/news/article-11064047/Jesse-J

I remember?? this guy dying several years ago, just before the plandemic hit. The story about his funeral, the bio about what a civil rights pioneer he supposedly was, blah blah blah.

There's a reason we haven't heard his name in several years, despite all the racial division and insanity that's been going on. BECAUSE THE FUCKER DIED!!!!!! 😄 I *remember* this. 😲

Now suddenly today BAM! he reappears out of nowhere?? Voicing an opinion on yet more race related nonsense?? Where was he the past few years?? During the George Floyd bs? During BLM riots? This guy was known for sticking his nose in everything race related, yet we haven't seen a single mention of him anywhere until today??

Maybe I'm confusing him with some other prominent, long standing, old black man who was heavily involved with civil rights?? I don't know. But I'm telling you, this just stopped me in my tracks. Put it aside because I had to get ready for my oil change appointment at the dealership, where I am now. But after getting my laptop set up in the waiting area and opening the story again, curious whether I'd still have the same reaction to the headline that I did before.......yup, I did. Same level of "stop me in my tracks, this is NOT right" level of befuddlement.

I even did a search on "Jesse Jackson attends funeral," to see if I'm confusing him attending somebody else's funeral with his own actual funeral. But none of the people mentioned rang a bell as seeming to be what I might be misremembering. And the more I try to excuse this/explain it as confusion the more insistent my mind is like NO, I *REMEMBER* that it was *HIM* that died. *HIS* funeral. *That's why we haven't heard from him in at least 3 or so years.*

I'm sincerely looking for anybody to either corroborate this or show me that I'm crazy and losing my mind. But I KNOW this guy died. !!!!! Or maybe not, maybe I'm an idiot with a bad memory, I don't know. Any input is welcome!
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“These Little Ones” - about corrupt, legalized, CPS child trafficking and child sacrifice. Still making my way through it, but from what I've seen so far it's worth recommending.

What's interesting is that recently I was talking to Tom about my MK'd ex Steve's sister Tiffany, who worked for CPS as a social worker in SoCal. I get into more in detail in "Chasing Phantoms" (which is free) about the situation with him, but in a nutshell their dad was NSA, working in nuclear engineering, and they even lived in Rockville, MD for a year due to that; they had the government spooks comin' round, checking in with the neighbors to make sure they weren't divulging any national security secrets, and the family was just highly dysfunctional in general. Massively histrionic, narcissistic, dominating, manipulative and all around nutjob/unstable mother whom nobody liked, and may or may not have molested Steve, based on something he came close to trying to tell me one time but chickened out at the last second. (she wouldn't have been the only source; from what I could put together I think he was molested by at least three sources, especially since he was a good little alter boy as a child, and it's not counting whatever the NSA/MILABs shit would have done to him). But there was a reason he detested her, refused to let her know where he lived for many years, and tried never to be caught alone with her on those occasional times he did visit his parents in their home. Then the weak passive dad who was always mentally checked out with glazed over eyes, and his other two siblings - a brother, who was the "normal, bland, vanilla, invisible middle child" and of course Tiffany, the oldest. The one who would go on to work as a social worker for CPS, having the ability and authority to remove kids from their parents. Yet had NO business being allowed to do as I will outline why. (Continued in attached comment 👇 👇 👇 )
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(Part 2, Continued)

Tiffany in a nutshell was an overweight, extroverted, talkative, "me!me!me!" big mouth, seflish, barefoot/sloppy/dirty hippie chick who lived in the Bay Area and was an out and proud Wiccan. She dated a series of abusive men who were in turn abusive towards her young son R___, causing a lot of damage to him. The one time she was visiting us with her latest abusive nutjob dude the situation with R___ had become so bad that Steve and I had to say no to her request for us to babysit him for a day while she took care of some stuff. He was so screwed up by age six that we knew we'd be in over our head with him. Always angry, frowning, having small little meltdowns bordering on violence, and saying terrible things that we knew were verbatim the things he'd heard his mother's abusive boyfriends say. And she did nothing to stop it, or protect him. Just bopping about obliviously through life, being all about herself, the big mouth annoying and manipulative, narcissistic fat chick that always acted like she was the most interesting person in the room.

When I was describing to Tom my perplexedness at Tiffany's choice in men, considering how nice, passive and weak her dad was (usually we pick partners that are very similar to our parents) Tom immediately recognized that she was probably picking dudes that were like her MILABs handlers. Once he said that it was like a lightbulb went off, ding!ding!ding! and I realized their personalities were EXACTLY like what you would expect of government Thems/MILABs handlers. I mean EXACTLY. Steve exhibited full on dissociative personality states (elaborated on more in depth in Chasing Phantoms) and heavy MK, so if we're going to theorize that he was programmed/handled/MILAB'ed and MK'd, well......then so wouldn't Tiffany.

Later on Tiffany's MySpace page had her dark sarcastic humor on full display, including a pic of how you deal with your kids - showing a ~3 year old duct taped to a wall, among other disturbing images that were NOT befitting a CPS agent. She would go on to be an obsessive, stalker-y personality with her various boyfriends, and currently has a publicly visible restraining order out on her from one of them.

So again.....this is the woman making decisions about other people's parenting skills? Somebody who did actually remove kids from their parents? An obsessed stalker Wiccan with a restraining order out on her who allowed her own son to be abused for years by various psycho boyfriends? (One of whom I know for certain was violent.) Seriously? :/

Yup, because apparently that's the world we live in. Dark forces always make sure to protect and promote their own.

It makes total sense though as Tom pointed out that this MILABs daughter of an NSA guy would grow up to pursue working for CPS. Of COURSE she would. :/ She was probably programmed to pursue that, to be yet another tool of Them.
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Came across this really interesting video called "Lawyer: What to Do When Cops DEMAND Your Guns": youtube.com/watch?v=poc8jziFKwU Thought it was relevant in light of the times, where there's an ever increasing encroachment on our basic rights. The fact that this is actually happening means.......know your rights, and be prepared for how to handle it. The guy who answered the door in this instance did everything wrong. Learn from his mistakes! In a nutshell the ultimate mistake he made was answering his door in the first place. Just don't answer the door should they wander up on your property with their little Gestapo clipboards, and it solves that problem. Lot of people in the U.S. though as I've seen firsthand are innocently naive, and mistakenly think they're supposed to answer their doors and phones just because somebody is out there, or because it's ringing. We see this attitude a LOT in the Midwest and Plains states, where it's all wholesome and folksy. The northeast....not so much. :D People are going to need to learn how to wise up quickly though, tapping into their "inner New Yorker" that they didn't know existed, because we're living in weird times. We can't be all innocently naive and folksy anymore.

When I saw this same vid posted on BitChute by somebody else there was an interesting comment pointing out how the entire thing was an obvious ruse, just to test whether the guy would comply. I agree with that stance. When the guy named Wayne did comply on all levels the cops let it go after the first weapon, not interested in the rest. That's the giveaway. If they were truly interested in "inspecting" and "verifying" his weapons to make sure they're the same ones on record, and that they match the serial numbers, then they would have cross checked ALL of them. Not just one, and then letting the whole thing go. And they were quick to suddenly drop the whole thing too, further proving it was just a compliance test. "Oh, he's a marshmallow, no need to keep going. We've seen all we need to know about him, let's go." :/

And for fun let's leave off with this related video, "How to deal with the ATF," youtube.com/watch?v=DcwA6CkBvzY regarding an ATF agent who apparently thought he could just stroll around on a power trip, knockin' on doors and trying to get random people to "verify" whether they still have their guns in their possession, same as what the cops were trying to pull in the above video, and which is complete BS. But the way the tables were turned on him......it is laugh out loud funny. 🤣 "I got a medical condition! I'm hyperventilating!!.....My wife is pregnant!!!!" 🤣

Oh....part 2 was just posted by Lauren Witze.....! gab.com/LaurenWitzkeDE/posts/1087714341191579
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Another round of sunrise photos, from Spanish River Beach here in Boca. As mentioned in the first group of pics, no two sunrises are ever the same due to all the varying conditions. So you never know how it's going to be. You might get a great view of the sun breaching the horizon, or it may be completely obscured due to clouds. And if you do get to see it breaching it may be pink-red, or orangey yellow, you just never know.

Pic 2 was probably THE prettiest pre-sunrise sky I've ever seen. All this pink peachy purple going on. (looks even more amazing with a good computer monitor that has HD color and quality.) Here's the corresponding vid, taken several minutes after the pic. The sky had already lightened up a little, but it's still amazing looking: flickr.com/photos/18177747@N00/23655019930/

Pic 3.......this picture........I labeled the folder for the pics from this sunrise on 3/19/17 as "looks like an alien planet" for good reason. !! This was at 7:01 a.m., before sunrise, and the temp was 58 degrees. And it REALLY looked like this. This isn't some sort of post processing trickery. It was WILD. And the pic doesn't really do it justice. So it was something else standing there on the beach when they entire sky/horizon looked like this. Really deep, intense colors and banding like nothing I'd seen in all the pre-sunrise skies before. I think the lowered temperature had a lot to do with it. Normally when I go to a sunrise it's warm. I'd never seen a sunrise when the temps were in the 50s.
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Important tie-in vid that corroborates what @tcu12 was talking about the other day here on my Gab, about signals being beamed at the population to manipulate people into feeling positive, even euphoric, about getting the poison jab. It seems to manifest in several different ways for people, depending. Some people are hit with the thought/idea that melds seamlessly with their own, followed by the euphoric feeling, others have that shoulder shrugging/matter-of-fact "I should just get it...." nonchalant but persuasive thought/voice go through their mind. I had a dream a year and a half ago where I was somebody else, who had experienced this inexplicable mind control manipulation trance-state to get the jab, and "came to" afterwards realizing in a panic state what I'd done, and wondering how I could have allowed this to happen. (and my "family" in this other existence, where I was somebody else, was now terrified to be around me, because they knew what the deal is with this thing.) Seems that something was possibly trying to show me something.

(This was the same time period I also wrote about on my Gab when "Something" yanked me out of my body in the middle of the night and brought me to another planet because it apparently thought I also needed to see/be made aware of how the same system of "invisible control" from "forces above us" was happening there too, complete with mind control signals being beamed at that population from one of their three, fake moons. It caused the people there to be in this muted, tranced out state and to not be able to *see* these other levels of reality going on "right above them," so to speak. REALLY interesting time period for revelatory "dreams" and nighttime adventures!) Thanks to Diana / @ursanova for posting this vid,. it's very interesting.
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Another wild shared synchronicity between Tom and I.....

So earlier this afternoon, after eating lunch, I decided to go walk around outside with my camera, take a look at the interesting clouds/sky, since there was some thunderbooms happening. And long story short, after meandering my way through our apartment complex, and after first photographing a yellow banner plane flying overhead, I make my way to the canal behind our complex, taking various shots of the interesting clouds going on overhead. And then wind up with a photo of a Spirit airlines, at ~14,000 feet, flying into the storm clouds. This half in/out perfectly timed shot. It's really neat, and I was excited at the time I got it because I've never gotten a shot like that before.

Another jetliner, possibly even two, had passed into the clouds just prior to the Spirit, which was odd to me only because I'm always paying attention to air traffic going on overhead, and so I know the usual flight paths of jet liners.....and that is NOT it. I'm always conferring with my FlightRadar 24 app as well, just studying everything that's going on with that, and so I knew it was odd to see even one jetliner going in that direction, let alone two, which I'm pretty sure happened, and so close together. AND to all be flying straight into a storm no less. I was bummed that I missed out on the previous jet(s), thinking that would have been a great shot to get....while realizing.....I'm still hearing another jet liner somewhere in the same part of the sky....?? Where??? looking around. Again, this is NOT the normal flight pattern. And sure enough, there's the Spirit airlines, following on the heels of the others, also flying straight into the thunderclouds. Managed to get a series of shots....including the final "disappearing into the storm" shot. (12:47 pm)

So later when Tom gets up I show him the pic, which I'd already posted on Flickr.......only to learn that last night he'd been having a chat with somebody online (12:28 am, almost exactly 12 hours before) and said to them, "It feels like we're on a big airplane flying into a storm. I'm optimistic about the other side though, of the storm."

As soon as he started telling me this part of me already knew what he was going to say. So by the time he finally got all the words out I was not even surprised. Truly, my first reaction was of COURSE that happened. I mean, of COURSE. Of COURSE he said *EXACTLY THAT.* Of course. Because that's just our life. O.o May also explain the strange ear tones that were happening to me in the middle of all this, as well as the even stranger things that have been happening around our apartment, indicating something has been or currently is here with us and messing with our stuff, trying to be obvious. It's gotten so weird we're now documenting it. (SEE TOM/MONTALK'S ATTACHED COMMENT RESPONSE👇👇👇 )
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Some comedy for Saturday night.....

I've been screencapping favorite memes from Gab for the past year and a half and wanted to do a couple of posts of some of my favorites that are amusing or LOL....

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This one made me nod, only because one of my recent job adventures earlier this year was working at a solar panel company. The interesting part about being an administrative assistant and front desk receptionist is that you can work in any industry, anywhere in the country, since office work is universal. And I definitely have, and have learned so much along the way about so many industries. My recent foray into the world of solar energy earlier this year was no exception. Definitely very educational, though it was also THE biggest mismanaged 🤡 clown show 🤡 companies of epic proportions that I have ever experienced, anywhere around the country, for decades. Truly. It gets the blue ribbon top prize, I've never seen anything like it.

But that aside I definitely learned the basics about the whole "going [supposedly] green" thing when it comes to solar panels, and it makes me realize how stupid so many people actually are. They really are paying $50K+ for their solar panel system, like Catturd notes, AND that's not even counting the way in which probably about 1/3 of the homeowners (HOs) had to also replace their entire roof to accommodate the new panels. So add those costs in there as well. So by the time it's all said and done they will never get back what they invested in terms of "savings" with their power company. The panels will never pay for themselves in the HO's lifetime. In fact, solar panels don't even guarantee to cover 100% of your power needs, as I also definitely learned, since I was getting the calls from HOs complaining about this after their systems were fully operational....and they were still having to pay $30-50 a month to their power company.

So these HOs didn't bother to do the math, didn't do their research, and mistakenly believed that these panels would cover 100% of everything forever. And it didn't help that the company I worked for was outsourcing their sales to overzealous, and unscrupulous sales people who would say practically ANYTHING to get HOs to sign those contracts, including lying about the time frame for completion (telling HO's it would be ~3 weeks from start to finish, when 3-4 months was more like it. Permitting bureaucracy locks EVERYTHING up, especially if you're financing w/ a bank that also does its own permitting review on top of it, and forget if you need to also replace your entire roof, and all the permitting for that as well.....) and then all the tax rebate promises that were also blatant lies.

I saw literally ZERO benefit to solar panels in the two months I worked there. It was all very eye opening and educational. If you're a regular person of average means then don't fall for the solar panel scam, that's all I can say. You'll be spending the rest of your life trying to pay it off, and never reap any actual savings rewards.
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@Dinosaurus12 @FrozenDecoded And if CryptoViewer Hitomi was right about seeing Trump with the leader of China in an underground base with "floating Grays" and malevolent hybrids then it also shows....this dude is immune. But then again..............they all are, actually. :/ The entire batshit left is still walking around, not in jail, and not executed. How? Why? Meanwhile I just saw a headline talking about John Podesta being promoted to a new position by "Biden": "John Podesta to Serve as Senior Advisor to the President for Clean Energy Innovation and Implementation." How?? Why??? I've read those nasty coded emails between him and Killary, going on and on about "cheese pizza" and "hot dogs," we've all seen the nasty child torture artwork that hangs in his mansion, and I've heard the audios, plural, of him torturing screaming children. He seemed to disappear for a couple of years, and I wondered if he was even still alive. Hey, maybe they did secretly execute him?? Them bam.....he re-emerges several years later like none of it ever happened! Zero repercussions! This is the same exact shit we were just talking about over on Hidden Dimension's Gab, regarding Ellen, and the rest of the elites that were temporarily saddled with ankle monitors and seemed to have their shows removed, as Ellen was putting out multiple bizarre "coded videos" trying to give messages to her rich and famous elite pals, using playing cards, and telling them to "listen to the Smart people" [who make the ankle monitors she was wearing] and posing like the Tarot card Hanged Man on her couch.......only to suddenly come back, totally free and fine like none of that ever happened. Back to filming her show, back to making millions.

None of them will ever be arrested, IMO. "Good" guys or bad, Republican or Democrat Commie. Doesn't matter. It's all a big joke at this point. Just a show. Can't take any of it seriously.

EDIT: Something I left out is that I feel like whatever's happening here, Trump is in total control. There's a lot going on behind the scenes that we're not seeing as part of this grand show. But there's a reason he's been able to side step everything and is still standing. And as Tom was just saying to me, since we were talking about this subject and post, is that if Trump does get arrested it's going to be something he lets happen. As part of that show. But it won't be something where he's being genuinely arrested against his will, out of his control. (Tom was even saying that Trump and his people could have their own people embedded in with the Biden camp, manipulating Biden to do the bizarre things he's doing, like playing Hitler Satan on a red and black stage set to make them look like the insane lunatics they are; versus my theory that they're trying to make up for lost time and playing their big desperate moves at all costs.) So there's that to keep in mind as well...... 🍿
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Time for some more Saturday night south Florida wildlife.....


1. Great Egret - Boca Raton. One of the best Great Egret shots I've ever taken, for several reasons. Namely pose, lighting and clarity/sharpness. At the lake next to the library at Spanish River.

2. Blue Dasher and Scarlet Skimmer together in the same shot! Boca Raton. Holy cow people have no idea what it takes to get a shot like this. Over two years basically, that's what. 😄 I've mentioned before in other pic postings that featured a Scarlet Skimmer that these things pretty much NEVER land. But on this particular week when I went to the canal several days in a row (back in July) I kept seeing this thing actually landing on leaves. Got a bunch of shots which were awesome. Then....the impossible shot happened. It not only landed, but it did so right next to a Blue Dasher. (As big as these things look they're only about an inch and a half long, max.) flickr.com/photos/carissaconti/albums/7215771

3. Baby Green Iguana - Boca Raton. flickr.com/photos/carissaconti/albums/7215771

4. Alligator in the lake at sunset - Boca Raton. Same lake next to the library.

(For more pics people can either click on the "Photos" tab, or click on the links to my Flickr pics and albums located in my bio.)
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"...But the type of people that are attracted into nursing now is reflective of the generation and the pool for candidates, and we are seeing a generation go into practicing medicine that has been raised on screens, that has been raised in broken and dysfunctional households, that have not had structure, have not had boundaries, and who in many cases substituted a father figure for the government and for Marxist ideology. And where this really comes into play is when you get nurses particularly those involved in pediatrics, who if you challenge them as a parent in the care of your child, or you challenge for instance the protocols on immunization protocols, or whatever that these nurses in many cases and also these health care providers and social workers feel that their bound duty to notify DPS or CPS and participate in state-mediated kidnapping of children for political and or for basically non compliance on the part of parents.

"So you need to understand that when you're taking family members into this system you must be very careful about the way that you package your choices, particularly if you decline certain medical advise. They call it advise, but is it really advise if you don't take it that they take your children away from you? Or they accuse you of some sort of crime or neglect? That's not advise. That's the polit bureau. Not a dissenting vote ever. You're dealing with people in many cases who don't have that part of their heart functioning, or that part of their brain functioning that says, It's okay if this person does not agree with my best medical advise, that is their prerogative to choose as a patient, I am a facilitator of care at a patient advocate, and if they choose to reject my best advise I must nonetheless advocate for their autonomy."

"...But I want you to understand that these are the circumstances that you're taking people into, that you are going into a grid, that grid is for the most part not friendly towards the values of our Republic, towards self-sufficiency and freedom. It is certainly not friendly towards a traditional and herbal, in most cases and herbal modalities of healing. It is very antagonistic to them for many different reasons, not the least of which is that traditional and herbal ways of treating disease are a great threat to the profit margin, and to the control grid that this industry has carved for itself...."

"....and the best advice, and the best action points that we can have is to be self sufficient and independent as best as possible...."


Amen to that. I'd go as far as to say that there's an even more sinister undercurrent going on with so many of the "people" that are embedded within our medical establishments. A lot of people are trying to make sense of it from a strictly "they're all human like me" viewpoint, but that's not the case. It's something that I got into in Part 2 of my interview with In Other News Radio/Hidden Dimension, pinned at the top of my Gab feed. And it's not just within our medical establishment, it's throughout all of our society, and it goes back forever. But it's empty, spiritless, demonically possessed puppet drones that are everywhere in this Matrix/"Devil's Zoo" hell world we live in, designed to be the evil, destructive wrench in the works forces in the lives of the real, spirited types who've incarnated here. Because this issue within the medical establishment goes back forever. But certainly it's gotten a million times worse in modern times when you factor in our ever increasing societal decline, churning out more and more apathetic low IQ types with no standards and no sense of accountability, and an increasing inability to connect with other people in a real and meaningful way.

There's also the possibility for the integration of alien-human hybrids among us who have NO loyalty to humans, and in fact are here on a mission to get rid of us en masse with this poison jab. Something else I touched on in Part 2 of my interview. But it can explain everything about their cold, evil heartless actions that resulted in the deaths of countless people all over the world over the past two years. It's not just about $$$ as many people may mistakenly believe as they try to wrap their heads around what they're seeing, trying to make sense of it all. There's a very non human component at work, whether "Gray or Mantid alien," Reptilian, Demon, Archons, whatever you want to call it. Empty spiritless meatpuppet pawns of the Devil's Zoo.
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So, the Queen of England has died.

(EDITED; vid that I originally posted seems to not be what it appears, so I will err on the side of caution and remove. Still want to comment on the Queen's passing though, since it's massive worldwide news.)

A lot has been said and claimed about the "royal" family over the years by researchers and truthers. Namely about how they're actually Reptilian, they've been seen shapeshifting, etc. and so on. (Collection of random and questionable anecdotes amassed by Educate-Yourself.org: educate-yourself.org/cn/Queen-Admits-She-is-N Pretty sure though that the screencap of the supposed "royal" website admittance about the Queen not being human was completely fake, or the website was hacked.) I know that the first time I came across such stories were through David Icke back in late 2001, and him referencing his now infamous interview with Arizona Wilder in his book "The Biggest Secret." (Funny enough I hadn't actually watched the Arizona interview though until months ago, over 20 years later.) While I believe that Arizona Wilder was definitely a victim of high level Satanic MK trauma dating back to her birth based on what I saw in that interview (her flat affect is one major sign; the level of details she provides is another) the jury is still out on whether the royals are actually baby murdering, blood and flesh consuming Reptilian shapeshifters as she claims.

For years I've pondered on the purpose and appeal of the whole royal family institution and why it still exists (tradition, culture I guess) despite the cost to British taxpayers and how it's all just figureheads. In reading online comments from people something I realized was that it was the class and decorum aspect of things that seemed to appeal to a lot of everyday Brits, probably because we see society falling into decay. The way they dress, the way they carry themselves - people admire it, especially when surrounded by slovenly apathy. And then the "little old granny" aspect of the Queen. Lot of people love the idea of that, with her hats, and gloves, and little handbags, yet while being this formidable force. And of course in this modern day of reality TV and soap opera drama people just soak THAT aspect of the family up, with "The Crown" just fueling the soap opera appeal. But as mentioned in the attached comments the "royal" family is also purposely being used as distraction fodder for the masses by the media and news rags like the Daily Mail, who are absolutely obsessed with Harry and Meghan, and can't seem to go a day without some stupid story about the latest narcissistic exploits of Meghan and woke pussification of Harry. And Diana. Still banging on about Charles and Diana's marriage from the 80s and 90s.

But there is that REAL dark side, beyond things like Andrew and Epstein island, that only "conspiracy theorists" and truthers seem to be aware of. Is it true though? I don't know. But the more I research and the more I learn about what this world is, who really runs it and how it works I think there absolutely could be validity to it. And I can say this - some of the pics I've seen of the Queen, and all of the late day pics of I've ever seen of Phillip are just evil looking. Phillip, next to Pope Ratzinger, was one of the most evil looking "people" I've ever seen, with those grossly sunken in eyes rimmed in dark circles and evil smile. I can't imagine being anywhere near "people" like that. But many everyday people see what they want to see when they look at them. "He was the Pope!" (so?) "She's the Queen!" "She's dressed like a sweet little old granny!" (so?) "That's the Queen's husband!" (so?) The public projecting onto them what they need them to be, based on a lifetime of programming.

That aside, at the bare minimum I just feel like people need to stop worshipping these people, while also questioning *why* they have been put in a position "above" the rest of us as if they're beyond human. THAT'S what gets me. Nothing about their behavior behind the scenes is worthy of admiration.....and that's just the stuff we know about. What about the potential for the truly dark aspects of things that "conspiracy theorists" have turned up in their research?

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Part 2 - Also worth mentioning is that people figured out that the number of days between Q's first ever post, 10/28/2017, to the date of the Queen's death, 9/8/2022, is exactly 1776 days, when America declared its independence from the Crown. And of course today is 9/8, and 9+8 = 17. And the Queen died 17 months, almost to the exact day, of when Phillip died. Q is the 17th letter of the alphabet, and one of the big time indicators of their fingerprint.

The whole thing is so improbable it really does beg one to question how staged/fake it really all is. There are hardcore truthers claiming she's been dead for awhile now, and having her pretend to die today, at this point in the year, is to serve an agenda in terms of creating economic chaos in the UK. "Right on schedule" basically, for the agenda. So that's an interesting idea to consider as well.
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@floderhlod Interesting. !! We're all hoping this vid is NOT what it looks like, and hopefully what you found helps to show that. In light of what you found I will most likely remove this post today.
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A few more favorite funny and/or clever memes that I've screencapped from Gab over time. (Continued in the attached comments... 👇👇)
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@BeachMilk Forgot how inept this clown was at stringing even the simplest sentences together. Holy cow. However, nothing beats Donald Rumsfeld accidentally admitting that United Airlines flight 93 was shot down over Pennsylvania. bitchute.com/video/ZgsXDMI88kmY/ Not taken down by hijackers like the official story tries to convince us, a baton that Hollywood also picked up and ran with by creating an entire fairytale movie about. (Witnesses on the ground also corroborated that Flight 93 didn't just simply crash, and seemed to be shot down.)
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Some of the memes I recently posted included barbs about useless [liberal arts] college degrees. Then I saw this headline this morning of the latest "boom! mic drop!" Governor DeSantis quote: dailymail.co.uk/news/article-11205577/Ron-DeS "Florida Gov. DeSantis mocks college students who take 'zombie studies with $100,000 in debt' only to take 'a job they could've had at the end of high school' "

Exactly. As somebody who did NOT go to college, but did well for myself in life - often better than the college grads surrounding me at my jobs - I figured I'd repost an excerpt from the Addendum of my "Workplace Conspiracies" article concerning "The College Scam."


"For many years I’ve worked in various office jobs around the country, both as a temp and perm. What’s really stood out for me are any times I’ve found myself temping at some lower rung gig alongside somebody with a degree. It’s pretty much always due to various job market issues. A good example was how, back in 2013, while working at a long term temp gig project here in Boca Raton, one of my coworkers was a 47 year old woman named Avis who had both a Master’s degree, as well as separate schooling relating to nursing. Working alongside me. For $12 an hour. In what world does a person with a Master’s and nursing school training find themselves temping for $12 an hour next to somebody with no college degree? Avis was smart, capable, with a good personality, very likeable, good looking and always dressed super sharp, and like me was one of the few in the large group of temps at that gig who rose to the top in terms of being noticed by the supervisors and becoming elevated over the rest of the group in some way. So it never made sense, because she had everything going for her. One time she mentioned in passing, in a slightly defeated sounding way, how she still had over $75,000 in student loan debt….and then joked that unless she won the lottery or a miracle happened she knew she would never get it paid off in her lifetime. It would always be this burden hanging over her head.

"Another former coworker back in Virginia named Blair, who was 31 at the time we spoke, still had $14,000 in student loan debt to pay off as of 2012, seven years after finishing school with her liberal arts degree. Her current job position at that time? An administrative assistant at the same Big Cheese job that I was working at. And while in this instance I wouldn’t classify our jobs as “low rung” by any means, especially considering who we worked for, our salary rates and insane level of free benefits, hers however was still the same exact position level as me. An admin assistant for a Big Cheese boss. We were equals. Yet I didn’t go to college. So basically, college didn’t get Blair any further in life than me. And I don’t say that in a “neener neener neener!” way. It’s meant matter-of-factly, and something that actually surprised me. We were both at the same exact level, just reporting to different Big Boss Men. But the difference was, I had zero debt (and actual mega savings) and a hassle free independent life, whereas she still had to live at home with her mother, and still had fourteen grand left in debt.

" [...] Over the years I’ve managed to be the one chosen for various jobs over candidates with university degrees. Whether it was a perm job I was pursuing on my own, or temp and temp-to-hire gigs through staffing agencies. (And sometimes, oddly enough, you do have to interview against other candidates for some silly longer term temp assignment project.) Whether I decided to accept the jobs being offered, or declined, it proved that having a degree in some generic major, and all because society says this is what you’re “SUPPOSED TO DO” meant absolutely nothing. It didn’t guarantee a high paying, higher end job after graduation for those who went the university route. Instead these graduates could find themselves competing against non-graduates like me for the same, lower rung jobs…..and losing out." in2worlds.net/conspiracies-in-the-workplace-a
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@Dinosaurus12 Say what???? I had the urge to look at your Gab feed and found this. O.o Never let them intimidate you. I talk about this on my website. The whole "freewill test bluffing" thing. In fact I talked about it in the "Workplace Conspiracies" article, mentioned in my most recent post, which you liked. I'll excerpt the most relevant portion here, since it's easier then recreating/typing from scratch:

"I’ve experienced freewill tests in various situations, and some of which were truly serious, not just silly verbal warnings. Actual psychic-based physical attacks and such, usually immediate and extreme, total smack down repercussion, trying to threaten for various things I was doing in life. (Which then makes the verbal “warnings” involving jobs look like total child’s play.) But in the end I always chose to keep at it, whatever it was, rather than just permanently giving up in fear. And it turned out that those threats were just one-off deals. A test. To see if I’d take it seriously and….back off. Many don’t choose to keep at it though unfortunately, and give in straight away, no fight, allowing these things more power than they deserve. You really need to have some fight in you if you’re going to survive this place, that’s all I can say. They’ll test you, but it’s all the same thing that’s depicted in “The Wizard of Oz” with the whole “Man Behind the Curtain,” trying to scare Dorothy and friends into giving up in their quest. Or the oogedy boogedy gatekeepers in “Labyrinth,” trying to scare Sarah into turning back, giving up and not completing her mission.

They may only be movies, but, the concept is definitely very real, and it’s happening to people every day. Which is exactly why it’s an archetype appearing in multiple movies and stories. So it’s up to us whether we’re going to take freewill tests seriously….or recognize them for what they are, know ourselves, and press onwards. "


The type of psychic attacks I was referring to involved things like actually crushing my heart for instance. Felt like a fist, squashing my heart. I was in the kitchen in my apartment in Fort Lauderdale in 2003, following on the heels of posting on the Kathleen Keating conspiracy forum that had a huge (and majority very negative) Catholic membership, many of whom were doing their part to oppress everybody with fear and blatant lies and just ridiculous, childish b.s. While I was trying to free everybody with truth and empowerment. After making yet another "TRYING TO FREE YOU CRAZY MOTHERFUCKERS TRAPPED IN LIES, FEAR AND DISINFORMATION!!!" post (most of which was actually working....I was truly getting through to so many people and had established a presence....) I logged off, went into my kitchen, while Tom was on his computer, doing whatever he was doing. And I proceeded to experience the sudden onset intense psychic attack/heart crushing. Was standing against the kitchen counter one moment........then crunched down onto the floor, suddenly dying, the next. Couldn't get a breath. Couldn't utter a word or a sound to even let Tom know something was happening to me. My heart was being crushed. Felt like a fist, squashing it. Tom continued typing on his computer in the neighboring living room, oblivious. I knew I was about to die. And I knew exactly why. Negative retribution for my postings....that were actually *getting through to people. I was having a positive effect.*

"This is it......." And I just accepted it, down on the floor, calmly. I'd directly faced death before, stuff that was actually way more violent, so, it wasn't my first rodeo. Hence the calm acceptance.

Then....intervention happened. The invisible fist unclenched. My heart was back to beating. I was able to take a breath. Oxygen hit my lungs. I immediately took off for the bathroom, taking deep gasps, not even fully standing upright, and took a seat on the toilet lid. Spent the next 10 minutes on that lid regaining my regular breathing and heart rate before I could even emerge.

Did it stop me? FUCK no. In fact I amped up my efforts ten fold. Hand to God. And you know what? It never happened again. It was a bluff. A test. To see if I'd cave to fear and believe they have more power than they do.

They don't.
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Totally random, frivolous post. But since I like to post a lot of pics of south Florida life, from the wildlife to boating, sunrises and the ocean, and links to my YT channel with vids that show all the best parts, and then the random post quoting Gov. DeSantis and his pro-freedom, anti-woke policies, plus what everybody already knows about the mass influx of people moving to Florida over the past two years to escape their liberal hellholes, I do realize it can make Florida seem like the most amazing place on all of Earth. 😆 So.....time for the flip side!

What is the true, everyday reality of living in south Florida specifically? To note: We live in (east) Boca Raton, in Palm Beach County, about a mile and a half from the ocean, and I currently work in Pompano Beach, about 7-8 miles further south, in Broward County.)

- Sure, there's no winter. But the sun is downright evil down here. O.o It freaking HURTS. When you go outside on yet another, relentlessly sunny day you feel like you're being cooked. This goes on for more than half the year, minimum. Even the wildlife can't deal. When you see the birds with their mouths just hanging open as they sit in a leafy tree, or just standing there with their wings spread out like a flasher, that's them trying to cool off and not die, basically. O.o And you'll see that straight through until November. I never thought I'd live to see the day where I started to hate the sun, and want to wave my fist at it when I step outside, but......we've arrived at that point. 😆 And the humidity in the summer is absolutely choking. It's like there's no oxygen in the air. Just water.

- Massive overcrowding. Horrendous traffic. Everybody's all up on your ass, all the time. You can't ever just DRIVE somewhere, point A to point B, easily and unobstructed. No. There are always "cars in the way," just jumping in front of you, creating constant obstacles, going super slow in your way, you name it. And cars up on your ass wherever you go, even if you drive fast. And my new favorite? "Random pedestrians with no point." Seriously, I don't know where these people are even going, but guaranteed, there they'll be, just.....meandering across busy intersections in industrial-ish, blue collar/low income areas, seeming to have no point or purpose. Cars trying to turn through the intersection, make it through a limited time green light amidst all the busy chaos of cars and trucks everywhere, but there they are, like a video game obstacle. Stepping into the intersection and just....walkin' around, slow and dazed, like they're trying to get hit. Trying to go to the beach on the weekends during Season....not gonna happen. No parking. Lots of crowds. So you can either walk, bike or bus it there. Even just trying to drive through big urban areas during Season.....good luck with that. Make sure to build in extra "traffic jam" time into your schedule. And driving on the 95 during rush hour? Find a surface street route instead. So if people isn't your thing.....then south Florida is NOT for you. 😆

- Land of skeezes, thieves and hustlers. Con artists, druggies and low lifes. So.....get used to that too. Try finding any young person, and that definitely, especially includes females, who aren't overweight to some extent, covered in tats and often sucking on a vape, wearing the most tacky and ghastly looking outfits, so your eyes can't even process what you're looking at. Long ghetto nails, long ghetto braids....and they're not even black.....guys that look strung out on meth. Just a whole lotta....that, going on down here. Slobs, everywhere. No personal standards. Lot of people who do drugs, alcohol and pills. And of course all the pawn shops, tattoo joints, check cashing stores, vape shops, psychics, liquor stores, sex shops and convenience stores. Billboards for casinos, more sex and ambulance chaser lawyers. (In Broward; they're not allowed in most of Palm Beach.) Just nothing but tacky low class and more tacky, everywhere you look.

- The apathy and incompetency capital of the U.S. So, good luck doing business with even mid-level businesses many times. Things done incorrectly, services/products not delivered as promised, everybody dropping balls, mistakes, mistakes and more mistakes, arriving really late or completely no-showing on scheduled deliveries or meet times, and outright conning people. Over billing, double billing, things like that. (Continued in attached comment 👇👇 )
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Part 2, Continued:

And cashiers and retail/service personnel who move super slow, with attitude, letting the world know just how much they don't give a shit. No accountability anywhere for anything it seems. So if you live down here my advise is, try to minimize the amount of business you have to do, for anything. Eliminates a lot of complications, anger and frustration. However, you most likely won't be able to avoid it at your job(s), whether it's your actual job that sucks and coworkers who drop balls everywhere, impacting your ability to do YOUR job, or, the subcontractors and vendors you'll have to be dealing with on the regular.

- And get used to trains. Lots and lots of trains, blocking intersections and causing extra red lights and drive time. O.o Two sets of north-south tracks, funneling freights, Amtrak, TriRail and Brightline all day long. Two weeks ago a ~2 mile long freight train decided to just................stop, on the tracks, for hours, doing nothing, and blocking every single east-west intersection for those ~2 miles. During the height of commuter rush hour. Apparently this happens several times a year I've been told. 😡 Just makes no sense, but everybody just accepts it. And Brightlines smashing into idiot cars and people has become such a common occurrence everybody just assumes that’s what’s going on when there’s any kind of “train issue.” Oh…another Brightline accident? It’s almost epidemic at this point. (Brightline shouldn't even exist. It's completely redundant, running the same exact route as the TriRail, just on a different set of tracks, and it's just running mostly empty trains up and down the tracks, causing completely unnecessary crossing gate obstacles for drivers. grrrr!) Lot of people have started to assume that these people are deliberately trying to kill themselves by stepping in front of the Brightlines, or driving their cars in front of the trains. In other instances cameras have revealed that the cars were trying to squeak through a closing crossing gate…..but failed. This desperation to try to squeak through an oncoming train probably has a lot to do with…..

- Obnoxiously long red lights, coupled with the massive traffic. You have never seen red lights longer than the ones going on here, that’s all I can say. It’s not even reasonable. So if you’re running late……just resign yourself. It’s not happening. Trying to make it through/past downtown Boca for instance from Glades to Dixie Highway, with each light along the way lasting 1 ½ - almost 3 minutes means you can spend 10-15 minutes JUST trying to make it through a 2 mile stretch and “get out of Boca,” let alone get going with the rest of the drive. O.o But this is why I think a lot of people start getting desperate with the oncoming trains, like, oh HELL no!!!!! Because their drive time is already massively bogged down. Tons of cars in their way, can’t just GET anywhere, then they see those crossing gates going down after dealing with a shit ton of excessively long red lights, and they make an impulsive bad choice, I don’t know. Or they’re just trying to kill themselves. O.o Who knows.

- Angry, nasty people. Put millions of people in a baking oven, completely surrounded by tons of other cars, trucks and people, red lights, massive traffic, high prices, bad service and lots of mistakes everywhere you go, and it’s a recipe for people losing their shit. Especially when you factor in how many people down here are from the northeast….the nastiest place in the U.S. :/ They always seem to be at the root of any negative exchange. It's always a New Yorker it seems. They're everywhere, and it's like a plague. (and they name all the stores and restaurants after NY or NJ when they get down here. It's like they CANNOT-LET-IT-GO and assimilate. They try their best to convert Florida into a subtropical northeast instead. Manhattan this, Brooklyn that, Jersey this, Jersey that, NY NY NY in all the titles everywhere you go. ?!?! Makes no sense. Driving through the Keys, with the blue green ocean and palm trees, and you look to your right and see the sign that says....Jersey Boardwalk Pizza. daahhhhh! Nobody wants to see that. Funny enough, nobody ever seems to want to name anything after Staten Island. hmmm. ;) )

This place will ground down even the strongest, that’s all I can say.

But hey…..the ocean looks pretty and there’s nifty wildlife! O.o
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Yet another ATF harassment vid. Makes me wonder, were they always doing this? Or is this a new development??

gab.com/LaurenWitzkeDE/posts/1089871802039867

This guy handled it better than the previous example linked in the quoted post below, who not only answered his door but was passive, meek and compliant. Which then caused the ATF agents to immediately drop it, and let it go. Because it wasn't really about checking to see if the weapons he has match the records they have on file. It was a test, to see if he'd comply and be a weakling, which he showed them he would. That's all they needed to see, have a nice day sir. This guy however refused to answer anything and reiterated several times that they're on HIS property.

However, once again, the only ultimate way to handle these goons is to just *not answer your door at all.* Goons with clipboards show up knocking or ringing your bell? Yeah. That's nice. Don't answer. (And that goes for anything really. Not just talking about being on the lookout for those who'd like to take guns back. Any strange person showing up on your doorstep holding clipboards and/or just having no business being there - just ignore it. There are so many scammers out there nowadays and people who might be casing you, sad to say. You can't risk it. And worst case scenario you may actually be dealing with these types of power tripping wannabes, trying to use intimidation and threats. So just don't answer.)

What's funny about this clip is how flustered the ATF agents get at the end when the guy maintained his calm confidence with refusing to answer any of their questions, and then mentions Waco and Ruby Ridge to them. The ATF guy's big "comeback": "You need to quit reading so many books...." That's gotta be a first....saying that people need to quit reading books. Sounds like these ATF guys need to START reading some books. (Goes hand in hand with the ATF guy thinking the guy called them "idiots" when he clearly said ATF...... :D ) Then again, all the books in the world aren't going to help an empty, spiritless NPC of the Matrix. They are what they are. Non Playable Characters in this clown show game.
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Came across this on Gab's main page this morning, tying into previous posts I've made regarding paid internet shills and trolls trying to control the narrative about anything to do with Conservative politics and ideals, as well as the truth in general in all forms, usually labeled as "conspiracy."

gab.com/RT/posts/109028730858799563

Doesn't surprise me in the least, it's just that it's about time somebody came forward to admit they were approached in this way, confirming for sure that it really is happening. Seems everybody else is willing to sell themselves out for a measly $400. Ties into the below quoted post I did last year regarding the fake ass internet comments all pushing the same b.s. COVID protocols narrative, with the same word for word verbiage.

Which ties into something else I talked about in that post, concerning the "anti Trump 'bots" flooding the comment sections of many mainstream news sites, including the Daily Mail, all talking in the same exact short, clipped way with the same exact negative rhetoric. Just different "names."

And it's not just about Trump and COVID. I noticed this phenomenon years ago, where most of the comments on these news sites all seem to sound the same, using the same words/phrases/verbiage, espousing the same viewpoints. Just nothing but one endless echo chamber. Made me realize........you're not reading real people's ideas and thoughts. You're reading some sort of auto 'bot fakery trying to help push certain ways of thinking on anybody who stumbles into the comments. Right now the Daily Mail has been completely bombarding the Royals/Queen Elizabeth death on the masses, all day every day, with at least 10 active stories happening on the main page. All comments for any royals-related story are HEAVILY moderated, and nothing but pro-royal/pro Queen get through. But here's the thing - are they genuine comments written by real people that are being "approved" and "making it through"? Because more than 95% of them I'd estimate all sound identical, saying word for word the same sentiments, using the same verbiage. The giveaway is in any story concerning Meghan Markle. Nobody in the real world likes her, yet every comment in any article mentioning her specifically since the Queen's death expresses the same gushing, pro-Meghan sentiments, all using the same words and phrasings, harping on about her "gorgeous beauty" and gushing that they hope she "hangs in there through this trying time."

This ultimately ties into the all around censorship and control of the internet in general, also discussed here in multiple posts or re-quotes:

"Disturbing Proof They're Quietly Deleting the Internet":
gab.com/FrozenDecoded/posts/10883002024672585

YouTube and mainstream TV news website comments being censored/removed when you dare to speak the truth about all the COVID lies and poison jab situation:
gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10703390282880130

These are important points to keep in mind for those who haven't seen these other posts, and a good reminder for those who have. Often times we're not dealing with real people on the 'net. Most of the time it's a dog and pony show of illusion. Many of those extreme hate comments - and especially here on Gab in the comment sections of the big mainstream Gabbers whose posts make it onto the homepage - have a lot of deception going on behind them. Things are not what they seem to be. Many of them are probably Fed posts, as it's been said many times by the people who run Gab. They're on here to make all Conservatives look like a raging bunch of bigoted lunatics. Create that affiliation-by-proxy for anybody who posts on Gab, no matter how liberal or moderate you may be.

And I do know for a fact that some of the Gabbers you see with "hot chick" profile pics are absolutely fake, being used as baits. When you see a Gabber that speaks like a hate filled guy, spouting intense anti-Jew, anti-black rhetoric, but has a cute/hot chick profile pic, whether real or cartoon image? That's a con. Do a screengrab of the pic and then do a Bing image search on it. You'd be surprised.

I've even heavily questioned most of the seemingly innocuous Gab commenters on the popular homepage posts, it's not just the hateful ones, as they also all sound the exact same. One indistinguishable mass of blandness, with nothing intelligent or interesting to say, and where the bios of these "people" all use the same exact rhetoric, and all mindlessly push the same exact "Guns, Bible, Flag" identity. Are these people even real people? Are they just mental simpletons who don't know how to have interesting thoughts/ideas and mistakenly believe that "Guns, Bible, Flag" is all you're "allowed" to be on Gab, so they adopt the same identity? I do wonder.
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The subject of veganism is an important one, as it's a trend that's really caught on over the past 10+ years, but which is a dangerous way to eat. Not only due to the physical issues it can cause, but ESPECIALLY the cognitive impairment and emotional problems that it can also lead to. I've crossed path with multiple vegans over the years, and there was definitely a repeating pattern in most of being in a perpetual state of "brain fog," with the glazed over eyes and slack faces, slow energy, poor memory and all around decreased job performance. It also seems to lead to accelerated aging. And then the emotional problems. O.o Because many who decide to go vegan become downright cult-y and fanatical about it all, often with the anger issues.

One great example of this happened ~1998 in Venice Beach, CA on the boardwalk where all the artists set up their wares along the beach. Some skinny, sunken eyed, accelerated aging, 40-something fanatical vegan dude had set up a table to promote veganism, and was standing on a chair screaming and melting down on all the people walking by about the evils of meat eating, cussing everybody out like a nut job. Just the most angry, hateful face full of dark energy. Then he honed in on me of all people in the growing crowd of curious passersby who were slowing down to see what this guy's deal was. Started raging at me about my supposedly leather backpack I was wearing. (It was a black Guess brand fake leather/vinyl bag.) I let him rant and rave (and even point his finger) at me, as people in the small crowd turned to look at me. When he was done, staring me down with all this hate I calmly looked at him and responded, "What? You mean my bag made out of VINYL?" Then waited. His face went from straight 😡 anger to confused anger. 😆 Did he apologize though? No. Just slowly turned to his left and zeroed in on somebody else to rage at and cuss out. What a fool. I just shook my head and continued on my way.

One of the worst coworkers I've ever had to deal with, at a long term temp/contract assignment here in Boca back in 2013, was a cognitively dim, emotionally unstable lesbian vegan who became obsessively fixated on me to the point where my staffing agency contact Jayne jokingly nicknamed her "your little stalker." O.o Had several run ins with this unstable, cognitively impaired nut job that eventually came to a head after she asked to be moved to sit directly next to me just to ramp up her honing/stalker-y obsession. A big part of the issue was her attempts at "befriending" me/"getting something going" during the first few days on the job went unrequited, and then I was getting positive attention from the supervisors, elevated and promoted, whereas she was repeatedly skipped over, due to brain fog, poor job performance and all around dim energy in general. She poke poke poked me for five months straight, trying to stir drama if she thought I wasn't being friendly enough to her/paying attention to her needy antics she kept imposing on me. Until I finally snapped, and reamed her out after her biggest poke-poke harassment yet, unleashing my "Scorpio year of the Tiger"/Italian Irish suppressed temper in front of the entire room of about 15 people. (She was one of the instances of obsessed stalker-y haranguers that I mention in my "INFJ" article who'd go on to lament "I shouldn't have done that....!" to others about the mistake of continually poking/harassing me with the unexpected blowback it resulted in.)

Needless to say, she wasn't a good ambassador for Vegans either. O.o I've very rarely met any that weren't angry/fanatical/irrational/cult-y to the point of emotional instability, and/or cognitively dim. They're pretty much always at least one, but sometimes both together. NOT a good combination. Veganism plays into the need to belong to a group, with a cause, and the "Us Vs. Them" thing that then results, attracting in what are often times people who are already very emotionally sensitive to begin with, wanting to not hurt animals (which is very admirable) but where it all then gets distorted, and probably exacerbated by the prolonged vitamin/nutritional deficiencies that result, negatively affecting their brains. Cue the cognitive impairment and trigger hair tempers/rage issues, with the diminished ability for rational thinking and behavior. Once saw an interview with The Pretenders lead singer Chrissie Hynde, who's also a fanatical vegan with the underlying anger at all meat eaters, saying point blank that she only sees the world through the lens of "Meat Eater vs. Vegan." All meat eaters are evil in her mind, and everybody is divided into this black/white group in her reality.

I don't know if this vid is legit, but if it is........... 😲 (The way his tongue goes to the gum right after is very realistic.) youtube.com/watch?v=4izuk_3fex8 But it's the perfect example of vegan mental instability......
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Wanted to do a dedicated post to some of Bart Sibrel's research into the hoaxed moon landings, as well as touching on NASA and space in general, which I've posted about before. (If this topic interests you I most likely will be adding more relevant/interesting links over the next day or two. so you may want to check back.)

Just finished watching this great little documentary that Bart put out in 2001, called "A Funny Thing Happened on the Way to the Moon": bitchute.com/video/PKRYt6Dq0Jqj/ It gets really good the more it goes, way more interesting than I thought it would be. One of the things it gets into is a NASA video that Bart got his hands revealing some of the behind-the-scenes planning and deception that went into filming certain scenes that were released to the public. (Namely the scenes from the ship as it was supposedly hurling through space at supposedly 130,000 miles into the trip, supposedly looking back at Earth.)

The explanation given in the documentary regarding why the mysterious voice in the background was prompting the astronauts when to "Talk...."/respond to Houston ground control is later corrected in this interview with Bart: bitchute.com/video/pMK0ULhU3yIU/ By the time he gave this interview it seems he'd realized that the 4 second delay was to simulate the radio communication delay that would happen were they really 130,000 miles away from Earth.

Then there's a tie-in video that Bart made called "Astronauts Gone Wild," documenting what happened when he (and a camera man) confronted multiple Apollo astronauts including Neil Armstrong, Buzz Aldrin and Edgar Mitchell regarding the above mentioned NASA vid that we weren't supposed to see, and asked all of them to put their hands on the bible and swear to God that they truly walked on the moon. youtube.com/watch?v=Qr6Vcvl0OeU It also shows the various ways in which multiple astronauts have all contradicted themselves about what was or wasn't seen or experienced. Including one not even knowing about the Van Allen belt. O.o Things get interesting when Edgar Mitchell wants to shoot Bart, and then his son is caught on a hot mic asking his dad if they need to call the CIA and have Bart "whacked." As Bart points out in his interviews......why would the Mitchells have a direct hotline to the CIA in the first place? And why would they need to kill Bart just for asking about the moon hoax if it wasn't really a hoax? ;)

Bart's website, featuring his book called "Moon Man": sibrel.com/ (haven't read it myself.) And a fascinating Amazon review of "Moon Man" that features a bullet point summary of some of the most damning evidence. amazon.com/gp/customer-reviews/R20KZM5QQYE7X7 I wouldn't normally post a copy of an Amazon review, but this one was top notch. It's the type of review I would write. 😆

The moon landing hoax is a big deal because it opens a Pandora's Box into ALL space travel and exploration claims, and just everything to do with NASA in general (who are run by nothing but Freemasons) which then becomes a slippery slope into so many other things in this reality. The conspiracy runs really deep here, beyond just faking a moon landing.

With that in mind, for some related space conspiracy fun, here are some Gab posts that also include really interesting vids worth watching:

gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10708116287470624 Great compilation vid of all kinds of NASA trickery and lies. Video gets really good the further along it goes, so hang in there. Wanted to post the full Gab post because there's lots of good comments.

"Launched Right into the Ocean" featured on Hidden Dimension's Gab: gab.com/HiddenDimension/posts/108681581698768 This one is coming from a "Flat Earth is the grand conclusion" angle, which I don't subscribe to, BUT, the information itself is very eye opening, so therefore worth watching no matter whether you're a Flat Earther or a "Globe 'Tard" like me. ;) (CONTINUED IN ATTACHED COMMENT 👇 👇 👇 )
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Part 2 - Continued

There is also a whole other moon landing hoax conspiracy that seems to directly contradict the mainstream conspiracy. Including how the moon supposedly "rang like a bell" when the astronauts landed on the surface, or the way in which the astronauts supposedly saw UFOs, or strange lights going on around the moon. Including some supposed secretly leaked audio of NASA talking back and forth with the astronauts about this.

Well, when you watch the above vids, looking at all the pics and reading any corresponding material, it's a million percent obvious that they absolutely did NOT land on the moon with the flimsy equipment and antiquated technology they showed us. And the lack of blast crater/disturbed soil anywhere on the moon's surface in the official photos proves that first and foremost. And then the lighting discrepancies.......from film that couldn't have taken pics in the first place, because as Dave McGowan pointed out in his multi-part series, "Wagging the Moon Doggie," film wouldn't have survived the radiation in space and on the moon. So all the arguments about angles and shadows and lighting are all moot. The argument's over before it even began. So how do we account for these other conspiracies?

That's where the third choice option comes into play, where maybe they did actually go....but not with the technology they showed the public. Possibly some black ops/alien derived technology they knew they couldn't explain to the public. So maybe what they showed us was a staged dog and pony show to cover up what really happened. There's no doubt that the astronauts looked depressed when talking to the press after their supposedly massively heroic achievement, as the Amazon reviewer guy noted. And as the documentary notes, the head of NASA resigned a week before the mission, and several of the big astronauts retired right after. And Neil Armstrong doesn't even like to publicly speak about it all. This, the first man on the moon, the biggest achievement in all of human history. Just avoids it. Why?

The depression and reticence could have to do with becoming privy to additional reality shattering truths about this world and our moon maybe? So there is a possibility that however deep this conspiracy goes, it goes even deeper in terms of the coverup. Right now all we can know for certain is that the official story, with the pics they released to the public, and the technology they showed us, is complete bunk. That's the bare minimum, and it absolutely leads to that Pandora's Box of how much other stuff NASA has lied about. What about the Voyager space probe missions? Where they're claiming to be in ongoing radio contact with Voyager 2 even as it approaches the outer reaches of our solar system? (communicating with a probe that has 1979 technology, millions of miles away, traveling at tens of thousands of miles an hour, when meanwhile people still to this day experience difficulty with getting a good cell phone signal right here on Earth.....!) What about landing probes on Mars? Is ANY of it true? Did any of it actually happen??
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Some more Alex Collier. This time a 3 minute tidbit about avoiding the reincarnational trap:

bitchute.com/video/QB7f9lFn3HHZ/

There's another clip of him added at the end of this short vid reiterating the same point. The name he mentions at that point (and I have no idea how to spell it so I'll write it out phonetically) is Vis-AY-is, who is the 5D being he says he's been in ongoing, lifelong contact with. (see previous post about him and his story quoted below, if you're not already familiar....)

If you knew you could truly "escape Earth" and never have to come back again, returning back to whatever density/level you originated from..........would you?

It's an interesting question because it reveals where we're all truly at. Are you addicted to physicality? The idea of eating food, and drinking? One of those people who lives to eat, versus eats to live? Sex? Relationships? Fighting, conflict and drama? Power and control over other beings?

Most people around me in life have seemed to need any or all of the above. They enjoy their family, friend and relationship dramas, with some seeming to even need them like normal people need oxygen. O.o Then the food, alcohol, drug and sex addicts whose lives revolve around these things, and where there's almost nothing that can motivate them to give them up.....not even their own kids. It's not just a brain chemistry issue, it's something on a core level that truly enjoys it and wants to experience it, enough to not be willing to force their way past the uncomfortable withdrawals phase to eliminate it from their lives, let alone face the rest of their lives either without these things, or else in highly controlled, mindful, restricted amounts. (some are also subconsciously suicidal as well, which is the other "core soul level reason" they won't ever give up their destructive lifestyles/habits.)

When it comes time to face the light and the tunnel will you be brave enough to try what he says, and look backwards and say "I want to go home"? O.o

I probably will. Why not. I've already done the incarnational round and round, and we already know how that goes. So why keep doing the same thing? I've demonstrated in a million ways throughout my life that I'm not interested in physicality, or even being here, and am only here because I agreed to, in order to fulfill my mission that was organized by multiple souls/beings. (too much to get into, but I've had actual memories. It's not just me guessing.) Though I would be concerned about every soul I'm positively connected to who is still left behind in this place. So when I asked myself the above question that was the only thing that came back to me - the others, left behind.
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Just a random rant because holy shit......For starters, totally sick of seeing idiots wearing masks in public. IT'S OCTOBER 2022. ENOUGH. There's been an increase in mask wearers wherever I go, and I can't quite figure out why, since there are no mandates here in Florida. So these idiots are doing it voluntarily. They're STILL buying into the idiocy. (Drinking game - every time I say idiot, idiocy or some variation....take a swig.....)

But it gets better. I am STILL seeing idiots wearing masks while driving alone in cars with their windows rolled up!! Wearing masks outdoors!! While walking by themselves in the wide open!!!!!! Are all these people afraid of catching Monkeypox??? Do they not realize that's a gay man STD??? I don't know. So if you're some middle aged woman terrified of breathing in Monkeypox......it ain't gonna happen. Holy shit.

Like I said....just ranting. But there's another layer to this. I've also seen an increase in idiotic drivers, including those with masks driving alone in their cars/trucks. They're probably quadruple poison jabbed as well, on top of the long term oxygen deprivation/carbon dioxide poisoning they've been subjecting themselves to for 2 1/2 years straight. One of the giveaways of "MASKED IDIOT DRIVER ALERT" is that they're creeping down a busy main street like Glades Road, or Federal Highway, etc., at ~25 miles per hour. These are all INSANELY busy roads, three lanes on each side, and where the speed limit is 45, but where most people go 50-60. But there they are, creeping around turns at 5 mph, then slloooooooowwwwwwwlllllly "accelerating" to their max whopping speed of 25-28. Fly around them to get past this nonsense and look over and sure enough.......it's some ~40-ish dude with a mask on, alone, white knuckling his f'ing steering wheel while leaning forward, looking like he can't handle life in general. (happened a few days ago.) Or like what just happened this afternoon - some young college-ish looking 20-something female with a mask on, alone, and creeping at about 20 on Glades Road of all roads......not seeming to be aware that she's operating through life in a dazed, slo mo.

Maybe if they took their freaking masks off and breathed oxygen for once, I don't know. Just a thought.

Saw another pickup truck taking a turn at like 5 mph, then creeping along in front of me at about 15, in a 30 or 35 zone. I passed him, pissed off, then looked in my rearview to see him slooowwwllly "pull over" to his left.....into the middle area of the road that wasn't even a designated lane. It was striped lines forming a long triangle that eventually ends. He let the next car pass by around him to the right.......then drifted back into the lane again. But meanwhile there were still at least another 4 cars behind him. ?!?!?! Either let everybody pass, or just hit the freaking gas pedal and GO already. There was no logic at all to whatever he was doing.

I mean, I got stories. I could go on all day. But the things I keep seeing...... 😡 In another instance yesterday it was a young female pedestrian in a plaza walking on a sidewalk to my right, seeming to be with three other younger people her age who were around her. She had this blank, empty, stony face. Then suddenly she just veered out to the left in front of my car (obviously not part of the rest of the group she was walking alongside for some reason) but without ever looking once, and zero warning. Never glanced behind her, or to the side, to indicate she was looking to cross. Luckily I was going slow since it was a plaza, but still, I had to jam my brakes down to not hit her. Then she had the nerve to give me a stony glare like I had done something wrong here. I glared right back. It was hard to not get out of my car and start screaming at this chick to find out WTF that was all about. Who does that??? Death wish zombies. Or just Matrix drone NPC characters, like a video game.

I'll leave off with something even more random to try to bring this back to something fun. A clip from 1986's "Ferris Bueller's Day Off." Speaking of cars that like to go fast. ;) The pivotal scene, when all the arrangements are in place and Ferris, Sloane and Cameron finally take off for downtown Chicago in the classic Ferrari after ditching school. youtube.com/watch?v=EsdmOeA46LQ
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Something else to keep in mind - Saw a headline talking about how in Australia they're looking to poison jab all their livestock that people will be eating. Not sure if something like that will be done elsewhere, but all non poison jabbed will need to stay on top of it in their own countries. This will be worse than transfusions, since most people will never need a transfusion.....but most people are meat eaters. Like the below quote said, I didn't say no to the jab only to wind up getting indirectly jabbed by-proxy from food.

Whole Foods for instance is supposed to be all about all natural, non GMO, no pesticides, no artificial colors and poison preservatives, no growth hormones or antibiotics, free range, grain fed, etc. But does their all natural meat include no jabs being given to the animals? (I refuse to call them "vaxxes" as noted over a year and a half ago, because they're not. So never refer to them as such. Don't play into the nonsense.)

Well guess what......apparently in theory it's absolutely allowed. O.o

rainbowranchfarms.com/certified-organic-chick
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"Are Vaccines Allowed In Certified Organic Poultry, Beef, Pork, Eggs and, Dairy?

Yes. According to the National Organic Program vaccines and preventives are permitted.

PART 205—NATIONAL ORGANIC PROGRAM § 205.238 Livestock health care practice standard.

(c) The producer of an organic livestock operation must not:

(2) Administer any animal drug, other than vaccinations, preventives, and pain relief medications, in the absence of illness;

The key phrases

"other than vaccinations, preventives, and pain relief medications"
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So this is a little alarming. What it really means is that people like me who've avoided any "vaxxes" in my adult life have probably ingested vaxxes anyway in countless numbers by-proxy over the years. "You may say no.....but we'll getcha anyway." Though the "COVID" poison jab is completely next level compared to traditional "vaxxes." There are things going on in the poison jab that have never been seen before, and which have been outright declared as non-human derived technology by researchers such as Dr. Carrie Madej.

On a lesser, more random note, are single people who are out there trying to date considering whether their potential partners have been poison jabbed? And I'm not just talking about having babies, because us aware types have been hearing repeatedly that pureblood semen is now highly valued. But just swapping bodily fluids, including kissing, with somebody infested with the things we've seen of these jabs under microscopes......yikes. So it isn't just about making babies, it's about close bodily contact/fluids mixing in general. All the aware types have been warned about potential spike protein shedding and people seeming to catch strange symptoms just by being in close proximity for extended periods of time with those who are jab contaminated. But full on body to body contact....that's next level.

For the non jabbed who are staunchly determined to remain clean and "pureblood" our world will never be the same. These are things we're going to have to be mindful of for the rest of our lives. The meat we eat, dating for the singles, going to the doctor/hospital and the worst case scenario of needing a transfusion..... Everything is going to revolve around heightened awareness of avoiding by-proxy poison jab contamination.
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"YOU'RE WELCOME."

Guess today will be a two-for Tuesday......!

A repeating phenomenon I've experienced over the years is a form of bully haranguing being done by total strangers in public that involves sarcastically saying to me "YOU'RE WELCOME...." for things they believe I should have been thanking them for, but which I totally don't need to.

It's interesting because, as noted in my "INFJ" article (posted on my website, linked in my Gab bio) I'm "THAT CHICK" who's always saying thank you for every stupid little thing, or I'm sorry for shit I didn't even do or which isn't my fault. "I’m so sorry….thaaannnk you…. thaaannnk you, I’m so sorry! I’m sorry! I apologize! I’m sorry! thaaannnk you, I really appreciate it! I apologize! I’m sorry! I’m just so sorry, thaaannnk you, I REALLY appreciate it….oh my god I’m so sorry! I’m sorry! I’m REALLY sorry! thaaannnk you….” A slightly exaggerated recounting, but, it's not that far off. But it means I'm not a rude, ungrateful person by ANY means. So this phenomenon is....odd, to say the least. I'm the last person who needs to be told to say thank you. But then again.....it's never being said by truly nice people. It's *always* straight up nasty, entitled, egomaniacal bullies, whether male or female.

The fact that this is a repeating phenomenon going back years, and being done by bullies zeroing in on me out of everybody in the vicinity, shows that it relates to a form of targeting. Not by a group of people who are "knowingly in on it," but by what I believe is hyperdimensional neg forces, working through empty "people," which I've written about in depth also on my website. Whatever your weak spot is, the thing that "gets under your skin," they know and hone in on that. Because it works. It's a guaranteed trigger that induces negative loosh for feeding, as well as potentially interfering with/derailing your day.

Something else I've also noticed over the years is that once you become aware of the weak trigger points that "stuff" is exploiting and get yourself prepared for "THE NEXT TIME".....it usually stops. ;) Either because it's "lesson learned" on your end, and/or they know it won't work anymore.

In today's case I wasn't even remotely expecting it to happen....but was IMMEDIATELY on it in 2 seconds flat, without hesitation, because of all the past experiences. I was picking up an order at Panera that I placed online and went to go grab some extra napkins on my way out. There was a ~40-ish white guy standing there, blocking the small area where you get napkins, sugars, etc. as he did his thing. I patiently waited behind him. Not huffing/sighing, not fidgeting. Just standing still, waiting quietly. He finally notices and mumbles something about whether I need to get in there, and shifts a little to the right. I lean forward and grab a couple of napkins - not huffily, not annoyed - put them in my bag and turn to leave, trying to be quick since he was there first.

As I got to the front door about 10 feet away I hear him behind me sarcastically say "YOU'RE WELCOME."

Without even thinking I immediately turned back and went right up to him, standing only about a foot from him, tilting my head upwards at him while staring him dead in the eyes and said VERY firmly, in a "do not fuck with me" voice, "I don't owe you a thank you. Okay? I do not owe you a thank you. So don't hone in on me because I'm a female, alone, without a man protecting me. I don't owe you a thank you. Don't be a bully." Eyes locked, with that stern parental voice. He just stared back at me wide eyed, completely caught off guard, while continually nodding, and responded with "Okay.......!" 😆 Then I left.

But if I was a dude....he wouldn't have said that. If I was with a dude....he wouldn't have said that. But I'm a tiny petite female, wearing a nice eye catching dress for work, looking small, alone, meek, weak, just a "certain way" that these types LOVE to hone in on. And it wouldn't be the first time it's happened. Or the second. Or the third..... Well, hopefully he learned a big lesson today. Don't fuck with people no matter what they look like. Because you don't know who people are.

If he had decided to keep it going I would have mocked him for being a grown ass adult man acting like a sensitive little bitch because some little female didn't say THANK YOU!!! to him....for merely moving over a few inches. So, Phase 2 would have been going in for the manhood angle, to make a point to this weak, coward bully. But luckily it didn't go that far.

The funny part is, on my way out as I was deep in thought about this I automatically held the door open for another female entering in at the same time, who in turn said "thanks" to which I said "you're welcome" in a totally normal voice. So both overlapped. But going to show how it goes when it's two normal people interacting. (CONTINUED IN ATTACHED COMMENT 👇👇)
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Part 2, continued.....

But that's the thing.....even if she hadn't said "Thank you" to me I wouldn't have cared or even noticed, let alone say something. !!! Because normal people don't act like that.

There was another time that also perfectly illustrates this phenomenon, that happened probably in 2019 I think. I was on my lunch break for work as well, but this time in Boca, and exiting a Publix supermarket. In front of the store are stop signs for cars going in both directions so pedestrians can walk in and out of the store. I was wearing a nice dress for work, 3" heels, with the blonde hair, having that "certain look" that these types love to hone in on as mentioned. I paused at the curb, since a white compact car was approaching to my left. I didn't just step out, despite the stop sign, 'cause you never know! When I saw him stop I stepped out into the roadway to cross to the parking lot. As I got to the other side the early to mid 30s blue collar looking white dude suddenly yells REALLY sarcastically out his open window, "YOU'RE WELCOME!!!" all nasty. Then hits the gas and speeds away.

I stood there holding my bags in each hand, pissed off, watching closely to see where he goes. I see this idiot rush off.....to the McDonald's drive thru, on the other side of the lot.

Oh HELL no.....and I march over to my car, throw my bags in, along with my purse, keep my keys though, slam the door shut....and start charging across the lot in those 3" heels to hunt this asshole down. 😆 He's stuck in the drive thru, oblivious, as I approach his open driver's side window.

"Hi....." I tilt my head down, smiling sarcastic sweet. "Remember me???? I'm the chick you just screamed You're Welcome to?????"

Cue back and forth where he tried to take the moral high ground with his bad attitude insistence that I owed him a thank you, to which I sarcastically was like, OH MY GOD!!! THANK YOU!!!! THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH FOR NOT MURDERING ME!!!! THANK YOU!!!!" "Murdering you??" he asked, confused and pissed off. "YES!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ACTUALLY STOPPING AT THE STOP SIGN LIKE YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO AND NOT RUNNING ME OVER!!!! OH MY GOD!!!! THANK YOU!!!!!" 😆

It just disintegrated from there, so by the end I was just straight up mocking him for eating at McDonald's and calling him a loser. 😆 And he was PISSED by that point. I do have to say that, I truly got under his skin. But....that's what you get when you pick fights with the wrong "victim."

In another instance, at a Publix out in west Delray Beach (aka "Richville") I was trying to hurry over to Tom and there was a rich old white lady (probably a widow) blocking my way with her cart. I was smiling at Tom as I quickly headed over, skirted around her cart and started talking to him. And as Tom and I started walking together and talking I hear her suddenly yell out "YOU'RE WELCOME!!!" from behind me, all pissed off. I saw this bitter old Betty out of the corner of my eye just glaring at me, but I ignored it since she's elderly, just kept walking and talking. That was one of the most ridiculous examples of a completely unwarranted thank you. Thank you for what??? For me skirting around HER??! Say what?!?!?! O.o

In trying to understand the reasoning behind this type of neg targeting the only thing I can think of, (and this is factoring in everything I know about my entire life, everything that's ever happened, my incarnational life purpose, the other types of targeting I've received around that, etc. etc..) is that negs just simply want to "bash me down." "Keep me in my place." Keep me in a "low hierarchy" status of being "beneath"/less than/marginalized. "And don't you forget it!!" Part of "knowing one's place" is to grovel. Getting on your knees, bowing down, head down, not speaking (that's been a HUGE, HUGE form of lifelong targeting as well that I've addressed in my "INFJ" article - the whole "NO SPEAK" programming - shut up, stop talking, no voice, etc. and being severely punished for it as a small child). So just something that wants to find any way to get me to shut up, stare at my feet, head hanging down, knowing my place, and constantly groveling, keeping myself "SMALL," "SILENT" "LESS THAN" "OUTSIDER/MARGINALIZED" "PIECE OF GARBAGE" "NOTHING," etc. And in worst case scenarios, ultimately death/dying. "Go kill yourself! Go die right now!" And almost two dozen attempts at violent and/or traumatic premature deaths from all angles starting since I was baby, with intervention having to happen in those instances.

So the "YOU'RE WELCOME!!" [why aren't you saying thank you, groveling, putting yourself beneath me and knowing your place as the absolute piece of shit that you are who just needs to go and die already]" is just one, smaller, peripheral piece of a massive, all-encompassing phenomenon that's followed me around since early childhood.
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Feel compelled to do a giant "Ode to Bees!" post. So here we go......

1. Perfect bee shot! Pondhawk Natural Area, Boca Raton.

2. Honeybee in motion - Pondhawk Natural Area, Boca Raton.

3. Bumblebee in a cactus flower. :) El Rio Trail, Boca Raton. Was biking on the trail when I saw that some of the random cactuses that line a portion of the trail were in full bloom. Stopped to get some shots, and while taking pics I felt a "nudge" to look into the flowers in front of me to see if there were any critters inside. Sure enough, there was this bee.....

4. Giant bees nest! Pondhawk Natural Area, Boca Raton. This is the backside view.

At least two of these pics I've posted before separately way back when I first started on Gab, but a lot of people may not have seen them, so I figured it wouldn't hurt to repost them.

Also keep in mind.......any individual bee pics taken at Pondhawk Natural Area most likely were part of the massive hive featured in pic #4. So that's pretty cool. :) You get to see a pic of them when they're all "at home," together, one giant family, and pics when they're off on their own, looking for flowers. ❤️

One of my favorite "People interacting with critters" vids ever: "Bee and Woman Become Best Friends After Garden Rescue" youtube.com/watch?v=dW-AiN2lKDM&list=PL7J56Zm The way the bee curls up in her palm, tucking its feeties underneath it to go to sleep reminds me of a cat, it's amazing.

Full vid I posted on YouTube of the front view of the giant beehive at Pondhawk, and the story behind that whole deal: youtube.com/watch?v=a8O0Yqa0978

Dedicated photo album for bees, on my Flickr: flickr.com/photos/carissaconti/albums/7217772

Strange bee happening on El Rio Trail that I posted about on Gab last year (overlaps with beehive video, but is ultimately about something completely different): gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10713255563852137

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The original post from Montalk/Tom, and below quoted follow up response from Tom got me thinking. Anybody who's seen my website, book and/or followed my Gab feed for the past year and a half knows obviously that I'm aware, to put it mildly. But let's face it.........we don't all start out that way. So this post and comment chain got me thinking, trying to "trace back" my own awakening process. Namely.....how asleep/naive/trusting/"sheep herd" was I prior to going full throttle? Was I born inherently aware of things and questioning reality and stuff I was being told and taught at an early age? And if so, to what degree? What things did I fall for and just automatically accept? And what factors came into play in my own life to cause further awakening and realization? Were those factors natural? Or manipulated? And if it was manipulated, then what?

It's a huge subject, but in short:

- I did inherently question some things and had my own sense of self/ego since I was a baby. (Complete with memories.) A lot of this seems to tie into past life memories/knowings. So my first questions were questioning the differences between what I was experiencing in this life (including my body!) and what I remembered of the old one. To the point of even telling my parents on multiple occasions when I was a toddler about various things from that life.

- Tying into that, the next round of questioning involved - Why was my mom smoking?!?!? And constantly trying to nag her to stop at 4, 5, 6 years old. I "knew" that it wasn't proper behavior for a young mother to be smoking. My dad smoked, but that was okay to me, as I knew that was acceptable male behavior. But a young cute looking mother smoking, like my mom? NO. (She quit when I was 6 when she had my brother.) The other big question was, Why aren't we going to church?!?! I "knew" we were supposed to be doing that. So....why aren't we?!?! When we'd pass by churches in the car I'd excitedly say as 2, 3 year old "Turch!! Turch!!" and point, all excited. Eventually I gave up on that idea and became ambivalent by the age of 7-8.

-The next knowing/dismissal of something I was being told involved what happens when we die. Listening to my dad tell me at around 5 what happens, of which included black marks on the soul getting tallied up, and judgment into defined bins called Heaven and Hell........no. (this was his Parochial school/Catholic programming; meanwhile he also told me about his various past life memories. You can't have both. Pick a lane!) I just smiled to myself as he relayed this, "knowing" that's not what happens. But, it's funny that he thinks that's what happens! ;D

- And the next "Yeah right!" laughing and head shaking happened at about 8/9, in 3rd grade, after being told at school that all the oil in the world comes from the bodies of dinosaurs. There aren't enough laughing faces to convey my internal "GTFO!" reaction. I stand by that to this day, even more so because now I actually have information to back up my inherent questioning/knowing.

At this point in my life - ~9/4th grade - is where things get interesting and muddled. I had my parents willingly talking about paranormal experiences and psychic happenings of all types in their own lives, and my dad also talking about his past lives, and his big UFO encounter right over his head on the military base in Vietnam, along with my dad pointing out the incredible leap in human technological progress in only ~70 years, and how it wasn't natural (saying it was alien-derived) coupled with my own obsession with checking out every book I could at the library about all things ghosts, paranormal, Bermuda triangle, aliens/UFOs/abductions, hidden history and ancient mysterious architecture, you name it. Since I was only 9 or so I had to quickly move into the adult section of the library, because the kid's section couldn't keep up. I also concluded by 9/10 that "humans are one giant genetic experiment by the aliens gone wrong." :D Kind of funny.

But that's what I mean by things getting muddled. Some of my knowings/questionings about our reality and what we're taught were coming from me, and seemed to be based on both higher knowings and past life experiences/memories. Others were from my parents, which no doubt helped light a fire, and keep it lit. But was there also "under the radar" abduction programming being given to me? To give me knowledge or encourage research pursuits I wouldn't have otherwise? Because what's interesting is that Tom, also a lifelong abductee and MILAB, followed a VERY similar "template." Also by the age of 9 he was obsessively researching/reading everything he could get his hands on about all the same subjects. (CONTINUED IN ATTACHED COMMENT 👇👇👇)
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Part 2 -

(We were both like " 'Time Life Mysteries of the Unknown' baby! woohoo!!" ;D Those books were both of our jams.) And considering all the WEIRDLY specific personality details/templates that we also had in common as kids/teens it makes me wonder. O.o

So...if you remove the parental "woo" influence, and remove the abductions, and whatever I may have been shown/taught and programmed to do during those (which overlaps with my parents actually....) and which I would have retained subconsciously, influencing my life path, then where would I have wound up later on? Would I be who I am now? Probably not. Not fully, anyway. A lot of what I was encouraged to know and look into, which became a snowball rolling down a mountain, came from my dad in particular, the Naval Intelligence NSA guy.

There were many multiple other steps of awakening that would happen in the following years, perpetrated by various research sources, direct experiences and direct first hand people (including my brother Joe, as readers of my site will be aware), causing me to slowly, bit by bit, question what I thought I knew or was taught about every aspect of the mainstream world, and eventually let go of those beliefs, in favor of better information and hands-on experiences that have directly turned my life on its head. And I'm STILL learning new things as of right now. Like, as of last week. New information that's transforming my world view. Just when I thought I had a handle on things.......... O.o I had *NO* idea how bad it really is, and how much of a lie it really is. Again, this is coming from me of all people.

Nobody gets there on their own, all in one shot. It's all step by step, coming from multiple sources, and for different reasons. But I do think that only those that are truly spirited/souled experience this awakening, and have that desire to pursue truth, and ability to eventually reject lies and programming they were given. So even without "artificial influence/programming/manipulation," like what I know I experienced, I still would have been questioning things, because my early childhood self proves that. But I most likely would be nowhere NEAR where I am now. But I would definitely be looking around at this clown show, feeling disgruntled, having inherent knowings about various things, and pursuing my own independent research. But to what extent, and how deep down the rabbit hole I'd go on my own, without that external influence, I'll never know. But there would be SOMETHING at least.
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@Antares_Theophylline That's exactly it........there was absolutely no reason for me to be thanking any of these people in any of these situations. (and there's actually been more sarcastic and completely unnecessary "you're welcome" moments than just these that I mentioned!) The fact that multiple people have done this to me, honing in on me out of everybody, and done so in most instances with such anger/disdain/contempt (the Panera guy was the most innocuous, the others have all been so hateful) and where it's completely unwarranted and inexplicable makes the entire phenomenon just BIZARRE. Because again, I'm the person always thanking people.

The whole thing is just stupid, but that's why I've started handling it the way that I have, put these "people" in their places. In trying to understand the reasoning behind this type of neg targeting the only thing I can think of, (and this is factoring in everything I know about my entire life, everything that's ever happened, my incarnational life purpose, the other types of targeting I've received around that, etc. etc..) is that negs just simply want to "bash me down." "Keep me in my place." Keep me in a "low hierarchy" status of being "beneath"/less than/marginalized. "And don't you forget it!!" Part of "knowing one's place" is to grovel. Getting on your knees, bowing down, head down, not speaking (that's been a HUGE, HUGE form of lifelong targeting as well that I've addressed in my "INFJ" article - the whole "NO SPEAK" programming - shut up, stop talking, no voice, etc. and being severely punished for it as a small child). So just something that wants to find any way to get me to shut up, stare at my feet, head hanging down, knowing my place, and constantly groveling, keeping myself "SMALL," "SILENT" "LESS THAN" "OUTSIDER/MARGINALIZED" "PIECE OF GARBAGE" "NOTHING," etc. And in worst case scenarios, ultimately death/dying. "Go kill yourself! Go die right now!" And almost two dozen attempts at violent and/or traumatic premature deaths from all angles starting since I was baby, with intervention having to happen in those instances.

So the "YOU'RE WELCOME!!" [why aren't you saying thank you, groveling, putting yourself beneath me and knowing your place as the absolute piece of shit that you are who just needs to go and die already]" is just one, smaller, peripheral piece of a massive, all-encompassing phenomenon that's followed me around since early childhood.

That's basically it in a nutshell. !! [NOTE: I added some of this response into Part 2 of my comment, since it helps explain why this phenomenon is happening, and what it ultimately means.]

And no, your social etiquette is not outdated. :D You're perfectly fine.
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Now that 2022 is winding down we're really starting to hear about the effects of the poison jab. "Died suddenly....." is the new eye rolling phrase of 2022. The mainstream media continues to do its best to normalize it, "lalala!" while pushing the most inane propaganda to "explain" why everybody's dropping dead.

I have a dedicated pinned COVID/poison jab post at the top of my page, but I'm going to post this one as a separate post to highlight these links, then add it as a response comment to the other one.

Want to start with these vids, which are the most intriguing to me. They're calling it the "Death Spiral." It's a phenomenon being caught on camera worldwide. The vid explains everything about it, so you just have to watch:

bitchute.com/video/nLj3Oglf96pS/

Another bizarre death spiral that didn't make it into the above compilation:
bitchute.com/video/wqvSrsOb44nl/


Came across this Stew Peters bit about the alarming increase in cognitive impairment and early onset Alzheimer's happening in the young. (The rest of the vid is a push for some dude's supposed detox mushroom supplement. Not trying to endorse that, I only post this for the first third of the vid which gets into the cognitive impairment issue with the young, as it's something I recently talked about on Gab.)


stewpeters.com/video/2022/10/huge-young-peopl


Then there's the cognitive dissonance issue, where people are being obviously gravely injured by the jab, but either act like they can't put 2 and 2 together, or, still vehemently promote it. !! 😲

Vax injured female with no clue as to why she has these symptoms as she goes from doctor to doctor:
bitchute.com/video/oFponQKjYugI/

Australian nurse who was severely injured, but states we must stand together against these anti-vaxxers:
bitchute.com/video/KUfNpucbkKx7/


And then the horrific physical injuries, where there are no words:

bitchute.com/video/ypvnMOPdXujl/

bitchute.com/video/8D4ojTnvbpXv/


“Some of the Fake Stories Put Out by the MSM to Cover Up the Real Reason for All the Heart Attacks”:
bitchute.com/video/yYL140muomsk/


There's an entire dedicated channel on BitChute called "Wake the Fuck Up" that I came across that's nothing but vids of the jab injured and the increasing "Sudden Adult Death Syndrome" happening worldwide, bitchute.com/channel/pjOFxoXgaikF/ and none of which the mainstream media will touch.

The Jim Crenshaw channel also compiles all kinds of vids on anything jab truth related from other channels, so for that specific subject it's a good source of information for the true current state things: bitchute.com/search/?query=jim%20crenshaw%20v (btw I don't endorse a lot of Jim Crenshaw's other vids, many of which show a major lack of critical thinking skills and simpleton black/white thinking. BUT, he is a good source for poison jab vids.)
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We've all seen these types of compilation vids, but for fun I figured I'd repost this one. You kind of can't beat the clip of the chick swimming underwater, in a chlorinated pool........with a mask on.

I'm still seeing "masktards" all around south Florida, and often times outside while walking around by themselves. You'd think it's "Free Florida!" but no. So many people are STILL willingly submitting. It's going to be 2023 soon, and it's made me realize, it's never going to stop. This will be a new part of our reality forever, people who will spend the rest of their lives terrified of COVID. :/ My "favorite" is this idiot I have to see almost every day at my job, who actually works in the factory/warehouse for the other company that's under the same roof as us. He wears this gross looking cloth mask everyday................only over his mouth. Meanwhile his giant nose just hangs there, uncovered, as he "talks" to people in a constantly muffled way from behind a useless piece of cloth. Total moron.

Will leave off with this anecdote. Back in February I had signed back up with my former staffing agency, coming off of 15 months of working from home. I was ideally looking for a quality temp-to-hire position, but also very open to quality temp gigs in the meantime. They offered me a temp gig down in Coral Springs that would have lasted seven or eight days total, at $16 an hour. It was going to be for receptionist/phones/admin assistant in a leasing office of a higher end community called Turtle Run. Totally up my alley. I made sure to clarify with the agency that I would NOT have to wear a mask for this job, because otherwise I wouldn't take it. Now that I was re-entering the outside world workforce I refused to take part in the insanity. I was assured that no, I wouldn't. At best maybe if say, a guest or resident comes into the office just slap one on for a couple of minutes while dealing with them, to make them feel better, but I wouldn't have to "WEAR A MASK!" all day. And certainly not when answering the phones.

So I drove the 14 miles from Boca to Coral Springs, and as I enter through the doors of the leasing office I see the posted signs everywhere demanding that everybody needs to be masked up. hmmmmm..... :/

A 20-something female emerges from a back office to greet me.......fully masked up. She tells me to hang on while she gets the main boss woman. By that point I already knew where this was going to go. She disappears to the back as I stand there looking around, taking in the scene. Then a short, stout/round middle aged woman with short hair emerges from a back office....fully masked up, keeping like 8-10 feet away from me as I introduce myself to her. In a slightly keyed up tone of voice she tells me "I'll get you a mask!" turning to quickly get one. FIRST PRIORITY!!!!! OMG!!!!! MASKS!!!!!!!!

Calmly I mentioned/asked about how I was told I wouldn't need to wear a mask for this job. That masks weren't required.

X! I was told wrong. Turns out the staffing agency didn't actually ask them, they just made assumptions. Long story short there was no backing down on this issue for either one of us. I refused to wear one all day, and meanwhile she informed me that not only would I be required to do so..............but I would have to do so while answering the phones. !!!!!! Talking to people through a receiver with a mask covering my mouth. She went from mildly nervous/keyed up upon seeing me without a mask, to fully frowny/annoyed and keyed up, informing me in a slightly snappy way that the entire reason I was even there was because the other woman was out with COVID!

My attitude was < shoulder shrug > Oh well. Sorry about the misunderstanding, but I won't wear a mask all day, and politely ended it. Back out the door, back home again.

Then again I'm also the person who, back in 2014, turned around and walked back out the door on what was supposed to be my first day working at a two month temp gig in an office that was part of Boca Raton Regional Hospital.....because they wanted me to get flu jabbed before I could even start (something that was never mentioned by anybody either during the interview, or from the staffing agency), and I refused. I would never willingly take any vax as an adult, and certainly not for some stupid transient temp gig, I don't care how much they're paying me. (And funny enough......that job would have been the highest paying job I'd landed since returning back to Florida in 2012.) The office itself wasn't even in the hospital, making the whole thing even more stupid. It was offsite, nearby. They refused to budge - get jabbed, or no job. And I in turn refused to budge. it wasn't even an option for consideration. Calmly turned and walked back out the door, leaving them standing there, a little surprised. Now they had nobody, and had to start over from scratch trying to find another person. !!

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@bradnjones It sounds like Brad Jones hasn't watched any of the videos showing what has been discovered in these poison jab vials when viewed under a microscope. If it was all merely "just a test to see if we would comply" there would be no need for all the graphene oxide, bizarre alien-esque looking creatures, nanotechnology and things that look like microscopic circuitboards. They would simply have just injected everybody with saline placebos.......you know, IF it was all "just a test to see if you'd comply! Nothing else to see here folks, move it along!" This post is so overly simplistic and wrong in its conclusion it's scary. So many of the posts that make it onto the main page/Hot Posts/Top Posts are like this though. Plain, simple English on a 5th grade level, making trite statements and presenting overly simplified explanations that miss 3/4 of what's really going on in any of our world's current situations, be it politics, the plandemic, etc. Trying to appeal to the lowest common denominator readers and accumulate the most likes.

The poison jab - NOT a vaccine - was about multiple things:

- Injecting the population with non-human derived technology and "creatures" that have never been seen before, possibly to interface with another form of technology, such as 5G, but who knows. Most likely for a transhumanistic agenda, also overlapping with full control of the injected on a mental and physical level.

- Killing off and injuring as much of the population as possible. As well as sterilization/maiming of the reproductive systems of the survivors in order to prevent future births, and killing the fetuses in the womb and the babies shortly after birth. Global population reduction. Not everybody can handle what's in these jabs. The ones who can't get killed off or gravely injured/removed from the equation as a threat, including sterilization. The rest are "successful" and ready for the next phase they unleash....whatever that involves.

That's the gist.
Carissa_Conti
Found one more interesting video providing an actual analysis/breakdown of the "Death Spiral" phenomenon happening around the world, mentioned in my below post from a few days ago that I'm quoting.

hopegirlblog.com/2022/10/12/spinning-vaxxed-p

(Originally found this vid reposted on BitChute, but tracked down the source from the creators themselves on their personal blog, who are a married couple, and wanted to post that instead, since it's always better to do that than giving credit to generic/anonymous channels that have nothing to do with it.)

The bloggers in this case used an old "Stargate Atlantis" TV episode to help show the predictive programming parallels between that episode's plot (involving nanotechnology that causes the infected to hallucinate negative entities trying to attack them that supposedly aren't really there, and causing them to flail their arms around in a similar way) and then what we seem to be seeing in these vid clips from around the world.

Only after watching this analysis, which postulates that nanotechnology in the poison jab could be causing some who are injected to be able to perceive/interact with beings from other realms did I remember something interesting concerning my own interactions with the lower astral realms. (on a side note....the bloggers also point out that there's shadow looking beings in the background of one vid clip that took place in a store. They mention that the full video has a few seconds of footage that's missing in the one they used, and also shows clear images of real people in the background, shopping, so there is that basis of comparison. It's apparently not a video rendering issue. So there are apparently actually shadow beings seen moving around in the background, just before the guy seems to be suddenly attacked by stuff we can't see.)

But over the years I developed the ability to "pop up" and perceive when neg entities are around while in the half awake/half asleep state, when our astral bodies become loose-y goose-y. It's always after having been asleep for hours, then finally awakening a little either in the middle of the night or early morning hours, then drifting back off to sleep. After being asleep for so many hours things become relaxed and are now easily able to detach, is what I've theorized after experiencing it enough times. I've taken advantage of this loose connection on multiple occasions to "pop up" as mentioned, and "look around" what seems to be the lower astral state. Make sure things are "clear," and if not.......take care of business. Start duking it out with whatever's around. ;D It's not really "looking" so much, since the eyes are not involved. It's mostly sensory perception. Feeling, hearing and occasionally yes, visually perceiving stuff. I "flex" something that I don't know how to describe, but it's a way of "tuning in," and that's where I suddenly "find" them/out them, where they had been lying low, hiding "nearby." There's sound, there's visuals, and psychic feelings I guess. And the stuff is never good. Always with nefarious intents. I take it that they're always there, always around us, but it takes special effort to be able to perceive it. For me, this is how I've been able to do it. Others may have their own methods.

But one of the things I've repeatedly experienced, and have even mentioned to Tom a few times, is how once I spot/out these beings they start flying in rapid circles all around me as I lay there in my bed. Full 360 circles, meaning, they're "going through the bed" I'm laying on if you want to take it literally. Though in that other realm "up and down" and physical direction is not the same as here I'm sure. And physical obstacles in our realm aren't in theirs. So they go right through it.

It's creepy AF, I will say that, the way they move. Super fast, whizzing around and around my head/body, and kind of "dive bombing." Negative pests. Sometimes there's an audio effect where I hear some weird "male voice" thing echoing whatever I may be thinking in my mind to ward these things off. (So like, using Christian prayers.....the voice has a strange, off kilter human male quality that echoes/repeats whatever I say in my mind. Just bizarre. It doesn't really sound like an actual person, more like something imitating a person. Tom had a theory or idea about that which I can't remember now, will have to check with him later when I get home.)

But that 360 whirling around seems to align with what we see in these videos. The people suddenly become aware of "something" that we can't see, looking up at it, shocked, as whatever it is seems to go around and around them, causing them to spiral wildly until they keel over dead. O.o

Not saying for sure it relates to what I've experienced, but I did have this realization today as I watched this analysis breakdown......
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Excellent 17 minute video from Mike Adams at Natural News summarizing what's about to happen with the global food shortage, and lack of power, heat and hot water for Western Europe starting this winter, in light of Russia shutting down the pipelines. (And now they've been blown up on top of it; this video was made just prior to that.) For those who haven't been paying attention to the Nord Stream Pipeline situation this is a good way to catch up:

"DELUSIONS: Mainstream Americans are living in an artificial world (mini-documentary by Mike Adams)"

bitchute.com/video/11ayQ79qnZEx/

The vid starts out seeming to repeat what aware types already know about how so many people insist on remaining asleep, and their strange world view of ignorance and illusion. But then it gets good in terms of outlining the way in which there's a lot of interconnecting dominoes that are now starting to fall. One factor leads to another and another, and next thing you know there's no more food on the shelves, or no more heat, hot water and fuel.

I would add a corrective clarifier to what Mike says about Greta Thunberg - she's definitely not the sole reason for what's currently happening with Europe's power crisis. And not that he directly says she's the sole reason, but he puts focus on her, insinuating that it's largely to do with her. However she's just the front stage stooge being used by those behind the scenes. Some random nobody kid doesn't just suddenly get thrust onto the global stage to become that spokespuppet unless they're being controlled and directed by others. Otherwise every feisty kid with strong opinions would be on that stage and in the news every day. But that's not how the world works. It's all completely controlled. Only those whom they own/control are put before us and "ALLOWED" to speak, "ALLOWED" to be the ones pushing narratives and manipulating public opinion.

Mike's Natural News website: naturalnews.com/
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Yeah, the world as we currently know it is ending per the last post I did, so, let's just have some Saturday afternoon music fun then. :)

Today's musical theme.......80s songs about futuristic robotics, transhumanism and dystopian technology. woohoo!

Interestingly enough........all of these songs were released in 1983. From vastly different artists. Coincidence? I think not. O.o It's not really a surprise or a stretch for Styx, but as far as Herbie Hancock and Neil Young go....... ?!? Hancock is a jazz artist who's played with the greats, and Neil Young was once part of Crosby, Stlils, Nash & Young. He almost got canned from his record label and sued for the stunt he pulled with his '83 album "Trans," because he secretly scrapped the entire intended album and changed it out to "Trans" at the last minute, when there was no time to re-record. The label was pissed, because it was nothing like anything he'd done before, using a vocoder and with modern, synth-based music.



Starting out with the best of all....... "Mr. Roboto" by Styx.

youtube.com/watch?v=uc6f_2nPSX8

"Domo arigato Mr. Roboto
Domo arigato Mr. Roboto
Mata au hi made
Domo arigato Mr. Roboto
Himitsu wo shiritai

You're wondering who I am (secret secret I've got a secret)
Machine or mannequin (secret secret I've got a secret)
With parts made in Japan (secret secret I've got a secret)
I am the modern man

I've got a secret I've been hiding under my skin
My heart is human, my blood is boiling, my brain I.B.M.
So if you see me acting strangely, don't be surprised
I'm just a man who needed someone, and somewhere to hide
To keep me alive, just keep me alive
Somewhere to hide to keep me alive

I'm not a robot without emotions, I'm not what you see
I've come to help you with your problems, so we can be free
I'm not a hero, I'm not a savior, forget what you know
I'm just a man whose circumstances went beyond his control
Beyond my control, we all need control
I need control, we all need control

I am the modern man (secret secret I've got a secret)
Who hides behind a mask (secret secret I've got a secret)
So no one else can see (secret secret I've got a secret)
My true identity

Domo arigato, Mr. Roboto, domo, domo
Domo arigato, Mr. Roboto, domo, domo
Domo arigato, Mr. Roboto
Domo arigato, Mr. Roboto
Domo arigato, Mr. Roboto
Domo arigato, Mr. Roboto

Thank you very much, Mr. Roboto
For doing the jobs nobody wants to
And thank you very much, Mr. Roboto
For helping me escape to where I needed to
Thank you, thank you, thank you
I want to thank you, please, thank you, oh yeah

The problem's plain to see, too much technology
Machines to save our lives, machines dehumanize
The time has come at last (secret secret I've got a secret)
To throw away this mask (secret secret I've got a secret)
Now everyone can see (secret secret I've got a secret)
My true identity

I'm Kilroy! Kilroy! Kilroy! Kilroy!"



"Machine or Mannequin?" Well funny he should ask....... Herbie Hancock believes in both.......

"Rockit":
youtube.com/watch?v=BDzqrO78V38

If you're going to listen to this song on YT then it HAS to be this live version with breakdancing. ;)



"Freakazoid," from Midnight Star. Love this one. Seems to be about a sex robot. 😆 More things that have come to pass by this point in time. O.o

youtube.com/watch?v=5wJWuaPR0Lo



And leaving off with another great that I've posted back at the beginning of my Gab feed. "We R In Control" by Neil Young, from his album "Trans" as mentioned.

youtube.com/watch?v=hQfgnooX72g

Love the album art on this one. The left side depicting a futuristic world complete with a grid sky, rocket ship, a digitized person hitch hiking to a future car, all heading towards us. The right depicting our old world, with a real Earth, pine trees, a real sky with birds, and a real dude hitchhiking to a 1950s classic auto, and all facing away/moving away from us. 😢

But "We R In Control" has definitely come to pass In light of Alexa. O.o


"We control the data banks
We control the think tanks
We control the flow of air

We're controlling traffic lights
We control computer flights
We control the chief of staff

We control the TV sky
We control the FBI
We control the flow of heat

Computer age
Down the precious metal lines in harm's way
We will prevail and perform our function
C-C-T-B

We're controlling
We control
We control

We're controlling
We're controlling
We control

We control you floor to floor
We control you door to door
We're controlling while you sleep

Computer age
Down the precious metal lines in harm's way
We will prevail and perform our function
C-C-T-B

Computer age in harm's way
We will prevail and perform our function
C-C-T-B

We are in control, we are in control, we are in control
We are in control, we are in control, we are in control
We are in control, we are in control, we are in control
We are in control, we are in control, we are in control
Chemical computer thinking battery"
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Want to add one more that Tom just brought to my attention (no room to add this to the main post). It's one from 1978 actually, from Germany's Kraftwerk. "The Robots."

youtube.com/watch?v=D_8Pma1vHmw

I think one of the YT comments sums it up best: "Kraftwerk invented the 1980's in the 1970's." 🤣
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Figured we'd finish out the weekend with some more fun frivolity as the world burns.

"Mr. Robot" is a series that was brought to my attention by a reader of my website earlier last year. I checked out two scenes on YT and was immediately hooked, wanting to see more.

This is a link to the first seven and a half minutes of the pilot episode. IMO, for me, it's the best opening to any show I've ever seen:

youtube.com/watch?v=NLb6h_7NAW0

It's a show about multiple things, including vigilante hacking, and has "THE BIG TWIST" going on at the end. But part of what makes it so good is that real life hackers have analyzed all the hacking scenes throughout the entire four seasons, and the code and techniques and everything that Elliot and his crew do is fully legit. It's not "Hollywood fake ass hacking" like what they normally do. It's real hacking. So they made the effort with this show to be as legit as possible. I don't know jack about hacking myself :D but just knowing that it has the seal of approval of real life hackers and those who know computer code is cool to know.

The "Fuck Society" scene, also from the pilot:
youtube.com/watch?v=4yKsIdr_PNU


imdb.com/title/tt4158110/?ref_=fn_al_tt_1

It wouldn't be everybody's jam, but I do love this opening scene I have to say. And if anybody is curious to see more then the entire series can be downloaded on RARBG: rarbg.to/torrents.php?search=mr.+robot&catego
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This one's gonna be a weird one, so try to hang in there. !!

So.........the dinosaurs.

At 8/9 years old, 3rd grade, I remember shaking my head to myself when we were taught in school that all the oil in the world comes from the bodies of dinosaurs. Immediately scoffed to myself, knowing how ridiculous and nonsensical it is. Never accepted it, and still don't. And I can proudly claim that one of the OG researchers himself, Goro Adachi, publicly called me "mentally ill" on his messageboard in 2003 🤣 because I dared to start a thread about how oil isn't what they're telling us it is/doesn't come from where they're telling us it comes from [so therefore isn't a finite "fossil fuel," the way we've all been taught.......a direct slap in the face I guess to his sacred cow "PEAK OIL!!!!" theory and hysteria that he was tying so much of his research into at the time.] Hey, you're not anybody unless Goro Adachi has publicly labeled you as mentally ill, what can I say. 😉

The thread generated a lot of interest and energy though, it was great. From what I recall Goro was the only one who had an issue with it. The rest of us were just having fun brainstorming ideas and thinking outside the box, taking part in interesting discussion. But like I said.....I guess he took it personally, and as a result he behaved no differently than any of the asshole intellectual "academics" that were always attacking HIM for also thinking outside the box.........way WAY outside the box. O.o That's why the whole thing shocked me. Here was the "Grandfather of Synchromysticism," somebody who invented a new way of viewing and interpreting world events, influencing countless people worldwide with his free thinking ways, yet couldn't even handle somebody saying that oil may not come from dinosaurs. There are no words about how nuts that is.

But anyway, back to the dinosaurs.

It's one thing to say that "Hey......I don't know guys........I'm just sayin'........I don't think the goop comes from the dinos. You know........just sayin'......." 🤷‍♀️ but it's another thing entirely to say "Hey.......dinosaurs never existed. They were literally invented in the 1800s."

😲

When most people have stumbled across the "no dinos" theory they've done so via something religious, versus something scientific. So therefore the Creationists' rejection has been rejected by anybody who's science-minded. Myself included. I never once questioned dinosaurs in my life, and I don't care what anybody thinks....the original "Jurassic Park" from 1993 is still one of my favorite movies of all time. !!

However I came across this interesting video a couple of months ago that kind of turned things on their head for me: bitchute.com/video/uQ2r8gYBj5l3/

On a side note, the only Eric Dubay work I've come across prior to this was about flat Earth, brought to my attention years ago by a reader of my website, and which I still reject, not sorry. But there's no evidence for it. It's a whole side subject I already addressed a couple of months ago here on Gab, if anybody is interested. So this isn't an endorsement of his stuff across the board.

But this vid........ O.o You truly just have to watch it. I did, with a skeptical, but amused and open mind, and was just like 😲 by the end. I researched the names and dates and other claims he was making in this vid and it all checked out as far as I can tell.

Here is the shorter, "get to the meat of the issue" excerpt from the longer vid, for those who are short on time and want to hone in on the best points: bitchute.com/video/fvDCWemv6VXP/

So I post it as food for thought. Would definitely love to hear people's comments. And no, nobody will be labeled as mentally ill for them. 😆
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@Dinosaurus12 WHAT ARE YOU, MENTALLY ILL?!?!! ;D

I do think the vid presents enough damning evidence that they didn't, so I'm going to err on the side of throwing caution to the wind and say, Yuuuppp....think we've all been duped.

As far as the reason why.....and I'll tag @abducteejournal on this as well, since she pondered on the same thing. But IF this is true, that they really didn't exist, then it could very well be part of the whole "inventing a fake, ancient history" for this planet that maybe didn't actually exist. O.o Pretend the timeline is much different than it really is.

And THAT ties into a WHOLE other subject, and opens a MAJOR can of worms.
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Been wanting to discuss this book by researcher/author Dave McGowan for awhile now (he passed away back in 2015). Considering the popularity of the current "Dahmer" miniseries I figured now is as good a time as any.

For starters, I saw online somewhere that I'm not alone in being disturbed that "Dahmer" IS even popular. I've noted for years that so many people have this sick fascination with psychopaths engaging in the most demonic behaviors, and the way in which our society celebrates them. "Become a serial killer and be immortalized forever in movies, shows and books!" People sometimes know more about serial killers than they do about good people who've contributed productively to the advancement of our society and world.

And it's not just serial killers - it's also those everyday murderer/rapist/child abuser, etc. scumbags doing horrific things that have books, movies, shows and miniseries made about them. As noted on my website: "Even worse are the books that are spawned by it all. A glance over the True Crime section of your local major bookstore is pretty eye opening. And that’s not even counting the made-for-TV movies they also spawn, as mentioned. These stories have become an actual industry. It singlehandedly keeps many tabloid mag writers, true crime novel writers, teleplay writers, screenplay writers, actors, actresses, producers, directors and entire film crews employed." Surprised there aren't musicals about these "people." :/ "Dahmer - The Musical!"

Years ago I volunteered for about 2 years for the "Books Behind Bars" program created by the then-Quest bookshop in downtown Cville. It soon became disheartening to see just how many murder mystery/thriller books were being donated. And just the fact that THAT many even exist in general. O.o Paging through them as I would be sorting/organizing them and you see pages-long detailed scenes of horrific murder, torture, rape, etc. Just leaves you wondering WTF is wrong with people. Not only the authors who write them, but the people who pay money to soak it up. The breaking point for me was the day I grabbed the next letter in the stack from the various prisoners incarcerated in Virginia, in this case a prisoner from Red Onion State Prison, Virginia's only Super Max facility, and saw that he was brazenly requesting books depicting "detailed rape scenes." Before I even knew what I was doing I had reflexively crunched the letter up into a tight ball. Then "came to" again, looking down at my hands as I slowly released my grip, like, "ooops." Looked around, nobody was around, so I shoved it into the bottom of the trash bin and that was it. I was done. Never went back.

But for these reasons I avoided reading "Programmed to Kill" for years despite enjoying McGowan's other research, exactly because it was about serial killers. Finally caved earlier this year and bought it because the book doesn't just talk about serial killers for the sake of it. It outlines some MAJOR conspiracy going on with what we think we know about serial killers. So curiosity got the best of me.

centerforaninformedamerica.com/programmed-to-

All I can say is....I do wish I'd read it earlier, because this book was released in 2004, and it contained some very interesting and important pieces of the puzzle about this world that I only came to fully realize over the past couple of years. Dave McGowan was way ahead of the game.

In a nutshell the gist is that the modern day "serial killer" is something that was more or less invented in the late 60s, when the MK programs were in full swing, and many of these serial killers are actually acting as fronts for very high up, very well organized Satanic groups. Groups that can and often do include law enforcement, politicians and the world's "elite." Forensics evidence (that usually gets suppressed in court as these guys get railroaded, including the use of manipulated juries/juror plants) prove that one dude could not have singlehandedly committed all the murders that are being pinned on them. The evidence points towards multiple people with multiple modes of operation. Even better, how "confessions" from the supposed serial killers are often flagrantly wrong in the crime scene details.

It doesn't mean these guys aren't socio/psychopathic killers. It just means they get used as convenient scapegoats to pin many, MANY more murders on then they could have possibly committed. And that their origins as socio/psychopathic killers may very well have been purposely, artificially created through various MK Ultra type programs. And even more shocking for naïve types - the way in which again, law enforcement, the courts and politicians of all levels are often times involved, and helping to cover up for them, and even pardoning them. O.o (CONTINUED IN ATTACHED COMMENT 👇👇👇)
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Part 2 – Continued

The level of conspiracy that Dave drills down on in this book is fascinating, which again made it worth it for me to finally get. But I will advise for any sensitive types – the book starts out by getting into famous cases involving child pedo/murder rings operating worldwide and the elite’s ties to them. Then it delves into the intertwined conspiracy of serial killers. So it “goes there,” and can be a difficult read for some for that reason. I kept thinking as I was reading how difficult it must have been for Dave to tackle a project like this, especially since he was a dad of four daughters. But this information is massively important and needs to be out there, which is why he did it I imagine.

But it all made me realize – if we have the “lone gunman patsies” then why not the same with serial killers. duh. But you know, I’d never thought of it before. Like most people I just took the official stories we’ve been fed about all the famous killers at face value, and that all the psychological/forensic/pathology etc. info. we've been taught about them is also true. (also in large part because I don’t care to look closer and read up on it all. O.o ) By the time you’re only halfway through the book you’ll already be looking at the world completely different, no matter how much you may already know going in. So it means anything we’ve been told about Dahmer, Ted Bundy, Richard “The Nightstalker" Ramirez, The Boston Strangler, Charles Manson, John Wayne Gacy, etc. etc. are not what they seem to be as McGowan shows, since he touches on all of them, and then some. It’s also informative in that it gets into the MK programs, so people can learn about that if they weren’t already aware. More importantly, how these programs sought out those who come from extremely abusive and troubled, transient upbringings, shuttled around through “the system” and juvenile detention facilities, in order to further mold into the final “Scapegoat Fall Guy” product.

On a related note, synchronistically while reading this book I came across something on YouTube that led me down the rabbit hole of researching John Walsh, host of "America's Most Wanted," and father of the famed case involving his murdered son Adam. It happened due to an interview vid featuring his adult daughter, describing her very strange, mildly abusive childhood filled with inappropriate behavior. (and oddly enough, multiple things she described paralleled my own situation growing up. O.o Wasn't expecting that.)

But that led me down a rabbit hole of finding vid clips of John giving press speeches where he kept displaying prominent Freemasonic hand signals throughout. It was undeniable. And meanwhile the man who was implicated in Adam’s murder is discussed in detail in Dave’s book, along with all the details of the Adam case. Dave doesn’t touch on anything to do with John’s own possible horrible link to the case, because I don’t think back then it was evident, but the connections being made by other sources is that basically Adam was offered up as a (Freemasonic) sacrifice, and nothing about the story involving his kidnap and murder adds up. Thereby making John Walsh not what he appears to be….as his own daughter will attest, and who is now paying the price for speaking out as they’ve taken her kids away and are trying to silence her. The whole thing was nuts, and again weirdly synchronistic that I stumbled into it due to completely unrelated reasons while reading Dave's book.
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Totally random topic, as always. (No, there IS no rhyme or reason to my Gab. 😆)

But astrologically speaking, we're now fully "In Scorpio," in terms of where the sun lies in the sky in relation to the constellations. Well, at least where things USED to be, because of the whole "precession of the equinoxes" thing.

It's always interesting to me that despite the sky shifting over the eons people are still holding onto the old astrological patterns.

How do I know this is the case?

Because I've been able to accurately pinpoint more than one person's sun sign over the years. And down to people's moon signs as well, in multiple instances. Skeptics love to slag off astrology, but I say matter-of-factly, Well, if there's absolutely no validity to it then how do we explain this? How can a person repeatedly guess what time of the year somebody was born? Let alone where the hell the moon was wandering around on that day? O.o

The whole "precession of the equinoxes" thing has some big implications though, in terms of what this place really is and how it's actually operating. Because apparently it really isn't about the position of those constellations, as we're taught. Or.....maybe it once was. But maybe we're living in a permanent "snap shot" of sorts, that's taking the imprint of what once was, and applying it to our current situation?

I'm a Scorpio I'll start off saying straight out the gate. It's something that in the real world I don't even like admitting to if people ask "omgggggg!!! when is your birthday?!" I always know the reason they're asking, so in typical Scorpio fashion I've been known to respond with "Guess." ;) But such is the reputation that precedes us that I don't offer it up voluntarily and I'm not proud should I have to admit to it. And for good reason in many instances. I've always been flattered when people who know astrology truly "couldn't see it" with me, and were shocked. Yay!!

I've been able to accurately peg various celebs or people I'm reading about in non-fiction books as being Scorpio right away due to their behavior. It's not just mere bad behavior. It's DIABOLICAL. O.o And it gives them away immediately. The highest levels of abuse of power and authority, control, blackmail and exploitation; narcissism and egomania; physical, verbal and emotional abuse; obsession, and even stalking; Extreme vice abuse - drugs, alcohol, sex, gambling, you name it; sexual debauchery and depravity that seems to have no limits in many cases; criminal masterminding, plotting and scheming; and vindictive revenge the likes of which most people have never experienced....until trying to fuck over a Scorpio and finding out the hard way. Related to that is the infamous "Scorpio stinger," and the way in which their words will go for the jugular, cutting you down to the core of your being and leaving people shook. And of course in general, many Scorpios' fascination with all things death related, and the paranormal and occult. But when taken to its extremes can lead to VERY dark places.

I've met more than one person who was still traumatized by a Scorpio years after the fact. And even if a Scorpio isn't going the full blown socio/psychopathic route their energy can still be extremely intense, because at the core its motivated by extreme emotional sensitivity. Feeling EVERYTHING too much, the bad and the good. TOO intense, just "too TOO much" as I've described it. I've met those ones too. Even those with "just" Scorpio moons can be too much to deal with. Both my dad and brother had Scorpio moons. It wasn't pretty. Both of them were life ruiners for multiple people who crossed their paths.

Interestingly enough though Scorpio is also the only sign represented by more than one symbol. The Scorpion, Eagle and the Phoenix. Because a fully souled/spirited body should have the ability and desire to try to transcend this terrible base energy that they've often been imprinted with, and which gives them impulses that need to be handled, from revenge that always takes it too far, to addictions, to the need for control and power. Starting as the scorpion, which is self explanatory, then becoming the eagle, that soars above it, learning and evolving, becoming wise and balanced. Then finally the Phoenix. Total rebirth and transformation. So hey.....there is that. 😆

When a Scorpio transcends things and is acting in a balanced way then their good traits include undying "ride or die" loyalty, determination, perseverance, the natural ability to lead, getting shit done, tapping fully into the spectrum of feelings and empathy, and being a good listener and counselor. Because they get it. They understand and they want to help. This is why they can make good writers as well. They're not afraid to plumb the depths, you could say. And then the good form of theatrics, in terms of making a good actor/tress, stand up comedian or performer in general. (CONTINUED 👇👇)
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Wanted to add some more about Scorpio, since I ran out of room.....

The thing about Scorpios is that they become people you DON'T forget about. Just like I don't think there's such a thing as an Ugly Libra ;) there's probably no such thing as a Forgettable Scorpio. Scorpios can become truly notorious.

When I've seen celebrities that generate the most controversy and become iconic, they're often Scorpio. For any women out there who know your Real Housewives shows I've got two words for you: Brandi Glanville. And none of you are asking "Who??" You know EXACTLY who that is. Talk about a controversial, "you either love this crazy bitch or you hate her" polarizing "character." Her most "Scorpios acting based" moment? Her appearance on WWHL, when Andy Cohen decided to "stir the pot" and tell her about some mean tweet that Miami housewife Joanna Krupa had just posted while Brandi was live on the air, saying "No wonder her husband left her." Brandi didn't even hesitate a second before going Full Scorpio Scorched Earth Revenge Mode, responding IMMEDIATELY with a an eye roll face and saying "Well, Mohammed [Hadid] did tell me that her pussy smells." The entire studio went nuts. No normal person says something like that. But an unfiltered Scorpio that's just been betrayed and who has nothing to lose? DUCK. And RUN. And it may not sound like much, but this one "small offhand" comment blew up in the gossip media and led to a full on lawsuit. O.o

Scorpios keep tabs. They don't forget ANYTHING. Everything you say to them, confide to them, and anything they witness or hear about you will be "filed away." And for the lower evolved Scorpio, so long as you never cross them, then that information will stay filed away forever. Nobody will ever know. But the second you betray them? Cross them? Try to take them down? All bets are off, and IMMEDIATELY your deepest darkest secrets, shames and whatever other dirt they have is released. When lower Scorpios snap and/or go full Scorched Earth Mode they make people rue the day they ever decided to pick a fight with them.

Scorpio "comedian" :/ Kathy Griffin is the living embodiment of this. Her "stand up" is nothing but talking shit and releasing dirt/secrets on any celebs who weren't fully ass kissing to her. Just standing on stage literally telling shit talking stories about them, including any scandalous anything she may have on them. I personally can't stand her, but.....I also can't claim to say I don't know who she is. That's for a reason.

Roseanne Barr is another example of a polarizing Scorpio, but who's also reached full fledged icon status. Everybody knows who Roseanne is. Why? Because she's a Scorpio. Things she's never been are forgettable, generic, boring, bland, uncharismatic, non controversial, or somebody who doesn't speak her mind. She's known for running her mouth, being too honest, nutso, and blasting the world with very pointed Truth Bombs. Especially of the conspiracy variety.

I once saw a thing on the internet a few years ago saying that more world leaders in history have been Scorpio then any other sign. Another interesting "FUN FACT!"

Back in 2006 when we were living in Cville I had been actively wishing to meet another person with my exact birthday, month day and year, so that I could compare us, and see what matched and what didn't, in my further quest to study astrology.

Little did I know that for months I had been sitting in the same room with another female (Shannon) with my *exact* birthday. November 9, 1974. And born in the same state, New York, only 50 miles apart.

It was a "HOLY SHIT!" moment that silenced the entire room when we both found this out.

Now that I knew this though it was REALLY interesting to go back and review all those previous months.

From the first minute I met Shannon I couldn't stand her. "I hate this bitch! Fuck her!!!!" 🤣 But that's because she was in an agitated mood, and upon walking up to me to greet me, as I stood there at the front of the office on my first day as a temp, she couldn't hide her emotions, and took them out on me. Behaving in a rude and agitated way. Something I myself have it in me to do.

But what was even more nuts was the day her soon to be ex husband came into the office. He was the spitting image of my ex Steve, to the point where they looked like brothers. O.o I almost fell out of my chair. Even more bizarre since Steve wasn't even actually my type, and required a hefty dose of MK to make "us" happen. :/

But the thing I didn't like about Shannon was that she couldn't get a handle on her emotions, and could be an annoying extroverted big mouth. Whereas life had rerouted me into becoming a more introverted, steely observant, and HIGHLY controlled person (because I had to be, for pure survival) who turned towards humor as a coping mechanism. But I had her inside of me. My original self.
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Part 3....ha! Just overheard a coworker's phone conversation talking about her psycho Scorpio ex from many years ago who was "manipulative," as she kept describing him, as he was desperate to be banging her every chance he could (she was underage) and desperate to get her hooked on all the drugs he was doing. :/ Of course. Of COURSE he acted like that. Of COURSE he was "THAT KIND OF SCORPIO." She went on to say that she was too mentally strong for that, so it didn't work, but years later he wound up getting another girlfriend completely strung out on crack, and other drugs, pimping her out.

What was I saying about diabolical level of behavior when it comes to the lower Scorps? Yeah, EXACTLY. When you hear about the worst of the worst sex/drugs/emotionally manipulative behavior it's ALWAYS a freaking Scorpio. Just dark, and diabolical, depraved, the Devil incarnate. In the meantime the whole reason she was having this phone conversation with her friend? Because her friend was going through her own Diabolical Scorpio Boyfriend situation. So they were comparing notes about their bad experiences with manipulative, f'd up Scorps. It really is such a bad energy, so kudos to any Scorps reading this who don't behave like that (I don't) and it makes me admire even more all the good Scorps I've known along the way who clearly transcended this bad, bad energy stamp to be the Eagle, instead of the Snake.
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Or to quote a Scorpio former coworker that I used to be good buddies with 20 years ago, "I’d like to wake up somewhere in Alpha Centauri wondering if there’s life on other planets.”

.......which immediately triggered a prominent ear tone in my left ear. That's what I'm talking about. 😉
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Part 1 of 2 - More about Matrix templates.....

A couple of posts ago I was talking about the whole Scorpio thing, and in the attached Part 2 comment of that post I had made mention of having my wish come true back in 2006 (in Virginia) of meeting somebody else out in the world with my exact birthday. In that instance it was another female, named Shannon, who was one of my coworkers, also born on November 9, 1974, and in the same state no less (NY) only ~50 miles away. You don't get any closer than that for a random stranger out in the world. O.o

What was mentioned in that anecdote, and which is relevant for what this add on post is getting into, was the way I about fell out of my seat the day Shannon's soon to be ex husband showed up to see her with their two kids. He was the spitting image of my ex Steve, whom was in my life from '95-2000, to where they looked like brothers. The whole reason I'd wanted to meet somebody with my exact birthday was to study astrology, and see what things we might have in common as a result, and what things might be different. So at first glance it may seem, Oh......guess you all November 9th 1974'ers are attracted to guys that look like that. Which is.......odd, if you think about it. :/ But there was no doubt these guys looked uncannily alike.

But what was more uncanny was that Steve wasn't even my type, and required some MK on my end to make "us" even happen. No doubt, he was considered the best looking of the guy roommates I was living with, the one who always got the girls and pissed off the other guy roommates for that reason :D but I didn't like him like that. He wasn't my type physically, at all, and definitely NOT personality-wise. Even my 21 year old self saw all the red flags. Hence the insertion of some stuff to get this majorly MK'd son of an NSA dude with some bloodline shit happening to be "accepted" by the majorly MK'd daughter of a former Naval Intelligence/NSA dude with some bloodline shit happening.

What wasn't mentioned in that 2 part post though was another trivial detail - the way Shannon's husband had nicknamed her "princess." Not in a cute way, but in a snide way. Steve repeatedly called me the same thing, to imply that I was a fussy diva, snidely saying "you would be able to feel a pea under 20 mattresses." (the princess and the pea.) Snide was his whole Modus Operandi. :/ But what was WILD was that I was literally the opposite. So it made NO sense. The constant "thank you!' "I'm so sorry!!" person, who worked nothing but low end service industry jobs at that time, who never asked for help, never asked for anything, didn't complain and instead always made jokes/kept things light and fun to cope, had slept on floors and camped out in a pickup truck bed in the desert with not a single complaint, dressed and behaved like a tomboy at that time, and was just the least fussy divas you'd ever meet for a female. That was one of the biggest reasons he had been attracted to me in the first place. !!!!

*So it was like a programmed 'bot script.* And therefore it didn't matter whether it actually made sense or not. Once the relationship took a turn into escalating verbal and psychological abuse, with threats of physical, "uttering nonsense scripts" had now also become a new part of the deal. :/ But I wouldn't learn or realize it had all just been a script until 2006, when crossing paths with Shannon.

What are the implications of this though??? O.o Two chicks with the exact same birthday, paired up with guys who looked almost exactly alike, who were dicks that liked to call us princesses and speak snidely, and where both relationships were doomed to end. What the frickity frack is HAPPENING here?!?!

Steve would also mindlessly utter nonsensical scripts that my "mom's" asshole second husband had said about me, wrongly and unfairly, with glazed over eyes. You could literally SEE how he was reciting a program. "You're irresponsible...." Said to the chick who always worked multiple jobs, didn't call out, come in late or leave early, paid everything that needed to be paid, and even looked after others. :/ Again, the whole reason I had been so appealing to Steve was exactly BECAUSE I was so responsible and shit kicker/take care of business. Now suddenly I was "irresponsible." Said in a situation that didn't even align, and with glazed over eyes, and unable to be reasoned with. Same as the other mindless "there is no soul, there is no afterlife, we're all just pieces of meat and when we die it's lights out....there is no soul, there is no afterlife, we're all just pieces of meat and when we die....." script he would say endlessly over the years with glazed eyes to try to convert me to Atheism.

Ultimately there are at least two phenomenon rolled into one happening here, and one of those ties into the below quoted post about Matrix "templates." (Continued in attached comment 👇👇)
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Part 2, continued.....

As mentioned in many of the things I've written, there is a MASSIVE element of fakeness happening with this world. The thing with Shannon and I wasn't just coincidence. It would be foolish to just dismiss it as such. That's the lazy and easy way out so one doesn't have to think too deeply on things.......or face the implications.

The fact that people are "stamped" with "astrological energies" in general, making it so that we can correctly pinpoint what people are, down to their moon signs as well, first try, if we have enough experience with it all is one big questionable component. And especially since the precession of the equinoxes means............the entire sky has shifted. *So why are we holding the old patterns from thousands of years ago?? What is giving us these personality/energy stamps??*

The fact that two people born on the same day can wind up with guys who look and behave the same way, even saying the same stupid snide shit. *How is this possible?* And again, how in my case it had to actually be "force fitted" with MK to even make the "pattern" fit! "THIS NEEDS TO BE THIS WAY DAMMIT!"

The fact that the repeating templates thing I described in the previous post, manifesting for me in many instances with my various jobs, is even happening as well. People who look the same, with very similar or identical names, working the same types of positions, maybe even near same astrologies, all around the country.....in widely different industries.......becoming a repeating template or cliche archetype. Why?

Or how, despite the seemingly different exterior life circumstances, the finer details in general of one's life keep lining up to happen again, and again, and again. *Like a limited program/broken record.*

The way in which "people"/'bots? will do the "repeating scripts" thing.........even when it makes no sense and does not align with what's currently being said. !! Something I covered in depth in one of my articles, "The Hidden Puppetmasters."

Panning up even higher now........and the way that we soon discover that all of Earth is operating like a controlled terrarium and aquarium. And I mean controlled.

I've talked about the David Paulides "Missing: 411" books several times here, and a major repeating aspect of almost all the cases that qualify for his books is the way in which the second a person is discovered to be missing - many times children - an intense storm (torrential downpours, blizzard) will appear out of thin air, not in the forecast, to hamper all search and rescue efforts and wash away any footprints and evidence. This is literally hundreds of documented cases. Days before Isaac Kappy jumped from a bridge in Arizona after exposing pedos in Hollywood his female friend reported how a weird, dark storm rolled in suddenly out of nowhere, and just before they were both hit with Voice to Skull (V2S) technology in the car designed to intimidate/threaten them.

The real people here have incarnated into a highly controlled situation akin to a terrarium or aquarium, and which is operating with technology we can't fathom. And I'm not just talking about V2S or weather control. Though the weather control described in the 411 books......directly tying into many hundreds of murdered and missing adults and children - it's scary. Because there is also another, separate component to all this - impossible "glitches in the matrix," where the landscape is changed/rearranged, objects and people that appear and disappear out of nowhere, seeing reality get manipulated before your eyes, etc. And then we have the way in which SO MANY people here are not acting real. Speaking in scripts, going blank and dropping any "sensitive truther subjects" the second they're mentioned. Or the worst scenarios - being the embodiment of evil and heinous acts. Then you start learning about clones, and synthetics, and people who can be reanimated by negative stuff, reprogrammed and released back out into the world, of which I have personal proof for. And then shapeshifters, and "non humans walking among us"..... O.o

It's real.....but it's not real. It's become its own bubble. And much of it exists purely to feed. And in order to do that it keeps us distracted in every way possible. Most people I've worked with freaking HATE their jobs and are miserable to varying degrees in terms of their outward behavior. But most will not walk away no matter how bad things get. It boggles my mind. They continue to be Food. That's where I've created a lot of problems here.......pulling the plug, suddenly walking away, going "rogue," not tolerating shit, eliminating nearly all negative energy feeding sources from my reality, standing up against shit, always questioning, trying to wake others up......it got noticed, trust me. And it created serious blowback smackdown, as it does with anybody here who does what I did/do.
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James Bartley and Geoff Brady / @HiddenDimension reunite for another interview, this time on James' show! And where Geoff is the one being interviewed for once, versus always being the one doing the interviewing.

youtube.com/watch?v=oew31nfllIY

Prior to encountering Geoff's work I wasn't aware of the idea of UFOs mimicking/disguising themselves as ordinary objects. I was familiar with the idea of UFOs mimicking airplanes (and probably black helicopters as well, which was my theory in "Chasing Phantoms" when I mentioned not to take black heli incidents at face value, only because certain aspects of the phenomenon don't correlate with how a strictly physical-based human piloted and human derived aircraft would behave) but not the idea of UFOs appearing as anything other than regular looking aircraft. Then I started watching Geoff's YT, featuring all his video captures of what appeared to be groups of balloons in many instances, but which he was claiming were anything but.

After watching a few of these vids it became apparent that a lot of this stuff absolutely could not be explained away as mere "mylar balloons" (which obviously are metallic, and would reflect sunlight in a shiny way) or just large groups of balloons. Things to keep in mind that I soon realized when analyzing many of the vids:

1. Why in the frickity frack ARE there just SO-MANY-DAMN-BALLOONS flying around over NYC/NJ??? I went my entire life without ever seeing such a thing, until 1/1/2022. I was sitting on our building's steps, reading at sunset, when a group of actual real gold foil mylar balloons were floating by and up nearby (presumably something to do with New Year's) and catching the bright setting sunlight as they moved in the breeze. Recognizing that these are the perfect "control group/comparison" I grabbed two vids of them and emailed to Geoff. Which leads to....

2. The way the real life gold foil mylar reflects sunlight, versus what we see of the so-called "foil balloons" in Geoff's vids. At no point did the real thing come close to looking like what Geoff captures on video, which really often look like lights. The real thing is pretty boring by comparison.

3. The size ratio issue. Considering how far away Geoff is while filming, the size ratio of some of these groups of "balloons" are astounding. In the real life case the balloons very quickly became too small to keep filming, from even a near-distance location. I realize Geoff's camera probably has a better zoom capability, but still. The size ratio thing is a big issue in this phenomenon, IMO.

4. The way they move. Now that I've got the perfect control group comparison vids I can say that the real thing doesn't move the way the "balloons" in Geoff's vids often do either. Real life helium filled balloons from what I've seen (and this includes a few of the Chinese lantern carrying balloons that we've witnessed here in Boca) also move very fast. The ones in Geoff's vids seem to just be....ambling along in the sky. Turning, tumbling, and ambling about. It doesn't seem right. Real balloons get pulled and lift very quickly.


Once I was able to determine that indeed, a lot of these vids don't seem right in terms of being taken at face value as "just" balloons then it leads to realizing that well, if UFOs can disguise themselves as human planes and helis, then why not other things? Keeping in mind a very important piece of the puzzle - that UFOs are not what we think they are. The traditional viewpoint for many years has been that they're all the same/equal, and they're all strictly physical-based, nuts and bolts crafts, flying here from other planets. When in fact "UFOs" encompasses a wide range of phenomenon. It's not just one thing equally, across the board in all instances. And some of which do not seem to be functioning as actual aircraft that carry beings around. And for the ones that do it doesn't mean they function at all like ours, or are flying here on the regular from other planets. With that in mind it helps to better explain how and why "UFOs disguised as ordinary objects" makes more sense.

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Part 2, continued:

Here is the link to Geoff's YT channel showing many of his anomalous captures:

youtube.com/user/budgetmoon/videos

And for fun I'm going to include a strange balloon capture that happened to me on Saturday early afternoon, 10/22, which in itself may not seem like much, but it was everything that surrounded it that made it weird.

I was going for a little walk around our complex to get some sun, which is something I commonly do. With the exception of the "mysterious white planes incidents" that I wrote about on Gab last year, gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10661106647838250 and which took place in 2020, nothing of "woo" interest ever happens when I walk around. So I wasn't expecting anything on this day. I made my way towards the back of the complex where the canal is, to see what was going on in terms of any wildlife, and with my camera of course. Always. It was a beautiful afternoon, hot and sunny with a bright blue sky. But a series of strange "things flying in the air" stuff started happening as I approached the rear of our complex.

First there was a white plane flying quickly overhead that made me think of those mysterious white plane incidents just mentioned. It wasn't the same situation, but something about it made me start thinking about the previous incidents.

So then I get to the rear parking lot area....and realize that straight in front of me, on the other side of the fence and trees, there's something lifting up into the air, from what is probably the next complex over. Here's the vid: flickr.com/photos/carissaconti/52478729797/in Seems like a balloon, but also is weird looking, due to things dangling down from it. I grab my camera and zoom in to try to get some vid, which wasn't working right away, but then I finally managed to get some, though it sucks, as well as managing to get two pics. (cropped one attached.) It was hard to maintain a lock on this thing, which is why the vid sucks. Then it was just........gone. VERY fast. I kept going back and forth between the viewfinder and the open sky to find it, but I couldn't anymore.

What gets me about it is that this happened at the *exact moment* I arrived at the back parking lot, and directly straight in front of me. The balloon part itself looks like a round balloon, but what type of balloon exactly? I don't know. And again, who knows what the things are hanging down from it.

Then right after that I noticed a white jetliner very high up in the sky that caught my eye. Because while it was traveling in the usual flightpath for where we are in Boca, for jetliners heading in to Fort Lauderdale-Hollywood International, as well as Miami International, it was NOT the normal altitude for such. Any jetliner flying into FLL or Miami is always at no more than 14,000 feet by the time they're passing by Boca, because they have to be. Usually 13,900/800, and often already in the low 13Ks. This jetliner however looked like it would have been up at around 20,000+ feet and higher. *But without creating any natural contrails,* which is what you always see for high altitude jetliners, due to the frigid temps of the upper atmosphere. *And it was going way too slow.*

So these two things immediately got my "!!" interest, and made me grab for my camera yet again. Started trying to get a picture in order to zoom in, see what it looked like. But no matter how hard I tried I could-not-find-this-damn-plane in my viewfinder to save my life. Despite using every trick I could think of with all the points of reference in my view. "Okay.....right up to the right/diagonal of those tree leaves....RIGHT there....." Nope. It wasn't there. I tried and tried and tried, as this "jetliner" sloowwly made its way across the sky, but never could actually find it in my viewfinder. It actually pissed me off a bit.

Then as I was standing there in the middle of the lot, after the weird balloon incident and this other jetliner incident, there was suddenly a bug?? fly?? small bee thing?? dangling right up close over my face from nowhere, causing me to swat around like "ahh!!" and jump back, startled. My first thought was that it was a fly/bee thing caught up in a spider web that was blowing above my head/face, attached to.....I don't know??.......the powerlines overhead????........but when I looked closer in the surrounding air.....there was nothing around anywhere. No bug. Not flying on its own, or attached to a web strand blowing in the wind.

Bewildered I was now just thinking WTF IS HAPPENING HERE?!?!?!! 🤣 All three weird things, back to back to back, which had never happened before. That's the thing I've noticed.....when weirdness happens for me, it tends to happen in a cluster. Then it's like reality goes stagnant again for a very long time.....
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I clicked on this vid, which made it onto Gab's main page, not expecting anything, and soon found myself going "HOLY SHIIIIIITTT!!!!!!!! OMGGGGGG!!!!!!" Why? Because Kanye just overtly admits to what the Black Child truther vids were saying about him years ago. That he sacrificed his own mother, Donda West, in order to make it to the top. Or what Black Child calls "The 20 million dollar club."

I came across the Black Child vids a few years ago, and from the first listen I believed what he was saying. He's anonymous, but his voice indicates a 40-ish black male, and claiming to have insider knowledge about the inner workings of the music industry, but especially the rappers scene. It was so detailed, so specific, and where the compilation vids were providing endless illustrative proof from various photo shoots, music vids and interviews, that there was just no way to NOT believe what he was saying. And one of the people Black Child name checked was..........Kanye. Saying he sacrificed his own mother, Donda, in order to make it to the $20 million dollar club.

Shortly after this supposed sacrifice of his own mother Kanye went fucking bonkers. Including "getting Jesus." I always just took it for granted that of COURSE he did, because of what the Black Child vids revealed. Of COURSE Kanye lost his mind. Of COURSE he went full hardcore Christian Convert. Of COURSE. Because of everything he saw firsthand. Everything he personally took part in. :/ Now he KNOWS. He fully grasps it. He fully understands. There truly is Good and Evil going on here. And he just aligned himself with Evil.

And now along comes this vid. With Kanye admitting his own mother "was sacrificed." While name checking other industry players who also sacrificed their loved ones, whom Black Child name checked in his various vids.

This is a very big deal. He's literally the first MASSIVE level/A-list celeb to admit on camera what all these "conspiracy" truther vids have been saying about these celebs for years.

What gets me though is how cavalierly he says it. *As if it wasn't him who gave the okay.* O.o

From everything I understand They don't just make moves unless the person who's "signing on the dotted line" gives their explicit okay/approval. They don't just take a close loved one as collateral unless the Deal is Sealed. **You have to give that okay.** Freewill is a MAJOR factor. They don't have the right to just swoop in and take your own child. Your own mother. Your own father. Your own sibling. Your own boyfriend/girlfriend/husband/wife. Unless you give them that okay. And in exchange? You jump to the $20 million dollar club. You become one of the most famous people on the planet. One of the most famous people in history.

And Kanye just admitted it, that this is real. This is truly happening.

Once again though I'm left feeling baffled, that people incarnate here thinking the material has value over life/love. I wouldn't have even sacrificed my own cat Kitty for all the money in the world, and I mean that sincerely. I never wanted to be here in the first place, I only came here as some obligatory mission. That's what actual memories indicate. Not guessing. Not ego desires. But true memories. And from everything my research indicates my soul profile fits that of 5th density. Not 3rd. Not 4th. But 5th. Coming back here, downgrading, going backwards, to this hellhole, to "HELP!" Dreams, so many over the years, where I'm confused, because I find myself at school in "3rd period" when I'm "supposed to be" in "5th period." Supposed to be in 5th....but I'm in 3rd.......and things are all confused, and convoluted........supposed to have full on "GRADUATED" with my diploma.......but I'm still "HERE"........I should have already made it "OUT OF HERE".......but I'm "BACK HERE".........Still in "3rd".....but I should be fully GRADUATED......should be in 5TH.....why am I still here?!?!?........

So if you think I of all people would have given up Kitty in exchange for any amount of money.........all I have is a gun/rifle, running you out of my personal realm. O.O !!! Kitty behaved as a person (and even had "Kitty People Face," as me and my brother Joe described it, and which a couple of total strangers out in the world even noticed on several occasions) and so I always respected her as such, treating her as such. There was no amount of $$$ that could have made me trade Kitty. That's why I'm baffled at people who are so easily willing to offer up their own human loved ones for a small bit of $$$ and fame. I can't comprehend it. That's a *HUMAN.* I wouldn't have even traded Kitty, a little furry animal, for money, let alone a valued loved one that was HUMAN. !!!! O.o

(NOTE: Original post that was quoted no longer exists. Here's another copy of the same Kanye video: bitchute.com/video/a754YEL8hOM/ )
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@Fuckzuck2020 @disclosetv "One man who was at the air show said the P-63 was banking left at the time and had the B17 in his blind spot so he could not prepare for the impending crash." dailymail.co.uk/news/article-11420933/Planes-
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@Malignant @disclosetv "One man who was at the air show said the P-63 was banking left at the time and had the B17 in his blind spot so he could not prepare for the impending crash." dailymail.co.uk/news/article-11420933/Planes-
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Thoughts on bland people with nothing interesting going on and nothing interesting to say, ever.

Tom and I just had to spend time with some of these people this past weekend. It was his brother (31) and his wife (28). They were totally nice people, very pleasant and easygoing, no doubt, but what was crazy was how impervious they were to anything remotely interesting or unusual being said. Especially the brother, including anything relating to his own (now deceased) mother, and the massively "woo" stuff that surrounded her death for Tom and I, 1,500 miles away, starting almost 2 weeks before, and culminating on the night of, and on her moment of death. Just....bounced right off him, like, hm! That's nice! Just meant nothing. No feedback/insight into any of it, no questions, comments, interest, no anything. Just....boing! Like we were talking about the weather. It created a strange feeling in my solar plexus area that I had to stop and analyze/figure out later on. Like, why do I feel this sensation in my solar plexus when trying to talk to these bland ass, boring ass people who've got nothin'??

As best as I can figure, when talking with fully present, tuned in, higher spirted and/or genuinely REAL people, as I like to call them, there's some kind of a connection/feedback loop that happens between me and them. And there was just....nothin' with these two, but especially him. It really was like you could almost psychically feel things just bouncing off, not connecting. He was always friendly, always chill and easy going, but just had NOTHING of ANY amount of substance to offer up at ANY point. It was extreme. Like talking to a background filler NPC drone. Just....ugh.

This overlaps with the other phenomenon of people with very dim awareness and lowered IQ in general. Just drifting through life, not asking questions, not actively pursuing information and knowledge - even about mainstream things like politics and world affairs and whatever third density issues in general - not noticing anything, and not taking any sort of initiative in any form for anything. (and especially at their jobs.) No personality, no humor, no life spark, no energy. Just dead ass, bland ass, boring ass people who've got NOTHIN'. Like 'bot drones, shuffling along through the Matrix. If they are real then there's a million possibilities for what's going on here to have created this deadened brain/deadened soul.

I see what happens every time I encounter another real person out in the world and even so much as open my mouth. Their eyes and faces light up. They're not used to it. Holy shit......personality! Humor, life spark, energy. You can tell that they're surrounded by the dead ones too. So they immediately notice and gravitate to the person who's very different.
Happened several times today with multiple vendors who came into my job, most of whom I was meeting for the first time. Same thing, every time. The "!" reaction in their faces and eyes, immediately drawn in, wanting to know my name, wanting to know if I'm from around here, and just trying to talk to me in general. Like moths, running to a flame. Or for those people I only see here and there, and the way their faces light up when they see me, even if they've barely talked to me before, or only saw me like twice. Same deal...gravitating to a real one, because they're just so used to the unbelievable level of dead ones that are all around us.

There's just so-many-freaking-"dead" people around us nowadays it's not even funny. Even the pleasant ones, mentioned earlier. Sure, they're completely pleasant but they've got NOTHING. Not an ounce of any insights, ideas, feedback, opinions, original thoughts, humor/ability to crack jokes (which requires intelligence, especially to be genuinely funny), or ability to know how to "volley conversation," and be an active two-way participant.

Causes? Take your pick. Many of these people may not even be truly real, as mentioned everywhere around my website and Gab. Others have been poisoned by a lifetime of "vaccines" and boosters, including the recent poison jab. (the couple mentioned earlier? Both are jabbed. :/ ) Too much TV, where one is a passive sponge recipient, just mindlessly absorbing. Too much lifestyle exposure to mind control signals, including with their fancy TVs/cable set up. (which we don't have.) Lack of direction early on by parents who would have steered them towards reading and learning and asking questions, helping to develop a curious mind. No guidance in that department whatsoever. And then whatever other poisons and negative nonsense that has contributed to negatively shaping people on the mind and body and soul level.
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@Antares_Theophylline

"You might get a kick of the short story "The Grey Ones" by JB Priestley if you haven't read it before :p "

Thanks. I found a downloadable PDF online, so I did that. Will check it out for sure.


"many unquestionably real people are brain-fogged these days by neuroimmune issues from some combination of vaccines, environmental toxins, and isolation..."

Definitely. There is a real problem happening here. And there's even more going on besides this. In my "Workplace Conspiracies" article I outlined two bizarre anecdotes that happened at two different jobs when fellow coworkers literally shut down before my eyes, like going on pause mode. If you've seen the 1998 David Cronenberg movie "eXistenZ" it was very much like what happens with the virtual reality video game character Darby, whom, if you don't say the right "prompt" goes on pause mode. Stops speaking, head starts lolling around and around as he looks at nothing. 😆 Then if you say the right thing/right prompt, BOOM! he comes back to life. It was almost IDENTICAL to that, minus the head lolling. !!!! In the first instance, which took place in Charlottesville, VA in 2005, the two guys' faces went slack at the mere joking mention of "Illuminati hotel...." They both stopped speaking/participating in the convo, and their heads just....dipped down. Staring at nothing. Only when I started talking about "normal" things again did their heads lift back up, and "life" returned to their faces. Back to normal. I said it one more time after that just to test, make sure I wasn't imagining it, and holy shit snacks if it didn't happen AGAIN. "Illuminati hotel....." BOOM! Stop speaking, faces going slack, heads dipping down. Back on pause mode.

Years later in 2014 it happened again, this time in south Florida at an office job. Long story, but the short of it is I made a joking reference to "alien abductions" and missing time, and BOOM! the other three coworkers in the meeting all went on immediate pause mode. Everybody stopped speaking, all their faces went blank/slack all at the same time, and all three just started staring ahead at nothing. I was the only one still operating normally. I just sat there looking at this like, !! here we go again...... Only when I brought the convo back around to "normal" things did all three of them simultaneously "come back to life." Sitting up straighter, faces back to normal, eyes looking around, conversation resuming. One of them, my supervisor, actually looked confused/disoriented for a second or two after "coming back from pause mode." O.o

So yeah......there is so much happening here. Different things, depending on the individual. But it's why I've concluded that we live in a HIGHLY controlled Terrarium of sorts. A devil's zoo, as my "Scrabble tile oracle" called it. ;) Things are NOT what they seem to be here, AT all.


"Also online I've noticed a steady increase in the number of websites that consist entirely of AI generated content. There was a brief burst several months ago where such websites were really noticeable and high up on many google search lists, but after only a few weeks they began to get a lot stealthier and now they blend in almost seamlessly at a glance. So who knows how many comments and posts everywhere are purely AI generated or will soon be purely AI generated."

WOW....did NOT know about entire AI generated websites. VERY interesting. Do you have any examples?


"a lot of people seem to be unable to remember or even process almost anything I tell them, but that applies to both boring and interesting things. It's like there's a communication distortion field. Then, on the other hand, I've noticed that lot of people will seem to not hear anything I've said, but then they'll go and repeat exactly what I just told them to someone else or even right back to me as if it were their own idea or experience. Feels like people are only hearing me on a subconscious level or something, like I'm a ghost that hasn't realized it's dead yet."

Also very interesting! Totally laughed out loud about the ghost thing. 😆 That's actually something I've wondered about to Tom myself....multiple times. "Are we really dead?!?!" Seriously. I've had to consider this, THAT'S just how weird reality, and people, can be. And the nutso part is....I still haven't ruled it out. O.o


"I noticed that every time the receptionist at the front desk answered the phone, she would give a different name for herself, seemingly. [...] Gotta keep an eye out for background characters randomly changing their names up on me from now on, lmao."

Wow, that's a new one, hadn't heard of that one before. !


"The world is more interesting when you don't attribute subtle oddities like that to misperceptions or mistaken memories."

It's definitely more interesting to be paranoid and aware. ;)
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New music from Tom / @montalk! The first new music since 2016, woohoo!

For those who may not be familiar, here's a link to Tom's Neptunian Horizon playlist on YT:

youtube.com/playlist?list=PL5EEF7F14B45C085C

And a link to his side project playlist, for Thiocryptos:

youtube.com/playlist?list=PLOv5VO93tTMZ94Z7bo
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@Antares_Theophylline

"Wait... am I not the only person who has used scrabble tiles as an improvised divining device? [...] The way I do it is to just sequentially grab handfuls of tiles out of the bag and try to make the largest words I can find with each handful, and then interpret the resulting set of words. I haven't ever asked specific questions of it though."

Oh yeah, this was something I got into on my Gab last year, right at the beginning. I've done the Scrabble tiles thing several ways. One is by asking a question, then pulling tiles to see if there are any coherent result answers. Another is when actually playing Scrabble with Tom, and seeing if any overall patterns emerge on the board with the words being formed. The most sensational game happening, which I posted about on Gab with a picture, happened at the beginning of January, 2021. (Keeping in mind, as noted in that post, that Tom and I do Scrabble a little differently than you're supposed to. ;) We always play with nine tiles each, not seven. Make bigger words, get more points, and the game is over a LOT quicker that way. Just way better in all ways.) So we had been wondering whether they were really going to allow Biden and Co. to steal the election, and whether he really would actually be inaugurated on 1/20/21. Meanwhile I was staring at my nine tiles and continually rearranging them all around, and around, seeing what best word I could make. When I suddenly realized.........my tiles spelled "I Joe Biden." Hand to God. It was NUTS. Even Tom was like, WOW....... O.o It was eerie. But there was our answer, unfortunately. :/ Not the one we wanted to hear.

Later on, after we'd had another run in with our now former neighbor Skip, who was a total f'ing nutjob (and a killer of innocent stray [abandoned] cats that we and others in our building used to help feed and look out for) I pulled tiles while asking what the hell the deal is with him. Got "Devils Zoo." Yup. That about sums up this place. :/

Another one happened when asking about me getting to eventually return to full in-person work at any company (this was during the scamdemic, when me and others at my former job were all laid off) and I pulled tiles spelling "GO WORK SWAB." (I posted a pic of this one too early in my Gab.) Meaning, in order to go back to work they're going to require me to get the "COVID test" nasal swab. :/ And sure enough, when I finally decided to return to in-person work earlier this year that is EXACTLY what I ran into. (posted that follow up story also here on my Gab months ago.) "If you're not jabbed then you're required to submit to weekly COVID swabbings." Like fuck I will. Eventually found a job on my own that didn't have any "COVID" requirements, whether mask, jab or swabbings, versus jobs through my former staffing agency who were working with companies that were requiring these things for every viable assignment. :/

Anyway, yeah, Scrabble oracle has been been pretty freaky deaky for me. !!


"was an innocuous website called "SeniorCare2Share". It's no longer online...."

It still exists. I just typed in Seniorcare2share.com and there it was....


"A more recent example similar to the early SeniorCare2Share ones I found is here: web.archive.org/web/20221010060113/https://ww"

Okay, THIS one is weird. 😆 What they're saying both doesn't make sense, and is stupid AF. "If you are taking medicine, do not lie down immediately after taking it, as this will ensure that the pills have passed through the esophagus. If you swallow or feel that the medicine is sticking in your throat, tell your healthcare provider."

Don't lie down immediately....because it will ensure the pills have passed through the esophagus?? What??? Doesn't even make sense in terms of logic or sentence structure. It's like "Engrish."

So disheartening how stupid this website is as I'm scrolling the rest of the way down that page. :/ It's either "Engrish second language" or A.I. bot-driven, like you theorized.
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Was just thinking of something I've talked about in private, relating to this subject quoted below, but which I don't recall sharing here. It's not much, it's pretty short, but here it is.

Some years back I had an experience where I remembered an encounter with some WAY high up human looking beings. I was sitting around with them, "shooting the breeze" you could say........about *exactly* this subject. Because it's been on my mind for years now. It's *such* a major problem for me that I apparently wanted to talk about it with these beings, like "WTF?!?!?!"

I don't remember the beginning of the encounter, nor how it concluded. I don't know if it's a memory of something that actually physically happened on a physical plane somewhere, something that occurred on a higher plane, or if it was a "telepathic meetup" of sorts, where they're plugging into me while I sleep, we're talking, and my mind is creating the scene/image to correspond.

But the snippet I do remember just started in the middle of us all hanging around. I see males, maybe about 3-4 of them. We seem to be in a circle of sorts. Their clothing, what little I can remember, seemed to be monochrome, all white, though I don't have details. And they are VERY serious. Like stone faced serious. NO humor. But not trying to be mean, scary, unfriendly, intimidating, etc. This is just how they are. It's not personal. They're just VERY serious.

And beyond any level of intelligence I've ever encountered.

There's no words for how off-the-charts smart these guys are. So the memory just starts where I'm sitting around with them, feeling very comfortable with them, like "these are my peeps," or at least like I'm being made to feel like I belong. And the subject of WTF is going on with people's intelligence?!?! is what's being discussed. I can't even say that I see them moving their mouths to speak. It may have all been telepathic. And it's conveyed to me that the way that I am used to be the average norm for people. But human intelligence has declined so badly to such an extent that the way I am and how I function is above average, when I would have just been average norm in the past, in the middle.

These guys' smarts though was so off the hook that I felt like a chimpanzee next them, I'm not even kidding. So that's what I always laugh about when I've told this story in private. How I have just never felt so dumb in my LIFE. To the point of "I'm so embarrassed and self conscious.....but I also feel comfortable with them and belong...." And they weren't trying to make me feel dumb, they were pleasant (though stone faced, serious, etc.) but.........that's just how I felt when tapping into how smart they were. Feeling how their brains operate and where they're at. Just felt like a dumb animal. 😆 Especially since I have humor, and like to make light of a lot of things. It just added to the stark contrast. O.o Like, "oookaaay, chimp clown....." 🤣

Tom mentioned that woo researcher and experiencer Fore has described higher beings of this nature. Something about how, they're just so tapped into everything, and understanding the true gravity of everything, seeing WAY more than we do, which probably includes all the extreme evil happening in this realm, on top of their higher brain capacity in general, that it's just not their way to be like us. They can't be. How can you be light hearted and humorous and act like a chimp clown when you know THAT much.

But that's it for the anecdote. A memory snippet, with no explanation of the beginning, nor the end. But it has stuck with me for YEARS, because the snippet I do remember was so vivid. In terms of being able to sense their intelligence, the likes of which I've never encountered, feeling like a chimp compared to that 😆.....and the confirmation that I'm NOT imagining that something is very, very wrong here in terms of humans being on the MASSIVE decline.

It's gotten so bad where I am that I now *EXPECT* issues, and am shocked when somebody is functioning normally, with an IQ above 100. THAT'S how bad it is. It can drive you batshit, I'm not kidding. It's the complete lack of common sense with regards to doing anything, inability to see and plan ahead, severe memory issues, inability to hold multiple thoughts/ideas in one's head at the same time, inability to multi-task, being unable to question things, and/or think for oneself, the inability to see when steps are unnecessary, or to see when things aren't working.....and knowing how to take the initiative to make change happen, inability to articulate oneself decently, and speak well, an inability to perceive patterns of all types, and recognize the established norm of one's personal reality in order to recognize when something is outside of that, the complete inability for rational, logic-based thinking, and just as importantly, deductive reasoning skills.
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Part 2 - Continued

Other examples I want to add that you commonly see represented in the everyday world include inability to teach oneself stuff. That's a HUGE one. For some people, unless they're shown how to do something by somebody else, methodically step by step, and usually over and over repeatedly (due to poor memory retention ability) then they can't figure things out on their own, AT all. They can't take pieces and put them together, filling in blanks. So this affects a lot of things. It affects learning new processes anywhere, but especially at jobs. And it affects being able to troubleshoot anything. Because troubleshooting requires creative thinking, having enough of an idea of something in general to at least come up with some ideas to try out. They can't do it, because they can only do exactly what they were ever shown or told. Nothing outside that box. And if it sounds extreme what I'm saying....trust me, I have seen this.

Another big one is the inability to follow written instructions, despite being literate, and things being in one's own native language. When I used to work as this customer service support/tech support position for an online-based company I saw this one A LOT. So many cognitively impaired people who get overwhelmed by words/text. Their brains shut down. And you can tell they're intelligence-impaired by how they're behaving. Despite being proven literate, because we're emailing back and forth through support tickets, which is the written word obviously, they can't follow any written instructions you send them. They demonstrate being overwhelmed (and outright admit to being overwhelmed) at processing too much written word, no matter how simplified, how bullet point, how well formatted to appeal to the eye you make it, including with helpful picture graphics. :/ It's not happening.

Another one is speaking and processing the spoken word at a level that's so slow I can't comprehend it. Everything is too fast for them. Everything needs to be sloooooowwwweeeeed dooooowwwnnnn to .25 times the speed, and where things are repeated, over and over and over and over and over....... Again, sounds like an exaggeration, but I've dealt with them. Everything is too fast, too much. Their brains can't keep up with just basic life. And it's shocking, because we don't live in the 1700 and 1800s. We live in modern, fast times where life is very sophisticated, and people on their TVs talk at a regular, if not fast clip, while talking about a lot of sophisticated, modern life happenings and ideas. So it's not making sense to me.

Then we have a majorly escalating issue with people who can't read social cues, with facial expressions, tones of voice and body language. Just oblivious as they behave strange or impose in weird ways on people, "not reading the room" around them. And this includes people who are fully ingrained in the modern world. Not talking about Autistic or Asperger's recluses or those living in special facilities. I'm talking about what are supposed to be regular people in the world, and often in professional working environments...but who lack any social and people sense. You see this SO OFTEN with those annoying people who like to corner people and just start talking AT them, aggressively, holding them hostage. Like, WTF is wrong with you?!? Or not understanding that in a social gathering conversation is a *TWO WAY STREET.* Holy shitsnacks. Those types are often also a little......"kooky." Not full blown mental illness or anything, but just the weird, kooky types. O.o And almost always middle aged/older women. Where something's kind of not right in the noggin, but again, not mentally ill.

Another majorly common intelligence-related issue has to do with black/white, all or nothing, extreme either/or thinking. Something is either this, or that. That's all it can be. Their brains can't process in between options, or multiple possibilities. This issue permeates all of reality in so many ways it could be its own small article. (and once was, on my website.)

Like I said, if you're around enough of this for enough years you can get driven batshit eventually. And it also means that anybody functioning at even just 110 IQ is now like a Godsend. "OH MY GOD!!! YOU FULLY COMPREHENDED WHAT I SAID AFTER ONLY ONE ATTEMPT! YOU'RE FILLING IN BLANKS ON YOUR OWN!! YOU HAVE GENUINELY GOOD INPUT IDEAS!! YOU NOTICED AN ISSUE AND DID SOMETHING ABOUT IT RIGHT AWAY TO FULLY SOLVE IT!!!"

An interesting web page detailing the real life functioning abilities of each IQ level:

paulcooijmans.com/intelligence/iq_ranges.html
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Alright gonna keep going for one more post, because why not. But the IQ webpage linked in Part 2 was of interest to me because I'd already guessed that my "mother" had functioned at about 80, if that. And then this chart confirmed it. I've always described her as cognitively impaired, with a total lack of sense, even though she wasn't born that way. And along with the whole Borderline Personality Disorder, causing an extremely unlikeable, mean, nasty, abusive and actual violent personality means it was a bad, BAAAD combination. Stupid + Mean and Abusive is never good.

The issues began rearing their head by the time I was only 5-6. I remember because we still lived in Massachusetts, and we left when I was 7. But that's when I started correcting her a lot, because she was always saying wrong information, and sometimes using wrong words. Just getting things all mixed up and just always being....wrong. And my little kid self was just quick to pipe up with the right word or correct information, setting her straight. It annoyed TF out of her. ;) But you know there's issues when your *six year old* is correcting you, the 27 year old.

By the time I was 9 it was a full blown issue, where when we'd be out in public I was having to "intervene" to "re-explain" what cashiers were saying to her. O.o At the drug store. At the grocery store. Later on at the mall. I was embarrassed as I stood there off to the side, watching these exchanges where the cashiers were asking very simple questions, but she wasn't grasping things. Just watching their confused "wtf?" faces at her weird, cukadoodle responses is what would embarrass my 9, 10 year old self. Finally I'd step forward and "retranslate" shit to try to help out. You know there's issues when your 4th grader understands how stores and adult business practices run and you, the 30-31 year old, don't always seem to get it. O.o

So yeah, it was a big issue, and caused her to be jealous, resentful, and thus, lashing out at me in a very bad way due to insecurity. By the time I was 16 or so, after the divorce, she was again, probably about an 80 IQ, IF that, and meanwhile I was at least 140 or so. (I'm guessing, and it may have been more than that, because my parents refused to tell me what my actual IQ was after being tested several times as a kid and placed in gifted programs. I was told by my "mother" that they refused to tell me for fear of "affecting me." I know that early on I was given the chance to skip a grade and they wouldn't do it. :/ Later I was told I had gotten a "perfect score" on an IQ test, which I didn't know was possible, as the psych doctor who administered it to me ran around telling his colleagues "I have a little genius!" and was acing other IQ tests as a teen without even trying. I know this sounds arrogant, but so be it, but my first genuinely confused/puzzled thought when I'd learned I'd aced the IQ test with a perfect score with the psych doc was, "Was that supposed to be hard? I don't understand....." I was severely depressed, disassociated, suicidal and apathetic, due to all the severe abuse going on at home and all the "under the radar" trauma being done to me, including the MILABs shit. So I was taking these IQ tests with total bored apathy, "DGAF, FU, get out of my face," somebody kill me now and get me out of here attitude.....and yet acing them despite it. It's nuts.)

So the roles had become completely reversed in life. Especially since she was now a single mom, but with an ~80 IQ, and no man to help her out other than child support. She wasn't functioning as a proper adult in any sense of the word. Unable to handle money, unable to budget, not always able to get bills paid, unable to plan or think ahead for anything, unable to control impulses, unable to navigate social interactions normally, with a bug eyed stone face, and strange, off kilter responses and almost inhuman behavior that creeped people out who only just met her, unable to manage her own household, unable (and unwilling) to care for her own kids fully and properly, unable to assist my brother with his 5th and 6th grade homework, unable to handle a lot of basic things about basic life....but yet, still functioning in many other ways. It was VERY confusing. So just prior to the end of her being in my life, before I cut her off, she was on par with a (temper tantrum throwing, abusive, psychotic, unreasonable, irrational, idiotic) young child with what I call "Swiss Cheese Brain." And meanwhile I was "only" a teen, but felt and functioned like I was 5,000 years old. But this is also why she became obsessed with trying to bash in my head once I became a teen. Throwing heavy objects straight at my head. Grappling onto my hair to repeatedly slam my head into the passenger side car window. Threatening to punch me in the face, and trying to hit me in the head. Try to destroy the source of the intelligence.
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World premier of "Died Suddenly":

rumble.com/v1wac7i-world-premier-died-suddenl

Just finished watching this. I've been waiting to watch it since I first learned this was coming out months ago. It's excellent, definitely worth watching and passing along. It's also very sad. And angersome. Especially the little montage of ass clown "celeb" tools working on behalf of Big Pharma singing songs and rapping to brainwash the public into getting the poison jab.

A good tie-in channel on BitChute is called "Wake the Fuck Up," featuring vids of people suddenly dropping dead all over the world, and people's grievous injuries relating to the poison jab: bitchute.com/channel/pjOFxoXgaikF/

Something I've said before on my Gab is that when it comes to anybody out there rabidly pushing the poison jab, who can't be reasoned with, or trying to attack those who won't take it, instigating witch hunts and such, I wouldn't even get upset, defensive or argue the subject with them. I'm just like, "Good luck with that. Seriously. Have fun with that and good luck." < shrug > Then walk away. I've now seen multiple vids of rabid jab pushers who were mocking the unjabbed, and even wishing death upon us and trying to create witch hunts against us............and how they themselves died right after. Not just one, not just two, but multiple pro-jab puppets have now gone the way of the alien nanotechnology, and always after publicly blasting, mocking and wishing death upon us unjabbed on their social media accounts.

Like I said, < shrug > "Good luck with that." There's no point in getting upset or arguing with the unreasonable, because they're already the walking dead.
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Totally forgot about this oldie but goodie. 🤣

youtube.com/watch?v=-2SGwdHTKr8
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@mpcristobal89 @montalk I have NO idea what you're going on about. You're talking about shows I don't watch, characters I don't know, and ultimately I have no idea why. Your two comments to me and Tom sound completely schizo. They make zero sense. (EDIT UPDATE: Tom verified you're a crazy guy who's sent him nut job emails before. Time to block.)
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Some people who read my website may have seen this posted back in 2020, but after just talking about it all again with Tom I was like, Hey, I should post it on my Gab. ;) Why not. Editing out some of the rambling side notes though to keep it a little more short. It's interesting to look back on it all though 3 years after the fact, especially the final one, all about Trump, in light of everything that's since transpired, and the supposed plan and great theater show that's still unfolding as I write this. Tom joked that these were more like Q downloads or something, vs. mere "dreams." O.o Because they were just to THAT level.
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" [...] First there was the dream from two nights ago, where the lyrics to Michael Jackson’s “Thriller” were the star of the show. But it was specific portions of the song. The first part that was emphasized to me was:

“There ain’t no second chance against the thing with 40 eyes, girl.”

That one line was emphasized over, and over, and over. In the song’s context “the thing with 40 eyes” is supposed to be a general reference to monsters/ghouls. But as Tom was quick to note….. 40 = 4D (4th density) So, something operating from 4D, watching? Otherwise “40 eyes” could also just mean…..a whole lotta eyes, watching. Looking at the entire line, concerning second chances – the Dems were obviously hoping for a second chance at the White House, being that they failed the first time with Hillary. But…..“there ain’t no second chance against the thing with 40 eyes.” Despite whatever the mainstream liberal media may be saying, lying, denying and all around gaslighting the public with their premature calling of the election, the fact is – there are many, many eyes on this thing. Their shenanigans with election fraud are very much seen.

The next part of the song that was emphasized was the starting and ending of Vincent Price’s monologue:

“Darkness falls across the land
The midnight hour is close at hand
Creatures crawl in search of blood
To terrorize your neighborhood.”

[…] And though you fight to stay alive
Your body starts to shiver
For no mere mortal can resist
The evil of The Thriller.”

O.o

Just those two stanzas, nothing else in between. So, there was that. Not having listened to, nor even thought about the song “Thriller” in ages means this wasn’t just random things I’d focused my attention on or even caught peripherally over the past few days that my brain was processing during the dream state. This was “something else,” one of those symbolic message dreams.

Then there was last night’s dream.

Lot of random things were happening in this dream, but the gist was that it took place in Chicago, for starters. Emphasis on the tall skyscrapers, and the knowledge of “Sears Tower” to make sure I understood that this wasn’t just any city skyline I was looking up at, but specifically, Chicago. (Note: A place I’ve only been once, 25 years ago, and otherwise have no connection to, nor have thought about recently.) So again, not random things I’ve put my focus on over the past few days that my brain is processing.

There were "tsunamis" coming, so the scene switched to me and Tom, inside one of the skyscrapers, running up the stairs to try to make it to the top floors ASAP. No panic or fear though. Just all matter-of-fact, like being on a fun adventure. But I saw the gigundo wave coming when we were outside - Like 1,000+ feet high. [NOTE: I don't believe the tsunami relates to anything literal. Too many people who've had dreams about these times, seeing volcanos, earthquakes, tsunamis, and other assorted cataclysms aren't considering the symbolic meaning of these things. And while I immediately interpreted the symbolism in a symbolic way, indicating "destruction/washing something away" Tom also mentioned the tsunami could represent what the Dems were aiming for - a "Blue Wave." They were hoping for a blue/Dem wave to sweep the Senate, Congress, and of course ultimately, the White House itself. To which I also agree. That's a great interpretation as well.]

Meanwhile, back to the dream, where Tom did his usual polite and gentlemanly thing in the dream where he paused to attempt to let me go first (which I normally decline, because he's got longer legs and is much faster, so I always just let him go first when we go up stairs in everyday situations) and in this case I did the same, pausing, and gesturing for him to Go ahead of me, Go on, because ".....you're more important....." Again, all very matter-of-fact. Zero fear, panic, anxiety, nothing. Even in the real world, not just in dreams, the last thing I would ever do is scramble and clamber over anybody in some effort to "save myself!" (Continued in attached comment 👇👇👇 )
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Then the dream changed scenes, so we were now at the top, skipping ahead past the 70-90 floors in between, and I immediately ran over to the windows to see the wave. By that point the water level was just a few floors underneath us. O.o So it had already happened, inundating everything, but we were safe, at the top, and above it.

There was a lot of other random things in the dream at this point, but the thing worth skipping ahead to was when I found myself back outside again, on the ground. No more water/waves at the moment. (that's how you know you're in a dream ;D ) I saw a guy in a car in front of the skyscraper building, about to take off into the city streets. It was Gary Oldman, dressed up in the role of Sid Vicious, from his movie "Sid and Nancy." "Gary/Sid" had a gun with him from what I vaguely could tell, and I saw that he had "necklaces" around his neck. I leaned in towards the driver's side window to get a better look, squinting and focusing in the dream to see/read. The necklaces were gold, wrapped closely around his neck, and the top portion read "MK ULTRA." The second layer underneath said "MIND CONTROL" and next to that, "86."

As most know, Sid Vicious was the lead singer of the punk group The Sex *Pistols.* So we have a shit ton of symbolism going on here. Punk = rebellious, anarchy. Then we have vicious. Pistols/guns. But we don't have the actual Sid Vicious, we have *the actor who played the role of him.* And spelled out clear as day, MK Ultra, Mind Control, and 86. The wrapped around the neck thing also relates to MK slaves, IMO. The whole "choker collar" thing I talk about in my book that MK slaves either do wear or are given programming to wear. "Sid and Nancy" came out in 1986 coincidentally, but the necklace didn't say 1986. Just 86. 86 also means *to nix/eliminate.* So, a "vicious" mind controlled pawn playing the role he was programmed/MK'd to play, heading out to tear shit up with his gun, instigate rebellious anarchy, with the mission to 86. 86 what though? Take down society? Assassinate? :/ If it's the latter than the name "vicious" would be aptly fitting. :/

Then factoring in the "Thriller" dream focusing on specific lyrics ("Creatures crawl in search of blood, to terrorize your neighborhood....") and yeah, it seems we could be in for some weird times up ahead following this election.

I'll leave off with another symbolic dream I had back on 7/22/20 directly relating to the current political situation. Again, completely not the norm for me at all, so it was so intriguing to have a dream like this for that reason. […] Back in July I had a very specific, pointed dream concerning what turned out to be Trump. I was at this fancy pants mansion/museum type of place open to the public. It was of the utmost high level classy you could imagine, furnished and decorated with the nicest materials and things possible from around the world.

So I was walking around, taking in all the fanciness, and a voice off to the side narrating/describing the place emphasized something about *"The use of space."* Meaning, not only was it decorated with the nicest things possible, but *it was highly organized/meticulously thought and planned out to the highest level, maximizing every bit of space in the most efficient way possible.* Which was considered unusual, and an achievement, since apparently *something to that level had never been done before,* as I understood it. Then it was revealed that this is a Trump property. The look of the place was dark, but not sinister. Lot a lot of fancy dark wood and low lighting, no windows. There were many people milling about since it also functioned as a museum.

*A female voice off to the side let me know that they were burning it all to the ground to get rid of it.* I was then asked if I knew whether they could get it completely burned down to the ground in only 30 minutes.

"You're asking me??" I replied sarcastically, puzzled. "Do I look like a firefighter or a professional arsonist???" (yes, I literally said that. :D ) I had no idea if that was possible. Seemed unlikely though. *But clearly they wanted this shit GONE, and ASAP.*

I was immediately struck by the total waste of it all, and questioned why they would burn the place down with all the furnishings and decorations and expensive artwork still inside. At least remove all of that first to save/re-use it. *But no, they didn't care. Just burn it, burn all of it, and NOW. ASAFP.* Total insanity, I thought, such a waste, it just boggled the mind.

[…] Inside I opened one of the many built-in wood cabinets that lined the walls and looked through the stuff inside. All nice stuff, like fancy artistic tiles that you could use as decorations or part of a mosaic. (Continued in attached comment 👇👇👇 )
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Then this large fancy art book. I started leafing through the oversized pages, seeing all the super fancy designs, all gilded in gold leaf. One was an elephant, with lots of gold, and again I lamented the insanity and waste of burning this down. [NOTE: I didn't even make the connection, but Tom pointed out that the Republicans/GOP is represented by the elephant. duh! I'm endlessly fascinated when dreams provide symbolisms that our waking consciousness doesn't even realize/understand.] *So "they" were hellbent on destroying all of this niceness.*

At one point I was either shown the lit match that was thrown into a room, or I was handed it to throw myself, can't really remember. *But the lit match was tossed, and the process was initiated. The attempt to burn it all to the ground had begun, and the place was officially on fire.*

I saw the little clumps of flames all around the room, like when you start a charcoal grill. It doesn't immediately become a raging inferno, it's just starting out.

It was so slow and non-threatening that nobody was even rushing to get out. *It was like business as usual.* [...] The invisible female voice off to the side told me I needed to be telling people to get out of here, evacuate. A line of people were walking towards me to my left, so I commanded them that they needed to leave. "COME ON PEOPLE, LET'S GO!!!!" (Just to note though - I'm not a lefty/liberal/Democrat by any means. I may keep myself on the outside, not bothering, but that much is certain. !!!) But that's symbolic - commanding people "on the left" that "they need to go." Get out!

I continued meandering about and came across a small movie theater in the mansion. I looked through the doorway and saw it was filled with people, sitting in their seats, backs to me, staring at the screen before them. They had no idea what was going on in terms of the fire, just focusing calmly on the screen, oblivious.

[...] (Strange scene involving finding a bunch of candy/candy bars in those aforementioned built-in cabinets and shoving some into a Michael Kors purse. Which for those who may not know, all have a giant *"MK"* logo on the outside. My subconscious is fully aware of that. Behind me was a display showing Ivanka Trump wearing a particular outfit. [strange and unique, but high end and tailored and pretty cool, very stylish] and I wondered how come I never see pants like that when I go shopping. :D

[…] The bottom line was that I never actually saw the Trump mansion burn down. I only saw the lit match tossed in, with the intent to burn all that niceness to the ground ASAFP. Saw the small clumps of fire like when a charcoal grill is first lit, but hadn't caught on yet, trying to burn down what was apparently the most efficient, meticulous and well planned out "use of space" that had ever been attempted. ("space" doesn't only have to refer to physical space, but to a window of time as well. "We've only got four years, minimum, to pull this off. Plan it down to the letter before we even get started, hit the ground running on day 1, and don't waste a single second.")

Meanwhile, commanding people "on the left" that they needed to "get out," and as people in general had no idea what was going on, just sitting there, glued to their theater screen, oblivious, watching their distraction show, as the start of the fire was right there, around them.

It's all extremely obvious to interpret.
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As noted in the above, which I’m extracting out of order:

“On a side note, something I was completely unaware of until today (11/20/20), as I go back in to edit this, was that the Washington Post's Jennifer Rubin went on national TV in August of 2019 saying "It's not only that Trump has to lose, but all his enablers have to lose. We have to collectively in essence burn down the Republican party. We have to level them. Because if there are survivors, if there are people who weather this storm they will do it again." Again, I had no idea at the time I had my dream almost a year after the fact, because I don't watch TV news or any political commentary shows. So...yeah. There you go. "Burn it down, ASAFP!" indeed. :/ "
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@BeachMilk Blank package inserts was already being exposed well over a year ago. Many people are so late to the game with all of this it's not even funny. They're acting like they just rolled out of bed a few days ago and woke up to what's happening, when meanwhile multiple sources have been screaming from the rooftops since early 2021 about every single aspect of the lies and mass genocide.
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Interesting vid. If nothing else you'll learn about Oumuamua, if you didn't know these intriguing details already. What really fascinated me were the details about the "outgassings" that were located on opposite, equal ends of the object. Something that would be impossible if truly natural/organically formed. And I was also very intrigued about the Ashkenazi/Khazarian info, and how he believe it all relates to the Talmud, Torah and Zohar and ultimately, Oumuamua, Agenda 2050/2030, COVID and the Great Reset.

I too had noticed/questioned back when this story first came out the way in which The Powers That Be not only allowed this story to take over the mainstream news feeds, but even allowed for the media to openly postulate, with a totally matter-of-fact straight face, that this thing is in fact a spaceship, due to the completely unnatural nature of its shape, movements and outgassing. And Cliff addresses that, and his theories as to why they did this. Normally I "watch" vids by playing them in the background while I do other things, but this one was so interesting I just focused on only it for the whole time. So there you go. That's gotta be a record. 🤣

The thing I do disagree on is that I do firmly believe that what we're seeing right now with the Great Reset, COVID, lockdowns, forced jabs, and the attempt at a two-tiered exclusionary society was in fact supposed to have happened after 9/11. And something changed. (I've written about this in depth before on my Gab, and how that "something" was United Airlines Flight 93. One plane being inexplicably delayed by 40 minutes that morning changed the course of everything. It's why it needed to be shot down over Pennsylvania, something Donald Rumsfeld even admitted to with his infamous slip of the tongue [I posted a video clip of that before as well], and it's why they ultimately didn't have enough ammo/reason to fully push forth with the totalitarian measures they were originally intending to implement in America. Had Flight 93 taken off on time, and been allowed to crash into its original intended target (the White House? Congress? Some other D.C. building full of important people?) like the other three planes, none of which even got so much as a military jet scramble as they should have :/ then we would be on a VERY different timeline. One that I tapped into it shortly after 9/11, involving lockdowns/curfews/martial law, and other assorted changes to our society.)

This plan attempted to move forward again around ~2010, another timeline I've also tapped into, where the two-tiered exclusionary society was in full effect. (guess which group I was in. ;) I didn't play along, so, I was no longer welcome in society.....) but failed as well, for reasons unknown. And then was probably intended once again ~2016-17, had Killary gotten into office. But once again.......nope. Which is exactly why I've theorized they pushed for it all HARD once they did kick it into effect at the end of 2019 into 2020. This was a plan that kept getting delayed for going on 20 years by that point, and they were running out of time, IMO.

My theory also coincidentally gels with what AbducteeJournal has relayed on her Gab, about how her hybrid handlers have even admitted that they should have been down here years ago, already doing their thing......but things keep getting delayed. ;) Hello.

However, Cliff has an entirely different theory about why the hardcore push for everything in 2020, thinking it has to do with bumping the intended timeline of Agenda 2050 up to 2030. But, even if I'm right and he's wrong and it was in fact a 20 year delay, his talk is still full of very interesting info for consideration.
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South Florida wildlife! :)

1. Honeybee diving face first into a flower. 😆 Boca Raton.....in December! Temp was 80 degrees, with piercing clear blue sky. flickr.com/photos/carissaconti/albums/7217772

2. Anhinga. Boca Raton. Those sharp beaks are designed for literal spear fishing. !

3. Mottled Ducks, and one Blue Winged Teal. And a Mottled Duck taking off in flight - Boca Raton. The Blue Winged Teal is the one with the white stripe on the side of its face.

4. Dove on a branch - Boca Raton.
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Since @HiddenDimension posted this fascinating Sasquatch audio I figured it was a good time to repost an oldie but goodie from the beginning of my Gab last year regarding David Paulides' Bigfoot research:

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Highly recommend these books.

On an interesting side note, one time when Tom was camping in northern Florida he thinks he heard something like this himself. At dawn, when the sky was lightening, there was suddenly a strange series of vocalizations happening that sounded to him like a very large creature mashup of moose, bear, wolf, elk, bull, etc. all rolled into one. Just hard to describe, like nothing he'd ever heard. But keeping in mind this was north Florida/southern Georgia. There's no moose and wolves going on in those parts. 😆 They do however have what they call the Skunk Ape down here. ;) Same thing as Bigfoot, different name. But there were at least two, calling back and forth to each other in the forest, but maybe up to 4 or 5. What was interesting is that it didn't start until just before dawn, once the sky began lightening, and lasted only for a window of time. He didn't hear it again at any other time during that trip. And it was so weird and unusual, including whoops and vocalizations that are similar to the Sierra audio, that he just stayed in his tent. Didn't come out to try to check it out. o.O (posted with permission from him.)
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Something interesting I just came across, because I was just thinking within the last day or so about the epidemic of very fat/obese people that have surrounded me at my jobs as of late. I don't know if the exact "average whatever whatever blah blah blah...." is accurate, but I *do* know that I have been working alongside some ENORMOUS people, male and female. O.o Unnatural level of fat. It reminds me of what happened to all the people up in the spaceship in "Wall-E," who had spent 700 years and countless generations living pampered, sedate lifestyles, cruising around in anti-gravity lounge chairs sipping mega size "meals in a cup," faces glued to screens all day and having everything done for them by robots. They became gigundo, misshapen forms. We're already there. And it didn't take 700 years out in space to accomplish it. (Just like it didn't take 500 years to achieve Mike Judge's "Idiocracy" vision. We're already there as well.)

There definitely is something to be said about class level/income level with regards to obesity. Can't even be denied in my years of experience. In many instances it really is because healthy food options have been removed from blue collar/industrial/poor urban neighborhoods and replaced with a litany of gas station marts and fast food joints. But what I've seen working in office jobs that also had the gambit of lower income to high mixed up together.......SO MANY people nowadays are doing Door Dash, Uber Eats and all manner of fast food delivery services. Emphasis on fast food. McDonalds, Dunkin' Donuts, you name it. The end result is 250-400+ pound people. Multiple of whom were barreling towards futures on "My 600-lb Life." Total deformity. It's shocking.

For the ones who work in offices, with good jobs, but who are ordering all the fast food......they're all coming from low level backgrounds. That's where I've seen the repeating pattern. They were raised with bad eating habits, and it's set in stone as adults. And now that they're working these good jobs it doesn't mean their eating patterns have improved, reflecting the bump in income.......it just makes it so they can now afford to have all this junk custom delivered to the office five days a week. But the ingrained terrible eating patterns remain the same.

Meanwhile when I worked at the the high end digital marketing agency before COVID.......not an obese person to be found. It was a high level job, attracting in people from high level backgrounds, with high educations, and they were all the "fussy eaters." The people who shop at Whole Foods, Fresh Market, Trader Joe's, have a host of self-imposed dietary restrictions and eat things like quinoa and kale........for fun. 🤣 Huge cultural difference. Same deal with the high end fancy pants company I worked at for 2 1/2 years that built mansions for the rich and sometimes famous. Having "Hello Fresh" custom delivered to the office to take home after...Whole Foods, Fresh Market, Trader Joe's, and only high end healthy restaurants.

One woman at a blue collar office job I had for two months earlier this year before quitting had a gigantic "apron" of stomach fat that hung all the way down to her knees. It was a thick layer of stuff that laid on top of her thighs. So on those rare times she wore a skirt, the skirt had to go over all of that. In that particular office pretty much every single woman there was obese. A few morbidly so, at least 350-400 pounds. Another woman there was fat, but not morbidly obese, though in MAJOR denial. In the sense that she would constantly spout this "script" to people that she's getting rid of her "baby weight" (her kid was born 3 years ago!)....while eating fast food breakfast five days a week that had been delivered, and pouring the containers of "maple syrup" corn syrup all over her pancakes. But always telling people, completely seriously, that she was in the process of "losing the baby weight." Some people are so delusional and in denial that they think all they have to do is SAY they're doing something................and it just happens. You don't actually have to DO anything. :/ In my current office it's a group of morbidly obese dudes, two of whom have to be topping 400 pounds. But none of them are so delusional as to mindlessly spout that they're "losing weight." They're not trying, and they know it. They've just accepted their lot in life. So at least they're honest.

In many instances though the coworkers and strangers surrounding me out in the world are anywhere from 30, 40-100 pounds overweight. They're not in the full on 350-400+ crowd, but they've developed very bad eating habits and partake in "grazing" all day long, with drawers full of snacks, having junk food delivered to them at work multiple days a week, going out to buffets for lunch, and so on. It's a very real problem in this country, and other developed Westernized nations.
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@Antares_Theophylline It's all very interesting, thanks for sharing.

"...but has also been deviously engineered to mess with the lipostat and make you want to eat more fast food"

ABSOLUTELY. In fact, I've witnessed this firsthand. I was being rung up at some store years ago and the cashier who was ringing me up (mid-to late 20-something chick) was side talking with another cashier who was getting ready to take over for her so she could go on lunch, and with a serious look on her face she mentioned how she couldn't WAIT to get out of there and get herself some McDonald's, that she was absolutely fiending for it.

That really stood out for me. She wasn't just hungry, she had a fiendish craving for McDonald's specifically, and everything revolved around her getting some McDonald's ASAP. That moment proved to me there truly is something being put in McDonald's at least. Can't speak for other fast food chains. But definitely, without a doubt, they have completely engineered McDonald's. As it is, anybody with even the basic of knowledge knows that McDonald's isn't even real meat anymore. Then there was the whole "pink slime" controversy as well that came to light a few years ago. There's the mile long list of ingredients in everything they put out, all the chemical craziness. And forget about the experiments where people have left a McDonald's "burger" out in the air.....for over a year, or more.......to document how it doesn't decompose. At all. Just dries up. But no rot.

I've heard even worse controversies surrounding it, but, there's no proof. Just that they have found human meat when testing the meat in multiple McDonald's meat packing plants, I don't know. O.o Who knows. But that one cashier chick....you know she's going to be addicted to McD's for LIFE. Like countless others. Because of whatever the hell they're putting in their food. It's not just about mere fats, oils and fried flavorings that's reeling people in. It's "SOMETHING ELSE."

Like you, I was thin - but excessively thin - my whole life, right up until about 38. (I'm 5'3") In my teens, 20s and early 30s it was never more than 105 pounds, tops, no matter what I ate in terms of quantity and calories. And I could pack the food down if I wanted. Which was nuts. I could easily eat a foot long sub, or almost a whole gallon of ice cream, or an entire box of mac and cheese in one sitting with no issues. But I could also go like 15-18 hours at a time without feeling hungry either. So my eating was VERY chaotic and disorganized, but not on purpose. And in the middle of me just being all around ambivalent to food anyway, wishing to just take a pill and never have to eat again. Then by mid-30s I got up to about 108. omg!!!! ;D Then I reached 112 at 37. So sloooowly I started being able to put on weight. I don't know why I was always so thin though, only that there was nothing I could do about it.
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I guess I'm alone in this newest Gab debate, but once I learned about this I was absolutely for the idea of being able to delete - obnoxious - comments. Seems pretty much every person I've seen arguing against this change are making the IQ related fallacy of confusing apples and oranges. They keep focusing on the idea of truther based comments that got deleted on mainstream social media platforms, like YT. i.e............."apples." (While failing to mention that those comments were often being censored on the big/corporate channels or pages, versus people's individual channels and pages. And for the ones that were getting censored on people's individual channels/pages...the individual channel/page owners usually didn't have a choice. Big Tech made the censoring decision for them. An ingrained programming code detection thing always looking for key words, or URLs. Instant auto delete. It wasn't a channel/page setting that the individual user switched on, and there was no way for them to switch it off. I've seen it happen firsthand.)

But regardless, the "apples" argument often has to do with the deletion of truther based comments, censoring the masses from what's really going on in this world. And I definitely don't agree with deleting those types of comments, regardless of whether they contradict our own personal views. I think things have gotten out of control nowadays with people not being able to handle ANYTHING that is slightly outside of their little "bubble of personal truth," and it's pathetic. It's something I've mentioned in the comments of my own Gab when talking with people about the state of things nowadays. But you see these people all over the 'net having meltdowns when encountering somebody in an interview for instance saying some things that aren't 100% in line with every last thing they agree with. Cue the cussing tantrum throwing meltdowns, and tossing the baby out with the bathwater.

But for myself, I'm on the side of the "oranges" argument, in the sense that if somebody's comments section is getting nasty hate comments of a very bigoted nature, spamming, or comments that are just being that "anonymous troll" mouthing off to other strangers from the safety of their anonymous keyboard/phone.......absolutely that shit should be deleted, 100%. And I haven't seen one person even addressing this in the debate. So I'm not talking about deleting comments that have different opinions, presented in a respectful manner. In fact I like the debate/discussion. It's a very good thing. I'm talking about deleting the straight up trash. But see, that's because I don't have one of those "BIG GABS."

I've said it before in earlier Gab posts, but I have a small Gab in the corner, with a small core group following of people who usually are familiar with me due to my website/book and those random interviews I've done over the years. And their comments are always thoughtful and insightful, creating fun, meaningful conversations that often go deep into the biggest and most important subjects that pertain to human existence and the situation on planet Earth. !! It's total quality, not quantity on my Gab, and I *LOVE* it. I would never want one of those "BIG GABS" with like, 50K, 100K+.....200K+.... followers, and hundreds of obnoxious anonymous trolls running their mouths in every single comments section. Nothing but useless noise, and mindlessly reposted memes. No thank you.

So for somebody like me, my Gab feed is personal and it matters. That's why I "vet" anybody who follows me. Meaning, somebody follows, I check out their Gab. What they're saying in their bios, what they're posting on their timeline, what kind of comments they post. If I see true hatred and bigotry and all that "MACK!MACK!MACK!" angry anonymous troll energy, mouthing off to people.......I block them. Pre-emptive move. Not only to prevent their energy from polluting up my comments sections, but to eliminate any affiliation-by-proxy. I don't affiliate with people who hit the ground running in just their bios alone using ugly slurs for all the non-white racial groups. Forget the ugliness they're posting on their timeline. If you can't present yourself in an intelligent way....then you're not going to be mucking up MY Gab.

People advocating for the "we should never delete anybody's comments under any circumstances!" argument are typically doing so from the perspectives of either 1) Misguided, intelligence-based fallacies, confusing apples ("controversial" but intelligent, truther-based comments) and oranges (spam, trolling, hate and bigotry); or 2) because they themselves are one of those MACK!MACK!MACK! angry anonymous trolls that like to run their mouths, and don't want that freedom taken from them.
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Astrological Energies

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Frivolity time! as we’re in the heart of this holiday weekend. Something that's come up here and there on my Gab and on my website is the idea of having been able to pinpoint people's astrologies with scary accuracy, including down to their moon sign. The subject has always been of interest to me for several reasons: 1) The fact that people *are* actually "stamped" with these personality energies, and 2) how it's happening, since it doesn't seem to correlate with the constellations, due to the precession of the equinoxes.

As I always say, if there was zero validity to any of it, as the skeptics would love to wave it off with, then there's no way anybody would be able to accurately guess anybody's astrology correctly, straight out the gate. Yet many can, and do. Myself included.

The patterns go beyond just personalities though, because I've also noticed undeniable repeating templates in terms of how people physically look, based on their astrologies. O.o How is THAT possible, since we're talking about an endless combination of genetic possibilities and races/ethnicities all over the world? Yet it is. And tying into that, I've noticed undeniable proclivities with people choosing partners who have the same types of astrologies and looks as their former partners. They "have a type," not just in terms of looks, but with the astrology as well.

Here in Part 1 I want to outline my own process for how I've guessed people's astrologies. In the attached continuing posts we'll get to the really fun stuff, where I'll outline whatever patterns I've noticed with each sign over the decades, including physical traits. Then my final thoughts/bigger theories on it all, none of which you'll find in an astrology book. It'll also be a little different from astrology books because it's real life anecdotes, things I've seen and experienced repeatedly. So we're talking humorous straight up facts. It is what it is.

For starters, the astrological wheel is divided up into 12 signs, as most know, and from there it's broken down into four elements. Earth (Taurus, Virgo, Capricorn) Air (Aquarius, Gemini, Libra) Fire (Leo, Sagittarius, Aries) and Water (Scorpio, Pisces, Cancer). The Earth and Water signs are all feminine. The Fire and Air signs are all masculine. So when I'm trying to guess what somebody is, unless it's just MASSIVELY obvious (and it has been for a few people, like screaming from a rooftop obvious) then I try to first hone in on the feminine/masculine thing. Which energy are they projecting? While simultaneously considering Earth/Water for feminine, or Fire/Air for masculine? And from there further narrowing it down with the general traits. Emotions/feelings based, intuitive, sensitive and inward turning? (water) Emotionally detached, surface skimming, logical, intellectual, and communication/verbal oriented? (air) Energetic, feisty, outgoing and action oriented? (fire) Grounded, calm/leveled, pragmatic, down to Earth?

Even though there's three signs to each element with their own distinct traits, they all share general traits in common, which is why they're grouped together in the first place, and why this works.

Important to note is that each element group is also further broken down into Cardinal, Fixed and Mutable. But what’s important for this is how for me, I’ve noticed that the four Fixed signs of each element (Aquarius, Taurus, Leo and Scorpio) are what I’ve come to describe as the four Power Signs. Whenever you see people in charge, leaders, supervisors, managers, or anybody being bossy ;) it’s often times somebody who belongs to one of these 4 signs. They’re SO often the powerful, fixed, stubborn, determined, take charge managerial people of our world. Even if they don’t wind up becoming outright managers/CEOs/leaders….they’re the people in any group who stands up, every time, without fail, and takes charge when needed. Especially if they see that nobody else is willing. They’re the ones offering up their ideas about what needs to change, and exactly how. And often times they’re just doing it without even asking. And I have seen this pattern over, and over and over again x1000 out in the everyday real world.

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But when guessing people’s signs, from there I try to further hone on even more detailed traits about a person, until I've arrived at my guess. (which requires knowing all the main traits of each sign.) As noted though some people's personalities just scream from the rooftops, so I don't even need to go through this whole process. It's just BAM! correct guess *immediately.*
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Following are the personality and physical traits I’ve noticed about each of the signs, good and bad. ;) Some of this stuff you’ll see in books as well, but I only include what I personally know to be true and have repeatedly seen for myself.


Capricorn. I've found Caps to the be the most…unobtrusive of the signs, so therefore the hardest to pin down. But once I read a description somewhere that said Caps were "born old”…….DING!DING!DING! 🤣 HOLY SHIT did that make it click for me. SO freaking true, and sums up probably every Cap I've ever known in retrospect. Mature, serious and wise at a very young age. Serious faces is the giveaway. Tom’s younger brother Michael is a Cap, and a photo of him and his wife epitomized Cap energy. First off he was only 25, but looked like a “middle aged math professor,” as Tom joked, with his sweater and collared shirt, portly body, serious face, neatly combed hair, and the fact he was already married, to a Mennonite chick, and had a kid. THAT’S Capricorn, right there. 25 going on 55. But as an Earth sign, Caps are steady, calm and low key. Sometimes just outright deadpan and monotone. (Capricorn Jason Bateman would be the epitome embodiment of that.)


Aquarius. Once saw a depiction of Aquariuses that had some zany, bald dude spraying whipped cream all over his head, and that freaking NAILED it. OMG. Aquarius = weirdest people you'll ever meet. 🤣 Kooky, off kilter, "Marching to the beat of their own drum," free spirit.

The dudes (including ones with just Aquarius moons) tend to gravitate towards anything computer or mechanical oriented, so they're often great with electronics, computers, cars, etc. Also Aquariuses are very talkative. Ties with Virgo and Gemini IMO for chattiest sign of the zodiac. They're emotionally cool headed. And also one of the four Power Signs, as I call them. Which means you will often find Aquariuses in leadership positions. Manager, supervisor, president, you name it. Including the women, since it’s a masculine air sign.

And on a random note, I hate to say it but Aquarius women in my experience often do not make good mother material, and in best case scenarios will recognize this about themselves before embarking on something they're not cut out for. (There are always exceptions; my current Aquarius female boss is a very loving, doting, devoted mom. But “IN GENERAL” just sayin’.) It’s because they’re usually too emotionally cold, intellectual, weird, logical and masculine. I’ve known MULTIPLE bad and/or totally cold/detached Aquarius mothers, including my own. One of them I knew was not only a POWER BOSS, but she referred to her kids as “The Girl” and “The Boy.” O.o Never by their names. A former Aquarius coworker named Blair once told me she would never have kids "...because I have no love in me." O.o But hey...at least she recognized it.


Pisces. Pisces are sensitive artists, and psychically intuitive….blah!blah!blah! Sure, but in reality you never quite know where you stand with a Pisces, unlike other signs that are blunt, straight forward and in your face. There was a Pisces boy that I was friends with many years ago named Zach, who was not only one of the most psychic people I’ve ever known, but also the master of the Artful Dodger routine. Don’t say things straight up. Be indirect. Dodge out of it….but then slip in hints later on out of nowhere of what you know. What does Zach really think about you? Hard to know. Hang in there long enough and maybe you can put the pieces together. ;) Meanwhile as he just drifted away into a life of homelessness and drugs. Refusing to be an active participant in this whacked ass world.

Years ago one of the Big Cheese bosses at my job in Cville was a Pisces, and his admin assistant Blair nicknamed him Eeyore, because he had this mopey faced energy all the time. OMG. NAILED it. 😆 THAT’S Pisces Boy energy, right there.

Currently there are three mopey faced Eeyore Pisces Boys working at my job. One time two of them were taking turns describing to me (in good fun) their purposeful defeated voice they use when answering the phone for their customer service calls. Both guys standing there with their arms hanging down slack, faces looking like Eeyore, voices sounding like they're about to slit their wrists at any second as they did their imitations for me. 🤣 But hey, at least they were self aware. All three of the Pisces guys are obese (eating their feelings), and two of them are constantly joking around to deal with their depression. (Continued in attached comment 👇👇👇 )
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So even though they have good natured personalities they're emotionally sensitive, and all three look sad and defeated like they need hugs. So I call one of them in particular the Sad Clown for that reason. (to myself…not to him.) But they’ve gravitated to me since I’m a Scorp, and have developed the same “joke and laugh” coping mechanism to get through life and intense feelings, so we all have some good laughs.


Aries. Something interesting I came to realize about myself is that I’ve been drawn to Aries throughout my life. Maybe in large part because it’s one of five signs that have zero representation anywhere in my own chart. I myself am completely devoid of Aries (as well as Aquarius, Gemini, Taurus and Capricorn.) So maybe it’s why I’ve attracted in various Aries buddies, male and female, over the years. Filling in the void, seeking that counterbalance. Also attracted in two boyfriends with Aries moons, and another guy with an Aries moon that was a frivolous flirtation, and one Aries guy actual serious love flirtation. And there could have been more, but those are the ones I known about.

All signs have their downside, but in general I do love the Aries energy. Fiery and energetic, full of life and fight, always butting their heads into everything. The contrarian, playing devil’s advocate in a conversation just because it's fun to create conflict. 😆 And always down for crazy, spur of the moment adventures. Tell an Aries “NO” about anything?? Watch out. That’s a direct challenge. And I live for it. 😆 Aries are rebels. That’s my kind of energy. Interestingly enough, many of the “Hollywood Bad Boys” have all been Aries. The really masculine guys punching out paparazzi and being hellraisers in bars and whatnot. Over and over it’s specifically the April Aries.

I’ve also noticed that April Aries males can also have a distinct look. When they do manifest the look it's harsher and sharper, something that gives their faces a more bird-like/reptile-like appearance. Thin lips, strong noses and chins, and a heavier browbone. Over and over I’ve seen this, including with my bestie Mike way back in the day, born on April 1. Some good examples of this specific thing include writer/director/actor Vincent Gallo (April 11) actor Adam Scott (April 3) and actor Adrien Brody (April 14), all of whom if combined together strongly resemble Mike, including being brunette, same as him.

Admittedly I have said that Aries is the worst sign for a female, hands down, of all the signs. I’ve known multiple Aries females who were carrying on like dudes – because it’s a masculine fire sign - and experiencing a rough go in life because of it. April Aries chicks have been the girls wanting to get a full on hysterectomy as a teen, already knowing they’re never going to have kids and be the girly-girl; trying repeatedly to be a firefighter, and getting rejected because guess what, they’re NOT actually a dude, the girls getting into mad squabbles with other girls, wanting to punch people out….it’s nuts. But they can also be a blast to hang around with, and as somebody who lives for people who have actual energy and life to them, rebelling against the world, I’m all for it. One of my favorite female coworkers of all time was an April Aries named Stacy, whom I called my Partner in Crime (Aries make great partners in crime 🤣 ) and hung with outside of work.


Taurus. Calm, level headed, steady and reliable. Who they were yesterday is who they’ll be today, and you can count on them to be that way tomorrow. Stubborn to a FAULT, they will dig their heels in and not budge if they know they’re right about something. Endlessly patient and determined, they will see things through to the end like nobody’s business no matter how insane things get (think of David Icke - no matter what adversity has been thrown at him the dude will NEVER back down or give up), and hang in there with people that others may give up on or walk away from. They’re also very helpful in my experience, as well as kind and friendly.

Even the way they MOVE is steady, leveled and calm. It’s the dead giveaway trademark. I have literally marveled at it with multiple Tauruses, just watching them………….do stuff. Tauruses will methodically move their way through a process, step by step by step, with endless steady patience and meticulous movements. (Continued in attached comment 👇👇👇 )
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I’m a fireball of “!!!!!” energy, and speak and move fast, with little patience, so things can come out sloppy AF and screwed up if I don't make the effort (but I can, if I try, like with jewelry making and knitting; that’s where shit comes out perfect.) But you won't see "sloppy AF" with a Taurus. !! (the literal opposite of my sign.) And that goes for the way they speak as well. Calm, steady, leveled, soothing.

The other biggest telltale indicator of a Taurus though? FOOD. Holy shitsnacks do Tauruses love their food. 🤣 They love to cook, and love to eat, both the females and males. And nothing makes them more sad then food that’s disappointing. 🤣 Their body types reflect this. Not necessarily obese/fat (though you do see that) but they usually always at least have “meat on their bones.” And the females are ALL about the long hair. It’s a trademark Taurus female trait. I’ve known too many to count at this point. Even my work buddy Serina at a former job, who was black. Her preferred hair was the long braids all the way down her back. That’s because long hair is a Yin trait, and Taurus is a feminine Earth sign.

Synchronistically at work recently I was walking by a female coworker buddy named Carli - a very long haired Taurus - who was opening a desk drawer and showing the new guy next to her, “…..and I always have snacks in my drawer….” 🤣 It was the most Taurus thing ever.

Tauruses’ downside though is that they can also be very physically lazy and inert. Ultimately though don’t be fooled by all that calm, leveled steadiness and helpful friendliness. Because Tauruses are also what I call one of the four Power Signs. Tauruses are take charge leaders, often in the position of manager/supervisor and all around leader in any organization. They’re just a little more quiet and low key than others about it all. ;)


Gemini. A Gemini acting on its worst energy is dual personality, no joke. There’s a reason it’s represented by the twins. Up and down, over here and then over there, just very inconsistent and all over the freaking place. Who they were yesterday is not who they are today….and not even who they’re going to be five minutes from now. Let alone tomorrow. Gemini is represented by Mercury, with the winged feet, and it’s so aptly fitting. Quick witted, clever and flighty. And Geminis are also IMO the most verbally fluid of the air signs, hands down. So these traits are why you'll see this sign represented by some of the more talkative, quick witted and clever stand up comics for instance. Joan Rivers (“Can we talk???” And boy could she ever…..) Russell Brand, whose verbosity is a trademark practically, Bill Burr, Owen Benjamin, with his 5 hour podcasts of nonstop talk talk talk. Donald Trump….Gemini. The only president who acted like a stand up comic. There’s entire YT vids devoted to Trump's endless off the cuff comebacks against any fake media clowns trying to verbally go up against him. You’re never going to win with that guy.

Geminis also can come off as emotionally detached, even cold (classic air sign trait). They don’t have a tendency to dig deep, and they definitely don’t take things seriously the way other signs tend to. Light, airy, superficial, chatty, and flitting around like a spastic butterfly. There’s a Gemini woman at my current job and one minute she’s smiling as she's passing by me in the hall, and an hour later she’s scowling at me even though I've done nothing. Then back to smiling, then scowling. It’s insane. I just remind myself “She’s a Gemini…” and brush it off. O.o Our Gemini CEO/boss is even more nuts. He’s been described as “lunatic,” “maniac,” “crazy” etc. because he’s just so all over the place and up and down, and………mercurial.

With other Geminis I’ve known I’ve described them as “Right hand doesn’t know what the Left hand is doing,” since they were behaving as literal split personalities that were cut off from each other. (a recent, excellent example of a superficial, split personality idiot Gemini who’s all over the f'ing place, with no rhyme or reason? Kanye West.) So as long as you truly GET this about Geminis, and roll with it, you’ll be able to navigate them much better. And part of the whole Gemini Duality thing isn’t just about the inconsistent personality, it can often times be about gender. Where the males seem a bit feminine (manifests in their body type, face and mannerisms), and the women seem a bit masculine. They seem to manifest both polarizations at once. Russell Brand and Angelina Jolie, who both have the exact same birthday, M/D/Y, embody this "masculine and feminine at the same time" confusion. You'll really see it in older interviews with both. People thought Russell was gay, and Angelina was speaking and moving like a dude.


Cancer. I finished this entire astrology write up and Cancer was the only one left that I just had no passion or “!” insight about. 😆 (Continued in attached comment 👇👇👇 )
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What I can say is that this feminine water sign is of course often emotionally sensitive, intuitive/outright psychic (in all forms, including mediumship – the best medium I’ve ever seen, hands down, is Matt Fraser, born July 8th, you can find his channel and vids on YT - Side note: I guessed his moon correctly, Gemini, first try, because as far as I was concerned there was literally no other sign it could be 😆). But because they’re represented by the crustacean crab it means they have that tough outer shell. So they display determined/tough characteristics that can get them through trying times maybe a little better than their fellow water signs Pisces, who turn into mopey Sad Clown Eeyores, and alcoholic/drug addled Scorpios. O.o The best summary I’ve seen about homebody, family prioritizing Cancers specifically in recent times comes from AbduteeJournal on Gab. So I’ll just post a link to that: gab.com/abducteejournal/posts/109264882296727


Leo. Regal. That’s the one word that describes Leos, male and female, to a *T.* They act like royalty, even when they’re nobodies. Egomaniacal, self absorbed, “me!me!me!” dominating, spitfire and needing to be center stage at all times. It’s also one of the four Power Signs, as I call them, so Leos are usually always leaders, in positions of power and authority. They’re often in the entertainment industry as well, due to that desire to BE SEEN. Needing attention and validation. I once was renting a room in a house where fully THREE of the other four roommates were all Leos. It was Crazyville. You couldn’t keep up with all the self absorbed, extroverted, dominating, fiery, passionate “look at me!!!!” aggressive egos going on, behaving as if they were Kings and Queens.

Currently our next door neighbor is a 72 year old Leo working actress. A “tough old broad” you could say. Lives on her own and does it all for herself. She’s also all up in everybody’s business, an extroverted, aggressive chatterbox, who dominates every conversation and makes everything about herself. She’s so Leo it’s beyond cliché. I just have had to keep that in mind about her in order to tolerate her self absorbed tendencies and keep the peace. That’s why having an understanding of astrology can truly help people better navigate the world. Because I’ve literally bared down and held myself back over the past 7 or so years with her, imposing artificial patience where none naturally exists (modeling myself after Taurus Tom….) and it’s helped. So she’s actually mellowed out with me in particular and now actually LISTENS to me, and sees me and hears me because of the efforts and patience I implemented on my end that my “base astrology stamp” doesn’t naturally have. It took years, but we’ve finally arrived there, and now have a more balanced, 50/50 exchange.


Virgo - Analytical, detail oriented, emotionally reserved to the point of sometimes being cold, organized and very good with tedious shit, which is why they gravitate towards professions like accounting/bookkeeping and computer programming or IT work. Can't tell you how many Virgos I've met in life, male and female, who did one of those two things. (shit, even the show “Mr. Robot” made Elliott the super hacker a Virgo, birthday September 17th. They knew what they were doing. ;D ) Lot of them can be quite critical and persnickity, "anal retentive,” “OCD,” which is why I've heard from multiple people over the years about how much they freaking HATE Virgos. O.o In my experience they're the most loathed sign of the zodiac. They're often times not enjoyable to be around.

Growing up I always heard these stories about my infamous great-grandmother Nanny, on my mom’s side, the ultimate persnickity, critical, contrarian. Later discovered she was a Virgo. OF course. But imagine being so fucking infamous for your Virgo ways that your GREAT GRANDKIDS are STILL talking about you! in 2016! On some "INTERNET PROGRAM" called "Skype." And you were born in the 1890s!!! But yes, that was me and my cousin Mike. Talking about Nanny. On Skype. Some bitch I only met once, when I was a toddler in like, 1976.

And oddly enough, Virgos can also can have a tendency to talk too much. Just on and on. Have known more than one Virgo who doesn't know when to just STFU already. Another time when trying to determine the sign of my former coworker Blair (mentioned earlier) I couldn't decide between Aquarius or Virgo. Why? Because she was analytical and perfectionistic to the point of full on OCD and slight, true mental illness, emotionally cold, weird AF, seriously just one of *the* weirdest f'ing chicks I've ever worked with to this day, was adamantly against having kids because "....I don't have any love in me...." O.o and she didn't know when to just *STFU ALREADY!!!* Well guess what. She was both. Aquarius sun. Virgo Moon. ;) Hello. !!! Virgos can also be very sexually perverted < coughLouisCKcough > due to their repression. (Continued in attached comment 👇👇👇 )
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Libra. I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again – I don’t know if there’s such a thing as an ugly Libra. 🤣 The symbol for Libra is the scales, representing a balanced personality and a focus on justice and equality, but this balance extends into their physical looks as well. Their faces are often very well put together, often with the Phi ratio and nice symmetry. And especially for the males, since Libra is a masculine air sign. Over and over again when I’ve seen exceptionally good looking actors/tresses they’re always Libras. My ex boyfriend was a double Libra, and the guy who always got the girls. He was better looking than his two siblings by far, and the best looking dude of the group of male roommates in the house we were all renting. You can thank astrology for that.

The downside of Libras that I’ve seen in both the females and males is MAJOR arrogance. Because they’re so emotionally cold/detached, logical and analytical they just get really arrogant for some reason. They know fucking EVERYTHING, and aren’t afraid to patronize you with their faces and voice tones. Go to any interview for actress Brie Larson (a Libra) on YouTube and see all the endless comments complaining about how she comes off. Same with Jesse Eisenberg. They're both the epitome of what I’ve experienced of other Libras in my own real life. Even if they mean well it comes off as cold and arrogant. At a former job of mine the massively cold, arrogant, know-it-all Libra female “office manager” was so much like my ex Steve that I couldn’t stop marveling about it. Kept saying “She’s the female version of Steve!!” to myself. Only to learn…..she too was a double Libra, sun and moon. Same as him. Go figure.


Scorpio. I recently had an entire dedicated post to Scorpio, because that’s just how nuts and complex the sign is. So I’ll just refer people to that for everything that I personally know and have experienced about Scorpio. gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10924145764552324

Also, something I didn’t mention there about Scorpios is that one of their telltale physical indicators is their eyes. There really is such a thing as “Scorpio eyes.” Kind of intense, and boring through you in a scrutinizing way. So many famous Scorps have these eyes. My Scorp grandmother did too.


Sagittarius - Good natured, fun loving, easy going, yet also outgoing and energetic/firey. Outdoors-oriented, sporty/athletic. First one to the party and the last to leave. ;) Tendency to blurt out awkward and very pointed truths and commentary without thinking, but not with the intention of trying to hurt people, like with Scorpio. "Open mouth, insert foot"/"speak first, think later." Also can have a tendency to "overshare"/TMI!! including with people they barely know/only just met, not realizing how they sound. Oddly enough, they're also pretty psychic in my multiple experiences. Not sure why, since it’s a fire sign. Seems very out of place. But then again, there’s a reason the Sag symbol includes the archery arrow, and the other fire signs don’t.

One of the few times I’ve nailed a person’s astrology in like 30 seconds flat, straight out the gate, was with comedian Tiffany Hadish. Was watching one of her stand up routines and only ~30 seconds in, based on the way she spoke and moved around the stage (keeping in mind Sag is a fun loving masculine fire sign, with a tendency to blurt out truth bombs, but with no malice intended) I was like “Holy shit if she’s not a Sagittarius…” Immediately paused the video and ran over to IMDB.com to find out. Birthday? December 3rd. HARD Sagittarius.
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So….what’s really going on then with astrology? I don’t believe it’s the constellations creating the personalities, but that explanation has left a massively easy open for skeptics to wave the entire thing off with one full swoop. Of course. Almost like it was designed exactly for that.

My base theory is that there are certain energies hitting Earth at different times of the year that’s affecting people. Astrology tells us that it’s the constellations, and whatever is happening at the moment of our births that’s affecting us. However, the patterns I’ve discerned, sometimes with uncanny accuracy, where people with the same astrologies have the same facial features/general looks and body types happening despite widely different genetics, says to me that it’s energies hitting us when we’re developing in the womb that are affecting us. At the bare minimum this has to be considered. The “Scorpio Eyes.” The “Ridiculously Balanced Libra Face.” The “Bird/Reptile-ish April Aries Male Face.” "The round faced, full lipped Taurus face." These patterns aren’t for nothing. Recently I pinpointed that somebody I know on Gab was born right around when Jodie Foster was – because she looked uncannily like her in some animation images of herself that she posted. And guess what. Their birthdays are the same day. November 19th. Hello. !! (Continued in attached comment 👇👇👇 )
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The key seems to be the “masculine and feminine energy” thing. Tom honed in on this when I brought this subject up to him. “Fire and Air” is really all just “masculine.” “Earth and Water” is really all just “Feminine.” Almost like at different parts of the year the Earth is being hit with energies that correspond to these polarities. So of 12 signs total it just breaks down to 6 and 6. 50/50. That’s the wide angle view. There are of course fine tuned aspects that are creating the subtle nuances of each sign’s defining physical traits, but IMO it’s absolutely about what energies are hitting us in utero. Not just “the moment of birth.” And then what energies are pummeling Earth during the final moments of development and birth of a baby, finalizing things.

The conspiracy aspect of all this that I also seriously consider is that we live in some highly controlled terrarium/aquarium “matrix” of sorts, of which I have endless proof for, and where we’re CLEARLY being “stamped” with energies that matched up to the past version of Earth/the sky (think equinox precession) before being stuffed back into bodies here to continue being good little loosh generating cows for the overseer feeders. :/ Just like an assembly line. :/ “STUFF! STAMP! KICK BACK TO 3RD DENSITY! NEXT!”

I haven't even touched on the Chinese zodiac here, though I have done dedicated posts to it on Gab in the past. Nothing as complex as this though. But I will say Suzanne White's book "The New Astrology" that combines Eastern and Western astrology (example: Scorpio Tiger, which is me) is *phenomenal,* and scary accurate. So, there's WAY more to the "stamping" going on here then just our standard zodiac charts. I have proven time and again that the Chinese "year of..." has validity, when I've repeatedly described people in traits that were their Chinese animals.....as I would find out after the fact. "She's such a snake!" (year of the snake.) "He's so pig headed!" (year of the pig/boar.) "She's like a skittish cat..." (year of rabbit/cat, depending on if it's Chinese or Vietnamese). "He's so cocky...." (year of the rooster/cock.) The Chinese knew what they were doing when they assigned the animals that best represented the 12 year cycles of energy that they pinpointed.

I was marveling about my Taurus female coworker buddy Carli to Tom today, because like Taurus Tom, when I was sitting with her at the company Christmas party, she’d take a bite of food, then analyze it/enthuse/comment on it, then take another, and analyze it/enthuse/comment on it, and another, repeating this….over, and over, like nobody else at the table. Because nobody else there was a Taurus. So nobody else gave a shit about food as much as she, the Taurus did. ;D She was the female version of Tom in that regard. (and she has multiple other traits in common with Tom as well. And on a random side note, a Taurus physical characteristic that I have often seen for both males and females over the years is the rounded face shape and fuller lips.) But like I told Tom, we may all be stamped with the same damn templates, but we still have our individual life soul sparks in us, that enable us to manifest our own unique selves, despite the matrix. And ideally, transcend any negative aspects of these energies.
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@Dinosaurus12 That's interesting, because my "dad" is a Sag as well, and Tom theorized that he sounds like he has some kind of Asperger's-ish behavior. He's not autistic, but he's "missing a chip" so to speak, BIG time, that causes a whole host of trickledown issues. From blurting shit out that he shouldn't, including hurtful things, and oversharing with Too Much Information, the whole "speak first, think later" bit, and no filter. To an almost nonexistent level of empathy. He doesn't understand others' points of view and doesn't know how to care. Also terrible facial recognition skills, which means he won't even recognize his own kid standing right in from of his freaking face so long as he's been away from them for like a year. Will look around/past them, not even realizing. And very poor ability to read any social cues - Shifts in facial expressions, tones of voice, body language, anything. Didn't think about the whole "Sag-Autism/Aspies" similarity until you mentioned it. Obviously his issues go well beyond something as simple as astrology, but it is an interesting coincidence.
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@Dinosaurus12 @FrozenDecoded That is an excellent observation and commentary on the situation. I fully agree, and we've pretty much said the same thing on this end, that that's what happened to him. When he was younger he could be reasoned with, and he would listen to outside input. By the end....he was so far gone there was just no getting through to him. He wouldn't listen, and would just argue on and on and on and ON, "droning" in this "duh DAH duh DAH duh DAH duh DAH duh DAH...." way. He had a white supremist MILABs "handler"/mentor/substitute dad figure as he called him, that was in his ear for years, filling his head with very negative nonsense, and coupled with the fact that he had a very weak mind, and an inability to work things out on his own (the whole reason he was in contact with Tom and I in the first place.....he wanted US to work it all out for him....... :/ ) Then you factor in whatever was going on with his aliens/Mantid being abductions..... it was a recipe for disaster. He got enveloped in a very negative state of mind and couldn't/wouldn't pull himself out of it, no matter what anybody said to him. (there was another female Gabber who's part of our online Gab group who was in communication with him as well, and had all the same complaints about him. "He won't listen!" etc. etc.) Too bad for him though. He lost all the quality people that used to follow him. Drove everybody away. So much for being so superior and "advanced" !
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@Antares_Theophylline Have no idea what that is, but I'll take your word for it. 😆
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@Dinosaurus12 @FrozenDecoded Normally I don't like that phrase "that's really rich, coming from so-and-so...." but if ever there was a fitting phrase for the situation that would be it. 😆 Thinks the Elsa thing is suspicious.......meanwhile he's carrying on the way he does, admitting to some truly fantastical things, like Mantid abductions and a white supremist MILABs handler, and endlessly praising and recommending abduction author Katerina Wilson for instance, who's really out there in terms of her abductions and programming. okey dokey. It just literally makes no sense. Nothing about that guy made sense anymore by the end, his brain was scrambled. What a fucknut. Had no idea there were all these "blocking wars" going on with him and you guys though. 🤣
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@Dinosaurus12 @FrozenDecoded (also wanted to add, in case others come across this exchange and wonder.....there's nothing I'm saying here that I didn't say directly to DogIsGod, either in email, or in comments exchange on Gab. Nothing. In fact I said a lot more as I tried to finally confront him on all the lunacy and hypocrisy. MUCH more. I don't talk shit about people behind their backs but then dodge out of saying things to them. If I have something to say to somebody, like a real problem, I will say it outright, to people's faces [so to speak, because sometimes it's on the internet.] It's to the point of almost being to a fault, because it's so abnormal for how people usually are. I will go there, very matter-of-factly, looking people straight in the faces, and this has also applied to some big time bosses as well who terrified everybody else at my jobs. Didn't terrify me though. So when they overstepped with me in a big time way, they heard about it from me. I didn't go running around whining about it to others behind their back like a child. So it's not just me talking big here.) So, hopefully that's cleared up and out of the way. ! 😆
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Quoting my below post from 1/21/21, regarding using Scrabble tiles, and even the entire Scrabble game, as an oracle. Previously when Tom and I had been playing at the turn of 2021 we were wondering whether Biden really would be inaugerated into office, and the election fraud really would be successful. Keeping in mind that we play Scrabble a little differently than most - using 9 tiles instead of 7 - it means that I was able to wind up with the VERY clear answer straight away with the first tiles I pulled. "I Joe Biden." :/ So we knew prior to 1/20 that yeah....it was going to happen alright.

We were recently playing Scrabble again, at the end of December, for the first time in probably like a year. (seems to be something we do in the winter months only, not sure why, but that's how it always works out.) And of course we intended before playing for any relevant insight into what 2023 will hold. Meaning, the game will work as sort of an oracle, where there will be some patterns in terms of the words that wind up being created, and with the tiles we wind up pulling.

We started out each pulling one tile to see who would go first, as you do. I got the U. Tom got an E. So, he got to go first. Straight out the gate the tiles he pulled for his first batch wound up spelling....... A Biden Poo. O.o (See attached pic below.) Then he realized the UE could also be EU, as in European Union. Who knows. (Tom re-pulled the E and the U to add to the pic for our own purposes, to remember that those were the initial two letters we pulled, just in case it does end up having any relevancy.)

But you don't get any more in-your-face direct oracle message than that. So yeah, hate to say it, but it's what we figured anyway. That 2023 would bring more of the "Biden" administration shitting all over us.

Even without the oracle Scrabble I would still feel completely anti-"Happy New Years!!!" because I know what's coming. To pretend and be happy and celebrating like it's a party is just childish, and mindful folly. I know, nobody likes a Debbie Downer post, but it is what it is. IMO, 2023 is going to have very little worth celebrating if skyrocketing inflation and manufactured supply chain and food chain shortages keep escalating, along with tax hikes and other financial related strains being imposed on Americans from all angles. And as more and more people keep succumbing to the poison jab, young people dying in their prime. We're entering into the heart of the die off phase, and it's already happening. There's also a massive push, courtesy of the "Biden" administration, to impose further gun and gun accessory restrictions. Of which may massively affect my job, since it's part of the firearms industry. Some of the word patterns that were emerging on our Scrabble board during this particular game indicated there would be some stuff regarding work/jobs....because we kept generating words that related to that subject. Like at least four or five words. It's open for interpretation though, only time will tell. So I'm going to have to find my own personal way to enjoy life, regardless, and despite whatever gets thrown at all of us. That would be my only advise to others as well. Plan and prep as best as you can for what's coming, that's THE most important thing, and just try to find your own individual happiness and meaning in the middle of the big ol' Biden 💩 that's going to continue to be dumped on us.
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Previous Gab posts regarding my freaky results with oracle Scrabble:

"GO WORK SWAB"
gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10564252425301657

The update to "GO WORK SWAB" and how it did end up coming true:
gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10782029904149668

"DEVILS ZOO"
gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10586832461901095
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"The Standard was unable to establish who created the four fake doctors. But perhaps the most alarming aspect of their nonexistence online is that it is also unclear why they were created.

Could this network of fake doctors be part of a bigger military-grade psyop that was unleashed on the US and the entire world?

At the very least, it was surely a COVID intel op. The million-dollar question now is, who was behind it?"
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It was a whole lot more than just four fake doctors, unfortunately. These fakes were everywhere during the height of things, including fake pics of fake COVID casualties. Stories about some supposed COVID casualty that used different pics of the "victim," depending on the media source. We also had blatantly made up, fake ass news stories, like the one I talked about on my Gab in early 2021, where our local "news" media outlet, Boca News Now (BNN), was knowingly printing false stories about overflowing dead bodies at Boca Raton Regional Hospital, and the need for refrigerated trucks to keep up with all the supposed COVID casualties. This story got INTERNATIONAL coverage. BNN was so fucking shameless they even posted on their website the angry voicemails being left to them by *actual nurses at the hospital,* who were putting BNN on blast mode for lying. BNN didn't care, completely impervious, and tried to publicly gaslight/mock the nurses who were trying to correct the lies. !!! They lost whatever credibility they had left after that.

All of it is a level of shameless, socio/psychopathic deception that boggles the mind. And that's not even TOUCHING on all the people who were forced into Remdesivir as a "treatment," which killed them, or purposely killed in old folks homes, etc. to inflate the "COVID" deaths and get $$ paid $$ bonuses. Or the "docs" and "nurses" who targeted young people for the poison jab, because you get more $$ the younger the victims. Just everything I've covered here on my Gab, and all the links of which can be found in the pinned COVID/poison jab post at the top of my page. I also got into all of this in depth in Part 2 of my interview with @HiddenDimension, who hosts In Other News Radio, pinned to the top of my Gab as well.

We don't live in the world that we were taught we live in. Aware types have probably figured this out by now. ;) The more fringe-y types like me go further and bang on about how we live in some controlled zoo/terrarium, as well as the "non humans among us" and people who are possessed/shadowed by non physical, very nefarious entities. I have enough of my own life experience to have led me to these conclusions, along with endless anecdotal evidence from others around the world that I've read or personally heard. And IMO, it's the only explanation that can account for what we see going on around us in this world that we live in. Not just with regards to COVID/the plandemic, but ALL aspects of it, especially the high evil being done to children. If you're one of the people who looks at the picture and concludes "It doesn't look like anything to me...." like the robots in Westworld, then more power to you. I look at the same picture though and I *see it.* It looks like a whole lot to me.....a whole lotta highly controlled, non-human craziness. O.o And as mentioned, this non-human component does include those "empty meat suit shells" who are shadowed/possessed/puppeted/piloted/etc., by some sort of higher, more powerful, non physical force.

The reason I get into all of this is because I believe that's the missing piece of the puzzle to this article, and all the other lies. The article asks at the end, who? and why?? but without actually answering the questions. No mainstream source is answering these questions. Nobody wants to actually DIG DOWN and GO THERE. Why the lies? How was it possible on such a massive scale, with SO-MANY "doctors" and "nurses" and "medical personnel" and "journalists" and "media personalities"......and thousands more.....getting in on it? Why? How? Because we don't live in the world that we were taught we live in. And the "people" around us often are not even close to what many believe they are. That's why. That's how. Always keep this in mind. It effects every last aspect of our lives from the top down, the macro to the micro.
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NOTE: I'm deleting the first part of this post, concerning a supposed news story about the World Economic Forum promoting pedophilia, which made it onto Gab today. It seems the source of the facts can't be verified, and the website News Punch may have made it up. As evil as the WEF is, and as prevalent as we know pedophilia is among the "elites"/parasites, I also don't want to propagate anything that's made up. Instead I'll leave the second half of what was originally a two-in-one post concerning the movie "Dr. Sleep."
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.....This other "evil behavior towards kids" subject has been on my mind for the past day. But it concerns the movie "Dr. Sleep," based on the Stephen King novel of the same name, which was the long awaited sequel to "The Shining." A lot of people here have probably seen it by now, but if not, then in a nutshell it's about a group of age old, energy vampire "empty devils" as they're called, who go by the name The True Knot, who subsist on the "steam" (energy, or "loosh" as Robert Monroe would term it) generated by psychically powerful kids who Shine, and whom they torture to death. O.o Danny Torrance, who's now an adult and a raging alcoholic, and also suppressing his Shine, is the reluctant hero who must get his shit together, embrace his abilities, and face off for one last battle at the infamous Overlook Hotel against the last remaining True Knot, teaming up with Abra Stone, the Super Psychic of all Psychic kid prodigies (who in the book is actually Danny's half niece, unknown to him at first). There's more to the plot than that, and it's not as "madcap adventures!" as I'm making it sound, it's very dark. But that's the bare minimum summary. youtube.com/watch?v=BOzFZxB-8cw

But you want to talk about "in your face." The opening scene alone depicts the True Knot "circling the wagons" on a ~6 year old girl at a state park in Florida who's away from her mom for just a few minutes, luring her away. Later they show the Knot opening a container of stored "steam" to ingest, making reference to this particular girl, as you hear her faint echoing screams from when she had been tortured. There's also a prolonged scene of child torture/death involving the child actor Jacob Tremblay (from the movie "Room") where the Knot gather around him to feed as they kill him. His death becomes the catalyst of the plot. But I would recommend skipping past it, as you don't need to actually see it to understand the deal.

The only reason I think a lot of mainstream people overlook (no pun intended) this movie or wave it off is because the book and movie depict this "feeding off of tortured kids" thing as a supernatural occurrence, by energy vampire beings that are hundreds, even thousands of years old, and where they're feeding on this "steam" energy stuff of only the kids who "Shine." The mainstream public doesn't believe in non humans among us, the idea of loosh/steam energy that you can feed on, or psychic powers/"The Shining," so therefore dismisses the entire thing as fiction. Aware types however recognize the flagrant, blatant, in-your-face reference to Adrenochrome. But there also truth to the idea of energy feeding too, as most of us aware types know. And non humans who feed on it. It isn't just the stuff of fiction. So this movie (and book it's based on) has multi-fold truth happening within it. Children are kidnapped and tortured to death in this world in order to create a substance that evil, empty devil "people" feed on, known as Adrenochrome, and where any and all kids are game. Not just a narrow select few, like in the book/movie, where the only targets are the ones who Shine. (which is another reason people can overlook the parallels to the real world.) Not only that, but people, and especially children, are also being fed on energetically. We know that as well. This movie depicts the True Knot always psychically on the prowl for those kids in the world who Shine, but ultimately looking for the one big Whale whose Shine is so enormous that they can snag them and keep them alive while continually torturing them indefinitely, and thus, have food for years. Abra becomes that Whale that they decide to go after.

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It's "!!!" that of all the plots Stephen King could have come up with to continue and conclude the Danny Torrance, Overlook Hotel story, this is the one he chose. "Let's talk about the child kidnapping and torture/murder racket, and feeding on their terror." It's interesting too because "The Shining" was published in 1977. However the sequel didn't happen until 2013, almost 40 years later! and around the time when this information was FINALLY starting to break through to mainstream awareness. I don't think it was by accident.

Another reason for it being overlooked I think is that the movie was panned, from what I understand. However, dark subject matter aside, it's one of the better movies I've seen in years. Providing you're watching the extended version, with none of the scenes removed. They did a great job dovetailing from Kubrick's version, including using his filming and scene transition techniques, and all the original music and sound effects. I tend to wonder if all the "panning" was done on purpose, in a "NOTHING TO SEE HERE FOLKS! MOVE IT ALONG!!!" sort of way, as this movie hits too close to home in terms of what is actually happening in this world.
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@LucyBurnett Very interesting. Especially this part: "I find absolutely no record of this. Every single instance of the story being quoted, uses the VERY same text which was first published on this NewPunuch site." That basically points to the origins of this story as being NewsPunch.

Early last year somebody who used to follow me kept posting memes on her Gab that claimed Mel Gibson was saying all this revelatory stuff about child sex trafficking and all that. But when I was searching the quotes to try to find the original source of the supposed interview all I could find were other people quoting it as well.....but no actual interview source, no matter how hard I looked. I had to conclude it didn't exist, which was my gut feeling from the beginning, and why I was even researching. A lot of the religious truthers are making up and passing around quotes from their beloved Mel (who's now their hero for making "Passion of the Christ") trying to claim he's saying all these things that apparently he's not. So after nicely arguing this with this woman that these quotes don't seem to be true, and explaining why, she unfollowed me. 😆 (this followed on the heels of proving that several other of her memes were flagrantly wrong as well in terms of the facts and quotes she was trying to put out there. It all became too annoying for her, and the Mel Gibson thing was the final straw for her fragile ego.)

I think to be safe I'm going to remove this portion of my post and just leave the rest about "Dr. Sleep." I'm going to tag @Dinosaurus12 and @guanajo who reposted this, in case they no longer want to repost the rest of my post that's just about the movie. If so I totally understand, and no offense taken. 😆 I'll also tag @jcgab2020, since they commented. If it turns out this is not true I want to let people who read this know that.
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This video sincerely impressed me, I have to say. Just....wow. !!

Here's Texas Beework's YT channel with lots more videos like this one:
youtube.com/channel/UCYLHJiQCUCV6d7j5Pg1RrhA

youtube.com/@TexasBeeworks/videos

Removing 50,000 bees from a compost bin: youtube.com/watch?v=M0ZCyMA7GpA&t=297s

Will include a link to my recent Gab "Ode to Bees" post as well, since we're on that topic, why not... gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10911823770240853
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Just came across this vid:

bitchute.com/video/hFDWVEuxGz1C/

I will say it's a pretty educational video. Until watching I thought all these sudden deaths were from climate change. But I've now learned it's merely a coincidence!
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Anybody with a brain knows exactly what the narrative is that Gov. DeSantis mentions but doesn't elaborate on (see below quoted post). They want everybody funneled into electricity only for all things, not least of all cooking. So that if/when they do make more of their Big Final Moves, which I've mentioned multiple times on my Gab over the past year and a half, and they take the grid down, people will be more helpless. Sounds nuts, but there's literally no other justifiable reason to suddenly pull this "anti gas stoves" maneuver, and not when you look at everything else that's been going on around it over the past two years or so. The ever increasing push for electric vehicles. The fake bird flu and mass poultry culling, the manufactured supply chain and food chain shortages. Massive inflation, to the point where many people already can't keep up. The massive taxes and regulations being imposed on farmers to further strangle agriculture. It's truly the Boiling Frog. The dial being raised more and more, the water temp getting hotter and hotter, as people are slowly, progressively cooked.

Montalk's recent 4 part "Current Events" summary: gab.com/montalk/posts/109553208210207976

Recent post from @guanajo with an important reminder about getting cash out of the bank to have on hand: gab.com/guanajo/posts/109667534127003201

One of my posts talking about Mike Adams' 17 minute video, "DELUSIONS: Mainstream Americans are living in an artificial world" which talks about the convergence of events that lead to a catastrophic domino effect that can shut society down: gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10917115509122287

"American Blackout" - National Geographic docu-drama from 2013" "American Blackout" is an hour and a half docu-drama produced by NG depicting what could potentially happen to society in the event a coordinated cyber attack takes out the power grid. gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10684747241251522

...All of which sounds negative, I'm sure. But keep in mind, there's a difference between being aware and prepared in in a matter-of-fact way, and then prepping that comes from a place of fear. We do what we can on this end to be prepared for various situations, but we don't sit around full of fear, panic and worry. Whatever ends up happening ends up happening. And I fully realize a lot of stuff is truly out of our hands. There's only so much we can do and prep for, especially if our circumstances are limited. Like living in an urban area for instance, versus owning some huge plot of land out in the middle of nowhere and being able to grow/raise one's own food and be in some sort of self sustaining situation. That's not doable for most people. But you do what you can with what you have for whatever circumstances you find yourself in, because it's better than nothing. And at least you'll stand some sort of chance in many types of situations.

One of the things I've even done is to have a "get home bag" in my trunk. Lots of people know about having a bug out bag, but usually it's something they have at home. But that assumes that if/when shit hits the fan you'll be comfortably situated at home, just....ready to go. ;) um hm. But I have something in the trunk of my car so in the event that shit hits the fan (namely in the form of some sort of electronics disabling EMP, whether man-made or sun generated), but I happen to be away when it does then I'll stand some sort of chance of hoofing it home.

When you think about it, if you work outside of home full time then you spend 1/3 of your life in a vulnerable state should something happen and all your survival supplies are back home. Some good they're going to do you there. Meanwhile you need to hoof it home but got nothin' on you. That's not even counting all the time we may spend running errands with our cars as well, also away from home. So it works out to be more than 1/3 of our time that we're away, with only our cars with us.

A get home bag should ideally be packed with the idea of taking hours to get home, if not even overnight. So pack accordingly, and continually keep it adjusted/up to date for whatever time of the year it is and the type of climate/weather conditions your region contends with. I'm living in south Florida, where it's hot and humid AF most of the year, with lots of bugs, and a sun that you want to just punch right in the face, so my bag and supplies HAVE to include sunscreen, water, a visor, long sleeve shirts to cover up as much skin as possible, bug repellent, and things of that nature. Among the other standard supplies that would apply to everybody across the board.

So, just some thoughts. Things be gettin' weird, and it's only going to get weirder throughout 2023 and into 2024. So prep as much as you can. Think about various situations, and how they would play out where you specifically live, and in what types of scenarios. At home. At work. While traveling. Etc.
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Expanding on the "Get Home Bag" subject - Some important things IMO to pack in a bag like this, and/or to keep with your bag in your car trunk, preparing for worst case scenario of disabled electronics/cars, and being miles from home, including where it could take until the next day to get home:

- Good pair of walking shoes, and several pairs of socks.
- Some spare clothing items that would be suitable for your region/time of the year. I keep in mind that something could happen, leaving me stranded, when I'm dressed for work, which could involve a skirt or dress of all things. And which is not suitable for walking home in. Bare minimum I'd need the walking shoes and socks.
- Bottles of water
- Other weather/climate related items as mentioned, like sunscreen, visor, bug spray, etc.

- In the bag itself I have a few pouches of Mountain House brand freeze dried food that's designed for camping, but is also perfect as a survival item. Food is important in the event we're talking an overnight hike to get home. You're gonna run out of calories with all that walking.
- Small cookstove. Mine is SMALL. Like, designed just to heat like 12? 16? ounces of water, which I would add to the Mountain House pouches. Nothing fancy or complicated. Not talking like "mini barbeque" level. 🤣 (Though I do happen to have one of those types as well, at home with the rest of my supplies, something that's a little bigger and which could hold a small pot or pan, and uses sterno burners.) But for a Get Home Bag we just need the bare minimum/smallest possible/lightest possible.
- Fuel cubes for my tiny cookstove
- Ziploc bag with plastic utensils
- Extra energy bars/granola bars
- Couple of lighters
- Portable water purification system
- Small first aid kit
- Zip pouch with hygiene supplies
- Mylar blanket
- Rain pouch
- Weapons. :) And this is up to each individual to sort out for themselves. Whether it's a gun and ammo, a knife, tear gas-pepper spray combo, taser, etc. It's imperative though to have a means to protect yourself, especially if you're female.

I have a few other random things, but that's the gist. I include the rain pouch for myself only because we can get a lot of rain here in Florida and you often times don't know when it will hit. Sudden onsets after extreme heat builds up all day, and what I call "rogue rainclouds" blowing in from offshore, due to being a peninsula in the tropics.
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So last month just before Christmas I woke up one day with the sudden desire to fold colorful pieces of paper into shapes. Found a good beginner's Origami kit on Amazon that comes with 300 sheets of 6"x6" paper in a large variety of colors and patterns, and a how-to book. Then promptly set to work ignoring the book and going straight to the YT vids. 🤣 I wanted to do the crane as my first project, and the book didn't have that one, surprisingly. But YT of course had plenty of vids for that.

Origami's always fascinated me since childhood, but I never got around to actually *trying to do it* until now. Part of the motivation was when I was compiling my recent astrology post, which went up on 12/24. As I was writing that in the weeks leading up to finally posting it I was reflecting in particular on what I noted about the stark difference between my energy, and Taurus energy, which is literally my opposite sign on the wheel. (I've got multiple Scorpio, Leo rising, year of the Tiger...it's a lot of intense energy, which multiple people with the Sight have even commented on, like O.o ! holy shit girl....seeing energy just pouring off the top of my head, saying they've never seen anything like that before.) Something that's always impressed me about Tauruses, whether male or female, is their steady and methodical way of doing anything pretty much. As I joked in that post, though I'm not actually joking, I've stood and watched various Tauruses just....do stuff, because they're always so steady, controlled, methodical, patient and thus, precise. Meanwhile I'm just like "ARGHGHGHGAHAHAHGHGHGH!!!!" full of impatience when it comes to tasks I couldn't give a shit about, or something that may be semi-important, but I'm not *investing* myself in it. Which is great if you're doing something that needs to be done fast. I can be a total speed demon. But not so good for slow tasks. !!

Tauruses however from what I've witnessed seem to invest themselves no matter what they're doing. When I'm invested, like when it came to knitting for years (socks were my jam...after learning the basics I went straight to one of the most complicated things you can do in knitting, top shelf, needing the challenge; and beyond mastered it) then things come out perfectly. Everything else though.... "ARGHGHGHGAHAHAHGHGHGH!!!!" The knitting thing does actually make sense in terms of my energy though, because once you get going with it, and it's muscle memory, and you're using slick metal double pointed needles (versus high friction wood) it becomes FAST. A good "fiddling" energy release that you can do for hours. And when channeled into knitting projects for charity it's a win-win for everybody. :)

I figured Origami could be fun though to help me hone some Taurus level skills. And I learned straight away on my first practice crane attempt that......Yup, precision is EVERYTHING in Origami. !! Tossed that first practice crane right out. 🤣 What I figured out though very quickly is that every fold needs to be A) HYPER precise/aligned. Not even the slightest misalignment, and B) tightly creased. So I use a pen to help crease the paper with every fold. Make things as defined/tight as possible. With regards to the alignment thing though, if you're even slightly misaligned with one fold at the beginning then it compounds with every fold after, so by the time you make it to some critical complex folds down the line you're going to be completely misaligned, and things will look super wonky.

The appeal of Origami is not only the cleverness of it all, but also the challenge, and then the geometry aspect of it. Many folds are very geometrical in nature.

Mastered the crane by my third attempt (below pic) which was my third total attempt in general in life, so that was cool. Gave me the motivation to keep going with it all. Have made a couple more things here and there, like the Lotus flower 🏵️ a green jumping frog 🐸 and an orange fox. 🦊 I find that following along with actual vids is WAY easier than trying to do written instructions, which I haven't even attempted yet. (That's how I had to learn socks; bought a $20 DVD to watch. There was no way to learn that level of complexity via written instructions.) And when it comes to vids some people's really suck, because they go way too fast, don't hold things up to the camera enough to really show you what they even just did, sometimes combine two or three folds into one because it's so second nature to them they're not thinking about the newbies who have no idea what TF even just happened, then block things with their fat fingers, and so on. Other vids are much better, and take more care to keep the viewers in mind. So you kind of have to try out different YT origami channels to find the better ones.

But yeah, nothing like learning useless skills as the world heads into a slow burn apocalypse. 🤣 That's alright though, it's fun.
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Posting my orange fox triumph.......

Like I wrote in a comment, the struggle was real with this one. O.o But that's because the instructional vid was shit. He moved too fast during some of the later, more complex folds, so it was hard to figure out what he was doing. Fingers blocked some things, didn't hold things up to the camera at good angles. So I had to abandon it, much to my disappointment. Something about this design though....I was obsessed. I HAVE TO MAKE THIS FOX!!!!! I won't and can't just give up. That's not my personality. So I started searching on YT and managed to find another vid for the same exact design, but this time done by a woman, and that vid was a hundred times better. Slowed down, making sure to really show what she was doing with each fold, fingers not blocking anything. Obsession complete. :)
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Vid showing a seasoned veterinarian speaking out about the unnecessary over vaccination of our pets.

Went through a minor "vax battle" when I used to have Kitty. I refused to get her pumped full of vaxxes, even back then in 2000, without even knowing what I know now, because it instinctively felt very wrong and dangerous. I was only on the outer edge of waking up at that time to everything, but luckily had common sense and instincts guiding me. (The same ones that caused me to instinctively never get myself vaxxed with anything once I was an adult.) The female vet I was dealing with in SoCal truly believed in the validity of the vaxxes, it wasn't just some mindless "do it so we can make $$$" thing for her, I could tell that much, because once she realized I was holding firm in my stubborn refusal to let her jab Kitty she started literally begging me to at LEAST get her the distemper shot, PLEASE, bare minimum. (and the booster three weeks later.) And some explanation about why. I sighed and caved into that one. But no others. Ever.

The one discussed at the beginning of this vid is the rabies shot, and that was DEFINITELY one that I refused to even consider. Like, WTF?? Why would I get an INDOOR CAT a freaking RABIES shot?!?! How stupid do you have to be?!?! So for all intents and purposes Kitty was nearly vax free her entire life.

There was the other forms of INSANE level of total bullshit I also contended with when it came to Kitty's health. It still pisses me off to this day to think about it. But after moving to Fort Lauderdale in 2002 Kitty started developing this issue where she was obsessively chewing/biting at her belly all day long, until finally her belly was completely bald. I brought her to a vet for a consultation/exam, and of course they were just like, I DUNN-NOOO.....I DUNN-NOOOOOO WHAT'S GOING ON.......I DUNN-NOOOOOOOO..... Just utterly USELESS. But this particular female vet's big suggestion?

Put Kitty on Prozac.

Said completely seriously, straight face. Get her on some psych meds. 'Cause clearly she's got mental problems. So we need to permanently alter/destroy her natural brain chemistry in order to get her to stop chewing at herself.

In that case I fully believe her suggestion was $$$$ motivated. 100%. 😡 She didn't give two shits about Kitty whatsoever. Asked NO questions to even try to get to the bottom of anything. Made ZERO other suggestions for possible solutions. Just BOOM! Straight to the Prozac/Your cat is clearly a mental case, so just put her on psych pills.

Obviously I completely blew this moron off and never went back to that vet again. Very soon afterwards though I serendipitously came across this website called The Doctor Within, and was reading all of his articles. Long story short, one of them was about how the skin is our largest organ, and when there are internal toxins happening and allergins the skin is the first way in which our body tries to eliminate them. Hence, the wide assortment of crazy skin conditions people can experience. And it elaborated on our modern diets full of chemicals and toxins (and pasteurized dairy) and such being the main contributor of these issues.

But a 💡went off for me, and I was like, Well, if that's the case for people, then why not animals? Maybe THAT'S what the issue is with Kitty. So I immediately switched out her food that same day, which btw was supposed to be the big "high level" brand Iams, sold at pet stores everywhere. When you're new to things and are only just waking up and getting informed on all levels about everything you still naively believe that these fancy pants brands are supposed to be so much better than the others. psssh. I learned very quickly the truth about pet food not long after THIS whole deal. !! But guess what? Kitty's problem IMMEDIATELY stopped the second I got her off of Iams. No more chewing and biting. And within weeks her fur was all growing back, and she never had that problem again for the rest of her life. But to think there was some asshole NPC "vet" whose first and only suggestion was Prozac.

And that's what we've been dealing with for decades with regards to the modern medical establishment, both humans and pets. Everybody is being knowingly poisoned from all angles in order to make us all a $$$ generating commodity. And obviously it's NOT just with poison jabs. It's EVERYTHING. (CONTINUED IN ATTACHED COMMENT 👇👇👇)
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Part 2 continued.....

I was recently thinking about another form of this, which is the way in which years ago I remember coming across a spate of stories about so many young people - teens to early 20s - being diagnosed with Crohn's disease, and other such irreversible horrendous bowel/intestinal disorders. It was like this sudden new thing. And where they were all being told their only course of action was to have entire sections of their intestines chopped out, and be put on colostomy bags for the rest of their lives. All these young people, and most of them female oddly enough, now dealing with colostomy bags like they're 90 years old. And granted, after reading The Doctor Within, and many other sources by that point in my research, I totally get that our modern eating habits are not the best and are doing damage to us, and that most people don't even make the connection between what they're eating and what's happening with their insides. (I have seen that one firsthand with people around me!!!)

But I also immediately questioned this whole deal. From what I've learned and experienced firsthand, there is often not much that some drastic diet/lifestyle changes can't solve/heal, along with the right supplements. Truly. So do I believe that allllll these teens and 20-somethings needed to get their intestines hacked out to solve whatever problem they thought they had?? NO. What I do believe is that they and their parents just put blind faith in the medical establishment and just took their word for it that this was the only course of action. Just....chop out half your intestines and poop into a bag outside your body for the rest of your life. :/ And I do believe that the medical establishment knew full well they were lying to these people/misleading them about treatment options just to make that $$$. Get these people scheduled for major level expensive surgery(ies) and all the pre-and post-op visits they involve, and the medications, and periodic follow up visits for the rest of their lives, now that they have an extremely vulnerable orifice opening in their bodies that can get infected at any time.....etc.....etc. Just another means to make $$$ off naive victims who trust them. :/

And on another random note have come across stories over the past few years of multiple medical billing frauds happening around south Florida, including one here in Boca, another down in Miami, and elsewhere. Adding fraudulent things to people's mile long medical bills in the hopes they won't really look at it or question anything, jacking their bill total up by many thousands more so they can milk the insurance companies and such. So that's another form of it. It's always something with the medical establishment. Either always trying to route people (or their pets) into expensive and unnecessary surgeries and/or treatments, or slipping in fraudulent nonsense. The worst part is when people just blindly trust these clowns and actually believe they know what they're doing, and have any of our best interests in mind. !! I learned years ago that doctors were useless and don't go to them. I find ways to cure myself of anything that may ever come up, with over the counter remedies, supplements, diet change and talking to the body.
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This story isn't getting the level of attention it should, of course, even from truthers. I don't think a lot of people have even seen it. I only know about it because of Gab myself.

nypost.com/2023/01/19/jamie-lee-curtis-slamme

And I truly am surprised it's showing up at all in any of these mainstream sources. I did a Google search, expecting a coverup/web scrub, but the entire first pages of my search results were all about this. So it's real.

When you zoom in on the pic the kid looks dead IMO. (I posted the pic in the attached comment.) Not just a sleeping kid, or an abnormally pale kid who decided to take off all their clothes and bend themselves awkwardly into a tub for fun.

What's interesting to me is that Jamie Lee Curtis is pretty much universally described as "cool" and "classy." Like, what a cool lady she is, Such a cool chick, she's so classy and cool, etc. etc. She's pretty well liked by regular people, and any interviews or vid clips I've seen of her she indeed seems very cool, down to earth, mature, warm, wise, somebody who tries to make others feel at ease. Relaxed, but confident and charismatic, would be a good way of putting it.

What's also interesting is that Jamie Lee runs a children's charity. :/ Of course. I mean, of COURSE. Don't all these types hide behind children's charities?

Now, most of the regulars who actively read my stuff and comment/like are aware by this point about what really goes on in Pedowood Babylon, and what is required to make it to the top tier A list. (To put it bluntly - Raping, torturing and murdering children and babies.) But I'll be honest, I never got these kind of vibes from her, and I've always been good at sensing who's who and what's what with many celebs. You can see it in the eyes and facial expressions, the tones of voice, their energy in general. Though I will say the image of her below used by NY Post, she's got evil eyes. O.o (To clarify - I've never been a fan of Jamie Lee, I was always just neutral, though unnerved by her obvious trannyness. But otherwise neutral/didn't have a problem with her.) So it's making me realize..........there are some really good masqueraders out there, no doubt. That even my radar wouldn't normally suspect, despite what I intellectually know about who makes it to the top tier of Pedowood Babylon. And it still shocks me to this day that there are masqueraders among us who can just so easily come off as "cool" and charismatic, blending in SO well. :/

People don't just have artwork like this hanging on their wall though. Like somebody else on Gab noted, it's John Podesta-esque. A naked ~6-7 year old kid that looks ~24 hours dead, bent awkwardly into a plastic tub, which is exactly how some murdered children's bodies are found out in the world. In tubs, boxes, suitcases, etc., dumped somewhere.

And since we're on this subject, yeah, let's also address the 800 pound elephant in the room about Jamie Lee. A very manly face, one of the most flagrant "tranny" looking faces I've ever seen in the entertainment industry. Was given a boy's name. Post puberty in the "Halloween" movies had a chest that was flat as a board. Later got big implants to compensate. No hips. And has never carried/birthed her own kids, only adopted. Either this Hollywood royalty kid was purposely transgendered by her own high level, Old Hollywood, possibly Satanic parents; or she was born intersex and they decided to go with female, because as is sometimes the case, the junk isn't enough to be a full dude, just a very confusing "in between" where it's half and half. Whichever it is, Jamie is one of the few that I've never believed is a full female.

And now that her adopted son is grown, guess what....he is now an open Male to Female tranny that calls himself Ruby.

Until this pic emerged though I was leaning with just the accidental intersex thing, nature going wonky, versus some intentional Baphomet malice due to Satanic who knows what. And even despite her tranny kid. The multi-generational transgenderization doesn't automatically mean somebody would be into THIS level of things, right?? O.o Unfortunately maybe so. :/

There's a part of me too that questions when stuff like this comes out. Even if only for a "blip" moment before the post is deleted. How did this slip by her? Is she just so used to it all, growing up with it her whole life, that she forgot when she posted the pic? Was it done on purpose? If so, why? And why NOW? Things like this never happened before. After Comet Pizza, Q/Trump, etc. now something decided to amp things up times a million and get this info out there, so now many everyday people finally realize what their favorite stars and politicians and world leaders really get up to behind the scenes, and what they're required to do to make it to the top. And now things like this happen, helping to confirm it.
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In case the stories do go down I'm attaching a screencap of the picture in question so people can make up their own minds about whether my ruminations have validity.
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@LucyBurnett Not sure if you realize, but the link is broken..........
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NOTE: Updated on 1/30 with another serious injury incident that Tom and I suffered on the same night, this past August, which I forgot about. Tagging anybody who participated or reposted: @montalk @abducteejournal @guanajo @LucyBurnett @Dinosaurus12 @HiddenDimension .....


Recent anomalous nighttime injuries for Tom and I. (His recent wicked scratch pic below posted with permission from him.....)

In March of 2021 I mentioned on Gab that I woke up one day out of nowhere with a really bad back injury that was definitely NOT there when I went to bed. This was within a few months after joining Gab and actively posting about all kinds of truther material, especially about the poison jab and warning everybody away from it, but also including abductions and the hybrid breeding program agenda, especially in relation to what we see happening during these times. These posts also included actively promoting the Gab of @abducteejournal, whom I follow.

And I didn't just wake up with a very bad back injury (that made it difficult to walk and move normally, and which lasted for at least 3 weeks) there was also intense programming suddenly in my mind that wasn't there 24 hours before, giving me the strong desire to STOP POSTING ON GAB!!! Just a total aversion to the idea of posting here and feeling disgruntled with the entire thing. Even feeling like I completely f'ing SUCK and NEED TO DIE!!! O.o

Me being me though of course recognized the glaring obviousness of what was happening, in terms of heavy duty mind programming and tampering being done to me, so I pushed past it and kept posting, until the feeling went away. Did not let it stop me one bit. The back injury was so bad though I actually worried at times that it would never go away, and that I was permanently injured.

This would not be the first time in life I've been roughed up by abduction/MILABs, etc. elements, for lack of a better way to put it, as readers of my website and/or book know. in2worlds.net/anomalous-markings But it was the worst injury ever sustained at that time from an anomalous incident.

Then there was the incident this past August, 2022. Totally forgot about this until today, 1/30, as I edit this. !! But both Tom and I got injured on the same night, during the same window of time. I had gotten up at 4 in the morning to go to the bathroom, everything was fine with my body. Tom was still up, and everything was fine with him. I went back to bed. Tom later went to bed at about 5:30 a.m., which is actually early for him. And between that time, and when I later got up at 10 a.m....something happened to both of us. My legs/thighs were so jacked up I could barely walk for almost a WEEK. I described it as if I'd been forced to do 5,000 squats or something. And when I say I could barely walk, I mean it. I just dragged slowly around everywhere I went, hardly able to move my legs. It was kind of embarrassing, especially at work. Tom's right knee meanwhile hurt and was crunching, like he had cartilage damage. When he went to bed at 5:30 he had been perfectly fine.

Then last month, mid December of '22, it happened again. Haven't been doing anything new/different that would stoke "Stuff's" ire. But I woke up from one day to the next with a massive left shoulder blade/back ribs area injury out of nowhere, and which interfered with my life at the time (especially my job), as it rendered my left arm almost completely useless at some points. Could barely move that half of my body in any way. Took maybe 2 weeks? So that was disturbing. It wasn't any kind of normal injury, and Tom trying to massage it only made it way worse. Had to just not touch it at all, and keep it covered with lots of Tiger Balm after hot showers to get it to finally heal.

That latest injury followed on the heels of several instances where we're pretty positive "STUFF" had been in our apartment on multiple occasions, moving things around, and not only causing minor damage/problems/interference but even maybe taking stuff. O.o VERY flagrant activity that hasn't happened to us in YEARS. Not since Fort Lauderdale, 2002-2003, documented in my book, "Chasing Phantoms."

Then this week, Saturday night into Sunday, 1/22, Tom woke up with a vicious and alarming looking "scratch" on his inner left shin that was NOT there when he went to bed. There is absolutely NO way to account for this. It's on par with the pic of the vicious scratch on my upper right arm from 2012, shown in the above linked "Anomalous Markings"s write up. And I put scratch in quotes only because this doesn't look like any kind of normal scratch, especially because of the dots. Tom also noted the "scythe" shape of it. I've got a few other pics of anomalous scratches in the linked write up that also feature the dotting phenomenon. (CONTINUED IN ATTACHED COMMENT 👇👇👇 )
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Part 2:

There's no way to get a scratch like this and NOT be aware of it when it happens, or be bleeding all over stuff. There were also possible indicators of a minor struggle in terms of the bedding and such when he awoke.

The end result is that Tom just purchased an infrared, motion activated trail cam that's now trained on us when we sleep (and we sleep at different times, due to near opposite schedules). Enough is seriously enough. How many more vicious injuries rending me unable to walk or move?!? How many more deep, vicious and dangerous scratches like that??? These types of cams weren't readily available years ago, and for such a good price, but they are now. And now we're back to needing one. (Tom will most likely be elaborating on an analysis of his injury in an attached comment soon.)

Some of the apartment tampering stuff that was happening leading up to that last injury, from the trivial, to the big, and all of which is massively weird, I totally know, included:

- All my extra feminine products (talking about tampons and such, to put it bluntly) that I had stockpiled in the hall closet as part of my "prepping for supply chain shortage" supplies were gone. All of them. Which is impossible, because there's no way to use them all up so they all run out at the same time. Different products are used in different amounts. But like every abduction/anomalous programming incident, the mind is left feeling "foggy" about it all. You start just trying to vaguely rationalize things. "I guess I just used them all up and didn't pay attention...." "Things just got away from me....." Bullshit. The fogginess was so strong that when I was going to type this up I couldn't even remember if ALL the supplies were gone, or only most of them?? What exactly happened??? and I had to ask Tom. !!! But that's what happens with ANYTHING that relates to this subject. Even my really bad left shoulder injury from last month........had completely forgotten all about it, like it never happened. Just....lalala.....moved on with life.....don't think about it....forget it ever happened......don't think about it...... :/ I've talked about this phenomenon in relation to the "woo" in my book.

But to get things back to where it ideally should be ('cause I take my supplies prepping seriously! ;D ) it probably cost me over $200, and multiple trips to different stores over a several week period. So this was straight up theft, period. The thing is, one or both of us is pretty much always home. I may be gone 5 days a week at work....but Tom is ALWAYS here. So there's no way this is some normal "people break in theft when we were away." Not possible. And whoever took this stuff honed right in on it out of all things in the apartment. It's why Tom's even joked that it was time travelers from the future who somehow knew that stockpile was there. ;D

- The dish detergent incident. Several months ago "somebody" took one of the extra, brand new dish detergents that was under our kitchen sink and opened up the bottle and wedged it *upside down* between other things, a total impossibility to happen on its own, so that half the bottle wound up pouring out everywhere under the sink and onto the kitchen floor. NOT fun at all for Tom to have to clean, when he discovered it in the middle of the night when I was already in bed.

- The fish on the burner. Tom had just cleaned the stove burners and even replaced some of the burner plates with new ones, yet shortly after that when he turned the stove on the kitchen was soon filled with the rank smell of burning fish. Like somebody had put fish juice or something on the burner just so it would do that. A) we didn't even have any fish in the fridge or freezer at the time, so where TF was it coming from? And B) the only other potential source of fish were some extra cans of tuna that Tom had, on the very top shelf of the cabinets, which I can't even reach because I'm short. ;) And nor would I anyway, because I don't like tuna. As Abducteejournal jokingly pointed out, I'd complained on Gab a few times about idiots at work microwaving nasty fish and filling the place up with the stench (even posted a funny video about that from YT), so it was almost like something's devious homage to that. (CONTINUED IN ATTACHED COMMENT 👇👇👇)
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- My pants that had been moved. Totally trivial, but another "stop you in your tracks because you KNOW it's not right" thing. But also during this same time period I was looking for a pair of pants in the bedroom, where they should have been, but couldn't find them anywhere. Then found them.......out in the livingroom, strung over the back of my computer chair. Where they would NEVER EVER be. I would never either A) take my pants off there and just.....wander off with no pants on, or B) Take pants from the bedroom closet (or hamper, or the top of one of my plastic tubs where I sometimes toss my clothes) and inexplicably put them in the living room. For NO reason. So it was just another bit of petty weirdness to stop me in my tracks and "get my attention." Same as the fish. Same as the detergent. "Yeah, we were here. And while we're at it we're gonna mess up your shit, bust up your back and steal all your feminine products. Word."
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I've kind of become obsessed with these videos, about the lives of Siberian nomads, and/or the lives of people living permanently in the coldest villages on Earth in Siberia. !! Probably because I live a modern urban life in ridiculously hot south Florida. So it's as opposite as you can get in every way. Once I watched one vid a whole bunch of others were recommended, then I just fell down the hole. 😆

As intrigued as I am by the nomads' lives, I don't think it's better. I do however think that the ones living permanently in the Siberian villages are better that the life I'm leading, as well as the life that every single other person around me is living. The permanent villagers may be dealing with cold and snow in ways that most of us can't comprehend, but they seem to have loving, tight knit family units, cultural heritage, and a complete lack of the depraved idiotic nonsense that has infiltrated our modern urban world thanks to TV/movies/Hollywood, the media in general and the public school system. The men and women have their defined roles, and everybody has a purpose, including the kids. Unlike modern westernized society, where so manykids nowadays are kept infantalized - just helpless and useless and on the level of children well into their 20s, with helicopter parents that coddled them for everything, teaching them nothing. It's just so fascinating to me to see every aspect of their daily lives, and how things are as opposed to my crazy urban life in south Florida (comprised of Palm Beach County, Broward County and Miami-Dade County) where there are literally millions of people crammed into a small area of a tropical peninsula.

The nomads though, while fascinating, I can't help but think is a waste of time and energy. Agriculture was developed (or rather.......introduced to humans by "SOMETHING ELSE") to prevent the need for living such a life. So in a way this is truly the most primitive life you could have in modern times. On the one hand they're always moving, and they're always physically active, and live a life completely outdoors in nature, which can be extremely positive. But in general it's always the same thing. Day in and week out and year in and decade out and century in and millennia out. All they do is set up their complex tent homes, stay for 3-4 days, then pack it all up and move to the next site, following the reindeer herd. Reassemble it, stay for 3-4 days, then pack it all up and move the next site, following the herd.....repeat.....forever......for endless generations. Even though it's a physically active outdoors life it's also devoid of a lot of experience and variety that we get in our own lives. Each type of life has its pros and cons. (and trust me, I could go on for days about the cons of modern Westernized urban living.....)

I'll start with one of the channels I came across that talks about the lives of the permanent villagers in Siberia. Very interesting!

youtube.com/watch?v=n1TI2udDBl4&ab_channel=Ki

And more videos from that channel:

youtube.com/@KiunB/videos


And this is one of several channels I came across about the nomads. It's a good starter vid, to show how they construct their homes and then dismantle it all and relocate....again, and again, and again, and again..... And it shows what I mean by what is ultimately (IMO!) a waste of time and energy, and not a lifestyle I envy at all, but which I do find truly fascinating. No doubt, to survive a life like this you have to be truly hardcore....

youtube.com/watch?v=8gI6q4R8ih4

And another awesome channel, packed full of vids about everyday life of the Chukchi nomads. There's so many interesting vids you'll just have to take your pick:

youtube.com/@patrushevs_stories/videos

But can you imagine trying to explain to the nomads about the aliens, and the hybrids and their breeding programs to replace humans, and MILABs, with its MK Ultra experimentation being done on kids that were sold into the programs by their own parents, including parents who worked for military intelligence and were experimented on themselves, and the hyperdimensional "woo"........ 🤣 O.o It's another reason these vids fascinate me. There are SO-MANY-THINGS that don't even touch these people's lives, and yet have completely infiltrated mine since I was born. Watching vids of these Nomad kids....they may be dealing with -60F cold, but they're not dealing with inhuman (to the point of acting Reptilian) "parents" who sold them out/allowed them to be programmed since childhood in MK Ultra government/MILAB programs. O.o Pros and cons...........pros and cons............
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This one is gonna be one of those "oooh...she did NOT just go there....!" kinds of posts. But it's been kicking around in my mind for a LONG time, before Gab even existed. So this isn't merely because of “Gab culture.” And since Gab is the place for me to expand on subjects that are not relevant for my website, well....here we are. This is a big subject that you see harped on incessantly all around Gab, but it's recently made its way into more mainstream discussion thanks to Kanye West. What is it?

"THE JEWS!"

Now, one of my first ever Gab posts made sure to clarify that I do not subscribe to bigotry that paints everybody in a group - ANY group - with the same brush across the board, and that I take everybody as individuals. Let everybody prove themselves and speak for themselves. And I have blocked more than a few would-be followers who had some ugly slurs going on in just their Gab bios (and names) alone, painting entire groups with generalized brushes. Because there's a difference between intelligent, matter-of-fact discussion and then that.

So with that out of the way.....

The source that first brought "THE JEWS!" to my attention was Henry Makow, at least 20 years ago. One of the standout points for me, oddly enough, was how the porn industry is run by Jews, and often stars Jewish males...defiling gentile women. And he gave multiple examples. His point being that they take pride in doing that. But it stood out because it springboards to all other aspects of the entertainment industry, which I began to now pay attention to thanks to him. And something I noticed over and over again was the way in which any of the MAJOR boundary crossing, gross, debauched, perverse themed shows or movies were written by and directed/produced by, and often starring, Jews. Even shows and movies that overall are decent enough for 90, 95% of the content, BUT, always have to slip in some really perverse, gross, debauched and totally unnecessary “jokes” and subject matter for gratuitous purposes involving degrading sex, incest, beastiality, pedophilia, harm coming to babies and animals, gross bodily functions, and people behaving in degrading and humiliating ways. An undeniable pattern.

The short of it is this: There is a segment of the Jewish population who are in high up, powerful positions that are using those positions of power to accomplish several things. 1) Socially engineer the population towards Satanic ideals ("Do as thou wilt"); getting as many people as possible to lower themselves down and roll around in the mud with the pigs, so to speak, embracing behaviors and mindsets that are anti-God, Creation, goodness, beauty, morals/ethics, etc. and 2) "Smearing as many Gentiles' faces in the shit" as they can, so to speak. A literal war against non-Jews to degrade and debauch them, and whom they slander as Goyim and see as a sub-human work beast, put on this Earth to serve them. Get them to turn their backs on God, and especially a wholesome and honest Christian lifestyle, etc. etc. blah blah blah. And a lot of times it’s subtle, but when you wake up and start paying attention you’ll see this completely childish and compulsive *NEED* for many Jewish performers (including comedy) to be the constant contrarian against anything nice, wholesome and decent, and it’s just running RAMPANT in the – “elite” controlled – industry (where everybody needs to be in on the two agendas just mentioned above).

So at the worst, there is THAT group of Jews, identifying as Jews, but who are in many ways actually Satanic. As opposed to say, the everyday Jewish person we may be neighbors with or work alongside.

But, yeah, gonna go there too....

Is there a difference between the everyday Jewish person and say, a non Jew? Often times a big yes. And the short of that is, Culture. I see a lot of Gabbers likening the difference to something genetic, but I tend to think it's cultural differences that churn out people who, as adults, are now often behaving and carrying on in VASTLY different ways than their non-Jewish peers. Being conditioned since early childhood with belief systems and attitudes that are not inherent. But, I could be wrong. O.o

Back in early 2013 I worked for six weeks (all I could deal with before running for the hills) for an assisted living facility here in Boca. And it took me less than a week to see the GLARING difference between the Jews (New Yorker, primarily) who comprised about 80% of the residents, and the non Jewish residents. And you could know who was who not only based on last names/looks, but their personal charts, which listed their religion. (CONTINUED IN ATTACHED COMMENT 👇👇👇 )
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One of my favorite residents, Kaye, who was 90, rolled up to my desk during my first couple of days to introduce herself and chat, and asked me straight away, "Are you Jewish?" I shook my head no. She smiled wryly, looking around from her wheelchair. "Me neither. I’m Catholic." Then looked back at me. "We're surrounded in this place!" 🤣

Gonna be blunt here – many of the Jewish New Yorker residents were, bare minimum, ornery, but worst case scenario some of the meanest, nastiest people I’ve ever had to deal with. O.o Other traits included nonstop kvetching – i.e., complaining all the time about every stupid thing. Nothing ever seemed to be good enough, nothing seemed to make them happy. They could find fault with and nipick anything. It was so ingrained in them they didn’t even realize they were doing it. Just automatic, mindless behavior that had obviously been demonstrated to them growing up by all the adults around them, and which had been fully absorbed into their own personalities. Closely related to this was how there was also a total lack of gratitude. There were no thank yous, no appreciation for anything. And then “beating a dead horse”/rubbing somebody’s nose in shit.” It wasn’t enough to point out somebody had done something wrong. You just keep beating that dead horse, on and on, repeating yourself, and just GRINDING that person’s face in whatever stupid thing was wrong with a hateful face and over the top unnecessary berating. Berating was a BIG one. And no amount of berating/nose in shit was ever satisfactory. If you’d let them go on they’d do it for hours, couldn’t get enough. One lady, Bernice, tried this with me for something I had nothing to do with, full of demonic hate face, and mean, inappropriate level of berating and insults, and I finally just had to get up and leave the desk, go into the back office, until she got the hint and beat it.

Were these traits on display with the non Jews? NOOO. It was very black and white. So that’s what I mean about glaring differences. The Christians, no matter the denomination, were sweet and kindly, friendly, would say thank you and show appreciation, and didn’t complain. They were happier people in general, with pleasant faces, even despite their health issues. And even if they were also from New York. So……there you go. 🤣 It’s not just a New York thing, in case some people are thinking that.

There almost was an exception to this….almost. But no. 😉 Her name was Anna, and she was turning 100 during my brief stint in this hellhole. Tiny, spritely woman who always seemed happy and positive enough. Until the day she got into a discussion with Virginia, another one of my major fave residents, and who happened to be Irish Catholic. Next thing you know, the conversation was totally going off the rails as Anna “TURNED,” full Jeckyl and Hyde mode, suddenly angry and loudly proclaiming to the room that “JEWS ARE GOD’S CHOSEN PEOPLE!!!!” and other such declarations about Jewish supremacy. Virginia was taken aback and immediately like “uh oh…!” scared. Anna wouldn’t be placated until Virginia was willing to admit to the room that Yes, Jews are the supreme people and God’s chosen. Once Anna’s bullying succeeded she immediately calmed down….anger melted away…..back to looking kind and pleasant…. O.o I was shocked, because I had no idea that side of her existed.

But this wasn’t news to me in 2013. 10 years before I’d worked for 2 ½ years at a major property management company in Fort Lauderdale, where many of the property managers were Jewish New Yorkers, and again, some of the most ornery, miserable, nasty and impossible people I’ve ever had to work with.

So yes, even I of all people, Little Miss “take everybody as individuals,” cannot deny by this point in life that in general, there is a major cultural difference between Jews and non Jews. I still take everybody as individuals, wanting people to surprise me, and sometimes people do. But there is an issue.

Several of the meanest bosses I’ve ever dealt with? Jewish. O.o A pattern I’ve seen with them is sadism. Wanting to grind people down for the dumbest shit, berating and insulting, really enjoying the attacks and going out of their way to find shit to attack people about if nothing really existed, because it was just THAT fun. And in general creating *FEAR.* Because fear = respect to them. These guys NEEDED to see that their workers were afraid of them. Another aspect of the everyday Jew that I have seen, tying into the bosses, is/was the need to always remind people of whatever "good" things they may have done for you/given to you. Keeping tabs. Holding it over you. None of it is truly altruistic. It's conditional, to be used against you/grind your face into it later as a weapon. (CONTINUED IN ATTACHED COMMENT 👇👇👇 )
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One of the worst stories I heard concerning my former Jewish boss was how when he was traveling in NYC (with company employees who witnessed this), he barked angrily at his lady friend to take her (expensive!) handbag BACK out of the taxi cab rear seat and put it down on the sidewalk, then made the taxi cab driver pick it back up for her, and put it back in the cab. O.o JUST so my now former boss could make sure the taxi cab driver “KNEW HIS PLACE” underneath him.

That’s a “takes the cake” level story. And yeah, who were some of *the* nicest bosses I’ve ever worked for? (A brother and sister who co-ran the company they inherited from their father) And I even told them they were the nicest people I've ever worked for in Florida as I was giving my notice, so they knew it wasn’t about them personally. But yeah…raised Catholic, and went to Catholic schools their entire education, right through 12th grade.

At a certain point you can’t NOT notice the pattern. But again, my theory is that it’s cultural, especially for the everyday Jewish people. And especially for those of the Northeast U.S./New Yorker Jewish persuasion. Way more than say, an everyday Jew from Israel or something. Gonna be honest - there is no worse culture in my personal experience of almost 50 years on this planet than the Jewish New Yorker culture as a whole. Nobody tops them.

For the “elite” Jews that are trying to run the world, it is not only cultural, but that actual purposeful Satanic angle, and an actual “war with Christians/Gentiles,” as elaborated on in Part 1. And I’m fully aware of the divide and conquer concept, and how these “elites” are also serving the double purpose of really making the rest of the Jews look bad by superficial group affiliation. But IMO, it still NEEDS to be noticed, and people NEED to be mindful about who/what the source is when they’re consuming entertainment, whether shows, movies or music. Because so often there is that pattern, so start paying attention if you weren’t already. The subject matter that’s being featured, the “jokes” and “humor” that are being presented, are there for the very pointed reasons mentioned in Part 1. It’s not for nothing. This world isn’t what most people think it is, and there are some very nasty forces operating through empty human shells in all groups and areas of society, with very evil agendas, but not least of all the entertainment industry.

I’m going to have an additional Part 4 addendum, where I continually add some of the most glaring examples of Jewish created/controlled shows/movies/music that I can think of that is just perverse, debauched, boundary crossing/inappropriate and clearly designed with the two purposes mentioned in Part 1, especially the Satanic component, to illustrate this undeniable point.
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Alright, so time for the "entertainment" examples I was promising at the end of Part 3. Totally random in no particular order, and I'll keep adding as I think of examples. I know it'll extend into a part 5, so here we go....

The most recent example is a movie I came across a mention of in a comment on YT, called "Midsommar," from 2019. The comment on YT was from a woman mentioning this movie, which I'd never heard of until seeing her comment, and how this movie really stuck with her in a very bad, dark way after watching it, creating very bad vibes. When I was reading that it immediately called to mind a movie that had done the same exact thing to me, (referenced in an earlier Gab post about demonic energies being infused into movies and shows) called "Hereditary," from 2018. I don't know WTF happened, but by the end of "Hereditary" I felt like I needed to bathe in holy water, dead serious, because I could feel I had something very negative "on me," and I couldn't shake it off. It began to become an actual serious thing for me, so Tom decided to lay his hands on me to help, see if that did anything, and WHOOSH! immediately "It" lifted off of me and was gone. 100% back to normal, one second to the next.

I looked up "Midsommar" out of curiosity after reading that YT comment, and guess what? ;) The writer and director is Ari Aster - who also wrote and directed "Hereditary." Yeah, go figure. From Wiki: "Aster was born into a Jewish family in New York City on July 15, 1986...." Of course. I looked up the plot description of "Midsommar" on Wiki and holy shit.........it just gets worse, and worse, and darker and nastier as the movie goes along. It ends with the main character named......Christian......being burned/tortured alive in a ritual ceremony as the bad guys win I guess, who mock/imitate his wails of pain and terror, and his girlfriend slowly smiles off to the side, watching him die slowly and painfully. Of course. :/ A very much intended double meaning.
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Then we have 2005's "Hostel," a torture porn horror movie that I've never seen, that was both written and directed by (of course) Eli Roth. The name speaks for itself.
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Then we have this gem, from Sarah Silverman: youtube.com/watch?v=GSrhJGGDqx0 The top comment sums it up best: "This doesn't even make sense comedically, it's like saying "I'd love to kill my perfectly sweet and kind grandma" and thinking it's a hilarious punchline." Exactly.
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Then we have writer/actress/director/producer Lena Dunham. There's not even enough space to devote to this creature. The word shameless is the only word that fits. Her main claim to fame was the HBO show "Girls," which she wrote, directed and starred in. And granted, you have to have genuine talent to pull that off, and I won't even deny that she doesn't. However, Girls never missed an opportunity to insert explicit gratuitous sex scenes and as much debauched weirdo behavior and themes as possible, on top of Dunham's almost compulsive need to be always be stripping off full nude and showing the world all the goods on a regular basis, despite being fat and unattractive. It was to the point of being a declaration of war on society. "You think I'm fat and ugly, so I'm going to just force my naked self on the world as much as possible! haha, take that!" Later she gained notoriety when she wrote a bio book mentioning cavalierly how she molested her younger sister as kids. :/ Girls went out of its way to check every box of every thing that the far left loves to promote and celebrate, from mental illness, to narcissism, LBGQT, going out of one's way to be as ugly/fat/sloppy/unkept and unfeminine as possible, hedonism/debauchery and total lack of morals. Dunham has that textbook compulsive *NEED* mentioned earlier to always be inserting dirtiness in to everything at every turn, being at war with niceness, beauty and morals. So there were definitely a few shocking and very gratuitous scenes throughout the show designed with that in mind. (Like one episode's "hit the ground running" opening scene, featuring the character of Marnie just.....standing around in a kitchen getting her ass eaten out by her boyfriend. So a straight female behaving like a gay male weirdo.) So when I say shocking and gratuitous it's not an exaggeration. It was a show that was very much about promoting agendas.
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@BeachMilk What??? Only bubble wrap and seatbelts?? No helmets and face shields??! CHILD ABUSE!!! CHILD ABUSE!!!
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@BeachMilk Children's hospitals are an entire industry. Sickly, bald chemo'd children lying in beds due to endless cancers, including leukemia. But how common was leukemia, aka, blood cancer, before vaxxes? Were kids dropping like flies from cancers back in the 1800s and earlier? And of course Autism. Don't even need to get into that one. We all know the deal. I truly believe most of the bizarre disorders that people are afflicted with over the past 50 years directly stem from vaxxes. They create the disorders, disabling and killing half the population in some form or another, then make $$$ on the "treatments," that are often just as bad. I never had a vax shot in my adult life and walked away from a high paying temp job back in 2014 that was requiring mandatory flu shots. I wouldn't get one under any circumstance, let alone for some dumb transitory job.
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@Antares_Theophylline @HiddenDimension Love how instead of listening to all the endless people who tell him he complains too much he instead defends it and then disengages with them. Then keeps complaining. 🙄 I would say the level of complaining that northeast Jews in particular engage in (and that Reddit guy is a Jewish New Yorker) is full on pathological. They cannot seem to NOT complain about EVERY-THING. The most pessimistic, glass is half empty people I've ever encountered. Nothing is good. Even when it is. Nothing goes right for them. Even when it does.

Meanwhile there's me.......who had a post devoted to the whole "Pollyanna" concept early last year I think. About MY pathological need to always look on the bright side of things and how I unconsciously say the glass is half full. How when anything goes "wrong" always look for how much worse it truly could have been, have that basis of comparison, and be very grateful for how much worse things didn't go. And because I do that I'm able to see how I actually have protection at work in my reality, helping to minimize, if not flat out undo, accidents and no-nos. Being appreciative and grateful and optimistic is necessary for mental and spiritual wellbeing.

If I only complained all the time and could only see the negative and ugly like the northeast Jews I've known I truly feel like it would kill me. I actually had MILABs MK programming years ago that was trying to get me to go that way. "YOU WILL ONLY SEE WHAT'S WRONG AND UGLY IN THE WORLD! YOU WILL ONLY SEE WHAT'S WRONG AND UGLY IN THE WORLD! YOU WILL ONLY SEE WHAT'S WRONG AND UGLY IN THE WORLD!" because "Stuff" knew the effect that would have on my entire reality. I woke up and busted Them in the act of trying to instill this programming, as mentioned in my book. Even after busting Them and knowing the programming had been given to me it was still a difficult mindset to get myself out of for the next week or so.

Think these two skits from "Crazy Ex Girlfriend" completely sum up the Jewish pathological need to be mean, constantly nitpick, criticize and complain, keep tabs, guilt trip and be perpetual victims:

"Where's the Bathroom?"
youtube.com/watch?v=VJg1zRgkbno

(What a hateful character that mom is. O.o Wow....)

"Remember That We Suffered":
youtube.com/watch?v=iLNa-ocdryY

So you're right.....they are absolutely self aware! 🤣

02:37 "Getting fatter by the minute....on this greasy Goyas food...." :/ Yes. Very, VERY self aware.
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@MrJoePrich youtube.com/watch?v=BS3jbaeseT8
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@butterfliesRfree This happens all around south Florida, and has for decades. Happened only like a month ago where I'm located. A coworker of mine came into work laughing and shaking her head because she saw on her way to work a bunch of freshly landed boat migrants running amok in the streets of Pompano Beach with the Coast Guard after them. A coworker years ago in Fort Lauderdale witnessed a raft landing on Fort Lauderdale Beach, and how once they hit shore they scattered in all directions, including a woman holding a baby.
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Not in the best of moods for the past week and a half, lots of dark thoughts, and then this video crosses my path, thanks to Tom. 🤣 🤣 🤣

youtube.com/watch?v=38PB3sBZxf4
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@BeachMilk "There were no aliens, but people were made to believe there were by the lying mainstream media."

Somebody didn't watch the movie. The entire movie was about aliens. There was a bit of plot twist at the end involving the military trying to trick the teens at the base into killing real humans that weren't actually possessed by the alien consciousnesses, for their own reasons, and then the requisite "aliens who now sympathize with the humans and don't agree with the invasion and are trying to help the humans," but there was a very real alien invasion throughout the *entire* movie. Just look up the plot on Wiki. How does somebody get this wrong if they've actually seen the movie? O.o
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@BeachMilk

Let's call them what they are. Satanic lodges.

bitchute.com/video/Yhv9ZMby68Ig/

It's a five hour video, but watching it sped up helps. And worth the watch. Regardless of what people may think of Altiyan Childs himself, or his motivations for doing this video, the information itself is the most comprehensive I've ever come across in terms of exposing Freemasonry for what it really is. I've likened it to a college course. Just disregard the weird manipulations throughout, where he panders to the skeptics with all the "Still think I'm crazy? Still don't believe this is true?...."
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Time for some Saturday afternoon "best funny memes I've come across recently."

Some of these you have to be just the right age to get the references. ;)

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So, just saw my upteenth "women who don't have children are suck ass libtards and women who do have kids, especially white kids, are saviors of the Earth" post here on Gab (slight paraphrase ;) ) and since this is a topic that I've wanted to talk about for ages I figured....why not. Today will be that day. ;)

Let's start out by saying, I'm of the philosophy that everybody has to do what's right for them. However, the majority of the mainstream Gab posts that make it into the Hot Posts/Top Posts, besides being one dimensional, unoriginal and repetitive, are also very black/white simpleton low IQ thinking. "EVERYBODY IN [GROUP] IS GOOD! EVERYBODY IN [GROUP] IS BAD!" "EVERYBODY MUST ONLY LIVE [whatever whatever] WAY!!" etc. It's something I've rolled my eyes about since my first week of joining. According to mainstream Gab, if you're not ticking all the boxes (Christian, and they mean the RIGHT type of Christian; White, Guns, Flag, and women dressed like the Amish with full floor length skirts and long sleeve shirts that button up to the neck, having as many kids as possible, while living completely off the grid/on the land, growing and raising 100% of everything you use and need, making all clothes by hand, etc.) then you're basically a piece of shit. (Slight paraphrase. ;) )

Meanwhile there's me.....who pretty much ticks NONE of those boxes. But doesn't align with standard liberalism either. Don't have fluorescent green or pink hair, face poked full of piercings, giant "nerdy hipster androgynous glasses" dominating my face, body covered in tats, dressed as bizarre and ugly as possible, stamping my feet and screaming that the world owes me something, being a lazy mooch with my hand out, hating on men, "the patriarchy!!" but while sleeping with as many of them as I can find, and/or hooking up with chicks just to be edgy and rebellious and cool, and losing my marbles over "pro abortion!!" rights and "pro Socialism/Communism!!" ideals.

Yet the rest of my life and lifestyle? Grossly misaligns with the "Gab approved lifestyle!" 🙄 Live in an urban area, because I've never had the money to go buy private land and custom build some home on it in the middle of nowhere. Not married, but partnered up. And will never be married - pretty much phobic about the idea. (which works out perfectly for anti-marriage Tom as well. 🙂 ) And I absolutely work to support my own self. Anything I personally own I paid for with my own money. And not with credit cards either. And doing this since years before I was even on my own (which was 18). Started working at 13, running my own little babysitting service that I even advertised for, and buying my own school clothes in full to alleviate the burden off my parents. Then later had to help take care of my younger brother for all of his stuff. Completely phobic about not being able to support myself/not being self reliant, and need to know also that I could, in theory, support anybody close to me IF needed. And no kids, and will never have any anyway 'cause I'm too old. ;) (48)

Readers are probably starting to piece together why and how I turned out the way I am. So yeah, not a raging liberal....but definitely NOT leading the "Gab approved lifestyle! 🙄 Life puts you in a position early on....and it shows you. Loud and clear.

(CONTINUED IN ATTACHED COMMENT 👇👇👇 where we delve into the "woo!" aspect of all of this.....)
Carissa_Conti
Part 2

Watching your parents in some toxic distortion, where your stay at home (abusive, resentful, mentally ill) "mother" is being purposely treated as a helpless child - with no car or $$ of her own, trapped in the middle of nowhere. While the dad gets to leave and go to work everyday, and cheat freely if he wants. Which you later see coming at you or all your female coworkers as an adult, out in the working world, being hit on by married men at the various restaurants/cocktail bars, hotels and offices you work at. "When the cat's away the mice will play." :/ Meanwhile as their stay at home wives are back in suburbia......and in multiple instances, calling the office multiple times a day to talk to their men in a desperate, needy and sometimes outright suspicious way.....because they know. They know he's completely surrounded by cute females all day long, and they don't trust him. And they want to keep reminding him of her, locked up miles away. It's no way to live. But if I had 10 bucks for every time my "mom" melted down to me about being "Trapped like a rat!!" O.o You may be a kid....but you see it. You hear it.

The big messages you learn: Being married and some stay at home mom = trapped. Powerless. Helpless. DANGER! Make sure to NEVER EVER make that same mistake. Have a long term monogamous boyfriend, absolutely...but NEVER legally bind yourself helplessly to him. And NEVER rely on him financially. ALWAYS have your own $$ and your own independence and power. NEVER not be free to bail out at a moment's notice, no strings attached, if shit hits the fan.

As always, everybody has to do what's right for them. And many people make it to adulthood having not witnessed firsthand what I describe here, or being ingrained with these messages. But let's be real...this modern society is often NOT conducive for people being able to carve out the "Gab approved lifestyle!" 🙄

Then......we get into the "woo" aspect of things. Not only the spiritual, but also the so-called conspiracy. Because if you're an abductee, or a MILAB, then there's a WHOLE other component going on with your life, and even more reasons why you wind up not having kids. But starting with the spiritual, I can say that I was 9 when I first realized I wasn't here to do what my parents did and to duplicate the life that they, and everybody else, live. My mom was frowning at me and making some comment about "....when you have a husband and children...." and my 9 year old self just looked up at her, feeling puzzled, and matter-of-factly informed her I wouldn't be having either. I just knew. She looked back at me, caught off guard. The knowing was "I'm not here to be you. I'm here for bigger things." Felt like a 5000 year old trapped in the body of a child.

(Continued in attached comment 👇👇👇)
Carissa_Conti
Part 3

And to clarify, bigger things didn't mean some power career. It tied into the whole "splinter in the mind" thing I was plagued with since as far back as I can remember. A nagging feeling, every single day of my life, always there like a script running in the background, making me feel and know that there was this BIG THING!!! that I was here to do. It's out there. And I will find it. And being the domestic homemaker stay at home mom, raising kids while my "HUSBAND!" is running around cheating on me out in the world was NOT it. I didn't come here for that.

In 2006 that lifelong splinter in the mind disappeared abruptly, literally overnight, from one day to the next, only after "Chasing Phantoms" was not only written and made available for digital download, but then became available as a physical hardcopy for purchase via Lulu Press. The book that literally poured out of me, up to 16 hours a day, 7 days a week, for three months straight, almost like it was channeled by my higher self. There was a three month lag time between the digital version going up - splinter was still there - and then the physical hardcopy being made available (in July 2006), to start being shipped all over the world. Something that will transcend the internet and the digital, lasting well beyond. Something almost permanent. And only then did the splinter abruptly disappear. I didn't consciously expect anything with the advent of the book, wasn't looking for anything at all, had no idea. So when it happened....there's no words. That feeling had been a part of me for literally my *entire life.* As far back as I can remember. And then one morning I woke up, the day after the book was officially uploaded to Lulu Press......and it was gone. It was WILD. I was left feeling so void that I even sought out an intuitive to find out "What am I supposed to do with myself now?!?!?"

But it wouldn't have been possible with kids. I don't care what the psychotic mainstream Gabbers say. Kids would have derailed my entire life mission. And Tom's. If other people want to have kids....awesome, truly, you do you. But I'm tired of all females who don't have them being portrayed universally as evil libtards. Some of us don't have them for reasons that the mainstream simpleton pea brain Gabbers can't even wrap their heads around.

And as mentioned, if you're a lifelong abductee, or a MILAB, somebody who was sold into government MK programs to be experimented on, used and raped.....having kids isn't exactly your top priority in life, let me tell you. You don't bring kids into that multi-generational situation. Something else mainstream psychotic Gabbers don't know about, and can't wrap their little black/white simpleton pea brains around. :/ (IF they're even people. Most come off as one dimensional A.I. 'bot programs.)

So, just some thoughts on not having kids, on a random Thursday night......!
Carissa_Conti
Part 3

In 2006 that lifelong splinter in the mind disappeared abruptly, literally overnight, from one day to the next, only after "Chasing Phantoms" was not only written and made available for digital download, but then became available as a physical hardcopy for purchase via Lulu Press. The book that literally poured out of me, up to 16 hours a day, 7 days a week, for three months straight, almost like it was channeled by my higher self. There was a three month lag time between the digital version going up - splinter was still there - and then the physical hardcopy being made available (in July 2006), to start being shipped all over the world. Something that will transcend the internet and the digital, lasting well beyond. Something almost permanent. And only then did the splinter abruptly disappear. I didn't consciously expect anything with the advent of the book, wasn't looking for anything at all, had no idea. So when it happened....there's no words. That feeling had been a part of me for literally my *entire life.* As far back as I can remember. And then one morning I woke up, the day after the book was officially uploaded to Lulu Press......and it was gone. It was WILD. I was left feeling so void that I even sought out an intuitive to find out "What am I supposed to do with myself now?!?!?"

But it wouldn't have been possible with kids. I don't care what the psychotic mainstream Gabbers say. Kids would have derailed my entire life mission. And Tom's. If other people want to have kids....awesome, truly, you do you. But I'm tired of females who don't have them being portrayed as evil libtards.

And as mentioned, if you're a lifelong abductee, or a MILAB, somebody who was sold into government MK programs to be experimented on, used and raped.....having kids isn't exactly your top priority in life, let me tell you. You don't bring kids into that multi-generational situation. Something else mainstream psychotic Gabbers don't know about, and can't wrap their little black/white simpleton pea brains around. :/ (IF they're even people. Most come off as one dimensional A.I. 'bot programs.)

So, just some thoughts on not having kids, on a random Thursday night......!
Carissa_Conti
Intermittently I've done posts dealing with the whole child exploitation issue happening in this world. To put it mildly. On the flip end of the spectrum let's take a look at another subject that I have passionate feelings about - the total infantalization of Westernized youth over the past ~25 years or so.

Let's start out taking a look at what my dad's youth was like. Born in 1949 in Manhattan, NYC, to parents who were also native New Yorkers. He spent his youth in the 50s running around in the streets of NYC, playing stickball and baseball with his friends, jumping off the Palisades cliffs to swim in the polluted Hudson, getting the shit kicked out of him at home by his psychotically abusive dad who was literally throwing him across the room into walls as a small boy (until my grandma divorced him when my dad was 10, due to his ongoing affair with another woman....just following in the footsteps of his own [Italian immigrant] serial cheater dad......and a pattern my dad would later repeat....] getting the shit kicked out of him by nuns at the Paraochial school that he attended until 8th grade....and hopping freight trains out of the city.......at like 10 years old. O.o Expert freight train hopper as a kid. Lost his virginity at 15 to the 30-something woman in the neighborhood who had a thing for fucking teen guys, and worked her way through every single one in the neighborhood; was playing in multiple local high school rock bands as the guitarist or drummer, drinking hardcore (including the time he passed out on the train tracks on his way home at around 17, then crawled his way to the front door of his mom's covered in his own vomit, where his mom found him and yanked him inside and tossed him in the shower fully clothed); getting into fights left and right, and just banging as many girls as he could get before he even graduated. All the while during high school also raising his three younger half siblings from his mom's second marriage, with the help from his sister Lynn. Feeding them, changing diapers, giving them baths, cleaning the entire house until 1 in the morning, the entire works, because his mom (my grandma) refused to get out of bed and do anything, while his step dad was out working as a blue collar, low wage bus driver. (It's why when his own firstborn happened - me - he was a total old pro at dealing with babies and young children. Knew his way around that shit like nobody's business.)

Bus drivers don't make bank. So that means there was never enough food in the house. As the oldest male he was always forced to eat last. Which meant by the time things got around to him there was often no food left, so he just went without. Which is why, between the lack of food and smoking cigarettes since a kid and crazy, hell raising lifestyle he was skinny as a rail.

So that's a good basis of comparison of what "kids" back in the day were going through. But it doesn't even compare to what kids before him in NYC were contending with. Working in factories for at least 12 hours a day....at 5, 6, 7 years old. Running wild in the streets, with cigs hanging out of their mouths like old men. Trying to join the military to fight in WWI and WWII, as young teens. Etc.

Then we flash forward to the present day. Where 16 and 17 year old dudes are being referred to as "CHILDREN!!!"

This is a MAJOR next level pet peeve of mine. I am so sick of the infantalization that's taken place in the past few decades to try to stunt people to the level of helpless, useless, small children. And you can't discuss it anywhere on mainstream 'net sites without being labeled as some advocate of pedophilia. O.o !!! I'm coming from a place of just straight up understanding what my dad went through - and was capable of - at such a young age. And then watching what my little brother was capable of by the time he was 10. Words have meaning, and we'll get back to the use of the word "children" in a moment. (Continued in attached comment 👇👇👇)
Carissa_Conti
Part 2, continued...

Then there's my "mom." She was born in NYC in 1953, with an equally f'd up childhood. Let's just say that one of the highlights at 12 years old in Brooklyn was just trying to make her way home after school every day through the Puerto Rican girl gang territory. Hide behind a dumpster until the coast was clear.....dart to the next safe place to hide and wait, watching the girls in the distance as they roamed around swinging chains, ready to kick anybody's ass who crossed their path. Bit by bit, run/hide, run/hide your way home, just trying to get from point A to point B. Then when she was home getting the shit kicked out of her by her hellraising delinquent older brothers, where rape/sexual abuse was later alluded to, but never definitively confirmed, and being worked like Cinderella by an alcoholic abusive widowed mother. Smoking cigs by 12 and doing ANY drug or alcohol she could get her hands on. And hooking up with high school seniors like my dad, when she was only 14 in 8th grade. And where she was so hardcore she was trying to convince him to do drugs even HE wouldn't touch, as he later relayed to me. O.o Then he leaves for Vietnam as she entered high school, and wrote to him throughout his entire 4 years....but also while dating the town drug dealer. Who dies in a car accident at only 16....while she was riding in the passenger seat, and somehow lived.

So I have very mixed feelings about who should be deemed a "CHILDREN!" If you're raising other people's children are you a children? If you're working - like to the point of starting your own little business, and advertising yourself like I was at only 13, creating your own perfect little signs with the perfectly measured rip off tabs and taking phone calls for new clients in the middle of dinner on the phone in the livingroom, interviewing them while taking notes on a pad, answering their own interview questions- and contributing financially to the household, are you a children? If you have that intense drive to be out there, making your own money, living on your own, completely taking care of yourself and doing your own thing as a teen, like both me and my brother did, are you a children? If you know how to handle yourself and look out for yourself when your parents won't do their job to even feed or clothe you anymore, like my brother was, are you a children? If you're an expert freight train hopper, fucking women in their 30s, raising your very young baby/toddler siblings, getting falling down drunk and playing in rock bands at only 15, 16 years old, are you a children?

I've leave off with a job hunting anecdote mentioned in passing here on Gab in the comments. But there I was last year, mid 2022, looking for a job. A rep from a well known national staffing/recruiting agency had reached out to me due to my resume posted on Indeed. She thought she had a handle on who I was based on our initial Zoom interview, and so put forth a job opening she thought I'd dig. A fun, energetic and youthful company, forget the industry, but where they even have a slide that goes from the second floor to the first! as she relayed in an enthusiastic way. :/

A freaking SLIDE? Just trying to conjure THAT image, of all these infantalized Millennials and Gen Z'ers sitting down to slide their way down to the first floor. It was an immediate HARD no from me. I was 47 at the time, despite how I may appear and sound. I sarcastically wondered to myself if they have a bounce house in the lobby and serve tater tots in the kitchen. :/ Seriously.....WTAF? Infantalization is NOT my background. I don't come from that lineage.

This one job was a good representation though of what we see happening all over society nowadays. 20 somethings who are on par with young children. "Triggered!" by the most ridiculous shit. Unable to handle a contradictory opinion without interpreting it as being full on attacked by vicious! mean! people! Unable to handle ANY amount of stress or reality or negative anything. Still living with their parents who micromanage their lives. Or like what I saw at one of my previous jobs at a high end digital marketing agency here in south Florida - 20 something males who still lived at home with mommy, who cooked and cleaned and did their laundry for them, wearing Sesame Street T-shirts to work, sitting on bouncy balls instead of regular chairs, and decorating their work spaces with Lego play sets. Now flash back to what my dad was doing at that age, and who was a Vietnam Navy/Naval Intelligence reporting to the NSA vet by the ripe old age of 22, married at 22, first kid by 24. Flash back to his dad, who was a WWII Navy vet by the age of 22. Or my other grandfather who was a WWII Marines vet by the age of 22.

I don't have enough disdain for what's currently happening nowadays. Soon the extended childhood will creep up to the age of 30. And beyond. (Continued in attached comment 👇👇👇)
Carissa_Conti
Part 3

I also have/had disdain for my piece of shit child abusing grandfather who beat the shit out of my dad as a small boy, throwing him across rooms, into walls. It's why, when I was driving past Rahway, NJ in 2007 where he lived I had zero interest in finding him. Drove right on past that horrific smelling cesspool. I may have my issues with my dad, but I can still see him as that little innocent blond boy, being abused by that psycho with no redeeming qualities. Fuck him. I don't hang with child abusers. Tom's theorized that my dad actually sustained some sort of head injury from all that abuse, which altered him. I agree.

But the pendulum has swung from one extreme - true, actual small children working in factories for 12 hours a day in abusive and extreme situations, and which still currently exists throughout the world - to the other. Adults being infantalized and kept in a prolonged, sometimes neverending, state of weak, helpless, useless childhood.

My generation (X) is one of the last where the majority of us had some sort of eye raising things going on that would get parents nowadays arrested. Looking at one of my exes named Gary for instance, back in SoCal in 1995. His single/divorced immigrant Asian mother was a flight attendant for Air China, which was based out of LAX, which means....she was never home. He was 16, 17, 18 years old, with his own car, practically raising himself. Same as his sister who was two years younger than him. They both had their own cars, got themselves up for school every day, made their own food and just took care of themselves while she was gone for literally weeks at a time, doing who knows what. The bills were paid and there was food in the house. There was just no parents around. When I first met him he was 18 going on 19, still living at home, enrolled in college, his sister was 16, in 11th grade, and she had a boyfriend who was sleeping over. I only met his mom once, when she finally decided to wander back home, discovering that I had moved in because I temporarily needed a place to stay and Gary had offered it. But I was earning my keep by cleaning up the place ;D and she just rolled with it in a friendly, good natured way. Totally didn't mind, and appreciated the cleaning. Then she was gone again. Never did see her again. Can you imagine that nowadays? Or like the Asian part time receptionist chick I once worked with back in 2004 in south Florida. Already graduated high school by 16, now in college, living on her own with her boyfriend, and working to support herself. Or Tom's mom back in Singapore. 9 years old and working the family restaurant by herself at times. Cooking all the food, ringing people up, cleaning, etc. I like to joke that "In Asia you don't get a childhood!" ;D Or just Asian culture in general. It's wild. They treat their kids very different in Asian culture.

And I've often talked about how my own childhood was spent with me "wandering the Earth" as I jokingly refer to it....starting at 1 1/2. Going to the AM/PM Minimart gas station in an urban area by myself at 4, with money my "mom" had given me to get rid of me, navigating traffic and standing amongst the big old adults all around me to pay. Walking to/from school....NEVER with an adult, starting at 4, in kindergarten, until 7, when we moved. Even at 4 it never occurred to me to deviate. Just obediently walked to/from school like a good little kid, obeying. Knowing my way. Knowing how to look out for myself. And just always out wandering around at that age, going wherever I wound up wandering. But looking back at the childhoods my parents had....is it any wonder?

There needs to be a balanced middle ground, as with all things. Where humans are recognized for the potential we have, and which manifests at a young age, because we are a very capable species, but while not being abused and exploited to the extreme. I'm tired of the language in particular, the use of the word "CHILDREN!" to describe 17 year old hulking males who, in many instances, may only be weeks or months away from joining the military, being handed weapons and sent overseas to kill for their country. That's not a "CHILDREN!" and society needs to stop using that word for them. As stupid as it seems it's bothered me for instance when I've heard of big ol' 17 year old males being housed at "Children's Hospitals," because they're technically months under the age of 18. They should be in an adult's hospital. It just doesn't make any sense to me. The word "CHILDREN!" should only be reserved for true and actual, small, underage, defenseless children, and should never be used beyond a certain point. After a certain point switch to another word. Words have meaning. And "CHILDREN!" is not the right word for 15 and beyond. Even "teen" is better, because it has a different connotation.

Anyway, just my opinions on yet another Thursday night....!
Carissa_Conti
@Antares_Theophylline Thanks for posting your story. It's very interesting and well thought out. I knew people growing up who were also in many of the same situations you described, but who were still transitioning to adulthood. I've known people who came from two parent households and single parent households, living in rural areas, suburbia and full on cities, being an only child and having siblings, people who went to college and those who didn't. Just a wide variety of circumstances. Something is very different nowadays with the 20 somethings. When I was in my 20s I never heard of such a thing where 20-something males in the working world were wearing Sesame Street T shirts to work, sitting on bouncy balls for chairs, decorating their work spaces with toys. There's something else accounting for this that for the most part doesn't fall into a lot of the things you mentioned in your post. There's an infantalization factor happening that's separate from the other factors. And it starts first and foremost with....the parents.

It's our parents' jobs to teach us things, including life skills, and to instill responsibility into us, how the world works, allow us to take on personal tasks, chores and responsibilities for ourselves, and help us transition into adulthood. Something is obviously going VERY wrong in that department nowadays. There was an overall cultural trend/transition to a helicopter micromanaging parenting style years ago where parents started feeling like they had to do everything for their kids. Protect them and shield them from anything and everything, thinking that would somehow create a positive outcome, when all it did was handicap their kids and left them completely unprepared for how to do anything in the real world. I've watched all these clips of the "Dr." Phil show, and it was such a cliche show topic. Over and over, crippled "adult" children who had been helicopter parented into the ground, and were now still living at home, having everything done for them, acting like big whiny selfish narcissistic babies, often times not working and mooching financially off their parents. Something that was absolutely unheard of decades ago. My grandparents' generation were not parented that way, and did not parent that way themselves. So this trend started with the Boomers, and the way they began parenting my generation post WWII. Which is why Gen X is both a generation of people who had........very free and risque childhoods, the kinds that would see many parents arrested nowadays, but also WAY more cush and more coddled childhoods. We straddled a world that was experiencing both the old style of parenting, and the developing new. Life was getting progressively easier as the 20th century moved along. And this is reflected into each successive generation's coddled/pampered upbringing that got more and more extremely protected/sheltered.

The virginity thing (totally random) was weird for me to read, because most people find boyfriends/girlfriends in high school. (even junior high!) If people are going to high school then what's the issue there? But especially by college. So I'm really not understanding this?

I'm at work now, so I'm just going to post this now to get this response started. May post more later in response though.......
Carissa_Conti
@Antares_Theophylline

Just thought of something with relation to my question about the whole virginity/lack of relationships thing. There's been a general "feminization"/estrogen-ization of guys over however many years. Both chemically/environmentally induced, and social engineering-wise. Young guys nowadays are often not like the guys I grew up with, who were more testosterone-y. T gives guys that DRIVE! including the desire to make moves with females. Straight up going up to a girl and chatting her up, asking her for her number, having that drive and confidence. Younger guys nowadays seem timid. Feminine. Weak. Estrogenized? Lacking that confidence and drive that T would give them. Plus the social engineering that has emasculated a lot of guys nowadays, labeling everything as "toxic masculinity!!!" and requiring "CONSENT!" to even speak to a female. O.o (slight exaggeration...but it's almost to that point.....)
Carissa_Conti
@Antares_Theophylline

I'm REALLY confused here. In this Gab post gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10910030365397529 you sound like an old person:

"I'm one of these dazed and confused people who can't drive well anymore, though I don't wear a mask and I'm not jabbed. Brain fog is a hell of a drug no matter how you get it. I feel like a smart person stuck with the mental processing power of an idiot these days. I definitely think a lot more people have serious brain fog now than did before though. It was recently shown (to the extent that you trust random studies I've found on the internet) to be a result of the brain's immune system going into overdrive in response to something it perceives as a threat that can cross the blood-brain barrier, and the idea is that once it starts it can be hard to get it to stop and stay stopped 🧐"

But here in this comment chain you're saying you're an infantalized 20-something. You don't sound or write like a typical infantalized 20-something that I've ever encountered, and absolutely sound like somebody who is at least 40+. Especially when you once wrote this:

"On the other hand, I can't remember the last time I heard someone say "Excuse me" in public aside from myself, so maybe my social etiquette is outdated." gab.com/Antares_Theophylline/posts/1091266829

I've never heard a 20-something say their social etiquette is outdated.

Or this:

"Re: AI websites, Sure I can share a few examples. One of the first and most egregious examples I noticed in January or February I think was an innocuous website called "SeniorCare2Share". It's no longer online, but I managed to come across it very high up on search results when looking up any sort of generic questions about many topics." gab.com/Antares_Theophylline/posts/1093728560

I've never heard of a 20-something using a senior citizens website resource, let alone call something an "egregious" example of something on top of it.

Or this:

"@Carissa_Conti You might get a kick of the short story "The Grey Ones" by JB Priestley if you haven't read it before :p It was published all the way back in 1953 and is about a guy who is paranoid that the world is being taken over by not just boring but *suspiciously* boring people. I like this audio book version: youtu.be/RPQ33tkj1bM "

It's not normal for 20 somethings to recommend an obscure short story from 1953. And again, NOTHING about anything you've ever posted remotely sounds like a true 20-something, or an infantalized one at that.

?? Just curious.
Carissa_Conti
@Antares_Theophylline No problem, I'll give you the benefit of the doubt. Just seemed very odd. And I have to be on top of things like that because I've dealt with some very problematic people since I started writing for the internet. In particular when it comes to dudes, getting weirdly obsessive/stalker-ish, to the point where if I block one of their email addresses to get them to stop harassing me they'll come at me with another a little bit later down the line, and using a different name. Trying to pretend to be somebody else, lalala! all innocent, but ALWAYS saying stuff that gives the deception away. So I've dealt with the "false identity deception" thing quite a few times over the years (the troubled chicks never play that game interestingly enough, they have their own ways in which their troubled personalities manifest; it's always been a male trait to obsessively keep going and going and going, and trying different avenues in, never letting up). I've had some of these guys show up on my Gab as well earlier on, who've since all been blocked, because shit they were saying was giving things away. I'm also somebody that just in general notices details about how people write, seeing not only what they say and how they say it, in terms of both content and writing style, but what they don't say. Analyzing all of it in one shot. But yeah, I can see in one of your responses that happened just before I posted my ?? comment where you do sound like a 20-something. Saying "idk," and "until like age nine or something".
Carissa_Conti
@Antares_Theophylline

"The bouncy ball chairs and slide thing sounds like something specific to weird tech-startups where all the workers are expected to do programming for ten hours a day six days a week..."

It totally does, doesn't it? ;D


"Some parents with limited to non-existent social lives might be terrified of the idea of being abandoned by their children, so instead of raising them to be independent, they subconsciously set out to cripple their children so they can't leave 🤷"

This is definitely a thing, sabotaging a child's development to ensure they stay close. Ensnaring the prey in their spiderweb. O.o I've seen it mentioned multiple times over the years in various sources, for exactly the reasons you outlined, and others.


"In general she opposed my attempts at autonomy or learning from her at every turn in various ways, usually with a similar plausibly deniable double-bind-ish mind-twisting strategy."

The whole "Damned if you do, damned if you don't...." bit, where you can't win. Your mother sounds pretty awful though, sorry to hear you had to go through that growing up. :/ Hopefully you were able to get away and live on your own....?

My own "parents" did this to me, in their own way. Not the same scenario you described, but just in general, where no matter what I did (in terms of life paths that I could go down, or anything in general) it was the wrong one. If I chose A, it should have been B. But if I'd chosen B then it should have been A. Giving me outright contradictory to the point of split personality messages, and where what was okay and acceptable one day was not the next....and vice versa. Suddenly what was perfectly acceptable became a yelling/screaming/berating offense overnight for no reason. In my case the reason was due partially to mental illness, as well as them being manipulated by Negs, and what I believe to be unconscious (on their part) at home continuation of the "MK Ultra"-ish programming I was being subjected to under the radar during MILABs encounters. The whole "up is down, black is white, yes is no, pain is pleasure, etc." component of the MK programming, where the victim is kept in a constant state of discombobulation and mind fuckery. You learn from a young age to be on guard with them and never trust them, don't let them in, and never be vulnerable around them EVER. In your mom's case it sounds like a warped psychological issue on her part....
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People who are familiar with my website may have seen the article I put out in 2020, called "Conspiracies in the Workplace," where I mention that I spent years of my working life in multiple states (SoCal, Oregon, Florida, Virginia and then Florida again) purposely being a temp, doing front desk/phones/admin and customer service, bouncing from gig to gig, through several agencies sometimes back to back. Three days here, a week there, four months here, two weeks there. Just always on the move, new companies and industries, new people, new locations, new job duties, new stuff to cram into the brain. Lots of mental stimulation. There was also more than one intended temp-to-perm assignment that didn't pan out, where I pulled the plug and bailed out, because it was some ridiculous nightmare of a company. Lot of those. O.o !! But that creates an accidental "temping" situation, where one wasn't intending it.

Through it all a pattern has emerged though........one that I call Mary Poppins. 😆 It's a weird thing that has occurred again and again at so many of these places, where it seems my role is to come in, clean the front desk up, get things organized, refine/streamline processes, and often times even creating customized how-to manuals for the position, which didn't exist before. Then when everything is fixed up and "spit spot!" extending into other areas of the office as well in many instances.........I bail out. For various reasons, but that's how it ends up working out.

Many people would get upset by this sort of thing, namely because A) they want very different things out of life. Stability, primarily. And B) They also get fixated on "HOW THINGS ARE SUPPOSED TO BE!" with this set idea in their head, "This was supposed to be a long term job!" and then melt down when life goes in a different direction, not realizing and understanding the concept of, "Sometimes there's bigger/other plans." But I came to realize very quickly what the deal was....and just rolled with it. I was never meant to be their "permanent person." That wasn't the plan. It's not my destiny. I need $$ for starters, like everybody else, which is why I'm working in the first place, but I was also there to fix things up, or maybe help these companies through some chaotic transition, and leave them in a way better position than they were before. Then I move on. And then the person who comes in after me inherits the position on a silver platter. Everything's clean. Everything's been fixed up and refined. There's an actual how-to manual now with every bit of information they could possibly need to do any part of their position. It was always meant to be just that. It was never meant to be some forever position. One former female boss joked that I should open a professional service where I go in and clean up companies that are in disaster mode, get them organized, streamlined and functioning optimally. I just laughed and shook my head.

An additional component of this though that really hammers home the "Mary Poppins" theme is the whole "holding up a mirror" concept. In MP she wasn't just there to be the nanny and engage in magical shenanigans to get the nursery cleaned up. She was also there to hold a mirror up so to speak, and show Mr. & Mrs. Banks where things needed to change/be better in terms of the family situation. Mary Poppins is only there for a brief spell, but in that short period of time she not only gets things cleaned up....she also helps to fix the family. Then like that...........she's gone. Flying away on her umbrella. Off to the next family that needs help in more ways than what they may initially realize.

But there are reasons I wind up continually leaving these jobs, even sometimes the perm ones, not sticking around for years and years like others.....it's because there are sometimes serious problems. And in me abruptly pulling the plug and giving notice the way I do (after these jobs became complacent, thinking "Oh, we got her, she's weak, she'll never leave..." merely because I come across as soft spoken and polite) it has forced some of these companies (not all, because some truly aren't capable) to take a hard look at themselves...from the mirror I'm holding up. But more importantly, holding up a mirror to all the other abused doormat employees being left behind. Hopefully inspiring some of them who've been at these places for who knows how long, tolerating the abuse and bad working conditions, to maybe actually DO something, instead of just complaining and being a perpetual victim. Being that example. "Look at me, I'm leaving. I'm standing up for myself and moving on to greener pastures hopefully. *So can you.* "

That has been the role in so many jobs that it's become a running joke now on this end with Tom and I. And Mary Poppins is the closest theme that matches it.
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@DeplorableRussianBot @RevolverNews That's because he really died in 1982. But was predicting these things in the late 70s. Revolver News doesn't know basic math.
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Don't normally repost or quote stuff that one finds on the main page of Gab, but in this case I agree with some of the response comments who are all basically saying the same thing in various ways - that The Powers That Be will just find cheap illegal immigrant laborers and dems/libs who will GLADLY do the work.

The boycott idea is admirable, but so many people just truly aren't getting it. For starters it's just basic common sense that TPTB can find endless illegal immigrants to do this, as well as flaming libs who believe in the idea. But there's also another "woo" component going on (of course) where so many of the "people" walking among us, including what we may see as flaming libs who are eagerly on board with all of these nefarious agendas, aren't what we think. In other words: vessels, puppeted/piloted by some other nefarious force that easily works through them. They don't have a conscience. They don't have morals. They don't have a value system that they stand for. They don't care. That's another reason these cities will get built no matter what, providing TPTB choose to press forward with it, and providing they're not stopped by some other means before it happens. (And that can always happen. Nothing is set in stone, things are always open.)

So even though the boycott idea won't ultimately work or stop anything, one should still always engage in personal boycotts/withholding of one's participation in anything that's trying to subjugate humanity. You always just do that, if only for your own self, so you can sleep well at night, look at yourself in the mirror, and be proud of yourself once this life is over and you're reviewing your experience here. "I was always on the right side of things." We have to live with ourselves, and no good soul wants to face the fact they not only sold their own selves out, but sold out their fellow humans and lived a life that was one of destruction, negativity and being "THAT" person in general, versus construction, positivity and working FOR humanity in some way. For me I've taken this to the level of having a list of boycotted industries I refuse to work for. I'm very picky in my job hunting endeavors, and at the top of the list is how any job I seek out can't be something that actively works to subjugate humanity and plays into "the matrix!" A good example - law offices. 😆 I did once temp at a law office for a few months back in early 2004, in Fort Lauderdale, and once again for one week here and one week there at two law firms in Charlottesville in 2004-2005....but never since then. And never permanently. Every job search I've done has skipped over that industry. But that's just one piddly example to give an idea. We should always be navigating through life with these concepts in mind. "I need to sleep well at night and face myself at the end of my journey." And nasty cutthroat law firms, especially anything engaging in criminal defense for flagrantly guilty psychopaths and evil corporations, and ambulance chasers/personal injury lawyers with clients trying to milk the system, and anything else you can think of........nope.

All of the above loosely segues into other thoughts and ideas I'm always having here and there, especially after watching any Matt Fraser vid on YT where he's dealing with yet another idiot human who's passed on and is full of nothing but regrets on the other side. Why? because of the endless ways in which they were selfish, stupid, narcissistic, abusive, manipulative and a total pain in the ass who never took personal responsibility and always blamed everybody else for their problems, taking things out on and/or endlessly using/mooching off of loved ones who were these loyal, devoted, caring doormats, and just living a useless, wasted energy vampire life. Often o.d.ing on drugs, or getting in some reckless accident because of drugs, or killed by the gang they were running with, or by the idiots they were surrounded by who were also unstable, or just killing themselves...but leaving behind a "blame note," one last angry lashing out to try to make the survivors feel bad. But now they have to face themselves on the other side....and it ain't pretty. (these readings are often one of two flavors.....mostly good people who died old, aka, parents/grandparents, and then an entire batch of destructive, abusive idiots who die young for the above reasons and more, but where they didn't have to.)

Anytime I see yet another one of those readings I'm just left shaking my head, about all the people who waste their lives being THAT person. A force of destruction to everybody around them. I'm truly surprised half of them were even real, because their behavior was straight up organic portal. But you can have truly negative real souls, mixed up amongst the truly negative empty pawns.

Anyway, random thoughts....!
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Just another friendly reminder to get some cash out of your banks sooner rather than later. Things are starting to go sideways. We're already well into the Died Suddenly phase of the poisonous experimental injections, exactly as predicted, now it seems the next phase, consisting of a manufactured banking/economic collapse has begun. Exactly as predicted.


"Growing Banking Crisis Caused by Contagion from Silicon Valley Bank Failure Going to Get Worse, Inevitable Due to Federal Reserve Policies"

bettermarkets.org/newsroom/growing-banking-cr


"One of Silicon Valley's Top Banks Fails; Assets Are Seized"

"Regulators have seized the assets of one of Silicon Valley’s top banks, marking the largest failure of a U.S. financial institution since the height of the financial crisis almost 15 years ago..."

usnews.com/news/business/articles/2023-03-10/


A realistic scenario includes banks putting a cap on how much cash you're allowed to take out. So even if a bank doesn't outright collapse you may be blocked from accessing your own money freely. So that's something to keep in mind.

The thing is though, cash will only be good so long as hyperinflation doesn't kick in, where it becomes $100 for a loaf of bread or $50 per gallon of gas. After that......cue the riots and looting. Because nobody is going to pay that much. Most people don't even have that much to spare. And as Tom mentioned when we were just talking about this whole subject......add in the potential for people's EBT welfare cards to no longer work and we're going to have some real problems, considering just how many people are on welfare.

The Silicon Valley Bank thing was interesting to me the more I began reading about the situation, only because it was funding so many famous start up companies we all know about, like Etsy and DoorDash. Companies that enable everyday people to make a living for themselves outside of the traditional workplace job. The whole "be a free agent, make your own money, however much you want depending on the level of effort you put in" thing. People selling all their artistic wares on Etsy, and relying on that payout check that could be $100....or could be $1,000. And might make a difference between getting their bills paid that month or not. ("Mompreneurs on Etsy say they can't 'pay the mortgage or feed their kids' after their payments failed to arrive because firm used shuttered Silicon Valley Bank to process sales - as fallout from collapse hits ordinary families" dailymail.co.uk/news/article-11848079/Mompren ) People being delivery drivers for DoorDash and making a nice little chunk of change for themselves depending on the region where they live and how many deliveries they decide to do in a week. And they're relying on DoorDash to pay them out weekly for all that running around. But now these companies can't pay out the everyday people who utilize these companies as a means of alternate employment. Same as the regular companies that used SVB who also now can't pay any of their employees. All of which means, it's wise to get enough cash on hand to cover yourself for months if needed, because some of these articles are flat out saying it's only going to get worse. And it makes sense that it would, considering the whole Bidenflation and correlating interest rates nonsense that's been going on. It can only go on for so long before shit hits the fan.

gab.com/montalk/posts/110012466319155212
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Posting a copy of a response comment I did to HiddenDimension over on Tom's latest about the same subject, because it's useful for anybody in general:

"It's always better to err on the side of caution. Doesn't need to be fearmongering. It's just common sense. That's just part of what prepping involves. Being prepared for various situations. Not only with having extra food, water, a water filtration system, cook stoves with alternate sources of fuel outside of the electricity grid, extra flashlights/lamps, batteries, some portable solar panels, first aid and medicinal supplies, soap and hygiene supplies, whatever supplements and medicines people rely on, some weapons for self defense (good knives, mace, tasers, guns and plenty of ammo, take your pick, whatever works for you, or even all of the above ;D ) etc. But also with having a decent amount of cash on hand, maybe even gold and silver, and even valuable things to trade. It's all part of the prepping package. One can never be too prepared. Granted, we can't prepare for all situations. Can't do anything about a comet dropping on our heads. But hey, you can at least try to prepare for as many other types of situations as possible. ;) "
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"Biden: "The banking system is safe."
gab.com/disclosetv/posts/110016119683309465

When this latex mask wearing/body double/non blinking deepfake CGI/clone/robotoid/whatever it is tells you it's safe.......get your money out and run. 🤣 🤣

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So....what is this place, really?

And by that I mean Earth. 😆

Pooling together the sum totality of my life experiences (which does involve a lot more than what many people will ever see or experience with regards to various "conspiracy" topics and the "woo" metaphysical and paranormal) as well as all my research, which includes a lot of things I haven't personally seen or experienced firsthand, but which many others have, and so I'm trusting their experiences and claims, this is what I would say is "THE DEAL." And it's not locked in or definitive, just a working hypothesis. More like a fun topic to throw out there, get some conversation going, and find out what others think this place is, and why.

- Earth is a real planet. Not a flat earth disk. A round, real, planet. 😆

- BUT....nothing about what's happening on this planet is natural. Nothing developed here organically. It's all manufactured. So in the same way a zoo, aquarium or terrarium is physically real, it's also "fake" in the sense that it was constructed in some way and is completely micromanaged by overseers. Same deal with Earth. On a side note I feel that Flat Earth and its eruption into the mainstream over the past 10 years by certain key "researchers" is oftentimes some purposeful CIA/whatever it is disinformation campaign designed to lead people astray from truth. Funnel anybody who's noticing major red flags, discrepancies and issues with "life on Earth" into a red herring false conclusion, which then also helps discredit any of the valid things they are noticing.

- There are other realms/frequencies operating above our physical. Entities from those realms come and go between "there" and here, which formulates the paranormal aspect of things. Many beings - positive and negative - just stay "up there" watching us "below" and getting involved where and when they're allowed to for their various agendas.

- Many souls decided to come here during this....very troubled time to help in some kind of way. Most of us are probably regretting it by this point. 😆

- Those souls often have protection. They have "freewill" but their lives are highly monitored and managed.

- One theory I've even independently concluded for many reasons - only to find out it was the exact plot of some sci fi show O.o - is that some of those higher souls didn't just "incarnate here." They took over bodies that were going to be dead ends on this timeline. Rewrote/over wrote their entire (dead end) existences. So that body has both the original components (including memories of that other timeline) but is also infused with this higher being soul that took it over. It also means........game on, as far as the negs go. You can't just do something like that without it meaning war for them, obviously. So you'll spend the rest of your existence warding them off in various ways, and finding yourself on the receiving end of hyperdimensional targeting/harassment, working through empty people for instance, and other means. Anything to try to thwart what you're doing. This theory isn't 100% certain for me, but I entertain the idea because A) I was flat out told a portion of this 20+ years ago, something that was relayed to my brother Joe from his "Thems," about me, that I "hijacked this body." And B) Pretty much every weird random thing that's gone on to me fits into this theory. Including the time I was told by a higher being of sorts back in 2001, "You only date who you're allowed to date." (Because I was trying to understand why things kept getting thwarted with different guys who liked me, and who I liked as well.) Maybe if you "go back" and take over a dead end vehicle you're not allowed to just roam free, willy nilly. So if you start having a thing with a guy for instance who already has a destiny in the future with another girl....including future kids? It's not allowed. It has to be stopped before it gets off the ground because your unintended/accidental presence in his life, on his timeline, is going to change everything. I've watched things get "shut down" right before my eyes too. It's wild. O.o Reminds me of when I would let Kitty outside to play......but kept a hyper vigilant eye on her, which pissed her off, OMG. 😆 She'd keep glaring at me like STOP WATCHING ME!! JUST LET ME RUN AROUND AND DO WHATEVER I WANT! Sorry Kitty, not gonna happen. ;) You have "freewill" in the sense that you can choose to eat some grass, poke around, go here, go there....but I'm ultimately overseeing it all and will jump in and pull you out of the situation at a moment's notice if needed.

Same thing for many people as well.

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Part 2, Continued:

- Many "people" walking among us are not what we think. Some things include empty meat suits that are being possessed/piloted by neg forces (that IMO seem to just be pouring into this reality en masse). Some may very well be shapeshifters. But keeping it general there is a LOT of demonic/archonic/reptilian/whatever you want to call it, won't haggle over terminology, happening right now. A portion of these people are also apparently hybrids between us and whatever the hell the Grays and Mantids and such are. Entire books have been written about that. (See anything by Dr. David Jacobs.) It's another element to why this place is likened to a "zoo."

- Satanic/demonic elements are running amok in this highly manipulated, manufactured world. From a higher negative, extremely demonic STS level, working through their people puppet pawns "down here." A lot of it is hidden from the masses because these elements do have to operate under rules/laws/constraints, and it isn't for everybody to know/see/experience. The major component of them is blood/death/sacrifice, because they feed on it. That's the real cause of all the manipulated wars happening throughout history. It's mass sacrifice. The other tie-in component involves the children, for both the physical food, adrenochrome production and the metaphysical terror/loosh feeding.

- Because there are both positive and negative beings incarnated all together in this giant zoo it means this place is basically a freewill free-for-all zone. From what I've heard, one of the only places like it for beings to incarnate into, so that's why so many beings can't get enough of being here. But that's why the neg stuff is allowed to be here.

- And because there are so many high level hyperdimenional beings operating here and/or overseeing things from "above" means there are a lot of wonky, reality bending things happening here. Glitches in the Matrix, for instance. Mind boggling synchronicities. Etc. This is where things start to get weird for me, because I can't fully account for it with my little "monkey" brain. "Sure, it's hyperdimensional...." is a good catch-all explanation where you don't need to understand the logistics of the impossible happenings that defy all the laws of physics and reality as we think we know them. But is that it really? Or is this place *actually* fully A.I. fake? A computer game, program, simulation, etc. that we've "plugged" ourselves into? (using simple technology terms that we can understand.)

If it really is real though, my other theory is that we've all been plunked here in this manufactured place, though I don't know when in history. Either we're native to here, and they tried to cover up what came before us, or they plunked us down here in a big ol' hurry, and tried to cover up what came before. But either way, there was a whole lot that came before, and they were not able to cover much of it up. So that's why there's a lot of "people" in place around us, like in academia, and big time science organizations, etc. to give the smackdown the second anybody finds anything, starts questioning things or putting pieces together. (Continued in attached comment 👇👇👇)
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Part 3, Continued

- Space travel and space in general isn't what we think either. Those other beings that are in charge of things here are in charge of what's going on "in the neighborhood." And we ain't welcome, apparently. O.o So there's been a lot of lies about what humans have achieved with regards to space travel happenings to cover this up. It's a Pandora's Box. If you acknowledge that we can't go out there (because we're restricted/controlled/not allowed/under quarantine, etc.) then it unravels everything else. So create a false narrative that we have been out there, and are free! and in charge of ourselves! and there's nothing funny going on here at all! No siree bob! It also serves a useful secondary distraction tactic purpose. Entertain the masses with fake moon landings and other space happenings. I've heard from people firsthand who've see a "grid" over our planet in the sky, including Tom. I believe them, and take it seriously as a major factor in this equation. When that grid was put over the planet, I don't know. But that grid might be what's keeping us from getting out there.


I think that's the crux of what the deal is, and much of it is the reason the flat earth narrative has been so heavily pushed as mentioned. Books like "Who Built the Moon?" and such have shown people that there is a highly fake component happening with the entire Earth-Moon-Sun system, which is again, a Pandora's Box. (You also have Goro Adachi's book "The Time Rivers," showing that Earth was geoengineered on the core level, so that natural features would be in perfect alignment with various latitudes and longitudes....something that's completely impossible by any mainstream standard of anything. But it can't be denied when you read his book. As well as other sources talking about the geometric Earth alignments and such.)

So then bring in the flat earth distractors. Why? Because of the "non humans in control" factor, the idea that this place was entirely manufactured/non-organic, the fact that humans are being farmed (and hunted for sport/food....) on multiple levels, both physical and metaphysical, AND the fact we're not even close to being at the top, or the ones in charge, and also that we're being experimented on. The entire shebang is supposedly an experiment in itself, and meanwhile there are many smaller experiments within experiments, including on individuals and groups. This is the real stuff they're trying to hide, in order to keep us compliant and under control. IMO. And so that we can continue to be fed upon. And not to say that there's nothing good to get out of incarnating here. But there is a lot of negative. "Pay to play."

Another thing I've noted before in my writings is that as chaotic as this world may seem, nothing happens here that's not allowed to happen. Nothing is accidental. And it's why we don't see even more chaos going on here. Considering just how many people are here it's amazing that there's any peace at all anywhere. And let's be fair and honest - there actually is. But it's all highly controlled, and people have no idea. You can't even just say "no no truther subjects!" in the everyday world to people who aren't "meant" to hear/know about it, as it apparently creates waves for lack of a better term in the "predictable/controlled matrix." Then the response pushback happens, shutting those people down right before your eyes, so that when they "come to" again they don't remember what you just said. O.o

May add more to this Part 3 in a bit......
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Your situation isn't going to be the same as mine, so the rules that I outlined in Part 1 of my post, which are what I've determined do seem to apply to me, in my particular case, don't necessarily apply to your situation and whatever is going on with your own life path. Your story differs a lot from mine.
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This was hilarious to see on the main Explore page for hot/top posts, because I just experienced this in real life. 😆 I have a new job now, for the past six weeks (which I love) after leaving my previous job (which became intolerable for a few key reasons, but not relevant for this). My position is at the front counter, but some of the client service managers who sit in the cubicle area nearby me (where I can hear everything) are flaming libs. Libs who despise Governor DeSantis for starters, because I've heard them randomly bitching about him here and there. Even petulantly making fun of how nice his wife dresses. O.o "She was dressed like she was going to a ball!" (Well she pretty much was, ya dum dum. She was at some major political function. What else should she be wearing but a nice dress and gloves?) And now they're REALLY pissed that we all just got...............concealed carry, woohoo!!!! 🔫 Florida is now concealed carry, effective July 1st. But anyway, one of the flaming libs is also a flaming gay dude, and he was bitching about the concealed carry law, and concluded with "......Florida, the worst state in the country!!!" Keeping in mind that he deliberately moved here from Massachusetts. !

If I had been part of that conversation I definitely would have retorted, "Well if you hate it so much....leave." 🙂🙂🙂 But I wasn't, so, had to keep my mouth shut. ;) Then I saw this on the homepage right after that.
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@Antares_Theophylline Or maybe....keeping people with contrary values apart, in respective states that share their same values, but while maintaining the (illusion ;) ) of the integrity of the U.S. and not breaking off into full on Civil War, is the best way to maintain the peace. So basically like what is already happening now, but with some more "side choosing" and people relocating. Ideally all flaming mentally unhinged Dems should stick together in their own states, and the more reasonable red voters should stick together in theirs. So the guy who was like, "Florida, the worst state in the country!!!" seriously needs to move back up to MA where he's originally from. ("Masshole!!" 🤣 ) Or hell, SoCal, if he likes the warm weather and ocean, but desires a lib nanny state way of life. Then he can have it all! ;) (Seriously wish I'd been a part of that conversation, I would have loved to put forth the proposition of why he doesn't leave.)
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Two part interview with James Bartley, Tom/Montalk and myself!

thecosmicswitchboard.com/2023/04/07/hybrid-re

Always a good experience to interview with James. I first came across James' articles on MILABs around 2003, and they were a game changer for me because he got into very specific details that I had memories of, as well as introducing the concept of virtual reality dreamtime MILABs programming, which matched up to what I was also experiencing and helped corroborate. So I recommended him in several places throughout "Chasing Phantoms." I never imagined back then that I would ever actually get to meet James in any capacity....let alone have him want to interview me. !! My first roundtable panel interviews years ago included James and Tom, along with others, and then my first one-on-one interview with James was back in July of 2020, which is available on James' YT channel and Cosmic Switchboard website. And now here we are again in 2023, and even better, with Tom. 🙂 So I still always feel a bit in awe about it all, flattered and grateful for the opportunity.
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So....the UFOs......or UAPs.....or whatever they're calling them now......

As Montalk just posted, UFOs is one of the subjects that's approaching singularity.

All I can say on this subject is: 1) Don't take anything at face value; 2) It's a controlled narrative.

Case in point: Two stories that just emerged in the last 48 hours:

"EXCLUSIVE: Marine vet breaks 14-year silence to make astonishing claim that his six-man unit saw a hovering octagonal UFO being loaded with WEAPONS by unmarked US forces who threatened them at gunpoint while serving in Indonesia in 2009" dailymail.co.uk/news/article-12177943/Marine-


The key paragraph in this story being:

"Last year's annual military funding bill, the National Defense Authorization Act (NDAA), included a new clause allowing whistleblowers to report previously undisclosed UFO 'material retrieval, material analysis, [and] reverse engineering' programs to the Pentagon's AARO team without fear of prosecution for violating their security oaths and non-disclosure agreements."

Or in other words: "We're not gonna come straight out and say it......but we're now freeing YOU up to come out and say it!" :/

For DECADES they locked down anybody in the military who had a story from speaking out. Including the father of a former coworker of mine back in Virginia, whose dad was career Air Force. He saw dead aliens bodies, and told her all about it, and which she revealed to me once she realized I was one of "THOSE" kind of people. You know.....the weird conspiracy theorist free thinkers. ;) But of course his experiences were bound by classified security clearances, not to be discussed publicly. Even my own dad had his own classified UFO experience from the Vietnam War.

But now suddenly in 2023 when it suits the narrative they're freeing up everybody to come forward? :/

And then of course, this story:

youtube.com/watch?v=BdsYfGvIznM&ab_channel=Al

.....which happened back on 5/1, but wasn't disclosed until the past two days, over a month later? :/ And once it was disclosed it began making the rounds everywhere.

With regards to the "aliens in the backyard" story....having watched the original news story showing the blue green colored object falling from the sky from the cop's body cam, and the interview with the family in their yard ( youtube.com/results?search_query=aliens+in+th the search results on YT for this story, so take your pick about which one you'd like to watch) my tentative analysis is this: In general it's part of a psyop. (Continued in attached comment 👇👇👇)
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Part 2, Continued:

Something obviously fell from the sky. You can see it on the bodycam. But whether the family who called the cops really had aliens running around their backyard? Who knows. For starters, a large blue green glowing object that full on crashes, making a boom as loud as the one heard on the various doorbell ring cams, would not just make a neat and tidy circular indentation in a yard like we're shown in this case. There would be destruction. Burned foliage. A debris field. Hello. That one point is what causes me to roll my eyes at this story. Then of course the way the bodycam footage is blacked out once they enter the backyard, the excuse being "we can't show private property." GTFO. I don't care if the family "looks like they're telling the truth." It doesn't mean this story IS the truth.

It's a psyop. Because "now is the time." Big Final Moves. Something I've been banging on about on my Gab since 2021, and even in a recent interview this year. It doesn't mean aliens aren't real. It just means it now suits The Powers That Be to pull the Alien and UFO Card and openly acknowledge it in a way they refused to do decades before.

The Powers That Be were originally on track for "disclosure" in ~2006-2010. Around that time period we were seeing stories in the *mainstream* media about UFO formations in places like China for instance (that was an ABC News story I remember seeing), which I marveled at, because when I was a kid no self respecting news outlet would have dared to touch the UFO subject with a 10 foot pole. Anybody who dared to even talk about the subject was shut down by the Matrix Gatekeepers of this reality as being a crackpot, or a nut job. :/ Now suddenly these same news outlets were not only touching the subject, but doing so matter-of-factly?? WTF?!?!?

But then just as suddenly as mainstream news outlets were openly, and matter-of-factly, discussing UFOs, it all just went silent once again. Something changed. This was the same time period I had a possible precognitive glimpse of a near future scenario where society was segregated by something I couldn't discern, but which made it so that half the population who hadn't "gone along" and "played the game" were being excluded from entering and shopping at mainstream stores. I've discussed this several times on my Gab. I saw myself standing outside a store, trying to solicit sympathetic people who had caved into fear and "played the game" to shop for me, with money I would pay them back for after the fact, since I was no longer welcome in mainstream society. Basically what we saw TPTB try to do with the "two tiered society"/vax card/"Show us your papers!!!" bullshit during the plandemic, over 10 years later. :/

Things were on track to go a certain way ~2010, with UFO disclosure, "ALIENS ARE HERE!!!!" and some sort of two-tiered exclusionary society. And then it all ground to a halt. Like I said, something changed. But now they're back at it, with a VENGEANCE, 10+ years later. Trying to make up for lost time.

The thing is..........the UFO invasion already happened. Over 40+ f'ing years ago, in the late 70s and throughout the 1980s. I've discussed this book before on my Gab, but now's a great time to re-recommend it: "Silent Invasion," by Ellen Crystall, PhD. amazon.com/Silent-Invasion-Shocking-Discoveri But the invasion already happened, and was MASSIVELY covered up and not reported. And then apparently left/stopped on its own, not sure why. But now TPTB are trying to desperately resurrect/manufacture one.........because NOW it suits them. :/ (Continued in attached comment 👇👇👇 )
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Part 3:

NOTE: I will be updating this post as more of these news stories begin to emerge.
And today's story featured at the top of the Daily Mail:

"EXCLUSIVE: Crashed UFO recovered by the US military 'distorted space and time,' leaving one investigator 'nauseous and disoriented' when he went in and discovered it was much larger inside than out, attorney for whistleblowers reveals"

dailymail.co.uk/news/article-12175195/Crashed

So they're now willing to even admit that the inside of these things is much larger than the outside, with space/time distortion. Something that abductees have been reporting for *decades.*

If abductees were able to accurately describe this distortion phenomenon for decades, then I guess it means that gee.....maybe these abductees were actually telling the truth, and reporting facts, and it was really real after all, and not lies and delusions and hallucinations, conspiracy and tinfoil hat wearing crackpots as we've all been taught.

hmmmmmmm........

Can of worms, here we come. (Continued in attached comment, more stories....👇👇👇 )
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"Pentagon UFO whistleblower claims people have been killed by 'non-human intelligences' and says US government will do ANYTHING to protect the secret"

dailymail.co.uk/news/article-12186605/Pentago
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Goes along with my previous multi-part post, continuing on the subject of "impending disclosure....or not?"
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Some more of my fave amusing or clever memes. Click on the images to enlarge and scroll through them......
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The new normal as of 2023 and beyond is going to be "Disclosure.......about EVERYTHING." :/

I'm 48, born in '74, so for my entire life this little thing called *TRUTH* has been something that the Powers That Be and all mainstream media avoid like the Plague. I've been raised in a culture where lying, denying, deflecting, distracting and all around gaslighting is unfortunately the societal and cultural norm, from the macro political and media, on down to the micro, with everyday people. Seeing it everywhere all around you can really wear you down after four decades, that's all I can say.

But with regards to the macro, we've been conditioned that anything that's the actual truth, but negative/"not exactly in our best interests to know about" O.o is something to be denied and covered up by the Powers That Be and their Mockingbird Media puppets, and then labeled as "Conspiracy Theory." The true nature of WWII. The fake moon landings. JFK's assassination. The truth about UFOs, aliens and abductions. All the government sanctioned mind control projects that tortured and programmed everyday people/volunteers for experimentation purposes as well as churning out high level sex workers/couriers for the elite, serial killers and assassination patsies. 9/11. Iraq and Afghanistan. Chemtrails. The legitimacy of Obama's presidency. (and any presidency since the beginning, actually.) The child sex trafficking rings of the elite and Hollywood/the entertainment industry and Adrenachrome. The stolen 2020 "election." It just goes and goes, the list of truthful happenings that the Powers That Be and their media puppets just kneejerk deny and mock.

Until now, anyway.

Suddenly the tide is turning, and they're deciding that casual, nonchalant admittance of the truth is the new way to go. Just casually start mentioning things in headlines like "Ehh, this has always been a thing that people knew.....didn'tja know??"

We all know about the recent ramp up concerning UFO/alien disclosure, as that's been discussed recently on both my Gab and Tom/Montalk's. "Ehh, we've always casually acknowledged these things are real, where've YOU been? DUH." And then the tiptoe casual "JFK was assassinated by the CIA....didn't everybody know that? Psssh, it's no big deal, that was 60 years ago, come onnnn man! Half of Gen Z doesn't even know who JFK was!" There's also the increasing nonchalant acknowledgement about chemtrail spraying. "Yeah, those are going on. But it's to help dim the Earth from the sun to prevent climate change!" (an admittance wrapped in a lie.) And then we have today's "Ehh, no big deal, everybody knows this" headline:

dailymail.co.uk/news/article-12195251/The-sho

"The making of the Unabomber: How Ted Kaczynski was radicalized as a 16-year-old prodigy math student at Harvard when he was used as a human guinea pig for the CIA's sinister Project MK-Ultra"


"Pssh, EVERYBODY knows ol' Ted was just a victim of his MK programming and that he wouldn't have hurt or killed anybody if the CIA hadn't made him do it. Duhhh. No big deal that he spent decades in prison for something they made him do, while they walked free. Ehhh, who cares!"

So yeah, this seems to be the way things are going to go moving forward. Spent the first 47 years of my life surrounded by lies, deceit, deflection, distraction, gaslighting, mocking and name calling, only to see the abrupt turnaround, pretty much overnight, in my 48th year. I think the only reason they haven't finally just copped to the fake moon landings is because they're waiting for all the old fuckers to finally die, out of courtesy to them for having taken part in a gigantic lie for most of their lives. But once the last of the "Great American Hero" astro-nots finally kicks it, they'll probably just casually slip that shit into a news story too. As it stands NASA doesn't even try to fake that they can "go back" at this point. In 2021 I did a dedicated NASA conspiracy post with some vid links that showed how NASA just shrugs at this point and claims that they lost all the paperwork/knowledge about how to get to the moon, so no, we can't go back. 🙄 So for now, until the Apollo astro-nots all finally kick it, that's about as good as it's gonna get for official nonchalant, casual admittance. Though that's still pretty damn ballsy for them to try to claim they lost the knowledge. But also not surprising, because what did I start out ranting about? That we live in a world of lies. And it seems impossible for TPTB or the media to ever be honest about ANYTHING. Until it suits them. Then they play it off like Duh, everybody knows this shit, where've you been? 🙄
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Let's be real.....not everybody gets that super duper dad worth celebrating on Father's Day. Funny bit from my second all time fave comedian, Taylor Tomlinson (after Bill Burr):

youtube.com/shorts/H9py8fHXrPg

YT playlist I put together in case anybody is interested in more Taylor material:

youtube.com/playlist?list=PL7J56Zmp4AA57PtzCx

Bill Burr playlist as well, since we're on the subject of fave comedians:
youtube.com/playlist?list=PL7J56Zmp4AA7qOt8nY

(Bill Burr has been the only stand up comic to make me truly * LAUGH OUT LOUD * consistently. Like, body convulsing, tears running down my face level of laughing. I also like him because even though he's not considered "clean comedy" he never takes it too far, unlike Louis CK who as of late has gone completely sideways. Won't even get into it, but it's shocking what I saw in one of Louis' recent stand up bits. But Bill is the GOAT, IMO.)


Usually with female comedians you see universal hate from all the dudes in the comment section. Taylor is the only female comedian I've ever seen who pretty much gets universal love from all the dudes. (she even posted a vid to her channel where some male sports announcer at a basketball game randomly gave a shout out to her, mid-game, raving about her, so impressed was he after seeing her show the night before.) Not only that but with the guys it's comment after comment breaking down her jokes and why they work, like some scientific analysis or something. 😆 Her set up, facial expressions, tones of voice, the way she packs in the punchlines back to back, why they like her self deprecating tomboyish approach, etc. etc. The issue many female "comics" make is being gross and offensive, alienating guys with weird feminist/guy hating material, bragging about promiscuity, abortions, their vag, and every other wrong thing you can probably do as a female comic, pitfalls that Taylor avoids. Her standup is truly one of the best I've ever seen though, because she's smart and mentally quick (her improv and crowd work is phenomenal) and just packs in the material, not wasting a second. Other comedians, both male and female, waste a lot of time fidgeting around on stage and talking slowly, or repeating themselves, maybe because they think it makes them sound more cool, and less desperate, or to buy time, who knows. But a two and half minute Taylor set is like 15 or 20 minutes for other "comedians." And one of her signatures I've come to notice is that each joke often has at least two punchlines. So you think you're hearing the punchline, which is always amusing, but then the second one lands, which is even better. So it's safe to say that Taylor has cracked the code for how to be a successful, universally loved female comedian.
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Haven't posted any pics in a long time, so I'll toss a few up. Today's theme is Wakodahatchee Wetlands, in neighboring Delray Beach. Some of these I've posted before on Gab as part of other photo collage compilations, but I have new followers since then that may not have seen them, and the ones that did way back all seem to have taken off. 😆 (Click on each photo to scroll through....)


1. Roseate Spoonbill! - I always write that with an exclamation point 😆 since these birds are RARE to spot down here. And they're very rare looking, with their intense pink coloring and spoon shaped beaks. This photo was only the second time we spotted spoonbills at Wakodahatchee in the entire time we've been going there.

2. Alligator! - I always post alligator with an exclamation point just because...they're alligators. O.o

3. Great Egret hunting in the water

4. Anhinga gathering nest materials

5. Great Blue Heron

6. Blue Winged Teal duck

7. Great Egret with babies in nest

8. Green Heron


(NOTE: Wow! Thanks to Gab Help @help for reposting! Was not expecting that!)

My Wakodahatchee vid on YT: youtube.com/watch?v=-iDUhEyoSrE&ab_channel=Ca

My Wakodahatchee photo album on Flickr if anybody would like to see more of these pics: flickr.com/photos/carissaconti/albums/7215770

en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wakodahatchee_Wetlands
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- The way Herms has repeatedly tried to get an interview with Jim Caviezel, but is always being told by Caviezel's people that he wasn't available because "He's underground right now." (ie, "in hiding" presumably.) Only to later discover that he was in fact giving multiple interviews to others during the same time period.
- The way SOF played down the true profit levels of child trafficking, from the trillion dollar range to billions, but understandably so, due to "fact checkers." So they only discussed the numbers that could be absolutely proven.
- Why the movie doesn't show real life survivors stories (the way "Cages" does) but again, understandably so. It's not a documentary.
- The fact SOF doesn't get into Adrenochrome the way "Cages" does.


There's some more points that are covered, but those are the highlights.

This ultimately brings us back to the "!!" fact that this is actually being revealed, and in such a direct way, and NOT in the fictionalized "Taken" Liam Neeson fashion (movies that Herms touches on at the beginning). And also not in the usual "crackpot conspiracy theory" way, with amateur, cobbled together vids on alternative vid hosting sites like BitChute, AltCensored, etc. This is a big time Hollywood production, involving Mel Gibson, Jim Caviezel, Mira Sorvino, etc.

I personally don’t have any answers as to “Why now?” other than, Well, Q did say it would happen, now. ;) Whether one believes in Q is irrelevant. The Q drops spoke endlessly about this subject. Considering this movie was actually completed three years ago, and filmed even before then, fits perfectly within the Trump/Q time period. The movie was obviously delayed, not only because of the pLandemic, but because of the Biden coup, but, better late than never I guess. And in some ways maybe it’s better that it is now, and not back then. The public has had three more years to wake up. And wake up many have. O.o All things in their right time.

The big question is, will this movie make a difference? Probably not. But it’s not for nothing. It will wake up a few more people, and ultimately that’s a good thing. Which Herms even says, as he repeatedly encourages people to see this movie.

When it comes to the “good or bad?” argument there are in general two camps: Naysayers/Negative Nellies on one side, and supporters on the other. However, the Naysayers have two groups in themselves. The overt “Matrix Gatekeeper” Naysayers camp, who just flat out trash the movie or Mel Gibson and will do anything to keep people from seeing it, to squash any awakening and truth reveal. They don’t even try to pretend or hide who they are or what they’re doing. Then there are the coverts, posing as “Concerned Citizens!” The ones putting forth some of the eye rolling “!!! AHHH!!!!” alarm issues that Herms addresses. “He’s a Mormon! I’m so concerned about that!!” “His staffs his organization with his own family members!! Concern!! Concern!!” You know….the types who are prone to shouting at people in internet comments in ALL CAPS, thinking they’re onto something with their BIG THOUGHT CONCERNS!!! So, just something to be aware of there.

And of course as Tom wryly pointed out when we were talking about all of this yesterday…..they’re cueing up the great alien invasion scenario, whatever the hell that’s going to involve. (Covered in multiple recent posts in my Gab.) So great timing on that. Right when many very seedy, dark, demonic things are being exposed about the world’s elite they send in the UFOs and break out “DISCLOSURE!” ;) :/
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So, how did I learn the afterlife was real, and which carried me through my Skeptic Atheist phase?

November 9, 1993. That's when the first evidence happened.

November 9th is my birthday. But that was 1974. 1993 was the night my Grandmother died, 3,000 miles away, in New York, when I was turning 19 in SoCal. I hadn't seen her since the summer of 1991, in Midway City (Orange County) California, where she had been living. When my parents divorced and my "mom" moved my brother Joe and I to SoCal during the summer of '91 we moved in with my Grandma, who was living in Midway City. It was only a couple of streets over from her brother/my great uncle Buddy, on Riata Street, and his wife Irene.

On 11/9/93 I was worked my evening hostessing shift at the then-Reuben's Steakhouse in Laguna Hills, CA. As usual a customer had a birthday. So all available servers, hostesses, busboys, etc. were rounded up to sing Happy Birthday.

As I stood there, in front of the booth with the elderly female birthday recipient, singing the Reuben's Happy Birthday song, and clapping along with the other other employees, I watched as the woman's face morphed.

Suddenly I was looking at my Grandmother. I literally watched as one old lady's face morphed into my Grandma's. Taken aback I stopped clapping, in mid-clap, just staring back in disbelief.

Today was my own birthday. I had just turned 19. Nobody knew though, as I was already out of the house, living on my own. Years of very vicious verbal/emotional/physical abuse and neglect had trained me to keep quiet about anything to do with me. I didn't matter. I was an extremely hated/neglected/physically abused piece of shit as far as my "mom" was concerned, who never should have existed, and whose life my "mother" said she would undo, if given half the chance. So it wasn't in my way to "be about my own self."

But I watched as this stranger whom I sang happy birthday to, on my own birthday, morphed into Grandma, right before my eyes, shocking me. When the song was over I watched as my Grandma's face left this woman's face, and she was back to looking like her real self. Another elderly woman, yes. But not my Grandma. She looked confused/disoriented for a few seconds, trying to "come to" from whatever had just happened. Then forced a smile, going along with her family.

A few days later I would learn that Grandma had died. I was living on my own. After I learned this I hung up the phone and prepared to settle in for a cry. Except.......I immediately heard from my Grandma.

It's everything that medium Matt Fraser says it is when contacted by the dead. Instant telepathic communication, and feeling/knowing the physical sensations they want to convey. It's not long, strung out "verbal communication sentences."

I was about to start crying, but I was interrupted unexpectedly by my Grandma. Conveying, No!! Don't cry!!.....followed by exactly why she was SO-FRICKING-HAPPY! to finally be dead 🤣 and out of that physical body. A feeling of LIGHT! BOUNCY! freedom. Flying all over the room. No more sickness! No more heavy physical body!! So light!!! So free!!!!

I looked around at the air above me, surprised, tears halted, hearing and feeling the message, loud and clear. "Okay" I agreed, nodding to myself. All crying ceased immediately. There was no way to feel sad anymore after feeling how "death" felt for her. It was NOT a sad thing, that's for sure. She was glad. How could I be sad if SHE wasn't sad??

The next year, '94, I finally had my own car, after a long struggle. And my first designated place to travel? The last place my Grandma had lived in Midway City. Before her and my mom had yet ANOTHER falling out, and my Grandma had secretly up and moved back East, unknown to us. Which is where she'd died. It bothered me that I'd never been able to visit her after she and my "mom" had fallen out, and my "mom" had moved Joe and I down to Mission Viejo. I was only 16, 17, 18, in 11th and 12th grades, with no car.

So I was going to "make things right" now that I was 19, with a car, making her former apartment my first designated place to visit. Of course I knew that my Grandma wasn't still there. She was full on DEAD. But it was going to somehow "make things right." I can't explain it.

After driving up there from Aliso Viejo one afternoon, where I rented a room in a condo, I finally sat on the curb outside my Grandma's former quad-plex apartment buliding on Park Lane, where we had lived with her for 3 weeks in '91.

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As my butt took a seat on the cement curb in front of her old quad-plex on Park Lane, looking around the street, soaking in the late afternoon Orange County sky, and palm trees, and scenery, I thought about my Grandma and our 3 weeks spent living here after arriving on that plane at LAX in '91, from Bradley International Airport in CT. And suddenly I very loudly "FELT" my Grandma. She was with me, feeling sad/loving towards me. Just all around me, surrounding.

It wasn't wishful thinking. It just was. And I know she knew that I would have visited back then if I could, but I couldn't. But as soon as I had a car, she was the immediate #1 first destination on my mind, even in death. She knew.

That must have been something else for my Grandma, having one of her *17* grandkids, one of the ones she saw the absolute *least* of growing up (because of neverending, ongoing, estrangements between her and my "mom," and because we lived out of state), make such a big deal about making "THE PILGRIMAGE" back to her old apartment in Midway City. To pay respects, and try to "set things right," as stupid as it was. One of the grandkids she saw the least of, who was probably one of the most psychic, if not THE most. The one who could actually hear her in death. Intellectually, I knew the idea of this trip was stupid, but I felt compelled to do it anyway. And as it turns out, it wasn't for nothing. All is seen from the other side.

Years later, in '99 when I was 24, I would be visiting one of my older cousins, Debbie, in Long Beach, CA. I'd met Debbie once in life.....in 1981. After Joe was born in Massachusetts. She was about 12? visiting with her parents, which included her dad (my mom's brother, Uncle Bob), and her siblings/my cousins, Elizabeth and David. I was 6 1/2. And that one visit was it. Never saw her again, due to my "mom" keeping us cut off from the rest of our very large extended family on both sides, save our Grandmother. (abusers can abuse better when nobody is looking. :/ ) Based on what I would later learn of my relatives, what was done to me and Joe would NEVER have been tolerated had my uncles and aunts been in the picture. I would never have risked being homeless, kicked out before graduation, or had to step in to try to do it all for Joe, as a mostly kid myself. It just wouldn't have happened, and our "mom" would have been shamed into the ground for what she did.

But now Debbie and I were both living in SoCal, and I'd sought her out, so here we were all these years later, as full fledged adults. We looked NOTHING alike. She was fair skinned, vs. my Mediterranean skin tone, with naturally light blonde hair (which I did actually have as a kid - mine was almost platinum at one point) chubby, vs. my skinny, with the defined Irish "apple cheeks" that I didn't have, inherited from our long dead Grandfather, and the most piercing, electric, eerie blue eyes I've ever seen to this day, versus my dark brown eyes. They looked illuminated and fake. I could see them from over 10 feet away when I first approached her. Same as her sister Elizabeth, as I'd seen in photos. Debbie's unnerving eyes matched her dark/devious/extremely STS energy as I'd come to discover during our 8 hour meeting. :/ In comparison I may as well have been some pure, STO-oriented five year old in an adult's body. She pumped me for all the gossipy information she could get about my "mom" and me and Joe's abusive upbringing. Which I happily told her, because I wanted her to expose my "mom" to the rest of the family, whom we'd been completely isolated from for 99% of our lives. Which it seems she definitely did. And I was glad, since my "mom" was now back in contact with all of them, trying to insert herself back in post-divorce. So another right had been wronged. She'd finally been exposed after years of her secret abuse, most of hidden from even our dad. O.o

At one point during our meeting Debbie handed me a card from my Grandma's funeral back in New York, which I hadn't been able to attend from 3,000 miles away in El Toro, CA. It read "October 25, 1921 - November 10, 1993." I took one look at that card, frowned, and without even thinking tossed it back to her, landing on the kitchen table between us. "She didn't die on November 10th, she died on November 9th. I know, because I saw her."

Debbie's piercing blue eyes got huge in response. She didn't argue.

But that's how I knew. And a few years later when I was dating Steve, the fucked up, MK'd, multiple persona Atheist with the NSA dad, from some secret, higher level German bloodline, who did everything in his power to convert me to unfeeling Atheism, I could never convert 100%. I knew what I knew because of my Grandma. I know what I saw. I know what I telepathically heard. I know what I felt. The afterlife is very real, and it's just like the mediums describe, when they explain how dead people communicate.
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I love a good synchronicity......... 😆

Synchs happen to me a lot, though not on an ongoing, regular basis. They come and go in bouts, depending on what's going on in my reality. I don't normally post about them unless something about them is more interesting than normal. For fun I'll post about this one that just happened not even an hour ago. (Wow! Two Gab posts in only 24 hours! haha)

I had a book I needed to return to the library. It wasn't due back for probably another week and a half, but I decided today of all days to return it. Like, why not. Get it over with. Good excuse to get out in the blazing heat and peak commuter traffic. 😆 After returning it I stuck around, perusing different sections. Found my way to the fiction section, found my way to the Stephen King books (I rarely read fiction; but as a teen I had read a handful of Stephen King books, and then recently did read "Dr. Sleep," to cross compare it to the movie). I saw that they had a copy of "Skeleton Crew." It's one of his short story/novella collections that contains "The Mist," which was made into an awesome movie in 2007, directed by Frank Darabont. (One of my all time fave movies, so if you haven't seen it I highly recommend it. Top notch horror/supernatural movie.) But I was curious to cross compare how faithful the movie was to the novella (VERY faithful from what I could tell by flipping through and jumping around; I have heard it's considered one of the most faithful adaptations of any King story).

Decided to actually take a seat and continue reading, and long story short......the story opens up on July 19th. Today's date, as you can see from the first paragraph. 5:30 p.m. to be exact. It was 5:02 p.m. in my reality. ;) Close, but no cigar. Would have been even better if it had been 5:30 p.m. I mean, how crazy would that have been. Didn't end up checking the book out or anything, because you truly can't top the movie. ;) But it was interesting to see the original source material.

This is one of the more common types of synchs that tend to happen to me........date alignments. I don't know why, but I describe it in depth in my write up, "Synchronicities," with some even more fantastical anecdotes I've experienced of this specific subset of synchs: in2worlds.net/synchronicities/ So if people think this post is even vaguely interesting I recommend checking out the section about my other nutso date alignment synchs from that write up. And hey, if you want to read the whole thing that's cool too. 😆

A few more interesting synchs I've posted about here on Gab over the past couple of years:

gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10881722728262484 Funny enough, involving the idea of "a storm." The comments of that post get even better, with even more synchs that I add on, including Tom joining in to post about some fantastical ones.

As well as: gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10738155620250963
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Relating to the below quoted Revolver News story......Back in early 2022 when I was getting back out into the workforce after the world being shut down I worked for 2 months as an administrative assistant for a solar panel installation company here in south Florida. I've mentioned it in passing before on my Gab, but for those who don't remember, or are new to my Gab, the big takeaway for me was........solar panels are a complete load of bunk. So if you're thinking of ever getting some? My advise is don't.

There were multiple issues converging with that place to cause me to quit, but a big one was the nature of the solar panels themselves, being bunk, and not living up to any of the promises that the sales reps would tell people. And then me having to be the one to deal with the angry customers calling in, losing their shit, because part of my job was to answer the main phone line, and there was nobody to take these calls. :/ It was the most mismanaged clown show of a company I have ever worked for, hands down. NOBODY was piloting the wheel. The stories I have are just.....mind boggling, but we'll stick to the parts relating to solar panels. The sales reps, who went knocking from door to door it seems, would tell people ANYTHING to get them to sign on that dotted line. The biggest lies included:

- Solar panels cover 100% of your energy needs. Once you get solar panels you won't have to pay anything to FPL (Florida Power & Light) anymore;

- The entire project can be completed in just six weeks! No worries! You have to move back north again by the end of April? And it's mid March right now? psssh, no worries, it'll be done by then!

- Your house is in a great position to receive the maximum amount of sunlight, and we'll make sure your panels are properly positioned to be at the best angles for that!

- Anything goes wrong after installation, we're here for you! 🙄

Here's the reality as I saw it, over and over again:

- Almost no solar panel project takes a mere 6 weeks. Because of a little something called "PERMITTING." Every city and county has its own permitting requirements, which can take up to 8 weeks to complete, depending on how backlogged, or lazy, they're being. And if you live in an HOA? Then you get to deal with their permitting process on top of it......WHEN they decide to meet. And whenever they decide to review your paperwork and vote on it. And then if you're financing your project? Because you actually can't afford it? There are multiple banks that also have their own permitting review requirements. They don't just say, Yeah, sure! We'll give you the money! No problem! Nothing moves forward until all permitting is approved by all entities involved. And if you've ever done anything with permitting you know that it's a very stickler process. You need to have ALL your ducks in a row when you submit the paperwork. NOTHING can be left out, or that too will delay things by multiple weeks. So permitting alone can delay a "6 week project" by several months. It is a NIGHTMARE. The average person has no idea though, and is trusting whatever the desperate, $$ hungry $$ sales person is feeding them.

- Many times once the project gets going it's discovered.....oops! You need a whole new roof to accommodate these panels! Your old ass roof can't handle it! More permitting........more project planning.......more delays......and WAY, WAY more money.......

- By the time it's all said and done you could be looking at a $50K+ cost. Money that you will NEVER recoup back in your lifetime due to some sort of "solar panel savings." (Especially if you're old.....which many of these customers seemed to be. They all seemed to be middle aged, and Boomers, who probably don't have many years left.) And you know why?......

- ......Because solar panels DON'T often cover 100% of your energy usage. You are NOT free from dealing with FPL. Many customers were complaining in phone calls, emails and online reviews that their panels were functioning at about ~80%. So they were still paying FPL every month for something. Doing the math, how many years would it take to finally recoup the base amount that was put into the solar panels, which again, can get up to $50K? Before you even START to see savings/profit? ??? !!!

- And then there's how in multiple instances, the panels wound up being placed differently from what was agreed upon with the homeowner, often due to subpar subcontractors who probably don't even speak English. Partially shaded by trees, etc. !! So the panels are not functioning optimally. And once they're placed and it's all done....that's it. You're fucked.

- And then the way the sales reps were NEVER there for any angry customers. "Take the money and run."

The final verdict? Avoid solar panels at all costs!

EDIT: Immediately lost some follower because they got triggered by this post. ;D
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Regarding the below quoted post (attaching a screencap instead of doing a quote, in case it gets deleted): Yeah, I mean, we get it. There are definitely bad people out there, and yeah, they definitely can be black, living in urban areas.

But when I read this I couldn't help but think about my own "black guy in a mega urban area (Los Angeles) who squeegee'd my car" anecdote that appeared in an old (free) eBook that used to be on my site, called "Miscellaneous Stories of the Weird and Unusual." So for fun, and just because we all need to hear the positive counterbalance, here is the story as it appeared:

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"Magic the homeless guy." This was mid-1995. [I was only 20 at the time.] Don’t have specific dates because I wasn’t keeping track. I was by myself up in L.A taking a late night drive doing who knows what, don’t remember anymore by this point. But on the way back home on the 101 south [literally in the middle of the night] I wound up on the wrong freeway, since the freeway interchange situation is a bit tricky if you’re not paying attention. Winding up on the 60 I randomly exited at Euclid Avenue to try to get myself back on track. But there was no onramp that I could find to get back on the 101.

I stopped at the first 7-11 I came to, but the middle eastern guy behind the counter (no joke…what a stereotype) was not at all helpful, so I got nowhere. I jumped in my car and raced up and down the road, trying to find a 101 on ramp, but there was nothing. Finally I picked a random gas station to pull into. Feeling highly stressed out (as I was prone to back then, definitely a lot calmer at this point in my life), I whipped the car left into the lot and saw a black guy in my headlights with big surprised eyes staring back at me. I stopped and jumped out, intending to run inside and get help finding the on ramp.

The guy however approaches me and says, “Excuse me ma’am….are you lost?”

He was dressed with a long saggy coat, baggy pants and shirt, facial scruff…definitely looked homeless. But the vibe of pure goodness emanating off of him hit me like a wave, like walking into a wall. It stopped me right in my tracks. Now it was my turn to look at him with big surprised eyes. “Yeah, actually I am…” I admitted. All my stress and anxiety immediately dissipated in his presence, all walls went down. Again, pretty noteworthy for someone who always views the world from behind cautious walls on lockdown – and even more so back then. "I can't find the 101 onramp!" I explained.

"Oh, well that's easy, let me tell you what you need to do..." And he proceeded to point me where to go and how to get to the onramp. Turns out there were no signs for it…...you had to take this tiny little side road between buildings (alley is more like it) to get to it. So no wonder I couldn't find it. I would have been there all night.

He then asked me if he could squeegee my windows for some spare change, which was fine with me. I sat in my front seat with the door open, chatting to him as he squeegeed. He decided to broach the subject of what he thought might be my naive vulnerability. Kind of frowning, and seeming concerned, he said that I should be careful, and not just talk to or trust people. He said that he was okay…..but not everybody is. In fact, last week they found the body of a girl chopped up in a dumpster over on 4th Street. So be careful, you know??? !

I smiled because I understood his concern, and explained that I know, I don’t normally go around just talking to people….but, I felt his vibe and I could tell he was good. He smiled and revealed that his friends all call him "Magic." Because he has a magical vibe. (again, no joke. It wasn’t until years later that I came across mention of the annoying Hollywood stereotype of the “Magic Negro” in movies, who’s there to help the white hero and may even have special/magical powers and such, but I shit you not, that’s what he said his nickname was. And it’s exactly how he felt, to the point where it was like he had a powerful force field of some sort emanating off of him. So as crazy and eye rolling and cliché as the name may sound, it is what it is.)

I ended up giving him $10, which was half the tips I made as a waitress that night at Red Robin [after tipping out!] thanked him, and was on my way. His directions were perfect too.
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Just like there is true evil walking among us there is often pure goodness/angelic. And it's usually taking the most opposite form of what many people think it would. I've come to figure out that some of the most higher evolved/angelic souls are choosing to incarnate into the harshest lives to literally be in the thick of it, walking among the lowest and most abused/exploited humans in order to do their part.

It's the type of story that the diehard Gab racists freaking HATE. But all I can say is that I am so fortunate to have had the most opposite experience of the one described in the below quote.

Just something on a Friday night......
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Quoting one of my posts from back in December, 2021, because I just discovered yet ANOTHER show with a plot that centers around a vaccination designed to sterilize/kill off the population. Britain's "Utopia," from back in 2013.

There was an American remake in 2020 that according to reviews, is total garbage as compared to the British version, of course ;) and only lasted one season before being canceled. But through yet another "rabbit hole" of connections I found the British version. (Watching a vid on BitChute that featured all kinds of random compilations, including something involving John Cusack, talking about a virus, obviously taken from some show or movie, so I began researching things to figure out what that John Cusack clip was from. And long story short..... American "Utopia" remake, which led me to IMDB, which led me to the overwhelming advise to skip the American version and seek out the original British version.) So out of curiosity I did. "Go directly to England. Do not pass go. Do not even look at the American remake." Downloaded both seasons 1 and 2 of the British version. Thanks Pirate Bay!

Just finished watching season 1 (six one hour episodes) and all I can say is....wow. O.o One of the most unique shows I've ever watched. One of the IMDB reviews said he gave the American version a "9" rating...until he discovered the British version. Then he went back and changed his rating to a 2. 🤣 Another review said the show requires "patience and intelligence." Yes to both. It's British, so it's very different from American storytelling. The premier episode did require focus/intelligence, because things aren't spelled out. But I kept going with it, for several reasons, including the unique nature of it on all fronts. The plan was to give it until episode 2. Decided I liked it enough after all and kept going with it.....straight through to the end of season 1. Went from being a show where I was like, "eh, sure" to "Okay, definitely need to know what happens next." There's an unfolding mystery, and multiple twists and turns. The visual look of the show with its technicolor pallet (reminiscent of graphic novels, since the entire show revolves around a mysterious graphic novel manuscript) coupled with the quirky soundtrack (link to theme song to give an idea: youtube.com/watch?v=6JKH5Ep1vj8 ) in addition to again, its British approach to things, and very dry and dark/black British humor mixed up amongst the violence and conspiracy is what makes this show unique.

And through it all the plot is ultimately about a manufactured "Russian Flu" that's used as a pretense to deliver the real weapon - a vaccine designed to sterilize the population and reduce the world by at least 90%. Or rather, down to no more than 500 million. Why hello there, Georgia Guidestones.

It's truly a case of "Occult Warning." The public was warned up and down and in and out through multiple media sources, multiple years before the poison jab was ever rolled out. But because the warning was delivered through their "bare minimum obligation" of "fictional" TV shows and movies means the public ignored it. Or because a majority of the public may not have seen those shows or movies.

Link to download on Pirate Bay: thepiratebay.org/search.php?q=utopia+2013&cat Note: It definitely helps to have subtitles, since the host of actors/actresses have different British accents, and some are harder to understand than others. (Namely Becky - the actress is from Wales and has this singsongy lilting "Magical Leprechaun" accent that's near impossible to understand. 🤣 ) And even though the show was not renewed after season 2 I've read multiple times that things do get wrapped up well enough by the end of season 2. So that's why I invested in watching it.

Plus you gotta love any show that name checks David Icke. ;)

IMDB page about Utopia, where it has an 8.4 rating: imdb.com/title/tt2384811/?ref_=fn_al_tt_1 "After a group of people, who meet online, discover a bizarre graphic novel which seems to hold mysterious answers, they find themselves being tracked down by a merciless organization known merely as 'The Network'."
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Going to quote a very recent post that people apparently didn't like very much ;) oh well, concerning how I've learned for my own self that the afterlife is real, and expand on that with another random anecdote.

Flashback to July, 2019. When I learned at about 2:30 in the afternoon on a Monday, in the middle of my work day, that my "mother" had passed away. O.o

Was sitting at the front desk of the high end digital marketing agency that I worked at as a Front Desk Coordinator, dressed to my usual nines, in a lobby that looked like it was part of an art museum due to its style and artistic decor. Cold, but very chic and stylish. Very Boca Raton. 44 years old, but looked early 30s, with the high end expensive blonde salon dye job from my favorite Japanese master colorist; either some Ralph Lauren or Calvin Klein get up, purchased from Macy's; the Coach leather handbag that retailed somewhere between $400-$600 (but was purchased discounted ;) ) high heels, the whole nine yards, at this high end gig, making bank. And everything calm and peaceful. The afternoon outside hot and sunny and blue skied, full of Florida palm trees and expensive Boca Raton landscaping. Sitting there, enveloped in posh, feeling relaxed.

Suddenly my phone went "DING!" next to me. A notification popped up. I glanced down, seeing the words "your mothers passing" looking back at me.

I hadn't seen her since August of 1998, but the words slammed into me like a gut punch. Not because she mattered to me, but because my "biological relations" had been cut out of my life for so long - I'm talking decades, leaving me effectively as an "orphaned foster child almost entirely alone on an island" in this reality - that it was just shocking to have such a foreign world slam into my current world. My brain had a hard time wrapping itself around both what the words were saying, as well as the convergence of worlds.

Another part of the "!!!!" slam punch to my system was because in that moment I believed I hadn't had a single intuitive indication whatsoever that this had happened. THAT'S how disconnected I was from the deranged demon creature. I'm EXTREMELY intuitive (that's very INFJ right there.......massive desire for a lot of materialistic high end lux whatever you want to call it, due to the suppressed "S"/Sensing that got forcibly re-routed into "F"/Feeling, while simultaneously extremely psychic on all fronts) but later realized.....nope, not true. There were indicators. But in that moment it was a truly unexpected "WTF???" shock, with zero foreshadowing. (Continued in the comments 👇👇👇 )
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Part 2

Even more "!!!! WTF IS HAPPENING HERE?!?!?!" was who the email notification was coming from. My dad. I hadn't spoken to him since February 2003. And hadn't seen him in person since June of 1995. When I was 20. So the last time this guy ever even laid eyes on me I wasn't even old enough to legally work in, or drink in, a bar in California, where I lived at the time. (though I'd done both, successfully, by 18/19. 😆 ) Now I was 44. This notification meant that he knew my email address this entire time. 🙄

So yes, long story short, the deranged creature that called itself my "mother," but wasn't (synthetic robotoid? Soulless meat puppet? I don't know....) had apparently passed away on July 7th, alone in a motel room in downtown San Diego where she had been living.

July 7th was the best the San Diego County Coroner's Office could figure. By the time the smell had become too much and the cops were called to investigate her room, it had been almost a week at least. The abuser of kids and animals didn't have a single person in life who even knew she was gone for that long. So the estimate was that she had died on Sunday, 7/7, since somebody at the front desk had said that's when they think they last remembered seeing her around.

They forcibly entered her room on Thursday, 7/11 to find what they already knew was awaiting them. I learned this from the Coroner's office, whom I had to have middle of the night conversations with long distance from 3,000 miles away, due to both the 3 hour time difference as well as the main contact's hours/schedule. I was considered next of kin, legally tasked with making decisions for everything. The final verdict, from the daughter of a deranged psychotic abusive nutjob who sold out her own kids? You can throw out her shit and do whatever you do with unclaimed homeless bodies. So in the end it was cremation and dumping in the ocean. And everything else was tossed in the trash. That's where you wind up when you abuse animals and kids with zero guilt, shame or remorse.

But nothing about this tale is going to be so straightforward, obviously, or I wouldn't be posting it here. O.o

On a sidenote, the second most immediate feeling after "gut punch WTF??" shock I experienced after learning about her death was that I was now finally safe. It was over. I would never again have to worry about her being out there in the world, trying to contact me at work, which she'd done in the past, obsessively email stalking me despite how many different email addresses I used, which she did intermittently for years, or contacting Tom, trying to break us up, which she'd also done. It was over. I was finally FINALLY truly SAFE. Safe was the single biggest word of the entire debacle.

Flash forward to later in the month, after I now officially knew it was dead.

I awoke suddenly in the middle of the night as one does when they feel somebody there next to them. o.O

I was laying on my right, facing the wall. The covers were down to my stomach area. And she was there, to my left, standing next to my bed.

I watched and felt as this all white being took the covers and pulled them up to my shoulders, covering me up like I was five, and just stood there over me, looking down at me. So yes, to be clear, I fully saw and felt the covers being pulled up over me.

I knew exactly what it was and exactly what was going on. And felt absolutely nothing. Not fear, surprise, shock, just eye rolls and sighs. Which is comical in retrospect. I just shook my head to myself, like, Seriously?? You didn't want to be an ACTUAL MOM when you were alive and wasted no chance when I was teen to tell me how much you hated me and wished I was dead and constantly verbally and emotionally and physically abused me, now you suddenly want to be a mom and tuck me in? Whatever. < EYE ROLL!!!!!!! >

I continued to lay there, totally still. Again, not due to fear, like what may have happened in my younger years. But due to pure eye rolling exasperation. "Just lay still and ignore her, pretend you're still asleep, until she goes away." I just had nothin' for her, or the situation.

Then I half saw her turn from me and start to walk away. When she was far enough away and I knew she wouldn't see I turned back to look over my left shoulder and saw her full white form, from the back. But it was her. Saw her partial profile, her hair. But I couldn't even be bothered to see where she went or what happened next. 😆 O.o THAT'S how much she didn't matter. It was wild. More eye rolling and internal sighing, as I turned back to my right.....and immediately went back to sleep. !! But it was extremely real and vivid, so the next morning I completely remembered it happened. (CONTINUED IN ATTACHED COMMENT 👇👇👇 )
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Part 3

But getting back to the foreshadowing indicators.......what were they? Like I said, at first I thought there weren't any, but in retrospect there actually were.

A few months before her death when I would be shopping at our local Publix supermarket a particular song kept playing while I was there. "Here's Where the Story Ends," by The Sundays. The first time I heard it the song caught my attention, only because I shop there ALL the freaking time and had never heard it played before. And also because it's really catchy. And I hadn't heard the song in many years. So for all those reasons I really noticed it the first time I heard it while perusing the aisles.

Then the next time I was there it was playing again.

And then AGAIN, after that.

By the third time I knew......some shit is in the works. O.o My immediate panicky thought was that it had to do with Tom, and either him or I dying or something. I remember leaving the Publix, walking through the lot to my car, deep in thought about this song and what TF it was referring to. Some story was about to end......WHOSE??!? Tom is the only one in my life, it can only be him!!!!!! O.o

Meanwhile during this same time period I had this sudden weird mini obsession with the 1984 Bananarama song, "Cruel Summer," and was playing it all the time from my 80's MP3 playlist. It was summer, so it was fitting, but there was more going on to it all than just that.

And even just before all this I had a sudden obsession with trying to figure out where TF the creature was even living and getting up to. So there I was at my job, during my down time, doing internet searches. And for the first time ever it's when I was able to find some real, tangible stuff. And it's where I learned she'd been dealing with homelessness and PO Boxes and actual San Diego homeless shelters and San Diego women's shelters for years. From what I could piece together in looking at her residence timeline, ever since that nasty abusive asshole known as her second husband (who abused Joe, and his own kids, and kicked me out before graduation, all of which she fully supported) dropped dead at only 44, leaving her a widow, she'd been up the creek. And after that her life tanked. The guy that she used to like to gloat to me that she'd pick any day over me (I couldn't understand why she was saying that to me out of nowhere) ended up being her biggest downfall when he contracted cancer and put her into a downward spiral of bankruptcy, property liens, legal judgments and eventually total homelessness. For years on end. Until finally making it back into a motel, where she finally died. Alone. Just like I told her she would in my last ever email response to one of her typical, intermittent email harassments, back in Fort Lauderdale in 2002. "You will die alone" were my intuitive, prophetic words. And she did.

Flash forward just a couple of months and Cruel Summer and Here's Where the Story Ends comes to fruition. And just to note: Never again, even once, heard "Here's Where the Story Ends" at Publix after those three times.

But on the week of her death, on the day of her death....absolutely nothing. Zero. I even looked back through my photos on Flickr from that time period to see if there were any synchronous indicators. Nothing but nice on my end. Nature. Boats. Beach. Critters. Etc. Which is good, actually. I went and made my own way in life, despite all her wishes of physical harm and death, like the demon she was, and it was nothing but nice and lux. A few people here and there in the real world who've learned of my past can't even believe it when looking at me and how I am. It's the biggest compliment ever. Every nasty terrible thing she wished for her own kid, for no reason, wound up happening to her instead. That's why I say she goes down as being the biggest karmic comeuppance example I've ever seen in my life, hands down.

And soon after that I had an experience where I popped up into the upper afterlife realms for a bit during sleep, and saw her and my Grandma walking around together. The scenery was beautiful and peaceful, all these golden peachy-pink-violet pastel-y shades, like late afternoon/early evening on Earth, but even nicer. I mean...it's the afterlife. How do you begin to describe it. 😆 I stood behind them, about 10 feet, just calmly watching them walk together, talking, catching up, making amends, etc....and felt like "NOPE." 🤣 Didn't let either of them know I was there, quietly watching. Again, nothing negative. But just quietly turned and left, back to 3rd density. Not interested in any of this.

These aren't my people. I incarnated into an already existing multigenerational clown show shit show, and was a pawn caught in these people's cross hairs. But it's not my circus. Not my monkeys. Hence, quietly turning and leaving, not joining them. Back to making my own way.
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Totally random and maybe mildly amusing (non "woo woo") story from my life annuls. I don't know, just something I was thinking about today and which still makes me laugh a little, because it involves Instant Karma.

But part of my job as a front desk coordinator at a digital marketing agency I used to work at a few years ago before the pLandemic involved setting up any client meetings with the coffee service, sometimes pastries, and then cleaning up afterwards. There was a client meeting taking place one morning at 9 a.m., so I came in a little earlier than my usual 8:30 to make sure the coffee was brewed and everything was set up and in place in the conference room by 8:50 a.m. (included some pastries, plates, napkins, things like that.) Always made sure to have things in place at least 10 minutes ahead, to be safe. So the clients get there, and the department head boss woman who was meeting with them (we'll call her Kristen to keep it anonymous) goes with them into the conference room, the meeting starts, I'm back up at the front desk doing whatever I'm doing, and everything is going okay. Then at about 9:10 Kristen opens the conference room door, and while standing in the doorway she looks out at me in the lobby and barks loudly, to make sure everybody in the conference room can hear, while frowning in a nasty way at me, "Carissa! When is the coffee going to be ready?!?" Making a thing out of it in front of the clients to make sure I get the blame and not her.

I just stared back at her deadpan, purposely not responding for about three seconds, then answered, "It's already in there. I put it in there twenty minutes ago. It's on the credenza where we always put it."

Her eyes got wide, and her head turns back to the room, seeing the full coffee service, pastries included, right there in front of her face. 🤣 Embarrassed she slinked back into the room, closing the door.

She had a long history of treating her direct subordinates very shitty, which is why she was always blowing through employees who either quit or transferred to other departments, so it wasn't surprising I guess. But it's always awesome when somebody tries so shamelessly to throw "the little person" under the bus to make themselves look good....then gets smacked in the butt right after in an embarrassing instant karma. She wasn't the only one at that company who did that to me. The actual owner/Big Cheese did the same thing to me another time, also in front of clients, trying to "blame the little receptionist girl"........mistakenly. For something that didn't happen. 🤣 He was a very intimidating dude, everybody there was terrified of him. (He was somebody I referenced in a post months back about Jewish culture, how I've had several sadistic Jewish bosses over the years who took pleasure in abusing their employees. He was the guy who made his lady friend take her very expensive handbag out of the back seat of a taxi in NYC and put it down on the sidewalk, just so he could command the driver to pick it back up and put it back in the cab, to make sure the driver KNEW HIS PLACE UNDERNEATH THEM.) Not me though. I look back at this and kind of laugh and shake my head at what I did, but it involved me sitting in his office after the people had left, reprimanding him in a firm/parental mom tone about how that is NOT how you handle a situation like that. You don't reprimand employees in front of clients, you handle it privately with them later on. While also informing him about how he was mistaken to begin with about what he thought had happened. It amazes me that I didn't get fired, and instead it was wide eyes and nodding his head, and that shit never happened again. 🤣

So yeah, those kind of people, the ones who are so concerned about personal image that their first instinct is to abuse small level employees right in front of clients as a way of showing "It wasn't me! I'm not the idiot who did this! SHE did! Don't look at me! Blame her!!!!...." is just....assholes. No social sense, no inherent understanding that it's not a reflection on the small level employee when bosses abuse them in front of clients for a supposed mistake, it's a reflection on the bosses who treat them like that. And they usually always get away with it, so that's why I love that some rare instant karma happened in that case.

The PS to the Kristen story is that after the meeting was over she was apparently still reeling from her embarrassing mishap and desperate to get her power back and save face. So as she was leaving the room, holding her paperwork, she frowns and says over her shoulder in a tone of voice like I was a lowly peasant, "Make sure to clean up the room now that we're done." 🙄 Then flounces off down the hall. I never needed to be reminded to do that, and she'd never said something like that before for any other meeting. I just shook my head and rolled my eyes to myself.

Anyway.......
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@FrozenDecoded @montalk Yikes. 😲 Somebody doesn't know that Ark and his psychotic wife Laura Knight Jadczyk of the C's cult group used to actively attack Tom/Montalk online, relentlessly, back in the day. It went on for YEARS. They were OBSESSED. (I even got to be on the receiving end of some of the targeting fun from them. good times. O.o ) From what I've been told, it seems Laura was annoyed that Tom was with me and not her daughter Anna, did her usual schtick of trying to break us up, the way she did to any guy in her cult; always trying to get the guys to believe their girlfriends were ORGANIC PORTALS! and break up with them. But there was even more to it than just that when it came to us; she wanted Tom to be part of their group, like actually go with them to France, and be with her daughter, and viewed me as some sort of outsider obstacle that needed to be removed from the equation since I wasn't involved in the group in any capacity.) But Tom talks about the Cass group situation on his website. montalk.net/montalkvsqfs.htm And Ark is such a creepy perv. Nobody should ever be quoting him. The one time I hung out with him and his wife and their group back in 2002 he stared me down like a creepy weirdo all evening. I've never had anybody do that to me before. Any time I'd glance over in his direction I'd find him just staring me down. O.o I later heard from another close female associate of theirs that this is something he does with females. It wasn't just me imagining things. Those two were some of the biggest bunch of assholes we've ever dealt with.
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If this really happened then it shows how pacified people are. One policeman holding back how many countless people? What, because he's "the police" ? Meanwhile all the people are in 2,000 pound cars and SUVs that are in essence, battering rams. Dozens? Hundreds? of them. And only one of him. If this really happened it's nuts.

Years ago when Tom and I were evacuating Florida due to a hurricane we made the mistake of getting on the turnpike, because we heard that the 95 and Alligator Alley were gridlocked. The turnpike was apparently open. However as we were getting in our cars to leave Ft. Lauderdale at 1:45 p.m. I had a bad, nagging intuitive feeling. I attributed it to jitters, but I don't get jittery during roadtrips, or even situations like that. in fact I'd been excited about the excuse to bail out and be on a forced temporary "vacation." So it was straight up intuition warning me about what we were about to head into.

And indeed, the turnpike was wide open (and free of tolls) for the first 100 miles, all the way up to Vero Beach. Then the gridlock kicked in. What happened next was a 10 hour traffic jam nightmare of just trying to get past Orlando. Cars broken down on the side of the road, thousands and thousands of cars just stuck. And what was at first "slow and go" at about 10 mph eventually ground to a complete halt. Not moving at all for long stretches. IMO it was the proliferation of big rigs that were clogging up the works on a road that was only two lanes to begin with.

Meanwhile I was in a car with no working A/C......and an engine that was trying to overheat. Which is why Kitty was in Tom's car. So I had to keep the heat on full blast mode for that entire time, pulling it from the engine if I wanted to not break down. In the middle of the summer, in south Florida. O.o You want to talk about Hell.

Eventually desperation kicks in though, and I realized, we need to use the breakdown lane. Other people are using it, come on. (Tom and I were each in our own cars, using our Motorola radios to communicate.) But 99.8% of everybody on that turnpike was too scared, too law abiding, too polite, to even try it.

Got in the breakdown lane and started actually making progress, going multiple miles and passing countless cars and big rigs.

At one point there was a lone cop trying to get the people who were using the breakdown lane, and when we were temporarily moving back over to the regular lane, there he was...after pulling somebody else over. He was outside his car with a clipboard, in the process of ticketing the other car, and we locked eyes and he just gave me a :/ look, because there was nothing he could do. He was already dealing with the other guy. I just grinned and went around him and kept going, same as Tom who was right behind me. So we did that for a bit, the whole back and forth between the breakdown lane and getting back into the regular lane, to not press our luck.

There was finally a rare exit coming up ahead, two miles away, but without utilizing the breakdown lane we could never have actually GOTTEN to it. 2 miles may as well have been 50 when you're not moving at all. So you do what you gotta do. And it was also only through a synchronous bit of luck that Tom happened to catch a random thing being said on the radio as he was flipping through the dials, talking about using the 441 as an alternate evacuation route. So that's what we ended up doing when we could FINALLY get off the turnpike in Orlando.

Once off I again utilized my intuition, telling Tom we need to head straight for the gas station instead of getting food like he wanted, even though we were each at about half a tank. Never ignore your intuition. We managed to somehow land in the only gas station in Orlando apparently that still had some gas left, and got out right as everybody else started piling in like madness. I had to drive backwards, zigging and zagging through the lot to get out of the tangle of cars pouring in. We later saw that every other station along the 441 had bags on the pumps and were now closed. Let's just say that during this ordeal I switched into MILABs mode. ;) Including other stuff I'm not even getting into.

In times of crisis you do what needs to be done. **And listen to intuition.** You can't sit there passively and let one cop hold back dozens/hundreds of cars for no reason. When you realize what's happening, that *he's trying to kill you* and if you see that the cop is outnumbered, you go for it. You go around. And absolute worst case scenario, last resort, you use your 2,000+ pound vehicle as the battering ram it can be. It's no longer the time to be easygoing, polite, understanding, patient and "respectful of authority." "We're all in this together...." "He knows what he's doing....." "I'm sure there's a good reason for this....." "He's a policeman...." Not anymore he's not. (CNTD. 👇 IN COMMENT)
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The full write up, written back in 2004, which I'm resurrecting for this post.......

in2worlds.net/leaving-florida

"Note: I started writing this in a motel room in Georgia after we evacuated Florida due to Hurricane Frances, in September 2004, and finished it at our end destination – Virginia. Since I now have my own website I thought I’d toss this on here. These types of situations may become the norm for people who are living in harm’s way. When we packed up our cars and hit the road, we packed as if we weren’t going back. And we didn’t. So if you’re bored at work, looking for an easy read, then here you go, this is for you. ;) It has cop dodging, road trip adventure, vigilantes, premonition dreams, deja vus, ear ringings, hyperdimensional timeline workings, and all kinds of fun stuff. A warning though for the sensitive types: there is cussing. ;) Just to let you know so you won’t be offended...."

Keep in mind that this is from almost 20 years ago, basically. Kind of wild. Bit of a time capsule. I just laugh at all my ranting throughout about how much I was done with Florida and would never be returning. Meanwhile we've been back for another 11 years and Florida is now the state I've lived in the longest. 😆 When we got to Virginia I knew even then deep down we'd be back. Just not right away. But that's why I kept my fold up laminated map of Palm Beach, Broward and Miami-Dade counties always forever tucked in my car's passenger door pocket. For all 8 years we were in Virginia. ;)
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Miscellaneous south Florida.....


1. Eastern Amberwing Dragonfly on floating sprouting coconut - Boca Raton. This was a coconut floating down the river/canal along the El Rio Trail. We were standing on the bridge at 20th Street when Tom spotted it in the near distance, slowly floating towards us. We've never seen a sprouting coconut before, let alone one floating down a river. (It seems to me more like a case of some plant seeds wound up inside the cracked open coconut and were able to feed on the coconut water to grow.....) Then an Eastern Amberwing showed up and completed the shot. When you zoom in you can see the dragonfly's reflection in the water, it's awesome. No cropping either, this shot's set up is "as is."

2. Full moon rise, 2.26.21 - Spanish River Beach, Boca Raton.

3. Clouds and Palms at sunset - Boca Raton.

4. Fort Lauderdale Jetties Beach / Port Everglades - 1.5.20. The last time we ever went there to watch all the cruise ship and boat/yacht activity. At one point in the afternoon I said something offhand about how we hadn't been here in awhile, and how it felt like we NEEDED to come here today, something like that. To which Tom responded "jokingly" with furrowed brows while looking around, "Maybe the world's going to end in a few months." Tom's "jokes," which can be oddly specific, are always rooted in psychic insights I've come to learn.

5. Two Roseate Spoonbills - Boca Raton.

6. Sunrise - Spanish River Beach, Boca Raton.

7. Great Blue Heron - Boca Raton.

8. Green Gil Mushrooms - Boca Raton.
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Okay........one more photo collage, why not. This time let's do a just straight up tropical/palms theme. 🌴 🍹 🌴 Always go Full Florida. :)

1. Two palms at sunset - Boca Raton.

2. Palms at night with stars - Deerfield Beach. Credit goes to Tom for this shot! ✨

3. Palms and BBQ hut - Royal Hawaiian Botel, Marathon (Keys).

4. Palms at Hollywood Beach.

5. Palms, Chiki Hut and Bird - Deerfield Beach.

6. Coconut palm and boat in the distance - Entrance to Red Reef Park, Boca Raton.

7. Two palms and crescent moon at sunset - Boca Raton.

8. Palms and double rainbow - Boca Raton.
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For fun just have to share this "Barracuda" cover that Tom showed me last night. HOLY COW. Country singer Gretchen Wilson absolutely KILLING the vocals, sounding identical to Ann Wilson, and playing with Alice in Chains. And for kicks, Nancy Wilson's in there too.

youtube.com/watch?v=BqQkECIn738

Seriously, I've probably watched this ten times now on back to back repeat. 😆 I think it's a shame that Gretchen wasted such fantastic vocal talent with country music. She could have been an amazing rock vocalist. Everybody's killing it in this cover though, love AIC's playing.....
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Random post about what I think is one of the most important concepts that people should understand when navigating through 3rd density..........the idea that if something doesn't work out, no matter what, could be anything, *then it wasn't meant to be.* There really is higher planning going on here, and "stuff" dictating what's what. Some of it from nefarious sources, true, can't deny that, but hopefully most of it from positive. Or in other words....a whole lotta Adjustment Bureau guys running around in suits and hats, trying to keep things straight. ;) And it may not seem obvious at the time, but it usually always is a case of "looking back in hindsight" and realizing that it was actually a really good thing that things didn't work out the way that we thought it was "SUPPOSED TO." Be it jobs, relationships, moving/trying to buy a house/rent a particular place, adopt a child, or a pet, I mean anything you can think of, there's going to be lots of times where things don't work out, or fall through at the last minute. But it makes a massive difference if we can realize that it's all working out the way it's meant to. Even if it's not what we want, or think we want. (This lack of realization thing is a problem that afflicts the average person probably moreso than the people who read my Gab, who are often pretty aware/awake and up on the higher metaphysical concepts. I don't tend to attract in the average schmoes over in this corner. ;) But still, it's a good reminder of again, one of the most important things we can realize while navigating through this existence.)

The blunt way I like to put it is, "Don't fight against shit that's not in your destiny." ! We have to realize how many other millions of people are all around us, especially when you live in a big urban area. That's where the concept/analogy of The Adjustment Bureau is very fitting. There's a whole bunch of other destinies that need to be arranged and managed in this place. That's a lot of adjusting. Trying to fight your way into a job....a house....an apartment.....whatever it may be where there's others to compete against......if it's not working out despite your best efforts then you have to realize: It's not meant for you. It's meant for them. If a relationship doesn't work out, then even moreso. That person maybe has a destiny with somebody else in the future, and you ain't it. Sorry to say. Sounds harsh, but at the same time the better we can start thinking this way, the easier life is to navigate. And a big part of things not working out with relationships in particular can also involve the idea of "Dodging a Bullet." O.o Just because you like somebody doesn't mean they're good for you, or that your radar/compass is configured properly. Lot of people miss those red flags. And it doesn't mean we don't ever get upset, or hurt, because we didn't get what we wanted, blah blah blah....just means we can learn now to get past it faster and with that higher wisdom. I've read stories of people having existential meltdowns practically because they didn't get a job that they desperately wanted. Like almost temper tantrum level meltdown. But we have to realize....just because we want something doesn't mean we're entitled to it.

The other important aspect of this concept ties into the "woo," with regards to targeted individuals for instance. I know that I've definitely heard from my fair share of them over the years via my website, and Tom too, and many of them have the same "woe is me" underlying energy pattern, where they blame the world for their problems. Everybody's out to get them, nothing ever goes their way, things keep not working out, etc. etc. And a big part of this ties into a separate concept concerning personal frequency. But what applies to this is that you know that in many instances various things that they didn't get were just...not in their destiny. But they're embroiled in such a negative mindset that everything is always viewed through an angry/victimized lens. And it would behoove them to realize this concept sooner than later. In fact, that realization IS part of what can start to change their personal frequency. It's called "Understanding How This Reality Works."

They don't give you a handbook, obviously. But live long enough, going through enough disappointments and things falling through, then hopefully one manages to figure it out for themselves. "Ohhhhhhhh.....I'm actually really GLAD now that I didn't get (whatever whatever) now that it's been six months/a year.....that would have been a total disaster! I wound up someplace else/with somebody else/doing something else that was a million times better! whew!!"

That's how we usually start to figure it out. ;)
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Continuing on from my previous "Adjustment Bureau" related post (Good ol' Gab's not letting me edit that post; so I can't even make a notation that says it's continued in the comments. So I'll just make this a stand alone Part 2.)

Another, more fine tuned aspect of the idea of "If it doesn't work out then it's not meant to be"/"Don't fight against shit that's not in your destiny" (okay...that rhymed....) is the idea of what I consider to be "place holder" situations. Think most of us have experienced some form of that, where we're in a situation - job, relationship, living arrangement, could be anything - but it's only for a short bit, and may even "blow up" in a negative way, causing what seems to be a premature ending, before we move on. And what a lot of people may not notice when they move on after that short, confusing, sidetrack detour of a life experience is that they actually end up moving onto something better. Unfortunately a lot of people just focus on the fact that "I only had (whatever whatever) for whatever short period of time, and it ended badly and messed me up. Thuh end." Missing the WAY bigger picture.

There's several things that can be going on with situations like that, but one of my bigger picture theories is that the short term situation was a place holder......providing you with what you needed in the moment, to tide you over, because the real deal wasn't yet available. In other words - Timing. You may see this more often with jobs. That's where I've definitely experienced it. You need money, you need to be able to take care of yourself, but the best possible job isn't open yet. It will be.....maybe months down the line. Maybe even a year, or two. Who knows. And it's meant for you. But the timing is off. Things are a little wonky. So "Reality"/"The Universe"/God/your Guardian Angels/whatever you believe in, helps out and "throws you a bone" basically. They find you something to tide you over in the meantime, and it requires working within the parameters of everybody else's destinies. And then it may even blow up in a negative way......almost kind of like you're getting that shove out the door to ensure that you leave when the timing is now right. ;)

Other times these temporary situations may be you on a higher level wanting to cram in experience. I feel like I've had those types of situations as well. FREQUENTLY. 😆 Sometimes they overlap with the placeholder/right timing situations. ;) Anything we go through here, even if it has another, primary motive, always serves that secondary purpose of "experience" in general, something that we can be learning from it all. Even if what we're learning leaves us scratching our heads. "Seriously? Ohhkaaayyyy....." 😆

As always though, we do seem to have that bit of freewill, so even when higher stuff is trying to help us out we can always outright say no to what's being presented....or obliviously not recognize it, and therefore not accept the opportunity. The latter probably happens a lot to people. And I'm sure it's happened to me as well. ! O.o

The movie "The Adjustment Bureau" (based on the PKD story "The Adjustment Team") is about the idea of everybody in this world living out their lives on the path that's been set out for them on a higher level, by The Chairman, and the whole concept of destiny and freewill. Specifically, what happens when the lead character, Dave Norris (Matt Damon) fights tooth and nail AGAINST shit that's not in his destiny, at the risk of being lobotomized into a vegetable. O.o He wants to be with Elise (Emily Blunt) and feels a magnetic draw to her (soul mates) that he's never felt with anybody, and the same for her vice versa. And so begins the cliche "star crossed lovers" plot we've all seen a hundred times, but this time played out against a really intriguing "woo" concept that is ridiculously close to the truth. What I love about this movie is that it doesn't play the concept for only the fuzzy feel good spiritual. There is that feeling of nefarious conspiracy going on. I like it because that's how our reality ACTUALLY feels. It doesn't feel very spiritual most of the time. But there is absolutely positive stuff at work here. It's a mix of both. And both are trying to have their way with guiding us....and manipulating and interfering with us....as we go about our lives. So this movie blends the idea of both in a great way.

Love the ending scene, especially Harry's (Anthony Mackie) closing monologue: youtube.com/watch?v=QiCNpDYavbg
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Just finished reading this very interesting book, "More Encounters with Star People" by Ardy Sixkiller Clarke, documenting Indians' firsthand experiences with nasty little Gray aliens, as well as the "Star People." (and there is VERY much a difference, as we'll come to see.) It's the followup to Ardy's previous book, "Encounters with Star People." Each chapter is an interview with a different Indian and whatever their encounter involved, be it Gray abductions and hybrids, Star People visitations, UFO sightings & crashes, animal mutilations, or government spooks. It calls to mind David Paulides' "The Hoopa Project," documenting the Hoopa people's individual encounters with Bigfoot in northern California, and the tie-in book "Tribal Bigfoot," where he expands his research into firsthand Bigfoot encounters amongst multiple other tribes outside of northern California. I talked in-depth about both books in a previous post back in 2021.

(on a side note: Ardy addresses straight away whether Indians want to be called Indians, or Native Americans. She said the overwhelming consensus is Indians, that's what they all refer to themselves as, and most seem to prefer it. So that's what word I'll be using. If the actual Indians are telling you to call them Indians, not Native Americans...then call them Indians, dammit. 🤣 )

The bottom line amongst all these books, including Paulides'.....The Indians have ALWAYS known what's up. !! It's everybody else who has no clue. The rest of the world primarily exists in a society controlled by nasty parasitical bloodline "elites" who are probably all Reptilians (either shapeshifters, or possessed by, etc.) and these parasites have worked actively to control the narrative about everything on this planet, keep everybody in the dark, in order to control people as a whole. Meanwhile everyday humans work on their behalf, acting as Matrix Gatekeepers, scorning, punishing and even killing those who try to reveal the truth, as even more everyday weak people get bullied/coerced into picking up that baton and bullying/scaring more people into following the narrative of lies. And on and on it goes, everyday people policing the other everyday people around them, via mockery, scorn, bullying and threats of being "excluded from society." Many people become complicit in their own prison of ignorance.

But just like in Paulides' books, where the Hoopas openly discuss Bigfoot and teach children about it in school in a matter-of-fact way (that they exist, who they are, and the do's and don'ts when you encounter them, etc.....) the Indians in Ardy's books are also very matter-of-factly open and knowledgeable about the Star People. And the nasty little Grays. It's just common knowledge amongst many of them that they're tied to the Star People, and many have stories of being regularly visited by the Star People over the course of their lifetime. But again, the Indians are existing in their own deal, especially any of them who've been born and raised on the reservation, outside of the "elite" parasites run mainstream society with its Matrix Gatekeepers. In one case an Indian woman being interviewed mentioned that she was directly told by a Star Person that there was a genetic/DNA connection between them, and her race.

In piecing together all the details from all the Star People interactions mentioned throughout the book, it sounds to me that the Star People are either ancestors of Indians on Earth, and/or a hybridized Indian race, who then were taken off world and continued their evolution elsewhere and who like to come visit to enjoy Earth in general, and to interact with their Earth cousins. So that was very interesting and informative to read.

Then....there's the Grays. And nobody in this book has anything good to say about them. 🤣 No surprise there. But from what I could gather by the descriptions provided in the various accounts, there seems to be several varieties going on, which is also not a surprise. In one case they're described as seeming "wooden" and "mechanical," and had human looking overseers that came out and revealed themselves as a last resort when one of the victims refused to cooperate. These ones IMO are the classic biological worker drones. In other accounts though the bug eyed, pale skinned, six fingered aliens are described as having shapeshifting abilities, able to make themselves appear as anything, including humans. This type sounds to me like something that is truly sovereign, versus a mindless obedient worker drone. And in any of the cases involving Grays, whether worker drone or otherwise, they're always described as being nefarious, with evil intents towards humans. Liars and deceivers, completely void of feelings and warmth, always collecting DNA in all forms, and giving the impression to their perceptive victims of an intent to take over the planet. (CONTINUED IN ATTACHED COMMENT 👇👇👇 )

amazon.com/More-Encounters-Star-People-Americ
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This book was a continuation of Ardy's other book, "Encounters with Star People." I'd post a link that one too, however it's not in print anymore and almost impossible to come by, unless you want to pay $50-$100+ dollars for a copy. O.o I thought I'd found a copy for a reasonable price of ~$15 from an online bookseller that specializes in Native/Indian books, but the order was canceled and refunded with an apology that it was actually out of stock, and their inventory was incorrect. And I just don't feel like paying the jacked up prices of the few copies I'm finding elsewhere. There are other Ardy books still available though on Amazon and elsewhere that look interesting, also about Star People.

I enjoyed the personal interview aspect of this book, which is very similar to what David Paulides does in his "Hoopa Project" and "Tribal Bigfoot" books. (though Paulides' is more "police report" style, whereas Ardy's is personable, describing the details surrounding each interview, and whatever personal connections she has with the people being interviewed. Including whatever PS afterwards there may be to each individual story.) In the meantime, for those who haven't seen my previous posts discussing David Paulides' Bigfoot research among the Indians/Natives, here is the link to the three part post:

gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10604530865453300
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Through the usual rabbit hole of connections I came across mention of this video tonight, but without any background info or sources cited. Had no idea what the excerpt was that I was watching/listening to, so I did some detective work on Google by typing in standout quotes, see what comes up. Figured out that the excerpt I was watching was from a British show in 1968, called "Thirty-Minute Stories." The episode is called "The News-Benders." This episode has an 8.8 rating on IMDB, and people will soon see why. Highly recommend watching it if you haven't already seen it. It's all about fake news, literally. But WAY bigger than that. Fake space travel and astro-nots, and of course fake moon landings. Fake nuclear weapons in order to keep people scared. Fake wars that are completely controlled, fake cold wars when both sides are actually working together, the entire gambit of pre-mapped out/scripted "news" designed years in advance by powers that be, and getting specially selected people to work for them to do this, via the blackmail system and implants in their bodies. And the bottom line point is - people believe what they're told. They take it at face value that all these fancy new terrifying weapons exist, or that people are flying around up in space, because ultimately they can't prove or disprove any of it.

bitchute.com/video/5nqQ3k5ELkyt/

I had thought it was just a modern day pseudo-derp thing that so many people on BitChute are claiming that we aren't really traveling around in space. (we have a joke on this end about "too much weed and BitChute" to describe certain people ;D ) I feel like the more time passes, the more the up and coming generations start to think nothing is real or ever really happened, because it's before their time. We know the moon landing didn't happen, but the rest.....sure. Why not. I never questioned that aspect of space travel, and still have a hard time thinking that possibly none of it happened. And it's a weird paradox because we do actually have a situation where legit history has been erased/rewritten before our eyes, too many examples to cite here, but then it seems some people run off the rails with that and take it too far maybe in certain instances. But to see the equivalent of modern day BitChute concepts and so-called conspiracies.....in 1968......! "Oh yeah, nukes aren't real........Yeah, yeah, we don't have astro-nots just.....flyin' around up there.....ahahahaha! That's so funny!" 😆 O.o Anyway, very interesting TV episode that's only 28 minutes long and worth checking out..... (BTW love Donald Pleasence, who plays the calm, but nefarious, underling of the Powers That Be. Many may know him from 1963's "The Great Escape," where he played the mostly blind "Forger," creating the fake docs for the escapees.)
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So, Tom/Montalk and I have participated in joint roundtables with other panelists....done interviews separately on our own.........and even participated in an interview together with James Bartley earlier this year. But now for the first time ever we have done our own podcast series, just us together, nobody else. Woohoo!!! I've been so excited about this, people have no idea. 😆 This is something that we've been wanting to do for the past few years, but never got around to it. youtube.com/playlist?list=PLOv5VO93tTMYyyn1rw

I was inspired to revisit the idea of doing something like this after all the various interviews Tom's done over the years, a lot of which have had issues. When you're interviewing with strangers (or doing roundtables, like we did years ago) you're at the mercy of a lot of things, most of which are outside of your control. Namely, the subject matter your interviewers decide they want to talk about, since it's their show that they're inviting you on. May not be the ideal subject matter you want to discuss. You're also at the mercy of their organization (or lack thereof.....) and reliability. :/ I've experienced THAT one firsthand when it came to at least one interview. It was a freaking NIGHTMARE for multiple reasons. "Just get through this and be done with it and you'll never have to do this with him again....!" It was a "one and done" deal. Then dealing with others' interviewing/discussion styles, which may not be a good fit. Can consist of various issues. (getting interrupted/cut off in the middle of a good thought train, them missing the point, etc.....) Not having enough time, because again it's their show, so they dictate the length. So you can't get through everything you planned to get through, and important stuff never makes it out there. (That's an issue that's always plaguing Tom specifically in interviews. I've never had that one.) Which ties into not having the ability to really DRILL DOWN on certain topics the way you may want to, and the way it ideally needs to be. And then being on camera. That adds a whole other level of issues. Have to be mindful of your movements, have to be mindful of your positioning in the frame, being self conscious of how you look......etc. etc. !!! Though I will say this - my experiences on both In Other News Radio with Geoff Brady/HiddenDimension here on Gab, as well as with James Bartley were awesome. Including me and Tom's recent joint interview with James. So none of what I say here applies to them. And when I speak of roundtable issues, I'm not talking about the ones we did with James, Eve Lorgen, Bernhard Guenther, Lauda Leon, etc. Those ones were AMAZING. It was the Rise roundtables from around 2014 or so. But I know Tom has had his issues with various interviews over the years, including those Rise roundtables, and I've also experienced some issues.

So 2023 kicked in and we decided to revisit this concept of doing something together. Mainly I wanted to give Tom the opportunity to do the biggest, most ultimate interview thing of all time. Where it's nothing but the subjects HE wants to talk about. Basically "what are the #1 things YOU would want to discuss above all else?" Where WE would be in full control of everything, from start to finish. And being that it's only us means we're going to be on the same wavelength, so it will always just flow. And we won't be on camera, so we can be fully relaxed. And where we can take all the time we want, drill down as far as we need to, and won't have to be dealing with ANY of the nonsense that can happen when you're doing shows with strangers. So that was the plan. (CONTINUED IN ATTACHED COMMENT..... 👇👇👇 )
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Part 2.....

Then March kicked in, and this woman reached out to me via a mutual connection we have in common, wanting to interview me. I agreed, even though I had no idea who she was, something I wouldn't normally do, but I made an exception due to our mutual connection. But after she sent me the interview questions...........oh, HELL no. 50% was good, and 50% was just garbage. Straight up getting things wrong about what I'd said and misquoting me, getting things mixed up, sidetracking onto subjects that had nothing to do with the main subject, because it was her pet topic (concerning targeting/gangstalking, where she was feeling victimized and raw about it all and putting me in the hotseat about) and all the while taking a "Devil's Advocate" approach to things, which she even admitted to. This was her instinct of how to approach things, because she said her audience was comprised of angry and skeptical targeted individuals, so she wanted to come at me the way she imagined they were. :/ um...NO. I don't do "I'm on trial having to defend myself against angry and skeptical TIs." O.o Plus factoring in all the mistakes she made with misquoting me and getting everything mixed up. Pulled the plug on the whole deal.

It was really annoying, because of just how much she wasn't on the level/on the same wavelength in any way. BUT.....it served a great purpose. On the day I would have been doing that stupid interview - via cell phone, no less - I was instead creating the first notes of what was to become this podcast discussion with Tom. So I traded investing my energy in that whole thing for another thing that was a million times better. It was the final motivation needed to get things moving with this. :) I was energized full of the idea of "WE CAN DO BETTER!!!! AND WE WILL DO BETTER!!!!!" Just very motivated after that "last straw." 🤣

Tom and I worked madly to get the notes put together.....and when you listen to this series you'll be able to tell it was a LOT of notes 😆 and then finally started recording in April. We only recorded when we were absolutely feeling it, "in the zone." Never otherwise. And there were so many times when Tom was just on FIRE, seriously. 🔥 🔥 :) So we were on a roll, into early May. Had over six hours recorded. Then...life happened. Bunch of chaos that I won't sidetrack into, but which included both of us getting sick, back to back. So May was a washout. Which turned into June......and July......and into August....... Once we got off track we stayed off track for three solid months, for various reasons. But FINALLY we got back into it. Things had settled down, and it was time again. Suddenly I was feeling it again in terms of being able to put together the next round of notes for my big section on personal frequency in relation to targeting and MILABs and paranormal related harassment, whereas before I was just like "ugh....I can't even THINK about this right now......" And then it was just Boom!Boom!Boom! Two more recordings in the same week, consisting of another five hours of kick ass material....including the big drill down on "WHAT THIS REALITY REALLY IS." THE ultimate question. And from there Tom just dedicated himself to editing the audio and putting everything together, which was like another week and a half, maybe two. Very intensive. And that also included him creating all the vid descriptions/bullet point summaries, and creating the awesome thumbnail graphic, after we came up with a title. And now here we are. :) So yeah......super excited. Hope people enjoy listening as much as we enjoyed talking about these subjects and putting all this together.........

(Links to all 8 parts, including audio download links, and vid summaries in attached comment.... 👇👇👇 )
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Part 3 -

YouTube Playlist:
youtube.com/playlist?list=PLOv5VO93tTMYyyn1rw

Single MP3 of all 8 parts (480 MB, 11 hours):
montalk.net/Mind_Over_Reality_(2023)_Tom_Mont

Part 1: youtu.be/T014bbMPYZM
✧ What is "frequency" really?
✧ Exploring mind vs. matter
✧ Synchronicity vs. causality
✧ Examples of reality creation
✧ Understanding thoughtforms and the Demiurge
✧ Shaping probable futures through mindset

Part 2: youtu.be/s_CW9pOQc8o
✧ Attracting like-minded individuals
✧ Contagious synchronistic numbers
✧ States of consciousness shaping reality
✧ Spontaneous invisibility
✧ Synchronization of multiple realities
✧ The pitfalls of manifesting from the false self

Part 3: youtu.be/4EVTeU5tpzA
✧ Synchronicities and their meaning
✧ How emotions shape reality
✧ Thoughtforms & feedback loops
✧ Karma, reincarnation
✧ Psychopaths and empty individuals
✧ Cultivating a positive ego core

Part 4: youtu.be/I4uTiV1gEn0
✧ Specificity vs. generality
✧ Entities manipulating the subconscious
✧ When negative forces breach your realm
✧ Quantum entanglement & tangibility
✧ Monkey's Paw Principle
✧ Higher positive beings
✧ Rethinking necessity of suffering

Part 5: youtu.be/RSoKZoc3b7A
✧ You receive only the closest approximation
✧ What happens when you reality create a person
✧ Altering the timeline vs. jumping to a new one
✧ Holographic placeholders
✧ How negs "tag" you to track you
✧ When a manifestation backfires

Part 6: youtu.be/Dd7Nno_psMc
✧ Gangstalking & paranormal harassment
✧ Personal frequency's role in attracting it
✧ Realm breaching as a step-by-step process
✧ Freewill occult warnings
✧ Black helos, MILAB handlers, and surveillance
✧ Shifting frequency to beat them

Part 7: youtu.be/-2YoToasjzU
✧ Retrocausality
✧ Trans-temporal feedback loops
✧ Attracting probable futures through resonance
✧ Physics as programmed consciousness
✧ Dream weirdness vs. Fortean anomalies
✧ Precursor synchronicities
✧ Signs from the departed

Part 8: youtu.be/k7DHqkp4zvg
✧ Semiotic & Reflexive aspects of reality
✧ Etheric plane as "Matrix" code
✧ Superconscious beings beyond spacetime
✧ The purgatorial function of reality
✧ Myths that warn about misuse of power
✧ Transcendence through divine will
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Quoting my previous post about the cops blocking the roads out of Lahaina, because I found another interesting testimony from a woman whose family survived, and credits it to directly disobeying the cops. bitchute.com/video/VVSMRYZ3QEV6/

At the end she talks about how the cops were claiming they're "just following orders," and she wants to know WHO was giving those orders???

The short answer: Something that isn't human, or is piloted by something that isn't human. I know a lot of people find this hard to believe, maybe even some of my followers, but the sooner people figure this out, the better. I can't tell you definitively what type of non human thing we're dealing with - demons? Aliens? Hybrids of aliens? Something reanimated and piloted by demons? An A.I. extension of the corrupt demiurge? o.O What are we talking about here? I don't know. Could be any of this stuff. But I can say with confidence that it's either fully not human and just looks it, or is being piloted by something not human.

She's never going to get those answers though. Nobody standing in front of a city council meeting, or any mainstream governing body, asking for answers is going to get them, and there will never be justice for Maui. Whatever this thing is that's in charge, it's bigger than the little people, and it has many of the little people under its complete control.

Reminds me of any situation where there are "mysterious police stand downs" in the middle of bizarre crises. Reminds me of every nonsensical, upside down and backwards decision being made by "higher ups" anywhere in this reality. A lot of people make the mistake of thinking it's all just stupid or corrupt humans, acting on their own accord. Not when mass death is involved it's not. Bare minimum you're looking at extreme demonic influence/manipulation by elite parasites that are ruled by that.

It can't be reiterated enough though. If people ever find themselves in a life or death evacuation situation and you're running up against "cops just following orders," trying to blockade you from proceeding to freedom/safety on a perfectly wide open, clear road, like what this woman describes? And you can't find a way around like she managed to? "Shoot the kneecaps and keep going." I say kneecaps because it sounds comical, but you get the drift. You disable any way you can. This is no joke. People need to wake up to the world we're living in. This is not what you think it is. And it's not being run by humans. And they have their soulless, sociopathic minions inserted in EVERYWHERE, doing their part to manage, and kill, the herd. Thousands of people burned to death in Hawaii because the powers that be purposely didn't sound the alarms, which is not the fault of any of the civilians, and then they purposely blocked the roads out. The people in their cars were either unarmed, or too scared, to do what needed to be done (which can also be accomplished by mowing down Demon Puppet Pawns with one's 2,000+ pound vehicle), and which I completely understand. I can easily put myself in their shoes and imagine that predicament. One minute everybody was peacefully living their life. And within a VERY short time span they're suddenly in an emergency, last minute, panicked evacuation on a tiny island, and none of the civilians saw this coming. It's hard to just suddenly snap into "Shoot the kneecaps...or worse...."/Mow the fucker down with the car"/etc. mode. So that's why I'm putting out this little "public service announcement" to reach the couple of people who will see it, just in case they ever find themselves in a situation of sorts. It's hard to suddenly switch modes from one extreme to the other, I know, but keep these stories in mind. Learn from what happened to others. Make sure it never happens to you. Always disobey "authority" when it's CLEAR that they're trying to endanger and kill you, with their robotic, stone faced "Just following orders" inhuman b.s.
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Some Friday night recent favorite funny memes time......
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Attaching a screencap of a meme I just saw on the Explore page that I want to expand on. The meme is mostly right in that non mask wearers trigger the mask wearers because at the core it's definitely about those who are disobeying. The type of mask wearers that get angry and confrontational are the same goody goody tattletales and hall monitors from grade school. But there can be more to it than that, which I'm about to expand on. And the only reason I'm even talking about this is because TPTB are trying to bring back mask wearing and COVID fear, since we're going into another "election" year. They eventually won't be able to keep playing this card the more time goes on, but for now the window is still open.

But let's look at the biggest example of all in terms of "triggered mask wearers attacking a non mask wearer" that happened to me, back in 2020. Triggered isn't even the word for what happened. It was more like "Agent Smith Demon Popping Through a Matrix Drone Pawn" to attack me, somebody who "stuff" has been making a go at since early childhood, in some form or another. A little side note: Neg stuff freaking hates me ;) and wastes no opportunity to "pop through" regular so-called "people" out in the world that "They" can take over/influence. One of the earliest examples I can cite, as shocking as it may be for some to read, but just so people can understand that I'm not kidding or exaggerating about this phenomenon, happened when I was only 9, in 4th grade. It was on the school bus ride home, on a different bus than the one I normally rode. (long story) But some older boy I'd never seen before, who seemed to be 8th grade, sat in my seat. I was sitting at the window. I glanced up at him. He glanced down at me and with an angry, glowering face said, "Fucking cunt." Looking me dead in the eyes, like he knew me, and it was personal. Then glanced away, pissed. Didn't speak another word the entire ride, just that. I just turned to look back out the window, numb.

So this has been going on my whole life, in some form or another, and that one little anecdote was the tip of the iceberg for all the other stuff that was already happening to me at the same time. "Stuff" hates me, and misses NO opportunity, trust me. 🤣 Recently at my last job a psychotic 60-something male customer honed in on me specifically to get rageful at. He was mad about other things that had happened with his print order, but which I had nothing to do with and no part in. I was literally just the "innocent pawn." But during one of his multiple fits of temper tantrum rage that happened over the period of several days he apparently expressed his um.......desire to punch me in the face to somebody else who worked there, who later relayed this to me. Driven half out of his mind with inexplicable violent rage desires towards me, making me the person to focus on, when again....I had nothing to do with anything. But as he relayed, he basically wanted to leap across the counter and physically smash me up. Later he had a full blown temper tantrum screaming, cussing meltdown in the lobby, the likes of which I've never seen in my life. (THAT'S Boca Raton for you, where the majority of people are originally from the nasty northeast, like he was.) Wish I could say I was surprised by this guy's behavior, but no. I wasn't. Not by this point. "Another day, another demon popping through an empty drone." ;)

But the demons have a hold of many empty drones in this reality, and when they come across those that are actively working to expose them, teaching others what to do about them, empowering people, that's called "poking the beast." This is their territory. You don't get to just come here and do that and go unchallenged. It's not just about being a good person, somebody connected to God/Source, somebody of the Light, etc. etc. blah blah blah. No. That's not the real problem. It's about anybody who, in addition to that, thinks they're going to challenge them and take food/victims away from them. THAT'S the problem. And in a way, non mask wearers are definitely a part of that. Not getting jabbed, not having that nanotechnology pumping through your veins connecting you to the Hive, sending the signal that they can sense that lets them know you're part of the group, not wearing that mask, defying them, being an example to others, and especially if you're also actively working to get as many other people to NOT get jabbed as possible, and to NOT wear masks, and to NOT submit to nose swabs......and in addition to whatever "poke the beast" stuff you may be getting up to beyond that to remove food and victims from their reach.......yup. Cue the hate rage attacks. ;) (CONTINUED IN ATTACHED COMMENT 👇👇👇 )
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So, let’s revisit an incident from August, 2020.

The whole thing started because I decided to make a spur-of-the-moment trip to Publix grocery store at 8:30 p.m. to grab a few things. Normally Tom and I would always go together, because at this time his car wasn't working, so we always doubled up in my car to run errands. But on this night he didn't need anything, so opted to stay home while I went by myself. This is important to note, only because it's these two factors that enabled this entire incident to happen in the first place. I looked back at the step-by-step sequence of events that had to happen to put everything into place and/or make things possible, and that was a factor - me being by myself.

So I get to Publix, grab my things, then make my choice about what line to get in - another "fork in the road" moment that changed the entire outcome of everything. There were two or three lanes open at that point, and I initially was going to pick one of the others, but changed my mind and ended up going with the one I ended up going with. A middle aged looking white woman, looked to be late 40s (based on what parts of her face I could see that wasn't covered by her mask, in addition to her hair, overweight "big and clunky" body type where her arms were bigger than my thighs, and middle aged clothing style of large "mumu" style dress that went down to her ankles, to hide her body), was standing on the far end of the register, to the right of payment machine. There were taped lines of demarcation on the floor, spaced out every 6 feet, so I was standing at the end of the conveyor belt, on one of those taped lines, unloading my basket. There was about 8 feet of space between me and the other woman. She didn't pay me any mind, and was just standing there, looking around.

Right then a middle aged/50-ish white guy, about 6' tall, with graying hair, comes up behind me. (NOTE: I'm barely 5'3".) Within inches of the back of my body, holding some flowers in a cellophane wrap, and adds them to the belt, then proceeds to take his spot to my right, about three feet away. So, he's with her, and had obviously run back to grab those while she waited at the end of the register. I continued to keep unloading my basket, just doing my thing. I then hear this guy "ask" me (in reality, "commanding" but disguised as a "question") "Excuse, do you mind moving back please."

This was a command, said with the fake-polite, but very arrogant and entitled tone of voice of somebody who was used to pushing their way around in life and getting their way.

Keeping in mind that there was at least eight feet of space between me and his woman/wife? for him to situate himself, and, everything else had already been rung up, so all they were apparently waiting on was the flowers. Which means he could easily have taken his place with his woman at the end of the line at the payment machine, now that he'd gotten the flowers and was ready to pay. He chose not to though. So the whole thing just instantly rubbed me the wrong way. A) I was standing on the taped line on the far end of the register. B) He had at least 8 feet of space to maneuver. And for kicks, C) I was wearing a mask, which was the mandate here in Palm Beach County. Which means D) I had the right to be standing where I was, I wasn't in his way, he wasn't in any "COVID DANGER!!!" from me, so therefore I was under no obligation to move.

Due to the tone and attitude he displayed from the get-go I didn't acknowledge him, continuing to unload my basket. Annnnnnnddddd....that's where things turned ugly, as people reading this can imagine.

Wasting no time he leaned in close to my right - not even a full two feet, which is interesting for somebody who professed to just be soooo concerned about "social distancing," and said really loudly in a patronizing/sarcastic and aggressive tone, "EXCUSE ME......DID-YOU-NOT-HEAR-ME??????" Confirming everything I'd already deduced about his original "question" and tone. If I was some 6'+ burly dude covered in tats would he have pulled that nonsense? HELL no. If I was there with a guy right next to me would he have leaned down, getting into my space and spoken to me like that? Of course not. **This was never about "social distancing" for him and some true "fear" about "catching COVID!!!" It was always about power, control and entitlement. "COVID" was just the excuse/pretext for him to unleash his bully side on the "tiny wittle female all by her wittle self."**

I just slowly looked up at him and said "Yes. I did." Then went back to unloading my basket. Not budging off of my taped line.

Annnndddd....cue immediate psychotic meltdown in 3...2.....1.....


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"!!!!!!" his eyes bugged out because I wouldn't do as he told, and in a sputtering way and without missing a beat turned towards the front of the store and started screaming, full voice, *"CALL THE POLICE!!!!!! CALL THE POLICE!!!!!! SOMEBODY CALL THE POLICE!!!!!!"* like a beta weirdo, then glanced back at me with angry frowning eyes, thinking that would have effect he was after.

I just stared at him. Not budging off my taped line.

He looked wildly around, *"CALL THE POLICE!!!!!! SOMEBODY CALL THE POLICE!!!!!! CALL THE POLICE!!!!!!!"* Still, I refused to budge.

Even though I stood absolutely still, not responding, all the nerves in my arms stood on end in that adrenaline, "fight or flight" response. Not because I was scared of the police, I wasn't. I knew that even IF somebody called the cops and they actually did show up, nothing would happen to me, because there was nothing wrong or criminal happening here. If anything they would probably laugh at him. Instead it was just because of the way this guy was acting. To just "flip" like that from one second to the next.......yeah, it was alarming. Especially since two minutes before everything had been completely calm, to where I was kind of out of it. So this was the equivalent of an actual attack out of nowhere, catching me off guard. But that's exactly why he did it, that was exactly the effect he was hoping for. Just immediate extreme verbal attack at top voice to "shock" me into complying with his bullying tactics. Also the issue was....I'd just never seen a grown ass "man" behave like this. It was an abomination. And over WHAT exactly??? It was just so absolutely bizarre.

The ego of course wants to defend itself - and I have a lot of ego, coupled with a bad temper. But I knew........stay absolutely still, and don't say a word back. Just let him go off. *Do nothing.* The idea of, *give him enough rope to hang himself, because I'm in the right.* It was hard, but I did it. The other factor at play was stubborn bluff calling. You want to threaten to have the cops called on me? For total nonsense? Go for it dude. Let's see what happens.

Since I wouldn't budge, standing absolutely still in my spot, he then came right up on me, within a foot and a half of my body, chest to chest, and began miming the act of repeatedly shoving me backwards, screaming *"GET AWAY FROM ME!!!!!!" (fake shove) GET AWAY FROM ME!!!!!!" (fake shove) GET AWAY FROM ME!!!!!!" (fake shove)"* Just that, over and over, having a literal temper tantrum meltdown like a child. Still, I wouldn't budge. Stood there in place on my taped line, staring up at this ~6 foot guy physically threatening me, seeming unfazed on the outside, but yes, total alarmed adrenaline pumping on the inside.

Meanwhile his wife now started joining in, with extremely angry "frown eyes" going on, saying over and over, "Oh my god, what is *WRONG* with you??" in this disgusted "you should be ashamed of yourself!!!!" tone of voice. "What is *WRONG* with you???? What is *WRONG* with you????" Frowning and continually shaking her head with disgust. *Another classic playbook tactic of abusers, manipulators and gaslighters: The "Parental Shaming" technique.* When outright commands and then threats of violence don't work, you resort to "public shaming in the parental tone of voice."

The employees in the vicinity were all just standing there, frozen, with bugged out shocked eyes, not sure what the hell was going on or what they should do. None of them were expecting this crazed outburst out of nowhere, and were *not* prepared. Finally one of the shift supervisors, a female who oversees the cashiers and customer service desk, tentatively came over, trying to assess what was happening here and what needed to be done....as Psycho Guy started grabbing up all of my groceries off the belt and hurling them onto the next register's belt, which was closed. He continued to rant and rave and melt down, all the while about how I needed to GET AWAY FROM HIM!!!!! I heard his wife scream out in this exaggerated disgusted tone of voice, *"IT'S BECAUSE OF PEOPLE LIKE *HER* THAT THIS VIRUS WILL NEVER GO AWAY!!!!!!!'* Just all this "people like *HER!*" nonsense, and several more "What is WRONG with you???" all "disgusted." I could tell by her eyes alone that even on a "good" day she was a nasty piece of work. You can tell about people based on the eyes. So again, we have a guy who's so concerned about "catching COVID" that he voluntarily gets up in my space, refuses to move, then gets within a foot of me, chest to chest, threatening me...then grabs up all the stuff I'd just been touching with no gloves on, putting his hands all over it with his own gloveless hands. um hm. (CONTINUED IN ATTACHED COMMENT 👇👇👇 )
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The supervisor tried to get the guy to stop throwing my stuff around, but he wouldn't listen. She kept an eye on me to see what I was supposedly doing to instigate this......and of course I'm standing completely still on my taped line, not saying a single word. If I'd said anything to this guy in my own defense all it would have done was justify him/egged him on. I've witnessed and/or dealt with enough of them firsthand in my life to recognize them immediately. Say *anything,* no matter what, even if it's true and valid, and they'll just blindly react, bouncing off of it, without even listening to what you're actually saying, feeling further justified to have their "meltdown" merely because you responded and "agreed to participate." Never agree to participate. And, it also would have shown the Publix employees that there was in fact some sort of "back and forth" two way exchange happening......which means both of us are suspect/culpable.

Instead, they saw me do and say absolutely nothing. *The only thing happening here that anybody could see was him. Screaming, melting down, miming violence, throwing shit around, and more screaming....and for apparently no reason.*

A fantastic quote I've since come across that completely summarizes this situation: *“If people can't control their own emotions, then they have to start trying to control other people's behavior.”* - Robin Skynner.

At one point in the middle of this, Wife Beast extended her left arm/hand out to Beta Psycho Guy who was still melting down like a rabid attack dog, switching from her "I'm so disgusted!" frowning/voice back to calm and "normal," matter-of-factly commanding him to stop. Then she immediately switched back again, with the evil looking "disgusted frown face!" and more disgusted yelling to the Publix employees about "people like HER!!" and "what's *WRONG* with you?"

*Back and forth, hot and cold, up and down, rapid 180s. That right there was the dead giveaway about what was really going on here.* Whenever you see anybody behave like that in a fight that *they* themselves picked? Bouncing from tactic to tactic? *It means you're looking at the "Agent Smith" phenomenon at work. Neg "stuff" operating through some empty pawn, either trying to interfere with your life/derail you, or get a good loosh energy feed. Or even both, "two birds at once."

The shift supervisor cautiously came over to see if I was okay, then went over to the other register to gather up my stuff. Keeping in mind that in order to do so means she was WAY less than six feet between either me or Beta Psycho Dude. She was literally right next to him to do that. But he never said a word about it. And this entire thing started because I was supposedly too close to him.....even though he's the one who got up in *MY* space.

The supervisor put my stuff back in my basket and quietly asked me to follow her, we'll head over to customer service and have them ring me up over there instead..... And as we both walked away the Abomination couple immediately went back to normal. Just....lalala! like none of it had even happened. Flip flop. She shook her head, in shock by the entire thing, apologizing to me as walked.

So I finished up at customer service, with the 20-something customer service chick pissed off at the couple, saying over and over, "They can't just do something like that! You can't touch other people's groceries!!! That's NOT right! You can't do something like that!!! I'm so sorry they did that to you!!! That is NOT right!!! They can't DO that!!!!" The store manager came over and apologized as well. I asked all of them if they'd ever seen something like that before? Has anybody else ever reacted like that due to something COVID related? All of them just shook their heads and said No! they've never seen anything even close to that before. That was a literal first. While I was at the customer service desk I saw the couple leave the store.......smiling......acting completely 100% normal, like nothing had even happened. (you could see the crinkly eyes, coupled with the nonchalant body language.) More proof of "Agent Smith." :/

As this anecdote illustrates, it can be about a lot more than just strong dissenters who disobey. Always look closer at "WHO YOU ARE" on a soul level, especially if you keep finding yourself on the receiving end of bizarre, nonsensical harassment, bullying, attacks and targeting throughout your life. COVID, masks and jabs was a fantastic pretext for this stuff to be unleashed with full immunity on the rest of the population. Especially on those who are doing double duty as "beast pokers."
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Was looking up Mad TV sketches on YouTube since I never watched it when it was first on (don't own a TV ;) ) and I came across this gem, featuring Keegan Michael Key, as many probably know from Key & Peele:

youtube.com/watch?v=WGNhNlBYK_E

So much of what was on Mad TV would never be allowed on TV nowadays. Everybody involved would be canceled. O.o

For more laughs, my Key & Peele playlist: youtube.com/playlist?list=PL7J56Zmp4AA7Qj-om3
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Interesting shorter vid discussing the real reason for the retail apocalypse we're in the middle of. youtube.com/watch?v=Ly-58rKGZ08 There can be no doubt they're trying to turn America into a third world country, and are already on the fast track. Another day, another convenient news story showing looters running amok like cockroaches in high end stores, smashing and grabbing. Then cue the inevitable announcement about how said stores are now closing in cities all across the country, due to "rampant shoplifting." :/ When have we EVER seen anything like this in our lifetime? If we live through whatever they have in the works and come out on the other side, whatever the other side ends up being, the world we've known our entire lives is going to become a distant memory, and the stuff of myths and legends to the up and coming generations. "Yeah sure there were once stores with aisles packed full of everything you could ever think of. Whatever. 🙄" O.o

The remote viewers at CryptoViewing saw it though when they did their big hour and half special back in October 2020, concerning the Great Reset. Dick Allgire saw the way our world as we currently know it, and all of us, eventually get "buried" so to speak, hidden and denied to future generations, in the new, shitty world that's been turned into something else entirely.

I will say this: You don't see this b.s. where we live in Boca Raton/Palm Beach County. This is happening in liberal/commie cities that are deliberately being destroyed and reshaped from the ground up. This is no different than the manipulated Soros-funded BLM riots of 2020-2021, sending in their hired cockroaches to loot, hurl pallets of conveniently placed bricks and burn down swaths of cities. Boca and Palm Beach County both made loud public declarations in the media at that time that BLM would not be tolerated here so don't even try it. I heard it firsthand from a guy who runs a gun shop here, who knows members of the Boca P.D., that BLM did try to come here, but things went down behind the scenes with the P.D. to shut that shit down. And so we remain squeaky clean. For now.

The comments in this vid contain multiple first hand observations of what people are seeing happening in their own towns and local regions with regards to the retail apocalypse, as well as additional theories about what people think is going to happen with all these rapidly abandoned retail spaces formally occupied by big chain and big box stores. In some cases these abandoned big box stores and such are being converted into jails and things relating to police, as commenters are reporting. :/ That tells you a lot right there.

This is a different type of vid from what JW Tv (real named Steven) normally does, in the sense that he's walking around, poking about and investigating, while narrating to the camera. I've grown to like his channel because he's one of the real people. He uses sensational vid titles, since he's trying to bump up his vids in the YT algorithm, which I get, but that aside the majority of the content is very interesting. He combines current events, science and technology, politics, and a MASSIVE dose of truther/conspiracy (there is nothing you could think of that he probably isn't aware of or touched on, and that goes for Reptilians, shapeshifting humans, aliens, demons, portals to other dimensions, etc. He's mentioned it all. 🤣 I swear, this guy HAS to have read Tom/Montalk's site, I'm not even kidding.) He has a high level of awareness that's not evident in this particular vid and is somebody who questions literally everything, putting out multiple theories/possibilities for things and taking input from commenters. One of the biggest subjects he's been covering a lot lately is the impending fake alien invasion/project Blue Beam nonsense that it's the works, presenting interviews and such from whistleblowers discussing what's to come. He also is always including a lot of reminders and messages about the spiritual battle we're all in right now, and how we need to stay grounded, focused, aware and fearless. But without going full religious and bible thumper, like so many of the other channels out there who also cover the events of these strange times we live in. It's an interesting combination of things that you don't normally see in other videos. Plus he actively participates in his own comments. So that's another rare thing you don't see with most YT channels.

So if people are curious I'd recommend clicking on either "Videos" or "Live." The brunt of the good stuff can be found in the "Live" section, where it's excerpts from his frequent live streams. Doesn't mean I agree with everything he says, or every interview/whistleblower he features, but I have found his stuff interesting enough to be worth passing along for consideration. He's brought my attention to a lot of news stories I wouldn't have seen otherwise, that's for sure.
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Quoting my below comment about South Park and the Simpsons with this funny bit from South Park. Since we all could use some laughs in these times. 🤣

bitchute.com/video/keOOFwwkyadp/
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Screencap of a meme I just saw on the main page of Gab that brings up an interesting conversational topic that never gets outdated. It's the age old truther question about whether people are worth trying to wake up or not.

My perspective has always been this for many years: If you feel the need to try, then do it by dropping little "fishing baits," and do it when it's relevant. Like when you find yourself in a conversation with somebody about a particular topic. If it's a topic that you have some additional.....um....................conspiratorial insight about ;) maybe drop a little teaser bit. See if they perk up and bite. Or whether their eyes are just glazed over, or whether they just keep yacking your ear off a mile a minute, oblivious to what you even just said. 😆 Their reaction, or lack thereof, will tell you everything you need to know about how to proceed.

If they do perk up and take the bait then it's a matter of determining the level of awareness. Are they puzzled by what you're saying, but open/curious/receptive to hear more? Or do they go full boar and are like "YES!!!! OMG!!!!!! I'M SO GLAD YOU SAID THAT!!!!! YAY!!!!! I'VE FOUND ANOTHER ONE THAT CAN SEE!!!!!!!!" 🤣 If it's the first then definitely proceed, but my generalized tactical advise is to do so with smaller steps. Unless you know for a fact it's somebody that you know well and are comfortable with and therefore could just lay it all on them, all at once. If it's the latter enthusiastic response then no further advise from me is necessary. You've found your new best friend. Have fun. 🤣

Obviously this is just generalized advise, but it's valid for the most part IMO. Ultimately it's all about "Reading the Room." From everything I've heard others report, the tactics that DON'T work or go over well include things like:

- Force fitting your truther ideas onto others in inappropriate conversations where it's not the time or the place, and totally not relevant;

- Getting overly........passionate about things. To where you come off like a cult-y zealot, or even mentally unstable. If you wouldn't want somebody being like that to you, about subjects you think you're not interested in, or at the moment don't believe are true, then don't use the same approach with others. Treat them the same way you would want to be approached.

- Being unable to back up any of what you're saying with convincing anecdotes, facts and/or evidence. If you're going to bring something up........make sure you're ready, that's all I can say. Have your ducks in a row. Be prepared. A lot of times I don't bother even going there with people for several reasons, but admittedly this can be one of them. I know I'm not prepared. I might be tired, distracted, and I'm not going to have enough good stuff to throw out there off the top of my head, so I don't even start. I recognize in those times that it's a conversation that's too big to even try to get into at the moment.

But if circumstances are fortuitously aligning - it's the right time and place, it's appropriate to the conversation, it's appropriate for the person/people you're talking to and you're prepared and ready to bring it, then by all means I say go for it in terms of tossing out that teaser bait to see what happens.

But if things blow up in your face............don't be surprised either. That's just as important to keep in mind as well, that the outcome may not go as you would have liked, and you're going to need to be an adult and accept that. We have a lot of rabid Matrix gatekeeper watchdogs among us, on call and ready to bark. I know that firsthand. !!

Years ago I compiled a write up on my site called "When Everybody's On a Different Page" that gets into this very subject, and in it were some of my own firsthand anecdotes with these Matrix Watchdogs that were ready to bark, on a dime. It was WILD. in2worlds.net/when-everybodys-on-a-different- Those particular anecdotes are located in the subsection " 'Spokespeople' that 'Stuff' speaks through?"

Another type of example happened around 2019 at a former job here in Boca. There was this coworker guy named Josh who was nice enough, but liked to come up to my desk at the front and just talk *at* me with his deadened Sanpaku eyes. It was all about him and what he wants to talk about. Just one of THOSE people that run RAMPANT in our world. Talked way too much, in a quietly self absorbed, dominating way. (That's why I used to purposely avoid getting in the elevator with him. ;D ) But at some point in the convo I inserted a funny reference to the time I saw UFOs for real. Because it was relevant to what he was saying. His response? Nothing. Continued to stare at me with a slack face, and those deadened eyes, and just kept right on going. It was interesting to witness. (Continued in attached comment 👇👇👇👇 )
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Part 2, Continued....

And in another write up (more like mini e-Book to be fair ;) ) I described even more conspiratorial types of reactions to those times of tossing out a "teaser bait." It involved people being "shut down," so to speak, when those subjects were mentioned. O.o Full blown "pause mode," like this is a freaking video game. And it's happened more than once. !! in2worlds.net/conspiracies-in-the-workplace-a This is where the phenomenon just gets WEIRD. Total "woo-ville." But you can find those bits in the section entitled "Patterns in the Chaos, and Seeing Behind the Curtain" towards the end.

So all I'm saying is, if you're going to put something out there, be prepared for ALL potential responses. 🤣 Receptive and interested, skeptical, ignoring/skipping past, barking watchdog trying to shut you down, or going full Video Game Pause Mode. These variety of reactions I've either heard about and/or experienced firsthand go back YEARS. So it's not just unique to these recent times, that's for sure.....
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Totally random fun thing I figured I'd post on a Saturday afternoon from here in south Florida. It's a joint effort vid that Tom and I did last year, of a mockingbird synching up to a recording of its own self.

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From the vid description on Flickr:

"This experiment was Tom's idea. But one night there was a Mockingbird right outside our apartment scream singing super loud in the middle of the night. Tom finally decided to grab his phone and record some audio of the bird, then play it back to it, see what it does. WELL......apparently it freaked out the bird, who thought it was another male bird encroaching on its territory and came flying out of the bush, straight at Tom's head/face, only realizing at the last second that it wasn't a bird, and pulling up and away to avoid contact.

After that whenever this particular bird was outside scream singing we'd play the audio to see what it would do. Would it keep trying to attack? Fly away? WELL.....several times it actually started synching up with its own recorded voice, imitating its own self!! This is video from one of those times. Tom held up his phone, playing the audio, while I recorded what happened with my camera. The longer the audio goes on for eventually the Mockingbird synchs up. Even better....you can see it listening/focusing in on the song....then copying it. It was amazing. We did this another time down on the sidewalk when the same bird was on a wire, and once again it completely synched up."


Again, totally random fun thing, 'cause why not.... 😆
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If you're like me and using AdBlocker with your browser then I'm sure you're also experiencing issues with the newest YouTube update that's no longer allowing anybody with AdBlocker to view any vid on YT. Well have no fear, you don't need to disable your AdBlocker......just try this handy dandy tip I found from Neon Revolt in the attached quote. (Will also include the text here, in case the post gets removed at some point.)
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"If Youtube is being a poop-butt for you, too, just change the watch?v= portion of the the URL to /embed/

You'll have to scale your window size, but you'll be able to watch everything freely, without restrictions."
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It works! I tested it out on multiple videos. So far so good.....
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We've all seen stories in the media over the past few years regarding the downfall of all West Coast cities, from L.A. to San Francisco, Portland and Seattle. But I saw yet another update on the status of good ol' San Fran (attached link), and I don't even recognize what I'm looking at.

I lived in SoCal from '91 - 2001, and in that time visited San Francisco three times between '95-'99. The city I knew then was NOTHING like what's being depicted in this article. To give you an idea: One of those three times I visited alone. As a little 24 year old, unarmed female in May of '99. Didn't even occur to me that I *would* need to be armed. Decided to take a trip north to San Fran, but since my then-boyfriend Steve was unable to take time away from school and work I went on my own. Drove from Rancho Santa Margarita to the Irvine Amtrak station. Caught the single level standard Amtrak into downtown L.A. (Took an hour total.) From there you transferred to a bus that took you two hours north to Bakersfield. And from there you transferred to a fancy double decker Amtrak. The kind with the full on dining car. :) Traveled up through Central California, through nothing but farmland for hours, until getting to Oakland at night. From Oakland you transferred to another bus, that took you across the Bay Bridge (the one that had a partial collapse during the '89 earthquake). At this point it was 1 in the morning. 🤣 I was sitting up front, and I'll never forget seeing the San Francisco skyline lit up on the other side of the bridge as we approached.

The bus dropped you off at the Ferry Building. From there I exited, with my bag. Again, at 1 in the morning. And again.....as some little 24 year old, unarmed female. I set off down Market Street, towards the heart of Union Square and the Tenderloin, in search of some cheap hotel. The whole scene was beautiful and peaceful, even magical. Orange colored streetlights against paver sidewalk. There was nobody around. And whatever homeless there were back then were calm, nice and just kept to themselves.

And everything was *clean* back then.

A random memory I have of SF in that same area, at night, from another trip: Steam coming out of manhole covers, against glowing orange streetlights, next to the paver sidewalk, and a black guy playing a saxophone into the night for spare change. It was something straight out of a movie.

In the 90s I could walk around San Francisco any time of the night as some petite little unarmed female and be bothered by absolutely nobody. And whatever homeless people I ran into were totally cool. I always made sure to have a bunch of ones in my pockets as I walked through Union Square, to give to the homeless guys who approached me. Half the point of the trip was to find cool homeless guys to sit and chat with, because they were the guys who were deliberately keeping themselves on the outside of society. Because they knew. Those were the people I desperately wanted to talk to and hear from. I was always seeking back then, always. From taking my journal and candy cane shaped peppermint scented pens ;) to various coffee houses in north O.C. or L.A. late at night, or to the freight train tracks in Fullerton, or Commerce (south central L.A.) in the middle of the night, where I would sit literally ON the tracks (until any trains came.....) to trips to Frisco. I was always desperately looking for REAL people who were AWAKE and who could just say even ONE fucking interesting thing. !!!!!!! (Have a cool memory of being in the BNSF freight train yard of Commerce in the middle of the night, by the orange colored streetlights. Only I was sitting on the side of the 5 Freeway overpass, backpack on, legs dangling, watching all the cars racing by below me, heading into downtown L.A. The L.A. skyline was off to my left, diagonal behind me. The same L.A. skyline I had on a postcard tacked to my bulletin board in '90 and '91 in Connecticut, with promises from our "mom" that someday we would be in southern California. :) )

I don't even know what TF this "San Francisco" is in this story. This is NOT the SF I knew 25 years ago. 25 years ago SF was the coolest place I'd ever seen. I almost decided to forego my life in south O.C. and break up with Steve to go be homeless up there myself in '98. ;D That would have been an interesting timeline.

I'll leave off with another awesome cliche San Francisco memory. Sitting on the side of the Golden Gate Bridge at night.....while eating a clam chowder sourdough bowl, purchased at Pier 39/The Embarcadero, and listening to the tugboats down below in the fog.

I wish that version of San Francisco still existed. 😢 They've purposely destroyed all the major cities in the U.S., and they're not finished. They won't stop until the entire thing has been demolished, so they can have their Great Reset.

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New article, woohoo!

"Being Out of the Flow -
and other Random Weirdness often Mistakenly Attributed to Gangstalking"

in2worlds.net/being-out-of-the-flow

OMG I came up with an article title that didn't use the word "MATRIX" in it. It's a miracle! 🤣

This is actually a rewrite from an article that used to exist on my site. It's been completely rewritten from the ground up, and is now far more comprehensive and drill-down. And hopefully fun and entertaining to read. I get into even more of the strange, peripheral weirdness that self professed "targeted individuals" often mistakenly label as gangstalking being orchestrated by hired, physical perps, along with theories for what's probably really happening. Lot of interesting anecdotes that many people can probably actually relate to, not just those who believe they're being targeted......
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Halloween Pennant Dragonfly - Boca Raton, Florida. The pink in the background is from the Muhly grasses which turn pink every late October. :) (for my followers, in case this posts to my timeline again like it did the first time - I was posting it to the "Things with Wings" group.....check it out!)
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So yesterday at my current job I found myself at a get together, sitting at a table alongside two guys, one of whom is Gen Z, and the other who seems to be a Millennial. I've briefly met them before, but this was the first time actually chatting with them socially. Super nice guys, had a blast, lots of laughs (to the point where we were kind of the happening table in the room, where other people started listening in to see what all our mirth was about) but it was also like some strange Sociology experience for me.

For starters the two guys exemplified something I'm increasingly seeing more of in south Florida at least, since this is a mega urban area (with a lot of liberals; south Florida is definitely more liberal than most of the rest of Florida) - straight guys who speak like gay guys. And it's apparently not a case of being closeted. Because these are pretty liberal, progressive guys, so I doubt they would care about people knowing they were gay if they actually were. This is apparently just how many younger guys in mega urban liberal areas now speak and behave. O.o They talk more gay than actual gay guys I've known and been buddies with in the past in multiple states. To give a good idea.....it's really not that far off from what Louis CK describes in this skit: youtube.com/watch?v=bcJ3y2HTrF0

One of the two guys in question, named Andrew (the Millennial) basically speaks like that skit. Very flamboyant. I was 100% certain he was gay because of it. (he's the sort of guy who calls out across the lobby to me "HEY BEAUTIFUL!" in that same exact kind of voice Louis CK does, and which is something a gay guy would do, because they don't have to worry that girls will take it the wrong way......because you know.......they're gay...... ;D ) But no. Dude's got a girlfriend. Shocked the hell out of me. Totally a "say WHHAAAAATTTTT....." moment in my head as I was sitting at that table hearing him talk about his woman.

The other one named Kaden, who's the Gen Z (if you couldn't tell by the name alone) is not as flamboyant, but still very feminine speaking/behaving, in a way we did not see in society years ago with straight guys. Also very soft/dough-y/potato face, indicating lack of masculinity/testosterone. But it gets better. Because what I also learned is that Gen Z is ALL about their psych problems and "Wanna-Be Autistic." In only 20 minutes I learned that his fiance (and I did see pics of them on his phone) is ADHD, is on Adderall for that, also has PTSD due to a puppy dying, and is in therapy for that, and they're both apparently "Neuro Divergent." You know....as opposed to "people who are Neuro Typical."

uhh....okay...... I mean, being honest, the guy was totally normal seeming to me. Relaxed and comfortable with chatting, friendly, normal facial expressions and affect, good sense of humor, and all around well adjusted and pleasant to be around, truly. Very socially intelligent, polite and nice. So I'm actually concerned, because it clues me in to what's being done to Gen Z. There's this need to convince them all that they're a hot f'ing mess psychologically, get them on meds, in therapy, and have them competing to see who can claim to be more Autistic/Asperger's/"On the Spectrum"/"Neuro Divergent."

At one point when we were talking about our company's White Elephant Christmas exchange, I mentioned that I decided not to do it, because it would have been easier if it was Secret Santa, where you actually know who you're buying for, and whether male or female. But White Elephant....good luck with that. So that's when Kaden started explaining to me with this infantalized metaphor something about "Spoons." See, everybody wakes up everyday thinking about their upcoming days, and in their minds they assign a certain number of spoons to each thing that they may face. This thing gets maybe 10 spoons, but this gets 5, and maybe that one gets 8, etc. etc. (Meanwhile I'm like wtf is this guy talking about? 🤣 What do spoons have to do with anything?!?!?!??) And for Neuro Divergents like him, they might only give three spoons to something that somebody else would give ten! So for me, obviously I only had a few spoons for the White Elephant gift exchange!

I just stared at him like, uh huh..................."Well, I don't know if it's because I'm Neuro Typical, Lazy or I just don't care, but either way it wasn't my priority." 🤣 And he did laugh about that. ;)

But people reading this obviously can imagine that some psychology person or source told him this infantalized, and ridiculous sounding metaphor. And it's why I have grave concern for Gen Z. I've already discussed society's trend towards infantalizing the younger generations in general: gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10995675828134667 But now we've also got effeminizing all the males on top of it, something that's also being socially engineered in the media. O.o (CONTINUED IN ATTACHED COMMENT 👇👇👇)
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Part 2, continued....

With regards to the media, something I've noticed for years now is the push on chat shows and whatever to feature males and male celebs (who again, are all supposedly straight....married....even have kids......) discussing women's issues and things like the Real Housewives shows. And doing so in a way that does not sound straight. No respectable straight man sits around discussing women's dramas and gossip, period. Normal guys have better things to do. You know....building and fixing shit, fishing and hunting, working in their yards, working on their cars, doing stuff with computers, electronics and technology, being sporty/athletic and working out, shooting shit up at the gun range, whatever. 🤣 So I'm always disturbed when I see anything that depicts straight men in the media sitting around acting "coffee klatch" while speaking in that fast paced, peppy Chatty Cathy flamboyant way about women dramas. (Some great examples to give people an idea: Jerry O'Connell, Mark Consuelos and Michael Rappaport.) It's not natural. That's female behavior.

This trend goes back years though as mentioned, and started back in the early 2000s, maybe even late 90s, with corporations marketing to young males in the same way they do females. Why only make 50% when you can target everybody and make the full 100%. :/ So there was an increase in men's magazines that push a Metrosexual, playboy lifestyle, encouraging men to get involved in grooming habits that previously only women engaged in. And where years later, we now openly see a push towards getting men to wear makeup. And I'm not talking about guyliner. I'm talking about foundation, concealer, the whole deal. O.o But this also ties into the whole trannification of society agenda as a whole. If they can't get men to go full tranny then they'll do their best to get as many as possible to behave as women in general. And there's also the added boost of the environmental and diet influence for the past couple of decades on the effeminization of males. In other words, the whole "Soy Boy" thing that most are familiar with, as seen in the below "Soy Boy Smile" image. O.o

The more time goes on the more the younger generation is going to have no idea how much they've been changed, and how things used to be. Not only in terms of the physical looks and body differences that men used to have, but also the behavior and facial expression. They're going to think that guys who look like potatoes and speak like women and behave like infantalized children is the norm.

On a sidenote, returning back to the whole "spoons" nonsense metaphor mentioned in Part 1: How hard is it to say "Hey, people prioritize things differently." ??!?! No, they have to make it "A THING." Overexplaining it, making a mountain out of a molehill, but paradoxically in an infantalized way with simple language, and where ultimately it just makes no sense.

The whole thing is indicative of the need for the younger generations to have some kind of mental disorder, illness or all around problem that can either give them an identity, and/or make them feel like a unique snowflake. Nobody wants to be okay anymore. Nobody likes the word "normal." They can't even SAY the word normal. It's now "NEURO TYPICAL." I'm so aggravated by it all, because yesterday wasn't the first time I've been exposed to the late stage Millennials and Gen Z's need for mental disorders and illness. It's always something with them. Being on the Spectrum, Neuro Divergent, or whatever trendy phrase of the moment they prefer, being Bipolar, OCD, ADHD....everybody's mental nowadays, on meds and in therapy. And it really disturbed me about Kaden, because there was nothing about him that seemed neurally abnormal. I've been around socially awkward people who probably truly are "on the spectrum," but he displayed none of those traits. Just the most normal, nice, well adjusted, sociable guy you could imagine. And he works an intensive job that requires constant people interactions, the ability to multitask and intelligence. You can't do what he does if you're functioning like a fucknut.

But all these "professionals" are diagnosing people nowadays as having all these disorders that they may not even have, trying to make them feel like fucknuts who need identity labels, meds, therapy, etc.

And the problem with identity labels is that people hold onto them for the rest of their lives. Because another thing....even if you do have a disorder? It can be fixed often times. It doesn't need to be a forever thing. !! But when you get "formally diagnosed by a medical professional" as having something you may not actually have, you're helping to program your own subconscious with this negative idea about your supposed shortcomings and failures. When that may not be the case. Or it may only be the case temporarily.
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Useful Public Service Announcement Time!

If anybody's life is going sideways right now, or just wrought with mayhem, chaos, physical accidents, stuff breaking and all around miscommunication with people, then have no fear......Mercury Retrograde has been here, since 12/13. O.o

For those who don't know: As the Earth and Mercury both whirl around the sun there comes a certain point in their revolutions where Mercury appears from our vantage point to stop….and then go in reverse orbit for about three weeks, before finally appearing to move forward again. Obviously it's just an illusion, and has to do with one orbit overtaking the other for a few weeks. So there is no actual “backwards” or “retrograde.” And yet when this illusory retrograde starts to happen life will often start to go sideways. Mainly in the form of communication mishaps, since Mercury rules over communication. Misunderstandings, fighting, information not being relayed or relayed incorrectly, etc. It makes absolutely no sense, but it's a legit thing let me tell you. I've independently corroborated it for myself multiple times accidentally when wondering "WTF IS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW?!?!?! !!!!!!!" but without knowing we were in a retrograde. Only to find out.....we're in a retrograde.

On the day this latest Retrograde kicked off on 12/13 I had a nasty little physical accident. And meanwhile at my current job, which is a very busy office center with many companies, tenants, and visitors/guests and deliveries, so far this week we've had a sump pump pipe burst, multiple packages trying to be delivered to companies who no longer are here, multiple miscommunications and negative exchanges between various people, sick employees who had to actually go home, things getting delayed from being done/finished due to all kinds of problems, tenants getting the time wrong on an appointment meanwhile as their client is just waiting around in the lobby for them, clusters of total chaos where 5, 6, 7 things at a time keep converging and everybody needs help and needs something at the same exact time, weird little mechanical stuff not working in my car.....etc....etc...

The last retrograde from April 21 – May 14, 2023 was a DOOZY. It was the worst one I’ve dealt with in YEARS, where nearly all the stereotypical retrograde chaos happened, including VERY angry customers melting down due to problems and miscommunications. (not my fault....but I got to be the one they took it out on. :/ ) And it started right when retrograde kicked in. And it culminated with the ending of that job, on May 9th. THAT’S how explosive it was. I have never in my LIFE seen anything like what happened at that job with the customers and that particular boss/owner, who was new and had just bought out the company [and was now running it straight into the ground with nonstop insanely bad business decisions, because he’d never actually worked in that industry before, just saw it as some quick and easy money making opportunity, but ultimately had no idea what he was doing….] To say “communication issues” was a factor is an understatement. That was the entire brunt of the issue. The new owner rampaging on everybody in multiple departments with over the top, excessive responses and extreme paranoia/distorted way of perceiving anything that was being said, written or done by anybody. But it all “coincidentally” came to a head in an explosive way during Mercury Retrograde.

And a live time update....just heard from my supervisor at my current job that she is *dunzo* with her job, and is pondering on how to make her exit. Blow it all up, her words, figuratively speaking, or go nicely? (I'm thinking....she's gonna blow it up. ;) Because she has every reason to.) So everything just hit the fan right now for her at this place.......during retrograde. O.o

So, just a head's up to everybody in case you're noticing weirdness in your own reality right now......
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I'm inspired by HiddenDimension to try posting some more funny memes I've come across over the past few months. Haven't been posting anything to do with my personal photography or funny memes because Gab hasn't been working correctly for me in that regard, to put it mildly. For me personally pics no long display properly, they're all cut off and squeezed into narrow strips, and Gab doesn't maintain the order in which I've uploaded them, and instead rearranges them willy nilly. BUT, we'll try again, see what happens.....
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New article! (mini book is actually more like it....it's not really an article per se....) woohoo!

I've been working on this one off and on for most of the year. The goal was to post it before the end of 2023. Annnnnnd.....with two hours to go I accomplished that goal. 🤣

in2worlds.net/astrological-and-numerological-

This one is a big one. Not really an "article," as just mentioned. The title explains it all really. It was always intended to be big, but that's because of the nature of it. But it definitely should be entertaining and interesting for anybody who chooses to read.

The main point of this isn't just to talk about astrology for the sake of it, or to explain all the nitty gritty workings of it, and how to do charts. Because I have no idea myself and it's not necessary or relevant for this. Rather it's to explain and prove that personality profiling is a valid thing, it works, even though it has no reason to work. The mainstream explanation of constellations being the cause of this undeniable personality stamping that everybody is being subjected to isn't valid. For obvious logical reasons for starters. But also due to the precession of the equinoxes, which means everybody's signs have shifted over by one over the past ~2,000 years. *Yet we're all still manifesting the old energies of where the sky USED to be.* You want to talk about conspiracies, we've got one, on two fronts. O.o So if it's not constellations...then what is it? And who's behind it and why?

I have a system that I've figured out that I've had success with for deducing what people are, to the point of being able to guess not only people's sun signs, but even moon signs in multiple cases. So I explain what that process is so people can learn all about things if they don't already know. I also get into the numerological Life Path thing, and considering all the calendar changes over the centuries means it's even more bonkers than astrology in terms of something that shouldn't work but does. But not only have I been able to guess people's numbers, first try, but Tom has too. So what's going on there??
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"I will say this though: the more I got going with compiling this write up and the more research I was doing into the personal astrologers of various people, whether famous or non, the better I got at guessing things correctly before even looking things up, and the more outrageous patterns I kept finding. All of which continued to prove exactly what I'm claiming in terms of the validity of astrology and numerology.

"It just got to a point where I began to get truly creeped out about all of this. I was always a believer in the personality aspects of astrology, because I'd seen patterns going back many years, so it's nothing new. But because of all the digging down and various research I had to do in order to put this write up together it means I got REALLY good at things. It became more common to be able to pinpoint somebody's sun sign within ~30 seconds, sometimes instantly. Take one look at somebody's face and either immediately pinpoint their exact sign, first try, or at least be able to tell whether they were born under a feminine or masculine sign. Even started being able to correctly guess, first try, some of the other planets in people's charts besides sun and moon. Seeing over and over again the weirdly specific, verbatim personality traits people were displaying despite differences in ages, gender, ethnicities, nationalities/culture, sexuality, you name it. As if they have no freewill choice. I can't emphasize enough how creeped out I got. Like, solar plexus/stomach clenching up and slight chills when describing to Tom all the endless patterns I've discovered and ways in which I was continually nailing people's astrology IMMEDIATELY. *We are truly walking templates that have been stamped with energy and personality imprints, to the level of a computer, and it cannot be emphasized enough.* Something like that should not be in a truly real and organic reality. And yet it is...."
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It's a subject that has fascinated me for years, and my Gab followers got a small taste of it when I previously posted a very abbreviated version of this almost exactly a year ago, on 12/24/22. But this is the FULL version, where I have the room to say as much as I need to about each of the signs, no holds barred, and with the fully fleshed out introduction, and comprehensive second half, where I put all the pieces together and drill down as far as I can on the conspiracy.

So as always, hope it's interesting, entertaining and educational for readers. Enjoy.......
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Let's do a "Random South Florida Things" theme photo collage for today. Gab no longer lets you determine the order that pics will appear. So let's see what order it decides to rearrange things in....


1. Complete Marine, Pompano Beach. Didn't even remember I had this pic until I started going through my pics tonight. I like the sunset colors, and it's a very "typical urban south Florida" scene, especially down in Pompano where all the marinas are, so why not.

2. Yacht, gull and Norwegian Sun cruise ship - Spanish River Beach, Boca Raton. 5/16/19 Before heading to the beach after work on this particular day I made an offhand comment to Tom about making sure to take my camera with me in case I see anything interesting, because you never know.....boats....cruise ships.....then I corrected myself about the cruise ships, because I've never seen a cruise ship offshore in Boca. They don't seem to head north. Only east, south, or south east, from Fort Lauderdale or Miami. And lo and behold.....there was a cruise ship offshore that day. O.o The only cruise ship I've ever seen passing by Boca, before or since. So that was serendipitous timing. Zoomed in/enlarged the image to see what it said on the side of the ship, but only saw a red and orange stylized sun sort of thing. Did my research online and figured out it was a Norwegian Sun. Did more research and saw that this was a ship that had been on a four day cruise that launched from Port Canaveral, then down to Key West, and from there to Havana, Cuba, where it departed at 6 a.m. that morning and was now heading back home, up the coast of Florida. Pretty cool. :)

3. Clouds and palms - Boca Raton. 9/30/23 Very Caribbean look, love it.

4. Sunset at lake next to Pondhawk Natural Area, Boca Raton. 9/3/23 With Anhinga coming in for a landing. Perfect timing for a photobomb!

5. Tri-Colored Heron? Wakodahatchee Wetlands, Delray Beach. 12/9/23

6. Crablike Spiny Orb Weaver - Boca Raton. 1/1/23 Pretty sure this was the same orb weaver whose web I accidentally tore down the day before by walking through it, because the spider had strung it up across a walkway. After I realized I had spider web on my arms I looked around for the spider, and saw one of these orb weavers on the ground, disoriented. I found a large leaf in the grass to use to scoop up the spider and get it back up on one of the leaves of the bush that it had connected its web to. The next day I was walking along that walkway again, but this time kept my eye out for any webs. Sure enough it was back up, in almost the same exact spot. Got this great pic....and made sure to duck underneath the connector strand that went across the walkway. ;)

7. Pondhawk Natural Area trail at sunset - Boca Raton. My favorite time of the year to walk the trail, when the Muhly grasses turn pink.

8. Alligator! ;) Wakodahatchee Wetlands, Delray Beach. 12/9/23 On this particular day we saw five gators total, either in or out of the water. It was a record.
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Since today's going to be a slow afternoon, let's make a Gab post about cowardly bullies and how to handle them. Specifically the types who like to do what I've nicknamed "drive by chickenshit" 🤣 or those snarky, but inappropriately bullying comments that they quickly work into a conversation and think you're going to just get wide eyes and be too fearful/intimidated to call it out right then and there. The world is full of these types, and I get to deal with them occasionally.

"Drive by chickenshit" was something I touched on in my Gangstalking article years ago, and overlapped with the "street theater" harassment somebody can experience when they're on the radar of things. For me that one has happened in public places, and where the instigator thinks they can quickly toss something out while whizzing past you, and be on their way without any repercussions. The second type is way more common, and people can probably relate to it because it happens all the time, since it's just low/base human behavior. "Cowardly bullies, picking on what they assume are easy targets, to get their power back."

The world is full of predators and weak prey, as I've seen firsthand for many years. It's hard to find people in the middle, who are nice, but who will snap into "rip your f'ing head off" mode the second you cross a major line. But who otherwise are always nice, and not looking for trouble. I am that latter, third choice in the middle, who keeps getting misjudged/underestimated based on how I dress, look, speak and carry myself. "Little white girl with glasses and who wears dresses and comes off as nice and friendly.......I can get away with saying shit to this one, easy." (cue "Predator Mode" kicking in.) Bonus points (in their mind, they assume) because I'm often alone when it happens, with no witnesses, and no backup. :/ I also touched on this exact thing in a bigger way in my "INFJ" article, and a previous Gab post concerning the sarcastic "Thank you!!" phenomenon. gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10911196367917942

But it just happened to me again. So that's why I want to get into it some more. :)

Long story short, there's this little snarky Caribbean Staples delivery driver guy who occasionally delivers to the office building where I work. I've always been pleasant to him even though he's been a little snarky a few times. You can sense the attitude always right there under the surface, but I'm just like, whatever. He's here for two minutes then gone again. Today he was delivering two heavy cases of copy paper for a tenant and since he had his dolly cart, and the office was right down the hall, I was like, "Oh hey wait, are you able to just bring those directly to her office since you have the dolly? It's right down the hall...." He smirked/rolled his eyes/made a face (his usual deal) and said he's not allowed to do that. The switchboard started ringing so I quickly said "Don't worry about it, it's okay, just leave it there...." making a waving gesture towards the cases, and turned back to the phone.

Off to the side I could hear him say (and saw him) now openly sarcastically smirking and saying "Oh so she wants to give attitude….She’s gonna have an attitude, um hmm…." Projecting his OWN constant snarkiness and attitude onto me. And waiting until it was safe to do so, when I was distracted on a call. Thinking he could slip that in there and get away with it. But I heard, and saw the faces he was pulling.

It was an "empty air" call, so I was able to hang up right away, turned to him....and ripped his head off. 🤣 Basically, "I WASN'T giving you attitude, but if you want attitude I'll go head to head with you all day, I don't care. [staring him dead in the face/eyes] I DON'T ANSWER TO YOU. SO-LEAVE-THE-BOXES-THERE-AND-**GO.** " And I gestured to the front door. Just loud and forceful/firm. There was that moment of "!" surprise in his face, not expecting it.

After catching himself he just smirked in a snake-y/little weasel way, just standing there, staring me down, NOT moving, exactly because I commanded him to go. So it was a stare down for a good 5+ seconds. I was about to really go there with him since he wanted to dig his heels in and push his luck but the switchboard rang again. When I was on the phone he quietly left, doing the right thing.

But the world is full of these types - cowards, who wait until you're looking the other way, walking away or are distracted - to make their little asshole-y/snarky bully digs. And always with people they believe they can get away with it. You have to stand up for yourself and put them in their place. The reason being….these people were created. Over many years. Exactly because countless people DIDN’T stand up to them along the way. *Be the wall they smack into full force.* Instead of helping to create a monster help STOP a monster from getting worse. (Continued in Part 2 in attached comment.... 👇👇👇 )
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We have a persnickety I.T. manager at my current job (it’s a total stereotype….not the first one I’ve dealt with!) who does the same shit. From what I’ve been told he’s had issues with everybody for years, female and male, doesn’t matter to him, he’s an equal opportunity bully. But he f'ed around with me a couple of months ago, underestimating me in the same way, and found out instantly. He tried to squeak in a snide – and incorrect – comment about me into what he was saying, where he was assuming me to be an idiot basically, and with that patronizing smirk, and then keep moving along in the conversation. But insert the sound of loud screeching brakes….and me immediately correcting him. It wasn’t that he was wrong that caused my reaction. It was his patronizing arrogance, so sure in what he had mistakenly assumed, that I'm a halfwit basically, and talking down to me. What he said was unnecessary, wrong and rude. He’s one of those types who was created because nobody stood up to him for years. I was the wall he ran into that day.

The second I pushed back though he had a full on meltdown right there in the lobby. 🤣 It was hilarious. All flustered, quietly yelling at me claiming I’m giving HIM attitude (what cowardly bullies do – they’re always innocent saints, they’ve never done anything to provoke anybody, then they project their own bad behavior onto the victim; it’s part of their Playbook). But I kept giving it back to him, standing firm, until he ran off in a tizzy, angrily crumpling some piece of paper he had in his hand to make a show. 🤣 But guess what? He’s never behaved like that to me again. Always nothing but respectful. Exactly as I’ve always been to him. But now he knows. If he doesn’t want a scene, and me calling him out…..don’t be running his mouth in the first place. Because now he’s seen what will happen.

We’ve all heard that phrase – We teach people how to treat us. It’s very true. I'm sure snarky little Staples man won't try it again on me either. I didn’t start out in life behaving this way though. The astrological/genetic conditions were there, but I had NO idea how to deal with bullies and abusers, with no instinct for fighting in any capacity, physical or verbal, the way little boys often just….can. I had to learn how. The trick is though to not overshoot it and go too far in the other direction, where you’re always either A) in hyper vigilant mode, looking for a fight, or B) where your responses are excessive, more so than what’s needed for the situation. The trick I’ve learned, and have mentioned from time to time in my writings, is to push back using that Firm Parental/Mom Tone. Start out with that, bare minimum. Usually that’s enough, and works like a dream. But if the cowardly predator bully is starting at a higher octave/more boundary crossing than normal then it goes straight to the reaction I did today. A lot louder, and more forceful to let them know, I’m not messing around. Knock it off.

This is an important lesson more so for the females though, who are often behaving meek/timid and outright scared in life as I’ve seen. For many females it’s not in their inherent way to be ready on the drop of a dime to fight back. It’s usually a learned response, like it was with me. But once you learn it….hopefully it will always be there right under the surface if needed. But this leads to a MAJORLY important point that I touched on in my “New Age Love and Light Fallacies” article, as well as in me and Tom’s 8 part podcast series. The idea of people thinking that ongoing mistreatment in life is something they’re supposed to endure, due to some twisted misunderstanding of how life works. (CONTINUED IN ATTACHED COMMENT 👇👇👇 )
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Regarding New Agers who do this, this is what I noted: “Many new agers get everything backwards and upside down, including this. They think that so long as negative stuff is happening to a person then “it must be happening for a reason,” so, just sit there and suffer with it for as long as it goes on because the suffering itself must be “the lesson.” No, the lesson is to realize, “Hey, something in my personal frequency/field is pulling these sorts of awful people and situations into my reality. I need to look into that and figure out how this happened……so I can change things.” That’s the lesson.”

The lesson is to learn how to stand up for oneself, and stop drawing in these terrible, negative life situations in the first place. And until one figures out how to do both, the lesson will never be learned, and it becomes a broken record. I've been surrounded by people for several decades who never learn the lesson. They're the adult version of the kid who got relentlessly picked on by bullies but never learned how to rise up and fight back/stop it. They can't even set basic boundaries for themselves. They go right into old age being meek, weak and afraid, with no boundaries and no sense of self/strong healthy ego core.

I also realized though that Christians have their own version of it, where they have this mindset that we have to unconditionally love and serve/tolerate abusers. O.o uhhh.... NO. And I highly doubt that’s what Jesus meant either. The guy who kicked the moneychangers’ asses out of the temple, and regularly exorcised demons out of people to save them from torment and the damage they were doing to others, as well as healing people of disease and handicaps probably wouldn’t support the idea of serving vicious abusers and bullies and experiencing *needless suffering.* Bare minimum, get away from them as fast as you can and/or shut down their behavior, like what I outlined above. And best case scenario, do so without vindictive feelings. Wish them well in your mind…..as you keep moving. And I imagine that’s what “turn the other cheek” actually ideally means. It doesn’t mean keep standing there tolerating it and serving them. It means in the case of the milder, non life threatening stuff, don’t drag yourself down to their level with vindictive thoughts and vengeful retaliatory action. Sometimes self defense is needed though. Demonic exorcisms being a “woo” example of that. Whenever self defense is needed you do the bare minimum of what needs to be done to protect yourself/get out of the situation/save your life.

It can be hard to move on from abusers/bullies and just….wish them well, especially the vicious ones that are extra, without lingering negative hurt or angry feelings. Something I totally understand, because I’ve been there in a thousand different ways. But it is the optimal way, we have to admit. Deep down we know it. ;) Ideally we should not allow ourselves to get pulled down into the demon pit with the demons.
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Pics from two of our recent trips to Green Cay Nature Center, in west Boynton Beach on 2/3 and 2/10/24. Temps in the mid to high 70s both days.

"Green Cay Wetlands (or Green Cay Wetlands and Nature Center) is a nature preserve located in Boynton Beach, Florida. The 100-acre (0.40 km2) property was purchased in 1999 from Ted and Trudy Winsberg, who used the property for farming. The Winsbergs sold the property for 1/3 of its appraised value with the condition that it would be made into a wetland. Construction began in July 2003. It was created jointly by the Palm Beach County Utilities Department and the Palm Beach County Parks and Recreation Department in 2004. This park includes 1.5 miles (2.4 km) of an elevated wooden boardwalk, which takes visitors through various habitats, including cabbage palm hammock, cypress swamp, wetland hammock, and tropical hardwood hammock. The boardwalk also features a Seminole chickee hut as well as several gazebos, which have descriptive signs offering information on the wildlife and plant life.

"The Nature Center showcases exhibits on the water cycle as well as a turtle pond, frog terrarium, American alligator hole with young live alligators, and a wetland diorama. There is also a theater, gift shop, owl, and an exhibition hall inside.

"The park is a water reclamation facility, and naturally filters millions of gallons of water each day....." en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Green_Cay_Wetlands

1. Pied-Billed Grebe

2. Blue Winged Teal duck

3. Wood Duck in a tree

4. Moorhen slurping up algae like it's Ramen noodles. 🤣

5. Little Blue Heron

6. Purple Gallinule allaboutbirds.org/guide/Purple_Gallinule/over

7. Alligator!

8. Green Heron

Many more pics from Green Cay, and nearby Wakodahatchee Wetlands: flickr.com/photos/carissaconti/albums/7215770
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Need to do my part to be one of the anti-Super Bowl refuges on the 'net! ;)

It's interesting to me how many people are still actually truly, fully asleep to anything going on in this reality. First thing this morning my new supervisor Cheri wanted to talk about....the Super Bowl. Did I watch the game last night?

I just scrunched up my face (purposely did that to make a point) while shaking my head and saying "No." Then kind of laughed a little at the absurdity of the idea. Figured that would be the end of that convo, and we could move on to other things. Nope! Heard all about how "it was a nail biter!" it went into overtime, she stayed up late because it went into overtime and is now functioning on only three hours of sleep, and how "The day after Super Bowl should be a national holiday! Nobody wants to go to work after that!"

🤔 okay.

Part of the "asleep" thing has to do with the beyond obviousness of the manufactured Taylor Swift and Travis Kelce "relationship." Literally a psyop that the government tried to deny a few weeks ago. But it became obvious many months ago when those two hooked up that A) The Chiefs would be in the Superbowl, and B) They would "win." Of course it's staged. But unfortunately we live in a world where many everyday people don't understand ANYTHING to do with staged ANYTHING. Be it manufactured performers who were always planned/destined since birth to be who they were because nothing about their life as we've been told is real and organic, rigged sports games, rigged elections, etc.

One of the many people I answer phones for named Wayne just arrived into the office, and first thing he wanted to get into......"Did you watch the game?" Wayne's at least late 60s, a Jewish lawyer from the northeast, OF course, and is a very short (probably 5'2", max) very unattractive, bald, troll looking guy with these gross little brown teeth who's been an intermittent troublemaker for me since literal day 1 of my job. Due to his very short stature, bald head, tiny stained dark teeth, dark "transitional eyeglasses" and pointy nose my personal joke about him is that somewhere there's a Batman movie missing its Penguin. He's only finally recently backed off and begun behaving himself, but that's a long story about how I made that happen.

"Nope," I answered matter-of-factly and confidently. The tone indicated straight away that I had an issue with the idea.

"Are you into football?" he asked while getting his coffee over at the coffee machine.

"Nope."

"Are you into Swift?"

"Nope. Because I don't believe in psyops."

"Wait...what??" Insert confusion. 🤣

I point blank told him what I said above. "I knew months ago that A) The Chiefs would be in the Superbowl, and B) They would win, because of the manufactured Travis and Taylor relationship." Something I normally wouldn't get into, but I've f'ing HAD it at this point in life. I'm too old for this shit. Tired of keeping my mouth shut. Tired of pleasantly smiling and politely dodging out of conversations and sweetly changing the subject to avoid negative confrontations, "because I'm at work." Time to start being real. But with select people that deserve it. And Wayne definitely deserves it. With other people who are genuinely nice I'll just give the response I gave to my supervisor. (and the maintenance guy as well, who also asked me first thing if I'd watched the Super Bowl.) Both of them are super nice people, so I'll just answer no, make a funny face, laugh, and move on. But Wayne? Let's go. ;)

But long story short, Wayne was NOT having it that there was ANY possibility of rigging going on with the game. I shrugged and told him Well, there have been whistleblowers trying to tell the world this for many years, but nobody wants to listen. Saw a vid on the 'net from back in the 80s where some guy affiliated with the NFL was talking about this, how the NFL is rigged. But nobody wants to hear it. People love their bread and circuses."

Yeah....that comment didn't go over well. 🤣 Love watching people's faces get uncomfortable/annoyed/dark when faced with truth they can't accept. Wayne started arguing that it's not really possible to rig games (how dumb do you gotta be?) and that basically you can't believe anything on the internet. So I proceeded to argue that just because there are lies on the internet doesn't mean it's ALL lies. That's a fallacy. Of course there's truth on the internet. There's a lot of truth. It's up to people to discern what's what when encountering material. (CONTINUED IN ATTACHED COMMENT 👇👇👇 )
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Wayne didn't like any of this and I could tell by his tone, facial expression and what he was saying that he wanted to go "FULL LAWYER MODE," which is his schtick with everybody in life. Lawyers, but in particular Northeast Jewish lawyers, never know how to shut it off and are always two seconds away from nasty aggressive bulldozer mode about any random thing in life, big or small. Everything is to be aggressively argued, every person is to be aggressively dominated and bulldozed into the ground. It's a literal stereotype. But at the same time since it's a conversation he instigated that's not work related he can't get away with behaving like that. ;)

Months back I encountered this naivete from another guy I answer the phones for named Matt. I couldn't relay at this point how the back and forth went, only that Matt was trying to see if I was into football, and the end result was me casually mentioning the NFL rigging thing and whistleblowers who've talked about it, but how nobody wants to hear it. 🙂 🙂 He was just flummoxed. At a loss. Couldn't wrap his head around the concept, and definitely didn't believe me. And that was the end of any mention of sports from that point on. Avoid THAT subject. 🤣 (Totally nice guy though, btw, but EXTREMELY mainstream. So whenever he initiates chitchat with me since then it's just about other stuff. I put the seed out there, and he showed he didn't understand, didn't believe, and has since avoided the topic like the plague. Which is fine. But I'm glad I didn't play along and at least DID drop the seed, and let him decide how he wanted to proceed. Or not.)

The thing about Taylor Swift though has been on my mind for awhile, because we are being absolutely bombarded with nonstop stories and images of her in the mainstream media since all of 2023 at least. That's when it ramped up to ridiculous levels. Clearly somebody was promoted to High Priestess, but the world doesn't get it. They think it's real. They think she's just this nicey-nice girl that was organically born and formed by normal, nice parents, who started out in country music and just happened to slowwwly transition into Satanic/Freemasonic pop, youtube.com/watch?v=3tmd-ClpJxA and rise straight to the top due to some supposed unique talent that nobody else has. :/ um hm.

You gotta love those rare times the media does show pics of Taylor side by side with her parents. There is very little resemblance between her and her mom, other than they're both white, blonde females with blue eyes. And none with her dad. People should look like their parents in some way, whether famous or non. However we don't see that with Taylor. But what we DO see is a near identical visage to Zeena Lavey, former Church of Satan member and the princess daughter of founder Anton. ;) Some people believe they're clones. I don't really, because I do see minor differences. They're not indistinguishable. But bare minimum I think Taylor is the secret offspring of Zeena, handed off to other high Satanists in the church to be raised, to therefore appear normal and real/organically formed. There's a 25 year age difference between Zeena and Taylor, so it's perfect. Both Anton and his daughter Zeena were also musically inclined, adding fuel to the genetic fire. But truly, what are the odds that some pop star who rose all the way to the top in a cutthroat industry, with multiple music vids and live performances that are riddled with Satanic imagery, just so HAPPENS to look near identical to Zeena Lavey of all people. ;) ;) ;) Wow! Just an AMAZING coincidence!

The conspiracy could go deeper in the sense that there's a segment of the truther population that believes Taylor is really a He. Her body is tall and lanky like a male, and lacked hips and breasts. (she now has implants.) And as a kid her face looked like a boy. And she has that unisex name. So who knows. Could also be a case of an in-utero androgyne that could involve the DNA of Zeena. Maybe some genetic creation that does involve a form of cloning. That is after all exactly what Satanists are all about - "Tampering with and Inverting God's Creation." Trying to be Gods themselves. The ultimate way to achieve that would be an in-utero genetic creation of sorts that mixes cloned DNA and gender tampering. Factoring in the way blind gossips have said for many years that Taylor is a "closet lesbian" and a professional beard for gay dudes in the entertainment industry. Is it lesbian though if your base genetic foundation was male?

Weird stuff indeed. O.o

Can't even imagine throwing ANY of that at Wayne though. 🤣 Dude's head would explode. "IT'S THE INTERNET!!! YOU CAN'T BELIEVE ANYTHING ON THE INTERNET!!! IT'S ALL LIIIIESSS!!!! LIIIEEESSSS I TELL YOU!!!!" Especially since I've overheard him commenting on how attractive Taylor is to him. "Settle down, Grandpa." 🤣
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Totally random post inspired by a random meme. (attached.) I know I'm always banging on about the society-wide massive decline in intelligence that I've repeatedly experienced for years out in the world, but especially at my various jobs, but this meme ties into something I was just talking about with a guy at work and with Tom at home. It started when the building's maintenance guy Chris popped by my desk to tell me why he'd just been at the office of one of our tenants named David. Mind you, David is a grown ass, late 30-something, married father of four. But David needed help doing something with some screen in his office that required a screwdriver, and as Chris explained....David didn't know the difference between a flathead and a Phillips. So that's why David had asked me to call Chris and have him basically stop whatever he was doing (and trust me, Chris has a million other better things to do all around the building on any given day) to come to his office and screw in the screws to the screen.

Chris stood there on the other side of my desk, smiling wryly at me while I looked back at him like O.o Like I joked to Chris......"My dad taught me the difference between flatheads and Phillips when I was about six years old, I'm not even kidding!!"

But as Chris even noted, "...even if you don't know, common sense says you hold them up to see which one matches and fits." Absolutely. 😆 I laughed and nodded. Just makes me wonder....What TF is David teaching his four kids? Anything at all? Apparently not manly stuff that Dads back in the day used to teach their kids.

So that whole deal eventually led to the discussion about the overall decline in intelligence,, and me specifically bringing up how people are NOT going to be prepared or be able to handle anything in the event shit hits the fan. Chris is a prepper and diehard pro-2A'er who's armed to the teeth, so it's concepts he's passionate about. His eyes got big and he was like, "Oh yeah! They are NOT gonna be able to handle it! And it's not a matter of if. It's when. It's GONNA happen. It's coming." It was one of those rare times I saw Chris being truly real, and not just superficially chatty/friendly in a mindless "conversational scripts" way as he can be with everybody, since he has to socially interact with zillions of people everyday all day long. He started telling me about all the stupid things that grown men ask him to do, including for his side handyman business, because they have no clue, no common sense, and no impetus to even TRY to figure things out or teach themselves.

Society is in sad shape, that's all I can say. There was another example here at work of a nice guy from one of the companies named Vijay, who seems to be 40s or 50s, an immigrant from Trinidad, who couldn't even figure out how to remove his license plate frame on the back of his car so that he could do something with his license plate. Had to ask Chris to do that for him. I mean..............I just don't have words. And Chris is dealing with this every day, even outside of work due to his side business.

Something else that came up in the conversation was me asking Chris if he'd ever seen that National Geographic mockumentary, "American Blackout," from back in 2013. He hadn't, but was very interested to after hearing me describe it. As a prepper who likes to watch apocalyptic-themed shows and movies he said it sounded like something he'd really enjoy. So I found a link and forwarded it to him. I've talked about this movie a couple of years ago here on Gab, but the previous link I had posted no longer works. Found another one: vimeo.com/402305322

"What if the Doomsday Preppers were right all along? Hacking into urban infrastructures isn't science fiction anymore - it's in the news every day. A 90-minute docu-drama, "American Blackout" reveals in gritty detail the impact of what happens when a cyber attack on the United States takes down the power grid. The question is: when the lights go out, what do we do next." imdb.com/title/tt3349356/

Considering the other society-wide tie-in issue of the infantilization of the younger generations, something I've also recently gone on about here on Gab, means yeah, so many people are going to be screwed in the event there's some massive infrastructure outage or things go down on a wide scale. What gets me are the "people"/NPCs who mock preppers. Another thing Chris and I chatted about. We were both just preaching to the choir, agreeing with each other that they may be laughing now, but they won't be later. Another case of "Good luck with that. [their mocking and derision.] Hope it works out for ya." O.o And granted, I'm not even at the level I could be, so I'm not perfect. But compared to grown men who don't even know how to screw in a screw?!? I can't imagine what's going to happen to people like that.
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In previous Gabs I touched on NASA vid fakery, from the "moon landing," to fake space station activity, etc. (Quoting from one of them below.) For anybody who's done the research we've seen that vids are clearly being faked beyond just moon landing nonsense. What we see a LOT of nowadays in particular are astronauts supposedly floatin' around up in space stations. But when you look closer you'll notice several things: 1) The vids never seem to go longer than 30 seconds at a time without having cuts/edits. People have theorized this is because the vids are being filmed in the "vomit comet" plane that achieves zero gravity flotation for 30 second intervals. It's the same plane Hollywood has used to achieve zero gravity special effects. 2) Outright goofs, like the one recent Chinese space station vid where the astronauts are floating....but there's a glass of water just sitting there in the background. Goofs that reveal there's a green screen going on. Goofs that reveal bubbles....so clearly the vid is being shot underwater to achieve the "flotation effect." Etc. etc.

The deception goes all the way back to the moon landings, bare minimum. 55 years. There was also the deception that was spotted by eagle eyed observers who realized that some Mars landing footage was actually that of Devon Island, in Canada. It's nicknamed Astronaut Canyon, because it has a research center due to the fact the climate/conditions are said to be the closest thing to Mars. The only problem is, NASA has released photos claiming that images taken from Devon Island were *actually* Mars. One image even had a mouse/rat thing running around in the background. 🤣 oops. So now we have to wonder....were ANY of the Mars lander pics ever real? Or was everything filmed/photographed here on Earth in remote Devon island, the American southwest, Australia, etc.?

When you've caught somebody/something in MULITPLE lies it means unfortunately EVERYTHING now has to be questioned. The problem becomes....trying to decipher WHY they're lying.

Unfortunately almost all roads in this line of research are leading to "FLAT EARTH." :/ You can't go anywhere on BitChute for instance to research NASA lies without pulling up hundreds of vids that all tie into Flat Earth. Piles of noise and chaff being dumped into the mix everywhere you go nowadays on the 'net. And IMO, it's being done on purpose. An organized psyop. Namely to 1) Create red herrings that lead people astray, and 2) Discredit anybody who dares to question NASA lies. Get labeled as a nutty "Flat Earther By-Proxy." Guilty by Association. :/ In a recent exchange here on Gab I mentioned that I could think of several reasons off the top of my head for the NASA deception....and flat Earth isn't even on the list.

My theory....

I think the U.S. and Soviet space programs that kicked off in the 1950s during the Cold War were legit. (technically the first monkey shot up into space was 1949.) It was the logical next step in aviation and human achievement. But here's where my theory diverges into two main possibilities:

1. Early space exploration attempts just so happens to coincide with the same time period that it’s claimed covert deals were being made between world leaders and non human intelligences. The U.S. selling out its population for some technology and whatever else was promised to them. They had no idea what they were getting into however, who these beings truly are and what their true agenda really was. (quiet takeover over the Earth via genetic hijacking and the creation of a hybrid species, that's now been over 60 years in the making.) Not long after the deals were made I think things were clamped down. "This is OUR planet now. WE'RE in charge, thank you. Step aside. Hey, you agreed to it....remember? ;) ;) " They're not going to let these lowly, glorified monkeys out there into the solar system like they own the joint. "On the ground monkeys, where you belong."

Problem is.....the entire world had already been fed the possibility of space travel. Society was flooded with sci fi novels, comic books, TV shows and movies. How do you put the toothpaste back in the tube? You can't. You certainly can't tell the world about "aliens." And there's absolutely no explanation that will suffice once you've told the entire world that aaaalllllll this fantastical space travel is possible. So if all this was the case then they felt they had no choice but to keep pushing forward, with a charade. And we KNOW the moon landings were a charade. O.o I mean, holy shit. Just kept lying, lying, lying to the public. Pretend everything is A-OK. We're in charge! Humans are awesome! We're going to explore and conquer the galaxy! Decades of lies, and fueled in massive force by Hollywood, the right arm of propaganda of both NASA and the Powers That Be. (TPTB) (CONTINUED IN ATTACHED COMMENT 👇👇👇)
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People like myself were already noticing the complete lack of progress by 2000 and writing about it on the ‘net on messageboards. Hollywood is telling us one thing, but just open your eyes and look around. We don’t see anything close to that ACTUALLY happening. In fact what we still had going on in the early 2000s, and what I was mocking, was the space shuttle. Something designed in the late 70s and which had its first flight in 1981. Where was the progress??? It hadn’t even experienced a redesign. Meanwhile we supposedly should have already landed a person on Mars by this point….right? ;) What TF is going on?? The Russian space station MIR was decommissioned by 2001, the U.S. shuttle program was retired by 2011, and in conjunction with the retiring of the UK’s high altitude Concorde jet back in 2003 my “joke” was that slowly we were being “grounded.” That something didn’t even want us flying at 60K feet anymore. It wasn’t really a joke though. *We were clearly going backwards in terms of progress.* The only thing that’s taken the shuttle’s place, if you could even say that, is “Space X.” Please. What has Space X achieved to move us in a forward trajectory? And it figures Elon Musk is behind it. Musk’s entire “prestigious presence” in our reality as not only the owner of Twitter/X, but the founder of Space X of all things, is not an accident. The Powers That Be don’t just allow people to do what he does. But one has to truly understand/grasp that this world is on tight lockdown. Not only on the physical plane, but on the metaphysical. This place is not what we think it is.

It's amazing though the power Hollywood has. Nevermind what we're ACTUALLY seeing. So long as Hollywood keeps creating these fantastical space travel shows and movies then the public will believe it's realistic, possible, and actually happening on some level. Or at least, about to happen. "It's gonna happen ANY day now......I mean, ANY day......any decade now......any century....." O.o

So the conclusion of theory #1 is that non human stuff took over, gave the glorified monkeys a smack down, and bit by bit human flight has been removed and hindered under their control. The other aspect of this theory is that I do believe space travel is possible…………they just don’t allow it willy nilly for any ol’ monkey. You’re not just allowed to literally leave Earth and fly around to other planets and beyond. Only those who have been approved/have permission. So that accounts for the Black Ops secret space program that’s doing its own thing, separate from the mainstream population.

Theory #2 is that humans began attempting space stuff, got a little somewhere with it all, but soon realized it wasn’t going to be possible in the way they thought. (And maybe there was some sort of spooky reason for why they soon realized they weren’t going to be able to “get out there” the way they assumed.) After already promising the world all these ideas they couldn’t deliver they did the same thing I outlined in theory #1 – create a massive charade for decades. Pretend we have space stations, probes, landing shit on the moon, you name it. It costs money, and time, and energy, and a WHOLE lotta coverups, but yet they obviously felt it was worth all that trouble.

Why though? It makes you wonder what info they’re privy to that they KNOW they can never let the general public in on, due to the domino effect of repercussions it would lead to. O.o One of the spooky possibility theories they may have stumbled across when trying to engage in space travel is the "Earth Quarantine" idea of a “grid” of sorts that has been placed over the Earth to keep us from being able to get off this place. Something that several people I’ve personally known who have varying degrees of psychic vision have claimed to see. This could be something that was put into place in ancient times by who knows what, and which may not even have to do with trapping humans. Could be about keeping OTHER stuff from leaving this planet. Things like Nephalim, Reptilians, etc. (and which doesn’t have anything to do with deals made in the 20th century with the Mantids, Grays and their ilk.)

And I do have a Theory #3 actually, which is that we have been up there, but TPTB can’t show us what it actually looks like. Possibly there’s stuff going on up there that would open a Pandora’s Box they’re not willing to get into. Whatever it may be. So they have to fake images and vids to portray a benign and empty space that has nothing going on.

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Part 3 of 3

The big question though is – at what exact point did NASA start faking things. Did we at least have space stations up there at one point, but that was taken away? (and trust me, watch enough of these bizarre space station vids and you do start to wonder.) Have we ever actually seen legit footage from a space station? But which at some point in time switched over to trickery? There’s much conflicting ideas on the matter when you do take the time to wade through video compilations. Some say we’ve never been up there at all, period. Others say we have at least achieved low Earth orbit (which provided the video material to fake other things).

People are waking up, absolutely. And the internet has been crucial for that awakening. But don’t think TPTB don’t see it and didn’t try to head things off at the pass by attempting to control the narrative. IMO, that’s what happened with FE. A lot of people lack critical thinking skills, as well as awareness of alternate theories. (SO MANY of these FE vids are very disingenuous at best; selectively cherry picking “evidence,” outright bending/fudging “evidence,” putting words in people’s mouths, outright lying about what was said and shown, etc. If a theory is actually true then there wouldn’t be a need to engage in these trickery tactics.) But so many people don’t even notice these things. They just zone out to these vids the same way they do when watching nonsense TV shows….not engaging in critical thinking and analysis.

Meanwhile however, many people do see that things aren’t adding up. They see that we’re not making technological progress, that NASA has been busted endlessly lying….and now other countries too. And they may also have read the book “Who Built the Moon?” talking about the clearly artificial nature of the Earth’s moon, and the unnatural and impossibly perfect alignments of the Earth-Sun-Moon system, as well as the myriad of other books/articles/vids that discuss legit funny business happening in our reality. But then they come across the FE psyop flooding the ‘net over the past ten years that funnels everybody into only this one theory/explanation for all of the above, drowning everything else out. All those awakening people have been diverted onto a nonsense theory, taking them very far away from anything resembling the truth, and meanwhile the rest of the ones that are questioning things but don’t believe FE are going to lumped by-proxy into the same group and dismissed. As far as TPTB are concerned, problem mostly solved. On two levels, no less.

Just some ideas to consider.
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@Nikki_Butler_Part_2 @AmericanAFMindy @6death6by6government Oh, I could go all day about the moon landing hoaxes. 🤣 Anybody who's still vehemently arguing against the hoax by this point in 2024, despite all the evidence, is just brainwashed and deluded. You almost just have to feel sorry for people like that. Mr. 666 Death by Government needs to seriously look into the videos of Bart Sibrel. bitchute.com/video/pMK0ULhU3yIU/ and bitchute.com/search/?query=bart%20sibrel&kind He should also read "Wagging the Moon Doggie," by Dave McGowan. centerforaninformedamerica.com/moondoggie/
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So before I give up on the weekend and go to bed I figured I'd toss up a few of my recent fave funny memes. May as well have a few laughs before the grid collapses and there's no more internet. O.o
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So................What does everybody think about this sudden change on Gab of no longer being allowed to attach images or vids to your posts as of March 1st, unless you pay? See quoted post below from Andrew Torba. (keeping in mind that paying means connecting your Gab account with your real life bank account information and real life legal name. ;) ) I'm with all the naysayers in that this is going to spell the end of Gab as we currently know it. You have all the people who only care about posting memes, and when you read their commentary you can see that they truly believe memes change the world. They don't, but whatever. (There's an old MTV "The State" episode from the early 90s regarding a spoof breakfast cereal commercial, where everybody in the commercial doesn't speak words, just idiotic noises, like "DUH duh duh! Duh duh *DUH* duh duh duh duh!! Duh duh duh!!" And when I read 95% of the memes posted on Gab that's always the voice I hear in my head as I read the memes. Because they're overly simplified, just stating the obvious in a dumb sounding way while lacking a punchline or something clever, and reusing the same outdated/played out pictures as their base foundation. They don't contribute anything.)

But for the group of Gabbers over in this corner who follow each other and post in each others' comments this can be detrimental, because we post things that are at least more meaningful than that. (For instance I'm thinking of @abducteejournal 's amazing personal artwork that illustrates many aspects of her abduction experiences. Those illustrations have been crucial to convey information.) Since I launched my Gab feed three years ago I've always envisioned it as a "digital magazine" of sorts. A little something for everybody. Posts that get into a wide variety of subjects that are sometimes outside the scope of what my website focuses on, my personal photography, collections of *actually* amusing memes for some humor ;) interviews Tom and I been a part of either separately or jointly, reposts of others' quality material, you name it. And in many cases there's always images involved and links to vids. So this change, all in the name of "freeing up space for A.I." (because that's what it's ultimately about....Gab's new A.I. is taking up massive amounts of server space :/ ) will greatly hinder all of this.

And it doesn't reflect well on Torba. As many people have been saying, there are viable options he could look into in order to free up space. (do better at purging all the 'bot accounts; set a time limit for how long pics/vids can remain up before being deleted, whether 30, 60, 90 days, 6 months, etc.; make it so you can only post lower resolution and smaller sized images, whatever.) But he won't. That's interesting. Not that I was a personal fan of his anyway, though I've always appreciated the free speech platform aspect of Gab. But you seriously have to wonder about this sudden change of direction and his "DGAF" attitude about it. Why would you sabotage everything you've claimed to work so hard for, and sacrificed for, since 2016? For A.I.? O.o I've always pinpointed that about him - his way or the highway because he knows everything and he's always right, black/white all or nothing thinking, and stubborn beyond anything normal. In many ways those traits have served him, and Gab well. But there are times when it doesn't. But somebody wired that way isn't able to see those times when those traits don't serve him or the greater good well. And hey, maybe he will actually listen to feedback in this case and change his mind, find alternative solutions and prove me wrong in my assessment, but I'm not holding my breath.

So unless there's a reversal of policy this looks like the end. (I can never say that phrase without hearing The Doors in my mind. 😆 ) So let's post one last vid link that will get to stay up only for today I take it, I don't know how that works. Will all the previous pics and vid links we've ever posted just disappear as of March 1st? 🤷‍♀️ Guess we'll find out.....

youtube.com/watch?v=BXqPNlng6uI
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This is the second major Miami incident now since January. Only in this case, our local "news" outlet Boca News Now, IS actually willing to address it:

bocanewsnow.com/2024/03/02/traffic-alert-i-95

The entire 95, including Express lanes, has been shut down for the past 4+ hours heading north out of Miami with "no end in sight," and there's a **10+ mile back up of cars.** This is insane. But it proves exactly what I was saying back in January during the infamous "Miami Mall Incident," when HUNDREDS of cop cars responded en masse to the mall, and Miami International Airport was completely shut down for hours........Boca News Now should have reported on it. Because they normally DO report on anything major happening down in Miami, as this article proves. But they chose not to in that instance. There was a purposeful local mainstream media silence/cover up happening with regards to the January incident.

Meanwhile the cover story for January is still apparently that a group of thuggy teens were just havin' a brawl, where a couple of shots were popped off. That's all, no big deal......but that's why authorities completely shut down **Miami International airport** and sent in HUNDREDS of cops.

um hm.

You have to keep in mind the level of crime that Miami experiences on any given day. It's one of the major reasons why most people I've talked to about Miami where we live in Palm Beach don't go down there. In the almost 14 years we've now lived in south Florida we've only been to Miami three times total. One of those instances being an all expenses paid overnight "Destination company Christmas party" in South Beach, so, not something we planned to do ourselves. But all three times it was always sticking to the far east/beach side. You don't wander inland away from that narrow strip of rich hoity toity along the far eastern edge. So anybody who knows anything about Miami knows that a couple of thuggy teens supposedly poppin' off a couple of shots does NOT warrant the reaction that happened back in January. I'm not saying it was aliens. ;) Hell......even the Miami PD went out of their way to release an official video statement making sure the world knows "IT WASN'T ALIENS, GUYS! REALLY, IT WASN"T!! THERE WERE NO ALIENS RUNNING AROUND AT THE MALL!!! NONE WHATSOEVER!!!" O.o But something happened that was extremely unusual, for sure. (Probably aliens. ;) )

And obviously something unusual is happening here as well. But again the main point being the interesting "selective coverage" that our local "news" outlet chooses to engage in, and all of which helps to fuel the fire that a media blackout was in fact happening back in January.

In this instance it could just be a fatal accident, because that does result in the 95 being closed. But for four hours....I don't know. Curious to hear what the cover story will be for this one. ;)
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Clown Show

🤡 !

The clown show has begun, following "Super Tuesday." dailymail.co.uk/news/article-13163579/Nikki-H Cue months of breathless coverage as the media pumps up the idea that Trump is winning everything, and is going to storm the White House come November.

He actually IS winning everything, no doubt, and IMO he will go down as the most popular president in history regardless of how the Leftie media tries to portray him, and regardless of his personality flaws. Anybody with a working brain knows he captured most all of the Blue states back in 2020 and eviscerated the puppet "Biden." We saw the unfiltered results from the server located in Germany, before everything got scrubbed. And we know "2000 Mules" exposed things as well. But as I've said before in various comments here on Gab.....I don't believe the 2024 election is even going to happen. And if it does, Trump won't be in it. And he certainly will never be allowed to be president again. The latter bare minimum. But the three ring distraction circus has begun, convincing the naïve and gullible that it's business as usual on planet Earth.

It's interesting to me that nothing seems to wake up many of the mainstream people. Like I mentioned recently in a comment, people on Gab are acting like two year olds who keep getting their lollipop snatched because they're not advanced enough to learn. I called it back in early 2021 though, regarding those who truly believed the Durham report, and whatever-whatever chain of events were going to lead to the 2020 "election" results being overturned, and Trump claiming his rightful place on the throne, etc. etc. blah blah blah. "ummmm NO. He ain't coming back. It's over. Best to deal with reality." I just knew. And not to sound like a Liberal ironically ;) but in this case feelings/intuition trumped intellect and supposed "facts."

But it was also common sense. If somebody has actually been paying attention to life and the world, as well as studying history, then there's no reason they should still be getting their lollipop snatched. Just look at all the ridiculous clown show level things that have happened prior to the 2020 election, things that The Powers That Be have gotten away with but shouldn't have, because it broke the law, and also violated the Constitution. Things that were flagrantly rubbed in our faces. And nothing was ever done about any of it.

Then you have to factor in awareness of conspiracy, and the way that things are not what they seem to be, or how they're being portrayed on the front stage. If somebody has even a modicum of conspiracy awareness about the true power players operating behind the scenes and what they're capable of (assassinations of presidents, starting/controlling wars, rigging elections, complete control of the media that pumps out lies while hiding the truth, killing off millions of people in all sorts of ways, etc.) then it also makes no sense that they'd buy into any of this.

So bare minimum I'll say with confidence, Trump isn't coming back. They took it away from him the first time, but we're supposed to believe they'll just.....let him have it the second time? GTFO. !! Don't let your lolli get snatched. 🍭 🤣 And taking it further, I suspect the elections aren't even going to happen at all. This will be the year weirdness happens, because it's down to the wire. Make it or break it. Now or never. Fork in the road time. Probably more of the Big Final Moves thing I've talked about.

So when I see headlines like the DM one linked here I just shake my head and skip right on past. There's no way to take it seriously. It will be interesting if SHTF later this year, and we're looking back at this time period and how normal and calm it all was, with millions following along with the circus diversion, believing in the election eight months from now. Reminds me of four years ago literally today, you could say. 3/6/2020. Election year. :/ I was working at my high end job at a digital marketing agency as a front desk/phones/admin chick. There was full awareness of COVID by that point in March, and Tom had already been warning people on his Twitter since January to stock up and prepare. (think he even mentioned toilet paper. 😆 Think he had a premonition dream involving that if I remember correctly.) But things were still calm and flowing along. I had even just gotten another raise, and a small promotion.

Flash forward only a month and a half later, and me and a third of the office had lost our jobs in the first of several rounds of "lay offs," because they closed for all in-person business and my job couldn't be done from home. I was stuck at home, unemployed, coasting on savings, barely ever leaving the apartment and where even all the beaches, parks and trails were shut down per State executive order. 😡 Life turned upside down on a dime.

And here we are four years later, in another election year. Just sayin'.......
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Part 1 of 3

Back in December in my Mercury Retrograde post I made mention about my then-supervisor who had finally reached her threshold of tolerance with her bosses and was making declarations to me that she was going to quit. So, she's been gone now since mid-February, and her replacement - my new supervisor - has been here since then.

Something I noticed about my new supervisor Cheri since her first day on her own was that "Her head isn't in the game." Funny enough, her first day officially on her own was the Monday after Super Bowl, so, no pun intended. But I mentioned her in my recent anti-Super Bowl post actually for that reason:
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"First thing this morning my new supervisor Cheri wanted to talk about....the Super Bowl. Did I watch the game last night?

"I just scrunched up my face (purposely did that to make a point) while shaking my head and saying "No." Then kind of laughed a little at the absurdity of the idea. Figured that would be the end of that convo, and we could move on to other things. Nope! Heard all about how "it was a nail biter!" it went into overtime, she stayed up late because it went into overtime and is now functioning on only three hours of sleep, and how "The day after Super Bowl should be a national holiday! Nobody wants to go to work after that!"
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I'm good at reading people, and that clued me in right there to some things. She doesn't prioritize her new job. The Super Bowl was all she cared about that first morning on her own. O.o And it turns out....I haven't been wrong. The gist is yes, her head is NOT in the game, meaning......she's not taking things as seriously as you would normally expect and see with new employees. She's not terrible or anything, but she doesn't pay attention the way she should. Doesn't remember things I tell her (and there's a LOT going on with this building and both of our jobs, which are intertwined, so it's to be taken seriously) wasn't making the effort to learn all the companies and tenants, repeatedly asks me to tell her the same things, repeatedly has me resend the same emails, etc. It seemed odd to me, not only because she's a high level position, but because I did everything I could on my end to make it as easy as possible for her with how-to and reference docs that I'd typed up, containing crucial information, but which she wasn't paying attention to.

Then the maintenance supervisor told me something that made it all click. Turns out Cheri has relayed multiple times to him that she "doesn't need this job."

💡 ;)

She told him that she was only working for fun, to get out of the house. She'd been unemployed for 18 months prior to working here, her choice, but just got so bored she couldn't take it anymore. She was telling him that her husband has a successful business, they also run a side business endeavor, so she doesn't need the money. And then she added, "If anybody pisses me off, I'm atta here." She was mentioning this to him because apparently the owners are already definitely "annoying" her, her word, and she was venting to him.

So it all fell into place. She doesn't put in the level of earnest effort one would normally see with a new employee, especially a boss, because she doesn't CARE-care, because she doesn't NEED the job, because she's financially secure.

And more power to her. With the exception of her being too nonchalant, I get it. And that's the main point of this post. The role that financial desperation plays in why SO MANY PEOPLE are stuck at shitty jobs, with nightmare bosses and coworkers.

It's something I mentioned in my article "Conspiracies in the Workplace":

"And for those reading this who are still young, and/or who haven’t yet made particular choices that paint them into a financial corner – try to continue to keep yourself as financially unencumbered as possible, because that means freedom in ways that most people don’t even think of when they’re pondering on what “financial freedom” means.

"It doesn’t just mean spare money to buy things with, or the ability to go on a vacation, or even having no debt. It also means the freedom to walk away from any trap that is trying to impose itself upon you in life, from an abusive romantic partner, to parents who are trying to control your life even as an adult through the use of financial dependence/financial blackmail, to screwball roommates or landlord, to a shitty job with shitty bosses, could be anything, fill in the blank. Something is trying to control you and get you under its thumb by using money as the ultimate weapon…………… except it can’t work if you have it, and are therefore free to walk away. Seems so obvious as to not even be worth mentioning, however, the way in which our world is full of people who haven’t thought ahead about things and planned accordingly in order to keep themselves as unencumbered as possible proves otherwise." in2worlds.net/conspiracies-in-the-workplace-a (CONTINUED IN ATTACHED COMMENT 👇👇👇 )
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The bottom line is, if everybody was in Cheri's position, working only because they WANT to, free to walk at any moment because they have no money worries, then most jobs would be empty. And bosses would be forced to be better as people, and to create better work places with better pay. Not to state the obvious, but the reason this world is in the position its in is because of financial desperation on behalf of most of its inhabitants. I just can't even convey how many miserable people I've encountered at so many jobs, going back decades. Very few actually enjoyed what they were doing. That's the setup though for the majority of 3rd density. People held at figurative gunpoint, working for people they don't like, dealing with nasty customers and doing work they don't enjoy. All for money.

Throughout my Workplace Conspiracies article I mention how years ago I did temp work for years, by choice, working through multiple agencies at the same time with what were often times back to back assignments. I always cared and tried and put in 100+% effort, because of not only self respect ;) but also because it was my goal to keep being employed by the agencies. But the fact I was choosing temping at all, vs. seeking a secure, permanent gig was testament to not being in a desperate/trapped/painted into a corner financial position vs. most of the people around me. And a big part of the way I was operating was........being choosy. Because I could. Being willing to give notice and walk away on a dime. Because I could. By choosy I mean saying no to awful companies that were intended to be temp-to-hire, or not returning to certain companies/organizations that I didn't like even when they asked for me specifically to come back and cover again. "You may have liked me, but I did NOT like you." O.o So I always gave it my all, performed above expectation, and "picked my battles," in the sense of being willing to hang in there to finish out a assignment even if there were aspects that I wasn't liking. Just suck it up, finish out your obligation, and be on your way, was the mindset. Just don't ever go back if/when they ask. So I did that at least, be professional and responsible. Which is important to mention, because it's about striking that balance. Not jumping ship over every stupid little thing. But at the same time, having self respect, and not allowing yourself to become an abused, underpaid doormat either, especially at what was intended to be permanent or even just long-LONG term gigs.

And having financial freedom enables this.

This brings it back to my former supervisor Cassandra. You want to talk about a nutjob situation of somebody who hated their job, claimed to be on psych meds because of it, gave notice and tried to quit because of it.......only to try to pull a 180 at the last minute and take it all back and get her job back. All because of money. She realized she wasn't having any luck with the job hunt, and the few possibilities she'd encountered on job sites paid less than what she was making here. Cue the panic mode, and suddenly being willing to ignore and backpeddle on everything that had been going on for months..... all because of money fear/desperation. Except it was too late. They'd already hired her replacement. wamp waaamp waaammmmp waaammmmppp.

And if it sounds mean, then all I can say is....the Cassandra situation is unlike anything I've ever experienced at any job. And by the end I was NOT feeling sorry for her anymore. I changed my tune. But I was basically caught between my direct supervisor (her) and my other boss (her immediate boss, who is also one of the owners), whom admittedly I've had zero issues with. The guy's never even so much as looked at me the wrong way. But for months, from October to January, it became daily confiding from Cassandra about how miserable and mistreated she was by her bosses/the owners. Basically likening her male boss to the devil, never referring to him by name, only "He Who Shall Not Be Named" (a reference to Harry Potter, despite her being 35; a hallmark of being emotionally stunted). And this talk wasn't just to me, it was to Chris the maintenance supervisor.....Chris' wife.......the tenants she was buddies with both male and female......just anybody who would listen by the end. And this included calling people outside of work to vent and have tearful meltdowns to, whether at 7 in the morning or 7 at night. So it was getting VERY brazen, needy and histrionic. She claimed that when she first started the job last June she wasn't on any psych meds, but by the beginning of November she was on three just to cope with her job and boss. By the end it was four. And then there were the repeated claims of "I'm empty inside Carissa, I have nothing left to give! I'm empty! There's nothing! I get home and I have nothing left for my daughter!" (CONTINUED IN ATTACHED COMMENT 👇👇👇 )
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At first I was Team Cassandra, being the safe shoulder for her to vent to where she knew I wasn't going to repeat anything she said, listening and sympathizing, because even though I didn't have any issues myself I knew that yes, there are problems with anybody who works in her position from what I've been told. But eventually it just got to a point of actual boundary crossing. Full on histrionic behavior. Our roles were reversed. She was acting like a needy, incompetent child who couldn't handle herself or stand up for herself and I was acting like the boss, trying to give her advice and guidance. Of which she never listened to, of course. ;) By the end I began to realize her take on things wasn't to be fully trusted because of her Histrionic issues, which were now more evident to me (extreme hyper sensitivity to perceived criticism, over exaggerating every little thing/mountains out of molehills, speaking and behaving in a very flamboyant and theatrical way in her interactions with others, etc.) and that she truly has a problem mentally/emotionally. I'd already seen repeatedly that she exhibited cognitive impairment, and had told Tom that "She's *THE* dumbest chick I have *EVER* had to work for!!!" Nice, yes, we can get along fine....but dumber than a bag of rocks. Too much to get into here. But something was truly wrong with her brain-wise. And it did explain a lot of the problems she was having with her job, and with her boss, and why he was always so - justifiably - frustrated with her.

We were all exhausted by her daily theatrics and constant complaining, and that includes the tenants, and Chris verbalized the exact phrase I was thinking…..”Shit or get off the pot.” Seriously. Either give notice already and be done with it, move on, or make peace with your situation and keep your yap shut, because we’re all tired of hearing about it. And I could clearly see the “CRAZY BEHAVIOR!!” that was now happening as a result of all the psych meds. Bizarre, loud/forceful maniacal laughing over things that weren’t even funny with giant crazy eyes and a psychotic look in the face, and where the laughing just went on and on and on and on for like five times longer than what’s normal. I was just over it. QUIT already, for the love of all that is holy. !! But even though she claimed she was ready to quit by early December she didn't give her notice until mid-January. And then as mentioned, tried to take it all back when it was too late.

I began to realize though as her two weeks notice wound down that something was up, because she kept making references as if she planned to still be here in the future. When I’d question that she’d just laugh like a crazy person and shrug. In retrospect it’s because she was planning to “take it back” and stay after all, and was sure that they would accept it, because her boss had indicated earlier that he wasn’t having any luck finding a good candidate that they liked. But she waited until the final day of her 2 weeks. Played her cards wrong. And by then he’d hired her replacement, whom he was happy with. She did agree to do a few extra days of training though. It was such relief though on that day I got to work and was informed they’d hired Cassandra’s replacement, she’s starting today and that I’d be sitting with her to train/teach her about my position all day. “YAAAAY!!! THANK GOD!!!!” O.o

I was pissed though at Cassandra for trying to pull that 180. After everything she'd said to anybody who'd listen, for months, pulling everybody down into her energy draining pit of histrionics, day after day, nothing but badmouthing her job and the bosses (there was even constant paranoia in the mix, which I haven't gotten into) after the way she claimed that she can no longer be a good mother to her daughter, she laughs like a maniacal crazy person and tries to backpeddle. All because of money. No dignity. No shame. No self respect. And no guilt whatsoever for what she put everybody through for months. I realized by the end that she LOVED the attention and sympathy she was getting from everybody, being the victim. Everybody listening to her, everybody feeling like they need to help her out in some way, always going "poor you!" She got a bit addicted it seems, took it way too far.

That's what financial desperation can do to people in this world. IMO, it's better to take a pay cut but be at a better job, even if it's just a stepping stone, than to subject oneself to what she did. Though in all honesty, I can say with confidence now that probably no job will ever work out for her, after everything I've seen and now know about her. Her previous jobs ended in sweat and tears, the current one ended the same, but now with psych meds, so yeah, there's obviously a problem there that involves her. It was wild to sit on the sidelines though watching somebody not learning their lessons in 3rd density.
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Edit update: This is definitely real. Rapaport has put out a vid on his TikTok trying to claim this is fake, it's A.I./CGI, it's not him, blah blah blah, which only further proves it. Link in my attached response comment to HiddenDimension. If he'd tried to play it off as a joke he probably could have gotten away with it, only because he sounds so stupidly obvious/over stating things in this phone call, which is what makes it sound fake. But that's just because he's low IQ. The second he tried to blame A.I. though it was game up.
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This is one of those rare instances where a Z level "celeb" and media tool f'd up, and it was finally caught on camera.

"Michael Rappaport Caught on Camera Communicating with his Mossad Handlers"
bitchute.com/video/DAk4W2xXs0oK/

We all know this sort of thing is happening, but again......it was finally caught on camera. I mentioned this guy in passing not that long ago on Gab, for another idiotic reason. I cited him as an example of the social engineering thing that's in effect with the media where they feature guys on chat shows and interviews talking earnestly about Real Housewives women dramas. :/ Like I noted in that post, no straight guy in his right mind is excited about everyday women dramas, following along enthusiastically about who shit talked who, who betrayed who, who's cheating on who, etc., let alone scripted/fake "reality" show soap opera dramas. But I cited Rappaport, along with Mark Consuelos and Jerry O'Connell, as part of this group of supposedly straight guys, who are sometimes married with kids, always being featured on chat shows, usually with women, talking in that flamboyant, "coffee klatch" manner that's just not normal for straight guys. "OH NO SHE DIDN'T! SNAP!!" Modeling a beta male/soy boy type of behavior. It's one small part of a very large social engineering scheme that's been going on for 25 years at least, and getting progressively bolder as time goes on.

So it doesn't surprise me, that's all I can say, that it's Rappaport of all people getting busted on this phone call. He's exactly the profile that The Powers That Be go for. Low level, mega thirsty, low IQ'ers who are desperate for fame who would send their own Granny up the river for ten bucks.

"If I say Israel you gotta pay me a certain price, if I say Zionist, you pay me a certain price. If I say Zionist, Israel and Jewish that's the Big Three, I get paid for that. [pause] Right! Same as always! Yeah, just keep paying me the same thing! Zionist, Israel, Jewish, you pay me! [pause] No problem! [....] I say fuck Palestine, on camera....? Okay, you're gonna give me more. Okay, cool....."

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Thing is, it's not just about Israel and the Jews. Extrapolate out from here and apply this concept to ANY so-called celeb tool who's stumping for any cause. They've been paid off/bought, and most likely even blackmailed in many instances to play ball. Everything we're being shown in the media is a lie, basically. But that even goes for the celebs and political pundits and alternative news favorites whom people believe are stumping for the "good guys"/"the right side." Are they?

This ties into another post I've been wanting to do about how people like Candace Owens, Lauren Boebert, MGT, that long haired Scott Pressler guy we always see on Gab's Explore page, and a few others, are not organic or genuine either. They were all picked from the same talent agency called Explore Talent that they were signed up with years back, complete with head shots and personality profiles. Somebody found the talent agency page, which I have bookmarked at home somewhere, and all their profiles, so I'll see about linking that later. So you have Scott Pressler out there being like, "OMG!! I REGISTERED ONE MORE SENIOR CITIZEN IN WHATEVER-WHATEVER COUNTY IN PENNSYLVANIA!!!! 2,753 TO GO AND WE CAN FLIP THE VOTE!!!" 🙄 And Candace Owens being......well, Candace Owens, with her whole "Fast talking, intense, angry, Conservative Black Woman" schtick, but is any of it really real? No. It's all manufactured. It's all one giant big game we're sitting in, and anybody featured as a player on the front stage was somebody willing to sell themselves out for it. "You need me to say Fuck Palestine for some extra dough? Count me in..." "You need me to play the 'smart' hot/sexy Conservative chick with glasses and skin tight jeans for fame and money? Hell yeah! That's why I'm signed up with a talent agency! Just waiting for somebody to hire me!"
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It's always the Lib states.

dailymail.co.uk/yourmoney/cars/article-132370

"8 states are planning to BAN the sale of gas-powered cars entirely - after Biden unveiled ambitious plans to phase them out by 2032"

California, Rhode Island, Maryland, Massachusetts, New Jersey, New York, Oregon and Washington. Well, don't want to live in any of those eight states anyway. !!

We're watching The Powers That Be corral people bit by bit into a prison, with more and more freedoms stripped away, and where the people have no say. Because nobody's rising up. And also because TPTB have their "people" inserted in everywhere at every turn to ensure these laws get passed.

Parents in particular learned the hard way with the school boards situation, where these Boards had been allowing for actual porn, LBGQT and pedo bullshit to be in the libraries and school curriculums without parents realizing it. But, some did finally wake up and learn, and rose up to oust the commie/Satanic Boards. But let's face it....school boards, and things like local government, is easy to do something about for the everyday people. The larger stuff.......not so much. That's where you're getting into the real power players. The "Illuminati," Commie CCP infiltrators, Reptilian/Demon/Archon possessed NPCs, alien-human hybrids, maybe all of the above, depending, whatever you believe the source of this infiltration is. So I get it. How do you even begin to tackle something to THAT level?

In the meantime it's only 2024. We have eight years to go before this "no gas powered vehicles" b.s. goes into effect in multiple states, and a LOT can happen in those eight years. Seriously..........let's just see about getting through the end of THIS year before we start obsessing about eight years from now. Because things have just gotten to THAT level. O.o I'm not even kidding when I say that for me personally it's gotten to the point of taking life month by month, only because I've done my research and am aware of a lot of things that the average mainstream person isn't. (Same as many of my followers; this corner of Gab is pretty damn aware!) There are good researchers out there presenting information about what's really going on behind the scenes and what's potentially coming up in the next two years, including people like AbducteeJournal here on Gab, and when you know that sort of thing you can't pretend you don't know. "Okay, so, if everything falls apart in April then I'll have $____ saved up by then.....if it's the summer then $_____....if the Fall then $____......but keep in mind money will only be good for so long after that, so what supplies do we have on hand, and what if we have to hit the road and we can't take all the supplies with us, and then what if road travel is shut down, and what if they're rounding people up, and what if they're going door to door, and what if regular weapons aren't good enough for self defense because they've pulled out the Big Boy black ops weapons....." And it just goes from there, not even going to get into it. 😆 The mind analyzing all possibilities and what-ifs for the next two years potentially. Forget eight years from now.

But, it's still disturbing to see the way that TPTB are stripping freedom from people bit, by bit, by bit. Causing people to scatter to new places to escape it, like refugees in their own country, because thankfully we do have 50 states and they're very much NOT all the same. But then the way in which this causes population clusters in areas that are not prepared to handle it. Not enough jobs to go around. Not enough housing to go around. Because everybody is flooding in from the blue states. (Something Florida experienced firsthand due to the pLandemic. By 2021 there were now cars with license plates from multiple states around the country suddenly in our apartment complex parking lot. During off season. So this wasn't a Snow Bird situation. And from all blue states mainly, presumably fleeing their Draconian lockdowns and attempts at a two-tiered "Vax Passport" system, which was confirmed to us by the complex's leasing office manager. Yes, they were seeking Florida freedom. And because of this influx of tens of thousands of "refugees" - but maybe more - all of South Florida felt it could get away with jacking up rents to never before seen exploitative sky high levels, with Palm Beach and Broward Counties becoming the region with the highest rent increases in the nation.)

And that's not even counting the millions of illegals that have been purposely shuttled across the border, relocated all around the country to also clog things up and displace the locals and native "refugees" from other states. Given money, EBT cards, cell phones and unrestricted gun access to lie in wait like some sleeper army. :/ Meanwhile as TPTB do everything they can to remove OUR gun access and quality of life.

But, this is the plan. None of it is by accident.....
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@laneagent077 A laughing emoji is an interesting response to this post......
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Can't post pics anymore unfortunately, since I'm not willing to pay to dox myself. ;) But I'll post a link to a new album I created in Flickr, for our recent trip to Lion Country Safari:

flickr.com/photos/carissaconti/albums/7217772

If anybody is interested in seeing exotic African and South American animals roaming free in a preserve-like environment then here you go. Took a planned day off on Friday and off we went. Even though we've lived here for years we've never been. I'm glad we did, as the weather was beyond perfect and the whole thing exceeded expectations. (Descriptions are in every pic and vid.)

We got some funny vids too. Like the two Asiatic Water Buffalo fighting each other and crashing into the water, while all the other buffalo run around excitedly following them wherever they go. Also a Zebra skirmish. And one of a Blackbuck Antelope scratching its own back with its horns. 😆 It's a completely different reaction between the Zebras and the Water Buffalo with regards to fighting. The Water Buffalo get all "!!!! OMG!!!!" into it, while the Zebras are just like "Na bro..." and turn and walk away, disinterested, or don't even look up or over at all. "Whatever." 🤣 There's also vids from the Giraffe encounter, where people go up onto a tall roofed platform area to view the giraffes up close, and where you can pay $5 to feed them. We didn't pay to feed them, but I did record vid of them being fed by others. Pretty cool being able to stand just a few feet from giraffes. !!

All I can say is, now's the time to get stuff done and squeeze in some fun stuff, especially any new experiences, while the window of opportunity is still open......
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Every so-called "conspiracy theorist" is going to be saying See, I told you so, while many Boomers will be up in arms at the mere suggestion their fabled moon landings were actually a hoax. Don't tread on their dreams!!! Nevermind all the progress that hasn't happened since then in over 50 years!!

youtube.com/watch?v=lW7enw6mFxs

The lead astro-not characters have been fictionalized in lieu of the real ones (Neil Armstrong, Buzz Aldrin and Michael Collins) but, I'm thinking this is about as close to an admittance of truth as we're gonna see anytime soon. And of course it's wrapped up in irreverent comical humor. Of course. ;) Ray Romano! Woody Harrelson! Some guy who dresses and speaks in a gay flamboyant way! 'Cause that was the norm in 1969 in the South at a masculine, brainiac place like NASA!

NASA, but especially the moon landings hoax, is a subject I've revisited on my Gab a few times because it's an important subject, IMO. Only because it's one of the biggest lies ever perpetrated on the world, and it demonstrates how many people are completely unwilling to see it, which shows how strong brainwashing and childish wishful thinking actually is with so many people in this world.

Currently the biggest issue we're seeing with regards to anybody questioning anything about NASA is the way it's become intertwined with Flat Earth. I talked about this in a recent post, and my drill down about how FE is a purposeful disinformation psyop that's being run on the masses to create diversionary red herrings. Take everybody who's noticed NASA's lies, and issues with our reality in general, then ensnare the ones who have difficulty with science, common sense and thinking deeply in general into the FE net and divert them over to false conclusions.

So, brace yourself to see nothing but THAT false two-choice dichotomy in the soon-to-be resurgence of people questioning NASA with the release of this movie. I've already been seeing it for a long time. Anybody who dares question the moon landings anywhere on the 'net is being pounced on and automatically labeled a FE 'tard. As if it's not possible to believe the world is actually round.....but that NASA has also faked the moon landings. It's either "The moon landings were faked BECAUSE we live on a flat Earth, and ONLY for that reason, or the moon landings were 100% legit and the world is round." Seriously...........WTAF. Meanwhile as I've already said in my previous Gabs, I can come up with a whole list of reasons for why things were (and currently are being) faked by NASA off the top of my head, and FE isn't even on the list.

While we're on this subject I want to re-recommend some Bart Sibrel interviews and vids in case newer followers haven't seen my older posts. HIGHLY recommend starting with the first one:

"Bart Sibrel Reveals Shocking, Authentic NASA footage Exposing Apollo Mission as a Hoax"
bitchute.com/video/GVwmOnl8sd4D/

"Bart Sibrel Confronts Astronauts"
bitchute.com/video/8LJmQWrxmCbk/

Astro-Not Ed Mitchell was actually caught on a hot mic talking to his son after running Bart off, asking if they should call the CIA and have him whacked. Just for asking Ed to put his hand on the bible and swear that he went to the moon. If that doesn't give people pause I don't know what will:

bitchute.com/video/cmpfQdsCjBdB/

"Researcher Bart Sibrel Reveals Stunning A.I. Evidence and "Deathbed Confession":
bitchute.com/video/vqiOlkFcXH5f/

Bart Sibrel - NASA Lies
bitchute.com/video/8wO6t9CnAPEn/

So, if the world is still around, and Hollywood still exists, does this mean when we approach the ~55 year anniversary of 9/11, or the pLandemic, we can expect to see movies talking about all the faked aspects of those events as well? ;/ "Oh, look at our new movie that jokes about how we actually imploded all the WTCs, including WTC7, after we cleaned out the vaults and told our inside people to stay home that day, but used planes as the cover story for how they were taken down. ahahaha! ahahaha! We're full of jokes, we are! Our 'FICTIONAL' movie also shows how a missile was actually shot into the Pentagon but we tossed some debris around on the lawn and pretended a huge jetliner traveling hundreds of miles an hour came down onto the ground in the middle of D.C. and executed a perfect impact straight into the building! ahahaha! ahahaha! Even though there really is cam footage that actually shows a missile and no jetliner!!! AHAHAHA! AHAHAHA!!!! Wait....too soon guys?? Is it too soon?? Should we wait a few more decades??"

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A good fictionalized "faking space travel" movie that I recommend is Capricorn One, from 1977, about how NASA fakes a trip to Mars because mechanical problems make it impossible for it to be a successful round trip. Instead of calling it off they decide to push through with things anyway for ego's sake and to not jeopardize losing their $ funding $, and thus create an elaborate hoax. It's played for deadly serious however, not irreverent comedy, because trouble ensues when one of the brainiacs at NASA ground control in Houston realizes that the Capricorn One transmission signals are originating locally, not from way out in space. Thus kicks into motion NASA's attempts at silence, as they off anybody who would dare expose the secret. Including attempts to murder the astronauts themselves to cover their asses.

A modernized trailer that somebody put together that's actually really good, IMO. Way better than the original trailer from '77. Very impressive!
youtube.com/watch?v=OezKgnDmrUU&ab_channel=Ro

Free torrents available on The Pirate Bay:
thepiratebay.org/search.php?q=capricorn+one&a

IMDB page:
imdb.com/title/tt0077294/?ref_=nv_sr_srsg_0_t

To me, this is the first true attempt in Hollywood to expose what really happened in 1969, and the entire Apollo program in general.

And one of my fave ever write ups/deep dive exposes on the subject that I've been recommending for years. "Wagging the Moondoggie," from Dave McGowan:

centerforaninformedamerica.com/moondoggie/

Dave passed away in 2015, but I love that Dave's family has done everything possible to keep his website going and his books in print. His research is in my top 10 of all time for what's been the most influential for me personally.
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So, we've been in another Mercury Retrograde these past few weeks. (April 1 - 24.) Once again though I hadn't been paying attention and only found out after the fact, and which therefore seemed to explain all the funny business that had been going on around us. ! (Quoting from previous MR post back in December, see below, which has the full MR explanation.)

Mercury rules over communication, so the primary issue during any MR can often be communication mishaps. The other main type of problem one often sees is things breaking. So for fun let's share some of the notable MR experiences we've had on this end, in no particular order:

- 4/9. My glasses frames just....broke. :/ Weirdly enough I already had an eye appointment scheduled for that upcoming Saturday to get my prescription updated, so now I just bumped it up to the next day, to expedite the process. There's a secondary layer of "woo" happening with this incident though, which really bothers me. But I know that when I put the glasses away the night before into their case they were just fine. Trust me, I would have noticed if there was a problem. !! The next morning....the left side was bent out. To the point where once I bent it back in it weakened the metal on the frame. It eventually went back out again, and back and forth this went, until finally they just spontaneously broke while I was sitting at my desk at work, lens popping out. This was in conjunction with another mysterious injury on my right side neck/shoulder that I woke up with during that time. :/ And the morning alarm ringtone on my cell phone suddenly being changed overnight to a different ringtone during this same time. :/ It seems "something else" was going on beyond MR. Wouldn't be the first time.

- "I just can't with this anymore..." communication issues. There's a coworker at my job named Chris who's truly the nicest guy, I have zero genuine issues with him, and I would even say he's in the top 5 best and hardest working coworkers I've ever had of all time. However, he's an Air sign (libra) and as noted in my Astrology write up that I posted a link to months back...Air signs have that gift of gab. Sometimes CONSTANT gab. And it all just came to a head for me personally last week, smack in the middle of MR. Didn't even realize it at the time. But I just reached my threshold. This guy is extremely extroverted, loud/boisterous, friendly, talkative, and very amped up all the time due to caffeine. So like most Air (and Fire) signs, he uses people to talk *at* and bounce himself off. Everything is light and superficial all the time. To the point where conversations don't even make sense half the time. You may start out saying one thing, but he's going to turn the conversation back onto himself at all costs, including whatever random topics happened to be on his mind....regardless of whether it actually matches up at all to anything you just said. LOTS of (good natured) self aggrandizing, overly theatric grandstanding, ego bravado and humble bragging, always pointing out what a helpful hero he is (and he actually is...but he loves to draw attention to it. 🤣 ) and just "me!me!me!me!me!" and his thoughts, his opinions, all the time. I've been okay with it up until now, because he is genuinely nice and so hard working and helpful......but then did "coincidentally" reach my breaking point last week, during MR, of course, after the most bizarrely chaotic and nonsensical conversation taking place between him, me and our supervisor. When he's in one of his amped up moods you have to FIGHT to try to be heard, otherwise he doesn't "HEAR" what you're saying, which is what was happening in that exceptionally chaotic and bizarre conversation. So it's like MR amped things up. Me and my supervisor were saying one thing.....but he was off in his own world turning everything back around onto things that had nothing to do with anything, just things that were obviously on HIS mind, and which involved more humble bragging and ego bravado inserted in. It's to the point where, when he's caught up in one of his amped up moods, I could probably slip in totally crazy shit like "yeah, there's UFOs landing in the parking lot right now out front....." and he probably wouldn't even hear it or notice it. 🤣 So I've been pulling back from engaging with him, not volleying back the way I would have before, because I can't do it anymore. Wow what a nice difference it is though! No more :/ on my end and energy drain.

- Our annoying neighbor had yet another domestic disturbance incident with her thug boyfriend at 8:45 on a Sunday morning, 4/14. Thug was raging on and on, tossing shit around the apartment, melting down with no end in sight. You wanna talk about communication issues.... O.o It's been a little awhile since this has happened with her thug, but cue good ol' MR and watch what happens.....

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Finally other neighbors called the Boca Raton PD apparently, who showed up knocking on her door and which put an end to that situation. The good news is, the complex didn't renew her lease and her already scheduled move out date was bumped up in response to this incident, so, she's been booted out. Again, during MR. Go figure.

- Tom was doing another Twitter Spaces, however he kept getting disconnected by Twitter in the middle of the talk, then his phone outright shut down also in the middle of it. He’s never had that happen before or since. Not until MR.

- Other random things breaking for Tom as well, like his phone screen going on the blitz, causing him to have to replace it, and the arm rests on his chair coming off out of nowhere.

- Had another "have to yell at an obnoxious Caribbean guy being a bully" moment, which was last week. A few months ago on Gab I wrote about a snarky little Caribbean Staples delivery driver guy that I had a run in with. This time it was another Caribbean guy, walking in off the street, trying to get us to promote his house painting business with his business cards. This is a high end office building and we don't do that, so I kept politely finding ways to say no with a smile. But he wasn't having it. Push, push, push, this angle, that angle, any way to get me to finally say yes, to the point of boundary crossing obnoxiousness. It was already a nope from me before, but now I was REALLY not going to budge since he was becoming outright harassing. And when he couldn't get his way he turned to go.............and just HAD to run his mouth on his way out. Glancing back at me, shaking his head with disgust, making a dark face and trying to go for the "shame" tactic like I had done something wrong here. "un-be-LIEVE-able!!!" More disgusted looks at me like I was the villain, more head shaking. "un-be-LIEVE-able!!!"

Holy shit...........WATCH out. I went 0 to 100, in one second flat. No in between. They're never expecting it. I snapped because once again, I was perceived as the meek little glasses wearing white girl who was all by my wittle self, nobody else around to protect me. Bullies always go for it when they think they can. His mouth dropped though after I began unleashing in a completely different voice and personality. Truly, full open mouth gape. 😆 His response was just all this sputtering, stammering, indignant, ego-based defensive posturing. Not accepting wrong doing for being a creepy rando trespasser off the street harassing some female alone at a front desk. Did what the other Caribbean bully guy did...tried to stand firm in place and continue harassing. Not until I stood up, picked up the phone while continuing to shout at him, starting to make some calls, did he take me seriously and actually bolt for the door....but still yelling at me all the way out into the parking lot for good measure I guess. 😆 Whatever, just as long as he was gone. Luckily nobody was around, since it was right after we opened. Turns out Chris had already run him off earlier before opening, since this guy was loafing about suspiciously. But he came back, and I became the target. But you wanna talk about more "communication issues" piling on during Mercury....

- Then there was the $25 pack of Salmon that I got from Whole Foods in the middle of all this MR that had apparently been defrosted, to the point of going bad, then refrozen. Had no idea until we went to make it and it smelled bad. I’d never bought any fish before that had that happen. Had to return/exchange it. The weird part was, I was originally going to buy the Char, but changed to the Salmon at the last minute.

- There was also the potential for some minor communication issues between me and my supervisor, smack in the middle of MR, but I just let it go and moved past it. Not going to let it spiral out of control into something bigger. Not worth it.


It’s just funny though when we were looking back on things over the past couple of weeks and tallying the things that had gone wonky. I think there were a few more things that I'm forgetting right now. But luckily I’m not one of those people who focuses on things that go wrong. (same as Tom.) I just shrug and deal with it and look on the bright side. I was already going to get new glasses anyway…..it just got bumped up a little sooner. I was able to exchange the bad fish, so I didn’t lose out on the $25. The communication issues with my colleague Chris and my deciding to pull back and not engage in conversation with him to the level I used to is ultimately good, because now I’m conserving energy. So that’s the only thing I can recommend – Always look for the silver linings in any so-called negative situation, or just stay positive in general. Most problems are truly minor in the big scheme of things. Just have to keep that in mind.
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Just found this on BitChute: "Jim Breuer talks about what happened to Dave Chappelle"

bitchute.com/video/eUEkZiTGHNY7/

It's one thing when randos on BitChute who smoke too much weed are theorizing that Dave Chappelle was replaced. It's another thing entirely when fellow A list comedians who know him personally are thinking the same thing. O.o I'm not onboard with the idea of Dave being replaced, but I still find Jim's take on things interesting, because it's not something you normally hear high up comedians theorizing. Everybody in Hollywood knows to toe the line and stay in your lane. Jim and Roseanne never got that memo though. 🤣

The ending had me cracking up though, when Jim and Roseanne start making fun of the spate of trains running off the rails, ships crashing into bridges and aliens running around the mall in Miami.

Normally I'm not a fan of Jim's style of comedy (WAY too maniacal for me, and his schtick is lots of unnecessary sound effects, to the point of being cartoonish, like trying to desperately hold the attention of five year olds) but lately I've been digging watching clips of his straight up truth bomb performances, only because again....somebody didn't get some memos. ;)

"Stand Up Comedy Clip "Chinese Spy Balloon" by comedian Jim Breuer":
youtube.com/watch?v=YZk0d9r6_9k&ab_channel=Ji

"Jim Breuer smacks down some more truth! Maui, Hawaii: fake wildfires"
bitchute.com/video/BULURHdicTFV/

(It's the first 34 seconds of this clip that I enjoyed; can't find the rest of this particular performance that doesn't contain the add-on stuff.)


"Jim Breuer Nails Trump Derangement Syndrome":
bitchute.com/video/PCQ0iCwB5v0q/

And the full one hour special, "Somebody Had to Say It":
youtube.com/watch?v=bItcoUb5xsw&ab_channel=Ji

Straight out the gate, no time wasted, Jim hits the ground running making fun of all things COVID, shots/boosters, masks, social distancing and lockdowns. And it just goes from there. As one YT commenter put it, "I feel like this should be preserved as a historical comment on the times."


It's nuts, because I can't imagine that Dave was saying anything worse than the things Jim's currently exposing, and yet whatever Dave was doing on his show back in the day was enough to get him "visited," according to Jim, and "corrected," bare minimum, but even possibly replaced. Though the jury's still out on the whole replacement thing. Same deal with Roseanne. She hasn't been holding back for years now, whether it's on her podcast, in interviews, in her stand up or her just recording herself talking to the camera at her home about a variety of political and current event subjects, including MK Ultra in Hollywood, and the rampant pedo issue in Hollywood. So yeah, I don't get how it works, how some get "visited," and why that would be, while others don't. Jim was vague with the details regarding the Dave incident (he knows the names of who visited Dave, and probably even more details about what went down, but he's purposely withholding info), so it's hard for me to piece it together. All we know based on what Jim is saying is that Dave was "visited," it terrified Dave, he confided to Jim, he was worried Jim wouldn't even believe him because it was apparently so fantastical, and this knowledge of "WHO" visited Dave shocked and scared Jim as well. This visit was the catalyst for Dave dropping everything and "bouncing to Africa" as Dave later put it. To the point where he didn't even tell his wife and kids. Just ran. Skipping out on a $50 million dollar deal they had planned for him. Then he returned to America and went on Oprah of all things. Everything about the Oprah "control the narrative" interview was puzzling to Jim (and many others) as Jim has described it in another clip. And meanwhile Dave ceased communication with Jim after that. And went on to land another seven Netflix specials and have a comeback that contradicts him running away from his own show in a state of terror and leaving Hollywood high and dry. That was the key for Jim that made him question whether this was even the same Dave anymore.

*IF* Dave was replaced, I think it happened after the Oprah interview, and it's what Jim is basically saying when you watch all the clips put together from several different interviews where he talks about Dave. It seems they lured him back to America, got him to do the "control the narrative" interview to pacify people, then maybe made the change after. And by change I'm not talking about clones the way the hardcore truthers are. It could have been "just" massive mind control/reprogramming. Who knows.
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I've been aware for a few years now about the whole "Alex Jones is really Bill Hicks" so-called "conspiracy." When it was first brought to my attention I was just like, really? feeling skeptical. As always though I keep an open mind and love to see whatever evidence is out there. I'm always down for a good conspiracy! 🤣 By the time Tom was done showing me some stuff that he'd come across I was like, Okay.........THAT'S Bill Hicks. O.o The voice, the facial features and ears, the head/jaw shape, the hair, the teeth.....the devotion to Truther material..... In the compilation Tom showed me there was even a picture showing a mole that Bill had on his face, and the corresponding scar that Alex has in the same exact spot, indicating mole removal. The mole and teeth thing though is what threw me over the edge. The odds that both guys would have a mole and/or corresponding scar in the same spot are impossible. And meanwhile, teeth are used in forensics for body identification for a reason. Because it's one of the only truly distinct identifying features left on a skeleton when everything else is gone. Things either match up or they don't. And Bill's and Alex's are a dead match. If teeth is considered valid in law enforcement and forensics than it's good enough in this case, is all I can say.

Besides, how many times does Alex have to keep saying "I'm Bill Hicks..." and how many times do multiple guests have to casually call him Bill when they're being interviewed before people go, you know......maybe he's not joking....

I came across a vid today about the subject that's the best I've seen yet. It's done by ODD TV, and the guy does a good job narrating things and laying out the case. bitchute.com/video/BiZLl8X2Fl95/ It's not the typical sloppy, half assed vid you always see on BitChute where people slap together random images, played with annoying music, no narration and no coherency. It's 25 minutes long, which is not too short and not too long. (Versus other Bill/Alex vids that are between 1-2 hours.) It focuses on all the best information in an organized way and gets to the point.

It's worth getting into IMO only because Alex Jones is still a thing, which is shocking. I was shocked he was a thing way back in 2006, for the reasons outlined at the end of the ODD Tv vid. The vid shows some of Alex's "greatest hits" of being an over the top ridiculous clown having meltdowns, which is why I could never understand almost 20 years ago why anybody listens to this guy or takes him seriously. Seriously....how are people not seeing the problem here??? So by the time I came across the Bill/Alex conspiracy I was like, Ahh, no wonder he acts like this. ;) EVERYTHING is starting to make sense.

Another reason it's worth getting into is because like ODD TV points out, Alex is, and has always been, controlled opposition. I've believed and have been saying for about 20 years now that any of the big guys you see out in the "Truther" community are not what they seem, even if they are peddling mostly valid information. There's a reason they're successful, and being allowed to be known and heavily promoted around the world, despite whatever opposition they seem to face. It's the same reason a guy like Tom/Montalk has consistently gotten chirping crickets from any of the same big Truther personalities. (and in the case of David Icke, Tom noted that information and ideas he had posted back in the day on Icke's messageboard forum made it into Icke's book "Children of the Matrix" not long after. With no credit, of course. :/ Even though Icke has been known to give credit in his books to smaller guys out in the world and refer people to look at their stuff he's never once given a nod to Tom. Ever. And you know he knows about Tom. So why is that? It's because those other guys are small potatoes who are only peddling harmless little pieces of the puzzle. Meanwhile Tom IS the puzzle. He's got almost all the pieces. He's the competition you could say. And by referring people to Tom it would not only make Icke's work look like child's play by comparison, but it would reveal that Icke isn't original in terms of where he's getting most of his info from. But then again, Icke was mentored by Jordan Maxwell, then broke away from him, stole all his stuff and never gave credit to him either. It's just what that guy does apparently. :/ ) Meanwhile Tom was also blacklisted on Rense.com. Jeff never once in all those years posted a single thing that ever came from Tom's website. Gee....why is that? ;) :/ It's not because Tom isn't known.

When it comes to the big successful guys not only look at the few pet subjects they heavily harp on about, but also always look at what information they WON'T talk about. What subjects they wouldn't touch with a ten foot pole. That lets you know. (CONTINUED IN ATTACHED COMMENT 👇👇👇 )
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Part 2/2

Doing an add-on second part because there's so much more to this bizarre tale than what can fit into just one post.

Here's an early video clip of Alex Jones in 1995, when he would have supposedly only been 21, being that his supposed birthday is claimed to be February of '74:

youtube.com/watch?v=xHSnJSQa-68&ab_channel=Se

And keeping in mind that Hicks was born in December of '61, and would have been 33 at the time this vid was made.

On the one hand, yes, absolutely, what we see in this vid looks like a younger version of the present day Alex Jones. (before Alex went fully obese and turned into a meatball.)

But on the other hand, no, that does NOT look like a 21 year old. I was born in '74 myself, and I can't recall seeing any fellow 21 year olds in '95 around me in SoCal that looked like this guy and carried themselves like that. Does this however look and sound like a 33 year old? Absolutely. If I didn't know who this was I would immediately nod and not think twice if I was told he was 33.

In fact.....there's even a comment that says this:

"Alex was only 21 at this time! That blows my mind. He looks more like a good looking 32 year old."

Exactly. There you go. Just.......wow that this person was able to see it for themselves and nailed the correct age to within one year.

However, what we see in this vid does not look like Bill Hicks looked like during the last few years of his life, before he died in '94.

I had a really hard time believing that anybody could have taken Bill Hicks and what he looked like by the supposed end of his life and transformed him into this much better looking, lighter haired, skinnier dude with the smooth Texas drawl and sexy swagger in under a year and a half. They do truly look like different people. But with extremely similar features. Including identical teeth. :/ It's not rocket science though I guess. I found other videos about this subject that are talking about Bill Hicks getting plastic surgery. So yeah, sure, weight loss, plastic surgery, hair dye and contacts could achieve it.

What Tom was originally theorizing is that there was the real, original Alex Jones who was kicking around doing the public access show thing and weightlifting and all that back in his younger years. And this other, longer and comprehensive video does get in to that, allegedly showing the real, original Alex in '97 alongside the Bill Hicks imposter version during the same year: bitchute.com/video/82BSwnFLH6kJ/ And there's a clear difference between the two Alexes, IMO. But the real Alex was spirited away so to speak, and Bill Hicks fully took up in his place, meshing the public access thing with his conspiracy-based stand up persona. Including the same voices and the same maniacal ranting as his standup. And it would explain why you only see pics of Alex with Kevin Booth, Bill Hicks with Kevin Booth, but never the three together, and never Bill and Alex together. Even though they all supposedly knew each other at the same time.

What also gives me pause is that if Alex is lying about being Bill Hicks that is MASSIVELY offensive and disrespectful to Bill's surviving family members. To be claiming for YEARS that he's really Bill, and that their son/relative faked his own death and played a big trick on the world, re-emerging under a new fake identity. And yet we've never heard a word from Bill's surviving family talking about this. That's odd. Unless they're in on it. The vid I just linked to gets into the way in which Bill Hick's bestie Kevin Booth's behavior towards Alex who calls himself Bill doesn't make sense either. Kevin is never offended at any point, and just rolls with it, acting like "he's in on the joke."

The bottom line is, this world doesn't work the way many people believe. "Deception" is the name of the game in this reality/realm, in so many different ways. And the lengths that the Powers That Be will go to in order to achieve their deception is mind boggling. O.o The Bill Hicks/Alex Jones swap out is actually small potatoes compared to the bigger levels of deception that surround us. But it explains why Alex Jones has been allowed to achieve what he has and why he hasn't been taken out and "suicided." Getting back to Part 1 there's an assortment of topics Alex Jones has never touched with a 10 foot pole in a serious, dedicated way. And that's the giveaway.

The people who talk about MILABs, MK, D.U.M.B.s, Grays, Mantids and the Hybrid breeding program, etc. in a truly serious, respectful way, sharing their personal experiences with it all, are the ones who get killed off, or at least, experience multiple attempts at being killed throughout their life, and/or extreme levels of targeting and forms of blacklisting. Those subjects are NOT about "playing ball." Those subjects are the truth. Anybody who sincerely speaks and writes about those subjects in a focused, dedicated way doesn't make it to the top.
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They're finally saying the quiet part outloud.

"REVEALED: Dr. Anthony Fauci confesses he 'made up' covid rules including 6 feet social distancing and masking kids"

dailymail.co.uk/news/article-13481839/dr-anth

This shit pisses me off because I had several encounters with unhinged middle aged to elderly people at our local Publix supermarket who bought into all of it. I had an overweight, elderly Karen in a motorized cart, decked out in the full on riot gear face shield, screaming in the air towards the nearest teenaged looking stockboy "SHE'S GOING THE WRONG WAY!!!!!! SHE'S GOING THE WRONG WAY!!!!!!" because I purposely wasn't adhering to the "one way" arrows that were on the floors of each aisle. The stockboy made eye contact with me, kind of rolling his eyes, then quietly slipped out of the situation, leaving her sitting there in a wild eyed tizzy. I mockingly called her a Karen, and proceeded to keep going "THE WRONG WAY." Leaving her sitting there alone in her cart, having accomplished nothing, looking like an idiot. And as I've discussed before here on Gab, and on my website, I had a masked up middle aged couple go absolutely apeshit on me at Publix, no exaggeration, all because the guy invaded MY space. I quietly unloaded my basket, standing on the taped line, minding my own business, he comes up behind me to join his wife at the end of the register, but nastily/sarcastically asked ME to move out of HIS way and adhere to the "6 FOOT RULE." Even though I was there first, and he had 8-10 feet of space. So I wouldn't budge. So next thing you know he's screaming full voice for the store management to CALL THE POLICE!!!!! HELP!!!!! CALL THE POLICE!!!!! CALL THE POLICE!!!!!! then getting up on me and miming violently pushing me back while screaming over and over GET AWAY FROM ME!!!!! GET AWAY FROM ME!!!!! GET AWAY FROM ME!!!!! Then grabbing up my groceries and tossing them on the next register's conveyor belt.

I stood my ground throughout that entire incident, never moving an inch no matter how much this ~6 foot tall guy got up on me and screamed and threatened to shove me/hit me.

All of this was because of Fauci & Friends. And that's not even touching on the poison clot shot and how many people it maimed and killed. We can look back at 2020-2022 as a time when the world went Full Retard.

Hopefully we will continue to see more and more admissions of lies and coverups emerging. It doesn't make up for what happened. Nothing ever will. But at best it maybe will ensure this can never happen again in our lifetime.

Additional updates on this story:
dailymail.co.uk/ushome/index.html
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This is another one of those articles where the comments far surpass the low quality content of the "article" itself. In this case, a mindless "article" that just went up today trying to steer people onto false conclusions for the global rise in rare and turbo cancers:


"Rare and 'unusual' cancers are emerging after the Covid pandemic - and doctors fear an unlikely culprit is to blame"

READ MORE: Global cancer phenomenon sees mystery spikes of kinds of tumors

dailymail.co.uk/health/article-13502221/rare-


It isn't a mystery for the aware people, of which there seem to be many in the comments. That was very heartening to see. But as usual the media is running defensive for the pharmaceutical companies, blaming the fact that because people were locked down during the height of the pLandemnic they didn't go to the doctors to get those early warning cancer screenings 🙄 as well as blaming COVID itself, and "long COVID."

The vaxx-icutions themselves are never mentioned. It's not even a potential factor in the equation as far as the propaganda machine is concerned, and that's the giveaway. Not that we would expect otherwise. I'm actually surprised they've been addressing the subject at all. "Dancing around the mystery cancer subject" has recently become a regular part of the daily repertoire of DM "articles." Today they decided to finally put something out there that addresses the potential "why." 🙄

Another way the DM propaganda machine has been doing their job recently to run defensive on the subject is to put out all these articles that talk about toxic foods and drinks with "forever chemicals" that are contributing to cancer. "Forever Chemicals" has become their new drinking game word/Bingo card winning word or something. Acting like toxic foods and drinks hasn't been happening since the 1950s. 🙄 The media has ignored the subject blatantly for well over 50 years. But NOW it's suddenly something to talk about.....incessantly. Beat it over people's heads that "THIS IS THE REASON FOR YOUR SICKNESS AND ALL THE MYSTERY CANCERS." um hm. When it suits them.

I don't have people in my isolated personal life ;) so I don't have much in the way of poison jab injury stories, cancer or otherwise. Definitively I do know that our neighbor Claudia, who's now in her mid-70s, got jabbed four f'ing times in order to continue to be allowed to step on set to film her bit roles in local television commercials down in Miami. Now she can be barely walk and had to give up acting. Before getting jabbed? She was going to the gym everyday, stood upright and walked normally, full of energy despite having just entered into her 70s. Now she's hunched over, with some weird swollen legs thing happening so when she walks she kind of waddles and bobs up and down and back and forth. But she now looks literally deformed, unable to stand upright and walk correctly, and as a result has lost the ability to be an actress, where looks are everything. If she'd just waited things out there would no longer have been the (now illegal) requirements to be jabbed, or else lose your job. She thinks her issues are some sort of sudden onset "arthritis." You know.....that never existed until she took four doses of the poison clot shots. :/ Won't put 2 and 2 together.

My coworker Chris does however profess himself to be vax injured. He obviously DOES see the connection, and isn't happy about it. He says it was the worst decision of his life to take that jab and he wishes he could sue. In his case he never had the strange hives condition that he currently has until he got the jab. After that he was relying on steroids to function. If he doesn't take the steroids his skin turns red and he's covered in the crazy looking rashy hives all over his body. It's minor compared to what others have experienced, so he's one of the "lucky" ones.

A tenant in the building that I work for named Eric has a wife that is dying of an aggressive/turbo stage 4 cancer of some sort. They're only just about 50, with two kids that are about college age. She was fine one minute, then diagnosed with a terminal disease the next. It was nuts. I received a holiday card from Eric from December 2023, with their family photo on it, and the Amex gift card inside, etc. and she looks normal and healthy in the pic. Within months she was diagnosed with a terminal disease. As Eric told me, "It's not a matter of if, but when." But they're still trying anyway. I don't have proof that it's the poison jab, I'm not going to ask, but everything about their profile says to me they would have taken it. Bare minimum she fits the profile of the DM's recent articles.

Now that we're a full four years into this thing I'm curious to know whether any of my few readers that are still checking in have any personal stories of anybody they know or heard about who's been injured or died from the experimental bioweapon.....
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This meme that showed up yet again on the main Explore page this morning is *exactly* what I've rolled my eyes and mocked to Tom in terms of "Gab Culture." Like I was telling him, Gab is all about people celebrating their poverty riddled abusive childhoods. It's always about posting pics of the cheapest, most nutritionally deficient, garbage foods you can imagine and bragging that this is what they were fed growing up and it somehow makes them a better person. "We should have nostalgia for the way our parents couldn't afford to feed us properly! We're the best!" I specifically cited Wonder Bread when making fun of this and here we are....a toxic hot dog wrapped in Wonder Bread. 🤣

You'll also see memes and comments celebrating how much they were knocked around/beaten and neglected by parents who couldn't be bothered to properly look out for them, bragging about how this makes them a better person and the most superior generation. 🙄 Meanwhile there I am with my memory of being in the hospital at 1 1/2 years old in July 1976, due to my so-called mother and her "parenting" that caused me to get sick. And in the same hospital holding room was a young boy who was constantly crying and moaning pitifully because his parents had allowed him to play with fireworks/explosives since it was July 4th, resulting in him blowing off multiple fingers. So I'll always remember that, laying there, looking up and around at the room lit by the bright, blue eyed sunny day outside coming through the windows and hearing that kid's moaning.

So I just roll my eyes and laugh at these sad Gab memes that we always see, desperately trying to convince themselves they were so superior for their childhood poverty, abuse, malnutrition and neglect. "Who else.......?" and meanwhile everybody is supposed to pipe up like a mindless sheep and join in on the so-called nostalgia, feeling like they somehow belong. I don't feel like my friend Justin as a young child in Massachusetts for instance had a great childhood with his absent father, mentally checked out and overwhelmed mother, drinking Tang and eating Fluffernutter sandwiches on Wonderbread because they were so poor. Even my 4/5/6 year old self was like O.o staring at the Fluffernutter sandwiches thinking to myself, "That's your sandwich??" Knowing that it wasn't real food. His older sister Michelle, who was also my babysitter, first tried to run away at age 12. Or the various kids I remember in grade school over the years who showed up to school dirty, with the saddest lunches you can imagine, or none at all. They were lucky if they could pull C's as grades due to the poverty, abuse and neglect they were experiencing at home, and seemed embarrassed by their dirty clothes that set them apart from others. I doubt my childhood friend Angella is sitting around as an adult thinking her childhood was so superior because she had a psycho mother always chasing her and her younger brother around the Duplex they rented on the poor side of town with a thick, heavy wooden paddle, trying to beat them for any little thing. Her parents prided themselves so much on beating their kids they had the paddles engraved with Angella's and JD's names and kept them specially mounted on the wall. Meanwhile Angella was sweet and intelligent and had lots of promise, but was being raised in those circumstances, with those types of parents. None of the kids I knew growing up who were being raised like the memes we see on Gab turned out okay. Yet Gab likes to delude themselves that they turned out the best out of everybody in history. (Funny enough, Gab also loves to trash Boomers. Well guess who were the rotten parents of all of us Gen X'ers that these delusion Gabbers like to brag about? Boomers. ;) Pick a lane. Seriously.) Other friends I had were contending with alcoholic parents, filthy houses, more shitty food and abuse.

It's a whole subject really, something that I've had on my mind for several decades. Kids being raised in poverty, even suburban poverty. Doesn't have to be rural West Virginia/Kentucky coal mining town poverty, like people might envision. I grew up in Mass & Connecticut as a kid, which is a far cry from that. But I was surrounded by it. Even though my circumstances were better than half the kids I was surrounded by, my parents had been subjected to abusive, poverty childhoods themselves. And both turned out wretched as a result. So it's the idea of, Should people be allowed to reproduce when they have no money, and zero parenting skills? Zero childhood development training and knowledge? If all they can provide for food is toxic hotdogs wrapped in Wonder Bread, beating their kids and sending them to school in dirty clothes, living in rented duplexes and apartments, should they be allowed to have kids? In an ideal world, no, absolutely not. But then again in an ideal world we wouldn't have people living in poverty and ignorance in the first place. !

It is the "Free Will Loosh Farm."
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Welp, Juneteenth being an actual Federally mandated holiday, on par with Memorial Day and July 4th, was a good way to find out who's who and what's what in terms of the people around you in life. 🤣 And the verdict was unanimous......eyerolls and faces. And as my buddy the mail guy said to me yesterday at work, "Pretty much everybody I've talked to today made the same face you just did." [when he told me on Tuesday that there would be no mail delivery Wednesday, because of Juneteenth. I had no idea it was even a thing until that moment, so my face was a confused "say whhhaaaaatttt??" Then we both laughed. 🤣 ] My boss had no idea it was a holiday either until after she got to work today. It solidified her view that this country has gone bonkers.

To be fair though I'm just as baffled that Colombus Day is a thing. There isn't a year that goes by where I don't hear from at least one other equally baffled person who cannot believe that it's even a holiday, in modern times. The implication being, "We all know better by now." What they usually mean is in regards to Columbus' destruction of the Native populations. It's actually a different reason for me though. I'm just baffled that they're still pretending this guy "discovered America." And are celebrating that. When even many mainstream people realize how many other civilizations were already here before Columbus landed his ship somewhere in the Caribbean, thinking he was in India. They have proof that the Vikings were in the northeast at least a thousand years ago. And that the Chinese were on the west coast of present day California. But hey, okay........Columbus. 🤣

As somebody who just got a new 2024 Toyota, I concur with this meme. ;)
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Part 1/3 - Interesting experiences with animal communication


Took this video of a fly hanging out eating some leftover drip of guacamole salsa on the rim of a bowl when Tom and I were eating at El Jefe Luchador recently (Deerfield Beach). flickr.com/photos/carissaconti/53820666583/in

For most people it may seem like a weird thing to record with your phone and accept nonchalantly, versus shooing the fly away. But for starters A) We were done eating, and it was a leftover drip, so hey....have at it. :) And B) Due to multiple personal experiences spanning many years I've come to view common houseflies in a VERY different light than most people do, let's just put it that way.

It started many years ago when we were still living in Charlottesville, VA, and I came across the book "Animal Talk" by Penelope Smith, at Quest Books. Which I purchased, and still have on my bookshelf to this day. As people reading can imagine it's about communicating with all manner of critters, great and small. Including insects. But that's where I learned that you even CAN communicate with things as "lowly" as insects. But the bottom line is, every other critter other than humans are pretty much relying on telepathy as their primary mode of communication. And if people only realized this the world could truly be a different place. !

I know that after I read this book it changed how I viewed everything going forward when dealing with any critter out in the world.

What came to be THE big accidental surprise however were flies. O.o

Flies...........yeah........hmmm. O.o Pretty much THE last thing anybody would think of as having sophisticated intelligence, and even personality. These things will land on shit and garbage and rotting meat like it's a glorious thing. Then lay their eggs. (though to be fair they'll land on tasty food too. They'll land on ANYTHING. 🤣 Everything's game.) But once I started being open to being tuned in telepathically with ALL critters means I soon learned about flies. And they're actually one of the more sophisticated critters around us.

We'll skip ahead to the most spectacular example that happened in 2016 when Tom and I were having a weekend picnic barbecue lunch at Hugh Taylor Birch State Park in Fort Lauderdale, along the Intracoastal Waterway. We were just sitting down to eat after grilling when of course all these flies started pestering us, wanting in on all this tasty food.

I swatted at them a few times when they'd keep trying to land on my food. I soon realized of course that they're not going anywhere. They're hungry, and we have this incredible tasty spread of food laid out on this picnic table. I get it. I'd want in on this action too if I were a fly, and I wouldn't take no for an answer either.

I realized I was going to have to compromise with them, and talk to them. They're starving flies, so they are NOT going to listen to "NO." You're going to need to work WITH them. Not against them.

I stood up and took one of my corn cobs that was finished, but which still had butter and salt and lots of bits of sugary corn left as far as a fly would be concerned, and held it up in the air. "HEY!" I commanded them loudly and firmly in my mind, holding up the corncob and waving it around. "HEY!!!" Once again, at the flies that were buzzing around, to make sure I was getting their attention, while holding up the corncob and jiggling it in the air. "HEY!!!!!" for a third time, just as forcefully, waving the corncob around. Loudly and forcefully in my mind I directed an intense thought at them that "....THIS IS YOURS. OKAY???? THIS IS FOR YOU. THIS IS YOURS. YOU CAN EAT THIS. THIS IS FOR YOU. THIS IS YOURS."

Then I put the cob down on the upper right part of the table, kind of jiggling it a little, mentally yelling THIS IS YOURS!!!!! YOU CAN HAVE THIS!!!!! one more time. Then returned to my food. The crazy part was I just knew and took for granted this would work. O.o Didn't even doubt or question it. "Of course they hear and understand me. And they WILL obey me. PERIOD."

Immediately the flies started flocking to the corncob, obeying the compromise. "Okay!!!" 😆 One by one by one, until eventually there were more than two dozen large black flies clustered on the cob, gobbling it up. *And not a single fly bothered Tom or I for the rest of the meal or tried to land on any of the food we had spread out on the table. Not one.* They all stayed on the corn that I commanded them was theirs. I actually did get a couple pics of this for posterity. I'll probably post it in an attached comment/Part 2.

Flies hear us. And they UNDERSTAND. That's all I can say. And it's not the first time I experienced this. Previous encounters are what even taught me that I *COULD* do what I did at that picnic lunch. (CONTINUED IN ATTACHED COMMENT 👇👇👇 )
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Attached is the pic of the corncob covered in flies. And before thinking "gross!" which would be the natural kneejerk response 🤣......realize that the reason they're all gathered on this corncob, and not pestering Tom and I while we were eating and landing on OUR food, is because I commanded them to go to this corncob instead. They had a whole picnic table full of food to go to instead. But they listened to what I told them to do. *Every last fly.* This pic shows the proof of communicating with critters, including "lowly" flies.

Prior to the barbecue incident however I had an amazing experience with a fly when I was lounging on our patio in Charlottesville. It was a warm summer afternoon and I noticed a fly perched on the side of our apartment building above our patio table. In a weird sleepy goofy state due to the summer heat I started projecting thoughts at it. "Look at you! You're so lucky! You're small and light and can fly around! You're so lucky! You can fly!!! We're big and heavy and can't fly....." And proceeded to think some more about how lucky this fly was for being so small and being able to fly, unlike us.

The fly suddenly took off from the side of the building.....and proceeded to do three loop-de-loop circles right over me.

Loop! de Loop! de Loop! showing off. 🤣

Then landed back in the same spot it was before. Waiting.

"!!!!! WOW!!!" I laughed to myself. That's awesome, I love it!

Another summer morning I was standing on the edge of our apartment building's property, gazing out into the woods, hearing the sounds of the Cicadas doing their thing. Suddenly I felt something "WATCHING ME" very strongly.

My head whipped around to where I felt the presence. My eyes came into focus and realized.....it was a fly. Perched on a leaf close to me. Watching me.

!

Another time Tom and I were on the Rivanna Trail that ran behind our apartment buildings in the woods, and were resting on a log bench, under a canopy of green leafy trees, just enjoying ourselves. I suddenly realized a fly had landed next to us on the log bench, lined up side by side with us. I felt its energy - very innocent, happy and sweet. Just wanting to hang out with us, because it felt our good vibes. I smiled down at it, thinking "Hey there!" We all just sat there, hanging out, enjoying the pleasant summer day.

It's the same deal when I was sitting outside my then-apartment in Fort Lauderdale on the edge of the flower beds in the evening, around 2003, and I suddenly felt a "tug" and looked down to my left......and realized......there was now a Palmetto bug lined up next to me on the flower bed ledge, staring straight ahead, like I was. Kind of like "Cool, we're just hanging out!" side by side, being pals. 🤣 Admittedly I was just like "AHH!!" kneejerk response, and immediately jumped up, which scared the bug, and it ran off in the other direction. Then I felt bad. 🤣

I'm not the only one who's experienced some amazing telepathic instances with flies. It's a known thing for people with abilities. And in case anybody reading this thinks that encounters with flies means somebody is a gross, dirty or bad person - I've had encounters with ALL critters - dogs, cats, birds, fish, other types of insects, etc. - as well as human children, that are kind of mind blowing. It's not just flies. (this is the dedicated Gab post to the whole dogs situation: gab.com/Carissa_Conti/posts/10835547969576777 ) But I focus on flies in this post because they're one of the most misunderstood, being a dirty insect. I'll also attach a pic of fish gathering around to look at me at Gumbo Limbo Environmental Center here in Boca. It's one of the critter phenomenon I noticed anytime I'd go to Gumbo Limbo to look at the fish in the tanks. Fish would consistently gather around where I stood, peering at me like what people will see in the pic. Meanwhile NOT doing that to the other people who were there.

But I have so many other stories involving dogs, cats, birds, and even a damselfly. I'll attach a pic of that below. The full description of the damselfly incident can be found here: flickr.com/photos/carissaconti/48945261277/in

Another pic I'm including is of a Malachite butterfly, at Butterfly World back in 2016, as demonstrated by a four year old named Billy, who apparently was compelled to hug onto my leg in a sea of strangers, showing me his skills of getting butterflies on his hands like nobody else. His dad was bewildered by his behavior, saying he NEVER went up to strangers and hugged them like that, and was worried that I would be upset by him bothering me. I thought it was cool and assured him it was all good. :) The full story can also be found here: flickr.com/photos/carissaconti/51722364483/in

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One of the most important lessons I took away from "Animal Talk" was that critters don't understand "NO." If you're trying to get your pets for instance to stop doing something you shouldn't be thinking or commanding or yelling "NO!" at them. Instead think/command them what you would want them to do instead. You really do have to be mindful of your thoughts with your pets, mainly cats and dogs, because they really are telepathic and tuned into us, being that they're very intelligent and sophisticated.

I discovered this for myself though accidentally with Kitty years ago, back in 2000, when I was renting a room in a house in SoCal. I was out in the kitchen cooking some food, while Kitty poked about. As the stove burner got red I had the distinct thought about how I didn't want Kitty to go near the burner and hurt herself.

I glanced over at Kitty on the other side of the room as I had that thought.....and watched her head jerk up, looking right at me with big eyes, hearing what I thought. She suddenly took off across the kitchen, making a beeline right for the stove: jumped up onto one of the barstools and onto the countertop, and headed right for the red hot burner. 😲 I was like "AHHH!" and had to leap over and grab her up to get her away from THAT catastrophe waiting to happen.

When reading Penelope's book that's where I learned that if I didn't want Kitty to go near the dangerous hot burner than I should have had a thought about where I would want her to go instead. Because again..............critters don't understand "NO" in communication. They only hear all the rest of what you're saying or thinking. Not the NO! part that's supposed to cancel out everything else around it. (To clarify - animals/critters of course understand "NO!" in terms of personal boundaries, and cats in particular will bap you with their paw if they want you to buzz off. 🤣 So all animals know how to say No/back off/stop. But I'm talking about in terms of complex human communication where we sandwich a "NO!" in amongst a bunch of other information. That's where the NO! gets lost in translation.)

I'd really recommend though for people to check out the book "Animal Talk" by Penelope Smith if they're interested in opening themselves up to more critter encounters and learning how to communicate with critters. Right after I first encountered the book at Quest Books (hadn't yet bought it, had only been reading through it in the shop, being intrigued and affected by it) I had an interesting encounter right after with a Cardinal. Tom and I were sitting on the rooftop patio of the then-Milano coffeehouse in downtown Cville and I saw the Cardinal poking about on the far end of the parking lot. My state of mind was now different, thanks to the book opening me up to wanting to connect with critters, so I guess my thoughts must have been pretty loud as I focused in on that bird. Because next thing I know the bird looked up and straight at me, staring at me, head cocked. Then it flew over a little closer, looking up at me, head cocked. Then flew even closer, right down below us now in the parking lot, looking up at me, seeming intrigued. So me and the bird were just staring at each other, like, "um.........hello I guess??" 🤣 But I could feel that my mindset was different, and it was being reflected back to me by the bird who was NOTICING me when normally it wouldn't.
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Since it's Fourth of July and all that...

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View from the top of the Jupiter Inlet lighthouse looking down at the flagpole.


Link to the full photo album on Flickr:

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Meanwhile there's a giant pair of ears in the background attached to a bald cat.
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"Liberalism is a Mental Disorder"

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We always hear this phrase, but what I came to realize years ago is that liberalism tends to attract in those with mental disorders. That would be a better way to put it. The higher ideals of liberalism are not mentally disturbed in themselves. But the Dem/Lib party itself seems to attract in an inordinate amount of those who are mentally disturbed, and/or displaying severe personality disorders. People who experienced early childhood trauma, abuse, neglect, abandonment, chaotic instability, etc., and as a result become very malformed psychologically, therefore gravitating towards an emotionally stunted, childish, feelings-based, irrational political ideology that centers around handouts, coddling/enabling, victimization, misplaced altruism and punishing/lashing out at well adjusted people.

When I've looked back at my jobs over the years at the various coworkers, bosses, customers/vendors, tenants, etc. I see the pattern that the ones I clashed with the worst fit this profile, and also identified as Dems/Lib. People who were troublemakers, bullies, unstable types that go after people first, creating drama and problems. Some or all variations of being aggressive, childish, emotionally reactive, lack of logic, reason and intellectual control; histrionic, loudmouths, narcissistic, attention seeking, lazy, entitled, not taking personal responsibility/accountability, deceptive/liars, thieving/cheating, manipulative, perpetual victimhood, and usually never displaying guilt, shame or remorse.

Right up into my early 40s I didn't view the world through a political lens, AT all. I wasn't raised with politics, which is the main reason. (Meanwhile I've been a "conspiracy theorist" for 20+ years now, understanding that things are not what they seem; that we have a front stage puppet show, but where the true power players hide backstage. Elections are rigged, voting doesn't matter, etc. So why bother paying attention. It's all a farce anyway.) So I mentally stayed on the outside of it all. I incarnated here to do what I came here to do, and soon it will be over and I'll be on my way. I didn't come for the farce part.

In addition I didn't view people through a "Conservative vs. Liberal" lens, seeing their behaviors as being indicative of the political party in which they aligned themselves.

After Trump though.... O.o There was no way NOT to pay attention anymore. Everybody becoming so divided, politics now being something that people talk about when previously they didn't. Even openly fighting about.

So now it's all I see. I don't know if it's a good thing or bad thing. After being forced to pay attention I started realizing in retrospect the stark difference between Libs vs. Conservatives, and the overwhelming pattern with all the troublemakers and personality disordered people I've dealt with over the years.

I also realized that some of the casual work friends that I had in my 20s I wouldn't be able to be friends with at this point. (Gay men living debauched lifestyles and making misogynistic comments here and there, Wiccans practicing witchcraft, etc.) I wouldn't be wishing them negativity or engaging with them in a negative way or anything. It would be polite and friendly, but not friends.

When I was in my late teens and 20s, both in highschool and getting out into the working world, I lived in SoCal and was exposed to a wide variety of people from all walks of life. And unless somebody was OBVIOUSLY negative, troubled, etc. I just neutrally observed, nodded, listened, and filed it away. I didn't judge. If I disagreed I didn't voice it. Not out of fear of creating conflict, it was just because I didn't care enough to argue. 🤣 They're entitled to their views, and I'm interested to hear them because I'm curious, and/or because this is somebody I like and get along with. So whatever. The whole "you do you" mentality. And trust me, people loved me for it. That's most of the reason the phenomenon of people spilling their guts to me has followed me around in life. Because I was a good neutral, non judgmental, non argumentative listener.

That person is mostly gone now, not only because of increasing age/maturity, but also thanks in large part to the past 8 years. O.o I still listen attentively to people, and usually don't argue because it's pointless and a waste of energy. They're people I usually don't give a shit about anyway. But part of me misses being the way I used to be "when I was a kid" so to speak in terms of being non-judgmental, but which was ultimately born out of youthful immaturity and naivete. I definitely judge/make assessments now. Because I can't unknow what I now know. Basically you're either on the side of sanity, ethics, non perversion and policies that make economic sense, or you're not. That's what it's come down to by 2024.

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The increase in political talk means I’ve come to learn what political affiliation my bosses are, and some of the tenants. Let’s just put it this way – there’s a reason I’m still here after almost a year. It’s because it turns out me and my bosses are all on the same page. And if people think that one’s political affiliation doesn’t affect who they are on the job…….think again. My predecessors were both Libs, one psychotically so, loved to get into passionate fights with tenants about her unhinged liberal views as I was told. Both wound up getting fired for job performance and personality issues. One of my Lib predecessors was also a liar and a thief. She was so bad she’d keep lying even when they had the security cam footage showing her stealing.

Finding out my bosses’ political affiliations wasn’t something that just openly and nonchalantly happened. People nowadays in general tend to be leery to reveal to just anybody that they happen to be Republican/Conservative or support Trump. That’s how bad things have gotten. So us learning of each others’ affiliations was a tip-toey thing. There are exceptions, like the kindly ~80 year old tenant named Carolyn in the building. She always wears her gold cross necklace, and I’d heard from my bosses recently that she’s a staunch Trump supporter. And sure enough when she came in this morning to get her mail she proudly showed me her new fancy Trump travel mug…..gauging my reaction, since we’d never discussed politics. It was a pretty slick mug, so I told her it was cool. I mentioned the interesting factoid about how I was 45 years old during #45, while also living off of exit 45…which is in the same county that #45 also lives in. She thought that was a riot. After she was turning to leave she turned back to me and said “I knew there was a reason I liked you!” with a big smile/laugh.

But that’s what I’m talking about. People know and realize even if they aren’t consciously putting it together. If I was a hardcore Lib then she would have instinctively not liked me....because there's a personality profile that goes with that. And she would have picked up on it. And before I even knew her politics I just always genuinely liked her, since she’s this affable, slightly sassy but loveable grandma type. It isn’t just about “politics.” It’s about “Mentally Ill vs. Sane.” And it’s always been about that as I now realize, even if I didn’t when I was young.

Funny part is, I see through the Trump thing too. He’s nothing but one giant conspiracy. But I’m also not against him. And I wished he could have just continued to be prez.

My boss J___ started small though in terms of testing the waters. Throw out one little bit here, one little bit there….gauge my reaction. Next thing you know we’re having full on fringe-y conspiracy conversations. 🤣 So he’s definitely a Truther Conservative. I can tell he’s LOVING that he can say ANYTHING to me no matter how far out there and I’m just nodding, genuinely agreeing and contributing my own two cents that proves I’m very up to speed with things. As he noted though he didn’t used to believe in the so-called conspiracy things that he currently does, but after the past 4 years he said he couldn’t NOT see it. I don’t know what he’s been reading and watching to get to the level he’s at in such a short amount of time but he went down that rabbit hole HARD. 🤣 Meanwhile I could tell my female boss was most likely Conservative based on different things, so I threw out the anti-Biden tester carrot a couple of weeks ago…..and got a HUGELY positive bite back. We’ve had several convos now about the insanity plaguing the world.

But then….there’s Wayne, a lawyer tenant I’ve had ongoing problems with since Day 1 of working here. A thorn in my side who makes my skin crawl. A narcissistic, egomaniacal, petulant/vindictive, creepy, ugly little short bald man whom I liken to the Penguin in Batman, because that’s what he looks like. And guess what he is, besides being an aggressive northeast Jewish lawyer. He’s a staunch Never Trumper Dem. ;) Of COURSE he of all people would be. Of course. :/

The most psychotically unstable/angry/aggressive chick I've ever worked alongside for a brief period of time back in 2015 named Robin was a flaming lib, as she let me know.....vigorously. O.o

I could go on all day about "THE PATTERN." But it's very real, that's all I can say. Just endless examples showing that liberalism in my experience attracts in those who are usually mentally unstable, sometimes deranged, with severe personality disorders and malformed psyches. And also often the people who choose, and revel in, debauchery and actual evil. (The profile of many, if not most Hollyweird celebs.) And now that I've come to see it I can no longer unsee it and go back to being who I used to be. Everything is now viewed through this lens, and it does make life more annoying, admittedly.
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Here we go. ;) Buckle up. The show's finally kicked into higher gear. We knew something of this sort was coming since forever, because this is "election" year. This is the big fork in the road moment. Time for those Big Final Moves I'm always going on about.

Is it real though? Or is it staged? Hard to say. Secret Service supposedly killed the gunman within moments. So they say. dailymail.co.uk/news/article-13631849/Donald- But do you take it at face value? A true Manchurian Candidate lone shooter patsy who missed the target and only managed to graze the ear because they weren't very good as a shooter? Or is it all just completely fake? Complete with Trump's clutched fist in the air, blood dripping down the right side of his face, after he stood back up, looking like an iconic bad ass? My opinion: It's playing out like a scripted show. The stage, the actors, the "assassination attempt" that missed, allowing for the dramatic moment of the fist in the air with the blood.

True trained assassins and sharpshooters don't miss.

youtube.com/watch?v=mw8HAgJ_ccw&ab_channel=Lo

It's popcorn time. 🍿

EDIT UPDATE: The more details that emerge about this the more they're going to be digging themselves into a hole. As noted in some of the discussion in the comments of this post, the Secret Service completely failed, to the point where it looks like they were in on it. Hidden Dimension posted a good eyewitness link in his comment describing what the eyewitness guy and his friends saw of the shooter, and the way in which their attempts to notify SS failed. SS willfully ignored them yelling and pointing to the gunman over on the building shimmying up the roof on his belly with his rifle. SS also completely failed to cover any of the roofs in the vicinity, and as the eyewitness guy noted, there weren't many. So it would have been easy for them to do. So why didn't they? Gee, it's almost as if they wanted to leave things open. IMO this was a purposeful stand down. It couldn't be more obvious.

Just found a link to a short video with accompanying vid description that outlines what was done - or rather, not done - and thus proving that a stand down did occur: bitchute.com/video/CQMDlQIkwI3p

Now we've learned who the shooter supposedly is, and all I can say is.......ummmm...........yeaaaahhhhhh............ O.o dailymail.co.uk/news/article-13633009/Thomas- To say that this kid looks SPESHUL is putting it mildly. There's also a video that's supposedly him as well, talking about how he hates Republicans and he hates Trump. How convenient. bitchute.com/video/2LGOmuiuyBti

Sure, maybe this is the guy that tried to pull something off on his own. He is exactly what I picture many of the diehard libs look like. Or maybe he was chosen to be the fall guy for a.....speshul reason. Multiple Daily Mail comments are asking, If this guy had no criminal record and no ID on him then how did they identify him via DNA? And do it so quickly? :/ That's what I mean by digging themselves into a hole.
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"The 'most serious IT outage the world has ever seen'....."

Me and one of my supervisors Cheri were just talking about the idea of this a week ago. I've come to learn that she's a pretty aware conspiracy Truther type of Republican/Conservative, not just a mainstream normie Republican. She's told me several times in different conversations that she has a "very, VERY bad feeling" that something HUGE is coming up around the corner. She's certain of it, she says she can feel it. She's a psychic/sensitive Pisces, so it makes sense that she would be full of the feels and intuition. And whatever it is she said, it's much bigger than 9/11. She can feel that. I find it interesting and put it out there for consideration. She said she already knew the assassination attempt was coming, and was surprised it hadn't happened sooner. I mentioned that it's all about the timing thing. Can't do it too soon before the "election." They had to wait until just the right time, where it's not too early, and where there's still time to rearrange all the puppets on the stage.

So we were discussing possibilities and I mentioned the idea of a grid takedown of some sort. Even "just" an internet take down. And being that everything is digital nowadays, relying on and connected up to each other via the 'net, means that alone would be devastating. Because it would affect banks, access to money, just EVERYTHING that we do that has any reliance on the 'net, "the cloud," you name it. She nodded and agreed, and then got excited because she remembered the spate on ongoing "outages" that keep happening over the past couple of years. My theory as I told her is that these smaller spate of outages (cyber hacking.....) have all been little test runs. They're testing things, taking down small pieces at a time for short periods, then everything just suddenly....fixes itself. Back to normal! Most likely because it was artificial/planned in the first place.

And today this just happened:
dailymail.co.uk/news/article-13651403/Microso

As soon as I saw the headline I jumped on the Flight Radar 24 app on my phone to see for myself about American Airlines and Delta, since these two airlines are THE biggest ones flying in and out of Fort Lauderdale International and Miami International on any given day. (Followed by Spirit.) And sure enough............there wasn't one AA or Delta to be found in the sky at that time. There were large clusters of grounded planes at both airports, and the only large planes in the sky that I was seeing were for FedEx. Then all the smaller planes and corporate jets. I took multiple screencaps for posterity. So it also looks like they're not flying other airlines in and out of those airports either at the moment, maybe because of all the chaos going on from the other two biggest carriers.

The other things being affected according to this article are hospitals canceling surgeries and NYC subway controllers losing track of trains. O.o Well....THAT sounds fun. O.o
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"08:31
Crowdstrike issues fix
Crowdstrike deployed a fix at around 5:30am ET for an issue that caused the 'most serious IT outage the world has ever seen.'

The cybersecurity firm is now working to reboot its systems, which could take some time for them to fully recover.

CEO George Kurtz said the issue is 'not a security incident or cyberattack' but is a 'defect' in a 'single content update for Windows hosts.

'The issue has been identified, isolated and a fix has been deployed.'"

The outage was triggered by a faulty update to its Falcon Sensor software.

Microsoft acknowledged the Windows meltdown, saying: ‘We are aware of an issue affecting Windows devices due to an update from a third-party software platform.

‘We anticipate a resolution is forthcoming.’
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The issue seems to do with outside hosting and security provider services, and the fact that all these industries are relying on outside companies to host their networks and provide cybersecurity. So if something goes wrong at those hosting services then it's out of their hands. Everybody's just stuck. But it also means it's an Achilles Heel vulnerability that can easily allow in hackers, faulty/infected software programs, you name it.

"Stuff" that wants to take down the world can easily do so as we've seen now in various, smaller ways. Not trying to be a fear monger, I just find this interesting because once again, it is "election" year. Trump survived the assassination attempt/psyop/whatever the hell that was, they have no choice but to yank their senile, incoherent, diaper pooping puppet Biden out of the race (the announcement will be coming any day now) so things are probably going to start getting ugly. But, it all seems to be the plan..... (CONTINUED IN ATTACHED COMMENT 👇👇👇 )
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Part 2 Continued....

The other interesting thing that Cheri was aware of concerning the assassination attempt, which Tom had also told me about, was the so-called prophet guy named Brandon Biggs who, earlier this year, put out a video outlining in detail that Trump would face an assassination attempt soon, and how it would all play out, and the bullet that would clip his ear, along with the blood trickling down from the ear. So we both talked about how THAT'S kinda terrifying. I mean, the implications are pretty big. If he managed to call that then what does it say about all the "holy shit" level stuff he predicated about the great economic collapse that's supposed to follow on the heels of that? 😲 So we had a WHOLE conversation about all that. As always with predictions and so-called "prophets" you have to take things with a grain of salt, but it's interesting for consideration, that's for sure.

I am definitely not used to working with aware people talking about anything like this, that's all I can say. 🤣 In fact I'd put out a two part post last night talking about how interesting my job has gotten recently in light of not only it being "election" year, but now also the assassination attempt, and how both of my bosses have turned out to be super aware (to the point of full on fringe in a few instances) Truther level Republicans. I was pretty positive both were Republicans, I could tell that much by a few random things they each have said, but I was definitely surprised to find out they were also both Truther/conspiracy/fringe level of aware. Like I joked in that post last night, it's to the point where I could probably mention shapeshifting lizard people to my male boss and he would nod and start telling ME all about it. 🤣 Our conversations have gotten to the level of stopping JUST short of the non-human/hyperdimensional component of things. But then I took that two part post down again (and saved it on my computer) for several reasons. Maybe I'll repost.

But yeah, it has been interesting, that's all I can say. Every day I'm getting involved in so-called conspiracy Truther convos, including with one of the tenants. Normally I NEVER talk about things with anybody at work because I have just gotten so used to, and almost programmed to expect, the "DUHHHHHHHHH...." stupid, blank, slack faces and non responses that are on the level of NPC. Just having NO idea about ANYTHING. Can't have a discussion about anything even REMOTELY real. Even basic stuff. I've talked about this multiple times before on Gab. People are zombified in a way that's angersome. And also I avoid political anything, for obvious reasons. Too many Dems/Libs, and just too many people that I already know won't/don't listen, so you can't have an actual two-way convo with them. It's all one sided, them passionately being triggered into fight mode like a deranged muppet. No thanks. !
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To nobody's surprise, Biden has dropped out of the race. 🤣 🤡

Suddenly the mainstream media (like the Daily Mail) is openly acknowledging full force Biden's senility and all the ways in which the White House hid it from the public for years. 🙄 dailymail.co.uk/news/article-13656865/Inside- Article after article currently flooding their front page, not only about the situation, but also how much Biden sucks, how much we were lied to, etc. etc. The White House didn't hide shit though. All aware people saw it since the beginning. Even Tucker Carlson called it back in early 2021 when he was still on Fox, point blank saying Let's be serious, we all know that Biden isn't really the one running things here. The rest of the media conveniently ignored that though. 🙄 (I covered that Tucker comment on my Gab back in 2021.)

What happened is that the mainstream public was gaslit to the highest extreme for the past four years to try to make people think they were crazy or stupid to dare to believe their eyes and ears. Multiple press secretaries getting up on that podium and denying, lying and deflecting, arrogantly scoffing and dodging out of direct answers. Biden's endless verbal gaffes, calling people by the wrong names, trying to shake hands with invisible people, stopping and going on "Pause Mode" in the middle of walking, getting lost trying to get on or off a stage, reading cue cards verbatim including saying the words "pause" or "period," always falling up stairs, sniffing and groping little girls right out in the open, calling out to an audience to somebody who'd been dead for three years, constantly losing trains of thought, rambling incoherent words strung together that made no sense, making fantastical claims of things he supposedly invented or incidents and adventures that never happened, including the mythological Corn Pop, and stories of kids petting his legs, youtube.com/watch?v=oihV9yrZRHg&ab_channel=WI the weak raspy voice, the pathetic puppy dog face just staring up or off at nothing.......Popping a half squat on the stage next to the "leader" of France to poop his diaper. :/ We all know what we saw with that one, but the WH wants you to believe "He was trying to find a chair." ;) um hm.

Biden is truly the worst, most idiotic rage inducing puppet ever foisted on the world. People say "Oh, poor old man! I feel so bad for him! It's *heartbreaking* ! It's elder abuse! Just so, so *heartbreaking*!" Fuck that. I've seen all the kid sniffing vids that made me want to leap out of my chair and jump through the screen to yank him off them and give him a beat down. I listened to the audio of him telling a kid "You're one sexy kid...don't tell Mommy what I told you! You got it?" Meanwhile as Mommy reveals that she's recording him. ooops. bitchute.com/video/i7EJ8mAZFrsV I've seen the video of what is indisputably Biden abusing what is obviously a bound up Asian sex slave, one of those vids that was apparently procured from one of those confiscated Laptops from Hell. So yeah....fuck this guy. Being honest here, I don't think I've ever hated somebody in life as much as I hate this guy. And I have met some people in my travels that deserve some hate, let me tell you. ! It's an off the charts, visceral hatred, the likes of which is kind of intriguing to me. People want to talk about Trump Derangement Syndrome. Well, I CLEARLY have Biden Derangement Syndrome. The only difference is, mine is actually warranted. ;) Now that he's going to be removed from the equation I just need to not think about him anymore and get past that, because it's obviously unhealthy to have those kinds of thoughts. O.o

The public was gaslit, and the majority STILL don't get the full extent of what a terrible "person" this clown is, but the aware and smart types always saw it. The media is only acknowledging things now because they're *allowed* to. Because their masters have given them the Ok. *Because it suits the agenda.* Right up until now it was "too soon." Had to let this farcical debacle go right up until "election" year, at *just* the right point, where it's not too soon before the "election," and not too late to where there isn't enough time to get their replacement puppet in place. The smart types knew though that Biden was only ever going to be a one term president, because nothing about how he was behaving back in 2021 indicated he could possibly hang on for eight full years. Just no way in hell. He would be swapped out/removed in time for the next "election," and then let the games begin.

It's all a scripted show. The next part of the show involves who's going to be the replacement. Lots of theories. And a short list of contenders. Kamala, Gavin, Hillary. Going up against Trump, following on the heels of the "failed assassination attempt"/psyop, whatever that was. The game of the millennium, the biggest political show we've ever seen. 🙄 🙄 🙄
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With the female Secret Service Director Kimberly Cheatle finally resigning due to complete incompetency dailymail.co.uk/news/article-13663829/secret- and the incompetent female VP that everybody loathes poised to take incompetent Biden's position in the upcoming "election," now's a good time to broach the subject of "Women in Boss Positions." Yay or nay?

My answer, as somebody who's had countless female supervisors over the past 30 years in multiple industries around the country? HARD nay.

I can say that in my decades of work experience, women are NOT cut out to be bosses, period. I can count on one hand any of the rare exceptions. I'd even go as far as to say many women I've worked with or for weren't cut out to even be working at a job, period.

Hardcore feminists would have a meltdown at what I'm saying. But oh well. ;) The hardcore feminists miss the point because they believe feminism means that since women are now "free" they are therefore *obligated* to be out there, doing men's work, and dressing and behaving as men. When in reality feminism just means women now have an actual *choice.* They hate the idea though that any women would choose to stay home and raise a family. So true feminism means choices, but a deranged feminist thinks it means "My Way or the Highway"....thereby making them no different then the "old fashioned Patriarchy" that forced most every women to make the choice of staying home and being a wife/mother whether they wanted to or not. Two sides of the same coin. One extreme or the other.

But that aside, my stance is in the middle. I believe women should have the choice. If you want to work, go for it. (And there are plenty of jobs that are historically "suited" for women, the classic four 100+ years ago being Nurse, Teacher, Librarian and Secretary.) With modern feminism however we now have women in boss positions across all industries, including politics at the highest level and industries that truly are a man's domain. And this is where there's a problem. The vast majority of liberal/feminist society refuses acknowledge the very obvious differences between men and women. Not only physically, but mentally and emotionally. Women's brains are NOT the same as men's, period.

Which is exactly why women don't make good bosses.

To be a good boss at any job requires some basic abilities:

- Staying emotionally leveled. And by keeping emotions in check it means one's intelligence can now dominate, instead of irrational, temperamental emotions;
- Being able to handle more than one thing coming at you, and keeping calm under pressure/stress;
- Being rational and logical;
- Prioritizing the job and the tasks at hand;
- Being able to focus in tightly on the job and the tasks at hand;
- Saying what you mean, speaking in a straightforward manner, with conviction, and thus, not being afraid to "BE THE BOSS."

These are all things men typically excel at. But it's not things that most women can do. Instead, in my extensive experience, what we find with women in the workforce, but especially women bosses, is the opposite of all the above:

- Letting emotions get the best of them. To the point where I have witnessed MULTIPLE women at multiple jobs over the years having temper tantrum meltdowns;
- Not being able to handle more than one thing coming at them, or any amount of stress, pressure, conflict and deadlines;
- Lack of logic and reason. Leads to poor decision making;
- NOT prioritizing the job or tasks at hand, AT all. Instead prioritizing socializing above all else. Whether with their colleagues, or being on personal calls or texting all day long. Followed by office gossip and drama, and food/snacks all day long (because of emotional stress and pressures). The actual job they're being paid to do is at the bottom of the list. They come to work to have fun, gossip, socialize, eat and pretend they're interior decorators with the way they clutter up their desk spaces and cubicles with tons of knicky-knacks, pictures and personal affects. They don't come to work to work. And actually are often calling off altogether, or else are consistently coming in late, leaving early and taking extended lunches. But yet still expect that paycheck.
- Scattered attention spans. Not being able to focus in tightly on a single task. Mind is going all over the place, distracted by any little thing that crosses their awareness. Therefore have difficulty finishing tasks in a timely manner.
- Inability to own that they're supposed to be THE BOSS. Too worried about people not liking them, so they can't speak clearly or say what they mean. Talking out of two sides of their mouth, or even "playing both sides" in terms of saying one thing to one person and something else to others.
- Getting so overwhelmed with what needs to be done that they completely shut down. Paralysis mode. So no decisions get made at all. (CONTINUED IN ATTACHED COMMENT 👇👇👇 )
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In worst case scenarios the REALLY negative aspect of females in the workforce, including bosses, is the whole gossip and drama thing. Something that guys don't engage in. (with the exception of some gay guys.) I have seen countless examples where this is almost compulsive in so many females. Engaging in immature/junior high level clique-ish/mean girl behavior, always with the talk talk talk about other people, repeating things they heard, but even worse, putting that twisted, negative spin on it to create drama, trying to be devious and getting off on it. Displaying emotionally stunted and unprofessional behavior that has no place in any workplace.

The differences between how men and women operate is purely biological and evolutionary/anthropological based. It's as simple as that. It accounts for all the behaviors noted above that we see in the workplace. And as I've noted in previous Gab posts, Humans in general are not cut out for modern society and the modern working world. But women ESPECIALLY. But society doesn't want to recognize this. It's the 800 pound elephant in the room.

As Woke continues to infest our world and "Diversity Hires" continue to be implemented, a big part of that will continue to include the insistence on force-fitting women into positions that are a male domain. With disastrous results in probably many instances.

In the case of Kimberly Cheatle, I think there's high level conspiracy happening there that goes beyond simply "Incompetent female trying to do a man's job." I think even if a man had been in her position the attempted assassination would still have happened. That specific situation in most ways goes beyond the mere Male vs. Female argument. BUT, the fact is, she IS a female, in a male position, and now that's what the focus is going to be on for the world. "What happens when a chick tries to do a dude's job.......yeah, Trump winds up with bullets whizzing past his head." And the same is going to apply for Kamala:

dailymail.co.uk/news/article-13673913/kamala-

At my current job I've now experienced two female "supervisors" in the past year, and both sucked in their own way, exactly for very female-specific reasons, leaving me lamenting that I wish I could have a male boss in that position to report to. This isn't to say that men don't have THEIR issues. They absolutely do. But in general male bosses for me have been a much more positive experience. Women have not. And now the top male boss/co-owner at my job has become disgruntled with my current female supervisor Cheri and just proposed a "swap out" to me today. O.o Swapping her out for me. I already knew this was coming though. Everything happening right now at my job I foresaw on Cheri's first week when I was training her, because I'm intuitive. I had it down to the letter too - four to five months/July into August. I even told Tom. And here we are. I also knew our boss would approach me about letting her go and promoting me to her position. So I had time to think this over before it was finally said outloud.

All I can say to all this is.........oh boy. O.o Can I do the position? Absolutely. But do I WANT to be in that position? 🤣 No, not really O.o. For several reasons. The main one being, I have purposely avoided the "boss/manager/supervisor" scenario my entire working career. Have insisted on keeping myself small for decades, even going as far as to do temping for years, by choice. I didn't even want to commit to a job permanently, let alone be a boss. 🤣 My staffing agencies used to get frustrated with me that I kept going for lower rung positions and turning down the higher ones. But even though I've kept myself small I would still repeatedly get recognized at jobs for my abilities and singled out, given job upgrades and raises, and now in this case, facing a potential promotion to replace my female boss for a big level position, depending on how things continue to go with her. The other reason I’d be hesitant to take the gig is because I’m fully embedded in my current position, which is higher level as well. I like it. In most way better than the other position. But it pays less, of course. Then again I've never taken jobs purely for pay reasons. I take them for reasons of ease. ;)

So my answer and advise to my male boss as of now - it's not a no. But it's not a yes either. I'm hesitant about the idea of taking on that job for multiple reasons, and meanwhile IMO it behooves everybody involved to just be patient and work with Cheri during this time until her schedule can resume to normal/full time. Tried to calm him down and temper his impatience. Hopefully everything can just get back on track the way it was and we can all get back to our lives and then changes don't need to be made (and I don't have to make this choice!) We’ll see though.

Interesting times....
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Some random Tuesday night recent favorite funny memes. 'Cause it's a Tuesday night. So why not.
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So in my BitChute crazy vid travels I came across one video that featured a map entitled "Americae sive quartae orbis partis nova et exactissima descriptio" from 1562. ("A new and most exact description of America or the fourth part of the world.") The video panned fast over the map's imagery, so at first I was thinking it was probably a fake. If they're not willing to zoom in and give you time to look then it could be because they don't want you looking too closely. ;) I had to keep pausing the video to see things. I could tell though from the font style and Latin writing and artistic imagery with the pen strokes that it looked legit. Did further research and verified that indeed it is. In fact it's catalogued in the Library of Congress.

....which puzzled me. Because somebody obviously didn't look too closely at this map and let it slip by the reality censors.

loc.gov/resource/g3290.ct000342/?r=-0.508,0.4

(Click on map in above link to really zoom in and pan around.)

Right there at the bottom of the map is Antarctica. Labeled as Tierra de Magallanes. Complete with names of ports and everything.

According to academia, Antarctica wasn't "discovered" until 1820. O.o

Anybody with half a brain has to have questioned this. On the one hand they tell us in grade school that England, Spain, France, Portugal and the Netherlands were sailing all around the Atlantic in the 1500s in their impressive ships, with their navigation skills, laying claim to the various places they landed and imparting their languages on the natives, but on the other they're telling us that nobody bothered to keep going south until 1820. 🙄 If the Spanish and Portuguese could make it all the way to present day South America then they could sure as hell keep going a little further south to find Antarctica. Just sayin'. I never believed this bit about Antarctica, but not until adulthood did I ever give it deep thought as to WHY they're lying.

This map is something else though. A masterful and complex work of art. The video that brought it to my attention was focused exclusively on the imagery of mermaids, mythical beasts and giants that you see throughout the map, yet mixed up amongst real things like whales, dolphins and swordfish. (and elephants, rhinos and lions over in Africa, as you'll see when you zoom in.) The giants BTW are located at the bottom of South America, in Patagonia. "Gigantum Regio." (meanwhile present day Brazil as you'll see when you zoom in, "Regio de Brasil," shows cannibals. Chopping up people, laying out the body parts and roasting them over a spit. O.o ) The vid maker was convinced there must be truth to these supposed mythological beasts and giants to have been included in amongst everything else that we know to be real in present day. And I'm sure there is. ESPECIALLY the giants, which is a WHOLE other hidden history topic. But meanwhile I'm like forget the mermaids and sea beasts, 'cause hello! THERE'S ANTARCTICA AT THE BOTTOM OF THE MAP! DURING A TIME PERIOD WHEN WE'RE TOLD NOBODY EVEN KNEW ABOUT IT! 🤣

Everything about this map interested me, from the artwork to the names for everything, to the proof of what landmasses they had discovered and explored, so much so that I tracked down a website that sells art prints, including specializing in old maps. They had this one for sale so I snatched up a copy. artsourceinternational.com/shop/old-map-repro

"In 1562 Diego Guti�rrez, a Spanish cartographer from the respected Casa de la Contrataci�n, and Hieronymus Cock, a noted engraver from Antwerp, collaborated in the preparation of a spectacular and ornate map of what was then referred to as the fourth part of the world, America. It was the largest engraved map of America to that time. The map depicts the eastern coast of North America, all of Central and South America, and portions of the western coasts of Europe and Africa. Six engravedsheets are neatly joined to form a single map. It is apparent that one of the intentions in preparing the map was to define clearly Spain’s America for the other European powers who might have designs on the region. Includes texts in cartouche, statements of dedication, coats-of-arms, an illustration of the allegorical figure Victoria”, and illustrations of sailing ships at sea and imaginary marine creatures.”


Notice how the above description leaves out Antarctica in terms of what's depicted? You can't NOT notice it down there, so it shows they're willfully skipping over it in their ridiculous effort to maintain the "1820" narrative.

Another intriguing thing.....there are islands on this map that are missing in the present day. There's one called La Catholica for instance, south of Bermuda. Where the hell did it go??

It's fun just pouring over the map and seeing all the names for everything and the art. (Still trying to figure out why southeast Florida was named Costa de Fuego....Coast of Fire. O.o ) But also seeing proof of hidden history that slipped by the censors. (CONTINUED IN ATTACHED COMMENT 👇👇👇 )
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Part 2 Continued

So when I asked Tom why they'd be lying about the true discovery date of Antarctica his theory is that these old maps that are showing Antarctica are pulling information from even older maps drawn by ancient mariners, or even an ancient civilization that could fly and see the Earth from above. A civilization that was either deleted out of history, or covered up the tracks of its own existence, because they still rule the world today in secret.

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Hence we have the bullshit 1820 date that makes no sense (just hearing "1820" for me sounds modern; I think of anything post-1800s as modern-ish. I mean hell, my great grandmother whom I have memories of from early childhood was born in the 1800s.) But it underscores just how ridiculous of an idea it is to claim that not a single person in human history knew of the existence of Antarctica until modern-ish 1820.
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Pre-Colombian exploration and settlements in present day America - Let's address the 800 pound elephant in the room about why they came here........but then left.

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So expanding further on the below quoted post about old maps that clearly show Antarctica hundreds of years before Antarctica is said to have been "discovered" in 1820.... Many are familiar with the alternative history/fringe researchers who are vocal proponents of the idea that there were previous lost civilizations besides the Native Americans already established in the Americas long before Columbus meandered into the Caribbean thinking he was in India. Graham Hancock is a big one, with his book "America Before." There's Frank Joseph discussing in “Survivors of Atlantis” the ancient copper mining happening in present day Michigan, where ancient mariners sailed up the Mississippi River to reach the large copper deposits, fueling bronze production on the other side of the world. Then we have researcher Harry Hubbard, whom HiddenDimension brought to my attention, and his work in revealing the voluminous artifacts found in present day Illinois relating to Alexander the Great. There's evidence that China was on the west coast, and belief that the Vikings were here on the East Coast.

Many researchers get excited being able to prove that there were lost civilizations, exploration, trading and mining happening in the present day Americas long before Columbus. As if that's it, the end, the full story. But I’m like, Yeah that’s great and all, but……..why did they leave??? THAT’S more interesting to me than the fact they would have obviously found their way here in the first place.

To say America was a land of abundance back in the day would be putting it mildly. You have everything you could ever want here - multiple climates and temperature zones from continental to humid subtropical, endless landscape from mountains, desert, lakes, rivers, ocean and lush forests, fertile land, abundant fish and game, oil, gemstones, minerals and ore deposits. The list of awesomeness never ends. So why would all these civilizations arrive here, see what's available, even help themselves for a bit of time.......but then leave? From the moment people arrived here this place should theoretically have been permanently occupied and developed nonstop, turning into what Europe, Asia, Africa and the Middle East became. Instead they all eventually ran back to their boats and sailed away, never to return again. "Thanks, but no thanks. Bye bitches!" 🤣 The entire rest of the world remained busy and occupied.........except for abandoned America, and save for the Natives that chose to remain.

Seems a little weird, right?

When I was talking about this with Tom he recalled that Rudolf Steiner addressed this exact issue in his book, “Spiritual Beings and Their Effects 2.” To summarize bluntly in short - the land of present day America is subject to energy and magnetic forces that are negative, causing illness. The elites of the past knew this, decided to seal off travel here to keep people protected/sheltered from the energies happening here, and proceeded to keep things sealed off for the next thousand years. Only when they wanted to open it back up at the approach of the 1500s was it allowed to resume. And the rest is history....including what would eventually become the purposeful/controlled Luciferian Great Experiment known as America.

If Americans and America in general seems a little off to the rest of the world......maybe this is why. ;) You have a manufactured culture/experiment of sorts designed to impart freedom in all forms in a way that had not been seen in modern times, on a population residing on a geographic area that apparently has massive energy/magnetic issues. What could possibly go wrong! 🤣 O.o

In the attached comments I'll excerpt what Rudolf Steiner said about all this for those who are curious. 👇👇👇 Even if people don't accept Steiner's version of events, bare minimum we can't deny that A) People were here exploring, mining and trading long before Columbus, and B) They chose to abandon this land of seeming abundance. Smart people understand that had to have been for a VERY good reason. The land was apparently energetically toxic. And the people who did choose to stay? The Natives? More than one group/tribe throughout the land engaged in child sacrifice and cannibalism, among other gory practices. Archaeological and written evidence of which abounds. Apparently the entire reason St. Augustine Florida (America's oldest continuously occupied city) came to be in 1565, was because when the French Huguenots first landed in present day Georgia they were met by the large statured Timucuan Indians who loved to sacrifice their first born, among other grisly practices. The French were like, No thanks and got TF atta there and didn't stop until they hit present day Florida. 👇👇👇
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Part 2 Continued:


Thanks to Tom for finding these excerpts:

Note from Tom: "The following is from "Spiritual Beings and Their Effects 2" found here: archive.org/details/spiritual-beings-and-thei

...which has been re-translated and re-published in print as "Secret Brotherhoods and the Mystery of the Human Double" found here: amazon.com/Secret-Brotherhoods-Mystery-Human-

I couldn't find an electronic version of the latter, so I'm quoting from the first.

Steiner has a strange way of conceptualizing things and it's scatters a concept throughout all his other concepts when he talks about those, so it's not easy to just take one straight excerpt that captures everything.

But these two are the best of that kind":
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"A particularly good home for spiritual life, protected against all possible illusions, was Ireland, the island of Ireland, in the first Christian centuries. More than any other spot on earth it was sheltered from illusions; and that is why so many missionaries of Christianity went out from Ireland in those early times. But these missionaries had to have regard for the simple folk among whom they worked — for the peoples of Europe were very simple in those days — and also to understand the great impulses behind human evolution.

During the fourth and fifth centuries Irish initiates were at work in central Europe and they set themselves to prepare for the demands of the future. They were in a certain way under the influence of the initiate-knowledge that in the fifteenth century — in 1413, as you know — the fifth post-Atlantean epoch was to begin.

Hence they knew that they had to prepare for a quite new epoch, and at the same time to protect a simple-minded people. What did they do in order to keep the simple people of Europe sheltered and enclosed, so that certain harmful influences could not reach them? The course of events was guided, from well-instructed and honourable sources, in such a way that gradually all the voyages which had formerly been made from Northern lands to America were brought to an end. Whereas in earlier times ships had sailed to America from Norway for certain purposes (I will say more of this to-morrow), it was gradually arranged that America should be forgotten and the connection lost. By the fifteenth century, indeed, the peoples of Europe knew nothing of America. Especially from Rome was this change brought about, because European humanity had to be shielded from American influences. A leading part in it was played by Irish monks, who as Irish initiates were engaged in the Christianising of Europe.

In earlier times quite definite impulses had been brought from America, but in the period when the fifth post-Atlantean epoch was beginning it was necessary that the peoples of Europe should be uninfluenced by America — should know nothing of it and should live in the belief that there was no such country. Only when the fifth post-Atlantean epoch had begun was America again “discovered,” as history says. But, as you know very well, much of the history taught in schools is a fable convenue, and one of these fables is that America was discovered for the first time in 1492. In fact, it was only rediscovered. The connection had been blotted out for a period, as destiny required. But we must know the truth of these historical circumstances and how it was that Europe was hedged in and carefully sheltered from certain influences which were not to come in.

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"For this purpose a very special arrangement was required. You must try to understand what developed at that time. In the centuries preceding the fourteenth century, the human being had to be guarded from this double. The double had to be gradually withdrawn from man’s circle of vision. Only now is he gradually permitted to come into it again, now when the human being must adapt his relationship to him. A really significant arrangement was required, which could be attained only in the following way. Since the ninth or tenth century, conditions in Europe were gradually adjusted in such a way that the European people lost a certain connection that they had formerly, a connection that was still important for human beings in earlier centuries, the sixth and seventh centuries A.D. Beginning in the ninth century and especially from the twelfth century on, the entire shipping exchange with America with the kind of ships there were at that time, was abolished." (CONTINUED IN ATTACHED COMMENT 👇👇👇 )
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This may sound very strange to you. You will say, “We have never heard anything like this in history” In many respects, history is just a fable convenue a legend; for in earlier centuries of Europe develop ships continually sailed from the Norway of that time to America. Of course it was not called America it had a different name at that time. America was known to be the region where the magnetic forces particularly arose that brought the human being into relation with this double. For the clearest relations to the double proceed from that region of the earth that comprises the American continent. And in the earlier centuries people sailed over to America in Norwegian ships and studied illnesses there. The illnesses in America brought about under the influence of earthly magnetism were studied by Europe. And the mysterious origin of the older European medicine is to be sought there. There one could observe the course of illness that could not have been observed in Europe, where people were more sensitive with regard to the influence of the double.

Then it was necessary for the connection with America to be gradually forgotten, and this was essentially brought about by the Roman Catholic Church through its edicts. And only after the beginning of the fifth post-Atlantean epoch was America rediscovered in a physical, sense-perceptible way. This was only a rediscovery, however, which is so significant because the powers that were at work actually achieved their purpose: that nothing very much should be reported in the record of the ancient relations of Europe with America. And where it is reported it is not recognized, it is not known that these things relate to the connection of Europe with America in ancient times. The visits were nothing more than visits. That the Europeans themselves became the American people (as is said today when the expression “people” is confused with “nation” in an incomprehensible way) was possible only after the physical discovery of America, the physical rediscovery of America. Earlier there were visits that were made in order to study how the double plays a very special role in the differently constituted Indian race.

For a long time before the beginning of the development of the fifth post-Atlantean epoch. Europe had to be protected from the influence of the Western world. This is the significant historical arrangement that was cultivated by wisdom-filled world powers. Europe had to be protected for a long time from all these influences; and it could not have been protected if the European world had not been completely shut off from America in the centuries before the fifteenth century.

The effort had to be made for a long time in the preparatory centuries to give something to European humanity that carried the finer sensitivity. You could say that the intellect, which had to take hold of its proper place in this fifth post-Atlantean epoch, had to be very carefully protected in its first appearance. What was supposed to be revealed to it had to be presented to it very gently. Often this refinement was similar to the refinement of education, where sound measures of punishment are also applied, of course.

Everything to which I am referring pertains, of course, to greater historical impulses.

Thus it happened that Irish monks in particular who were under the influence of the pure Christian-Esoteric teaching developed in Ireland, worked in such a way that the necessity was perceived in Rome to cut Europe off from the Western hemisphere. For it was intended that this movement arising in Ireland should spread Christianity over Europe in such a way, in these centuries before the fifth post-Atlantean epoch, that people would not be disturbed by all that was emerging from the sub-earthly regions in the Western hemisphere. Europe was to be kept ignore of all the influences from the Western hemisphere.

This is a good Place to speak about these conditions. Columban and his pupil Gallus were essential individuals in the greatly significant mission movement that sought its success in Christianizing Europe by surrounding Europe at that time with spiritual walls, and allowing no influence to come from the direction I have indicated. Individualities such as Columban and his pupil Gallus, who founded the city where I am lecturing today and from whom it gets its name (St. Gallen) saw above all that the tender plant of Christianity could be spread in Europe only if Europe were Surrounded by a wall, as it were, in the spiritual respect." (CONTINUED IN ATTACHED COMMENT 👇👇👇 )
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Part 4

"Behind the processes of world history lie deep mysteries filled with significance. The history taught and learned in schools is only a fable convenue. Among the facts most Important for an understanding of modern Europe is this one: that from the centuries when Ireland began to spread Christianity in Europe until the twelfth century, the Roman Church worked on the problem at the same time through papal edicts, which gradually forbade shipping between Europe and America, so that Europe completely forgot the connection with America. This lapse in memory was needed so that the early period of preparation in Europe for the fifth post-Atlantean epoch could be developed in the right way. And only when the materialistic period began was America discovered again to the West, as is related today. From the East, America was discovered under the influence of the greed for gold, under the influence of purely materialistic culture, which simply must be taken into account in this fifth post-Atlantean epoch, and to which man has to find a suitable relationship.

These things are actual history. And these things, I also think, clarify what is actually the case. The earth is really something that must be called “living being.” In accordance with geographical differentiations, the most varied forces stream up out of the various territories. Therefore people must not be separated according to territory but must receive from one another what is good and great in each territory and what can be produced just there. Hence a spiritual scientific world view is intent upon creating something that can really be accepted by all nations in all regions. For people must advance in the mutual exchange of their spiritual treasures. This is the important point.

On the other hand, there very easily arises from individual territories the endeavor to increase power and power and power. And the great danger emerging from the one-sided way in which the evolution of modern humanity is advancing can be judged from concrete, from truly concrete conditions, only when one knows that the earth is an organism, when one knows what is actually occurring from the various points of the earth. In Eastern Europe there is relatively little inclination purely toward what streams out of the earth. The Russians, for example, are fervently connected through the soil, but they receive quite special forces out of the soil, forces that do not come from the earth. The secret of the Russian geography consists of the fact that the Russian receives from the earth the light that is first imparted to the earth and then reflected back again from the earth. The Russian actually takes from the earth what streams toward it from outer regions. The Russian loves his earth, but he loves it because to him it is a mirror of the heavens. Because of this the Russian, even though he is so territorially minded, has something in this territorial inclination that is extraordinarily cosmopolitan although today this remains at a childlike stage — because the earth, moving through space, comes into relation to every possible part of the earth’s environment. And when a person receives into his soul, not what streams upward from below in the earth but what streams downward from above and then upward again, then it is different from receiving streams directly from the earth, which are placed in a certain kinship to human nature. But what the Russian loves in his earth, with which he permeates himself, gives him many weaknesses, but above all it gives him a certain ability to conquer that double nature of which I have spoken previously. Therefore he will be called upon to offer the most important impulses to the epoch in which this double nature must finally be subdued, in the sixth post- Atlantean epoch.

A certain portion of the earth’s surface shows the closest kinship to these forces. If a person goes to this place, he enters their realm; as soon as he goes elsewhere, he is again outside their realm. For these forces are geographic; they are not ethnographic, not national, but purely geographic forces. There is a region where the force streaming up from below has the most influence on the double, and where, because with the outstreaming forces it enters most into kinship with the double, it is again imparted to the earth. This is the region of the earth where most of the mountain ranges run, not crosswise, from east to west, but where the ranges primarily run, from north to south (for this is also connected with these forces) where one is in the vicinity of the magnetic North Pole. This is the region where above all the kinship is developed with the Mephistophelian-Ahrimanic nature through outer conditions. And through this kinship much is brought about in the continuing evolution of the earth." (CONTINUED IN ATTACHED COMMENT 👇👇👇 )
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Part 5

"Today the human being should not move blindly through earthly evolution; he must be able to see through such relationships. Europe will be able to come into a proper relationship with America only when such conditions can be understood, when it is known what geographical determinants come from there. Otherwise, if Europe continues to be blind to these things, it will be with this poor Europe as it was with Greece in relation to Rome. This should not be; the world should not be geographically Americanized. First, however, this must be understood. Things should not be taken with such lack of seriousness as is so common today. Things have deep foundations, and knowledge is necessary today, not merely sympathy and antipathy, in order to gain a position in the connections in which present-day humanity is so tragically placed. Such things as we can discuss here more intimately can only be hinted at in public lectures. Yesterday I called attention to the necessity for spiritual science really to penetrate also into social and political concepts. For America’s endeavor is to mechanize everything, to drive everything into the realm of pure naturalism, and gradually to extinguish European culture from the earth. It cannot be otherwise. Obviously geographical concepts are not concepts of a people as such. It is only necessary to think of Emerson in order to know that nothing is intended here as characteristic of a people. But Emerson was a man of European education through and through. This simply shows the two opposite poles that are developing. Precisely under such influences as have been characterized today, people such as Emerson develop, who develop as they do because they confront the double with complete humanity. On the other hand, people are developing such as Woodrow Wilson, who is a mere sheath of the double, through whom the double himself works with special effectiveness. Such people are essentially actual embodiments of the geographic nature of America.

These matters are not connected with sympathy or antipathy, or with any kind of partisanship. They are connected solely with knowledge of the deeper causes of what human beings undergo in life. But it will achieve very little for the salvation of humanity unless clarification is given about what is really active in these matters. And today it is very necessary to make a connection again with much that had to be torn apart at the turning-point of a new epoch when the way to America was blocked. And I would like to offer human beings such as Gallus as a symbol of what you can feel and experience here in so many ways. They had to create a ground for their activity through the barrier they had erected. Such things must be understood. "
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Continuing with the theme from yesterday's post about Rudolf Steiner's claim that the Americas have bad magnetic energy and whatnot that cause illness, and therefore the reason why pre-Colombian exploration, settlements, trading and mining was ground to halt and this land abandoned, save for the Natives who remained. I was inspired by the comment from BlueCrystalEagle in that post (see below) describing her energetic impressions of the U.S. when visiting from South Africa. I myself have only ever lived and traveled in the continental U.S., so I have no basis of comparison for how this place feels energetically/psychically, versus other parts of the world. However.....I can say that within the U.S. I've definitely picked up on vast energetic differences in my travels. And I've heard from others who've also described their energetic impressions of various places. The cause of those energetic differences is open for debate. Is it inherent to the land itself? If so, why? Is it geologic, something within the bedrock and tectonic plates? Ley lines? Was something done TO the land to infuse areas with particular energies? If so was it on purpose? Or just an accidental side effect? All of the above?

What's interesting is that mainstream science openly acknowledges the various magnetic anomalies happening all around the U.S.:

Brunswick Magnetic Anomaly - nbcnews.com/science/weird-science/weird-magne Extends supposedly from Alabama, across Florida, and out into the Outer Banks of North Carolina. Meanwhile continuing offshore into the Atlantic what do we have? The infamous Bermuda Triangle.

Ohio Magnetic Anomalies - And keep in mind - This was Mothman territory back in the day. ;) Probably for good reason. (Point Pleasant, WV borders Ohio.) The Ohio Serpent Mound was also positioned right on the anomalies. Also for good reason. Apparently the Natives considered this entire region "haunted." google.com/search?q=energy+and+magnetic+anoma

The Oregon Vortex: oregonvortex.com/ But it isn't just limited to this little area of Oregon. The entire Pacific Northwest is one giant anomalous happening, as I've written about in the past on my website. Northern California, Oregon, Washington, British Columbia Canada, the entire region is riddled with UFOs, Sasquatch sightings and missing people galore, which people can read about in David Paulides' fantastic "Missing: 411" series. (Crater Lake is exceptionally sinister.) We'll be getting back to this region in a moment.

There's also magnetic anomalies in New York state as I saw in my research, including the Adirondack Mountains. A woman I knew years ago named Vicky from New York mentioned to me in an email about how "eh" it felt in upstate New York. Ellen Crystal's infamous non fiction book "Silent Invasion" took place in the Hudson Valley area of lower New York, exactly where I was born. She even cites Middletown, the city I was born in. O.o So it's also probably for very good reason that the so-called aliens/non humans chose this region as their hotspot to focus on. Funny enough, Vicky knew of Ellen, and had the opportunity to go UFO chasing with her during the time period of the silent invasion, so to speak, but decided not to. Meanwhile as mentioned in my book, my dad inexplicably "KNEW" when he was in 10th grade/16 years old in 1966 that there were secret bases located within the Adirondack mountains themselves. Something that was not known to any mainstream person, especially kids, at that time.

It seems safe to say there's strange magnetic and energetic anomalies peppering the entire country in large swaths....lending credence to what Rudolf Steiner wrote.

I myself spent nine years of my childhood in the 80s living in semi-rural eastern Connecticut, in Plainfield, in a housing tract that was built up against the Pachaug State Forest. So our house was rimmed by dense woods. By the time I was in junior high it had become obvious that the entire neighborhood was "haunted" in some way. Everybody seemed to have a story. Just absolute bizarre, next level shit in some instances. And I knew they weren't making it up. I myself even asked my dad at one point, "Is our house haunted??" As a kid I figured out that even though the weirdness was manifesting at times in people's houses (but also in their yards, and in the woods that rimmed their yards) nobody's house itself was haunted per se in the traditional sense of, Oh, people died in that house, and now they're ghosts! No. The housing tract was too new. And the phenomenon was happening throughout the neighborhood. So I deduced that something was wrong with the land itself.

Years later in ‘03 I came across an article on Rense. com talking about..... the Haunted Pachaug State Forest. rense.com/general35/ghost.htm (CONTINUED IN ATTACHED COMMENT 👇👇👇 )
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That entire region is bad energy apparently. Notably there’s Hell Hollow Road (in Voluntown) that runs right through the forest. That road was about 3 miles due south of where we lived. David Paulides talks about how the U.S. is filled with places that incorporate Devil, Diablo, Hell, Satan, Lucifer, etc. into their names, and that it’s probably for a very good reason. Because those areas have bad mojo going on, and the people who named them knew it. Growing up we were always hearing about “Indian burial grounds” in the woods of the region, with the implication that Indian energy was somehow influencing things. Ie…cursed land or something. (The main tribes for eastern and southern CT being the Mohegans and the Pequots.)

These magnetic anomalies, energy disturbances, etc. found throughout the U.S./North America are most likely enabling supernatural phenomenon and realm bleed-throughs to happen. Everything from Mothman to Sasquatch, UFOs and so-called "haunted forests." And it's also why the Natives built structures/mounds on top of them, and why the black ops select these sites to put their bases, whether underground or within mountains. Think of all the endless conspiracy surrounding Mt. Shasta for instance, from claims of a secret base, to UFO sightings, missing people, etc.

I recently watched a documentary on BitChute about how the meeting that led to the creation of the U.S. Federal Reserve happened directly on top of Timucuan Indian land where ritual sacrifices took place. “Jekyll Island Uncovered: Giant Skeletons, Child Sacrifice and the Federal Reserve.” bitchute.com/video/cviTR650JubS I touched on the Timucuans in the previous post. It's a very interesting documentary, definitely recommend.

In my travels I've experienced the different energies of various places around the U.S. In some of these cases I think that the present day cities with everything negative happening within them was creating the vibes. But I also wouldn't be surprised if it was exacerbated by underlying inherent energies within the Earth itself.


Los Angeles – Once I got my first car in ’94 when I was 19 I started taking regular trips up to L.A., from where I lived in south Orange County. Didn’t take me long to realize…I have a one hour time limit for being able to handle what L.A. feels like. O.o Didn’t matter how nice the day was, how pleasant things may be around me, or even the fact I was always in the nice parts of the city. Energetically it was so negatively intense I would tap out after one hour. Have to get in my car and drive back home, despite the fact it may have taken a full hour to get up there due to traffic. It was always kind of a bummer, because I really wanted to be able to be up there. But I literally couldn’t. It wasn’t something I was looking for nor expecting, and I had no formal education on such metaphysical happenings. The closest way to describe it is like being in an oven on slow cook. You’re surrounded by this negative energy that keeps putting the pressure on, until it finally just gets so unbearable you can’t take it anymore. Have to get back in the car and drive away.

One time when visiting with my very psychic good friend Mike around ’98 or ‘99 he experienced the same phenomenon. I never mentioned anything to him about it, and we had planned to spend the afternoon there. He was looking forward to it. Got a pizza lunch on Melrose Avenue, and when we were done it had been exactly 1 hour pretty much. We were back outside on the sidewalk, looking around at the calm and peaceful sunny day with the hazy blue sky and palm trees. As we took in the scene Mike frowned to himself, his energy now subdued, and noted that he wanted to go. Need to get out of there. I just grinned and nodded, totally understanding. Same deal with him – it’s like the one hour timer goes off, “DING!” and you’re cooked. Can’t take it anymore.

By the end of my time in SoCal the only place I could handle in L.A. for longer than one hour was Venice Beach, where all the artists congregated to sell their wares and the musicians would hold the famous drum circles. Basically the farthest edge of the city, right up against the water. Go inland even a few blocks, even to the nice Santa Monica Promenade, and watch out. L.A./Hollywood as aware people now understand, is rife with Satanism, human sacrifice, child rape and trafficking, etc., with tunnels that connect things like the elite mansions in the Hills, the Getty Museum, the former Playboy Mansion, etc. The most horrific things imaginable are happening there on a daily basis, including abject poverty and homelessness, along with the intense psychic energy of 12+ million people and poisoned smog air. Places like the creepy gothic Chateau Marmont on Sunset Boulevard, which cites itself as a haven for celebs, basically openly advertises what it’s all about with the flute playing devil in its logo. (CONTINUED IN ATTACHED COMMENT 👇👇👇)
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It’s an evil, evil place, and if you’re psychically sensitive you can CLEARLY feel it. But which paradoxically looks beautiful, cool and inviting, luring in desperate people thirsty for fame and fortune, willing to sell their souls. O.o I used to be so intrigued by it in my early to mid-20s, taking trips up there, fascinated with feeling all that evil swirling around. Not because I liked it, but because it was just so PALPABLE. I’d never experienced anything like that. So I kept going back, intrigued, to experience it like an innocent lamb wandering curiously into the wolves’ den.


New Orleans – When I finally had my fill of SoCal in 2002 and was driving cross country to a new life in Florida I had to pass through New Orleans on I-10. I was planning to stop in N.O. and make a day of it, since I’d always wanted to go. I was excited and looking forward to it. As I raced towards the city in the dark it was like I was suddenly driving through a forcefield of the most intense evil I’d ever felt of any place, before or since. It was so powerful it physically slammed my body back against my seat. Just holy shit next level supernatural. I’ve never heard of anybody else describing this experience with N.O. or any city, but needless to say I immediately canceled any plans I may have had about visiting. It was just SO disappointing too. I REALLY wanted to see N.O., so inside I was like “nooooooo!!!!”…..but while clearly feeling this intense evil all around me. Worse than anything going on in L.A. Makes L.A. feel like a walk in the park. As the 10 wound its way past the city and I could see people on the streets below and feel the evil intense vibe all around. Just kept right on going, through Mississippi, Alabama and didn’t stop for the night until I reached Pensacola. I don’t know if this is truly something surrounding N.O., or if something higher and positive who’s looking out for me artificially did this to me to make sure I didn’t stop there because something bad was going to happen to me. But it truly felt like driving through an invisible energy wall that surrounded the city, then I was inside the bubble so to speak where that feeling was everywhere, all around. So I don’t know.


Portland, OR. Just before I moved to Florida I sidetracked up to Portland for 3 ½ months in late 2001 to early 2002 to roommate with my brother Joe. I was looking forward to experiencing this entirely new city and region that I’d never been to before and even wondered if this would end up being my new permanent residence. All that evaporated the second I hit the outskirts of Portland in the afternoon on the 5 freeway. It wasn’t the gloomy cloudy day that affected me – If I’m happy inside, and even excited then the weather doesn’t impact my mood. But there was definitely an oppressive vibe of malaise overlaying the entire city. And just something really incompatible in general with who I am. So my immediate psychic impression was a loud “NOOOPE….” upon feeling it as I crossed one of the bridges leading into the city. Again, more disappointment, as I wanted to maybe settle in and have some new long term fun and life experiences. But with the way the city felt I knew it was impossible. This place was only going to be a pit stop, and I would have to keep moving. Which I did, 3 ½ months later.

After I arrived at my brother’s apartment building in north Portland, about a mile and a half from the bridge into Vancouver, WA, I parked and went inside but Joe wasn’t home. The building manager Richard said he’d left a little while ago but should be back soon, so I decided to go for a walk around the block, check out the neighborhood. It was cloudy and cool enough to safely leave Kitty behind for a short bit, and I took off on foot. The day was calm and innocuous. Nothing happening, nobody was really around. As I headed down the sidewalk past the various shops there was an increasingly bad vibe happening all around me. I started slowing down, frowning to myself, focusing on it, confused. At one point I fully stopped in the middle of the sidewalk, spinning in a slow circle, frowning, trying to figure out WTF was happening….why does it feel like this??? It wasn’t going away, and just kept increasing the further I walked down the sidewalk, so finally I just gave it up and actually ran back to my car, jumped in, closed the door and scooped up Kitty, hugging onto her until Joe returned about 10 minutes later. O.o I would later learn that Portland, but Oregon in general, is rife with conspiracy, weirdness and energy vortices, to put it mildly, and it’s where I saw my first real UFO, from the fire escape of our apartment building over the skies of north Portland/south Vancouver WA. (CONTINUED IN ATTACHED COMMENT 👇👇👇 )
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Charlottesville, VA – Leaving off with something positive. But Tom and I left Fort Lauderdale to move to Virginia in September 2004. I’d never been anywhere in Virginia, so didn’t have any expectations. But from the moment we first arrived in town I could feel the intensely positive light vibe of the place. It was so noticeable too, I kept marveling about it, loving it. I don’t know whether Cville still feels like this 20 years on, but at the time it definitely did. IMO there’s a reason Thomas Jefferson selected that region for his home, Monticello, and his university, UVa. Both structures featuring large domes incorporated into their architecture, which are known in esoteria for capturing energy. The new age community believes Cville is positioned on positive ley line energy or whatever, and I believe it. I could feel it plain as day when we first arrived into town. And on a relevant side note: Charlottesville was the region's only neutral zone during the Civil War. Wounded and dying soldiers from both the North and South were brought into Cville together to be treated. And they would be buried side by side in the UVa cemetery. It was intense for me emotionally the first and only time I visited that cemetery, seeing the endless graves of young men who'd been in the prime of their lives, and seeing how they were all together side by side like that. However I know that bare minimum, considering how heavily the region has been built up/developed since then over the past 20 years, and considering the events of August, 2017, things are probably now tainted. :/ That was the first feeling I had when I first heard about August 2017 down here in Florida....genuine sadness and disappointment that something like that was tainting such a positive region. I feel like it was by design. Something negative wants it ruined.


So, this is to say that not every last place in North America is rife with bad magnetic energy and other issues. The entire region of Central Virginia was always very pleasant the entire time we lived there and I loved going for drives on Route 20. It was one of the most beautiful areas I’ve ever seen. But clearly there are large swaths and pockets of this negative energy all around the country from top to bottom. Enough so that pre-Colombian explorers decided that it wasn’t worth it, and wrote it off as a No-Go.
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Reposting this for my followers. This sucks. In case anybody's wondering why my timeline only goes back to July.............this is why. We all just lost access to anything prior to the last two months unless we pay to dox ourselves. So Torba is back to this sort of nonsense again. I have 3 1/2 years worth of quality material that just got lost, essentially. Unless you're paying to dox yourself you won't be able to see it.

The reason the vast majority of users will notice no difference, as Torba says, is because most people on Gab are only posting the same repetitive memes and boring, played out same four subjects of "Guns, Bible, America, Politics." The unofficial fifth and sixth played out subjects are farming/homesteading, and pics/vids of dogs. Of course they're not going to miss anything that came earlier, because it's nothing but the same shit, different month/year for most Gab accounts. (This truly is the most one dimensional echo chamber social media site out there. I've never seen anything like it in terms of lack of overall intelligence and interesting subject matter by the mainstream Gabbers that make it onto the Explore page, or the new "For You" recommended page.) Most Gabbers we're seeing either believe they can't write about anything other than the four to six above noted subjects......or they're literally incapable of it. It's something I complained about back when I first arrived here. The only reason I'm here is because it truly is a free speech site, and has a 1,000 character limit. !!

Anyway, just an FYI. :/ I had no idea this transpired because I don't follow Torba. Only saw this reposted on the front page.